Ur thought of and have a place in my heart I think but every lost soul and need me look me up Facebook here I'm gonna do anything I can for u just talk I don't care what the topic I accept everyone as a person they are all a human
The hardest thing in living is when your depressed and act happy with your friends and really wanna tell them how you really feel and as soon as you reach home you go to bed a and cry yourself to sleep.. or is that just me...
“Whisky with the cyanide empty bottle by my bed depression has no antidote so fill my fu****** brain with lead”. Either this bar, or the voices heard in the background could be triggering to schizophrenics.
the worst part of living is, when you have no friends or family in those tough times that you really need someone, so you just have to get through it yourself, even when your there for them in their tough times :):
Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself See inside my core, know you were my everything Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself See inside my core, know you were my everything Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now
@@brookiecookie2293 It'll be okay, a therapist actually helps more than it does bottling it up. The only thing they have to absolutely report to your parents is suicidal tendencies, but otherwise, depending on the program, everything is confidential.
@@nittybitty3893 Would they tell my parents if I self harmed or I think of death? I mean I don't wanna die but I just think that it would be better than having anxiety, stress, and the feelings I have.
I know exactly what you mean and it gets aggravating doesn't it when you can see the problem you know the problem but there is absolutely nothing you can do to fix it
You may think there is nothing you can do to fix it but that is what depression manipulates you to think it makes you feel useless and dead but your none of those and definitely not dead cause your still breathing there is something you can do about depression I once had it and yes I still do you can’t lose depression but you can fight against it and the more you fight against and see the good in life the weaker the depression gets and the easier it gets for you my advice is to think about all the good things and tell the depression to shut the fuck up cause your better than the depression demon inside of you
People can’t understand things they have never felt. They can tell us to get over it and not to be depressed cause people love talking about things they have no idea of.
"depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead" hits hard. i am 29, was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when i was 13. it does not matter what i do or how hard i try... i will always want to die. what has kept me going is a mental ultimatum, i do not want to be the person that makes people sad by dying. this has actually pushed me to be a better person time and time again. i can say now that i am happy with myself even tho i want to die. i forced a reason to keep living and HERE I AM! struggle on my friends! you only have one life, make the best of it
Death is reality else every thing is miracle just accept everything in is totality Don't suppress nither go to its extream(just think about death) Well to me Life is hard and I love the fact that death will level it out
We lost Mac, we lost Peep, now we've lost Juice. This is the saddest I've been in a long time. Damn. Lund please look after yourself. We need you. #RIPMACPEEPJUICE
2015: I feel ready to live 2016: I feel ready to love 2017: I feel ready for bed 2018: I feel ready for something new 2019: I feel like I cant change 2020: I wish I could feel again
When you spend almost all of you’re time making people happy but then you go home and lock yourself in your room because you have no friends and everyone takes advantage of you...
This song speaks to an essence of who I was for almost 6 years. I was pretty much at the point of ending it all. I was lucky enough to find my own clarity, but I empathize deeply with the utter feeling of defeat and hopelessness you feel in this state. No matter what caused you to get there a lot of us are there, and a lot of us don't make it either....
10- I want to be a Marine Biologist 12- I want to be a Marine 14- I want a place to call home 16- I want to be a soldier 17- I'm enlisting 18- why'd I want to deploy so bad? I want to go home 19- I want to deploy again 20- i miss my wife and home... I wanna go back 21- why did I make it home twice? 22- why am I still alive? 23- I have spent more of my marriage away than at home... 24- my kids dont even really know me... and I'm away from home another year... I dont plan on making it home this time.
Me and my cousin were going through our depression side by side. We used to share songs like this with each other, but he’s gone now and I’ll always regret not finding this in time to share it with him.
Why do I feel as if depression, anxiety, and all these things become so common that it has become “normal” when it shouldn’t be? As if it has become a part of us… a phase maybe, or something we mask as we grow up. You can’t escape it. One moment you’re living your best life and after fuckin’ blinking it’s all turned into murky darkness and emptiness. It’s maddening but it’s reality.
I'm born melancholic and depressed but when I read all the comments I just want to give you some advice: look for what you really want deep inside yourself rather than running away. And tell people you like how you feel, what you want, and what you expect from them. If it's too much for them or for you, you can find your happiness elsewhere rather than living unhappy in a lie. The key is to know yourself well and make others discover who you really are rather than playing a role that will ultimately destroy you. ♥️
I ate a handful of pills after my childs father cheated on me with his ex while I cried myself to sleep because I didnt understand after 3 kids our youngest was not even 6 months old. I threw them up because I couldn't leave my babies like my mother left me. Here I am a year later broken listening to this song again.
The dark side of TH-cam's music people call it. To us its the real side, the side that sings truth, hits you hard, and makes you love life as well as regret. It's all we could ask for but something others can't understand.
