Life is depressing, I exchange time for wisdom and cash, yes wisdom is nice but having no one to discuss said thought provoking ideas just clouds happiness more and more making me feel even more isolated from the real world. We live in a world of silent suffering :(
@@carolinecammy5350 sorry to hear that Caroline, hopefully our society can mend its flaws and we can all be brought together under the banner of humans, it would be well timed after the past 2 years
My kind of woman showed me this song while we were together. So grateful I spent 2 and a half years with her. Even so, our happiness depends on us, and from my perspective this type of music glitters a tiny, distant hope of finding ourselves. Stay strong people.
Lost my girlfriend in a stupid accident this summer while I was away on vacation, didn’t even had the chance to say goodbye. Listening to this song is a bittersweet pain, knowing that I’ll never be at her side again. It’s painful but I can’t stop coming back, at each beat I got some flash images of us and our 2 years spent together, I really felt she was the one. Getting out of the depression just now, but I still can’t get over it. Im sorry i wasn’t there to stop you from doing dumb things, I hope I’ll see you in another world if one exist.
I hope you and your girlfriend meet again one day, stay strong and live your life the way she would've wanted you to. Keep those good memories and see them as gifts, treasure them even if you have to let go of them. I believe in you and best wishes...
hey man, this was a month ago. i don’t know if you are still with us. if you are, i would like to say, you have the sheer determination of a fucking god to get out of your depression. well done. i’m proud of you. ❤️
@@Cuntypostaldudelife isn’t all about just living and dying. There’s more to it, i hope. Anyway the point is that some people don’t experience or have trouble time experiencing life but their only view in it is to live and die.
I’m just in a endless loop of waking up, sitting on my ass playing video games, and falling asleep only to do it again and again, I don’t have any friends I’ve pushed them all away, no real family that loves me, I’m a disappointment and I’ll never be anything to anyone in life, I just wish someone could hold me and tell me everything will be alright and actually care for me,, I feel fucking terrible everyday I just want to end it already and stop suffering. I’m so sorry.
You're not alone beauty, and you don't have to say sorry. It's ok, I'm sure it will be alright, I believe in you. You can do this. You are going to be important for someone. Maybe you already are.
I'm right there with ya dude. Laid off from work, in debt, no friends. Sleeping my days away to avoid people. Days fly by now. Just gotta get through the shit. You're not alone, friend.
My girlfriend showed this to me, and I really wasn’t expecting this at all. The music is fantastic, but it just makes me feel so deprived of any type of hope, but somehow- at the same time finding comfort in that very feeling. I hate the fact that she’s been having to deal with so much unnecessary, negative bullshit that’s been going on in her life. Her and I haven’t been together for very long, but I promised her I’d do everything in my power to make her life even a little happier. It sickens me that some people are only thinking of themselves, going out to hurt and manipulate others, it’s all just so unbelievable. To those who are on the verge of giving up, things may seem bleak as of now- but please keep going
hey man hope things are good for you. The situation you portrayed may at some angle portray something I'm going through as well, so I hope your relationship is okay, but if it isn't…hang in there, losing someone is painful, but we still have ourselves. S2
We’re doing just fine, I feel like shes gotten a lot more happier than she was when her and I started dating ^^ (also- sorry for the suuper late response!)
@@xwurriccei9970 I'm fine now too lol... I'm so happy to know that I helped you, this kind of thing really does me good... good luck in life friend, enjoy this show that this great theater does. Don't stop laughing, crying, feeling pain or missing... because life doesn't allow rehearsals, just enjoy your time with your girlfriend while the show isn't over yet! And... dont worry about the late answer lol, its ok!
She cheated, I loved her and gave her all my attention, and she left for her ex. A week without any conversation, me wondering what I did, jus for me to find out today that she's been talking to her ex again. Played, I've been played, the grief sets in. I tell her I can't do it anymore, still, silence from her. Day in and day out, my mind is thinking about her, a repeating record. Loneliness, empty promises made by her, sadness, depression, stress, now, I am empty and alone.
@@jessiejordan7666 ay bro if you’re still here I wanna let u know it’s gonna get better, I promise my life it will, if ur even reading this, stay strong bro, ur an amazing human being.
