I would say, yes i agree with you, but that's so stupid, You don't wanna live in the situation you are? Because if you really want it, you will be doing everything you can instead of hearing music and write like if you were a victim.
Its like having a little angle and a devil on ur shoulder sometimes you tell yourself “your good enough, your beautiful, people love you“ but sometimes the little devil comes in like “your not good enough, no one loves you, your ugly and fat and stupid.”
"I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this. I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel. I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel. Something really real, so that I can really feel like a person again." I can relate to that. I can't cry anymore. I watch sad things to make myself cry but it doesn't work. I can't get sad like I used to. I can't really get mad anymore either and I'm never happy. I don't feel emotions like when I was a child. I feel numb. I don't want to live my life like this anymore but I wanna keep living to see my little brother grow up.
Its weird how thats the same with me I can't even cry i just think about how happy everyone would be if I wasn't here but then my little bro he can make me stay and wanna keep him safe and protect him so even if I get get "BATTLE SCARS" along the way im trying
“I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” this explains me, I don’t wanna die, I wanna accomplish goals but I don’t wanna live like this either, I feel so numb , I get good grades but I am depressed, I don’t feel pain and I can’t cry and I don’t feel happy either but I wanna make myself and God proud because I know he has plans for me
keep on going girl we all know she has plans for u hard times come and go but if you get through it the prizes come through we ly and can’t wait to see you being the proud person that has achieved their dreams
If you are listening to this song rn, and are feeling sad, broken, lost, lonely, damaged, etc. You should know that firstly YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There are many people listening to this exact song rn feeling exactly like you. Literally everyone has gone through times like these, so you are definitely NOT alone. Secondly, this feeling WILL PASS! I have gone through the exact same thing you are going through and now I'm absolutely fine. I thought that I'll never ever be happy again and that this feeling will never pass. But it does. Time passes, it never stops for anyone. So just hang in there a little longer, and one day you'll be happier than ever. Thirdly, no matter how broken you are feeling rn, it's not worth giving up for. Dont do permant damage for something temporary. And remember that even if you feel like no one cares about you, there will always be atleast one person there for you. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH, YOU ARE PERFECT AND YOU ARE LOVED!!! Read that again screenshot it if you like! But it's true :) ILYSM and I'm proud of you for not giving up❤️ god bless you ❤️
Yeah. I think so too. The most ridiculous thing is that it took my favourite tv show to let me know that. And I first watched it when I wasnt depressed, and now looking back I really wish I had listened to it. Because being numb hurts more than anything.
little girl: what’s on your arm? me: they’re battle scars. little girl: you fought in a war? me: yeah. a long and hard one. little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one? me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me? little girl: yes. i promise. a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager teen: why are you hugging me? little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me.. teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting. she bends down at eye level with the little girl teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep . you are forever my war hero. ⚠️ this is not my story, but i saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because i want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️ stay safe everyone! 💕
Everyone liking a certain part of the song but what I relate to most is "I keep on writing sequel to stories I know that are not true. " My mind is filled up with imagining various scenarios that I too know aren't real.
"I was walking by on the park late at night playing this song. I saw a little girl playing the piano. I got scared but I also noticed she was playing a melody that seemed familiar. I went up to her and said "Hi". she look at me whilst saying "Oh.. Sorry I'll go home". I said "No its not that. Why are you alone?". She said "I don't wanna go home". I said "Why?" she replied with a slow and sad voice "I just don't wanna hear they're bullshit". And then I saw scars on her arm. Just noticing that the melody she played used to be the song I used to listen while my family were fighting.... I just noticed she was the old me" 💝💞This isn't my story but I made it! I wanted to tell you guys that giving up won't change anything. You've come so far don't waste your journey.💞💝
If I could choose anything I would be good and bad one day I would fall into love and stay Would fall into love And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel But what can you do? And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me
"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this" I was thinking about how my house is a mess, and I was thinking, I don't wanna die! But... I don't wanna live like this... Then I thought about this song... This song made me realize my feelings, this house isn't my home anymore, it's not the same... Whoever is reading this, listen to what I'm going to say, You are loved! I don't know who loves you because I'm not you but.. I KNOW you have at least one person who loves you, and.. That's me!
