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- Pippa has one of the amazing life improvement story I ever heard. I'm very lucky to get to know about her. She is such an amazing person. I will keep supporting her no matter what happened.
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Seeing Pippa's improvement has been so heartwarming. I'm glad she's finding her life
It's heartwarming to me, and then instantly sad because there are hundreds of other unknown vtubers that will never get enough donations to afford decent healthcare, and millions more Americans that aren't vtubers and still won't ever get the help they need.
If your income is less than like $40k/year per individual in a household, statistically your quality of healthcare is closer to that of a developing nation. If you make up to $120k per year per individual in the household, you get modern healthcare, but it's the most expensive and lowest quality of any developed nation. Only if you're making more than that, preferably at least $250k per individual in a household, do you get "the best healthcare in the world."
@@NiteSaiya It's true but remember you are not jesus christ
@@I-uu3yw Of Jesus were alive he'd point at the 20+ other nations with socialized healthcare and ask why the richest country in the world can't do it, too.
@@NiteSaiya: Because all of them put together probably still don't add up to the total population of the USA. It's _a lot_ easier to do such things on a smaller scale. Don't get me wrong, our medical services are no longer about helping people first, with profit second. It's now profit first, then _maybe_ helping people is a distant 10th. It's definitely a bad situation. Govt regulations just add more layers & red tape, though, at least in the States. If you don't believe me, look at the VA system for veterans. I don't think I've ever heard any compliments about it; it is tolerable at best, usually cause for myriad complaints. It's been a mess for decades. Don't have a good solution, wish I did, but I know more govt involvement is not it.
@@NiteSaiya But then it was also that same healthcare that kept peddling meds on her that didn't work and only made her worse.
From delulu mold-girl to somewhat functional adult.
It’s more than many people ever get to do.
I want Phase Connect to succeed and become one of the top 3 big players so bad. Their talent selection just tickles this fancy that a lot of other vtuber agencies haven't really dabbled in it seems.
Careful what you wish for. There's a graveyard dedicated to many "once-greats"
Monkey paw
@@a15godzilla Indeed, though the graveyard for "never-greats" is vast in comparison!
@@a15godzillaAs long as they don't go public they're good.
Well to be fair PC is already succeeding and dominating. They have so much cash they sponsored the entire OffKai Expo just as a flex.
Everytime I think PIppa is bad with people or is acting to mentally ill, I will now look at this and tell myself.
"It cound have been so much worse."
"creative types worry about the chemical lobotomy we're giving them"
That doctor, probably. That sounded rough.
"I'm worried this medication will ruin my creativity :/"
-People who are currently stay in bed 22 hours a day and bathe once a month
Lab coated drug dealers gotta sweet talk their customer base, after all they get a kickback from the insurance companies
@@SasqueEnchiladaII While I don't prescribe to the idea that all doctors are just glorified drug peddlers, I do know of one that was literally called the "Candy Man" out here, because everyone knew he'd hook them up if they paid for his diagnosis.
Idk dawg I started taking Concerta for my ADHD and now I spend more time focusing on my artistic pursuits and have even become better at learning and speaking German. It’s good for people who actually do have the disorder but I think it really is over reported and misdiagnosed by lazy ass doctors.
Pippa really is an idol. Not the cutesy perfect image type but a bonafide gremlin success story.
I don’t get what you’re trying to pull here. Not everything is idol.
@@Jonathanloh1992 think they're using the more traditional term of idol for Pippa being someone people idolize. People watching her turn her life around in realtime and being so up front with her struggles till now can inspire others to change their own situation.
@@JuanLopez-xh4vybingo
@@Jonathanloh1992 they're using "idol" as in inspiration not like japan idol
@@Louis_2568 I hope so but in the Internet I doubt it.
