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  • wrecking crew 2015
    teen suicide
    danielle elise bartley - camera/director/edit
    duncan pop - producer/assistant camera/post
    eliot brown - assistant director
    michael phillips - actor
    joe laughrey - gaffer
    josh elam - grip
    elizabeth crum - wardrobe
    leslie humphrey - hair and makeup
    amber yates - production assistant
    joe stockton - sound design
    insta: @danielleelisebartley
    @fuckyouiloveeverybody

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  • @cignature4489
    @cignature4489 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25131

    You know when you see a recommended youtube video posted 3 years ago by a user with a default profile pic.... its gonna be good
    Edit: 5 years

  • @Vbytsia
    @Vbytsia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11707

    The absolute worst feeling is not being able to feel at all.

    • @Frieswithnoketchup
      @Frieswithnoketchup 5 ปีที่แล้ว +214

      You won’t be saying that after someone fucks up your shins

    • @sufferyetgain
      @sufferyetgain 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Inhaling Bread shins?

    • @Daniela-tk8jv
      @Daniela-tk8jv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      The first comment is fucking right, I used to say I don’t got feelings, but I’m heartbroken right now

    • @grufti1407
      @grufti1407 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know what your meaning

    • @wizz3974
      @wizz3974 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Inhaling Bread what the fuck kind of response is that😂😂

  • @underratednerd2382
    @underratednerd2382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14875

    The feeling when you can’t seem to look yourself in the eye, because you become a stranger to yourself.

    • @carlostdied1184
      @carlostdied1184 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      self-opia

    • @sourbaby124
      @sourbaby124 4 ปีที่แล้ว +120

      weirdness it happens to me for lkke 0.01 seconds but then I’m like stfu.

    • @amenonaka4402
      @amenonaka4402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I feel him 100%

    • @underratednerd2382
      @underratednerd2382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +163

      I don’t even remember writing this original comment didn’t realize it got this many likes, I was dealing with depression at the time and I feel like looking back I didn’t fully understand what I was saying. My depression has worsened sadly. And I feel so disconnected from myself, nobody in my life knows and I’m fine with that I guess. I’d like to feel like me again someday, and if I find out that isn’t possible anymore than I don’t want to be alive. If anybody reads this, I hope you are okay, not just pretending to be but really okay.

    • @sourbaby124
      @sourbaby124 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      UnderratedNerd don’t feel like that I love you and everybody loves you and idek who you are but I just can’t handle hearing that well. I hope you feel better

  • @thewreckingcrew1345
    @thewreckingcrew1345  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4487

    happy five year anniversary everyone
    🎉🛒💟

  • @neoscythe
    @neoscythe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16723

    “being alone really makes you realize that all you got is yourself.”

    • @11deva11
      @11deva11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      neeko X :(

    • @user-px9zs8ke9t
      @user-px9zs8ke9t 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah..

    • @lucifer82666
      @lucifer82666 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I like your profile pic is that johnny depp as scissorhands with a cap?

    • @neoscythe
      @neoscythe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@lucifer82666 yes it is

    • @lucifer82666
      @lucifer82666 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@neoscythe behind the scenes or..?

  • @obo2881
    @obo2881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4816

    Bit of a bruh moment when you realise this is how you’ve been living for a long time

    • @hast3742
      @hast3742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I only realized it now lol

    • @Demons972
      @Demons972 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I don't regreti tho.

    • @MinecraftMusicMakesMeCry
      @MinecraftMusicMakesMeCry 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Maybe a little to long-

    • @cadeelarson6812
      @cadeelarson6812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      literally me haha

    • @hel2727
      @hel2727 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      until you find another way of distracting yourself from this pain and numbness that eats you from the inside because realising that all you got is yourself and your demons makes you actually contemplate suicide but everytime you realise you don't have the guts to do it so you're just stuck in this world with your self-pity, self-hatred and constant derealization and existential crisis.
      no?
      well, it's just me.

  • @meganmullis5386
    @meganmullis5386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6336

    I don't think I've ever seen something that captured depression this well before. Both how it looks from the outside and how it feels on the inside. I don't know exactly what's different, but I think it's just that this captured the sense of being painfully average, going about life stuck in endless normality. I love this so fucking much because it didn't make depression look like battle, because it never feels like a battle, you aren't going up tooth and nail to your self hatred every day, you don't have to beat down a big black dragon to get out of bed, it just doesn't seem like there's any reason to, but in the end, you still have to get stuff done because you have to. There's a hint of meaning but not enough to care about it, and there are a lot of things that you know you should be doing but you just don't feel like it. It's the feeling of not feeling like it all the time, feeling stagnant and distant and it hurts, but not in the way you think it would, it's like hitting your leg when it's fallen asleep, but that's your entire life. You don't even realize it hurts until you look in the mirror and hardly recognize yourself and hate yourself so much for not doing anything meaningful but also not being able to because you're so drained all the time. That is the feeling this gives and I hope it helps people to understand longterm depression more clearly, that being functional doesn't mean healthy.

    • @emcrectangled
      @emcrectangled 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      well said

    • @jxnk678
      @jxnk678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +152

      This is actually what I wanted my therapist to understand

    • @t0xiiclulu68
      @t0xiiclulu68 4 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      Why did you just describe me.. Man.. I've been putting it off for a long time but I guess I really am depressed

    • @meganmullis5386
      @meganmullis5386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +116

      @@user-sh1gc3jk7l I'm so happy for you that you've never known what it feels like to be clinically depressed and in need of medication.

    • @ellamoura9288
      @ellamoura9288 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      this is perfectly put

  • @Jonathan-do1sj
    @Jonathan-do1sj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2461

    “Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house as if life was some kind of grocery list. But no one ever asks you if you are happy.” ~Heath Ledger❤️

    • @Sub5_77
      @Sub5_77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Cos no1 cares. And your answer would be "I'm fine" anyway.

    • @Carrotless_
      @Carrotless_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      🌷

    • @charmaine7781
      @charmaine7781 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      💖💖💖

    • @alextorres8287
      @alextorres8287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Once asked my father if he was happy and he told me not to ask him questions anymore

    • @nrejajarian8178
      @nrejajarian8178 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Sub5_77 exactly

  • @madufall9630
    @madufall9630 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2026

    Nostalgia, deja vu, depression, and fascination combined.

