I can't tell you how much i needed to see this video! How much i wanted to hear these words! You saved me! You eased me to some point from dealing with anxieties and insecurites! Now that the only thing i'll keep in my mind "Nothing ever matter in this world", at the end this life will end!
Your soul is so pure and I recommend you to ask the straight path whenever you pray. Believe me you'll be happy at the time of your death. May Allah guide you to the straightest path Ameen ❤
It was a heart to heart conversation❤. Aparna di same feeling whatever you have said I also feel the same. All the things are true. Sometimes I also feel very depressed and not wanting to live anymore but then think about the people who don't have facilities like me, some people don't have the fundamental needs, some don't have eyes to see, ears to hear, legs to walk, and many more problems that are greater than mine. God has given me so much I should be grateful for that. And stop crying over the problems in my life and stop comparing myself with those who are highly privileged and happy in their life. You should make more such videos 😌
this video is an emotion. sadness, realization, relief and i've been like this this my whole life i thought i had a illness of overthinking all the time, thinking about the weirdest and tiniest details. other things apart i dont know how to put my thoughts into words and explain them as immaculately as you did , well maybe i do sometimes.
17:25 yha vo hi baat ho gyi, jab arjun ne krishna bhagwan ko poochta tha, ki fhir karm kyo kerne hai, jab humara soul purpose bhagwan ko pana hai or yeh shareeh nashwer hai. jo bola sach bola or direct dil se connect hua, kuch sochne pe majboor kiya, (I try to avoid and forget my childhood coz it will bring so much pain back that it will be tough for me to survive, but seeing how you remember it, process it, analyse it, learn from it, you are very brave, proud of you koko)
Diii aapne jo kuch bhi kaha hai bahut hi jaada relatable hai mujhe nahi pata tha mere jaisa bhi koi sochta hai,kuch 6-7 mahine pehle mai bhi poore isi state me thi bahut bhayanakar or waisi hi hona chahti abhi bhi hu spiritual par waisa allignment nahi ho pa rha par karungi bahut alag hi dunia thi woh lifetime experience hai hmesa rhega mai bhi aksar death ke bare me sochti huu or phir chize temporary or small lagne lagti to aage badh jaati❤
This video really help people who thought why all they think this… the start labelling themselves bad or what not… this is awakening for them that it is normal…❤ good vibes and lot of love ❤❤❤
10:12 Same mai bhi🥺 10:42 Truth we can not do this but i always pray and keep believing in Allah ❤ may Allah bless us💖 19:34 Sahi kaha never come to ask how are you feeling it's all about tradition not love 🙁🔥
Your mind is going on the right path. You are going to have many more realizations I can tell. I would strongly recommend you to write down each key points of your thoughts according to the sequence and keep it safe for future. Don't think this as some random thought. These are your subconscious analysis of your own social exposure. very precious for personal growth. Don't forget to write down.
In my current life even I relate everything single thing with god , just like you said , and I think if it is happening because it’s written , …..this video is much needed I never comment on any video but I’m watching you since last 4 years but today my hands are typing automatically, love you little mini miss 🎀❤️✨🫶🏻🧿🫂
Me jb ese sochti thi tb mujhe lgta tha me kisi ko Btaungi to koi samjhega nhi but aaj didi apko sunke lgra h ki koi to h jo is cheez ko samjhta h ❤❤love u from Himachal
Want to see more of this Aparna, it's eye opening and you are moving into enlightenment which most of the people are unaware .You are a medium and a chosen one to reach this level and share the enlightening wisdom to people.🌄
I always knew you have a beautiful soul who Loves God and indeed you are very very special to HIM . HE always wants you to be close to HIM . I know you pray a lot Aik dua apni dua main add karna k MAY God guide you to the straight path Seedha rasta mang k dykho aik dafa dykhna kese rasty banty hain ye sab mazeed smj aaajaega apko .. Indeed this is the temporary life and we all are strangers and Travelers here Yahan say doary jahan main b jana hai ham sabny . Bus aik dua mang k dykho k jo sab say bari takaq hai Bagwan, Allah ussy seedha rasta mang k dykho
6:08 Accept karna is ok par agar hum bhagwan ki di gyi situation se fight krke strong prove krte he toh bhagwan bhi khush hote he ishu di.. Akhir me hum karm pe believe krne wale log he aur app bohot acche karm karte ho bhagwan ji apka kabhi bura nahi hone denge.. Hare krishna 🙏 ❤ Lots of love from Maharashtra ❤
App aise hi non stop hi kbhi kbhi bol diya karo or record kiya karo ek sec k liye bhi skip nhi kiya maine .or pta nhi bhyi m apke sth kuch connection feel krti hu i don't know why but yeahh❤
to hide your true emotions you do the exact opposite. for ex - someone who was close to me died i started laughing because i didnt wanted to show how heartbroken i was! And one more inn 2021 someone from my family died , everybody was crying so much and i was too ( from inside) but i didnt wanted to show that and because of that i kept a mild smile on my face during the whole thing otherwise there were high chances that i might cry out.
