i don't like mirrors - i miss your warm hands
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 พ.ค. 2024
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movie: tokyo days 1986
My pawpaw didnt have a funeral. When I was little he would brush my hair with a comb, he was the only one who could do it gently. No one wanted his ashes but me. I carry a handkerchief with me now because that's something he always did. He used to whistle. He loved me. I miss him so much.
May he rest on peace
@@Jg-ib6jg Thank you so much 💓
this made me cry.. may he rest in peace 🥺
@@subuwuuee Thank you for holding space 💖
"She was never mine, But losing her broke my heart."
Real
I feel you dog time to heal for the next one
Haha ouch 🥲 i’m so used to pretending it didn’t hurt
this, i can realate to this HEAVILY
Going in the real ass quote book
The sluggish beat. The delayed emotion. The late reaction. The emptiness only partial fulfillment can bear. Thank god this is only two minutes long.
I'm glad I'm changing too. 🥲
A lone snare, Guitar harmony, and a silent ride. I hope i hear 21 one mores
The 8 Bacon Chicken Mayos I've just got delivered. The £10 coupon I used. The astonishing amount of salt I'm only partially able to bear. Thank god I've ordered some medium fries too.
@@NotMadeOfManitobaFlourlmao
I remember the last day I saw my uncle, he was wearing all white and his skin was pale. Something told me this was going to be the very last time I will ever see him. So I hugged him tightly- he smelled like musk. And I held his hands.I tried so hard to "strengthen" or "focus" every sense in my body so I don't ever forget his embrace, the warmth of his palms and most importantly his voice- his laughter. The very last scene I have of my uncle was when I looked back one last time, crying, and he was waving and doing silly faces through the small glass frame on the door to make me laugh. My poor uncle...he doesn't even have a resting place, there is nothing left of him but echoing memories in my mind.
What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing
This made me tear up. I hope something as beautiful as a flower or that familiar “musk” scent brings good memories of him to your mind.
i am so so very sorry for your dear loss. i do not know what he was going through but im so sure what you did for him before his passing meant soooo much. im so glad some of his last moments were full of sillyness, you did everything you could and i just know hes looking down on you from wherever he is and smiling.
gave me chills
@headrests Your words gave me so much peace of mind, thank you my dear friend
i miss having feelings for someone , to love and be loved without any fear or need for acceptance
i miss loving someone
they always leave. It never works out, I can’t ever find the right person, they don’t like me back, am I wanting too much? Am I not enough as is? Why do I keep lying just to seem impressive? Can someone love me for me?
The fading memories of my father are tethered by the images of him in the hospital bed. I miss you dad.
These videos will always feel more real and tangible than the most advanced cameras
ive always thought this, its like the more HD the quality is the more it feels superficial or fake. i love this quality
Its because they have character
because life is just nostalgia
@@MichelleSmith-gt1pyExactly. Memories are filtered, hazy versions of what happened. Tape with tracking lines and fuzz looks like how memories feel.
This is the first time i am having this sentiment, but all so suddenly i think to myself:"brother you're hurting yourself"
how one can feel absolutely empty of feelings and memories on the inside while simultaneously feeling intense grief and frustration over longing for a moment in time that seems so familiar..
I feel this so much… I have amnesia of most of my life, and I know there’s something I’m missing when I look at so many things. Things make me feel all the emotions my brain remembers without letting me see what it was first, what created that memory, why it’s so meaningful to me. I only remembered I had brothers after it they had passed. Hours and years of conversations only we had, that nobody else will ever be able to tell me, that I’ll never be able to ask them. Hours of home video just like this destroyed. And only that strange feeling left. Of feeling something, and knowing nothing.
I love how the snare is just behind the beat. Gives the progression of the song an unresolved feeling.... Forlorn
Love wasn’t meant for me
But it was nice while it lasted
For some they are a rocket fuel to next destination and a much deeper love with the right right wright person!!!!!
❤
Don't say that! Love is meant for you and you are deserving of all the love in the world.
that one wasn't, but there's more out there
real
i feel like i dont like mirrors is way too underrated🖤
Watching the reflection of myself on the black screen in the end takes this song to another level.
Thank you Cyborg, I haven’t cried for a long time.
This reminds me of duster, its really nice:)
Duster is wonderful
i wish i can find someone who enjoys this type of music just as much as i do.
Give it time. It’s important to be comfortable to be by ourselves and create our own worlds with the music we love so we can invite others in our intimate worlds.
Most of the time you’ll find them online under comment sections just like this, or slowcore shows near you! If you’re into any of Liam McCay’s projects and assuming you’re in the US, he is doing a tour there this summer, try go and maybe you’ll meet some friends :)
@@yearnpill you my friend are an absolute genius, thank you.