Animals4Ever This is the side of youtube that you can watch a million videos of and still not be there. It is also the side of youtube someone can find at 3:00am when the only light in their life comes from their phone screen
People say that depressed people listen to sad music, and in my case this is true but i dont do it to feel worse or sadder. I do it to know other people go through it too and im not alone. If you are reading this, know that you arent alone and you are loved 💕
@@respectedmastermind easier times are ahead. They're coming. Maybe not tomorrow or next week or even in the next month but they are every day getting closer. I'm sure of that.
i have nothing to be sad about, im successful in my sports, both my parents are still together, i get good grades, but im just so suicidal for no reason
This song makes me feel something. The feeling of being understood, the feeling i’m not alone. It also is relatable and explains me at this moment in life. If you have kept reading this I just want you to know that it gets better❤️❤️
You're definitely not alone but I just watch something on TH-cam about people that went to hell and came back and it made me even more depressed because there's like eight levels of hell and this woman was being taken around by Jesus and she was asking Jesus why is he there what sin did he commit and each level she would ask that and it would be sins that are so small like adultery and the other one was heat this guy was mean to somebody just mean to someone and didn't ask for forgiveness and then the other one was because he did drugs which I've done my whole life and not wanted to and then the one that got me so depressed where I just don't even care anymore is there was a woman and she was burning and she was like in agony she had nothing but white panties on and the woman said what did she do and Jesus said she was a stripper and I've been a stripper since I've been 17 I'm 44 not only can I not go back to that job and kill I can't even kill myself so I don't know what I'm going to do I'm just going to sit here and get f***** up and hopefully the answer will come to me I'm utterly miserable I was miserable before but this for the icing on the cake I feel like I'm never going to be good enough I feel like if that's what there is to look forward to then why do anything right but I'm going to have to put my faith in God and not be like that after I saw that like I feel like it took all my love and emotion away from me like I don't have them anymore I'm just comatose I feel like I don't care anymore
Blood is red tears are blue while I’m dying where are you? I’m tired of crying, Tired of trying, Yeah I’m smiling, But inside I’m dying. Roses are red My tears are blue A lonely person Being bullied Has no home And while I am this What are you?
"Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you i overwhelm, all this pain i hold,i wish i could heal myself, see inside my core, know you were my everything, without you i have nothing, so imma let this pistol sing" i lost it. I felt this too much. 😭😭
My Spotify premium ran out and I came here to listen to a song I really enjoy but now I’ve discovered that there’s like this entire section of TH-cam dedicated to people who are suffering from depression and sharing their stories and it’s honestly amazing to go through and read. Makes you realize that you aren’t alone when it comes to the issues you’re going through.
I was at this song at my lowest point, I lost everything. I promise you things get better. Don't avoid or run from the way you feel. Cry if your sad smile if your happy go through the process of heartbreak and loss. It will get better i promise you.
xDarkSoul_- yeah his music is amazing I love every song I listen to from Lund and I practice singing them a lot actually lol and I just love the way he sings and it sounds like two different people but it’s one man doing the singing in this song and it’s impressive
Fun Fact on depression: telling someone to get over it doesn't make depression go away. It's the one of the only things humans can't control. Depression controls your thoughts and makes you feel things you never imagined you could. It's a chemical in your brain that goes away on its own. Explain that to anyone who tells you to get over it. If they don't believe you tell them to look it up. 🖤🌹
Artists take all their pain and turn it into something beautiful and real. Every artist leaves a bit of themself within their work even without trying. I say this as an artist no matter what you're doing even if it's commission you leave a part of yourself within your work. Art and music are how I cope and they allow me to not get low enough to ever have needed that number below the video.
This is one of the most somber and depressing songs I know.. but its relatable. Has saved my life a few times, so Im thankful 🙏 Im sitting here in my kitchen with my 3 cats, Blizzard Storm and Boots. Im alergic to cats, and if anyone ever asks why I have cats.. I tell them "Thats the price I pay for happiness 😭👍" Real depression isnt a season, its a sentence.. and my heart goes out to anyone else out there fighting today.. its not easy, and know you're not alone 😞✌️💔
I listened to this on repeat when I was in a very bad headspace. I came back to this song years later and while I’m still struggling , I’m doing much better than I was, and I just want you to all know that it will get better. You can and will get through this, and your life does matter. ❤
I was suicidal.. so much when I was in high school like everything seems to pull me down... Every comment , my family, my friends, etc... I was depressed af and I couldn't even share and I didn't even want to because depression is seen as a trend now and I fckng want no part of that .. I cried myself to bed every night... I'm a little better now I found a group named bts and they don't heal me completely but they're there with me.. and I really hope anyone who's strugglin out there too, to keep fighting. It seems like the end and all hope is lost but pls you're LOVED.. 💜💜💜
I had problems with my ocpd (self diagnosed) , and later on after using more than 200 papers to write things over and over again , I got so stressed and school teachers got mad at me cause I couldn't finish my work because I had to redo them since I had a discomfort feeling seeing my work not perfect. Over time , it all led to depression. Because it ain't good. Explained it to my therapist and he go "But aren't these writings fine?" I can't with the guy , I already said I fucking hate all the things that I do that becomes unfinished all the time.