    • @jamesnguyenx
      @jamesnguyenx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      MaduFall did u know the singer is mad at x for the sample in teeth?

    • @joshuavolpe282
      @joshuavolpe282 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      NinjaBeast❺⑧❺ oh shit really?
      Where did you find this

    • @jamesnguyenx
      @jamesnguyenx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Joshua Volpe @sendingfish on instagram, not a x fan page representing xxxtentacion 2018, this page does not like new fans from the SAD! era, but they do cover rare stuff from jahseh.

    • @VRSKapitanaOfficial
      @VRSKapitanaOfficial 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Are you a member of The Fall ?

    • @VRSKapitanaOfficial
      @VRSKapitanaOfficial 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@prod.interlude go play minecraft

  • @sandyherman5023
    @sandyherman5023 5 ปีที่แล้ว +629

    when he looked at the camera, i could feel his pain.

  • @alenavarro135
    @alenavarro135 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3825

    Him staring at the mirror hits so hard. Just looking at yourself wondering who am I? Why am I here? Where is everyone? When will it ever change?

    • @isaiahlange5384
      @isaiahlange5384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      At that moment he was aware of himself. Aware of the man looking back in the mirror. Aware of the mediocre unsatisfying life that he's living.

    • @This_Guy55
      @This_Guy55 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Just staring at yourself in the mirror. Just wondering when the pain will stop. just wishing it would end already and wishing someone, anyone, could save you from the monster you’re becoming

    • @tiredaf1
      @tiredaf1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      The anxiety is eating us alive

    • @jubaka01
      @jubaka01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      that's always when i break down

    • @lborja579
      @lborja579 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Every morning I stare at myself in the mirror, and seriously it just gets harder to recognize the person In the reflection.. it’s been years with depression.. it’s killing me

  • @dlture7126
    @dlture7126 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1316

    what a beautiful corner of youtube.

    • @dataguts
      @dataguts 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      exactly my thoughts

  • @toriimee5668
    @toriimee5668 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3389

    This lifestyle of being alone is literally my worst fear.

    • @melo3814
      @melo3814 4 ปีที่แล้ว +347

      The worst thing it's not something you chose. It just happens.

    • @xxxod
      @xxxod 4 ปีที่แล้ว +243

      not gonna lie quarantine did not change my life at all. I am living exactly the same.

    • @mastersgenjimain
      @mastersgenjimain 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@xxxod i know and thats so fucked

    • @mufields
      @mufields 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Yh like ur alone by chose but when that lifestyle hits you unacknowledgingly and now you dont it leaves you empty
      And quarantine didnt rly affect me but just my relationships with my friends
      I dont text or talk to them as often anymore, they try but I just ignore, wanting my time to myself but at the same time I'm scared cuz what if i fuck it up? What if they just drop me for being dry and it's my fault and i now have no one to talk to?

    • @lildickgirl-rx9nb
      @lildickgirl-rx9nb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      It’s my reality 😔

  • @cel8747
    @cel8747 4 ปีที่แล้ว +366

    "There is a mathematical certainty that at this very moment, someone feels the exact same thing as you do. This isnt to say you arent special. It's to say, thank god you arent special."

    • @novathefallenstarwarrior
      @novathefallenstarwarrior 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I remember that quote. Where is it from?

    • @cel8747
      @cel8747 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@novathefallenstarwarrior from "our numbered days" by neil hilborn

    • @novathefallenstarwarrior
      @novathefallenstarwarrior 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cel8747 thank you kind person

  • @shmicklehumb
    @shmicklehumb 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    This song always wants to make me throw up crying. The only video my mom and I have of my cousin who commit suicide in 2019 is of him playing the piano instrumental at 0:50. We had no idea what song it was for 4 years until late December of last year, it came up on tiktok. We looked at the lyrics and it was heartbreak all over again, I wish he would have said something.

  • @jack4870
    @jack4870 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1567

    sometimes i feel like tomorrow keeps on getting worse

    • @geennaam1159
      @geennaam1159 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Saul ThedabkingOG but we find a way to cope with it, u can do this!

    • @xxx-ky5yq
      @xxx-ky5yq 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Then stop feeling...

    • @caterpillerr
      @caterpillerr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      GeenNaam coping is a temporary solution that only subsides the pain for another time. there’s a contradictory concept that prolongs my tolerance for living, and that is forcing myself to believe that things will get better; although, i know it won’t. but false acceptation isn’t uncommon in human society.

    • @jarrrodmyers
      @jarrrodmyers 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      xxx it gets better man. here if you need to talk

    • @qarmaa2596
      @qarmaa2596 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It does and it does for me

  • @VeteSprayGraff
    @VeteSprayGraff 5 ปีที่แล้ว +726

    the only real comfort while going through depression is knowing many others are as well..

    • @matthewhomman8656
      @matthewhomman8656 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Dipshit

    • @shanebywater6628
      @shanebywater6628 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Matthew Homman lol

    • @bryan_vargas1764
      @bryan_vargas1764 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      bryan vejarano tru

    • @punpuniia
      @punpuniia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Matthew Homman calm down edgelord

    • @mattis1389
      @mattis1389 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@naman334 yeah for sure he does. It's not bad at all. It's tottaly human to feel that way. That's why people hurt others in the first place. Or put people in pain so others feel and see their pain cause isolation in pain is what's truly painful.

  • @mrm4734
    @mrm4734 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1756

    I think what we're really looking for as humans is connection, just one person that we can feel that they understand us, and see us for who we really are, but these kind of people are rare, and that's why we feel lonely.
    and to the stranger who's going to read this, i am here to tell you that you are capable of meeting new people, and you are capable of having meaningful connections with others, don't let your mind tell you otherwise, you are never alone, the sun, the trees, the flowers, music, movies, poetry, paintings, and books are all here to keep you company, and don't worry it will get better.
    Love, from another stranger.

    • @anyawx6812
      @anyawx6812 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      thank u, I needed this🥺

    • @lala-kc3br
      @lala-kc3br 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I didnt need nor want this but thank you random stranger

    • @bbeomjaed
      @bbeomjaed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I really hope so. Thank you for this.