To have something so right, just and beautiful is not worth the risk of loss to careless emotional bliss.
Happy you're here Cy
I really miss my dad's warm hands.
But they will appear as my memories
that ease my pain and pained again.
I'm so sorry for your loss... Just know that he's in a better place now.
Same. My dad's hands were sometimes more comforting than a girl I was dating. Happy father's day.
I miss dad's smile, he never liked taking pictures cause he thought he was ugly, but I cherish the few ones he left behind
I also just discovered this song a few days ago, and now Cyborg made an edit with it. Beautiful… just beautiful. I don’t have any words to say.
i kno he passed away in 2022, but i still can’t get over his smile, voice, laugh, etc. he was my everything. it still hurts to kno that he’s gone.
my condolences
🫂
i'm so sorry for your loss
I follow this channel for about 4 years now, and it's crazy how important you still is for me, cyborg. from your deserved 1.33 mi subscribers, and specially from me, thank you.
cyborg your playlist makes me feel warm
I miss his warm hands touching my cold hands for the last time 7 months ago when we broke up and he told me that everything will be fine after him and it happend, but from his side, I still love him and want him next to me and he doesn't remember me and doesn't want me at all
I sympathize 100%. I keep making excuses and keep wanting to go back because I just can’t stop thinking about how nice it is to be loved. It’s so rare for someone to show me that so openly and after breaking up with someone I just miss it so much. I understand you so well trust me.
I know how you feel. I was love-bombed by who my past-self would have considered my “dream guy” and spent some of my first intimate experiences with him. But the moment he got what he wanted, the strong affections and thorough attentiveness vanished and he ghosted me. For a while I was so brainwashed I though something must have been wrong with me for him to suddenly not want me anymore. But I realized something must be wrong with him for not being able to function in a healthy relationship and anyone deserving to be in your life won’t turn you away.
@@Christmandavid10
Thanks, I appreciate it 🩵
@@valerievention
I hope you find somebody else better than him soon 🙏🏻🩷
my girlfriend passed away 3 months ago 😢
sorry to hear that 🙏🏽
@@nicckbro are u ok?
@@firashidar510what's wrong with you?
Sorry for your loss ❤️
bro nobody comments like this
This was so beautiful, thank you
My great grandmother passed away when I was young and I still miss her so much, one of my dearest friends passed away when I was soon to graduate, I still miss her too, and now my father passed away a month ago. Losing the adults who've brought you some comfort and hope in growing up is something no one ever prepares you for
Eres fuerte, un abrazo.
I'm so glad that you're still making amazing videos cyborg.
i came across your channel years ago and the charm that drew me in is still there. 💞
love your work :D
'A woe and a worry'
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And here she lives in my musical universe, one created from the pain she left behind.
Beautiful
you never miss with these man, W video as always.❤
these days I’m into this music and you were too! so happy
W choice cyborg, you never fail to amaze me. I love this song so much
just discovered this musician and i'm enjoying his music
I don’t know what to write because I’ve said everything I can on every other video in existence.
But I have to sit back and remind myself that I’m real. That this
THIS is real
Always beautiful, the video and the music are perfect❤
Love Cyborg❤️
So comforting
This music just gets me in my feels thank you
BEAUTIFUL
I miss my little cousin...he passed away at 2 years old
i'm sorry. I'm sure he was the cutest lil guy, glad he got to brighten the world at all ❤
There's only one mirror I love... ❤
amazing
liminal space vibes from this one , the feeling of fading memories and a past that we hardly remember , something about this one brings a bit of sadness like the feeling that those close to us will wither away and just be a part of the past along with our memories
🗣🗣THE HOMIES GOIN' DOWN WITH THIS ONE 🗣🗣🔥🔥
(i miss her so bad)
I LOVE IT.
Love it
This is very dear❤ There’s a lovely comforting, soft simplicity to this track. Sending love from my cozy bed on this sleepy Sunday morning. I hope you and your 1% are well and happy ✨💙🤗🍜 AFAF
I miss Indri. It's been 4 years since you broke up with me but it was only one-sided. I still miss her
Mine has been 2 years but it still breaks my heart every day, while she also moved on in just the blink of an eye, replacing me
Incredible
some things are never meant to be forgotten, even when we try our best to forget, they still roam around like ghosts in the attic, never really leaving, just giving off that sense of longing for a time that will never come back
CRYING
Ouch, you didn't have to aim so true
You always choose the best music 😢
Essa musica exala dor. Eu me lembro de momentos ruins, como ver quem você ama chorar na sua frente com medo de te perder. Ou uma amiga que abriu um vazio enorme dentro de você por apenas colocar um fim numa amizade tão linda. Ou quando você tinha treze anos e viveu o pior momento da sua vida. Ou quando tentou por um fim nesse sofrimento que carrega por todos esses anos.