Oh, baby Oh, man You're makin' me crazy Really drivin' me mad That's alright with me It's really no fuss As long as you're next to me Just the two of us You're my, my, my, my kind of woman My, oh my, what a girl You're my, my, my, my kind of woman And I'm down on my hands and knees Beggin' you please, baby Show me your world Oh, brother Sweetheart I'm feelin' so tired Really fallin' apart And it just don't make sense to me I really don't know Why you stick right next to me Wherever I go You're my, my, my, my kind of woman My, oh my, what a girl You're my, my, my, my kind of woman And I'm down on my hands and knees Beggin' you please, baby Show me your world
To the boy that had my whole heart for all of first semester. You are, and will always be my kind of boy. Even though I'm not your kind of woman. Somebody else is❤
@@theshape4309 You have to. If you don't let go you are keeping yourself jailed. I didn't let go for 2 years straight and to this day, every 2nd week it tries to creep back in different shapes and sizes. The sooner you let these things go the better, or else it will become a habit and haunt you for your life. Let yourself be happy mate. Move on. I know it probably seems like cutting an arm off to you but you need to do it.
i actually had the same thing happen to me my boyfriend and bestie said he needs a break from me and i have a feeling it will be very long :/ i also had a psychosis qnd freaked out on him so thats a lil funny cute moment ._. also him alone didn't set me off my mom did she is so mentally exhausting and she was yelling at me and still was at the time i wish i just set my phone down and said gtg or brb or something instead of taking it out on him
I’ve been through some hard shit, and this helps. Recently I’ve been helping a girl I know out of an abusive relationship, and trying to teach her not to go into another one right after. She was already in one, then she got into another one, if I have to be depressed and hate myself why should other people
The people in this comment section are not okay and it shows. We clicked on a video with that thumbnail….and it’s Mac Demarco. Plus, these comments are hella sad and relatable
I have never met my kind of woman💔, I’m sleeping every night crying alone listening this song waiting someday I find her, sometimes I think she doesn’t exist, I’m not even looking for her, I’m exhausting to try and try, I’m just lying down on the floor listen this waiting forever to get the girl is in my mind, my dreams, my thinks and my existence
I'm going to update you guys if I don't die, currently my cat is rlly sick and if he died I'm going with him, hopefully he lives Pray for my little Tank:(
I'll keep him and you in my prayers I attempted suicide after my dog died the only thing that stopped me was thinking my mom was gonna be sad so I understand completely bro stay strong
Update: My boy died, I sorry but I have to go:/ I love you guys so much and please reach out if there's something wrong, please do not do what I'm about to do
@@ActuallySeb Please please don't do it, I'm telling you in all sincerity, I'm crying for the first time in two years while reading your comment. do not do that
@@ActuallySeb If you're still reading, you're one of the people I care about in my life, I love you even if I don't know you bro, I hope you haven't done this.
I’m in love with my friend and I don’t know how to tell him.. I’m scared in case I mess everything up. He’s the only person in my life that’s making me so happy without him I probably would be gone..
Hey man, im not sure what you're going through but if someone's hurting you I suggest you take little steps to back away and further yourself away from her or else the pain will get worst over time, take care bro
let her go and focus on yourself. First step is that you need to make yourself happy first, you're always nr 1 priority. Everything will turn out good, dont worry
Things don't get better with time. I've learned that the hard way its only gotten worse I'm the fuck up and lost somedays I wanna just rip my brain out. (Best thing about this comment is the next day I got robbed... thank you universe.)
I’m feel kinda depressed because I feel like I lost lots of friends since no one texts me in the weekends and when I ask them if they want to hang out they say there busy
Ella es todo lo que siempre quise, una actitud tan increible, una personalidad jovial, una sonrisa tan brillante que no podia dejar de verla, un cuerpo que parecia algo que solo veria en mis sueños mas profundos, una voz, unos ojos, una forma de ser que podria hablar de ella por años, le hice mil y un cosas para decirle todo lo que significaba esta cancion para mi, pero nunca voy a ser capaz de expresarla por completo, muchas gracias por todo, mi amor, Alejandra. ❤🔥
I just wish every night that i would never been born. I have no friends, my parents hate me, my brother hate me, nobody ever loved me. for the past 8 years ive been bulied in school. I would do everything to hug anyone right now. Especially my grandma... Stay safe kings/queens
I feel alone and abandoned in a pit where only darkness reigns, I am not trying to attract attention or anything like that. I just need to let it all out....
ay cmon i want to see you smile if not ill find you and make you smile it really isnt that bad even though you feel its bad it can be muuuch worse but as low youll go you will still rise back up the lowest doesn't mean the end whatever is in your mind try to keep the bad thoughts away even though there seems that noone cares for you theres still someone who care I care
to all you doomer-lovers out there: together we stand. onwards & upwards
❤️
Going upwards but sinking deeper on the inside
почему фон у картинкы русский если песня английский?