Honestly I wasn't as bad as Pippa was but I was doing really bad and not taking care of myself mentally or physically or doing anything with my life, letting garbage/dishes pile up in my room and bathroom and just generally being apathetic towards my life because at least I had my online friends. Now I've pushed myself away from being online almost 24/7 and actually care about my life and am currently exercising and counting my calories to lose weight I've kept on for years and I'm studying to be a network technician and hoping to land a part time job to fund my education. It's hard work and some days I falter or stumble and don't stick to my plan but I forgive myself for those days and redouble my efforts the next day. For anyone reading this who's in a similar situation the best time to start making your life better is now because you're never going to feel ready so you just have to go for it. Hold yourself accountable to your goals but forgive yourself if you mess up. You can do it and eventually you'll settle into this better life routine and it won't be a challenge for you but your new normal. I wish everyone reading this the best and hope you all transform your lives for the better ❤
Update: I'm down 15 pounds from when I started my journey 2 months ago and have a part time job possibly lined up in a few weeks. It's been hard work and some days I do doubt myself or feel tempted to slip back into old habits but I've kept going and I feel pretty happy with the results I've gotten so far even though I've got much further to go. For anyone already on their own journey of life improvement I wanna say this: keep going, let your current momentum be your ally that helps you push even further in life. For those who haven't started yet but are maybe wanting to: start with something small that you can turn into a positive routine/habit and work your way up. Take the time you sink into the habits you know are bad and use it to figure out your starting point. For me I wanted to lose weight and my easiest starting point was to cut back on eating excessively which I was doing before and then trying to figure out how to have a balanced diet that I would enjoy eating to help me stay on my diet. I'm not sure if I'm gonna update this again but if I do hopefully it'll be with even more good news that can maybe help push others into beginning their own journeys ❤
I kind of needed to hear this tonight. Thanks for your kind & wise words 👍
I don't feel like this is possible for me tbh. the tl;dr is i had a ton of shit happen midway through 2023 and i lost everything. my home, my job, my partner, my family, my money, all of it. i've been disassociating ever since, even now nothing feels real. i'm 23 and my credit score is 390 something, it's taking all i can muster just to hold the job that allows me to continue to buy food each week since my car insurance is running me 1500/month and that is the only provider that will take me, i've checked every single one i can think of. i don't do anything anymore. i don't have anything anymore. every day i wake up, i don't eat breakfast, if i actually get out of bed when my alarm goes off i shower, but that's about a 10% chance. i go to work, i work all day, sometimes up to 14 hours but i'm salary so it doesn't matter, and then i go home. i open youtube on my shitty dell latitude laptop i stole from a previous employer, and i watch videos until i force myself to go to bed because i can't afford to be late to my job. i'm several grand in the hole, i know no one except for 4 highschool friends from my home state that i left when shit hit the fan, and my 3 co workers that i met here in this state. i'm socially inept and riddled with anxiety, meeting people isn't really something i do, but when i do it comes super naturally and easily. it's just really hard to do it when i want to, desperation is detectable. dunno why i'm typing all this tbh. i guess cause i have the inescapable need to demand pity from people on the internet instead of giving this energy to actually change anything. oh well.
You got this mate. You will stumble but as long you keep trying, you will never fall
Keep up the grind brother. You got this
Good for you guys. It is stuff like this that is why I love this community. Excluding the few bad examples, when someone is seen hurting, we send them the love and encouragement to continue on. We are all in our own prison and those chains can be heavy. As hard as it is, look at the positives and what you do have. Take each day and enjoy what you have. Saith this 31 year dude wondering where did that time go. Hang in there my Friends that I do not even know past what your message says. If Pippa can improve, so can we ~
Turns out purpose, and a little extra money can cure depression better than zombie meds.
I've had adhd(no longer hyperactive since I'm an adult) since infancy and I stopped taking adderal when I was 11 for two reasons, turned my piss dark orange for some reason and 2 for the reason you stated. Sure I get distracted often but that's easily managed :)
Who knew, right?
Zooloft was made by Satan. No discussion. Never again.
Depression meds are a bandaid, not a cure. Actually fixing depression involves finding and fixing the root cause
@@mikerotchburns42069 a *lot* of depression is due to something like that, but some can only be treated by medication because there is a chemical imbalance in the brain.
The meds can help those without a chemical imbalance too, just not as well as actually processing their trauma or getting out of their bad situation
We're lucky to be with her during the most important arc of her life so far.
*Not just her, we're all gonna make it!*
We're all gonna make it brahs!
Did you really have to cut the onions?
Capipis together strong
We're all gonna make it! ^ ^
Had us in the first half
I'm 40 and seeing Pippa growth makes me feel like maybe I can get better too
I'm turning 30 in 16 days, right there with ya
@@rinnnnnnnnnnrin I'm 33 and made a serious life change a year ago. It's never too late.