hi I am a music editor also, and I would like to know what app or how u make your music like this? I’m personally asking you cause it think that your edits are amazing
If someone is being toxic, cut them off, doesn't matter if they're a friend, bestfriend, sibling, parent, kid etc., I know it would be hard to cut off your parents if you're still living with them, because you can't just move out, try talking to them what behavior is effecting you and if they ignore it, then try seeking for some help, my help is my dogs, nature, music, drawings, painting just really calm stuff. So maybe try finding hobbies that calm you down. Oh and don't think that you're going to be at that low point your whole life. It is going to be better. - Random stranger that cares about you
It’s ok 👍 Ok... Maybe it’s not.. But... I’m here And ik... Ur alone... But trust me.. God is with u😌 And some people.. Wish to be alone... When u are... U regret it... Ik taht feeling... :< I can tell everyone reading this... Is broken inside.... 😌 Even if I don’t know u I’m still here “Smile” “Be happy” “Stop being sad” ... It’s hard But u will get through it even if ur alone
Oh thanks babe...but I'm in depression and I don't mean short fake depression i mean REAAAAAL depression if u know..? It's really so hard because my mum don't live with me...i haven't got friends.... really nobody... I'm start be outsider ..
Lately I've been dealing with alot at home and when I'm at school I'm a completely different person.. always happy and never crying.. but at home I feel emotionless sometimes, but I have no idea what I'm feeling. And I just... don't feel human anymore..
My favorite part *i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel i just wanna FEEL something i just wanna feel something really real so that i can really feel like a person again*
When you think of offing yourself every day trying for those who love you but you can’t even know what love is anymore it’s like my emotions just burned after her I just feel worthless and empty at first no like a month later it really hit i lost the love of my life and I’ll never get to see her smile or hear her voice say I love you again I’m just empty 10 days till everything peaceful 🥳🥳🥳 goodbye
" dont wanna die but dont wanna feel like this " - how i feel :)
Be strong 💖
I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this*
I would say, yes i agree with you, but that's so stupid, You don't wanna live in the situation you are? Because if you really want it, you will be doing everything you can instead of hearing music and write like if you were a victim.
I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this.. same
Eri on your avatar, i love her(sorry, i'm Russian)
I love talking to myself, she gets me..
Its like having a little angle and a devil on ur shoulder sometimes you tell yourself “your good enough, your beautiful, people love you“ but sometimes the little devil comes in like “your not good enough, no one loves you, your ugly and fat and stupid.”
Mood.
PURRR
me too :((( god i hate my anxiety
this song is the definition of 2020 and dancing in the rain
“Sad people love the rain because there not the only one crying💔...
Bruh do you understand the meaning of the lyrics? Nothing with crying
Omg it's often...
Bruh I just love the rain because it’s relaxing
true😔💔
i- IS THIS A COINCIDENCE OR I JUST SAW A QUOTE “I Cry In The Rain Because No One Can Hear Me” -anonymous
"I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this. I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel. I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel. Something really real, so that I can really feel like a person again." I can relate to that. I can't cry anymore. I watch sad things to make myself cry but it doesn't work. I can't get sad like I used to. I can't really get mad anymore either and I'm never happy. I don't feel emotions like when I was a child. I feel numb. I don't want to live my life like this anymore but I wanna keep living to see my little brother grow up.
Theres something wrong spelling. Ur name
@@-SummerDied5757 i-💀
amazing decision to stay
Its weird how thats the same with me I can't even cry i just think about how happy everyone would be if I wasn't here but then my little bro he can make me stay and wanna keep him safe and protect him so even if I get get "BATTLE SCARS" along the way im trying
that's so strong of you. you're amazing!