The way he said "Oh man" in the first few seconds. I felt that in my soul, like a sigh of exhaustion and disappointment
Life is depressing, I exchange time for wisdom and cash, yes wisdom is nice but having no one to discuss said thought provoking ideas just clouds happiness more and more making me feel even more isolated from the real world. We live in a world of silent suffering :(
@@louiswaze4603 "silent suffering" this hits me
@@carolinecammy5350 sorry to hear that Caroline, hopefully our society can mend its flaws and we can all be brought together under the banner of humans, it would be well timed after the past 2 years
fr
Same
it’s crazy how much damage one person can do to you.
Yeah, it's pretty sad
not really. most people can kill you under the right circumstances.
Real.
Sadness is a beautiful feeling.
especially when translated into music
Indeed.
Masochist
@@saiko4061 Has nothing to do with my comment.
@@saiko4061 real
My kind of woman showed me this song while we were together. So grateful I spent 2 and a half years with her. Even so, our happiness depends on us, and from my perspective this type of music glitters a tiny, distant hope of finding ourselves. Stay strong people.
You stay strong too mate ❤️
a dream you live
this song is my comfort song but also makes me cry. thats what this song is to me
Theirs really a end to it all
fuck :((
Ye but things get better with time
I cant wait for it
Things get better with time, learn to understand that; and you’ll understand what everyone else means 🌙
every beautiful thing/person disappears
Lost my girlfriend in a stupid accident this summer while I was away on vacation, didn’t even had the chance to say goodbye.
Listening to this song is a bittersweet pain, knowing that I’ll never be at her side again.
It’s painful but I can’t stop coming back, at each beat I got some flash images of us and our 2 years spent together, I really felt she was the one.
Getting out of the depression just now, but I still can’t get over it.
Im sorry i wasn’t there to stop you from doing dumb things, I hope I’ll see you in another world if one exist.
I hope you and your girlfriend meet again one day, stay strong and live your life the way she would've wanted you to. Keep those good memories and see them as gifts, treasure them even if you have to let go of them. I believe in you and best wishes...
Im sorry man.
Stay strong
Feel free to reach out if you need anything man
Love you ❤️
This breaks my heart. I hope you two find each other on another plane some day man. Until then, sending you positive vibes.
hey man, this was a month ago. i don’t know if you are still with us. if you are, i would like to say, you have the sheer determination of a fucking god to get out of your depression. well done. i’m proud of you. ❤️
Some of us are here to live our best life’s, and some of us are here to live and die .
both
literally everyone is here to live and die- you aint deep
@@Cuntypostaldude wasn’t tryna be deep
@@Cuntypostaldudelife isn’t all about just living and dying. There’s more to it, i hope. Anyway the point is that some people don’t experience or have trouble time experiencing life but their only view in it is to live and die.
I’m just in a endless loop of waking up, sitting on my ass playing video games, and falling asleep only to do it again and again, I don’t have any friends I’ve pushed them all away, no real family that loves me, I’m a disappointment and I’ll never be anything to anyone in life, I just wish someone could hold me and tell me everything will be alright and actually care for me,, I feel fucking terrible everyday I just want to end it already and stop suffering. I’m so sorry.
You're not alone beauty, and you don't have to say sorry. It's ok, I'm sure it will be alright, I believe in you. You can do this. You are going to be important for someone. Maybe you already are.
Hey hey hey everything will be okey just wait please i love you so muck you are not alone
I'm right there with ya dude. Laid off from work, in debt, no friends. Sleeping my days away to avoid people. Days fly by now. Just gotta get through the shit. You're not alone, friend.
You are just so amazing
Livv2diii ina good wayxD
okay but this one hit different. out of all of the slowed versions i’ve seen, this one hits different.