Best of luck to y'all
After a bad mushroom trip from taking them while I was drinking a couple of days ago it made me realize I need to stop drinking because I can’t just have a couple of drinks. Seeing what Pippa went through I know I can get better
i am 22 but I lost all hope in life
"my plan was to kill myself on stream because thats what i thought people wanted"
*Heavy deep exhale* fuck, i was not ready to hear that today
Reminds me of when chat dono bombed her maybe a year back and she broke down and started crying saying she didn't deserve it.
Jeez man. Just shows you never really know what people are going through.
Do you know where i could see that?, cant find the clip@@JackTagar
This might be the clip of dono bombing - th-cam.com/video/BQyxdzzj6qw/w-d-xo.htmlsi=JqWGw5DgK-oIoaOj
@@LordSeal7 This might be it - th-cam.com/video/BQyxdzzj6qw/w-d-xo.htmlsi=Tqcd4ynUFxT9jstn
@@LordSeal7 i dont think anyone ever made a clip of that for reasons, however you could go find the vod, if i recall it was one of her chillas art vods
Imagine spending $200k and 8 years of your life just to be an over priced drug dealer
Sounds like a good gig
Wish that was me
Ah, but you'll be licensed.
*Federally Sanctioned Plug
@@christiananderson1419faucci the king pin
Muumi love! Phase Connect love!
You all saved the Bnnuy!
I remember getting prescribed medication for depression and when I took it I felt no difference, so I kind of just stopped and didn't renew the prescription.
Turns out the real solution was moving out of California cause it's been almost a decade and I haven't ever felt that low since.
Ofc the issue was California, that place has infinite problems
I was at the lowest point in college and as soon as I dropped out I felt so much better. Turns out if you stop doing something that makes you not want to live then you won't feel like garbage. I haven't been even close to that low ever since.
@@icebox1954Do you do a trade? Similar position I hate college, its like learning is 3x slowed for what you want to know over useless assignments + gen eds + the worse community of people in debt who dont care about going to college who are in college. I dropped out as well after a semester
@@plneet3504 No, I've tried that but college and trades move too slowly with college having nonsense courses that are not actually helpful for what I want but are required nonetheless. That would be okay if I could go at my own pace and not be forced to show up in what amounts to a kindergarten because we need to move at the pace of the slowest in the class.
The only class I liked was one that was at two times speed. Most failed but I loved it because we did something new every time and it felt like we actually moved on.
The rest of college was hell.
They gave me zombie meds when I developed severe anxiety disorder last year. I took them for five days then noped out. The anxiety was killing me but I decided to just willpower through it. Took the whole rest of the year and part of this year to get over it. Feel pretty great these days.
I empathize with this so much, chat. Some readers might not understand but Depression can be so fucking debilitating. I remembered feeling the same way as Pippa. Every day, every morning, every daydream, I would fantasize about suicide, look at my breakfast and only think "Man, I could just stick this knife/fork in my neck." "I could jump off this floor at this height." "I could've run into that speeding car" etc. I've spent hours researching suicide and could never attempt at this point, only commit. When you're in a place/head space like that it ruins you. Favorite foods, entertainment, hobbies, EVERYTHING! They all become meaningless, and you truly feel numb like nothing helps, nothing brings joy, not even sex brought pleasure. When life became so soul crushingly empty, meaningless and useless. Yeah. You kinda want to die sometimes. (All the time)
How did I cure myself? I didn't. I use many things as escapism, never took meds and still feel adrift in a never-ending sea of apathy. Pippa slowly taking steps to combat her problems and taking steps toward self-care are inspiring, influential and helpful to me. (and hopefully others)
Pippa makes me want to be better and do better.
Man, I relate to every word of what you just said. I hope to God my new anti-depressants work as intended.
anhedonia. The state of things that used to bring you pleasure, now no longer being able to at all. It is almost worse than the dread of depressive sadness, as you can't even go "oh ill listen to (MUSIC) or watch my favourite (MOVIE) or talk to (FRIEND), as you are so numb it just doesn't react with you at all. You can't even make the things that make you happy, make you happy. I hope you can keep progressing on your path as it's so hard and takes effort, but i have faith in you random commenter. good luck
Mold absolutely destroys you. You may not realize when your room/apartment/house is getting moldy, but your body sure knows it. It starts with not being able to breathe good, like you're breathing through a sock, and eventually gets to non-stop coughing that you can't sleep.
I might've had mold in my old room. But where. Never seen it. Like anywhere. There are no hidden spots. But I had this reaction before, and I think it is. I just can't find it.