This made me ✨😪😕😔🥺 all at the same time
not to be political or anything but this made me 😠🦶🌚🤹🙀🌜🤡🦵👩🦽🏋️🤸♀️🤠🦑🐛💨🐌🥚
yoo apex fann
@@tiffanysosyuk9963 ayyy
@@pissmast3r Pls. JUST SHUT UP OM-
And this mad me 😒😕🙁😖😫😭💔🤭🤐🤧🔪
“I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” this explains me, I don’t wanna die, I wanna accomplish goals but I don’t wanna live like this either, I feel so numb , I get good grades but I am depressed, I don’t feel pain and I can’t cry and I don’t feel happy either but I wanna make myself and God proud because I know he has plans for me
yesss keep faith and live and enjoy life see if its worth it. hope u have a nice day
keep on going girl we all know she has plans for u hard times come and go but if you get through it the prizes come through we ly and can’t wait to see you being the proud person that has achieved their dreams
I hope you no longer feel numb
The weirdest feeling is wanting to live but wanting to die at the exact same time...
Yea I hate that feeling and the feeling of not wanting to die or live so its like I just wanna not exist
exactly
Exactly
My girlfriend and I call that wanting to liven't, and we feel it way to often
@@x0iHi0x yes😌 I have 2 words with nt at the end theres ✨yesnt✨ and ✨livent✨
this made me cry,
I've been having trouble with my friend.
this helped truly.
i’m crying too
does anyone else wanna feel again, but when you do, you suddenly dont want to feel? odd, isn't it?
i know right!! I feel you
All the time
Just 🔨🥩 you'll feel that for sure
@@pissmast3r true
Yeah.
2am, earphones plugged and listening this masterpiece 😌❤️
Same…but it’s 9:50 at night 🙂
Edit: not the time stamp 💀💀💀
If you are listening to this song rn, and are feeling sad, broken, lost, lonely, damaged, etc. You should know that firstly YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There are many people listening to this exact song rn feeling exactly like you. Literally everyone has gone through times like these, so you are definitely NOT alone. Secondly, this feeling WILL PASS! I have gone through the exact same thing you are going through and now I'm absolutely fine. I thought that I'll never ever be happy again and that this feeling will never pass. But it does. Time passes, it never stops for anyone. So just hang in there a little longer, and one day you'll be happier than ever. Thirdly, no matter how broken you are feeling rn, it's not worth giving up for. Dont do permant damage for something temporary. And remember that even if you feel like no one cares about you, there will always be atleast one person there for you. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH, YOU ARE PERFECT AND YOU ARE LOVED!!! Read that again screenshot it if you like! But it's true :) ILYSM and I'm proud of you for not giving up❤️ god bless you ❤️
such a comforting calming song :(
12-10-23
I’ve been using the same lyrics for years once I learned them: “I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” because that’s all I really feel
"i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this" got me that's how i really feel
Without the rain, there's no rainbow.
This is the type of song you wouldn’t get tired of
Slowed Songs R Making My Day So Perfect 😃
we all just sad kids telling each other its gonna be ok
No... You are just a blind kid that can't see everything won't always go wrong
@@sinx4049 that made me feel better thank you! How have you been?
@@kalopernaw8585 Nice, my mom died but I about to graduate, that's what she wanted for me
@@sinx4049 I’m sorry :(
;-;....U got a point yo
Thank you...
.
@@اصليفأبكيفيالصلاةلذكرها oowee
ok
no
yes.
@@pissmast3r
No ☹️😂.
chills the second it started and it wont stop
i still listen to this ♥️
i don’t think that i’m the only one, right?
Me too
*WOW A MASTERPIECE*
This hit me right in my soul 😩😍
beeing sad is way better than not feeling nothing. trust me
Yeah. I think so too. The most ridiculous thing is that it took my favourite tv show to let me know that. And I first watched it when I wasnt depressed, and now looking back I really wish I had listened to it. Because being numb hurts more than anything.
i agree so much
I don't know why this song makes my cry, it's supposed that I'm a happy person :D
little girl: what’s on your arm?
me: they’re battle scars.
little girl: you fought in a war?
me: yeah. a long and hard one.
little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one?
me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me?
little girl: yes. i promise.
a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager
teen: why are you hugging me?
little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me..
teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting.
she bends down at eye level with the little girl
teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep . you are forever my war hero.
⚠️ this is not my story, but i saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because i want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️
stay safe everyone! 💕
thank you. i really needed to hear this 🥺💕💕💗
Omg.... is your name layna????
omg 🥺.
