Exposing Spiritual Abuse in Church Leadership | Healing from Church Hurt

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  • @JenniferLeClaireMinistries
    @JenniferLeClaireMinistries  4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

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  • @RamiroLeiva
    @RamiroLeiva 6 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    These Christian Cults are killing the move of God, to be honest. Absolutely killing it.

    • @pinkrose3230
      @pinkrose3230 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ramiro Leiva God cannot be stop .He is still on the throne in control.

    • @EverythingGrand
      @EverythingGrand 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ramiro Leiva nothing can kill tbe move of God. Nothing is that powerful.

    • @angi3619
      @angi3619 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ohYES

    • @calabaza1702
      @calabaza1702 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@angi3619 has anyone questioned something in the church and members would stand by you during worship to try an read you if you know what I mean? I think it was petty

    • @naomipannell918
      @naomipannell918 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      it's a sifting for sure but nothing destroys God's Word. ever. His Word is like a hammer and it will break every lie every work of evil.

  • @nybeautyxoxo7286
    @nybeautyxoxo7286 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Holy Spirit led me here! i read your book every a.m. before walking into work. He has spoke to me daily through it! thank you for your ministry. there arent many believers in your caliber anymore!

  • @jerwingamboa7088
    @jerwingamboa7088 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Absolutely true. I was also forced to come out of an abusive church two years ago after eight years of faithful service. While in that church I also manifested a strong Jezebelic character I didn't know Jezebelic at that time. You wouldn't realize you are sleeping unil you wake up. After leaving I went to two other churches that were operating in the same spirit. It felt like we were church hopping during that season. The church I am in now used to also operate in the same spirit by the time I got there but God specifically told me to stay. I didn't realize that the church has a Jezebelic system for a long time until after several months because I did not have the language to put it all in. Besides, it took time for me to see the real spiritual condition of the church leadership. Praise God the apostle (who operates in the Jezebel spirit) is now gone and the leadership has now been transferred back to its rightful place -- my spiritual mother. This church is now healing gradually from the extreme abuses of the previous leadership. Even though I am no longer in my first church, I still love them and am strongly believing and praying for a revival in that church.

  • @xdsuzi2
    @xdsuzi2 6 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Ive been through spiritual abuse, it really is personal and it sucks, you sound like a really awesome great person!

    • @chariotoffire8599
      @chariotoffire8599 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      th-cam.com/video/9UVFBrJCWf0/w-d-xo.html exposure is the key. so they cant do it to another person

  • @newcreatureinchrist5087
    @newcreatureinchrist5087 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The worst thing my old church did was tell me that I was lazy if I stayed home because I or my children were sick.

    • @susanparrish1380
      @susanparrish1380 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @newcreatureinchrist5087.......that is just mean, controlling, & very wrongfully judgemental of them to say that to you! Not edifying to the hearer (you), as God asked us to be, and VERY egoistic, ignorant, and hypocritical of them......they should've humbly prayed for you and your children instead!!! So sorry you were mistreated this way....... Shame on them!!!!!!! Hope you got away from these Pharisees, and are in a better church environment now.....or even no so called "church" is better than that one......that's why I really prefer to just worship and praise God at home, and be kind to others out in the real world......where you can often meet nicer people at the local grocery store than in these "church" buildings!!!!!!! Much love and respect to you and your family, in Christ. 💕🕊️🌹✝️🌹🕊️💕

  • @violetgloryministriesinc.945
    @violetgloryministriesinc.945 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wow what the pastor said is almost like when you get out of bad relationship and man tells you " if I can't have you nobody else can either " "nobody will love you except me"

  • @septemberdawnluketz
    @septemberdawnluketz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Right when you said you were getting lightheaded and attacked, a shadow being went behind you. The devil is a liar. Thank you sister for being strong in faith. I needed This! This message is for me. I have been going through the same thing!!! The same attacks where known witches are and they turned their back on me when I no longer wanted to stay with the church or adhere to their abusive authority.