@@KareszkomaI mean, it doesn't have to be mold. It can be just poor air circulation.
Mold is very dangerous though, and shouldn't be underestimated
@@raven75257 I don't know what else could it be. Usually, it's exactly like that, and I'm thinking on mold too. When I get home, I'm going to knock on the concrete wall. I think somewhere there is water leaking or such.
Come for the deranged rabbit.
Stay for her redemption arc.
This is even more sad when you know about a certain gfl creator who 12g on livestream
Of which pippa even commented on that thread
explain?
@@Cyrotechniumunalived.
@@Cyrotechnium Girl's Frontline animator who goes by "Empty" ate a 12g on a livestream (since removed).
There was a thread about it on twitter; about a year ago, i think.
Pippa commented on it; "rest in peace", or some such.
Just kinda sad she basically saw a potential future. Thankfully, not this timeline.
@@TheInnocentRabbitofCaerbannogDamn
Empty was such a good AF animator
RIP
"But pippa, why don't you just take the dishes?!" "Look, I'm working on it. It's a process." I feel that so hard.
Muumi LOVE
Muumi really is the MVP
Also Pippa LOVE, she is an inspiration for me.
This was and will be a very important clip, there's a lot of people who feel like "before" Pippa and they need to know that it's possible to become "after" Pippa. Maybe not a mega idol but definitely cleaner, neater, and taking care of their mental health.
Finding the right medication is so tough, first one was like Pippa said, turned me into a zombie, then my next SSRI's made me either uncontrollably horny to the point of it being a problem or just made me feel high as fuck, now I'm all good with my third set.
That's something a lot of people don't understand, there's no cureall and results aren't instant. It takes time to get it right.
Life/situation changes + the right amount of SSRI's to get the brain zapping like before actually got me out of severe depression and as a bonus removed my social anxiety
Yea psychiatric medication is different from a lot of common meds; anything that affects your brain or hormones is not very targeted and so can have a lot of side-effects. Plus the half-life and time to effectiveness and dosage etc etc are all complicated.
Good psychiatrists should really explain all these things and how trial-and-error it can be (and why it's still worthwhile when you get medication and dosage that works for you). Unfortunately a lot of this is self-taught in the mental health community and a lot of psychiatrists aren't good either (and even MD psychiatrists with 10+ years treating are worse at psychology/therapy than MS therapists with a couple years treating). I don't even think Pippa's psychiatrist was that bad, actually sounds average for my experience; I've had much worse.
Also similar for therapy, it takes time for something to work, but when it does you start seeing progress you never imagined possible!
Huh, so those sex drugs are in fact real.
Never would have guessed.
what was the third one?
I'm glad to find out who supports this cute bunny. Thanks for your video
I've never been more happy for someone else in my life until now. I'm really proud of Pipper improving her life step by step and acknowledging that while stuff is better than it used to be there's still work to do, and I'm happy that I decided to watch this video finally after avoiding it for 4 days since it appeared in my feed.
I avoided it because I'm currently in the same situation of being a hiki-neet and basically gaslighted myself for several years that living like this is good and that I prefer this, but honestly hearing Pippa about how she changed it made me realize and desire that change for myself, and it's weird since I'll probably feel the same way if any other person would be featured in this video instead of her, I just think I needed a taste of the reality that being a hiki-neet is not that great in reality and made me realize that I was avoiding this video to escape in some sort.
I kinda regret avoiding videos like these now, and I'm talking about videos that shines a light on the reality I'm facing, not Pippa, Pippa clips are just gold lmao, but yeah.
I know is corny and kinda weird to vent in a clip of a vtuber who's telling their audience how her life is improving. I'm just here watching this in a moment in my life where I needed it, it just so happened to be pure coincidence I believe, but damn, what a timing, I never expected myself getting emotional over this haha.
You can do it! Let's rebuild ourselves
Cool! Seeing the problems is already half the battle. And don't be ashamed of saying this, people like watching Pippa for a reason :) good luck on your journey man!!!
Honestly hearing Pippa's life journey has really been inspirational and shes living proof that we can all improve ourselves and get out of the neet hole. Were so proud and happy for you rabbit! Pippa love! 🩷🐇
5:43
The problem with this plan is that it'll be her last, and let's say she was dead serious about it. It won't be her peak, it will be her last.