    • @bloodycorneas3240
      @bloodycorneas3240 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thank you for that, I’ve been trying to convince myself that being lonely isn’t bad.

    • @liltentokyoo9951
      @liltentokyoo9951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much, I appreciate that you show the love you have, thank you so much.

  • @1223AM
    @1223AM ปีที่แล้ว +174

    X had the coolest sample choices

    • @LilGojo1
      @LilGojo1 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      This is my favorite song of xxxtentacion FT (Teeth) 1:47

    • @ummerumman2081
      @ummerumman2081 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      What a stupid comment

  • @sarah-tw7eh
    @sarah-tw7eh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +902

    i know that feeling of looking in the mirror and feeling so entirely nonexistent. feeling so fucking depressed for so long you’re convinced you’re a ghost. i try to avoid looking in the mirror on those days, it always worsens my dissociation.

    • @sorrydaddyimtrying8056
      @sorrydaddyimtrying8056 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      fr 💔😔

    • @siennacrosby1778
      @siennacrosby1778 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Hey, I saw you posted this 9 months ago. I really hope you're feeling better now about yourself and feel happier about life. I know exactly how hard it can be sometimes.

    • @trevorfranks69
      @trevorfranks69 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have broke all mirrors in my parents house and dorm room

    • @eyezz0
      @eyezz0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@trevorfranks69 you could've covered them.

    • @jakeey0
      @jakeey0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@trevorfranks69 You're an idiot

  • @JasperInari
    @JasperInari 5 ปีที่แล้ว +864

    Wow I can see the pain in his eyes.. powerful.

    • @_hi_pwr
      @_hi_pwr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      *confusion

    • @nomad7196
      @nomad7196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@_hi_pwr Nah, that's straight up despair. Looks like he's about to have a panic attack or disassociate. Can talk from experience

  • @beanie6726
    @beanie6726 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7977

    He keeps looking at the mirror and looks away and looks back hoping to see something different
    Damn I felt that
    Edit: This is my first time getting so many likes so thank you :D
    I hope whoever reading this is doing well and if you're not then just keep on pushing I promise their will be better times
    There's always sunshine after the storm :))))

    • @ImranAli-qj4ir
      @ImranAli-qj4ir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Lonely people can relate

    • @Lilah439
      @Lilah439 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Imran Ali th-cam.com/video/WzBxZfzYcI0/w-d-xo.html

    • @jassjokbal6869
      @jassjokbal6869 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      I do the same
      just with my fridge

    • @fert7921
      @fert7921 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Derp

    • @ZebrazRus
      @ZebrazRus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      and he looks sick everytime he looks

  • @b.j.9749
    @b.j.9749 3 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    I've never felt so seen.

  • @brandloyalty1078
    @brandloyalty1078 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3845

    nobody:
    not a soul:
    TH-cam algorithm: here take this absolute masterpiece from 3 years ago

    • @ash_phoenix3282
      @ash_phoenix3282 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      fr0myourfears teen suicide makes really good music 10/10 would recommend if you enjoyed the song

    • @brandloyalty1078
      @brandloyalty1078 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tamatoaisglam thank u :-)

    • @yoshisaccountant7522
      @yoshisaccountant7522 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bro fr this random recommendation got my emotions all unstable n shit

    • @skaadoosh3188
      @skaadoosh3188 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your profile picture is Soo good❤️😂

    • @nineironspitfire
      @nineironspitfire 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Was saying "nobody:" or "not a soul" really necessary?

  • @masterbungalow2532
    @masterbungalow2532 6 ปีที่แล้ว +992

    Anyone notice there's some kind of sticky note covering a portion of the picture above the bed? Like as if the main protagonist wants to forget something from his past, etc.

    • @sybersyrup
      @sybersyrup 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      MasterBungalow main protagonist... there was only one actor

    • @kalanicastro4135
      @kalanicastro4135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@sybersyrup hes not wrong though

    • @loosestgoose2753
      @loosestgoose2753 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Rising Moon still the protagonist

    • @sybersyrup
      @sybersyrup 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@loosestgoose2753 good knowledge of film and mental health

    • @manmansgotmans
      @manmansgotmans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      You morons always point out shit that doesn't matter in a conversation.
      Now on topic: It does seem like he's covered *something* up with a sticky note. He even looks at it for a moment and quickly looks away. Good attention to detail

  • @jobbas6083
    @jobbas6083 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1164

    The sun is hidden
    Behind the clouds
    The sun goes down
    I see it fall
    I write your name
    At the grocery store
    I want to see
    What it's like to be you
    I'm lying down
    It's raining out
    When things are gone
    You can't have them back
    I Close my eyes
    It's late at night
    I hope I won't
    Have that dream again

  • @GR4MR43P4R
    @GR4MR43P4R 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

    The only person who's with you always and forever, is yourself. And thats sucks if you hate yourself.

  • @exsnstr
    @exsnstr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    you know you’re really depressed or going through it if you watching this video

    • @exsnstr
      @exsnstr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      xmcm wow you completely missed the whole point, re-read

    • @Da69expert1
      @Da69expert1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@exsnstr Excuse me but how the fuck did he misconstrued what you said???,

    • @kaneuchiha9382
      @kaneuchiha9382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Nytecore what he meant by is : if you’re depressed you’re most likely to listen to depressing songs, and this one may pop up, like it probably popped up in all of our recommended. Yes, watching a video does not make you “fucking depressed”. Thank you for stating the obvious (I’m not being rude). Hope you have a great day and stay safe during covid✨(btw why does this even need an explanation..Love you guys)

    • @anyaj5171
      @anyaj5171 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i thought this video was gonna be some old skit or something i was waiting for a punch line lmao

    • @j.clementec.m.1558
      @j.clementec.m.1558 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      please no, just stop saying this is like mocking people with actual deppresion

  • @Mac-df7ip
    @Mac-df7ip 4 ปีที่แล้ว +654

    I don’t know why I bursted into tears when he looked at himself in the mirror

    • @avaabloom7273
      @avaabloom7273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      same...you can just feel exactly what he’s feeling in that moment. i’ve been there.

    • @kekekokekeko00
      @kekekokekeko00 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      me too...