"Ah in life we have to understand, that one is born to suffer while the other laughs"
-Tim Maia
depression broken me here
I
@@Gbrownnn yup
hope all of you the best, don't quit, please
cercherò di non farlo, grazie, fra
@@sid8076 questo è lo spirito giusto
grazie..
My girlfriend showed this to me, and I really wasn’t expecting this at all. The music is fantastic, but it just makes me feel so deprived of any type of hope, but somehow- at the same time finding comfort in that very feeling. I hate the fact that she’s been having to deal with so much unnecessary, negative bullshit that’s been going on in her life. Her and I haven’t been together for very long, but I promised her I’d do everything in my power to make her life even a little happier. It sickens me that some people are only thinking of themselves, going out to hurt and manipulate others, it’s all just so unbelievable. To those who are on the verge of giving up, things may seem bleak as of now- but please keep going
How are you now?
hey man hope things are good for you. The situation you portrayed may at some angle portray something I'm going through as well, so I hope your relationship is okay, but if it isn't…hang in there, losing someone is painful, but we still have ourselves. S2
We’re doing just fine, I feel like shes gotten a lot more happier than she was when her and I started dating ^^ (also- sorry for the suuper late response!)
Thank you so much for the kind words, they really mean alot. I also wanted to wish you luck with your situation as well!
@@xwurriccei9970 I'm fine now too lol... I'm so happy to know that I helped you, this kind of thing really does me good... good luck in life friend, enjoy this show that this great theater does. Don't stop laughing, crying, feeling pain or missing... because life doesn't allow rehearsals, just enjoy your time with your girlfriend while the show isn't over yet! And... dont worry about the late answer lol, its ok!
He doesn’t understand how much I need him.
i see a gerard way fan and now i love u
@@fri9311 I love you more
I know how you feel :(
I hate how much I relate :(
Imagine a girl liking you
She cheated, I loved her and gave her all my attention, and she left for her ex. A week without any conversation, me wondering what I did, jus for me to find out today that she's been talking to her ex again. Played, I've been played, the grief sets in. I tell her I can't do it anymore, still, silence from her. Day in and day out, my mind is thinking about her, a repeating record. Loneliness, empty promises made by her, sadness, depression, stress, now, I am empty and alone.
Just don't end it all man i beg you, everything is gonna be okay i promise.
To late bro my birthday is almost up and that's the day it'll all go away :)
@@jessiejordan7666 ay bro if you’re still here I wanna let u know it’s gonna get better, I promise my life it will, if ur even reading this, stay strong bro, ur an amazing human being.
@@p-dawg9808 one day away
@@jessiejordan7666 please dont do it
@@jessiejordan7666 don't do it bro man it's not worth it you have your whole life ahead of you you'll be okay I promise just get help.
I went through it. It really does get better you need sadness to feel happiness.
True
Facts
Thank you. I sometimes forget that (:
thank you
Fr
mental and emotional pain is temporary, but death isn't
its been a year since it was uploaded and I was 2 days late to celebrate this masterpiece, great song btw
this song means everything for me
“Losing love is so rich a philosophical ordeal that it makes a hairdresser into a rival of Socrates.”
― Emil Cioran
Oh, baby
Oh, man
You're makin' me crazy
Really drivin' me mad
That's alright with me
It's really no fuss
As long as you're next to me
Just the two of us
You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
My, oh my, what a girl
You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
And I'm down on my hands and knees
Beggin' you please, baby
Show me your world
Oh, brother
Sweetheart
I'm feelin' so tired
Really fallin' apart
And it just don't make sense to me
I really don't know
Why you stick right next to me
Wherever I go
You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
My, oh my, what a girl
You're my, my, my, my kind of woman
And I'm down on my hands and knees
Beggin' you please, baby
Show me your world
He dedicated this song to me when we were together and I can't listen to it without wanting to sob now, I wonder if he's dedicated it to her yet.
Espero y todos esten bien los quiero aun que no los conozca nunca estaran solos
@diego Caussade Apenas Entre
muchas grax por esas palabras tan lindas!
@@Byprincessz sigues ahi?
@@isamikoto806 ?
@diego Caussade espero estes bien amig@ cuidate
wish i was someone's kind of woman
exactly
yeah, i wish that too.