Now, she has better peak content to make and to do. Getting out of the rut of depression and being miserable has really helped. So glad to see her improve so quickly this past 2 years (since seeing her play BF2042).
It was literally her mindset though. Fear of abandonment and losing popularity, so go out on a high note.
@@Blackwing2345635 And it's a dangerous one. Her time away with family definitely helped and now they are closer than ever.
I'm so glad she is doing better and still working on herself.
6:12 Bro, I need to hug this rabbit 😖
Really sad she had to go through that😢😢
She's a keeper guys. Follow her lead. It can get better! ❤
Increasingly common Pippa W.
May those Ws keep stacking further.
I mean, not really, lol. Dude coughs up blood, thinks, "Eh, I'll wait, it'll pass." A year goes by, it keeps happening. Finally his wife threatens to divorce him if he doesn't go to the doctor. Dude finds out his has stage 3 lung cancer.
Doing nothing is almost never a "W" when you have serious medical problems. This attitude is why the US spends more on healthcare than any other country and simultaneously realizes worse outcomes. Prevantative maintenance is always much cheaper than an emergency intervention after something has gone catastrophically wrong. Would you run your car for 10 years without ever changing the oil? "Oh, but I'm saving money on all the oil changes!" Cool story, bro -- how much is it gonna cost to replace the whole engine after it blows up? Penny wise, pound foolish.
@@StochasticUniverse the fuck are you talking about?
@@StochasticUniverse Pippa took the time and effort to change her situation and improve. That's already a W and far more than "doing nothing". She's healthier than her past self. Where do you even come up with this reply involving a man's cancer and a car?
Thank you fishman for picking up this cute rabbit from the psychward
Good to hear schitzo bnnuy is doing better.
In my own experience that late teen depression comes from a mix of natural hormones and not finding a purpose in life, and SSRI's just mask the issues without solving the underlying problems. Glad shes doing better and hopefully she continues to improve.
...and then she sang Pippa the Ripper and Ice Cream Machine. Great stream.
Her life improvement is absolutely inspiring for me. If she can do it, so can I (she’s far worse than I am).
Inspecting? Or inspiring?
@@DinnerForkTongue inspiring. Stupid auto-correct on my phone
@@ChronicallyUnlucky mood lol
They gave me like 6 pills per day and it made me an NPC for like 5 years.
Couldn't sleep less than 10 hours per day. What they say is real, you are like the hipno char in a nhent*i manga 💀💀💀💀
Now I don't take any pill and I think I'm regaining my personality but better?
As Pippa said, just get rid of the situation that u are on, it's on you f*ck the med that fries your neurons
If i want to go r, I will just drink and smoke all day, same result..
I feel so much better on antis. Get the right meds.
@@TheModdedwarfare3 Took the ones for xkizo, I was like Pippa fr fr. Moms family tried to fry my brain(can't remember 1 week)
As 🐇🩷 just left those crazy mdfks, and u good 👍
Pippa's amazingly breedable
The dichotomy between this comment and the one above it is insane.....
@@Pineapalthat dude posts this shit on every clip of her, immesurable cringe
@@Pineapal The wholesome one about phase connect succeeding? This is the duality of vtuber fans.
Not even meds Will keep me from breeding you turtle
Can you stop that? 😅
Pippa was a true daughter of Nurgle.
Doctors are candy men.
BAD doctors are candy men.
GOOD doctors will bend over backwards to make sure you get better and will go through every possible avenue to make sure they do so.
I take an SSRI and it's helped me a lot. If your doctor doesn't add "if these don't work for you/you experience X side effects we can talk about other meds/things to do" it's not the meds. I'm a guitarist and illustrator and the only thing I lost on these meds is a constant feeling of anxiety and poor impulse control.
I’m really happy to see this rabbit improved a ton over the years, I’m gonna keep sticking to her content and such all the way
oh god pippa... we're just glad you're doing better now...
Let's be honest. She's still in the transitioning phase. May she live 100 years.
4:05 im doing exactly the same as pippa here, almost graduate.
Thanks pippa for the story, now ik what to do so i don't end up like you❤❤
It's amazing what a change in circumstances can do for mental health
Music couldn't be any more fitting because I got into this genre exactly as I slowly pulled out of a decade long depression and became more independent.
Used to drown out the thoughts to this and it really works to soften the blow of certain thoughts.
Remember.
