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  • @Your_girlems
    @Your_girlems ปีที่แล้ว +210

    “Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much to see how much it bleeds, it's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush to me” felt on a different level

    • @pwqshiiv.
      @pwqshiiv. ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Hey, I know this seems tricky, but I would recommend trying to quit s/h. It doesn't ever help, and only damages your veins. It can also end with death. Try to quit please, remember you are perfect.

    • @Your_girlems
      @Your_girlems ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@pwqshiiv. thank you sm u don’t know how much this means to me♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

    • @pwqshiiv.
      @pwqshiiv. ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Your_girlems no problem, happy to help. If you are addicted to the s/h, you could cut up the sleeves of a shirt temporarily, and then gradually cut that shirt less and less until you stop cutting it at all.

    • @andreamorra8956
      @andreamorra8956 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Aww ik what it's like, and I got out of it and u can too, so stop doing sh pls

    • @dtaboada69
      @dtaboada69 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Facts

  • @elizabethcoe351
    @elizabethcoe351 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

    "I hope you know i ripped all your pictures off the wall!" Felt that

    • @lfwul
      @lfwul 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      why?

  • @andreamorra8956
    @andreamorra8956 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    'U don't know what it was like for us growing up' aww I love Eminem he was so right abt that 😭

  • @aliarigley7831
    @aliarigley7831 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This was my ex’s fav song and when i listen to it on repeat i remember all the memories we made together (A if you ever see this im sorry for hurting you dw ill be gone soon)

    • @BoyInAHoodie-mz1jk
      @BoyInAHoodie-mz1jk ปีที่แล้ว +2

      U better reply to this comment 🥺

    • @liv_iscool
      @liv_iscool 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      dont leave. People need you.

    • @BMapping
      @BMapping 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Please don’t go.

  • @saturnxoxo01
    @saturnxoxo01 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    STAN LYRICS EMINEM
    [Intro: Dido]
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could, it'd all be grey
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    [Chorus: Dido]
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could, it'd all be grey
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    [Verse 1: Eminem]
    Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin'
    I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom
    I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em
    There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
    Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
    But anyways, fuck it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?
    My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
    If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie
    I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
    I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
    I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
    I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
    I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man
    I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat
    Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back
    Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
    [Chorus: Dido]
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could, it'd all be grey
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    [Verse 2: Eminem]
    Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
    I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
    If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert, you didn't have to
    But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
    That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old
    We waited in the blisterin' cold for you, for four hours, and you just said, "no"
    That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol
    He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do
    I ain't that mad, though I just don't like bein' lied to
    Remember when we met in Denver? You said if I'd write you, you would write back
    See, I'm just like you in a way: I never knew my father neither
    He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
    I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs
    So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
    'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed
    I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
    Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
    It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
    See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
    My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
    But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does
    She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
    You gotta call me, man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
    Sincerely yours, Stan-P.S. We should be together too

    • @Rubylovesroblox
      @Rubylovesroblox 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@saturnxoxo01 underrated

    • @Vexsis555
      @Vexsis555 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ❤❤❤

  • @sonnnniiiiicXXXXX
    @sonnnniiiiicXXXXX 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    "I hope you know I ripped all your pictures off my wall"
    "Sometimes i even cut myself to see how much it bleeds, it's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush to me"
    "I ain't that mad I just don't like being lied to"
    "I can relate to what your saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed"
    "My gf jealous cause I talk about you 24/7"
    "ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS AND STILL NO WORD"
    "YOU COULDVE RESCUED ME FROM DROWNING"

  • @Meg_luv10
    @Meg_luv10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song saved my life dude

  • @Johnny_Boy1
    @Johnny_Boy1 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Everytime i get syressed i always listen to this❤

  • @albinhatemyself
    @albinhatemyself ปีที่แล้ว +23

    “Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much to see how much it bleeds, it's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush to me“. ralate to much

    • @Random_crazy1
      @Random_crazy1 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@albinhatemyself facts

  • @jaeminnieUwU
    @jaeminnieUwU 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The way we all relate to the lyrics say enough about the fucked up society we live in