    • @shredpudding2795
      @shredpudding2795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      well, i'm too numb to burst into tears but i definitely felt a weirdly close connection to that guy.

    • @anyawx6812
      @anyawx6812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      me too

    • @electronictries8553
      @electronictries8553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Its just you, feeling that you aré looking yourself (apologyse my english, im latino and im not good at all)

  • @Kxnkxneki
    @Kxnkxneki 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    How it feels to wake up knowing that today is gonna be like yesterday

  • @sage2950
    @sage2950 5 ปีที่แล้ว +221

    When he first started looking at himself he looked like he was about to cry and so many thoughts were running through his head and when he started looking away it was like he came back to reality.

    • @lillike5342
      @lillike5342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mickey Radtke felt that tbh

  • @103a
    @103a 4 ปีที่แล้ว +284

    you ever feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, but it gets worse and worse and you wonder when the pain will finally be gone and experience genuine happiness

    • @TheAymanhassan
      @TheAymanhassan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really feel that

    • @astr0ladd437
      @astr0ladd437 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm still waiting for that kind of happiness for almost 6 years now.

    • @IshyVideos
      @IshyVideos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love you, buddy

    • @dero5466
      @dero5466 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      you probably realized everything that was making you feel bad and forgave yourself, and everyone else. Congrats man you had a spiritual awakening.

    • @lavans5721
      @lavans5721 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dont worry I'm 16 years of things getting worse and worse. Havent been able to feel anything anymore. It gets worse, but luckily, you'll block out all emotions. What a gift of life.

  • @daun7912
    @daun7912 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6880

    The Coronavirus is affecting people, making them depressed from not being able to see anyone, isolated at home. But that's how I've been... my entire life.

    • @ifisawyourreplyiwillanswerback
      @ifisawyourreplyiwillanswerback 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      daun页 🌸

    • @cmonrudy
      @cmonrudy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +136

      and yet they still don’t understand us :/ Thats life for ya

    • @jeremys3951
      @jeremys3951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      *TXRREZ* I never get used to it

    • @moonacrefalls4439
      @moonacrefalls4439 4 ปีที่แล้ว +224

      You ever watch teen movies and wished you lived a life that social and fun. Yeah that’s me, wishing.

    • @asnappinturla
      @asnappinturla 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      And for some reason I still don’t lose hope..

  • @jacobwahler2072
    @jacobwahler2072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    « What a beautiful night with you »
    « Ohh.. »
    « I would like to see you more often »
    « You are speaking to me? »
    « no, the moon. »

  • @taylorcampbell6739
    @taylorcampbell6739 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1990

    the viewer/camera is supposed to represent depression.
    when the guy was out in public (grocery store), the camera is way off to the side, and it’s behind him. the squeaking shopping cart, the bright lights, the colorful food items, and the clamor of the shoppers around here serve as distractions to his depression. hence, the camera lurks behind him. in fact, the camera is so far away, we never actually get a good look at his face until the next scene. the man can still feel his depression watching him, but it isn’t too severe.
    next is a car scene. the man is in a cramped space, and so he has fewer distractions to escape his depressive thoughts; hence, the camera now shows his face. however, the camera is still off to the side. the man can feel the camera watching, and he oftentimes looks to his left outside his window, as if he doesn’t even want to look near the camera.
    then the man arrives home. the man moves relatively quickly to his nightstand and begins to unbutton his shirt. but as soon as he comes in line with the camera’s path, he dramatically slows down. his mouth moves, as if he’s trying to say something out loud, but nothing comes out.
    then we enter the bathroom. the man never looks up from washing his hands. he wants to avoid the inevitable; looking up and seeing himself in the mirror. he can feel the camera approaching. he feverishly washes his hands.
    now comes the climax of the film. the camera is right in front of the man. he has finally stopped washing his hands. he has no more distractions; no groceries to buy, no buttons to undo, no hands to wash. he must face the only thing left standing in his way. the camera is there. he looks into it. pain in his eyes. his eyes dart away; he briefly recollects himself. he looks back at the mirror, hoping he will look different; he looks at the camera, hoping the depression will go away, hoping it will give him jut a bit of mercy, a bit of space. when he realizes the camera won’t leave, you see the pain, the hopelessness, enter his eyes again. he looks exhausted and defeated. you can see the pleading look, how he just wants the camera to go away. but you can’t go away; you’re the viewer, and you’re helplessly watching this man suffer from your presence. where does that leave you?

    • @etheriusmoon1809
      @etheriusmoon1809 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      tea 568 dude.

    • @okaytherebuddyrelax8277
      @okaytherebuddyrelax8277 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      tea 568 dude you went off thank you

    • @Pawtent
      @Pawtent 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Damn I'm impressed

    • @lcvesickgirl
      @lcvesickgirl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      wow man thanks for opening my eyes :)
      and explaining what i couldn't explain

    • @michaelbaker4575
      @michaelbaker4575 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Damn. I want out of here.

  • @steviewonder2700
    @steviewonder2700 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2556

    1:46. When you realised you left your calculator to radian in an exam

    • @evi1aa
      @evi1aa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ABG lmfaoooooooooo what ?!

    • @sweezkizz
      @sweezkizz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      When she says she’s pregnant

    • @wonder052
      @wonder052 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikr

    • @philipstoot1487
      @philipstoot1487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      know the feeling

    • @VeinGaming13
      @VeinGaming13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@sweezkizz lmao nigga

  • @izabellaperkins5111
    @izabellaperkins5111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +410

    i have an emotional attachment to this video. ive never felt more heard

    • @oz_jones
      @oz_jones 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I saw your comment today. You are seen, at least briefly

  • @mattm9689
    @mattm9689 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    When you no longer have someone to tell how your day went and you walk into a now empty house.

  • @ivanyergiyev9622
    @ivanyergiyev9622 4 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    "Shiiit I forgot the milk"

    • @mery9127
      @mery9127 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      but the dad go for the milk, doesn´t he? he´ll be home any minute.

  • @metitfour131
    @metitfour131 4 ปีที่แล้ว +691

    The worst part isn't when it's happening, it's wondering when it will end.
    I'm 26. It still hasn't ended.

    • @comradedrugs711
      @comradedrugs711 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I'm sorry things are like that. You're awsome, man. 20 freaking 6. Keep going and something'll happen for the better.