The opiod crisis is what birthed all of the problems currently.
Amphetamines are an even more widespread one, but the "mental health" crowd aren't ready to admit that one.
Damn shes real
A lot of people that have depression don't need medication. They need a good income so they aren't broke every minute of every day.
Like, I would love to eat with some variety every day and such things, but it is hard to do when your income is so terrible that you can't afford anything except the cheapest junk. And after months and months of that, yeah, you get depressed. Other people that have depression, yes, they need medication, they have their inner demons and issues and they need the proper treatment.
WE FIXED HER
As much as parts of that werr very worrying im glad she's doing better now.
If she can make it, then all of us can make it. Shes an inspiring Idol!
Pippa has to have a little bit of Pipkin.
WTF
I knew the situation with mold was bad, but not THAT bad
damn pippa just strike me right where im most vulnerable why dontcha
i get where she's coming from. as someone who still has to take 150mgs of zoloft everyday, i fucking admire the tenacity to not let herself become zombified through them. i caved, and though it does make life a lot easier, it also makes you hollow. in my case, it was necessary however. my truest, soberest self is an overly anxious and cynical self loathing ass. the worst part (for me) is that everyone in my life has been objectively better off ever since. its not even close to debatable.
im not counting on it, but maybe one day i can achieve the same degree of personal freedom she has. though unlikely, its a nice thought. huge respect, from one mold connoisseur to another lol
Sakana
You son of a Fishman
You really fucking did it!!!!
But tbh all credits to Pippa for making it
Im happy for her 😁
I was mis-diagnosed with adhd when I was young too. I swear they're just throwing darts at a board and seeing what sticks. The problem is when they prescribe medication for something you don't actually need. The pill popping society has really screwed up a whole generation of kids.
3:40 "my depression got better as my situation improved"
I'm reminded of something that Dr. K once said on stream, "A lot of people diagnosed with depression might not really have depression. They just have Shit Life Syndrome." It's not actually irrational to be sad and dejected when you live a sad and dejecting life, haha. The core problem with pathologizing negative emotions is the medical establishment is implicitly starting form the point of assuming that they're somehow unreasonable or irrational, and thus something that requires correcting. But what if they aren't irrational or unreasonable? If that's the case, the fix for the problem isn't to manipulate someone's brain chemistry; it's to un-fuck their Shit Life. But, of course, that's something that can't come out of a bottle and takes a lot of work over time, and isn't something that a doctor can necessarily help you with.
Yes, but experiencing a series of bad events or being in a bad situation for a prolonged period of time can actually mess with your brain chemistry.
The US has an epidemic of terrible doctors, they don't take the proper steps to identify issues they make their mind based off of the symptons described by their patients, patients that most of the time can't even understand their symptoms... and then prescribe medicine for that disregarding secondary effects entirely, if you ever have to get a mental issue diagnosed always ask for a second opinion or even a third one, of course if you can cuz the biggest issue with doctors in the US is the overpricing.
I didn't realize just how lucky I was to have a halfway decent primary care physician until just recently. The amount of horror stories I hear is pretty mind boggling.
It's medicine lobby.
Pippa, you're too depressed to die,
Please don't.
Truly a hopecore moment
Man...im nor crying...youre crying! These are youre tears!
this is actually inspiring to me at this moment, cause thing have been improving slowly for me last years, this years things are kinda rough but it gives me hope that i will make it better, that if i slowly keep trying to improve i will also get there, to a place were things are in a balance not to easy nor to harsh
Holy fk, I'm glad she's doing way better nowadays
5:52 good god Pippa... I was at the live and it still hit hard the second time hearing it
pippa love
SSRI's are more harmful to one's sanity than [hormone pill that harlots take] and opioids.
I love CensorTube. Fifth attempt at posting.....
Well, I don't think that giving medical advices about mental health is something that this platform likes, so I get it why they're censoring out your comment.
It's been getting ridiculous as of late. I'd wager like at least 50% of my comments get deleted. What's even worse is that even older comments that "got through" get deleted, despite some of them having like 1k+ thumbs up. I sometimes went back to them to see what people commented and all that, only to find a lot of them deleted.
@@ProvectusNova If we go by that line then they don't like ANYTHING at all, because even innocuous comments get deleted.
@@ProvectusNova Would be less harmful to just let people talk freely and not micromanage everything.