  • @hania5503
    @hania5503 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'll all be gray
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad
    It's not so bad
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window (window)
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'll all be gray
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad
    It's not so bad
    Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin'
    I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
    I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em
    There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
    Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
    But anyways, fuck it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?
    My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
    If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
    I'ma name her Bonnie
    I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
    I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
    I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
    I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
    I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man
    I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat
    Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back
    Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
    This is Stan
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window (window)
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'll all be gray
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad
    It's not so bad
    Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
    I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
    If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
    You didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew
    That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old
    We waited in the blistering cold for you
    For four hours and you just said, "No"
    That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol
    He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do
    I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to
    Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back
    See, I'm just like you in a way
    I never knew my father neither
    He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
    I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
    So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
    'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed
    I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
    Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
    It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
    See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
    My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
    But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
    She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me, man
    I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
    Sincerely yours, Stan
    P.S. we should be together too
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window (window)
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'll all be gray
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad
    It's not so bad
    Dear Mr. I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans
    This will be the last package I ever send your ass
    It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it?
    I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
    So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
    I'm in the car right now, I'm doing ninety on the freeway
    Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka
    You dare me to drive?
    You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
    About that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning
    But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
    That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
    Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
    And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
    I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
    I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
    You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
    And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
    I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
    See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm tryna talk
    Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
    But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
    'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
    Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
    Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
    My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I
    Got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window (window)
    And I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'll all be gray
    But your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad
    It's not so bad
    Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
    You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
    Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
    And here's an autograph for your brother
    I wrote it on a Starter cap
    I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you
    Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
    But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
    I say that shit just clownin', dawg, come on, how fucked up is you?
    You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counseling
    To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
    And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
    That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
    I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
    Or maybe you just need to treat her better
    I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
    Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine
    If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
    Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
    I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
    I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
    Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
    And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
    And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
    Come to think about, his name was, it was you
    Damn!

  • @Yukiisswag
    @Yukiisswag ปีที่แล้ว +11

    2:19 aw yeah i relate fr fr

    • @andreamorra8956
      @andreamorra8956 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ik it's hard but ure so strong alr?

    • @jaeminnieUwU
      @jaeminnieUwU 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I hope you're okay. One thing I did was have a vent book. Draw or write and put pressure on the paper and tear it with a pen. It helps

  • @n3jh
    @n3jh ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It's not so bad /:

  • @cwutezoe
    @cwutezoe 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    “sometimes i even cut myself just too see how much it bleeds” “its not so bad” ❤️

  • @Coolbet780
    @Coolbet780 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    good

    • @quiras_epic
      @quiras_epic 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      good!!

  • @michaelaandiorio
    @michaelaandiorio ปีที่แล้ว +17

    My teas gone cold

    • @JUNKAI_KETCHUP
      @JUNKAI_KETCHUP ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I wonder why I got out of bed at all~

    • @michaelaandiorio
      @michaelaandiorio ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@JUNKAI_KETCHUP The morning rain clouds at my window

    • @Decemberr15
      @Decemberr15 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      And even if I could it'll all be gray

    • @andreamorra8956
      @andreamorra8956 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      'U don't know what it was like for us growing up' facts from Eminem right there

    • @bl4ster
      @bl4ster ปีที่แล้ว +2

      But your pitcure on my wall..

  • @st4rs101
    @st4rs101 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    3:29 💗

  • @Y-Y-Yuriiynxx
    @Y-Y-Yuriiynxx 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this song, and the pitcure of Yu after Ayumi died is so fitting omg (if that even is Yu i havent seen the anime in so long sry-)

  • @kittyfan18
    @kittyfan18 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    2:19 felttt

  • @user-hp7xh1hg5n
    @user-hp7xh1hg5n ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Nicee

  • @Rubylovesroblox
    @Rubylovesroblox 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Anyone February 31st 9050??

