Back in this comment section, today I was reminded of a man who ended his life in the alleyway behind a party I was attending. I was 17, a week before I graduated and I’ll never forget the shotgun between his legs and the pool of blood glistening in the moonlight. I wonder what his childhood was like, what his 18th year was like, what brought him to make such a decision. I’ve seen many come to an end due to unrestricted internet access but when it’s right there it’s way different. I hope you got what you wanted, see you in space cowboy..
This is the metal/screamo of modern day. While I had Nu-metal and screamo in the 2000's you guys have these new rappers who took those traits and made there own form of music. I love it. It's so hard to listen to metalcore or screamo now cause it dosnt make me feel great anymore tho I love going back to the classic's now and then. But I apt for softer music now.
I just found this song now. Me and my kindergarten bestfriend use to listen to Zilla. He passed September 16th, 2021 while fighting depression, and drugs. This album dropped September 16th. I'll see you in space cowboy. ❤🚀
Feel you brother, lost some really good close ones way too soon. Hope you learn to cope, compartmentalize, honor their memory or whatever method lets you move on. So many people I've mett think this type of music is only pessimistic, nihilistic(duh) or maybe even a "bad influence" like it's going to drag you deeper down, but I find it reassuring sometimes. Resigning to the pointlessness, listening to artists going through the stuff and expressing it in ways I can't
Just know he'd out there being the best wardog out there, he'd looking over you homie making sure you don't do the same mistakes he did, my test easy bro
I can 100% say without a doubt I wouldn't be here without this song. I've lost a lot of people who have taken their own lives or who's life was taken from them, and every time I get so low to the point that I'm writing a letter, packing my bag and loading my gun, ZillaKami's music makes me feel less alone. And I burn the letter and unpack my bag and I go on with life. Thank you.
Dont do it, if you'll really feel like it, start a new life from zero. Not by commiting suicide. Be The person you always wanted to be not focusing On The things in the background. You're strong.
Every time I realize we're just the energy most of the time as souls. The energy even without individuality. Coming here, we temporarily lose the connection and constantly feel it's not our home. We're trying to fill this void with family, relationships, creativity. It's harder for some, easier for others. However, you're here for a reason and whether you want to believe it or not, all your loved ones're hoping and waiting for you. Having left the body, they already know the truth that our life's a scenario that we ourselves wanted to go through. And while realizing this, these souls rejoice every time you find the strength to keep going. The most terrible thing, perhaps, is that before leaving, people see the brightest moments of their lives. Perhaps, once you had a dream where you die, but immediately remember something heartfully warm and wake up abruptly so as not to lose it - in this case, you won't wake up, and all these feelings you'll take with yourself. Therefore, I sincerely wish you strength, I wish you to be loved and to love yourself, we're here for a reason and when we leave this place, the Earth should leave a warm imprint on our soul.
Your music reminds me that's its okay to be depressed. Just as long as you keep your head up and keep moving forward. Your music soothes my anxiety and depression. Thank you.
Ik his situation rn is shocking but I really hope zillas alright its terrible what he done but the man's music has helped me so much I can't help but hope he's ok,il forever love his songs even if I look at him differently
I’m hoping that he’ll turn out innocent somehow, I’m not a meat rider of him in any way, there’s just not much evidence right now. But if real evidence is shown I will stop defending him. PLEASE ZILLAKAMI!!!
@DigitalClipBoy it looks really really bad for him I doubt he's innocent,it's sad that such a great artist is by the looks of it such a terrible person
Lost my best friend like this song. He just turned 25 years old before he died the most violent death you can think of. Two weeks on life support, with a hole in the head from a self-inflicted gunshot wound, after multiple O.D.s. on Fentynol. Just so the hospital could harvest his organs, they kept him alive and they couldn't even salvage his organs because he took too long to die after they removed life support. My friend didn't get a headstone when he died unexpectedly. Just a pine overcoat. We used BUMP Zillakami & City Morgue! R.I.P. dawg
Shivers as I was reading the comment! I’ve been hip to him but not really a lot of his music.. If he got any more tunes tht some similar to ths.. Ths same type of vibe… I need it.. Suggestions
Goodluck staying sober, I hope you can draw strength from the things you can enjoy like Zilla's music. If it helps he too is sober now for more than a little while, and is dedicated to keeping a clear and focused mind.