  • @DaigoParry
    @DaigoParry 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow... sounds like my experience too. Similar...
    Some ministries start out well, but later become something else.
    When you leave, be sure you ask God for discernment, and learn to break word curses they may speak outside of your hearing. Speak Life into your life. Don’t be pressured and manipulated.
    The other thing: you may need to cut the Jezebelic spirit from following you. Because in my experience, after you leave the toxic environment, you will run into another person/group with this same issue. It will be cyclic. It will stop after you cut it off with prayer and declaration.

  • @susanrome6757
    @susanrome6757 6 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Please continue to do these videos.
    This occurs in Christian families how do you separate yourself from that??????

    • @KINGDOMEXPLOITZ
      @KINGDOMEXPLOITZ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Susan i just subscribed to your channel can please subscribe to my channel as well? I will be put up videos sharing the word of God just as Christine and the Jerusalem Channel does.Thank you. I am looking forward to see your videos

    • @n23391
      @n23391 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Seek God

    • @roksaan
      @roksaan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Maybe this link tells how: th-cam.com/video/8N1_4I-osSk/w-d-xo.html. And do what the Bible says, "PRAY!"

    • @MK-dn8oq
      @MK-dn8oq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You leave.

  • @Myriam-Minister
    @Myriam-Minister ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m watching this 5 years later. As I went through similar 2 years ago. This was healing. Thank you Apostle!

  • @isaacjebakumar7737
    @isaacjebakumar7737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Awesomely covered all aspects of spiritual abuse in a nutshell, thank you so much. What a timely word and the best part is, I too was meditating on this Jazebel & Ahab spirit which we witnessed in an abusive church ourselves. The pastor (man in the church) who calls himself an Apostle fits the bill of Ahab and his wife who calls herself the prophet of the house is Jezebel, 100% we could see this. We are on the road to recovery and may God use your testimony and ministry to bless many that are wounded. By the way, we too are praying for these abusive pastors to repent and be healed.

  • @pierced4u636
    @pierced4u636 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just prayed tonight for confirmation on what I should do and I come across this. Thank you!! Enlightening!!

  • @boakyeansah2417
    @boakyeansah2417 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This is truth.

  • @pennyhardenburgh9663
    @pennyhardenburgh9663 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    18 years ago the church I went to moved my husband, who told me he was going to lie about me, had them move him out behind my back. He then took my daughter, let her drop out of school and hang out with a man, she started cocaine at 14 years old.
    Been learning to forgive t hff at the last 3 years, started another church but a year later I couldn't live up to there rules fir membership and want allowed to use my gifts till I did. I was sinking into a depression and becoming suicidal. I left and have joined a church which incorages healing and I'm in choir again.

  • @ruthspillman546
    @ruthspillman546 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you Jennifer! I was in several. Took a lot for me to be free! I have also just come thru abuse from a long time friend. Sold as Jesus for a some amount of money. Be free! Forgiveness beings such healing and peace!

  • @latonyajones5246
    @latonyajones5246 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much Apostle Jennifer, this has helped me so much. I've been beat up and I have seen other gifts in my church beat up by leadership. Im praying for my exit.

  • @apersonwhocommentsonvideos2748
    @apersonwhocommentsonvideos2748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just really thank God for you being Guided by the spirit and coming out of that abusive situation. I experienced the same thing let us keep empowering people with this form of abuse to set people free from bondage. Thank God

  • @caracosey9926
    @caracosey9926 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YES WOG IT WAS VERY HELPFUL...GOD BLESS YOUR MINISTRY...I HAD CHURCH HURT AS WELL...I DON'T TRUST NO ONE BUT GOD AND THE LEADING OF THE HOLYGHOST...TO GOD BE ALL GLORY,HONOR AND PRAISE👀🙏💃🙌💯

  • @Tee-jay-365
    @Tee-jay-365 6 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Thank you for posting this. Unfortunately this happens more than people know. How did you break the soul tie to that church?