Yrr di literally 21:28 mera bhi yahi haal hota h jb me kisi ki death dekhti hu or is vahaj se ek baar me mere friends ki dadi ki death ho gai thi and sab ro rhe the buree tareeke se and me pta nhi mujhe un sb ko dekh kya hua mujhe rona hi nhi aaya me hasne lagi me dekh rhi thi friends ko rote hue and unki dadi ke body ko mujhe aesa lga kya hua h sb itna react kyo kar rahe h Acha hi hua na ki unko is duniya ki problem se chutkara mila mere friends ne mujhe dekh liye haste hue to vo mujhe gussa ho gye and meri age us time 9 ya 10 saal ki hogi Yrrr di sach me aaj apki video dekh lga Haa me hi nhi hu aesi or bhi log h mere jese ❤❤
I seriously loveddd this video..idk why but i learned soo much and I think you should definately upload more such videos. cuz while seeing the comments i realised that this vdo srsly helped so many people..please upload more such videos if you can ❤❤❤
Main choti thi 10-11 saal ki thi tb mere dadaji ki death huyi thi toh muje darr lgne lga tha logo ne bola ki insaan death ke baad bhoot bn jata hai main boht darne lgi Phirr muje ye bhgwanji wala baat btaya na aapne ki harr cheez ko bhgwan ji se connect krna aur sochna toh muje ye cheez start hogyi i started to follow some pattern i made my own philosophy of life i started to think if i say this word (some specific sentence word) this much times then my mistakes will get balanced Imagine a little 10 yrs old thinking about cleaning his her sin jo usko pta bhi ni ache se ki hote kya hai My that philosophy was based on Ki harr paap ki saza bhgwan aapko dete hain I was suffered with ocd for years I feared if i dont do some imaginary things then it's finished i will get punished I used to fear and fear And sometimes for hours i used to chant the lines which i used to imagine I did this for years Then i slowly started sharing my thoughts to my bf Then i started panicking again in covid because of some personal issues I was depressed severly I used to run away from reality even now I'm scared of reality Whenever i learn about topics for example reincarnation pastlife after death life karma and fal swarg nark My mind Just goes deep and deep and deep And i feel as if it will get blast someday So i avoid these topics But i want to know the answers of my so many questions Why do we exist ? For what purpose we're given these so many lives ? I don't know Kya bhagwan humse khelna chahte hain And humko bnaya kyu aur hum ni hote universe ni hota kych ni hota andhera bhi ni hota bhagwan bhi ni hote toh kya hota light bhi ni hoti koi planet bhi ni koi empty space bhi ni hoti toh kya and kyu
Aparna you might not know but i truly love you . And i pray for you a lot . I truly love you aparna . Jab reels dykhti hoon tmhain dykhti hoon ankhoon main ansoo aajaty hain . I feel you as my little sister i can see you in me . There is alot for things i can connect to you aparna
I normally don't put all this personal information but even if 1 line of my comment felling give you hope or you help felling better in certain way .💖💖
Sometimes we have such things in our mind that we feel like to tell someone , but no one understands, so just say whatever is in your mind whenever you feel like itna kya sochna good day 👍🏻🍫🍬🍭
Kyu.... Aparna Di... Ham to aapse hi.... Independent ban rahe hain.... To kabhi apne aap se yah mat sochega ki meri videos acchi nahin hai we really love you videos....... Love from Jammu and Kashmir 2:12
Dhan guru nanak dev ji bless you Aparna devyal and family,
I can't tell you how much i needed to see this video! How much i wanted to hear these words! You saved me! You eased me to some point from dealing with anxieties and insecurites! Now that the only thing i'll keep in my mind "Nothing ever matter in this world", at the end this life will end!
Maine Bina soche upload kr dia, sochti to delete kr deti! Aapka Kya kehna hai???