My late husband love zilla so much. He took his life in ‘21 with fentynl. I wish I could’ve taken him to a concert with me. I’m seeing Zilla this year. But I dedicate this song to Daniel. See you in space, Cowboy!❤
When you stay in the shade u often forget the heat of the sun, this is a large problem with young men these days and their problems, when life becomes to easy it brings it's own hardships
The album is amazing Zilla. I just wish it was longer! But its fire from back to end. I love music in general. I listen to every genre from rap, rnb, reggae, punk, rock to pop and I think you are one of the most talented artist there is in the world right now. Your music is a breath of fresh air. Keep up the good work! Cant wait for Volume 3
I just discovered this guy right as he's releasing these songs right now . Always have been a fan of rock mixed with rap . He almost gives me an xxxtentaction vibe but obvious in his own way.
@@illyass7215 yes! I love this style Zilla but you gotta get the whole experience. “DAWG” by city morgue was the first song I heard by them and possibly my favorite lol also “Nuka Cola”
@Potato King listened to just about every thing leaked I could find, I even listen to the 10 second snippets too because they're just that fire. RIP to all unreleased city morgue music
I don’t wanna deal with any of this but I’m not giving up and I’m still here just existing for my family cause I don’t want them to feel worse than me I have purpose
Idk why I can't stop listening to this. Definitely feel the lyrics. Everyone who feels alone or like there is nothing left in this life to live for, hang in there. Sending healing to all of you. ✨🫶
I have never heard punk rock and trap music synergize so fucking well. Zilla isnt just a fusion artist the man has succeeded at something literally nobody in history has ever done well.
For people that don't know, this song is most likely about Zilla's friend who sadly took his own life last year. At his concert in Scottsdale, Arizona last year he announced that one of his good friends had sadly walked to the woods and took his own life. The lyrics to this song seem clear to me that this song is about Zilla's guilt and his struggle with what happened. Definitely his most deep and meaningful song to date.
Its completely fucked you just released this not even a whole hour ago and this is how im feeling inside just wanting to take that walk and never come back right now my depression and anxiety is killing me so bad right now but noone that i know will ever know how im feeling besides the ppl that read this but thank you zilla your music does help me fight my problems and even if you never see this im glad you started doing music and it became apart of mine and so many others lives much motha fucking love to you man i hope you keep doing this and things keep getting better for you you inspire alot of us to keep it pushing when we are at our lowest
man bro im sorry to hear that the depression is kickin ass right now, ive been there man i really have especially being by myself over quarantine it was just constant battles with myself, a struggle in my own body, but listen to this song whenever you feel like your losin that battle, it shows you that your not alone, even wit things like worth it and draino, your not alone, ive heard this, and you probably have to but trust me man your not, I dont even know you and im sharin experiences man, im here for u homie, stay in there man you can beat this, things dont happen TO you they happen FOR.
youll make it brotha. keep fighting. never stop running! you have great things lying ahead of you. bests of luck on your road, may we cross paths one day.
@@59wulf Indeed brotha I’m better now I’m doing my own thing, it comes back from time to time but things ALWAYS GET BETTER, even seeing a cute dog that u enjoy seeing is enough, JUST APPRECIATE THE MOMENT, don’t live in the past it creates depression and living in the future creates anxiety just be you forever and always
And another thing my man, it’s gonna get better, it can’t rain forever the season is gonna change and the sun is gonna come out one day, but win the internal battle to change the external situations homie, much love to you dawg🖤
Concert was spectacular, was screaming space cowboy and hopes of seeing it performed live, and Zilla came threw was a crazy experience. I'll never forget it
My fight with depression has gotten stronger and stronger here lately but Everytime I hear this song it’s a release I hope he never stops dropping shit like this
I lost one of my close friends on December 31 2013 due to suicide. He was only 14. It hurts knowing someone that young can kill themselves. If your battling depression, anxiety, ADHD, PTSD, just know, you're not alone, you got this. Even though life can seem shitty, I believe u can get through what ever you're going through. Love y'all 🤞🏼💙
'Cuz nobody cared when he was breathing He thought he was living for no reason Nobody cares for him Nobody cared if he was eating Lived all his life thru reading Cuz nobody was there for him''
My best friend committed suicide on Monday, June 10, of this year (two days ago), I like to listen to this song because we used to listen to it when we were sad or when we wanted to talk about the life, I'm going to miss him too much, since he left I feel a great existential emptiness in my soul. Whoever is reading this and is going through a hard time, know that you are not alone, appreciate life, the good times with your friends and family, know that the easy way is not death.🙌
I found city morgue in 2018 ,loved their music ever since. Got my dad onto their music and he loved it too. We would always jam out to City Morgue and have a great time. I still can't believe he's not here on earth with us. I know he's in a better place.🕊🌅🌏
I love that Zilla is being listened from young people who listen to playboi carti and lil uzi and 40 year old people who listen to old rock bands. One of my favourite artists.