    • @catchmebby2223
      @catchmebby2223 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      do it yourself

    • @jeliii7900
      @jeliii7900 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      i hope you're still fighting

    • @bryanna9788
      @bryanna9788 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      hey:) i’m proud of you. you got this please don’t go just yet:))

    • @metitfour131
      @metitfour131 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@bryanna9788 👍💪

  • @brandywightman2499
    @brandywightman2499 4 ปีที่แล้ว +448

    Hello I am alone like this. Exactly like this. With the long pauses and weird moments and everything. Sometimes the emptiness consumes me like this and I feel it in my car alone in my room alone. If no one is there to observe you being a person, sometimes it feels like you aren’t a person. But you are. And I, a stranger on TH-cam, care that you brush your teeth and get to bed on time. I care that you got brown instead of white rice at the grocery store. It matters. You are not alone in being alone. There are so many of us. We will find each other one day ♥️.

  • @oyocgkxgoc1211
    @oyocgkxgoc1211 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Virtual hug for anyone out there feeling alone

  • @apolloniaarterburn9000
    @apolloniaarterburn9000 5 ปีที่แล้ว +313

    This song makes me remember every feeling I've ever felt

    • @yes-vo2ns
      @yes-vo2ns 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Which ain't that much tbh

    • @alejandrocruz2462
      @alejandrocruz2462 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      isn’t this sampled on Xxxtentation’s song Teeth?

    • @TheLooneyGhost
      @TheLooneyGhost 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alejandro Cruz this song is older than that song bruh

    • @alejandrocruz2462
      @alejandrocruz2462 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      TheLooneyGhost yeah i know i’m asking if this is the sampled song

    • @TheLooneyGhost
      @TheLooneyGhost 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alejandro Cruz oh I’m sorry I’m stupid, I dont think it is

  • @Frid_ayyy
    @Frid_ayyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +735

    X picked the best sample for "Teeth" it illustrates sorrow, sadness, happiness, lust, and confusion. This song is amazing and so is "Teeth". Its so simple yet has such a deep meaning to it

    • @bird3646
      @bird3646 3 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      I'm glad some understands what sampling is. Honestly, people act like they never heard of sampling before

    • @st-vb7mh
      @st-vb7mh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@bird3646 make your own music

    • @bird3646
      @bird3646 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      @@st-vb7mh funny you said that 😅

    • @user-go6cs2lh1q
      @user-go6cs2lh1q 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      @@st-vb7mh teen suicide uses samples too so

    • @jaysleepy339
      @jaysleepy339 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Exactly it feels hauntingly beautiful

  • @dosenbierdetlef
    @dosenbierdetlef 4 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    this is what depression feels like. exactly this. when he keeps looking in the mirror, I want to cry. because this feeling isnt nice at all, and I know what it feels to look at yourself fueled by hatred and disgust.

  • @17.trunkz47
    @17.trunkz47 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    X did a perfect job with the sampling...

  • @koki17ful
    @koki17ful 4 ปีที่แล้ว +313

    Imagine listening to this with headphomes on a train all alone damnn

    • @rishon7236
      @rishon7236 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I do it all the time everyday. I am numb to everything.

    • @audreyxx8311
      @audreyxx8311 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      damnn bro

    • @nostrilcake
      @nostrilcake 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@rishon7236 cringe

    • @sergsergesrgergseg
      @sergsergesrgergseg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@nostrilcake agreed this shit is hella edgy and cringe

    • @tomflynn4720
      @tomflynn4720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@sergsergesrgergseg nah you just aren't there yet

  • @fknisaac4886
    @fknisaac4886 5 ปีที่แล้ว +327

    Me: The sun
    YT: No, the moon

  • @hip-hoprap4959
    @hip-hoprap4959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +392

    When He Is Paying At the Grocery store He Chooses the Self Check out ,and In the Background you can See the Lady paying with the Cashier. Subtle but genius

    • @greenpigking6974
      @greenpigking6974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      He chooses to isolate himself

    • @solitaryconfinement1975
      @solitaryconfinement1975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@greenpigking6974 Redpilled

    • @sammipanini
      @sammipanini 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      True that, but I mean, it's wayyyy faster to do self checkout. Some folks where I live can't get their cards figured out so it end up taking ages queueing up at the cashier.

    • @mateomesa9293
      @mateomesa9293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@sammipanini it is faster but subconsciously people choose to isolate themselves, u just gotta read between the lines sometimes

    • @yamimayonnaise5378
      @yamimayonnaise5378 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Also the shot of his car only shows the driver seat and no other seat further implying the sense of loneliness.

  • @ksyoush7565
    @ksyoush7565 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    when he began to stare at the mirror for a long time,i felt that.
    the feelings of loneliness and self hate flowing in me through examining my shitty face in the cold mirror is the peak of low self esteem.

    • @soba1414
      @soba1414 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      How are you doing now? You okay?

    • @ksyoush7565
      @ksyoush7565 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@soba1414 LMAO i was so cringe

    • @soba1414
      @soba1414 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ksyoush7565 oh😭

    • @Victor_0516
      @Victor_0516 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@ksyoush7565😭 but you okay right?

    • @ksyoush7565
      @ksyoush7565 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Victor_0516 yeah im not lonely anymore i made a lot of friends and got 2 exes at this point
      i still hate myself bc of my looks though

  • @PowerPawaa
    @PowerPawaa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +391

    1:46 When everyone disconnects from the Discord voice call and you're just looking at your name alone.

    • @mattharding2194
      @mattharding2194 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      i wasnt expecting to laugh when i came here

    • @hoodybox477
      @hoodybox477 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Last Online: 3 Years Ago
      no but fr its very depressing

    • @kayleethompson3851
      @kayleethompson3851 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      💀💀💀

    • @soapy2587
      @soapy2587 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i never had the self confidence for discord calls since 2016 :( i only joined once and I immediately left

    • @ReyaadGafur
      @ReyaadGafur 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@soapy2587 thats some low self confidence. I join calls i have no clue who anyone is. And i end up fine. They arent even in front of you. When you realize that you are just another page in someones life, things become a lot smoother.