    • @purityshallabide1645
      @purityshallabide1645 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Soul ties are Alignments, you have to renounce the alignment, repent to God, receive His forgiveness, ask Holy Spirit to heal your soul, and cast down the imaginations according to the Word of God.

    • @lindac.3773
      @lindac.3773 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@purityshallabide1645 AMEN!!! Thank you, now I know I'm not the only one going thru this. I knew , but noone else had opened up about it before in such a believable way. I have gone thru many things, It was as if they were trying to control my self worth but I didn't let them. My identity is in GOD thru HIS SON and GOD doesn't make junk. He takes the lost and makes a new man out of them. I love HIM more than anything this world could offer.

    • @miss.bridgetterrell3224
      @miss.bridgetterrell3224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Leave

    • @Tee-jay-365
      @Tee-jay-365 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@miss.bridgetterrell3224 We did and the sad thing is they were still cursing us and trying to find out what new church we went too. I'm glad we're gone!

  • @mikec2988
    @mikec2988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It's easy to forget about asking God for needs but we all sometimes have ordered him.
    We really need to ask him to remind ourselves to ask and forgive us for ordering him
    to do things.

  • @dimplescolon5122
    @dimplescolon5122 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you my sister for obeying God its so true what you have said amen

  • @mishonwhite7607
    @mishonwhite7607 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your story broke my heart I'm sorry you had to suffer spiritual abuse, thank God you are delivered from all of that stuff, God is gonna punish the abusers

  • @christinaalameda6206
    @christinaalameda6206 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I LOVE You my Sister Jennifer LeClare Amen.

  • @davidwells999
    @davidwells999 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You hold the record from my experience sister. If TH-cam persecutes any powerful Christian message on their platform this posting is getting it. I've never seen so many interruptions and commercials on any TH-cam post I've ever watched. Great Job sister! Thank you for your message as well.

  • @perrypgrace
    @perrypgrace 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Apostle for sharing your testimony with us all because I went through the same exact thing. This happened to me back in 2013 and it was your book “The Making of the Prophet” that opened my eyes and helped me to recover! God bless you 🙏🏽

  • @rain3743
    @rain3743 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    People who are already abused in their upbringing, are super susceptible and seem to be targets of the narcopathic, abusive Jezebel in church leadership. Usually, they are highly anointed in the prophetic or in music ministry.

  • @lighttheway3037
    @lighttheway3037 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I've been so abused my whole life and I feel like I'm trapped in a nightmare Jennifer could you please pray for me god bless you

  • @beans9499
    @beans9499 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wow, my Mom was hurt after a car accident and then my family was hit hard by deaths and my Mom was still going to her Church BUT not as much as she used to. They ALSO started putting her behind others, pushing her out of ministries and she still feels like what can she do to get back in their good graces. I wish she just leave.

  • @1annawatson
    @1annawatson 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Jennifer for sharing your heart. You have a beautiful heart and are a blessing, this needs to be exposed everywhere, my goodness, ‘let justice roll on like a river, and righteousness like a never -failing stream.

  • @theresacurry2688
    @theresacurry2688 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I total in agreement with you , that's the same thing happen to me, please pray for me and family.

  • @juanaabadia9272
    @juanaabadia9272 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    May the Lord continue to bless you in Jesus name Amen

  • @yolandafelix5968
    @yolandafelix5968 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well needed to hear because I thought I was the only one that ever felt like this so now I position myself to where my steps are ordered by God and I can hear his voice

  • @Godschild711
    @Godschild711 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    All things work together for the good of them who love God and who are called according to his purpose

  • @heavyjoechipman3594
    @heavyjoechipman3594 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Our Father's houses of worship need more of you in them, dear sweet lady. You speak an awesome truth. May Father God Almighty, Yashua(Jesus Christ), and his Holy Spirit bestow his love, peace, and blessings upon you, your daughter, and anyone you hold dear. Thank you for making this video.☺🙏👍