After Zilla talked about this song and dedgrl on brandons yt interview it just gave the song so much more weight and relatability in ways even down to the recurring sleep terrors.
My stepfather took his own life a little over a month ago and this played on my drive back home. His name was Will, short for William. He was a great man and nobody deserves to take their own life because of sadness. Idk what was bothering him but to those of you who have issues and bottle it in, please talk about to the problem. Not everybody is meant to hear everything you say but some people are meant for you to talk about something. He didn’t talk about whatever was bothering him. Don’t give up hope, whatever it is that you’re going through, you will get out of the darkness and into the light. Things may not make sense now but they will later
My father (weirdly enough) is also named William, and he took his own life a few years ago as well. Suicide is such a confusing mess of emotions and thoughts for everyone involved. I hope you're doing well, always remember to take as much time as you need for anything. Personally I'm going through a rough patch and your last few sentences really resonated with me. Much love to you man.
Everyone struggling in life and reading this keep on fighting. No one is willing to help, to make the world a better place, each one of us has to fight and make life better, for us and those around.
I'm 44... I know.... Old azz nigga... But I grew up on Esham and BTNH ... Been an avid listener of City Morgue and both Zilla and Sos'.....since before S.N.I.T.C.H. tried to get down..... I really fux with these Young Gods....when I'm smokin' it's these niggas and Triple 6 Mafia for me ..... Always in the headphones at work....on FULL SLAP!!!
Its ironic how whenever someone you know hits you up for help/venting and spilling all their problems to you and you go out of your way to help em and they make it out and start doing better. Then when you're in the same spot emotionally or financially and reach out none of them help.
I am from a different corner of culture but I have to say this... You have achieved iconic status. I salute you, ZillaKami. Your music is genius. You inspire me. Your love for alt rock oozes from this music. This is a timeless record. 🖤
I'd like to say I just discovered zillakami, and haven't been able to listen to anyone else, I've always been a fan of punk rock and rap, and now there's a between with zillakami, it's dope
As a suicide survivor, this comes directly from the heart. PLEASE seek help, don't be afraid to talk to people about your problems, even just to get it out. You have people who care about you, even if you think they don't show it, it's true. You aren't a burden or a bother to anyone if you tell them your problems, your life is worth living, no matter what.
@@brunorodrigues2789 I hope both sides of your pillow are cold, I hope that when you go through a drive through no one is there and if there is, the person ahead of you pays for you. YOU’RE A GOAT!!!!!!
I’ve been listening to Zilla since he dropped helling station and coming back to listen and see what he’s done. I’m loving the progression and knowing the backstory makes the song all the more Beautiful. It’s a great tribute 🙏🏼 RIP to ur homie zilla and thank you for being consistent and bringing this new sound
For people who don’t understand the song this song was made for zillakami friend who killed himself in the woods his name was Phil which was said in the song this song is pretty deep R.I.P his friend Phil
I genuinely do not understand how this song has not gotten around, this should be #1.. RIP to any man that has committed suicide, if you're like me and thought of suicide often, I wish you all the best and I can tell you, keep on pushing through life, it gets better
[Verse 1] Feared it was a dog from the sight of the tracks Took a little walk and he never came back "We will find your son," told his mom to relax "He would never go nowhere without his baseball bat" Found his body layin' on the side of the creek With a backpack on and a note near his feet, it said "Everything will end eventually Every leaf will blow into the wind eventually" And I swear, that night, I saw him in my sleep A shadow that floats right above me I can't scream and I can't shout And I can't breathe, I can't scream out And I swear, that night, I saw him in my sleep A shadow that floats right above me I can't scream and I can't shout And I can't breathe and I can't see [Chorus] I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven [Verse 2] Feared it was a dog from the sight of the tracks Took a little walk and he never came back Had the SIG Sauer with one in the mag' And a book full of notes in a small backpack Walked in the woods, dropped a note to be read Took out his gun, put one in his head Blood in the sky and the leaves turned red And the deers run away while the children in bed 'Cause nobody cared when he was breathin' He thought he was livin' for no reason 'cause nobody cared for him Nobody cared if he was eatin' Lived all his life through readin', 'cause nobody was there for him And I guess you're part of the problem too And I hope that it all swallows you And now, I'm part of the problem, jeez And every night it starts to bother me [Chorus] I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy I'll see you in space, cowboy And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven [Outro] And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven And all dogs go to Heaven
We are here for you in the comments and every other person in this chat. Whoever you are reading this, keep your head up, we all go through it. Life isn't fair and that's why you better be strong and don't fall back, we will pick you back up if you do. You will be ok, WE will be ok. I promise. I love you whoever reads this.