My girlfriend and I were dating for 3 and half years. It was the best years of my life. At the back of our mind we knew this wouldn't work out but we lived, loved and laughed in denial. I had my own issues, still do. Suffering from BPD I never expected her to accept me but she did. The time was inching ever so close because both of us are from different religions. Even though I'm an atheist her family wouldn't accept someone who is not from their faith. I didn't want to put her in a position where she would have to make an impossible choice because I knew what would happen. We broke up. It's been a year and a half that we are no longer together. And I still think what if I was never important enough to fight for? What if I was never a good person and that's why I'm alone, so very much alone. I think of killing myself every other day because I feel I lost the one chance I had at love and belonging. I'm lost. I'm alone. I want to be sedated and sleep always and forever.
Please don't be sad....life is so long. There are a lot of people who will love you for who you are. Just wait a bit. Wait and you'll see that there are plenty of chances. I mean it. Just think what could have happened if u gave life a chance. Smth amazing. If u give up now...you'll have never heard what could have been in store for you💜💜💜💜💜💜💜please tell me your still alive and fighting and being the brave amazing person that you are. I want to tell you that life will get better. You are not alone. We all think we are but noone is alone❤
Anytime I listen to this my heart basically stop beating. I feel the emotion the artist wanted people to feel. I listen to this when I feel like there's no other option left except a bullet and I've been listening to it all month. If anyone thinks it's their last resort, please stay around, there's a reason why you're still around, give it time.
I think I should go it'll be easier for everyone they'll forget me in a week I'm just a annoying little 13 yrs old shit, people say I'm smart and handsome but that's all a lie I see how my classmates look at me I hear the whisper of how ugly I am, my brother with autism will get more attention that I never had it will work it out If i just go, what difference will it make if 1 out of the billion was gone?
Do you remember those good days, when you didn’t have a care in the world, and life was near-perfect. I’ve changed so much since then, I don’t know if I like it or if I hate it, but it’s me now. I guess that’s just how shit works huh
Fourth grade. We where with the whole gang, two girls and four boys. Then my best friend who was a boy left and I still feel empty when I think about it. When this school year ends I will mive to switzerland and the whole gang will be splattered around the whole world. Im in seventh grade right now and I miss those times so much. The last person from the gang whos here, the girl told me to move on but thats impossible. The gang made me who I am today and I will never let go but I am also tired of holding on. I always wish to see that one boy again. We were the best of friends and now we rarely talk
@remi nii i get that i had my childhood stolen from me by age 5 ive been broken ever since ive learnt that people never stick around for me and the only ones that find me just want to use me for their little play thing till they get board or find someone "better" that we both know would never treat them like a human being ive had horrible things done to me by someone i trusted ive been picked on as long as i can remember and when you stand up for yourself your the crazy one every relationship ive ever had crumbles hope things get better eventually but i have my doubts that they will if i even live long enough to find out
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sometimes depression creates masterpieces.
love & hugs from another lost soul
@Just Me you saw dicks because lund means dick in hindi :p
Ya it does also i love ur picture
so true 🥺
Ur thought of and have a place in my heart I think but every lost soul and need me look me up Facebook here I'm gonna do anything I can for u just talk I don't care what the topic I accept everyone as a person they are all a human
Frrrrrr
"Depression is a mind that wants to die and a body that wants to live"
The hardest thing in living is when your depressed and act happy with your friends and really wanna tell them how you really feel and as soon as you reach home you go to bed a and cry yourself to sleep.. or is that just me...
Shoo shoo Friends me too buddy me too...
Shoo shoo Friends I don’t have friends so I just cry myself to sleep... I only have to act happy with my parents😌
Not just you. Me too.
Silverfractal Lucre me too, me too
Giovanni Ventura where are you from?
I liked the part where the eyes went:
👁 👁
💧 💧
Me too
Bro
I think i missed that part
@@ronin3369 lol
My eyes go like that
“All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself.”
alam whatyouwant thankyou, will try my best
Sucks for u
"depression got no antidote so feel my fucking brain with lead."
Eodilgadeun dang dang dang
I read this lyric as it played brooo
We’re just a bunch of suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.
Shit u right
who cares lol
If it works it works. Lol
Modern problems require modern solutious
No
you’ve saved everyone from depression
now who’s gonna save you?
This was one of the most painful times of my life, currently in another but can't create anything I'm falling deep 😢
"Take a look inside my eyes got a heart of stone now" felt that a lil too much 😔
Queen Nev
Lol while i was reading this, he said it
Well I do have some good news for you if you felt it at all you don't have a Heart of Stone
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Welcome to THAT side of the TH-cam
This is our world
Neelam Khan I felt this comment in my soul
Yeah
True!!!
I left this side of TH-cam?
Are you gonna ignore the fact that the artist's name is Lund?
protect it from “depression is relatable and quirky” TikTok’ers
at all costs
100000000% agreed
"Quirky" lemme just 🤮
Who cares what people do?
@@hxtel Underrated comment. Thank you.