This gave me goosebumps thanks
Omg🙂💔
hear me out... so listen to this and put your phone behind you head and just listen it feels like your in a concert it’s so cool
lol head
@@pissmast3r You're Disgusting
@@pissmast3r 😂😂😂
**breaks laptop**
@@zofia4775 why so mad
i think my life is complete
lol
@@pissmast3r lol
Tell me your secret.
@@gone7200 music and draw...
@@gone7200 Gacha club tiktok and TH-cam and drawing watch Netflix and roblox
Everyone liking a certain part of the song but what I relate to most is "I keep on writing sequel to stories I know that are not true. " My mind is filled up with imagining various scenarios that I too know aren't real.
Maybe that is why I started writing a book of my own where I could store all of these things and thoughts
this🤍✨
bless you🙏🏼
Imagine how many people are listening this song, while u are listening.
thank you TH-cam for recommending me this in ‘my mix’ again I really needed this again, thank you
this song made me sad + chill :(
"I was walking by on the park late at night playing this song. I saw a little girl playing the piano. I got scared but I also noticed she was playing a melody that seemed familiar. I went up to her and said "Hi". she look at me whilst saying "Oh.. Sorry I'll go home". I said "No its not that. Why are you alone?". She said "I don't wanna go home". I said "Why?" she replied with a slow and sad voice "I just don't wanna hear they're bullshit". And then I saw scars on her arm. Just noticing that the melody she played used to be the song I used to listen while my family were fighting.... I just noticed she was the old me"
💝💞This isn't my story but I made it! I wanted to tell you guys that giving up won't change anything. You've come so far don't waste your journey.💞💝
Underrated comment.
I can relate to this song~
put your phone under your pillow, and trust me. it *will* be worth it.
😳😳🤯🤯🤯🤯💯♥️♥️
Thank you💖
i don't have a pillow i sleep on a rock
i love you :)
😳😳
My smile seems so real around everyone-
The type of tired even sleep can't fix
If I could choose anything
I would be good and bad one day
I would fall into love and stay
Would fall into love
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
If I am telling the truth
Watching my friends break their hearts into two
Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel
But what can you do?
And it's not fair
I keep on writing a sequel to stories
I know that are not there
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel
Something really real so that I can really
Feel like a person again
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
I know I should be angry
But I can barely feel a fucking thing
Can you tell me a secret
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
Can you tell me what's wrong with me
bro wasted your time THE LYRICS ARE RIGHT THERE
When ever I hear this audio I feel happy because I know what I can to make people like this 😊😁
how do you?
can you please do a euphoria song! specifically: all for us, i will literally be so happy 🥺
Yesss
Why do I see this person in every song 😶
don't do drugs🦶
Oi tudo bem
Euphoria the hentai?
Jkjkjkjkjkjjjkjkjjjkjkjkjjjkjkjjjjjkkjjkjjkjkjkjjk
"i don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this" some of the most relatable lyrics I've ever heard
"I DON'T WANT TO DIE BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS " * still hits hard in 2021🤧🥺📌🖤💀
When bea said “I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” I felt that sf hard.....
in my heart.
يَحظها '(..
''i dont wanna die but i dont wanna feel like this''
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this
the most accurate thing that describes me
1:39 "I don't want to die but I don't want to live like this"
Thank uuuuu
I read this just as the time stamp went-
so
Omg 2020 vibes
“I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to live like this”
-Bea Miller
This make me cry😢😭
,,I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this ‘’☁️🙃💔
Your way too underatted
i love your vidio
"i don't wanna die, but i don't wanna live like this."
best song
I love this on replay
❤️love this song
zoo wee mama. Oh shi i just realized that oowee is in zoo wee mama i'm a genius
People say that you have to get through the storm to get to the rainbow, but sometimes there is no rainbow.
You have to make the most of that storm.
Wow this make me feels like i am in clouds
Sometimes I just want to lay in the rain, let my mind run wild, pretend nothing is real, forget everything, and just fade away,.. Forever........