RIP to those who lost the battle to depression. For those of us still in the battle keep fighting for better days.
please stay around. my planet earth is a better one with you on it.
@@takaetono6773 my attempt failed so I feel I gotta be here for something
@@C3001-s8g most will my friend, every storys bound to end.
@@dustindearing1722 it's mad corny but shit will get better bro trust me
@@dustindearing1722 if you got sibling stay for them man ❤️ if not yourself
He played this last night in nyc and to hear everyone in the crowd chanting “I’ll see you in space cowboy” was a fucking beautiful thing
same shit the day before in MD. this song bumps…
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Got to experience this last night in NYC at the city morgue concert
wish i was there
@@alexzanderswygert You're named Alex and have a dead guy as your pfp that's a L
I feel like Zilla is a timeless artist.
He's definitely going to be remembered in 50 years.
I hope so
*forever
Bold of you to assume humanity will last anyone 50 years
More like 💯
Definitely
What a time to be alive and vibing
@Piturca Golanu' Depression
i click the music and make a big big smile 😀
@Piturca Golanu' asa e nea piti
@@CataDrg :(((( asa e frate miu
@@JinroTheCorpse both are fake
Back in this comment section, today I was reminded of a man who ended his life in the alleyway behind a party I was attending. I was 17, a week before I graduated and I’ll never forget the shotgun between his legs and the pool of blood glistening in the moonlight. I wonder what his childhood was like, what his 18th year was like, what brought him to make such a decision. I’ve seen many come to an end due to unrestricted internet access but when it’s right there it’s way different. I hope you got what you wanted, see you in space cowboy..
Rest In Peace.
Just finished the album and it’s so good zilla never disappoints
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He's one talented dude
facts bruh
he made me play guitar
fr its insane
What a day, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!!!!
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Unity!
Zilla's solos are always so nice to listen to. It's like calm aggressiveness, it doesn't make sense but it does.
No it makes sense
the perfect definition of grunge
Yeah, he has a lot of variety
This is the metal/screamo of modern day. While I had Nu-metal and screamo in the 2000's you guys have these new rappers who took those traits and made there own form of music. I love it. It's so hard to listen to metalcore or screamo now cause it dosnt make me feel great anymore tho I love going back to the classic's now and then. But I apt for softer music now.
I just found this song now. Me and my kindergarten bestfriend use to listen to Zilla.
He passed September 16th, 2021 while fighting depression, and drugs.
This album dropped September 16th.
I'll see you in space cowboy. ❤🚀
sorry man, hes in a better place now.
Feel you brother, lost some really good close ones way too soon. Hope you learn to cope, compartmentalize, honor their memory or whatever method lets you move on.
So many people I've mett think this type of music is only pessimistic, nihilistic(duh) or maybe even a "bad influence" like it's going to drag you deeper down, but I find it reassuring sometimes. Resigning to the pointlessness, listening to artists going through the stuff and expressing it in ways I can't
you're gonna carry that weight
Just know he'd out there being the best wardog out there, he'd looking over you homie making sure you don't do the same mistakes he did, my test easy bro
Can relate. Hope your doing good.
The “All dogs go to heaven” line really hits hard showing how we can fight depression and don’t make the people who love us suffer for what we did
i hardly cry but this is one of those songs that rlly hits home for me and def alot others ykyk
@@I_love_myking_choso real
That’s not what it means
@@BrennanBoyd-g4f ?
waited so long for that album
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^ Nobody cares, take your opportunist bs elsewhere
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perfect way to end the album with a song we have all been waiting for forever
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The lyrics man, oh my god. Idk the story but danm, i just hope Zilla is good.
this song is a tribute to his friend who killed himself
this Lyrics are insane man, so heavy, zilla is so talented
@@coajdka ah damn . rip lil bro .
@@coajdka how
@@coajdka we’re
I can 100% say without a doubt I wouldn't be here without this song. I've lost a lot of people who have taken their own lives or who's life was taken from them, and every time I get so low to the point that I'm writing a letter, packing my bag and loading my gun, ZillaKami's music makes me feel less alone. And I burn the letter and unpack my bag and I go on with life.
Thank you.
Dont do it, if you'll really feel like it, start a new life from zero. Not by commiting suicide. Be The person you always wanted to be not focusing On The things in the background. You're strong.
How are you feeling now?
Every time I realize we're just the energy most of the time as souls. The energy even without individuality. Coming here, we temporarily lose the connection and constantly feel it's not our home. We're trying to fill this void with family, relationships, creativity. It's harder for some, easier for others.
