I relate to this song waay too much, and I have something to say. Around about a year or two ago my class was lined up single file, and this girl was behind me, she accidentally grabbed my hand as if she was holding it, but then quickly moved it away, so i thought in my head "Huh, what if she likes me and that's what she wanted to do was hold my hand and did it unconsciously then realised" at the time i decided that wasn't what happened, but it didn't stop me from thinking. i thought "Huh, what if we were in a relationship" Then i realized, and i actually fell in love with her, idk she was off my radar i was so focused on other things before then, but now i had a reason to notice her. the more i thought of her the more i realized how much i loved her voice, how much i loved the way she is, her personality, her smile, her obsession with dancing. and it was not because she touched my hand or something like as if i was touch deprived from women, most of my friends were female and i had even been in a relationship before that. I definitely was not a lonely person I actually avoided relationships most of the time. Me and her were actually top of our advanced science class, we interacted a lot because she was the best student in advanced science, and I was the second. So I started observing her interactions with other people, versus me. 1. Once i made a truely stupid joke and i was fucking around with the science class, we had a vocabulary assignment and i was naming and describing everything in a very "Memey" way, and she was excessively using the term, "I love that" and just useing that word more than she usually would. 2. Our eyes always met when walking past each other 3. Once my friend said i was gemini in front of her and not 2 mins later she said out of the blue (The only relation of what she said is that some people were talking about zodiacs and shit “Well apparently im supposed to date a gemini” while looking at me. She also never really talked about “dating” regularly. 4. She was very “Perky” around me, but then again she was a very light person. 5. Her best friend was asking me relation-ship questions out of the blue. The best friend repeatedly looked at her while asking me these questions. I knew I had a very good chance of dating her, so I had so many chances to ask her. But I didn't. I didn't think I was “good enough” . I knew I would not be able to go places with her, because my parents don't even let me ride my bike up and down my street. I knew I would never even be able to hug her because of my schools no PDA rules. I felt if i was in a relationship it would be pointless, it would go nowhere. As well as I just didn't think I would be good enough, I was not exactly the most popular kid in the school. I thought it would be cruel to give my thoughts to her, because what if I tarnish her popularity, what if I ruin her social life. So I put it off, I told myself, well i'll just wait, until I have a job and have a driver's licence and High School is nearly over. Then, she moved. I didn't know, it was over the summer. I had lost my chance, any plans? Gone. the one and only person i had actually loved, the one person i thought about the most out of anyone in my life. Out of reach. Gone. Lesson of the story: take your shot, before the targets out of view. She still remains in my head going around in circles, around a whole ocean of regret. TLDR: I lost my chance with the girl I loved most due to my procrastination, and my own fear. I let what I fear get in the way of my happiness. She liked me, I was sure of it, I didn't try to confess myself to her. A regret I will take to my grave.. "Take your shot, before the targets out of view." -Neoillutiom 3:17 AM I wrote this in google documents and it took an hour to get the copy and paste from there to you-tube comment-section for me it is extremely glitchy so sorry to the you-tuber if they got spammed with ghost comments.
Bonus: (Haha i actually had a moment where “Don't let her see how fast your heart is beating” because we doing an assignment to test everyone's BPM and i didnt want it to go John tested !$$!#@: BPM 90 Bob tested !$$!#@: BPM 91 “Her” tested !$$!#@: BPM 999)
I can't believe someone actually took the time to share this with me in my comments :) that's such a beautiful story, and reminds me why I do this. I'm sorry about what happened, but I'm sure she's thinking of you after all these years too. Thank you so much for sharing, and don't apologise
@@vibes6675 Honestly, im glad my story reinforces your decision to do this youtube channel, and i hope my story someday reminds you to take that shot, if your ever in that situation.
@@vibes6675 I have a few of ur other slowed crywank songs on my slowed playlist lol, I can't really find many other people who do slowed crywank songs, I guess they are pretty underrated :/
I relate to this song waay too much, and I have something to say.