Wonder if anyone will ever do the full research on how many school shooters were put on SSRIs at a young age
Discount therapy and community building by going along for the ride with Vtubers getting their lives in order
Heck. One of the reasons why I didn't join the statistics of un-alived folks during the long quarantines of 2020 was Holo-Myth's pink woman and the Shork.
I love the community for moments like these.
Yeah the thing about many SSRIs is technically the feeling you first give them is pretty much getting mildly high, and over time to get the same feeling you have to keep upping the dose. Good thing she was smart enough to realize what was not helping her.
Thank you to all the /pcg/ anons writing in that thread during the pact stream where every single person, including the antis, said nobody wanted her to do it or thought it would be good content and were shocked that Pippa thought anyone would want that. She didn't believe her chat saying that because "people aren't honest in public," and Pippa believes people are only genuine when anonymous. She said she read the thread back then, wasn't happy to realize literally nobody actually wanted to see her do that, felt down, but in hindsight she probably had to drop her plans upon realizing that noone was even secretly excited by the idea (in the way she was by famous suicides back then). In the end, we might have saved her.
Although I think she wouldn't have gone through with that plan regardless. And she still wanted to end her life for quite a while after the pact, just probably off stream (I think?), because of her depression. Her grand plan was clearly just an excuse to go out but in a great way, and that thread made her realize none of her viewers found it great, which somehow shocked her. Probably because she herself was (or is) excited about stuff like that and thought some of her fans were the same. But nobody was as mentally ill as you were, Pippa. You genuinely had it worse than almost any one of your fans back then, and many of them had it really bad. That's why people loved you so much. That's why you were so unique. You talked about your depression and desire to end your life very often, unlike today, as you are way better now. You constantly had breakdowns and cried on stream. Newer capipis will never feel the same way about the Pippa of now as some of us if they weren't there back then. She was also the first deeply mentally ill, openly suicidal person some of us had ever listened to or known, like was the case for me. It was a particularly crazy experience for someone who's never been depressed and doesn't have any mental issues. It felt incredibly real but also rare, and because it was 100% real, it was more interesting to see so intimately something like that for the first time in my life than any movie or work of fiction could ever be. Many other capipis, of course, loved her because they could relate to her issues and were inspired as her issues were somehow way worse than most of them, but she kept pushing on. Not in my case, but I get it. As an apparently rare person who's never felt parasocial in the romantic or sexual sense towards any "content creator", it was impossible not to be parasocial for Pippa in the more general, non-romantic sense of the word. It was just parasocial concern and care, and a constant fear of her committing suicide.
It was kino.
The earlier breakdown streams were some of the most impactful things I've ever experienced. I can't even imagine discovering Pippa a year ago or less. I'd just be like, oh, an anxious vtuber. And apparently, she used to be way worse. I guess.
To be a capipi to me is to care about Pippa's well-being and hope she gets better, and of course she has to a huge extent. My advice has always been for her to find a good husband, fight her Internet addiction, and eventually quit vtubing, but I'm in the minority on that one. I love Pippa's eternal soul and hope it one day finds its rightful place in heaven.
Phase Connect literally saved her
pippa love
I'm so happy she is enjoying life now
but still I have to point out that she went through a literal Joker arc 💀
It’s a shame I’m seeing so many people saying they took meds and they didn’t help or claim doctors are just drug pushers because I’ve been on ssri + mood stabilizer for maybe almost 20 years now. I’ve never changed what I’m taking and they’ve worked really well for me. I have cyclothymia (think bipolar but never getting super high or super depressive) so I’ll always need medication. I know how I feel without it and I’m way, way happier on my meds than off.
The worst side effect I get is occasional sexual dysfunction but it’s nothing I haven’t learned to work around. Makes it difficult to finish if you get what I mean.
Why was muumi so pivotal for her improvement? I've been watching on and off for a while now so I don't know her EXACT story with muumi. Regardless, I'm so happy to see the wabbit doing better!
IIRC phase was basically just a clusterfk before then. Muumi came in and did some tard ranglin and such and turned phase into a more functional company
sakana was not very good at handling woman
@@lonelymascothas he gotten any better at it recently?
@@Paladin327 Doubt it. He hired Muumi for that very reason. There's no reason to learn when Muumi is handling the sad girl company by herself. Turns out business minded introvert males are not the best people to deal with mentally ill sad girl stuff.