Foi mal gente, foi um desabafo ksks
Beautiful, I haven’t been on here for years
hits hard when you drop instrumentals my dude
This video with this musical background, it's extremely sad, it reminds me of normal days that I was with people that I love, and those normal days don't come back and that's melancholy
this reminds me of the memories i have but never made
I can’t help but wonder if it was always his plan to take advantage of my vulnerability
it hurts in a good way
Incredible as always stay easy going cei la vie
Those music makes me feel so empty.
i miss your warm hands
I think she would've loved this song.
im not sure i want to be here anymore. im hoping that i can get through those thoughts and keep going, and finding this message later on in life will remind me of the progress ive made that i so rarely seem to notice. but at this current moment, i really dont want to be here anymore.
i was in a similar state at one point in my life. So i decided to give the whole "God thing" a shot. I prayed to God (Jesus) at the darkest hour in my life and He heard me. He answered me in a dream. I continued praying and i also started reading the bible because He gave me this unquenchable desire to read His word. Two months into the process, i woke up one day and i realized i was no longer depressed. I was no longer battling anxiety. i was truly at peace. i also noticed that my addiction to porn (which had held me in it grip for years) was no longer an issue. Jesus had removed lust completely from my life. This happened about two and a half years ago and i never looked back. I am writing this to tell you that i felt your pain at one point in my life and God took me out of that pit of darkness once i cried out to Him. Please try praying in Jesus' mighty name and start reading the New Testament. You have nothing to lose by trying so i am begging you do it. Hope everything turns out right in your life. Peace and love.
I understand man, we think the same way. This pain has to amount to some success later on , hopefully we can prove to ourselves that all of the pain was worth it. Life fucking sucks and it may not seem like it’s getting better, but rn going through struggle is creating good times in the future. I love you and you aren’t alone
I hope you’ll come back to this from a much better place, in whichever way that becomes for you ❤️
hey dude. i dont know what brings you peace but sometimes a simple walk without any music, just looking around, can help me appreciate the fact that i’m alive. i recommend the song dissecting the bird by john cragie and chelsea hotel oral s*x song by jeffery lewis when i feel like i dont want to be here. ive had some really low moments but if its any consolation, some strangers on the internet love you a lot. cry if you have to
It's okay to to feel like that.
This is that nostalgic type of music that takes me back to 18, sitting in my dorm room at college, wondering about the loss of the girl I was and mourning her while simultaneously trying to figure out what the future would hold for the woman I was becoming.
damn. damn
I miss her man. Been little over a year now & I still miss her warm vibrations.
El tacto nos conecta con lo humano
Good music
Another night another bottle boutta keep this bender going hitting 4 weeks in...nothing like getting shit faced and emotionally wrecked listening to a few songs
Cyborg I miss your warm livestreams
my friend died this year. we’re in high school. she had so many plans. her beautiful life is gonna miss her she was ready for all of it
It's been three years. realistically I should be over them, but I'm not :)
In future, someday I really wanna meet with you in person. Cyborg are the true gen for some of us !!
Nice one.
A world that doesn't exist anymore.
Sad mood vibes
I’m numb.. so sad.. depression can be beautiful..
Feels like acceptance.
i loved and lost. life is so achey all the time. why does everything have to end, why do we have to die.
❤❤❤
i thought this was gonna be scary but actually i am crying very much
Im not sure if i sing or howl with this music ..❤🎉❤
I still miss u
Oscarly 2024 nostalgia❤please dont forget🍃🥀
❤
I miss my grandpa.
Muchos sienten que esta cancion es triste, para mi es tranquilidad, es de esperanza, no se, es lo que me transmitio esta cancion el "Todo estará bien, mañana sera mejor"
❤❤❤❤❤❤
true
I miss my mother's warm and healing hands everyday
i love you so much cyborg
❄💙.
Depends on the mirror
she was the middle child , even tho she was the only girl in our family she didn't get any special treatments infact she didn't even get euqal treatments . But she never show any jealousy toward me who is the youngest child of the family , she made me feel at home . when ever my mom and dad would fight she would take me to our grandmom's house on a bike. she was just 10 years old and she was riding a really heavy bike plus me on the back seat . I don't know where her strength came from but it must has been from her heart, but when i became a teenager i was selfish and treated her very badly , yk typical teenage shenanigans. i wish i spend more time with her than playing pointless video games or watching stupid videos, she took her self when she was only 16 and i was 13 .
Tan triste 😢
Mmm….miss you lots sweethan
psh. this one hit