”All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself” no text has ever defined my life better. Absolute piece of art this song.
“I wish I could heal myself” 😭❤️ is it only me or did that hit you very deep.
That hit on some deep level
Yeah hit me like a bullet
We are with you ❤
Im already numb tbh I don't care
Not that idc about u its just that idc anymore rlly..
I'm always comfortable at the comments section because they know how it feels.
I spend all my time helping people but no one ever sits down and asks if i need it myself
I feel that
Want to talk?
@@Nick-mv7hv no, thanks tho:)
Same
I feel your pain
thank you youtube for recommending this
That's what I'm sayin' my dude, where was this song a year ago when I needed good music?
Yep
yeah
Yeah... 😢
Lund in Hindi means dick
How is this inappropriate or offensive to some audiences? That’s dumb. But amazing song, I’ve been listening to this for years now.
people get offended by LITERALLY ANYTHING these days
@@justaregularllama282 so true it can get annoying at times
“Whisky with the cyanide empty bottle by my bed depression has no antidote so fill my fu****** brain with lead”. Either this bar, or the voices heard in the background could be triggering to schizophrenics.
IFKR
Fuckin thank you
"Depression got no antidote " i felt that😩
shygirl avila the single thing that can heal the heart is love
Yes it does just gotts believe mate
It does tho... Antidepressamts are a thing, you know
@@morgoth_bauglir yup but been off them since i choose not to go that rout
@@Icebox715 Whatever works for you dude. Just saying the cure exists
the worst part of living is, when you have no friends or family in those tough times that you really need someone, so you just have to get through it yourself, even when your there for them in their tough times :):
Try feeling like this and crying out for help and your wife just goes to sleep
I'm always there for them but I am alone and unheard and unseen until they need a piece of my heart again just to kill her some more
It makes you stronger , keep your head held high.
Feel that so much rn
@@jaysanders1241 its not a competition
Low now, feelin' low now
This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now
Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now
And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now
Low now, feelin' low now
This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now
Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now
And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now
Whoah now, blood, it flow out
There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now
Whoah now, blood, it flow out
There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now
Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed
All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core, know you were my everything
Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing
Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed
All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core, know you were my everything
Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing
Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death
Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left
Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed
Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead
Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death
Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left
Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed
Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead
Low now, feelin' low now
This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now
Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now
And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now
Whoah now, blood, it flow out
There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now
I came back once again, because I am miserable.
Same😢
Same 😢😢
I've been coming back for years, don't worry.
We're all miserable, most people just don't know it.
Same here brother 😭
Being sober makes me think
My medicine makes me numb
My therapist doesn't know how to help me
My parents make me more depressed
I'm just overwhelmed
Same but I think it is gonna be okay
Search this
I PREVAIL
I relate to the 4th line. I'm too afraid to go to a therapist though.
@@Slothsincloth I LOVE THAT BAND!! I actually have a signed CD of their album Trauma
@@brookiecookie2293 It'll be okay, a therapist actually helps more than it does bottling it up. The only thing they have to absolutely report to your parents is suicidal tendencies, but otherwise, depending on the program, everything is confidential.
@@nittybitty3893 Would they tell my parents if I self harmed or I think of death? I mean I don't wanna die but I just think that it would be better than having anxiety, stress, and the feelings I have.
How can people say "don't be so depressed"
We don't decide how we feel
I know exactly what you mean and it gets aggravating doesn't it when you can see the problem you know the problem but there is absolutely nothing you can do to fix it
You may think there is nothing you can do to fix it but that is what depression manipulates you to think it makes you feel useless and dead but your none of those and definitely not dead cause your still breathing there is something you can do about depression I once had it and yes I still do you can’t lose depression but you can fight against it and the more you fight against and see the good in life the weaker the depression gets and the easier it gets for you my advice is to think about all the good things and tell the depression to shut the fuck up cause your better than the depression demon inside of you
Exactly
Ik what u mean but we do decide what we feel, we just dont know we r doing it
People can’t understand things they have never felt. They can tell us to get over it and not to be depressed cause people love talking about things they have no idea of.
Hurts when you truly feel this, and it feels like there's no way out. I'm losing myself daily
"depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead"
hits hard. i am 29, was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when i was 13. it does not matter what i do or how hard i try... i will always want to die. what has kept me going is a mental ultimatum, i do not want to be the person that makes people sad by dying. this has actually pushed me to be a better person time and time again. i can say now that i am happy with myself even tho i want to die. i forced a reason to keep living and HERE I AM! struggle on my friends! you only have one life, make the best of it
I love you
Listening to This type of music probably doesn’t help. Words manifests especially if you sing to it
Death is reality else every thing is miracle just accept everything in is totality
Don't suppress nither go to its extream(just think about death)
Well to me Life is hard and I love the fact that death will level it out
im not happy nor sad
i just feel empty
Same dude for some reason i can't feel, probs depression
I literally feel the same, I feel empty, I feel nothing agh
When you just want to float away
Not you only:)
Tbh
I was happy today.
