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  • @simmerlysim
    @simmerlysim 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The past two vlogs made me cry and sobbing so bad, so much emotion, and learning about life and the meaning of life, but I am soo grateful for sharing this, its an important message from you, and thank you for showing this part of you.

  • @greyrae59
    @greyrae59 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love you Kayla, haven’t been around for a while but I was around watching the sims streams. You’ve come so far. I’m so incredibly proud of you for jumping on here & being so real & raw. Stay strong momma. 🥹 you’re amazing & never forget that

  • @leehan_open_the_door_please
    @leehan_open_the_door_please 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Listening you talking about all of this made me so proud of you and the strength that you have, and since yesterday I've tried to learn words to try and encourage you through this jorney ...And then 6:15 happened and uh.. tears started rolling down my face and I had no idea how badly I needed to hear that. So thank you. You shine brighter than sometimes I feel like you give credit to yourself, you are a strong, beautiful person and i'm all here for more loving yourself.

  • @fortheloveofrk9580
    @fortheloveofrk9580 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Kayla in times that you feel less please listen to what you said to us at 6:12. You are ENOUGH, when you’re broken you are ENOUGH, when you are hurting you are ENOUGH! When you give us 8 min vlogs or 20 min vlogs you are EVERYTHING we need in those moments. 💚

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thank you so much RK

  • @pinecrossing1200
    @pinecrossing1200 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I once saw a comment somewhere that said "The Lord doesn't make all of us preachers as a career, but his word comes through multiple careers, hobbies, and interest." It's hard to see what lies ahead, to trust and believe, but I believe this journey is bringing you somewhere greater. Best wishes Kayla!

  • @simmlynaima
    @simmlynaima 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have also been on a journey of forgiveness. It is not easy but it is so worth it. I feel lighter. I feel more comfortable in my own skin. I love that this is so raw and beautiful. I hope that you continue to show your journey because it lets the rest of us (ME) know that the sadness and tears are truly a part of healing; and that its okay to feel. Forgiveness is necessary when healing. Thanks Kayla! You are truly a bright light!

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      thank you Nai! we were just talking about how much we miss you on stream lol

  • @AngelBrittanyXO
    @AngelBrittanyXO 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love you Kayla. And I'm so proud of you. Always. Take care of yourself, check in with you first. And don't ever be afraid to let it out. It'll will tear you down from the inside out if you don't.

  • @Wolpertingertas
    @Wolpertingertas 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm so proud oof you for facing the hardships. Watching you on stream struggle to come to terms with having to tell your community what you are going through was so inspiring and I am so glad that you have the best community to lean on when you need us. You are one of the strongest, most hard working people I know and you deserve all the good things.

  • @JeroniSauce
    @JeroniSauce 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Whew I feel this. I'm working on forgiving someone myself and even though I've acknowledged/moved on from a lot of it, I realized its changed me and not for the better. This was an on time message. We love you Kayla and you definitely have me in your corner!

  • @AundraE.
    @AundraE. 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I know it's not always easy, but your strength during tough times is truly remarkable. Despite the urge to let go, your resilience shines through. Keep shining bright; you're an incredible example of courage and perseverance. Love and light.

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thank you so much babes

  • @Andrea-wm4if
    @Andrea-wm4if 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The POWER in being your true authentic self, even when it isn’t glamour and rainbows, is what makes you magical. As you reflect, and navigate these feelings, I am so proud to see the grace you give to yourself. You deserve it, we all do 💜

  • @cettesimmer
    @cettesimmer 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm not crying...no I'm crying yeah. I thank you for sharing this part of your life with us. It takes a lot to open up and I'm very proud of you. I want to give you hug! You deserve nothing but the most amazing vibes. As a Kave dweller watching you have the courage to be with your community, during a not so easy time is ONLY ONE of the strongest things I've seen you do. You're an amazing uncle and an even better woman. 🤎 Love you Kayla.

  • @jyminiee
    @jyminiee 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending all the love your way, you got this!🫶🏽✨

  • @Meadowsandmangoes
    @Meadowsandmangoes 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    *gives you the biggest of hugs* Oh Kayla. Idk if it’s ok to say this but I am so proud of your growth and how far you have come. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I love that you are finding peace and joy in yourself! Omg it’s so beautiful.