  • @finaldestinationrealtygrou346
    @finaldestinationrealtygrou346 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Spiritual abuse is real. If you are one who is completely gullible, you will not realize when your pastor is a witch. You will not realize when your pastor is putting you against other members. I had a pastor I asked for a one in one ( he did not have such a thig) so I can grow spiritually. Well, instead, he begun to talk about other members and how he knew they had spoken to me by my actions. I literally stopped him and politely reminded him that my one on one was about my spiritual growth, not to affirm or deny any of his inquisitive mind. (Does that make since?) Be alert not rude. Increase your spirit of discernment. I realize leaders (especially those in the prophetic) manipulate the weak.

  • @marshamccown4530
    @marshamccown4530 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes nothing is never enough my whole life and when you feel you have to work double time to please everyone around you that will make you feel like you have to live to please man and you feel unexpected no matter what you do…and you some time you will not feel loved even when people tell you that your loved or excepted..abuse makes people unstable … You have to get away from it to be free..totally free…

  • @2Jeezuzisreal
    @2Jeezuzisreal 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yes. I speak from my own scares. It builds character but leaders who only want peace and safety at the cost of little lambs divorered by wolves. I saw it. Its very sad how absorbing this is createing a inner core circle by the fire. We all want a family and acceptance but if you get in the circle it may cost you.

  • @dlateachtruth960
    @dlateachtruth960 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for the prayer of breaking the curses ... be free in Jesus name!

  • @lueveaholmes8881
    @lueveaholmes8881 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow, I have been through Very Similar situations a couple of times! The one forced me out behind the scenes, then when I finally left, she told others I wanted to leave.

  • @writeousrhema
    @writeousrhema 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm free now, but I needed this video as far back as 8 years ago. Jesus, help us!!

  • @yeonheebessler5083
    @yeonheebessler5083 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much, Jennifer.

  • @victoryartist1641
    @victoryartist1641 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have had some weird experience in church and I don’t know how to make ahead are tails of it. I believe God is greater.

  • @melissatorres1968
    @melissatorres1968 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you needed to hear that I am not crazy and that I have experienced this same thing in different levels and are still seeing today.... please keep speaking on it amen will keep you on prayer.

  • @doloreswinders291
    @doloreswinders291 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thx. Needed confirmation.. blessings! Such infiltration in the church!

  • @immortalscapegoat6548
    @immortalscapegoat6548 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I got rebuked for suggesting that all families should take a turn at the food pantry including the pastors Because the pantry workers were fatigued. Like once a month. The pastor said "I have to rebuke you".... I don't remember the rest but.. I think that's a good indicator? Anyway I think I have C-PTSD do you know how to deal with that biblically? I think also being narcissisticly abused has made me realize I don't know what a healthy relationship is

  • @septemberdawnluketz
    @septemberdawnluketz 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you! Amen in the mighty name of Jesus Christ!

  • @marshacaudill7588
    @marshacaudill7588 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    yes I just now am coming out of a ordeal like this, thank you so much for sharing this with me and God bless you

  • @ronski0075
    @ronski0075 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God first then family then church

  • @enlightenedone1633
    @enlightenedone1633 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is 100% True.

  • @vca.thetrainer
    @vca.thetrainer 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Extremely powerful and so true!

  • @deloresphelps3996
    @deloresphelps3996 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this was powerful good teaching

  • @mrssheryltumai3757
    @mrssheryltumai3757 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for that, yes it's time for me to leave my church, I'm sick of the spiritual abuse bless you.

  • @ConservativeChristians
    @ConservativeChristians 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I don't know how you put up with it for 8 years because I had enough after 10 months, lol

  • @septemberdawnluketz
    @septemberdawnluketz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yes, this is so true!

  • @JC-nx9uq
    @JC-nx9uq 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you!