Here we go again.
I hope that, no matter what, you have the courage to let it go, free your mind and know that you deserve to be happy.
Same
You can always go back to the happy state you were in, you just gotta try hard.
Be happy!
@@selmahadrikhoussa8423 teue
We lost Mac, we lost Peep, now we've lost Juice. This is the saddest I've been in a long time. Damn. Lund please look after yourself. We need you.
#RIPMACPEEPJUICE
@@selfharmageddon9762 x is cringey as shit
@@kylemclain5495 nah bro
A war is about to break out in this comment section
Rip Kobe Bryant
@@kylemclain5495 his music is pretty good tho and hes not cringy dont know what ur talking about??
2015: I feel ready to live
2016: I feel ready to love
2017: I feel ready for bed
2018: I feel ready for something new
2019: I feel like I cant change
2020: I wish I could feel again
Hey, how are you now?
@@andjelamaestro3721 He’s probably dead
I like how the people in the comment of this side of yt are sad but at the same time gentle and empathic with others here
Its bc we know what it feels like to hurt and feel numb and dont wish that on anyone else and would do anything to make someone happy
*_"I'm drowning and you're standing 3 feet away screaming _**_-'learn how to swim'-_**_ "_*
Yes
You need more like's
@@xjcformvp6083 I agree
@@xjcformvp6083 Thank you ^^
thats what my therapist says..
Staying up all night listening at 5 am is a whole vibeeee
When you spend almost all of you’re time making people happy but then you go home and lock yourself in your room because you have no friends and everyone takes advantage of you...
Gxth_Bxy_Clique this one hits hard
Mirtel Natur facts
😭 this hit different
... And you take your earphones and you cry all night
cut too close to home with that one
This song speaks to an essence of who I was for almost 6 years. I was pretty much at the point of ending it all. I was lucky enough to find my own clarity, but I empathize deeply with the utter feeling of defeat and hopelessness you feel in this state. No matter what caused you to get there a lot of us are there, and a lot of us don't make it either....
I'm trying to get to the point I can be happy.. but it's so hard I helped everyone out of depression but no ones here to help me..
Depression got no antidote, so fill my my brain with lead :,(
Can i join the party???
Arab Potato Lowkey I just wanna make an Instagram group chat about just sending really sad lofi shit to each other and occasional emotional support xx
Hello needa talk?
Just be stupid like every happy person
You just need to ignore the bads in life and pretend everything is fine and eventually you'll forget that you are pretending
7- "I want to be a doctor"
9- "I want to be a singer"
11- "I want real friends"
13-"I want to be alone"
15- "I want to be loved"
17- "I want to die"
That hit hard.
Why is that so true
@@abigailfinney3591 that's sad but true :_)
@@kiwi-ff7up it is
10- I want to be a Marine Biologist
12- I want to be a Marine
14- I want a place to call home
16- I want to be a soldier
17- I'm enlisting
18- why'd I want to deploy so bad? I want to go home
19- I want to deploy again
20- i miss my wife and home... I wanna go back
21- why did I make it home twice?
22- why am I still alive?
23- I have spent more of my marriage away than at home...
24- my kids dont even really know me... and I'm away from home another year... I dont plan on making it home this time.
Great, now i'm both
Quarantined and depressed
Holy shit this was depressing... but also phenomenal.
Me and my cousin were going through our depression side by side. We used to share songs like this with each other, but he’s gone now and I’ll always regret not finding this in time to share it with him.
What happened? :
I'm sorry brother. So hard losing
Good might
Aiver Sketzy he died from acute drug mixture. Pain meds with Xanax slowed his breathing until he eventually died
i hope your doing good sir
Why do I feel as if depression, anxiety, and all these things become so common that it has become “normal” when it shouldn’t be? As if it has become a part of us… a phase maybe, or something we mask as we grow up. You can’t escape it. One moment you’re living your best life and after fuckin’ blinking it’s all turned into murky darkness and emptiness. It’s maddening but it’s reality.
I'm born melancholic and depressed but when I read all the comments I just want to give you some advice: look for what you really want deep inside yourself rather than running away. And tell people you like how you feel, what you want, and what you expect from them. If it's too much for them or for you, you can find your happiness elsewhere rather than living unhappy in a lie. The key is to know yourself well and make others discover who you really are rather than playing a role that will ultimately destroy you. ♥️
Worst part of this song is when it ends.
The worst part of dieing is all the people you hurt.well if you have people who care about you
thats why i have it on replay
@Black Sheep what do you think..... Have you left a mark?
Wild bro
I hope tik tok doesn't find this
Thot Patrol don’t jinx it
if they do find this I'll report from 100 of fake accounts
Omg me to please god dont let them find this
Lol 😂
Lol
Yo was gonna blow my brains out to this song, now its a year later🥀❤
Life is like a rollercoaster you have to go down at some points but that just makes the highs even better. gj for sticking it out lad.