  • @cyndahlacy8862
    @cyndahlacy8862 6 ปีที่แล้ว +590

    this makes me feel something i dont think ive felt before

    • @udvaribalint6887
      @udvaribalint6887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Bro this is what i feel every day and its not good😔

    • @peanutygt8681
      @peanutygt8681 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bro, I promise you wouldn't want to feel this way, believe me

    • @lunaxcatx
      @lunaxcatx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel nostalgic.. but a sad kind. It hurts.

    • @izman190
      @izman190 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lunaxcatx right , its so sudden. :(

    • @mari393
      @mari393 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @critcendo why would that be lucky...

  • @DYLEMAHD
    @DYLEMAHD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3811

    There are a a handful of cues that set up the main character as a hopeless loner, stuck in a monotonous and mundane life. The focus is then shifted in a way that makes us, the audience, personally identify with the main character. As the scenes play out, the viewer begins to consider that our lives are not necessarily any different to the main characters', and that we too suffer from the same spiritual and social distresses as him.
    First, the main character is set up as a socially reclusive twenty-something, lost in a hue of hopelessness. The off-white color of the scene, sets a dull mood to represent how tiresome and mundane life has become for the main character. The wobbly wheel of the shopping cart (0:11) represents the instability of his life; he is as directionless as the broken cart. The fact that he opts to buy his groceries at the self-checkout section of the store (0:33) is indicative of the fact that he is not a sociable person. Compare this with the social interaction of a customer being served by a human employee right behind him. He had the option of being served by a person and having some social interaction but chose to avoid this. This contrast highlights the monotony and loneliness of his robotic and reclusive life. The way that the car scene is shot (0:58) makes the main character seem like someone who is not an active participant in life. Rather, he seems like a spectator looking in. This reaffirms that he is an outsider who does not engage in conventional society. The emptiness of his house (1:11) represents the emptiness of his life. Most people fill their homes with material things but the main character does not. He is not most people, and does not share the same values as most people around him. Overall, the main character is set up to exhibit the tendencies of whom we would consider a ''doomer''; i.e, someone who feels a sense of aimlessness and loneliness, and is subsequently stricken with a deep despair for life. For the main character, life is meaningless and he sees no reason to engage in conventional social pursuits. Instead, he retreats from society into apathetic isolation.
    Secondly, after we accept that the main character fits this conception of the ''doomer'', the focus then shifts in a way that makes us, the viewer, identify our position as being analogous to that of the main characters'. In other words, we consider the fact that we might be ''doomers''. As we look at the main character from an external point of view (1:40), a bridge is made when the main character is looking into the mirror (1:48), seemingly looking at himself. However, as his eyes come to align with ours, we realise he looking at us and we are looking at him. The perspective changes, and we go from look at the main character to looking at ourselves. It progresses to an awkward moment, where the main character looks around almost contemplatively, which functions as meditation for ourselves, allowing us to ruminate on the fact that this is us. Finally, we internalise the main character as us, and the scene ends. We realise that we are aimless and lonely, and disillusioned with life. We no longer see the wonder in existence. We are the doomer.
    So, the main character is a disillusioned ''doomer'', representative of us, the real life ''doomer''.

  • @jocelynflowers
    @jocelynflowers 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    him staring in the mirror made my heart ache. i understood it all.

  • @mills7673
    @mills7673 4 ปีที่แล้ว +844

    i literally broke down last night because i felt completely alone and didn't know who i was anymore. my parents are going through a divorce and this is just a really hard time for me. this video was just the summation of all the self-doubt and insecurity and just being totally lost in the most beautiful and heartbreaking way. cinema is such a beautiful way to convey life, thank u for this

    • @manhathaway
      @manhathaway 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Stay strong friend c:

    • @skieeskieee
      @skieeskieee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i hope things get better for you soon. take care of yourself and stay strong.

    • @christopherkemper4947
      @christopherkemper4947 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You will get through this. You will get better.

    • @stone4070
      @stone4070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you're doing okay. It really will get better with time. Stay strong!

    • @josiebutler8729
      @josiebutler8729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you can get through this, I believe in you.. you're stronger than you know 💕

  • @izanagi-4385
    @izanagi-4385 4 ปีที่แล้ว +591

    Ah man, 3am
    Perfect time to remember the only real friends I had are dead, destroyed by drugs or in prison. I'm alone but I like to think that it's by choice. Also I have my dogs.

    • @elmundoparami
      @elmundoparami 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Need nothing more than your dogs💗pure souls

    • @izanagi-4385
      @izanagi-4385 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@elmundoparami yeah they're pretty cool and they love me

    • @awareness6094
      @awareness6094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      stick to your way, dear❤

    • @izanagi-4385
      @izanagi-4385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@awareness6094 thank you! I will

    • @giacomosoncini9015
      @giacomosoncini9015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes bruv

  • @Scott_Raynor
    @Scott_Raynor 5 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    Bro that is some METICULOUS hand washing

  • @nisarsabit
    @nisarsabit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    I’m really glad teen suicide’s getting the attention they deserve. This song means a lot to people. It means a lot to me. I’m glad other people are finding it and getting to feel what I’ve felt for so long. I’m glad your here.

    • @riechen
      @riechen ปีที่แล้ว

      stop sayin that corny shit fake positivity is unimpressive

    • @paper_knife
      @paper_knife 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      same, i love this song of theirs specifically

  • @bigbadaudi
    @bigbadaudi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Teen Suicide is such an underrated artist, honestly. They convey so much emotion and their music is honestly so beautiful.

  • @yviedimitrov1077
    @yviedimitrov1077 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    The emotion just in those few seconds of staring in his eyes

  • @saibata750
    @saibata750 4 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    You know I used to live my life like this. Going to university, working weekends. Long drives alone. It felt so unreal. It felt like all I had was myself. I was alone in my own ideas and thoughts. It was like knowing that even if you think you’re nothing, you still occupied a little space in the world. You filled your bubble full of tainted glass. Sometimes we become a trap for ourselves. And we self-impose loneliness. I once weighed 240lbs. Now I’m 200lbs. I played video games for hours. Now I read books. Always know that you are in control of your life. And all you need to do is push. Never give up. Never quit. And don’t worry if you feel alone. Because I’ll be there with you.