  • @Blessedone328
    @Blessedone328 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That’s why God is shutting the access to some of the churches. He has seen the spiritual abuse, the gain-stalking, and manipulation.... unfortunately, some will not see 2021 and 2022. Blessings.

  • @erikaleigh3778
    @erikaleigh3778 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I STAND IN AGREEMENT IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS AND COME OUT OF AGREEMENT WITH jezebel and her agents IN THE MIGHTY AND MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH AMEN AND AMEN ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @erikaleigh3778
      @erikaleigh3778 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I CANCEL ANY ASSIGNMENTS, PLOTS, HIDDEN AGENDAS, VEX'S, VOODOO, CURSES, GENERATIONAL CURSES ETC. OF satan, jezebel, and his agents IN THE MIGHTY AND MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS AMEN & AMEN ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @erikaleigh3778
      @erikaleigh3778 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I DECREE AND DECLARE I AM FREE FROM THE jezebel spirit and her agents IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH AMEN & AMEN ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @heathermiller5413
    @heathermiller5413 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I needed this...

  • @frankisebree8767
    @frankisebree8767 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank You for sharing needed this.

  • @TorrinCooper
    @TorrinCooper 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great teaching!

  • @Anonymous-kl2zy
    @Anonymous-kl2zy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There are genuine apostles, just as there are genuine teachers, prophets, pastors and evangelists; However, people must be very careful and discerning regarding those who are self-proclaimed apostles, who tout the office and that title, and who seem to receive glory and fame from it. I would hope that all those who sit under such "apostles" will begin to discern between the Spirit of Christ, and true humility and strength, vs. the spirit of arrogance and narcissism that often governs these peoples' lives and ministries. A true apostle is known by the works of God surrounding his life and ministry, and by the type of calling they have on their life, not by a self-pronouncement, or by waving a title in the air as though it were a badge of authority or prestige. The Lord has a lot to say about "False apostles- deceitful workers, who transform themselves into apostles of Christ." II Corinthians 11:13. Many of these apostles, and consequently their congregation, have very little genuine concern for the well-being of their followers. They treat the people well when the people are well, and when they are able to give and contribute somehow to their 'ministry'. It is when someone has nothing to contribute, and may be sick or compromised in some way, that these leaders' true character begins to emerge- what their true sense of humanity is, or the lack of it. Most of them see people, and virtually everything that goes on inside the church, more through the lense of money/business, than they do a human and spiritual lense, because in order for them to be where they are, they became linked to a secular, inferior, and often ungodly institution- known as the federal and state government. Therefore, they are not even their own separate, individual entity. When a church or church leader is aligned with the government as a 501c3 or corporation, they have to play by the governments rules. Their first obligation therefore, is no longer to the people, or even to Jesus; It is to the state. The mindset of those who become incorporated and are a 501c3, is the very same mindset behind why they would say, "Her? Don't even bother with her. We've already tried", as though she's somehow a 'lost cause', or is 'of no use anymore'. The reason you are not treated with human dignity or respect, especially when you can no longer contribute, is because you are not seen simply as a human being, made in the image of God. You are seen as a commodity, as another means of keeping the money coming in. This orientation scews and distorts everything that they say and teach, and even in their handling of the Word of God itself. When you leave, or are seen as a potential threat to their system or means of survival, you are threatened, shamed and manipulated into staying, under the guise of spiritual intention- "being loyal", "walking in your calling", "submission to authority", "the anointing that came to you from me will remain with you only if you stay". This is an exploitation of the people's own godly intentions- intentions which have been turned and used against them, for the purpose of maintaining power and control. Thus the true heart and motivations of these apostles and church leaders- many of them, have nothing to do with the Kingdom of God or what the Holy Spirit might want to do, but instead are oriented toward what their true master might do to them- the federal and state government, and the spirit of mammon.