Ni ku kr na delete❤❤
Dedi Instagram par message Kia tha 😢 mujha kuj time phela pata laga ha mujhe IBS ha 😢
Aparna I'm your big fan plz don't delete this vlog ❤
Jo bhi ho rehene do
Nahi karna me v soch rahi thi ki aapka ye chal rha hai
Your soul is so pure and I recommend you to ask the straight path whenever you pray. Believe me you'll be happy at the time of your death. May Allah guide you to the straightest path Ameen ❤
Dont even think to delete such video its gave me a valuable lesson
It was a heart to heart conversation❤.
Aparna di same feeling whatever you have said I also feel the same. All the things are true. Sometimes I also feel very depressed and not wanting to live anymore but then think about the people who don't have facilities like me, some people don't have the fundamental needs, some don't have eyes to see, ears to hear, legs to walk, and many more problems that are greater than mine. God has given me so much I should be grateful for that. And stop crying over the problems in my life and stop comparing myself with those who are highly privileged and happy in their life. You should make more such videos 😌
this video is an emotion. sadness, realization, relief and i've been like this this my whole life i thought i had a illness of overthinking all the time, thinking about the weirdest and tiniest details. other things apart i dont know how to put my thoughts into words and explain them as immaculately as you did , well maybe i do sometimes.
Aapke thought bahoot insightfull hai....aapko nahi pata aapse kitne log inspair ho rahe hai...Thanx ❤
I never thought ke mujhe aparna devyal ki video meri philosophy wali play list me add karna padega
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Loved it
Ap surah e rahmaan sune..qari abdul basit ki awaz mai..7 din subha duphir sham..apki life mai sab kuch acha hoga In sha'Allah
Ap ne khud ko motivate kr ke hme bhi motivate kr diya 💯💯💯
I just click the video feel like this is for me ❤❤❤
Thanks 😊There are so many people like this but they are not open .
Aparna. Love yourself.Accept yourself.Coming from a same state of mind since childhood.I can totally understand you.
17:25 yha vo hi baat ho gyi, jab arjun ne krishna bhagwan ko poochta tha, ki fhir karm kyo kerne hai, jab humara soul purpose bhagwan ko pana hai or yeh shareeh nashwer hai.
jo bola sach bola or direct dil se connect hua, kuch sochne pe majboor kiya, (I try to avoid and forget my childhood coz it will bring so much pain back that it will be tough for me to survive, but seeing how you remember it, process it, analyse it, learn from it, you are very brave, proud of you koko)
Damm!! goosebumps
This video was needed as anything 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻
Diii aapne jo kuch bhi kaha hai bahut hi jaada relatable hai mujhe nahi pata tha mere jaisa bhi koi sochta hai,kuch 6-7 mahine pehle mai bhi poore isi state me thi bahut bhayanakar or waisi hi hona chahti abhi bhi hu spiritual par waisa allignment nahi ho pa rha par karungi bahut alag hi dunia thi woh lifetime experience hai hmesa rhega mai bhi aksar death ke bare me sochti huu or phir chize temporary or small lagne lagti to aage badh jaati❤
This video really help people who thought why all they think this… the start labelling themselves bad or what not… this is awakening for them that it is normal…❤ good vibes and lot of love ❤❤❤
Please continue doing this 🙏🏼
10:12
Same mai bhi🥺
10:42
Truth we can not do this but i always pray and keep believing in Allah ❤ may Allah bless us💖
19:34
Sahi kaha never come to ask how are you feeling it's all about tradition not love 🙁🔥
Your mind is going on the right path. You are going to have many more realizations I can tell. I would strongly recommend you to write down each key points of your thoughts according to the sequence and keep it safe for future. Don't think this as some random thought. These are your subconscious analysis of your own social exposure. very precious for personal growth. Don't forget to write down.
Apna acha kiya yarr ye video upload kar ke...mai ye vlog nahi bhulungi....mere dimag me ese bohot khyal ate hai... thankyou
Aapne bhot acha kiya iss video ko upload karke . Keep going well are with you ❤ sis
I can't stop thinking about your patakhe wale shorts. Balti uda di thi bomb se!
Stay strong!