However, you're here for a reason and whether you want to believe it or not, all your loved ones're hoping and waiting for you. Having left the body, they already know the truth that our life's a scenario that we ourselves wanted to go through. And while realizing this, these souls rejoice every time you find the strength to keep going. The most terrible thing, perhaps, is that before leaving, people see the brightest moments of their lives. Perhaps, once you had a dream where you die, but immediately remember something heartfully warm and wake up abruptly so as not to lose it - in this case, you won't wake up, and all these feelings you'll take with yourself.
Therefore, I sincerely wish you strength, I wish you to be loved and to love yourself, we're here for a reason and when we leave this place, the Earth should leave a warm imprint on our soul.
feel u fr stay up
Thank u for staying with us, me best friend took her own life last month and we are devastated, soo thank you. Someone gives af
Your music reminds me that's its okay to be depressed. Just as long as you keep your head up and keep moving forward. Your music soothes my anxiety and depression. Thank you.
Stay strong king 😎👍
💯
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real
I wish Zilla would make a archive account or something it would be nice to have Frailty and Rocket Man
He played frailty live. That's our closure for that song
true , those songs were legendary. Specially rocket man
Don't forget about end is near and outer space
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Infared too
I’ll see you in space, Cowboy 😔🖤
you know what thats from?
@@raidermaxx2324 i hope he knows if not rip
@@micky9798 hahah whaddya mean? its from a japanese cartoon
@@raidermaxx2324 yeah i know
What Japanese cartoon?
I can't describe how happy I am to see that this is finally official
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@Gus P fax
@Badger fan on foe nem grave
Ik his situation rn is shocking but I really hope zillas alright its terrible what he done but the man's music has helped me so much I can't help but hope he's ok,il forever love his songs even if I look at him differently
I’m hoping that he’ll turn out innocent somehow, I’m not a meat rider of him in any way, there’s just not much evidence right now. But if real evidence is shown I will stop defending him. PLEASE ZILLAKAMI!!!
@DigitalClipBoy it looks really really bad for him I doubt he's innocent,it's sad that such a great artist is by the looks of it such a terrible person
@@43Rino I know, also I forgot to mention some of the messages looked convincing, I’m just hoping for a miracle at this point.
@@DigitalClipBoyits over bro too many screenshots still good music but damn
@@bigboipapa6996 dammit 😖
Lost my best friend like this song. He just turned 25 years old before he died the most violent death you can think of. Two weeks on life support, with a hole in the head from a self-inflicted gunshot wound, after multiple O.D.s. on Fentynol. Just so the hospital could harvest his organs, they kept him alive and they couldn't even salvage his organs because he took too long to die after they removed life support. My friend didn't get a headstone when he died unexpectedly. Just a pine overcoat. We used BUMP Zillakami & City Morgue! R.I.P. dawg
that gave me the chills. im sorry for your loss G. he's somewhere out there, let's keep going! honor him brotha!
@@59wulf Thanks man, it's crazy until it happens. There's a reason for everything. Salute.
This song sends shivers down my spine
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same for me Zilla is a special breed
Same.
Fun fact this song was made to tell the story of how his friend committed suicide
Shivers as I was reading the comment! I’ve been hip to him but not really a lot of his music.. If he got any more tunes tht some similar to ths.. Ths same type of vibe… I need it.. Suggestions
BEEN WAITING A YEAR FOR THIS, ZILLA NEVER MISS 🔥🔥🔥🔥
NEVER
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SAMEEE❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
Same. Im just glad it finally got released
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Went to bed sober for the first time in a long time, woke up early and this song was the first thing in my feed, thanks
Don't quit man! You got this shit. Lost my best friend to these drugs. We used to bump Zilla all the time.
Goodluck staying sober, I hope you can draw strength from the things you can enjoy like Zilla's music. If it helps he too is sober now for more than a little while, and is dedicated to keeping a clear and focused mind.
You got this 💚
I also have a problem w sobriety thanks
You still sober bro? Hope you’re doing better fr
My late husband love zilla so much. He took his life in ‘21 with fentynl. I wish I could’ve taken him to a concert with me. I’m seeing Zilla this year. But I dedicate this song to Daniel. See you in space, Cowboy!❤
I’m so sorry for your loss
When you stay in the shade u often forget the heat of the sun, this is a large problem with young men these days and their problems, when life becomes to easy it brings it's own hardships
The album is amazing Zilla. I just wish it was longer! But its fire from back to end. I love music in general. I listen to every genre from rap, rnb, reggae, punk, rock to pop and I think you are one of the most talented artist there is in the world right now. Your music is a breath of fresh air. Keep up the good work! Cant wait for Volume 3
Fr listening to Zilla just a whole different vibe
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I want vol 3 to be pure scream rap no chill songs tbh
Can’t agree more man this album is great
@@teld1te608 i wouldnt mind that. Imagine a collab album with denzel curry.