  • @Rubylovesroblox
    @Rubylovesroblox 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    3:38

  • @Random_crazy1
    @Random_crazy1 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Anyone 2024 👇

  • @harrybear0984
    @harrybear0984 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    5:10 💯❤‍🔥

  • @1nd0nly.Husker
    @1nd0nly.Husker ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling
    I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
    I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em
    There probably was a problem at the post office or something
    Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
    But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man, how's your daughter?
    My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father
    If I have a daughter, guess what I'mma call her?
    I'mma name her Bonnie
    I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry
    I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
    I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
    I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
    I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man
    I like the shit you did with Rawkus, too, that shit was phat
    Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back
    Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
    This is Stan
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
    I ain't mad - I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
    If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
    You didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew
    That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
    We waited in the blistering cold for you
    For four hours and you just said, "No"
    That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
    He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
    I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
    Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
    You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
    I never knew my father neither
    He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
    I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
    So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
    'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
    I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
    Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
    It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
    See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
    My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
    But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
    She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
    You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
    Sincerely yours, Stan
    P.S.
    We should be together, too
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
    This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
    It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?
    I know you got my last two letters;
    I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
    So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
    I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
    Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
    You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight"
    About that guy who could've saved that other guy from drowning
    But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
    That's kinda how this is, you could've rescued me from drowning
    Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
    And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
    I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
    I loved you, Slim, we could've been together, think about it
    You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
    And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
    I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
    See, Slim,-shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
    Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,
    But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up. See, I ain't like you
    'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too
    Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
    Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I've just been busy
    You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
    Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
    And here's an autograph for your brother
    I wrote it on the Starter cap
    I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you
    Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
    But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists, too?
    I say that shit's just clowning , dawg
    C'mon! How fucked up is you?
    You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counseling
    To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
    And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
    That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
    I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
    Or maybe you just need to treat her better
    I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
    Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doing just fine
    If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but, Stan
    Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
    I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
    I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
    Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
    And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
    And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
    Come to think about it, his name was... it was you
    Damn!

    • @_lia_305
      @_lia_305 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is your hands tierd lol

    • @i_love_God444
      @i_love_God444 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@_lia_305he copied and pasted it

  • @that-one-person-no-one-likes
    @that-one-person-no-one-likes ปีที่แล้ว +3

    From what anime is the pic?

  • @aviation_678
    @aviation_678 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Bro this pic is my emotions and my ego 😢

  • @TanNhat10a2
    @TanNhat10a2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good luck

  • @kak._.sh4ha62
    @kak._.sh4ha62 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    oh my gosh😅💔

  • @BlatVR
    @BlatVR 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It hurts.

  • @pepsicolachris
    @pepsicolachris ปีที่แล้ว +1

    relapsing.

  • @jerbyjerboa
    @jerbyjerboa 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    just listen to the song at normal speed

  • @Galaxy-VrVids
    @Galaxy-VrVids 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    2:57

  • @ridodutaprasetyo1760
    @ridodutaprasetyo1760 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling
    I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
    I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em
    There probably was a problem at the post office or something
    Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
    But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man, how's your daughter?
    My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father
    If I have a daughter, guess what I'mma call her?
    I'mma name her Bonnie
    I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry
    I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
    I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
    I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
    I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man
    I like the shit you did with Rawkus, too, that shit was phat
    Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back
    Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
    This is Stan
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
    I ain't mad - I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
    If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
    You didn't have to, but you could've signed an autograph for Matthew
    That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
    We waited in the blistering cold for you
    For four hours and you just said, "No"
    That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
    He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
    I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
    Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
    You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
    I never knew my father neither
    He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
    I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
    So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
    'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
    I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
    Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
    It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
    See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
    My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
    But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
    She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
    You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
    Sincerely yours, Stan
    P.S.
    We should be together, too
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
    This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
    It's been six months and still no word. I don't deserve it?
    I know you got my last two letters;
    I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
    So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
    I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
    Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
    You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight"
    About that guy who could've saved that other guy from drowning
    But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
    That's kinda how this is, you could've rescued me from drowning
    Now it's too late. I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
    And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
    I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
    I loved you, Slim, we could've been together, think about it
    You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
    And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
    I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
    See, Slim,-shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
    Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,
    But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up. See, I ain't like you
    'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too
    Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
    Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
    My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
    The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
    And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
    It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
    Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I've just been busy
    You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
    Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
    And here's an autograph for your brother
    I wrote it on the Starter cap
    I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you
    Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
    But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists, too?
    I say that shit's just clowning , dawg
    C'mon! How fucked up is you?
    You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counseling
    To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
    And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
    That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
    I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
    Or maybe you just need to treat her better
    I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
    Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doing just fine
    If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but, Stan
    Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
    I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
    I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
    Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
    And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
    And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
    Come to think about it, his name was... it was you
    Damn!