  • @teresadexter9965
    @teresadexter9965 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes, I was shunned and ostracized......it's so sad......heart breaking for the victim and heartbreaking for Jesus

  • @cherish867
    @cherish867 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been part of about a dozen churches, and I’ve seen and/or experienced spiritual abuse in at least 10 of them. I’m done with organized church. Small in-home fellowship as what I am a part of now. Submission to authority is what we always here. I thought there was something wrong with me, and I’m not saying there isn’t. But I know control when I see it. And I’m done with it. If I ever get down to your area, I would have no hesitation to visit your church.

  • @davidom6792
    @davidom6792 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We have already over come by the Blood of JESUS CHRIST

    • @KINGDOMEXPLOITZ
      @KINGDOMEXPLOITZ 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      David i just became your first subscriber can please subscribe to my channel as well? I will be put up videos sharing the word of God just as Christine and the Jerusalem Channel does.Thank you. I am looking forward to see your videos

  • @dianewhitlock1917
    @dianewhitlock1917 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I thanks the Lord for you and the video!

  • @deborahgloria3867
    @deborahgloria3867 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Exactly what you saying is WHY I LEFT. I was put down in many subtle ways when my vision was not the woman pastors vision.never got off my case.and they asked j me if I could be in leadership. Then she told me I have to say yeah or NAY that I could not attend another church. We always went to lunch after church when I declined wanting to be in leadership the lunches stopped.
    I had a dream that this pastor woman was a liar deceiver she conniving spirit!

    • @deborahgloria3867
      @deborahgloria3867 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m sorry you had to be the focus of the abuse these people are possessed

    • @deborahgloria3867
      @deborahgloria3867 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Love you sister. I’d attend your church if I lived closer.

  • @wendyhall222
    @wendyhall222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've think I have experienced spiritual abuse by some pastors. One pastor told others from a congregation I left, that I told others to leave there also. I just felt God was telling me to leave the church, so I did. However, I guess there was a mass exodus after I left and the pastor blamed me.when I didn't say anything to anyone else. l had one pastor who told me when I went to a class to become a member that I didn't belong there in that church. No explanation as to why and I was so hurt and astounded I left Christianity for awhile and got involved in a messianic fellowship. I left there, too, for scriptural reasons, but I was publicly rebuked when prophesying by one leader who snidely said, "who do you think you are, someone special that you're the only one who hears from God?"
    It was a true word but I haven't been able to bring myself to prophesy publicly since then. I have been physically and emotionally abused in my childhood and it seems to have happened to me by people in churches I have attended, too. Not just by leaders, but also by other congregants too, I believe. Can being abused in childhood and in marriages cause things like this to happen spiritually also?

    • @shanaeingram541
      @shanaeingram541 ปีที่แล้ว

      So the doors attack can be opened in childhood. I went through trauma and forms of abuse in childhood and in college I ended up in a narcissistic relationship. I was also dealing with a jezebel campus ministry leader. I always ran into people like this for some reason. Dealt with a few and I am just barely 24. Usually the narcissist:jezebel spirit hates prophets. I was shunned during prophecy too. I can relate to all you said. I do pray you find healing and strength and that you carry on your gifting that was silenced or paused In Jesus name. 🙏❤

  • @guntaskelton778
    @guntaskelton778 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you. It is very helpful

  • @emilycoprada2715
    @emilycoprada2715 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is the teaching that i need to hear.