This music hits different it made me shed a tear thank you zillakami for existing
I just discovered this guy right as he's releasing these songs right now . Always have been a fan of rock mixed with rap . He almost gives me an xxxtentaction vibe but obvious in his own way.
U should listen to his old songs like shinners 13, shinigamistarship, wardogs anthem, areyoureadykids. I think you'll like it
@@illyass7215 yes! I love this style Zilla but you gotta get the whole experience. “DAWG” by city morgue was the first song I heard by them and possibly my favorite lol also “Nuka Cola”
That's crazy bro, I discovered zilla when I was 15 back when hellsing station was first released, never stopped listening since and I'm 20 now.
@Potato King listened to just about every thing leaked I could find, I even listen to the 10 second snippets too because they're just that fire. RIP to all unreleased city morgue music
@Potato King me too, zilla played frailty live. I think that was our closure for that song.
I don’t wanna deal with any of this but I’m not giving up and I’m still here just existing for my family cause I don’t want them to feel worse than me I have purpose
Just surviving so I can make sure my siblings don’t go thru it too 👍❤️
Idk why I can't stop listening to this. Definitely feel the lyrics. Everyone who feels alone or like there is nothing left in this life to live for, hang in there. Sending healing to all of you. ✨🫶
I have never heard punk rock and trap music synergize so fucking well. Zilla isnt just a fusion artist the man has succeeded at something literally nobody in history has ever done well.
coming back a year later to mention Peep was not this good. RIP tho.
BRO WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS AND ITS FINALLY HERE. im actually crying rn.
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I love all you guys you are not alone ....we will get through whatever we decide.... kick ass and take names...
Album of the year so far
See you space cowboy
For people that don't know, this song is most likely about Zilla's friend who sadly took his own life last year. At his concert in Scottsdale, Arizona last year he announced that one of his good friends had sadly walked to the woods and took his own life. The lyrics to this song seem clear to me that this song is about Zilla's guilt and his struggle with what happened. Definitely his most deep and meaningful song to date.
Its completely fucked you just released this not even a whole hour ago and this is how im feeling inside just wanting to take that walk and never come back right now my depression and anxiety is killing me so bad right now but noone that i know will ever know how im feeling besides the ppl that read this but thank you zilla your music does help me fight my problems and even if you never see this im glad you started doing music and it became apart of mine and so many others lives much motha fucking love to you man i hope you keep doing this and things keep getting better for you you inspire alot of us to keep it pushing when we are at our lowest
You’re strong you got this keep going for us for the future songs he drops we love you 🚀🤠❤️
man bro im sorry to hear that the depression is kickin ass right now, ive been there man i really have especially being by myself over quarantine it was just constant battles with myself, a struggle in my own body, but listen to this song whenever you feel like your losin that battle, it shows you that your not alone, even wit things like worth it and draino, your not alone, ive heard this, and you probably have to but trust me man your not, I dont even know you and im sharin experiences man, im here for u homie, stay in there man you can beat this, things dont happen TO you they happen FOR.
youll make it brotha. keep fighting. never stop running! you have great things lying ahead of you. bests of luck on your road, may we cross paths one day.
@@59wulf Indeed brotha I’m better now I’m doing my own thing, it comes back from time to time but things ALWAYS GET BETTER, even seeing a cute dog that u enjoy seeing is enough, JUST APPRECIATE THE MOMENT, don’t live in the past it creates depression and living in the future creates anxiety just be you forever and always
And another thing my man, it’s gonna get better, it can’t rain forever the season is gonna change and the sun is gonna come out one day, but win the internal battle to change the external situations homie, much love to you dawg🖤
Concert was spectacular, was screaming space cowboy and hopes of seeing it performed live, and Zilla came threw was a crazy experience. I'll never forget it
Let's go I'm ready for September 30th
My fight with depression has gotten stronger and stronger here lately but Everytime I hear this song it’s a release I hope he never stops dropping shit like this
I lost one of my close friends on December 31 2013 due to suicide. He was only 14. It hurts knowing someone that young can kill themselves. If your battling depression, anxiety, ADHD, PTSD, just know, you're not alone, you got this. Even though life can seem shitty, I believe u can get through what ever you're going through. Love y'all 🤞🏼💙
Depression and addiction have taken everything from me. An inferno of destruction. Im starting to wish the darkness would take me
An album with absolutely no skips? Fucking 10/10, dude.