You guys are awesome thank you for the support
I ate a handful of pills after my childs father cheated on me with his ex while I cried myself to sleep because I didnt understand after 3 kids our youngest was not even 6 months old. I threw them up because I couldn't leave my babies like my mother left me. Here I am a year later broken listening to this song again.
Glad ur still here
Same
2:08 is my favourite part
Anxiety and Depression attacks me, and this self destruct music made me feel okay...
"I wish i could heal myself"
The dark side of TH-cam's music people call it. To us its the real side, the side that sings truth, hits you hard, and makes you love life as well as regret. It's all we could ask for but something others can't understand.
Animals4Ever This is the side of youtube that you can watch a million videos of and still not be there. It is also the side of youtube someone can find at 3:00am when the only light in their life comes from their phone screen
That's relatable and I liked it so heres my comment of praise
Straight facts
🔥🔥
Social media can make people depressed or happy. Depends where you see fit.
People say that depressed people listen to sad music, and in my case this is true but i dont do it to feel worse or sadder.
I do it to know other people go through it too and im not alone.
If you are reading this, know that you arent alone and you are loved 💕
Anyone out there like me just laying at 3 am listening to this?
If you're looking for a sign to stay alive tonight,
This is it. Keep fighting, you're loved
this deserves more than almost 30 likes lowkey
*"hmm, what?"
*looks up...
*softly chuckles
*continues tieing noose
Im so damn tired, every fucking day
Here is another sign Tomorrow is a new day, new chapter, new you, a better you.
@@respectedmastermind easier times are ahead. They're coming. Maybe not tomorrow or next week or even in the next month but they are every day getting closer. I'm sure of that.
Daaaamn... Heartache with rhythm.. Depression with syncronicity...
My love who lives half a world away. Just how I feel!!
For those vibing with this.. Know that you went through a lot and when life getting you.. This music will help
I haven’t listened to this sing in while now, but it really got me through some hard times😕...
People say to me "You have a great life so you shouldn't be so depressed, Selfish much?"
No.I can't help of what my brain thinks or acts
Those people are fucked up and they shouldn't have said that
You're so depressed thats why you brag about it on TH-cam. You're sad not depressed.
i have nothing to be sad about, im successful in my sports, both my parents are still together, i get good grades, but im just so suicidal for no reason
@@oxydolly find a reason to big thats bigger than yourself.
@@boatymcboatface45yearsago59 ok dude chill we get it.
*TH-cam add comes on*
Depressed me: why-
Big mood
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youtube vanced for android or adblock for pc
Same
@@princessov-war9484 WHAT? ಥ‿ಥ
i don't feel okay.
“Some of the most painful scars: the ones that hurt the most are the scars that can’t be seen”
This song makes me feel something. The feeling of being understood, the feeling i’m not alone.
It also is relatable and explains me at this moment in life.
If you have kept reading this I just want you to know that it gets better❤️❤️
You're definitely not alone but I just watch something on TH-cam about people that went to hell and came back and it made me even more depressed because there's like eight levels of hell and this woman was being taken around by Jesus and she was asking Jesus why is he there what sin did he commit and each level she would ask that and it would be sins that are so small like adultery and the other one was heat this guy was mean to somebody just mean to someone and didn't ask for forgiveness and then the other one was because he did drugs which I've done my whole life and not wanted to and then the one that got me so depressed where I just don't even care anymore is there was a woman and she was burning and she was like in agony she had nothing but white panties on and the woman said what did she do and Jesus said she was a stripper and I've been a stripper since I've been 17 I'm 44 not only can I not go back to that job and kill I can't even kill myself so I don't know what I'm going to do I'm just going to sit here and get f***** up and hopefully the answer will come to me I'm utterly miserable I was miserable before but this for the icing on the cake I feel like I'm never going to be good enough I feel like if that's what there is to look forward to then why do anything right but I'm going to have to put my faith in God and not be like that after I saw that like I feel like it took all my love and emotion away from me like I don't have them anymore I'm just comatose I feel like I don't care anymore
Blood is red tears are blue while I’m dying where are you?
I’m tired of crying,
Tired of trying,
Yeah I’m smiling,
But inside I’m dying.
Roses are red
My tears are blue
A lonely person
Being bullied
Has no home
And while I am this
What are you?
omg, that is good...
I'm a broken soul caused by regrets and sorrows
@@97og1 Every night i wonder if there's gonna be a tomorrow
@@pyro7178 there will always be a tomorrow if you put your mind to it, it won't be a happy one but there it will be.
Same
*_I stand in the rain so no one can see my tears_*
Me too
I do the same
Me too
Wow someone turned my LIFE into a SONG💔
Depression got no antidote.
"I wish i could heal myself"
"Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you i overwhelm, all this pain i hold,i wish i could heal myself, see inside my core, know you were my everything, without you i have nothing, so imma let this pistol sing" i lost it. I felt this too much. 😭😭
Nobody:
TH-cam: heres your thoughts right here for you
Everybody: "woah now"
Lmao
Lmao
lmao
Yes the Veri good 🥇
My Spotify premium ran out and I came here to listen to a song I really enjoy but now I’ve discovered that there’s like this entire section of TH-cam dedicated to people who are suffering from depression and sharing their stories and it’s honestly amazing to go through and read. Makes you realize that you aren’t alone when it comes to the issues you’re going through.