  • @prairiewolfedogg
    @prairiewolfedogg 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are entirely believable, Jennifer.I have witnessed shades of the same dark, controlling human propensity among leadership in various churches I attended over the years, but nothing to the extent that has been in your experience. I am sorry for what you had to endure, but God will bless you for keeping your heart away from bitterness and un-forgiveness.Now, trust is another matter entirely. You have rightly condemned the abuse that you have suffered but left judgment of the abusers in the hands of the Lord. Judge, He will, in time.For my part, I attend a very nice church and love my pastors like family. Still, just from my experience in having to put up with "Churchianity", I really don't have much desire to "hang" with the church crowd and think even less of what they may think of me. I strive neither to give offence or to take offence, but that means limiting my involvement with the wingnuts, moonbats, wackazoids, zealots, false brothers and sisters in Christ, leaders, etc. that every house of worship attracts in some measure. My focus is to stay humble before God for the most part, because men, especially those in power, will walk all over us.As for the empire building that some leaders coerce their congregants to perform for the benefit of mostly leadership (you were pulled DEEP into it), I would rather expend the same energy in building somewhat of an "empire" for myself and family. Then from the prosperity that God brings from it, in turn be a blessing to many.Keep on showing the love of God to those that you shepherd.

  • @2Jeezuzisreal
    @2Jeezuzisreal 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Cattle prodding and
    Corn hybridization(selecting only the best seed). GMO.
    Are 2 farming methods that churchs should not be useing.
    When a brood mare horse is breed and births a colt it will literaly leave it lay to go pasture.

  • @joanray1552
    @joanray1552 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm not anybody's slave anymore. I'm a slave of Jesus Christ only! I look at "so called churches" this way now! There was a man that loved woodworking. He became so skilled and known for his carpentry , he caught the attention of the "Mega Woodworking Organization". He paid his membership fees, and taught others how to improve their skills; He had meetings 3 and 4 times a week that he was expected to participate in. He began to notice the poor in his neighborhood with broken porches, bended fences, etc....He knew these people could not afford the benefits from this mass "woodworking organization". He started helping his neighbors to re-build, even at his own expensive, but he knew he was doing the right thing. His missing meetings was noticed by the leaders of the mega wood shop, and they were not happy, but he was and he had peace in his heart. He left the mega woodshop club!

  • @frenchietwerks1113
    @frenchietwerks1113 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amennnn !!!

  • @denisejohnson1130
    @denisejohnson1130 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen

  • @pamley7978
    @pamley7978 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This happened to me led by the Apostle and the church followed and I was a baby Christian.

  • @JaneDoe-sm2lm
    @JaneDoe-sm2lm 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I WAS ALSO SUBSEQUENTLY LED TO READ A BOOK BY KEN BLUE, "HEALING SPIRITUAL ABUSE" WHICH HELPED HEAL AND BIND UP MY GAPING WOUNDS. I WAS HEMORRHAGING WITHIN SPIRITUALLY FOR YEARS BECAUSE I BELIEVED THE LIES THAT IT WAS ALL MY FAULT. I TOOK THE BLAME, SHAME AND GUILT AND WENT AWAY, THINKING I WAS JUST NOT WORTHY AND FEELING IT WAS FROM GOD BECAUSE IT CAME THROUGH A BODY OF BELIEVERS THAT I FELT WERE HOLY. THIS BOOK REALLY HELPED ME UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE DO WHAT THEY DO, THAT THEY ARE ON A POWER TRIP AND POSSIBLY AND MOST LIKELY DEMON POSSESSED BECAUSE THEY GOT OFF TRACK. HERE IS THE FINAL ANSWER I GOT FROM GOD WHEN I ASKED HIM WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND HOW THIS HAD HAPPENED. I WAS IN A SERVICE AND SUDDENLY THE PASTOR BEGAN TEACHING ON UZZIAH. KING UZZIAH. I GUESS THIS KING WAS A GODLY MAN AND STARTED OFF GREAT, BUT GOT OFF TRACK AND THOUGHT ANYTHING HE DID WAS HOLY BECAUSE OF WHO HE WAS. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BROTHER IN LAW, THE PASTOR. HE THOUGHT EVERYTHING HE THOUGHT AND DID WERE SACROSANCT BECAUSE OF 'WHO HE WAS.' THE FINAL WORD IN ALL OF THAT IS "WHEN KING UZZIAH DIED.....I SAW THE LORD, HIGH AND LIFTED UP." YES, THIS KING THAT EXALTED HIMSELF AND USURPED AUTHORITY OVER GOD'S PEOPLE, HAD TO BE TAKEN OUT OF THE WAY FOR THE PEOPLE TO SEE GOD HIGH AND LIFTED UP.
    IF WE FOLLOW MAN, WE WILL ALL FALL IN A DITCH. PROVE ALL THINGS, HOLD FAST TO THAT WHICH IS GOOD, IN THE WORD, NOT ACCORDING TO MAN. DO NOT IDOLIZE MAN, THAT IS IDOLATRY. PRAISE GOD, THERE ARE ANSWERS AND THERE IS DELIVERANCE AND FREEDOM WHEN WE ARE WILLING TO HEAR WHAT GOD IS SAYING AND LAY DOWN OUR IDOLS AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS! amen