    • @miyokio
      @miyokio 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      bless u

    • @virginiacollins
      @virginiacollins 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      how did u get out

    • @saibata750
      @saibata750 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@virginiacollins it’s a leap of faith. Don’t be afraid.

  • @josephwoo69
    @josephwoo69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I remember watching this a few years ago and thinking, “damn this is so sad” and now watching it again today i’ve realized this has become my life

    • @morallygray6527
      @morallygray6527 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same. Never thought it would happen

    • @jarenong
      @jarenong ปีที่แล้ว

      Fucking losers, this ain't my life.

  • @TahaTheeTerrific
    @TahaTheeTerrific 6 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    The song title sounds so sarcastic like
    Girl: Are you talking to me?
    Me: NO, THE MOON

  • @koino1
    @koino1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    I’ve been alone for so long that this quarantine is just normal

    • @ChiefofPropaganda
      @ChiefofPropaganda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      covid was kind of a sigh of relief for me

    • @jocelynflowers
      @jocelynflowers 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      felt. being comfortable with solitude is addicting.

    • @melaniesk12bish30
      @melaniesk12bish30 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ChiefofPropaganda for me too.

    • @ChiefofPropaganda
      @ChiefofPropaganda 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@melaniesk12bish30 hope you’re doing ok

  • @HIMOMLETSGO
    @HIMOMLETSGO 8 ปีที่แล้ว +618

    holy fuck,
    this is actually beautiful.

  • @maybesomoene
    @maybesomoene 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    The feeling of being detached from everything around us, not being able to feel what we are feeling sure is one of the worst...

  • @coarsantine3132
    @coarsantine3132 5 ปีที่แล้ว +243

    I’ve been here before, i remember it now, I was here a year and a half ago, crying on whether I should’ve ended my life or not, and I’m glad I’m able to type this comment

    • @tykomarquer
      @tykomarquer 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same, it’s crazy how I’ve changed enough to be able to bear what’s going through my mind and yet still feel sad

    • @not_purple-haze4870
      @not_purple-haze4870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too,virtual friend hugs

    • @chiunknown7668
      @chiunknown7668 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same, I've had times where I wanted to end my own life and I'm glad I didn't, at least someone like you understands because sometimes I feel like no one understands me at all

    • @Brandon-me2qr
      @Brandon-me2qr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m not glad

    • @johnfaustin2978
      @johnfaustin2978 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Thank you so much for being alive.

  • @Finch_Martin_
    @Finch_Martin_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2353

    Man I'm trying to feel some shit and the McDonald's ad ruined it

    • @foiledits
      @foiledits 7 ปีที่แล้ว +119

      PomP maybe you felt...
      hungry

    • @squallded7244
      @squallded7244 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      stick with youtube red

    • @kozel3513
      @kozel3513 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      man im tryna feel some shit and i read this comment and lost it

    • @amy-dm3fu
      @amy-dm3fu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ghoast same

    • @georgialol4162
      @georgialol4162 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Least they be mc feelin it

  • @aidancornue2276
    @aidancornue2276 4 ปีที่แล้ว +167

    I thought this was a love song about a someone in love with another person, but now I realize it’s a love song about someone trying to fall in love with themself.

    • @prayush78
      @prayush78 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This is the best comment here

  • @RememberYourSafeword
    @RememberYourSafeword 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3738

    “So I’m alone now.”
    “No. you’re not alone. not at all.”
    “You’re still going to be with me??”
    “No, the moon.”

    • @Med-B
      @Med-B 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      that's beautiful

    • @mortgarson7504
      @mortgarson7504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      from what?

    • @wespicedmemes
      @wespicedmemes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I don’t get it

    • @Med-B
      @Med-B 3 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      @@wespicedmemes No, the moon is going to be with you.

    • @wespicedmemes
      @wespicedmemes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      @@Med-B ok? Why’s that beautiful or “deep” in any sense?

  • @jellymellyanduna
    @jellymellyanduna 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    The fact that I’ve this was recommended to me after 8 years

  • @luisespinoza7994
    @luisespinoza7994 4 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    You didn’t search for this video, it found you.

    • @aronnuqui3416
      @aronnuqui3416 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      yupp and this is really me rn

    • @luisespinoza7994
      @luisespinoza7994 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@aronnuqui3416 you feeling lonely brother?

    • @blackparade4773
      @blackparade4773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What?

    • @ladnov.
      @ladnov. 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ok

  • @madyelynmarieherrera7038
    @madyelynmarieherrera7038 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1816

    Did x sample the piano part for his song “teeth” it sound exactly like it

    • @unknown-iy4td
      @unknown-iy4td 4 ปีที่แล้ว +196

      Willie g his producer did yes for the song teeth

    • @cs2d20
      @cs2d20 4 ปีที่แล้ว +151

      A lot of x’s songs were had samples in them

    • @Maria12457
      @Maria12457 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING TOO

    • @j.carlton
      @j.carlton 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      I finally found this comment 😂

    • @lillike5342
      @lillike5342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Yes X sampled it

  • @isaacibanez8137
    @isaacibanez8137 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Everything about this is perfect

  • @Soup_phobic
    @Soup_phobic 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The detail in this is so saddening. Everything is supposed to make you feel so alone. Even something as simple as talking to a cashier can make people feel less lonely, I like that they used the self checkout register to convey that loneliness.

  • @jnkey
    @jnkey 6 ปีที่แล้ว +604

    my whole life in two minutes.

  • @candyeyed5384
    @candyeyed5384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I love how sad this makes me. I want to hug him because I feel like I understand exactly how he feels.

  • @amzino999
    @amzino999 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I love this name it sounds so sarcastic, like when you’re leaving in the morning for school and your mom says “where are you going, school?” And you respond “no, the moon”

  • @caralewis7641
    @caralewis7641 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    The end scene is practically incredible, he translates so much with his eyes, you can really identify what he is trying to portray.
    For me I feel like he was trying to portray Inner distress due to loneliness, overwhelming scattered thoughts and major anxiety.
    I have felt like that blankly staring into the mirror and looking away, then looking back due to feeling a bit ocd because of the stress.
    So deeply powerful with the melody as well! Truly happy I have found this beautiful song.