(2)
The lyrics couldn’t be more real
I am here cause I can't stop crying 😭😭😭😭
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
Something really real so I can
feel like a person again
"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this" I was thinking about how my house is a mess, and I was thinking, I don't wanna die! But... I don't wanna live like this... Then I thought about this song... This song made me realize my feelings, this house isn't my home anymore, it's not the same... Whoever is reading this, listen to what I'm going to say, You are loved! I don't know who loves you because I'm not you but.. I KNOW you have at least one person who loves you, and.. That's me!
appreciate the lyrics
Fear,such a strange word that makes so much sense
“I just wanna feel something I just wanna feel” describes me!
This is so relatable
hi I am a music editor also, and I would like to know what app or how u make your music like this? I’m personally asking you cause it think that your edits are amazing
thank you so much!! i use audacity to edit songs
lustry. Tysm!! I will make sure that I give u shoutout when I start posting!
“I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this.” -how I feel
Masterpiece 🥹✨
I am not depressed nor desperate , this song is good
This felt like the person i love
"dont wanna die but dont wanna feel like this " - how i feel
I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this;)
*He/she isn't thinkin about you, you should think about you my king/queen*
Why does a song make me cry? 😔
idfk seek help
@@pissmast3r don't be rude.
@@pissmast3r Stop being that rude tf
@@pissmast3r dog loevr
@@wompwompwompwompwompwompalienz bro what?😂 bffr tho u can't even write
If someone is being toxic, cut them off, doesn't matter if they're a friend, bestfriend, sibling, parent, kid etc., I know it would be hard to cut off your parents if you're still living with them, because you can't just move out, try talking to them what behavior is effecting you and if they ignore it, then try seeking for some help, my help is my dogs, nature, music, drawings, painting just really calm stuff. So maybe try finding hobbies that calm you down. Oh and don't think that you're going to be at that low point your whole life. It is going to be better.
- Random stranger that cares about you
I needed this is much. thank you besty
so*
It’s ok 👍
Ok...
Maybe it’s not..
But...
I’m here
And ik...
Ur alone...
But trust me..
God is with u😌
And some people..
Wish to be alone...
When u are...
U regret it...
Ik taht feeling...
:<
I can tell everyone reading this...
Is broken inside....
😌
Even if I don’t know u I’m still here
“Smile”
“Be happy”
“Stop being sad”
...
It’s hard
But u will get through it even if ur alone
chill Zahra
yes i'm broken *inside* but not from what u think 👩🦽
Just be positive:D
Oh thanks babe...but I'm in depression and I don't mean short fake depression i mean REAAAAAL depression if u know..? It's really so hard because my mum don't live with me...i haven't got friends.... really nobody... I'm start be outsider ..
who else is here because you have lost yourself and dont want do die but dont wanna live like this?
Everyone.
Lately I've been dealing with alot at home and when I'm at school I'm a completely different person.. always happy and never crying.. but at home I feel emotionless sometimes, but I have no idea what I'm feeling. And I just... don't feel human anymore..
"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this" Yes...
I dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this..
Is what i feel i wish life was better:)
Someone once said "silence in a man is the loudest scream for help "
I really appreciate whenever i get lucky and happy ..
beautiful
This song is exactly everyday, I've been trying, trying so hard..
perfect 😍
I am yes.
@@pissmast3r You're not lmao. No one is perfekt.
@@zofia4775 it's a joke, u have the brain of my grandmas left ass cheek
@@zofia4775 "lMaO" what ass? tell me? Yes half my grandmas ass? but can you call that ass? or is it just a musty defaulted over cooked raisin?
@@pissmast3r dog lover
Im crying😪😫😭😢😰
why?
My favorite part *i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel i just wanna FEEL something i just wanna feel something really real so that i can really feel like a person again*
I just wanna feel something, I just want to feel.
But at the same time,
I don't
When you think of offing yourself every day trying for those who love you but you can’t even know what love is anymore it’s like my emotions just burned after her I just feel worthless and empty at first no like a month later it really hit i lost the love of my life and I’ll never get to see her smile or hear her voice say I love you again I’m just empty 10 days till everything peaceful 🥳🥳🥳 goodbye
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this 😶💯
Sick!🔥💯
I am feeling every heartbreaking emotion I could have ever felt.. I don't want to live🙃
Everyone here is depressed and shit and I’m just here bc this song slowed is beautiful and gives late night purple vibes
exactly I just wanna feel something