  • @iamsdaughter
    @iamsdaughter 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have experienced this

  • @chs3926
    @chs3926 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    They even use my family, my dates and others around me to attack me and said it is because of my depression.
    Where ever I go I hate to be in those position where everyone just take piece and pieces without love, and when things happen all they did was influences others to attack without my finishing story, for there own benefit and mulipulation in my word and made me relapse.
    Although my English does have mistakes, but the story isn't.

    • @chs3926
      @chs3926 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It might sounds crazy but there is others things as well.

  • @deborahgloria3867
    @deborahgloria3867 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yes can turn they deceive.

  • @paulacook9733
    @paulacook9733 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I want to worship God, and they are trying to keep me under that Jazzabell spirit.
    I have claim my Sovereign self. and their trying to oppression me.

  • @caseytrosclair5467
    @caseytrosclair5467 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow...so true

  • @millsm43
    @millsm43 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You just described the kingdom hall of jehovahs witnesses.

  • @terzocielo5373
    @terzocielo5373 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was kicked out of choirs and yelled at for singing worship in church

  • @jenniferbates165
    @jenniferbates165 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow I can definitely relate!!!!

    • @maricelpelegrino3333
      @maricelpelegrino3333 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relate much Jennifer... thanks for the prayer.... I ALREADY for them. Now alone worship to God. I don't know yet which CHURCH Im GOING. Pray for me. Thank you.

  • @ToTo-fm4qk
    @ToTo-fm4qk 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    The church that I used to go to had us all get up at 4am to pray because it was the most spiritual hour(Jesus also got up at predawn) and I didn’t get up. The pastor was annoyed i didn’t get up and didn’t talk to me. I was also abused for not evangelising and not doing what I was told. Ur roles are taken away from u if u didn’t listen.

  • @christinaalameda6206
    @christinaalameda6206 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Whooooo yes that is.

  • @feliciaretc1891
    @feliciaretc1891 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is awesome

  • @joyg8904
    @joyg8904 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you

  • @peggypiercefield5188
    @peggypiercefield5188 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I left a church like this and cannot find an apostolic ministry where i live.

  • @peggypiercefield5188
    @peggypiercefield5188 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am a teacher with no church. Please pray for me.

  • @Domi.V.I
    @Domi.V.I 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can you tell me the Name of this Church where you've been abused, because I sense that the present churh I have troubles with may be an abusive system. So I wonder if it's not the same movement.

  • @claudine5787
    @claudine5787 ปีที่แล้ว

    💔

  • @arlethamitchell2534
    @arlethamitchell2534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i worked for 0ne like this. she was crazy

  • @ApostleThomas
    @ApostleThomas 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    you are on fire..

  • @pdeneke
    @pdeneke 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thats was your training ground.

  • @benedettogentile9412
    @benedettogentile9412 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Se devo essere Ancora con voi

  • @theresamusgraves9593
    @theresamusgraves9593 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sounds like the church I left

  • @donnaparks1919
    @donnaparks1919 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I left the church but they still come at me they all know where I live lies go through naghborhood

  • @marysmith1016
    @marysmith1016 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    sound like my leadership would cursed us through their words