  • @Av3reij
    @Av3reij 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I know that feeling, when u suddenly remember something that made u happy... and then left u

  • @rranee
    @rranee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    this is what i show to somone if they ask how depression and lonliness feels like.

    • @youdontknowwhoiamimdawson8094
      @youdontknowwhoiamimdawson8094 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      kaiii guerra *loneliness

    • @itsjosh1475
      @itsjosh1475 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Grocery shopping and dramatically looking at a mirror?

    • @jjtiger7023
      @jjtiger7023 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is it? realistically how many people ask that?

    • @kelvintheone5173
      @kelvintheone5173 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      JJ Tiger these people don’t know what depression is 😂

    • @USSY405
      @USSY405 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@itsjosh1475 Look at THURDEYE comment

  • @wimonte8725
    @wimonte8725 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This guy understood what loneliness feels like even before we felt it.

  • @dhruv1019
    @dhruv1019 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I know everyone's trying to submerge in a tub of self-pity with their tragic lives here but the real tragedy for me will always be to have never been able to track down Michael Phillips (on social media) and thank him for personifying my perpetual state of mind on screen.

  • @_vo1dz370
    @_vo1dz370 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    0:50 - 1:10 that tune brings tears to my eyes

    • @kyotosghost
      @kyotosghost 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Irlan :p bruh thats why

    • @x3tl364
      @x3tl364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It reminds me of teeth by x

    • @stunnajo
      @stunnajo ปีที่แล้ว

      @@x3tl364 x sampled it

  • @ghandiidubaii1030
    @ghandiidubaii1030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1576

    TH-cam recommendations
    2015: no
    2016: no
    2017: no
    2018: no
    2019: no coronavirus
    2020: no, the moon and coronavirus
    2021: no, the moon and vaccinations

    • @GraveyardKid
      @GraveyardKid 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ghandii Dubaii no, the moon

    • @roroo
      @roroo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      no, the moon

    • @jeremys3951
      @jeremys3951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😂😂

    • @jaraaaluv
      @jaraaaluv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no, the moon

    • @KevinMcLean
      @KevinMcLean 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel like TH-cam specifically recommended this knowing someone would say this

  • @avuhhh
    @avuhhh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    shit, I was left staring into my own eyes when the screen went black at the end. crazy how much emotion can be communicated in such a short amount of time

  • @sethholland8579
    @sethholland8579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I love that their name is "Teen Suicide" and they make sad music so when you look them up you don't always think to put 'band' on the end and it shows you the suicide hotline number. These guys out here doing God's work.

  • @izarah945
    @izarah945 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    2:00. I took it as in "This is my life huh? I dont even wanna be here, Am I even here right now?"

  • @AdlersMusic
    @AdlersMusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    There's a certain peace I feel when I wollow in my own sadness and just shut myself off from everyone, maybe those moments exist to help you appriate when you get out of it and actually achive happiness, idk.

    • @ramimaalouf
      @ramimaalouf 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's what I did and it worked

  • @marlong6875
    @marlong6875 7 ปีที่แล้ว +479

    This needs way more views man

    • @anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536
      @anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      sucks that xxxtentacion’s shit song “teeth” has more recognition

    • @Jonnyboy6667
      @Jonnyboy6667 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536 its not even his fault tho. His old producer willie g sampled this song and X bought the beat off the Internet and used it for his song teeth. He probably didn't even know who teen suicide was or that this was originally their song

    • @yuchk8588
      @yuchk8588 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Jonnyboy6667 bruh x was a fan of them

    • @cjcrawley1790
      @cjcrawley1790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Jonnyboy6667 x knew them bruh, he was inspired by them, he used a similar title aesthetic for his songs and was inspired by their lo fi production

    • @birdmusic1206
      @birdmusic1206 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      there are people out there that need way more food, that's life I guess.

  • @dani-kg2ly
    @dani-kg2ly 3 ปีที่แล้ว +193

    I used to listen this song when all I wanted was to die, when I was suicidal. Now I listen to it and I'm glad i didn't listen to those thoughts

    • @sabrinadavies3247
      @sabrinadavies3247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      happy for you :)

    • @dani-kg2ly
      @dani-kg2ly 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sabrinadavies3247 thanks 💖

    • @khushboogautam504
      @khushboogautam504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Really happy for you, hope you're doing well

    • @frutzu7295
      @frutzu7295 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      What is the song name

    • @ineedsleep09
      @ineedsleep09 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      update are you good bro

  • @madisyna.1469
    @madisyna.1469 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    no matter how much this song drifts away from my memory, i always find myself coming back.

  • @moist_electrical_wiring
    @moist_electrical_wiring 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    that look..
    I'm in a better place now than I used to be. But that look still takes me back to that feeling. To this day, I've never seen anything more accurately portray that state more viscerally than that look

  • @user-im1yw2jv4n
    @user-im1yw2jv4n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I was listening to this song on repeat the whole day

  • @frankenstein93
    @frankenstein93 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I found this masterpiece in may 2024

  • @bitchbruh5593
    @bitchbruh5593 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    this video reminds me of the day where i realized how lonely i rlly am. i went to school, ive been struggling with money, a bad breakup, drug abuse in my family and my grades for months now, and i feel like nothing. i went from class period to class period to lunch to class period etc without rlly talking to anyone. i literally sit in the bathrooms in the mornings cus i have no one to be with in the mornings and it’s so fucking depressing man like i got home and just started breaking down cus all of the loneliness and realization about how my life will probably never change and i couldn’t hold it in anymore. no distractions, just me in a quiet room with my thoughts and i couldn’t take it anymore. so yeah i love this video so much

  • @kein.3x3
    @kein.3x3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    His lips are shaped in a way that they make me want to watch him move them always

  • @XZATAN
    @XZATAN หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    long live x

  • @femaleserialkiller
    @femaleserialkiller 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    tonight i cried so hard that i felt sick to my stomach. i ranted about my emotions to my wall because i could never tell another human being what is going on. relapsing fucking sucks.

    • @fionak3086
      @fionak3086 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's alright
      It might get better

  • @dekuismychild2895
    @dekuismychild2895 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is probably the best depiction of depression I’ve ever laid eyes on.
    This song depicts it so well on its own and this video just made it so much better.
    Props to you guys.