'Cuz nobody cared when he was breathing He thought he was living for no reason
Nobody cares for him Nobody cared if he was eating Lived all his life thru reading
Cuz nobody was there for him''
Legit the most hard-core artist of this generation the Cobain of rap
My best friend committed suicide on Monday, June 10, of this year (two days ago), I like to listen to this song because we used to listen to it when we were sad or when we wanted to talk about the life, I'm going to miss him too much, since he left I feel a great existential emptiness in my soul. Whoever is reading this and is going through a hard time, know that you are not alone, appreciate life, the good times with your friends and family, know that the easy way is not death.🙌
I found city morgue in 2018 ,loved their music ever since. Got my dad onto their music and he loved it too. We would always jam out to City Morgue and have a great time. I still can't believe he's not here on earth with us. I know he's in a better place.🕊🌅🌏
I love that Zilla is being listened from young people who listen to playboi carti and lil uzi and 40 year old people who listen to old rock bands. One of my favourite artists.
After Zilla talked about this song and dedgrl on brandons yt interview it just gave the song so much more weight and relatability in ways even down to the recurring sleep terrors.
My stepfather took his own life a little over a month ago and this played on my drive back home. His name was Will, short for William. He was a great man and nobody deserves to take their own life because of sadness. Idk what was bothering him but to those of you who have issues and bottle it in, please talk about to the problem. Not everybody is meant to hear everything you say but some people are meant for you to talk about something. He didn’t talk about whatever was bothering him. Don’t give up hope, whatever it is that you’re going through, you will get out of the darkness and into the light. Things may not make sense now but they will later
My father (weirdly enough) is also named William, and he took his own life a few years ago as well. Suicide is such a confusing mess of emotions and thoughts for everyone involved. I hope you're doing well, always remember to take as much time as you need for anything. Personally I'm going through a rough patch and your last few sentences really resonated with me. Much love to you man.
@@1eyedninjacat much love as well. I wish you the best and god bless you
Everyone struggling in life and reading this keep on fighting.
No one is willing to help, to make the world a better place, each one of us has to fight and make life better, for us and those around.
I'm sorry for loss Zilla this one's heavy
Zilla didn't disappoint although he never does
I was literally crying and I came across the album, you might have saved me today. Thank you
Stay strong my guy
@@lemonkes8618 I'm trying m8 but I got so much feelings going on my head keeps getting overwhelmed, idk what to do m8
@@unclenate4966 just remember youre not alone. And you will get trough this.
@@lemonkes8618 thank you man seriously us ppl that listen to this type of music are a rare breed frfr 😕
@@unclenate4966 yeah true there arent a lot of us. Most people i know just listen to mainstream music.
Can't believe it's finally out, just woke up and I've listened to it all, made me happy, made me smile, full of bangers
I'LL SEE YOU, SPACE COWBOY
Found this song right as my relationship ended, love all of Zillas stuff even this song, crazy how hearing this on a night like tonight takes me back
I love this new style of zilla’s, I just hope we get another album fully produced by thraxx that shinners era is still unbeatable till this day
City Morgue played this during Grey Day 2023 in Chicago. It was amazing.
Saw it in Denver on Halloween meant a lot to see it
The interview with Brandon buckingham is worth a watch they talk about the album and much more. Also huge props to zillas airsoft skills.
This song almost describes what happened to my friend Cameron. I miss him, RIP :(
Im sorry for your loss, may he rest in peace
For anyone wondering it's not Zilla talking about killing himself it's a tribute to his friend who passed.
no matter how hard it gets try to keep going taking death as a way out isn't worth it good luck to everyone struggling
I'm 44... I know.... Old azz nigga... But I grew up on Esham and BTNH ... Been an avid listener of City Morgue and both Zilla and Sos'.....since before S.N.I.T.C.H. tried to get down..... I really fux with these Young Gods....when I'm smokin' it's these niggas and Triple 6 Mafia for me ..... Always in the headphones at work....on FULL SLAP!!!
A black heart to zilla, everyone who lost to depression and everyone still fighting hard. I'll see you in space, cowboys.🖤
Its ironic how whenever someone you know hits you up for help/venting and spilling all their problems to you and you go out of your way to help em and they make it out and start doing better. Then when you're in the same spot emotionally or financially and reach out none of them help.
The bass is insane 🔥🔥
slowed down : th-cam.com/video/U7YS0e-D82w/w-d-xo.html
🤠🤠🤠
So happy I'm crying this finally dropped , glad we made it
This album couldn’t be better holy fuck
I am from a different corner of culture but I have to say this...