I wish I was his kind of woman
youll find the right guy someday theres a bunch of assholes out there
There wouldn’t be a rainbow without a little rain
I drown in sorrow perpetually and I have no way other then being high to quiet the loudest sound that is silence
To the boy that had my whole heart for all of first semester. You are, and will always be my kind of boy. Even though I'm not your kind of woman. Somebody else is❤
Unless there is an opportunity, move on. Dwelling on things is not good and I learned that the hard way
@@insxmniac7052 it’s been 6 months and i still can’t let go
@@theshape4309 You have to. If you don't let go you are keeping yourself jailed. I didn't let go for 2 years straight and to this day, every 2nd week it tries to creep back in different shapes and sizes. The sooner you let these things go the better, or else it will become a habit and haunt you for your life. Let yourself be happy mate. Move on. I know it probably seems like cutting an arm off to you but you need to do it.
man losing 2 close friends cause of your psychosis and having no self control is such an exhaustion
i actually had the same thing happen to me my boyfriend and bestie said he needs a break from me and i have a feeling it will be very long :/ i also had a psychosis qnd freaked out on him so thats a lil funny cute moment ._.
also him alone didn't set me off my mom did she is so mentally exhausting and she was yelling at me and still was at the time i wish i just set my phone down and said gtg or brb or something instead of taking it out on him
To begin,To end,its all a cycle which life keeps on going,it will end,enjoy life,sad or happy,enjoy it,you never know what will be next.goodbye.
hope your doing okay man
we both know if ur listen to this, ur not ok
i feeling so tired
really falling apart....
I’ve been through some hard shit, and this helps. Recently I’ve been helping a girl I know out of an abusive relationship, and trying to teach her not to go into another one right after. She was already in one, then she got into another one, if I have to be depressed and hate myself why should other people
I dont even have a cigarette to sooth my feelings of drowning right now
Can’t even afford them anymore, hopefully things improve with your situation bud
You really think you are numb until something you love goes away
The price you have to pay for the things we take for granted.
The people in this comment section are not okay and it shows. We clicked on a video with that thumbnail….and it’s Mac Demarco. Plus, these comments are hella sad and relatable
once you find a way out it gets so much better. trust me.
Exits are everywhere, it’s just too cloudy to see.
Encontré a "my kind of woman" y ella me ama, estoy muy feliz :')
I pray on your downfall
Crying and throwing up
Santisan, I pray the 1st person's negativity doesn't affect u or anyone else's
Duren't
Update: seguimos juntos y nos seguimos amando muchísimo
i been playing this on loop for a whole night and its giving me the slightest comfort while being in this horrid body i want to rip and crawl out of
I have never met my kind of woman💔, I’m sleeping every night crying alone listening this song waiting someday I find her, sometimes I think she doesn’t exist, I’m not even looking for her, I’m exhausting to try and try, I’m just lying down on the floor listen this waiting forever to get the girl is in my mind, my dreams, my thinks and my existence
Dude, i am sure that you will succeed
i miss him
me too
I'm going to update you guys if I don't die, currently my cat is rlly sick and if he died I'm going with him, hopefully he lives
Pray for my little Tank:(
pls let ur cat rest,dont go w/ him what if ur plan didnt work it only gets worst,pls im begging u dont do smthing stupid
I'll keep him and you in my prayers I attempted suicide after my dog died the only thing that stopped me was thinking my mom was gonna be sad so I understand completely bro stay strong
Update:
My boy died, I sorry but I have to go:/ I love you guys so much and please reach out if there's something wrong, please do not do what I'm about to do
@@ActuallySeb Please please don't do it, I'm telling you in all sincerity, I'm crying for the first time in two years while reading your comment. do not do that
@@ActuallySeb If you're still reading, you're one of the people I care about in my life, I love you even if I don't know you bro, I hope you haven't done this.
2 years and still a masterpiece
and the worst part is that nobody will ever know what I've been through
same shit different day.
I’m in love with my friend and I don’t know how to tell him.. I’m scared in case I mess everything up. He’s the only person in my life that’s making me so happy without him I probably would be gone..
She's killing me from every part i am attached to her even if she hates me i hat myself edit : hate
Hey man, im not sure what you're going through but if someone's hurting you I suggest you take little steps to back away and further yourself away from her or else the pain will get worst over time, take care bro
I like the fact you hat yourself. creating hats is also a hobby of mine.
let her go and focus on yourself. First step is that you need to make yourself happy first, you're always nr 1 priority. Everything will turn out good, dont worry
I don't know what to do anymore.
