I've been having the same thoughts about friendships. I'd rather be alone bc I don't have to invest in someone who may not invest in me or care about me but I'm so tired of watching everyone around me build friendships, even shallow ones, and I'm just standing there all alone
What I thinking about friendship these days, regardless, they will leave shortly or long lasting, the memory we have created together is what precious.
@@abcd-fy1di even if its a short lived friendship, its nonetheless great to experience, I had friends from my teenage hood that i didnt consider close during that time, and now that its over im glad i had those two people.
even tho i feel sorry for hearing that you feel this way, i'm glad i'm not alone.. friends, school.. so relatable. thank you kat for growing and walking along with us
I love that now that you live alone your aesthetic runs through your whole apartment, not just your room! (Your decorating skills are amazing by the way!!) 💚
literally was having the exact same thoughts about friendships just now and for some reason i just felt like i should watch ur vlog now (i was debating on finishing a show first) but its so validating to know that im not alone in these feelings. thank you much for talking about this kinda stuff :)
It's such a beautiful sunny autumn morning and while sitting there with my windows open feeling the cold breeze I thought how great it would be to watch one of your vlogs and here you are making this great morning even better!
I’m living for your videos! You make me feel so chilled I watch them over and over every night before bed 😅 I’m heading to New York from the U.K. in January, pleaseeeee do some sort of meet up with your subscribers!
this made me want to be your friend so bad, kat. i get those feelings often as well and it can be quite tricky to navigate. sometimes media and the internet portray friendship in a very idealistic light, making it easy to find yourself lacking. just know you're not alone in this feeling, and there's nothing wrong with having very few friends. we will all find our people eventually in life
Girl thank you so much for your beautiful photography prints! I ordered them a few weeks ago and I am in love with them! They make me smile anytime I am studying at my desk! I got the dark academia set and they give me such fall and winter vibes!
the way you feel about relationships that anxiety of not feeling the same as the other i get it so much, i’ve felt like this since forever and it sucks but… it also makes you be with yourself and learn so i guess not that bad right?
kat you are not alone in your feelings, I worry about the friends I have and never feel it’s mutual, I feel as if I put my heart out there and on my sleeve and it just gets crushed and left by the people who aren’t truly thinking of or about me. I’m happy to be alone but also the sense of loneliness is consuming. I guess I just hold on to some hope that some time in my life i will feel loved wanted and needed by people who want to share their life with me. I guess you have to leave your life up to the hands of the future. I hope there is a time where both me and you feel better in this aspect. Sending you love and thank you for your vlogs
do you get leaving your dog home alone guilt too? that's how i feel when i have to leave my doggo, i feel so bad it hurts and it upsets me :( and yeah i get you on the friendship thing, i have very few friends too, i don't feel lonely either but i do enjoy being alone, but i don't feel like i have someone i can turn to for everything, its hard to find friends you actually click with in a real way. its like I've found some nice people that i get along with and do consider friends but there's this thing missing, its like waiting for something to click together to make the relationship fulfilling and whole, i think that make sense, i hope you're doing okay :)
I've been having the same thoughts about friendships. I'd rather be alone bc I don't have to invest in someone who may not invest in me or care about me but I'm so tired of watching everyone around me build friendships, even shallow ones, and I'm just standing there all alone
What I thinking about friendship these days, regardless, they will leave shortly or long lasting, the memory we have created together is what precious.
@@abcd-fy1di even if its a short lived friendship, its nonetheless great to experience, I had friends from my teenage hood that i didnt consider close during that time, and now that its over im glad i had those two people.
i love how much of ur personality came thru in this one 😌💪
even tho i feel sorry for hearing that you feel this way, i'm glad i'm not alone.. friends, school.. so relatable. thank you kat for growing and walking along with us
I love that now that you live alone your aesthetic runs through your whole apartment, not just your room! (Your decorating skills are amazing by the way!!) 💚
Yay I love the longer videos, your videos are so comforting !! Hope your having a good day Kat ☺️
I love how you talked to Rocky, made my heart warm, so cute 🖤
i wish you a very good school year! you definitely deserve it. another beautiful and relaxing video
literally was having the exact same thoughts about friendships just now and for some reason i just felt like i should watch ur vlog now (i was debating on finishing a show first) but its so validating to know that im not alone in these feelings. thank you much for talking about this kinda stuff :)
I love how perfectly aesthetic pleasing your videos and your whole personality is! It inspires me so much!