What a great song. Definitely didn’t just think about jumping like a 3 minutes before this
Me: **driving**
Destination: **nowhere**
Area: **country roads**
Time: **night**
Weather **cold night**
What am I doing?: ** smoking blunt while driving**
Mood.
Real
Bag un blunt
Damnnn 👌👑 your names gotta be feelings thats what yur givin people
Fuck I don't know how to drive properly but it's my like everyday thought
Lol
Woah, this was amazing. It caught exactly how I feel, I love the video!
This song is catharsis for those that struggle. Thank you.
I was at this song at my lowest point, I lost everything. I promise you things get better. Don't avoid or run from the way you feel. Cry if your sad smile if your happy go through the process of heartbreak and loss. It will get better i promise you.
*His voice😫*
*The lyrics😍*
xDarkSoul_- yeah his music is amazing I love every song I listen to from Lund and I practice singing them a lot actually lol and I just love the way he sings and it sounds like two different people but it’s one man doing the singing in this song and it’s impressive
I like his voice tho..?
“Just be happy!” “You’re fine!” “Get over it..”
No.
Sarah Kelly You’re 🤠
Hélène Meulemans omg didn’t notice XD ty
Yes.
I didn't mean to laugh but I just imagined a whole
"No"
Like a fuck you "no"
Yes
Bro this has been my favorite song for over a year and the memories I’ve made with it will never go away
his songs never failed to make me calm.
"Don't Over Dose." "Don't Be So Depressed".
Listening to This Song. Makes the pain go away. Good Content.
The moment when you want to explain somebody that such sad songs can calm the own mind and feelings and they don´t understand it.
It helps yes
Fun Fact on depression: telling someone to get over it doesn't make depression go away. It's the one of the only things humans can't control. Depression controls your thoughts and makes you feel things you never imagined you could. It's a chemical in your brain that goes away on its own.
Explain that to anyone who tells you to get over it. If they don't believe you tell them to look it up. 🖤🌹
"There's a war inside my mind"😭😭
Artists take all their pain and turn it into something beautiful and real. Every artist leaves a bit of themself within their work even without trying. I say this as an artist no matter what you're doing even if it's commission you leave a part of yourself within your work. Art and music are how I cope and they allow me to not get low enough to ever have needed that number below the video.
This is one of the most somber and depressing songs I know.. but its relatable. Has saved my life a few times, so Im thankful 🙏
Im sitting here in my kitchen with my 3 cats, Blizzard Storm and Boots. Im alergic to cats, and if anyone ever asks why I have cats.. I tell them "Thats the price I pay for happiness 😭👍"
Real depression isnt a season, its a sentence.. and my heart goes out to anyone else out there fighting today.. its not easy, and know you're not alone 😞✌️💔
Saw the thumbnail and was like
*me*
"Know you were my everything. Without you have nothing left. So ima let this pistol sing." Favorite lines, beautiful song thank you so much ✌
I listened to this on repeat when I was in a very bad headspace. I came back to this song years later and while I’m still struggling , I’m doing much better than I was, and I just want you to all know that it will get better. You can and will get through this, and your life does matter. ❤
❤
Listened to this for no cap 10 hours on loop just laying in bed
“ know you were my everything”
AHHHHHHHHHHHH IT HIT ME 😭😭
Me too man it was unexpected that ma g.f have a new b.f and i didn' even knew that she always lie to me
Stay strong
I hate the people who are sad because a fucking bf or gf left them
@@DEADSISSOU do you hate the sad people or the people who left them?
@@nyetnyetcykablyat9483 the sad people who just want to find their love and say that life sucks no one love me
Trying to always be happy will always create more pain than that happiness you strive to achieve.
I was suicidal.. so much when I was in high school like everything seems to pull me down... Every comment , my family, my friends, etc... I was depressed af and I couldn't even share and I didn't even want to because depression is seen as a trend now and I fckng want no part of that .. I cried myself to bed every night... I'm a little better now I found a group named bts and they don't heal me completely but they're there with me.. and I really hope anyone who's strugglin out there too, to keep fighting. It seems like the end and all hope is lost but pls you're LOVED.. 💜💜💜
BTS is definitely a relief for me to i purple you 💜💜
Finding gold nuggets like this is what brings joy to my ears..
This song really hits a different part of my soul like it is seriously so damn good and it explains what I can't rn.
I wish I could explain this masterpeice to my therapist 😩😖
same
Distress, hoplessness, lonliness, emptiness... those are my therapists... and a cold knife on my veins... when I cant handle it anymore 😥
I had problems with my ocpd (self diagnosed) , and later on after using more than 200 papers to write things over and over again , I got so stressed and school teachers got mad at me cause I couldn't finish my work because I had to redo them since I had a discomfort feeling seeing my work not perfect. Over time , it all led to depression. Because it ain't good. Explained it to my therapist and he go "But aren't these writings fine?"