Why am I the way I am
hate is all that's left, that person I cared about too much now hates me.
I hate myself.
I want it to end.
Why does this sound like those hallloween songs?
pov- your having another breakdown in the school restroom
I hate moving.
you got this deanna. i love you
This was my favorite song on the playlist I made for her. Still wonder if she even knows a fraction of everything I feel because of everything she did
Ya no hay razón para vivir 👍🏻
Perro Whatsapp XD
Perro WhatsApp
"you're my, oh my, kind of doomer"
i just wanna be loved.
i'm just, so tired of evertything, i want evertything to end
I use to sing this song to my girlfriend and oh man I miss her so much
Itll be ok
im seriously crying because of this :/
I'm just.. so tired of thinking and feeling. I want to be gone. Not to the point of suicide but... just sort of don't want to exist for a while.
pov: you start feeling burnt out.
Who else is in their 20s and can't accept the fact that we aren't as young as we use to be?
I've reached the point where I'm googling how to hang myself with a belt yet I'm still scared of talking to people on the phone.
I wanna end it all man
My g. dont think abt it.
@@zomar3045 dw man
i feel the same way sometimes man, but keep pushing through. we’re in this together and we’ll get through it together.
i just said the truth and he said "atleast i have a father" damn
My Grandmother's death hits even harder with this song.
condolences brother. better times are ahead
i rlly hope he likes me back, i’ll confess tomorrow
goodluck^^
I’ll be waiting for good news
good luck and best wishes
goodluck!!
I hope it ended well
i love this song
Its hard to live
Una taza de café caliente,sentado al lado de tu ventana, con depresión y escuchando esta canción;(
Perfeito como tudo deveria ser…
i literally wanna end it all
Things don't get better with time. I've learned that the hard way its only gotten worse I'm the fuck up and lost somedays I wanna just rip my brain out. (Best thing about this comment is the next day I got robbed... thank you universe.)
Things will get better bro just have hope,start doing what you love on a daily basis or even find new hobbies
I did too dw
@@Cherry_Soda06 karma can be a bitch it'll get them
Lo siento tanto:(
Based
I’m feel kinda depressed because I feel like I lost lots of friends since no one texts me in the weekends and when I ask them if they want to hang out they say there busy
Ella es todo lo que siempre quise, una actitud tan increible, una personalidad jovial, una sonrisa tan brillante que no podia dejar de verla, un cuerpo que parecia algo que solo veria en mis sueños mas profundos, una voz, unos ojos, una forma de ser que podria hablar de ella por años, le hice mil y un cosas para decirle todo lo que significaba esta cancion para mi, pero nunca voy a ser capaz de expresarla por completo, muchas gracias por todo, mi amor, Alejandra. ❤🔥
I just wish every night that i would never been born. I have no friends, my parents hate me, my brother hate me, nobody ever loved me. for the past 8 years ive been bulied in school. I would do everything to hug anyone right now. Especially my grandma... Stay safe kings/queens
1 year still listening to this song
really falling appart♡~
i miss her
This❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
this song makes me feel very bad and nostalgic
Oh baby :) |Oh men :(
Happy new years boys
i traveled so long just to find out that she wasn't thinking what i was thinking she would think.
imagine someone loving you😂😂😁😄😀🙂😐😦😟😟😩😰😭😭
imagine 😅😔
ily
@@lonimartin4889 no you dont
My bf left me several days ago he loves Mac demarco this is hurting me so badly rn I’m still so in love with him
ojalá de verdad nunca me dejes
Actualización?
Pain
I feel alone and abandoned in a pit where only darkness reigns, I am not trying to attract attention or anything like that. I just need to let it all out....
I wish I could end it all it would be so much better.
Anon, you are here forever
Felling so tired 👍.
i really want this girl, help me
Any update?
The way I relate to this song
Guys I’m in love with a girl I don’t know irl but I’m really sad and ik that if I could know her that would be our song :(
Finally got him gone. Now it’s just me and her :)
ay cmon i want to see you smile if not ill find you and make you smile it really isnt that bad even though you feel its bad it can be muuuch worse but as low youll go you will still rise back up the lowest doesn't mean the end whatever is in your mind try to keep the bad thoughts away even though there seems that noone cares for you theres still someone who care I care