ADHD didn't exist
We need Pippa x HealthyGamerGG colab.
Dangerous position to take. I don't like when people shit on psychopharmacology. Without meds, I'd be ded.
Pippa is one of my heroes. She made great strides to fix her life and I admire her for it.
I feel like the only way depression medication helps people is by fucking them up so hard, they obtain the self-determination to drop it and ride the high wave from that decision, because it's just so much worse than whatever issues they'd been having before going medicated. Same thing happened to me, though I was little dumber and had gone cold turkey.
Feeling something > not feeling at all
Pippa is literally the asmongold of vtubing.
Phase Connect is a Insane Asylum using the inmates to make coffee while pretending to be a VTuber agency.
Meds for mental health is different for everyone because Zoloft took away like 90% of my anxiety and I am still very much myself 😭
so,I git it now,she's offensive&thinks she's
defensive. It all makes sense now. G,oldest
guy in the room8May'24
Take the generic equivalent of Lexapro. Can't feel much of anything most days. With mitigating the lows, it does the same for any potential highs. I just don't have the energy or drive to off myself, so I suppose that is better than before.
Also, the fuck kinda doctor just ups and ups the dosage if the effects don't persist beyond a few weeks / months?!
Are people in the us ok? Like wtf?! Both Piapa and Tectone described basically the same experience with doctors. And both are horror stories. In germany you have to go to an neurologist to get any prescription for anti-depressants that actually needs a prescription, like the stuff Pippa describes. Normal doctors can theoretically prescribe you that stuff to but will not do it untill an actuall specialist on that filed gives their ok with a diagnosis.
Also, while neurologists here can be arses, they also do their jobs. My first one was a bit*h who didn't take me seriously. Yet she still did all the necessary tests, saw that I was actually suffering from major depression, gave me a perscirption and instructed me to come to controls / check-ins every few weeks. Now, my experience with that first perscirption drug was literally the same As Pippa's expereince. Seemed to work for a few weeks, then it didn't anymore. Told that first doctor, she first upped the dosage -> same shit like Pippa's experience -> I go back to her, well her colegue because she wasn't available, and tell that -> they change prescriptions -> this new drug actually works. -> It literally saved my life, as I was in the active planning phase for a sky-diving without any rope.
Funny shit is, that second drug was actually even less invasive than the first. My psychosomatic pains, my inability to feel any kind of joy or to fell content with life, all that shit mostly disappeared after less than a year on that nati-depressant. I reduced the dosage to a minimum after about 3 years, from 50mg to 5mg a day. Took it for almost two more yearsand now I only need to take it if I am in a prolonged high-strss situation, think bs like the final weeks of writing my thesis.
Tl;dr: I hope y'all are good over there, 'cause you seem to have psychotic and incompetent monsters as doctors over there (at least in regards to mental health).
Watching Pippa is like seeing a trainwreck, the cleanup, and the gradual return of normal operation of the railroad. You think another trainwreck would be cool, but you gotta accept seeing the trains going by on time is pretty cool too.
She was drunk af
She didn't slur at all so clearly not in this video
Constantly applying to hololive is such a chad move
giving SSRI's to a person with bipolar disorder will cause them to go into mania and when using SSRI's it takes a while as in months for there to be effects on people with Major Depressive Disorder
big pharma must pay for their crimes against pippakistan
Me: I can fix her but I want to keep her chaotic personality
It's disgusting that modern medicine is so technologically advanced, yet so morally bankrupt. She was a young women that needed the support of loved ones, and aspirations in life so she didn't wallow in a feeling of self-worthlessness. Instead her mind was blown out by chemicals.
If a doc ups my dose twice after i say it aint working, it better be painkillers he's giving me or my lawyer will be with me on the 4th visit
Medicine is even.more concerning when you live with your parents.
They're forced to do anything to keep you on life support.
Meds are a mixed bag if they work or not for you, everyones brain chemistry is a little different for some medication may seriously impact your personality and emotions for others It can be a life saver.
It's not in any way difficult to tell from this that doc doesn't give a shit, and is never going to give a shit. Thank dog I'm not american.
im still a 4chin junkie so i smiled at the livestream idea
still glad she didn't go ahead w it, would've left a bad impression
Impressive. Maybe one day I will escape the moldy fate like her by learning how to tolerate responsibilities, people and their expectations
Zoloft is crazy bad. You get forcefully pulled to mid and you stay there.