You have achieved iconic status. I salute you, ZillaKami. Your music is genius. You inspire me. Your love for alt rock oozes from this music. This is a timeless record. 🖤
Life is shorter than this song, and yet the futility is eternally greater
I'd like to say I just discovered zillakami, and haven't been able to listen to anyone else,
I've always been a fan of punk rock and rap, and now there's a between with zillakami, it's dope
The amount of time spent waiting for this song and album. Zilla is a legend
I think this is zilla in his full potential
Saw this in concert! Rip to all my brothers who lost themselves to this cruel world
As a suicide survivor, this comes directly from the heart. PLEASE seek help, don't be afraid to talk to people about your problems, even just to get it out. You have people who care about you, even if you think they don't show it, it's true. You aren't a burden or a bother to anyone if you tell them your problems, your life is worth living, no matter what.
I've been looking forward to this for so long 🔥🔥🔥
full song slowed : th-cam.com/video/U7YS0e-D82w/w-d-xo.html
@@brunorodrigues2789 I hope both sides of your pillow are cold, I hope that when you go through a drive through no one is there and if there is, the person ahead of you pays for you. YOU’RE A GOAT!!!!!!
I’ve been listening to Zilla since he dropped helling station and coming back to listen and see what he’s done. I’m loving the progression and knowing the backstory makes the song all the more Beautiful. It’s a great tribute 🙏🏼 RIP to ur homie zilla and thank you for being consistent and bringing this new sound
When he said "He'd never leave without his baseball bat" is such a small detail but it makes it more real than just some song yk
For real
the vibe, the intrustmental, lyrics, and zilla's voice match perfect together! i love this album! zilla just never disappoints.
i wish my dawg Nick woulda heard this. RIP love you my boy
For people who don’t understand the song this song was made for zillakami friend who killed himself in the woods his name was Phil which was said in the song this song is pretty deep R.I.P his friend Phil
one of the best on the album
This helps me remember my dead friends. R.I.P Soldiers.
I genuinely do not understand how this song has not gotten around, this should be #1.. RIP to any man that has committed suicide, if you're like me and thought of suicide often, I wish you all the best and I can tell you, keep on pushing through life, it gets better
Lies...
[Verse 1]
Feared it was a dog from the sight of the tracks
Took a little walk and he never came back
"We will find your son," told his mom to relax
"He would never go nowhere without his baseball bat"
Found his body layin' on the side of the creek
With a backpack on and a note near his feet, it said
"Everything will end eventually
Every leaf will blow into the wind eventually"
And I swear, that night, I saw him in my sleep
A shadow that floats right above me
I can't scream and I can't shout
And I can't breathe, I can't scream out
And I swear, that night, I saw him in my sleep
A shadow that floats right above me
I can't scream and I can't shout
And I can't breathe and I can't see
[Chorus]
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
[Verse 2]
Feared it was a dog from the sight of the tracks
Took a little walk and he never came back
Had the SIG Sauer with one in the mag'
And a book full of notes in a small backpack
Walked in the woods, dropped a note to be read
Took out his gun, put one in his head
Blood in the sky and the leaves turned red
And the deers run away while the children in bed
'Cause nobody cared when he was breathin'
He thought he was livin' for no reason 'cause nobody cared for him
Nobody cared if he was eatin'
Lived all his life through readin', 'cause nobody was there for him
And I guess you're part of the problem too
And I hope that it all swallows you
And now, I'm part of the problem, jeez
And every night it starts to bother me
[Chorus]
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
I'll see you in space, cowboy
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
[Outro]
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
And all dogs go to Heaven
Appreciate ya
thanks captain genius
holy shit I was not expecting that second verse after listening to the teaser
Wow this song is so fire you can literally close your eyes an picture everything he’s saying. I can’t wait an hope there’s a video to this song
Zilla I don’t usually fw your music but this one hits different bro.
R.I.P. Alicia, I’ll see you in space, cowboy
My sister from another mister ❤️
The last couple songs are the best bro bro
zilla does a unique way of expressing depression and suicidal temptations in this song and i’m all for it
Still rocking to this album
One of the best experiences with a fat fucking blunt I swear to god
Zilla really doesn’t miss. Hope the whole team keeps it up. Keep the fire going 🔥🔥🔥
All dogs go to heaven.
Except Princess 😂
album of the year
This song will go down in history 🔥🎧🎸
We are here for you in the comments and every other person in this chat. Whoever you are reading this, keep your head up, we all go through it. Life isn't fair and that's why you better be strong and don't fall back, we will pick you back up if you do. You will be ok, WE will be ok. I promise. I love you whoever reads this.
I love you zilla. And sos too. I love you all
new favorite song i’m not even lying
he's too talented, we dont deserve him
This is for sure one of the best songs by zilla
this album is simply brilliant