I love the colour grading you use in your videos !!! It’s so cosy and moody !!! Giving me all of the autumn and dark academia vibes for me…! 🧡🎃✨
8:30. so true. also, am i the only one who can relate?
you posted this as soon as i arrived to my dorm with my dinner 🤎😭 so happyy
It's such a beautiful sunny autumn morning and while sitting there with my windows open feeling the cold breeze I thought how great it would be to watch one of your vlogs and here you are making this great morning even better!
i just discovered u and i'm already getting such amazing inspirational vibes from u 🔮
your vlogs *chef kiss*
love the longer talking bits & seeing your personality
this was honestly one of my favourites of your vlogs!
Such a nice video to start my day with🤍
I’m living for your videos! You make me feel so chilled I watch them over and over every night before bed 😅 I’m heading to New York from the U.K. in January, pleaseeeee do some sort of meet up with your subscribers!
Me at 21:32 "is that a chicken?"
this made me want to be your friend so bad, kat. i get those feelings often as well and it can be quite tricky to navigate. sometimes media and the internet portray friendship in a very idealistic light, making it easy to find yourself lacking. just know you're not alone in this feeling, and there's nothing wrong with having very few friends. we will all find our people eventually in life
Girl thank you so much for your beautiful photography prints! I ordered them a few weeks ago and I am in love with them! They make me smile anytime I am studying at my desk! I got the dark academia set and they give me such fall and winter vibes!
APARTMENT TOUR!!!!!!!!! Please!!
my senior thesis pitch (im in media arts!) is next week and i have no clue what im doing :D its fine everythings fine
the way you feel about relationships that anxiety of not feeling the same as the other i get it so much, i’ve felt like this since forever and it sucks but… it also makes you be with yourself and learn so i guess not that bad right?
Love how the new apartment looks!!
also I didnt watch ur past like five videos so I could save them for the beginning of October 😭😭 thanks 4 the fall vibez
Yesterday i started watching your vlogs and fell into a vlog holl (your vlogs )
kat you are not alone in your feelings, I worry about the friends I have and never feel it’s mutual, I feel as if I put my heart out there and on my sleeve and it just gets crushed and left by the people who aren’t truly thinking of or about me. I’m happy to be alone but also the sense of loneliness is consuming. I guess I just hold on to some hope that some time in my life i will feel loved wanted and needed by people who want to share their life with me. I guess you have to leave your life up to the hands of the future. I hope there is a time where both me and you feel better in this aspect. Sending you love and thank you for your vlogs
i love this! 🖤 what are the music u put in this vid btw?
the talking part with her hair down, GOSH..... so pretty T.T
ur personality really shone through in this vlog
can totally relate to the friends situation
I was having a little breakdown and your video really just saved me. Thank You!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Please do a "how I edit my vedios" vedio..
your vlog is everything
3:29
me as a cancer
*new trends pop up*
[looks the other way]
Rocky is worse at making eye contact with a camera than me lol. Luv that lil guy.
This was wonderful! You are so talented.
do you get leaving your dog home alone guilt too? that's how i feel when i have to leave my doggo, i feel so bad it hurts and it upsets me :( and yeah i get you on the friendship thing, i have very few friends too, i don't feel lonely either but i do enjoy being alone, but i don't feel like i have someone i can turn to for everything, its hard to find friends you actually click with in a real way. its like I've found some nice people that i get along with and do consider friends but there's this thing missing, its like waiting for something to click together to make the relationship fulfilling and whole, i think that make sense, i hope you're doing okay :)
I love your top it suits you very well ❤️
once again commenting to say I would die for Rocky
Rings collection video please
Yes, about performative activism. It's literally the worst.
What happened to Emma? 💓 Love this more chatty style of vlog. I appreciate it. 🌼
btw what mic did u use for those sit down and talk clips
I can’t explain this but your videos hurt me but in a good way.
You look so beautiful in the thumbnail, Kat ♥️
What ig filter is this that you use on your clips?
why is there no footage of rocky enjoying his puppacino tho :(
Can someone explain to me what is happening in Belize please ??
What microphone do you use? :)
I LOVE LOVE UR VIDEOS
join the struggling without flip out screen group 😂😂
If I ever vlog I’d blur out my feets too lmaaooo
aaaaaaaaaaaa let me be your bestieeee!! :) sz
You have friends kat you have us
aaa i hope u have a good year!! fall vibes alr so nicee
do you have a playlist of songs u use for ur videos?