In my current life even I relate everything single thing with god , just like you said , and I think if it is happening because it’s written , …..this video is much needed I never comment on any video but I’m watching you since last 4 years but today my hands are typing automatically, love you little mini miss 🎀❤️✨🫶🏻🧿🫂
I have watched your videos and started my own TH-cam channel ❤
Me jb ese sochti thi tb mujhe lgta tha me kisi ko Btaungi to koi samjhega nhi but aaj didi apko sunke lgra h ki koi to h jo is cheez ko samjhta h ❤❤love u from Himachal
Want to see more of this Aparna, it's eye opening and you are moving into enlightenment which most of the people are unaware .You are a medium and a chosen one to reach this level and share the enlightening wisdom to people.🌄
🧁love yaaaa aparnnnaaaa🧁 meri bdi behen ho aap frr and ykw hmare thoughts ekdam same hh likee whhhatt😋😭
11:11 Overthinking Can Be A Curse Or A Boon. Depends On Subject.
The reason why you laugh when sad is maybe due to your brain trying to cope with past traumas, it is kind of a psychological stress relieve
Aparna.. what a beautiful message u have spoken thru ur vlog.. u r such a sweetheart! U r a pure soul! Blessings Always!
I always knew you have a beautiful soul who Loves God and indeed you are very very special to HIM . HE always wants you to be close to HIM .
I know you pray a lot
Aik dua apni dua main add karna k MAY God guide you to the straight path
Seedha rasta mang k dykho aik dafa dykhna kese rasty banty hain ye sab mazeed smj aaajaega apko ..
Indeed this is the temporary life and we all are strangers and Travelers here
Yahan say doary jahan main b jana hai ham sabny .
Bus aik dua mang k dykho k jo sab say bari takaq hai Bagwan, Allah ussy seedha rasta mang k dykho
Motivational speaker 🫡🫡🫡
Is knowledge ki skt jrurt thi 🥲. Thanku
Aparna dii literally u have made my life easy since 2022 , u made me understand how to be happy and love myself ,I love u di❤❤❤❤❤❤
You are my inspiration earlier but now I can say you are my therapist ishu didi.... thank you so much for this video ❤❤❤❤
6:08 Accept karna is ok par agar hum bhagwan ki di gyi situation se fight krke strong prove krte he toh bhagwan bhi khush hote he ishu di..
Akhir me hum karm pe believe krne wale log he aur app bohot acche karm karte ho bhagwan ji apka kabhi bura nahi hone denge..
Hare krishna 🙏 ❤
Lots of love from Maharashtra ❤
Radha Soami di 🙏
You are actually a therepy❤ is video ka mtlb h hum sab kahi na kahi isse relate krte 😊
Nice video logon ko help hogi❤
Thanks for uploadingg this vlog
It is very good,Asse thought Ate he Bhagwan se related koi bhee chije he sab Accha he, Bhagwan sab theak karega
Aapane Mere Man Ko Shant kar diya thank u 😊🙏❤️❤️ love you
Amazing thoughts
App aise hi non stop hi kbhi kbhi bol diya karo or record kiya karo ek sec k liye bhi skip nhi kiya maine .or pta nhi bhyi m apke sth kuch connection feel krti hu i don't know why but yeahh❤
Bilkul shi kha mai bhe ab btmij ho chuki hu phle ni thi emotion chupake
I also think like u ❤
Lot's of love from west Bengal ❤
We all love you didi ❤😊
Correct 💯
i understand you .
Gor bless you 🙏 ❤❤❤
Didi thank you for sharing this ❤❤
to hide your true emotions you do the exact opposite. for ex - someone who was close to me died i started laughing because i didnt wanted to show how heartbroken i was! And one more inn 2021 someone from my family died , everybody was crying so much and i was too ( from inside) but i didnt wanted to show that and because of that i kept a mild smile on my face during the whole thing otherwise there were high chances that i might cry out.