  • @GingerQueenie
    @GingerQueenie 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I ❤ you Kayla, thank you for being an amazing and open person. Something that comforts me is 'you can't control other people, only yourself'. I hope you can process and move on from this chapter in your life with an open and loving heart. (Also loving the voice overs. My muscle mommy whispering in my ear is so calming)

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i love you too ginger

  • @caitlin.2254
    @caitlin.2254 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have my in tears.. but happy tears. ❤️ This was such a beautiful vlog. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. I appreciate you so much.

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!!

  • @maxluvsgeese
    @maxluvsgeese 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    been feeling so stuck in the past recently and felt like i was alone in that feeling, this video was so refreshing and i hope you are taking care of yourself, kayla ❤️‍🩹 sending love to both of us as we continue on our healing journeys 💓

  • @thecosycat
    @thecosycat 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just found your channel and I'm instantly in love. As a 34yo myself, dealing with stuff as well all I can do is send you all strength I have. Give yourself time, be kind. xoxo

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thank you so much! i hope you continue to enjoy!

  • @chloestakes
    @chloestakes 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So inspiring❤ you got this!

  • @EllePerez-sm9sx
    @EllePerez-sm9sx 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    These last two vlogs were so intense and beautiful. I've watched them twice the spike so powerfully to some things I've been struggling with the past few months within myself. Thank you for sharing such vulnerability and openly with us.
    **side note apologies I watch YT on my TV and didn't realize it had been logged out of my account and was not subscribing nor recording my likes on the videos I watched.

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much for this. I truly appreciate it. I hope that you are able to overcome what you’re going through. ✨

  • @CrisRachel
    @CrisRachel 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’ll always ride with you through the gunk and muck of life. You’ll be your shining bright self on the other side✨✨🫂🙏🏽I love you infinitely♾️

  • @Meadowsandmangoes
    @Meadowsandmangoes 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    *waddles quickly* A new Vloggggggg.

  • @KyInRealLife
    @KyInRealLife 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Being forgiving to all the wrong people... a word. The way I wanted to give you the biggest hug in that corner. Miso is the best emotional support animal, sorry Sabi & Sushi lol! jk jk not choosing faves. Love you so so much. & girlll these videos are everything, no matter how long or short. Your effort & strength is EVERYTHING, so thank you for sharing my love. ❤

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i love you more! thank you for being here for me through it all

  • @brezzyarii
    @brezzyarii 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    wow. this vlog truly made me cry because this is what I needed to hear as I am also going through my journey with my mental health. I thank you so much for sharing your healing journey with us because I know it hasn't been easy. and don't be embarrassed that you were crying while you were praying because crying is also praying without speaking and God stills hears us when we cry, that is something I had to learn as well. I will continue to pray for you and check in on you (if you don't mind). You truly are such a strong woman and I admire that. Keep going and keep your head up love. You got this!! Always remember Romans 15:13 !! 1.4.3🤎🤍

  • @Reina_garza
    @Reina_garza 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    W vlog crying at work

  • @JoyChosen
    @JoyChosen 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this is why I subscribed to you and why I am here for you Kayla. I love when you are transparent and able to let your guard down. this is why you will always remain in my thoughts when it comes to the BlackGirlGamer community. you are setting the trail ablaze when you unapologetically give thanks to God, our Lord Jesus Christ and still have faults and remain relatable. sending you off with a little note: unc you had me crying lol...and on a more serious note: Love and Light Kay.

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thank you so much Joy

  • @PJAD247
    @PJAD247 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We love you Kayla😢

  • @luisafreitas9346
    @luisafreitas9346 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are amazing! Love you pretty 🤍

  • @livefreelydc
    @livefreelydc 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Miss ma'am. I watched because I'm gonna always support but umm...seeing you cry like that broke my heart. I don't like it. I mean I understand but whew I was ready to fight anyone and anything that caused those tears man (The fact that you were praying immediately left my mind. I've recovered now but whew). I am so happy you are able to open up about what you've been going through. A huge weight had to have been lifted. Sending so much love and light as you continue on this healing journey. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. ♥

    • @KandidlyKayla
      @KandidlyKayla  8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      love you niece! we wont fight... today lol (jk)

  • @cara_273
    @cara_273 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    💗💗💗

  • @mrscollins411
    @mrscollins411 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    💖💖💖

  • @Innervlogshanice
    @Innervlogshanice 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @janinasoraia
    @janinasoraia 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

  • @dez-gy4nk
    @dez-gy4nk 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🫂🤍

  • @EmChauntastic
    @EmChauntastic 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

  • @KyInRealLife
    @KyInRealLife 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    firsssstttt !

  • @ArcaneEiro
    @ArcaneEiro 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Omfg. Everyone lies. Get used to it and live with the lies