I can't with the guy , I already said I fucking hate all the things that I do that becomes unfinished all the time.
You could always show him/her
Frank Hester keep looking man, you'll find a therapist that gets you its might take a few tries but it's worth it
As a recovering addict and when you relapse it's the worst feeling ever... I would sit and cry after coming down and just listen to this
Listened to this everyday during one of the most darkest points of my life. 🖤 Still love this.
I am still in the darkest point of my life. Without this I would probably be 6 foot under.
I feel that. Sending you love and light ❤️
Good luck y'all ❤
What is pain when your body can't even feel, Still it hurts so much cause your heart can't heal. 💔😭
It’s numbness.
Wow the feeling that you get when you listen to the lyrics....
My heart is beating so hard right now🔥💔
This song pulled me through some pretty dark times..... thank you so much for your talent and effort Lund ❤
sometimes i catch myself feeling like the thought of death is more comforting than the thought of being alive and getting help
My girlfriend and I were dating for 3 and half years. It was the best years of my life. At the back of our mind we knew this wouldn't work out but we lived, loved and laughed in denial. I had my own issues, still do. Suffering from BPD I never expected her to accept me but she did. The time was inching ever so close because both of us are from different religions. Even though I'm an atheist her family wouldn't accept someone who is not from their faith. I didn't want to put her in a position where she would have to make an impossible choice because I knew what would happen.
We broke up. It's been a year and a half that we are no longer together. And I still think what if I was never important enough to fight for? What if I was never a good person and that's why I'm alone, so very much alone. I think of killing myself every other day because I feel I lost the one chance I had at love and belonging.
I'm lost. I'm alone. I want to be sedated and sleep always and forever.
I know this is *extremely* clicè, but, if you ever want to talk to somebody, I'm open to everybody in need.
ѕιη¢єяєℓу,
-G
Sumit Dasgupta religion sucks it makes you do stupid things (I’m also an atheist)
Sumit Dasgupta Damn dude you good
:( Please let us know if you're alive.. I'm here x reply if you can
Please don't be sad....life is so long. There are a lot of people who will love you for who you are. Just wait a bit. Wait and you'll see that there are plenty of chances. I mean it. Just think what could have happened if u gave life a chance. Smth amazing. If u give up now...you'll have never heard what could have been in store for you💜💜💜💜💜💜💜please tell me your still alive and fighting and being the brave amazing person that you are. I want to tell you that life will get better. You are not alone. We all think we are but noone is alone❤
Exo For life I really wanna know if theyre still alive... :( I'll keep checking everyday even if I'll never see a reply.
You guys ever get that tiny moment in time when you realize that you’re not anxious or depressed and it just brings it all back?
Anytime I listen to this my heart basically stop beating. I feel the emotion the artist wanted people to feel. I listen to this when I feel like there's no other option left except a bullet and I've been listening to it all month. If anyone thinks it's their last resort, please stay around, there's a reason why you're still around, give it time.
I’ve been depressed since I was 13 but still living the best I can. His music actually helps me when I’m feeling down . Thank you 🙏
This comment might be late but I wish that Everyone is ok even though they are thinking of suicidal thoughts or songs pls don’t go
Thank you sir. Respect to you.
I think I should go it'll be easier for everyone they'll forget me in a week I'm just a annoying little 13 yrs old shit, people say I'm smart and handsome but that's all a lie I see how my classmates look at me I hear the whisper of how ugly I am, my brother with autism will get more attention that I never had it will work it out If i just go, what difference will it make if 1 out of the billion was gone?
It's hard when all you can see sometimes is a life without yourself in it..
Do you remember those good days, when you didn’t have a care in the world, and life was near-perfect. I’ve changed so much since then, I don’t know if I like it or if I hate it, but it’s me now. I guess that’s just how shit works huh
Ig bro
Fourth grade. We where with the whole gang, two girls and four boys. Then my best friend who was a boy left and I still feel empty when I think about it. When this school year ends I will mive to switzerland and the whole gang will be splattered around the whole world. Im in seventh grade right now and I miss those times so much. The last person from the gang whos here, the girl told me to move on but thats impossible. The gang made me who I am today and I will never let go but I am also tired of holding on. I always wish to see that one boy again. We were the best of friends and now we rarely talk
Yeah, back when I was a kid. :)
@remi nii i get that i had my childhood stolen from me by age 5 ive been broken ever since ive learnt that people never stick around for me and the only ones that find me just want to use me for their little play thing till they get board or find someone "better" that we both know would never treat them like a human being ive had horrible things done to me by someone i trusted ive been picked on as long as i can remember and when you stand up for yourself your the crazy one every relationship ive ever had crumbles hope things get better eventually but i have my doubts that they will if i even live long enough to find out
Dude this honestly is one of the most amazing songs ever so deep perfect
I wish I could say the words trapped in my thoughts but the fear of losing someone you love keeps them locked up ...