Yrr di literally 21:28 mera bhi yahi haal hota h jb me kisi ki death dekhti hu or is vahaj se ek baar me mere friends ki dadi ki death ho gai thi and sab ro rhe the buree tareeke se and me pta nhi mujhe un sb ko dekh kya hua mujhe rona hi nhi aaya me hasne lagi me dekh rhi thi friends ko rote hue and unki dadi ke body ko mujhe aesa lga kya hua h sb itna react kyo kar rahe h Acha hi hua na ki unko is duniya ki problem se chutkara mila mere friends ne mujhe dekh liye haste hue to vo mujhe gussa ho gye and meri age us time 9 ya 10 saal ki hogi
Yrrr di sach me aaj apki video dekh lga Haa me hi nhi hu aesi or bhi log h mere jese ❤❤
Appu didi❤️❤️🤞 lots of love
Those who loves AD will automatically fall in Love with pet 🐕🔥💯
Koko Love from kurukshetra haryana❤
I seriously loveddd this video..idk why but i learned soo much and I think you should definately upload more such videos. cuz while seeing the comments i realised that this vdo srsly helped so many people..please upload more such videos if you can ❤❤❤
Jo bhe khre ho didi bilkul.shi khre ho
True ❤
Main choti thi 10-11 saal ki thi tb mere dadaji ki death huyi thi toh muje darr lgne lga tha logo ne bola ki insaan death ke baad bhoot bn jata hai main boht darne lgi
Phirr muje ye bhgwanji wala baat btaya na aapne ki harr cheez ko bhgwan ji se connect krna aur sochna toh muje ye cheez start hogyi i started to follow some pattern i made my own philosophy of life i started to think if i say this word (some specific sentence word) this much times then my mistakes will get balanced
Imagine a little 10 yrs old thinking about cleaning his her sin jo usko pta bhi ni ache se ki hote kya hai
My that philosophy was based on
Ki harr paap ki saza bhgwan aapko dete hain
I was suffered with ocd for years
I feared if i dont do some imaginary things then it's finished i will get punished
I used to fear and fear
And sometimes for hours i used to chant the lines which i used to imagine
I did this for years
Then i slowly started sharing my thoughts to my bf
Then i started panicking again in covid because of some personal issues
I was depressed severly
I used to run away from reality even now I'm scared of reality
Whenever i learn about topics for example reincarnation pastlife after death life karma and fal swarg nark
My mind Just goes deep and deep and deep
And i feel as if it will get blast someday
So i avoid these topics
But i want to know the answers of my so many questions
Why do we exist ?
For what purpose we're given these so many lives ?
I don't know
Kya bhagwan humse khelna chahte hain
And humko bnaya kyu aur hum ni hote universe ni hota kych ni hota andhera bhi ni hota bhagwan bhi ni hote toh kya hota light bhi ni hoti koi planet bhi ni koi empty space bhi ni hoti toh kya and kyu
We need more videos like this❤
God 👑🙏❤❤
Well said❤ ........plz don't delete
She is me , me is she😭
Story telling is better than vlog
सही बोला यार ये जींदगी छोटी-सी से मजेसे जीओ यार
Apki kahi baato say kai log relate karenge .i also think about that😊❤
Add more storytimes and share your feelings with us aparna didi 😊
Bhut acha lga video dekh relate feel hua god bless you coco nd lots of love
Loved your vlogs💕💕 hare krishna 💙😊
Aparna you might not know but i truly love you .
And i pray for you a lot . I truly love you aparna . Jab reels dykhti hoon tmhain dykhti hoon ankhoon main ansoo aajaty hain . I feel you as my little sister i can see you in me . There is alot for things i can connect to you aparna
Thank you🙂
Ye sb sunke mujhe tare zameen pr vali movie yad aa gyi
I don't know..but I got the answer..Thanku..so deeepp
Same mentally 😢
Same here di may b phele ase hi sochti thi
You are so mee ✨🎀
Room tour and home decor haul 😮
I normally don't put all this personal information but even if 1 line of my comment felling give you hope or you help felling better in certain way .💖💖
I really need this video 😢❤
13:48 you're amazing❤❤❤ well done 👏 now you have to research about spirituality you're samee as spiritual
Damn good ❤
Helpfull ❤
तू ना हमारा प्यारा पिल्लू है 🤗🌹🤎 जिसकी हाइट एक पेड़ जितनी है (including the underground roots coverage).
Hr insan apny dukh main rota ha
No why delete this is so amazing 😍
We love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much di
Lot's of love from M.P
I think the same broo❤👀
Thank you for this❤🧿
ZINDAGI ASAAN KARDI ESHU
Read Quran with meaning and get all answers❤
💯💯
Please don’t delete this vlog is motivating ❤
Jai shree ram ❤🫶🏻
Sometimes we have such things in our mind that we feel like to tell someone , but no one understands, so just say whatever is in your mind whenever you feel like itna kya sochna good day 👍🏻🍫🍬🍭
thank you for this ❤
Thanks aparna ❤
I Cried okay!.this is not fair
Kyu.... Aparna Di... Ham to aapse hi.... Independent ban rahe hain.... To kabhi apne aap se yah mat sochega ki meri videos acchi nahin hai we really love you videos....... Love from Jammu and Kashmir 2:12
Bohot jyada relate Kiya mene.....muje laga me hi aese sochati hu