Around about a year or two ago my class was lined up single file, and this girl was behind me, she accidentally grabbed my hand as if she was holding it, but then quickly moved it away, so i thought in my head "Huh, what if she likes me and that's what she wanted to do was hold my hand and did it unconsciously then realised" at the time i decided that wasn't what happened, but it didn't stop me from thinking.
i thought "Huh, what if we were in a relationship" Then i realized, and i actually fell in love with her, idk she was off my radar i was so focused on other things before then, but now i had a reason to notice her. the more i thought of her the more i realized how much i loved her voice, how much i loved the way she is, her personality, her smile, her obsession with dancing. and it was not because she touched my hand or something like as if i was touch deprived from women, most of my friends were female and i had even been in a relationship before that. I definitely was not a lonely person I actually avoided relationships most of the time.
Me and her were actually top of our advanced science class, we interacted a lot because she was the best student in advanced science, and I was the second. So I started observing her interactions with other people, versus me.
1. Once i made a truely stupid joke and i was fucking around with the science class, we had a vocabulary assignment and i was naming and describing everything in a very "Memey" way, and she was excessively using the term, "I love that" and just useing that word more than she usually would.
2. Our eyes always met when walking past each other
3. Once my friend said i was gemini in front of her and not 2 mins later she said out of the blue (The only relation of what she said is that some people were talking about zodiacs and shit “Well apparently im supposed to date a gemini” while looking at me. She also never really talked about “dating” regularly.
4. She was very “Perky” around me, but then again she was a very light person.
5. Her best friend was asking me relation-ship questions out of the blue. The best friend repeatedly looked at her while asking me these questions.
I knew I had a very good chance of dating her, so I had so many chances to ask her. But I didn't.
I didn't think I was “good enough” . I knew I would not be able to go places with her, because my parents don't even let me ride my bike up and down my street. I knew I would never even be able to hug her because of my schools no PDA rules. I felt if i was in a relationship it would be pointless, it would go nowhere. As well as I just didn't think I would be good enough, I was not exactly the most popular kid in the school. I thought it would be cruel to give my thoughts to her, because what if I tarnish her popularity, what if I ruin her social life.
So I put it off, I told myself, well i'll just wait, until I have a job and have a driver's licence and High School is nearly over. Then, she moved. I didn't know, it was over the summer. I had lost my chance, any plans? Gone. the one and only person i had actually loved, the one person i thought about the most out of anyone in my life. Out of reach. Gone. Lesson of the story: take your shot, before the targets out of view.
She still remains in my head going around in circles, around a whole ocean of regret.
TLDR: I lost my chance with the girl I loved most due to my procrastination, and my own fear. I let what I fear get in the way of my happiness. She liked me, I was sure of it, I didn't try to confess myself to her. A regret I will take to my grave..
"Take your shot, before the targets out of view." -Neoillutiom 3:17 AM
I wrote this in google documents and it took an hour to get the copy and paste from there to you-tube comment-section for me it is extremely glitchy so sorry to the you-tuber if they got spammed with ghost comments.
Bonus: (Haha i actually had a moment where “Don't let her see how fast your heart is beating” because we doing an assignment to test everyone's BPM and i didnt want it to go
John tested !$$!#@: BPM 90
Bob tested !$$!#@: BPM 91
“Her” tested !$$!#@: BPM 999)
I can't believe someone actually took the time to share this with me in my comments :) that's such a beautiful story, and reminds me why I do this. I'm sorry about what happened, but I'm sure she's thinking of you after all these years too. Thank you so much for sharing, and don't apologise
I'm very bad at responding to things so I'm sorry if this seems short or as if I don't care but I wish you the best!
@@vibes6675 No worries mate your responce was great, and no problem mate, im glad to share a story.
@@vibes6675 Honestly, im glad my story reinforces your decision to do this youtube channel, and i hope my story someday reminds you to take that shot, if your ever in that situation.
finally someone slowed it thank uuu
I love ur pfp :D
@@izzy2731 haha thx
i love your pfp :) i watch mcyt too lmaooo. i slowed a lot of other crywank songs too!!
@@vibes6675 I have a few of ur other slowed crywank songs on my slowed playlist lol, I can't really find many other people who do slowed crywank songs, I guess they are pretty underrated :/
@@vibes6675 yay an Mcyt fan! I’ll be sure to look at the other crywank songs you’ve slowed!
YEESSS tysm for this i love this song so much !!