@FloppyFlopZ I said it once or twice in some very old videos. Then people just started commenting it on every video. So I started saying it to kind of "cheers" with my community. Plus I was genuinely trying to drink more water and cut soda. After a while i just became synonymous with it. And while people try to call it "corny" its still a positive message that can only benefit people so yea
@@PatrickCc dude I remember you from under 10k subs when you did mostly just rapper stuff, I remember getting so many replies from you then you were so active man I'm just so so proud of you for getting this far, road to 1mil!
@@MartianCandies thanks for sticking with me this whole time! If you comment on the vids early there is a better chance I will see it! After the first day or so it becomes nearly impossible to keep up with comments lol
It was a much smaller community, these days your grandparents are on facebook but back then the MySpace era was pretty much under 30, and for me at least the cool kids at school were busy being cool irl and weren't spending their afternoons on a computer.
not really when myspace was big it was way easier to get scene then today's social media I had a 100k plus friends and I did nothing to earn it but now there's so much competition it's not as easy
I remember as a child thinking crazy people were scary losers but as an adult I realized how fragile your mind is and mental health issues can happen to anyone and can happen out of nowhere. I feel for people who suffer and get looked down upon. Mental illness needs to be taken care of seriously.
It will, as soon as our generation stops trying to have a mental disability. Mental health issues have become a trend in thia new generation more than an actual illness. Most of these "influencers" who claim they have one more than likely are lying, somehow everyone is schizophrenic or has Tourette syndrome.
@@Snagmaster30lb I have never seen anyone faking schizophrenia on social media. You don’t seem to be too educated if you think mental illness is a new thing it’s been happening for centuries and has never been cared for properly. It’s not this generation that’s causing people to get looked over. Tourette’s isn’t a mental illness.
@@strawberryseeds never said it was a new thing. Read. I said it became a trend. Read. Never said tourettes was a mental illness. Read. I said people are faking these things. Read. Welcome to are you smarter than a 5th grader.
Refreshing you MySpace profile after adding a new song to see what people would see when they open your profile and thinking "Hell yeah" owns a very special place in my heart.
he highlighted how she never takes accountability for things and blames others or her "personalities" not sure if that constitutes narcissism but seems like it also the constant need for attention and adoration people need to stop watching her so she can lose her platform
@@kns8596 It's a Cluster B personality trait. I'd say she has Borderline Personality Disorder. I was in a relationship with a woman that had it (we lived together, but not married) and it is something to behold in person. One of the trademarks is impulsive behavior, manipulation, compulsive lying, sexual promiscuity, childhood trauma, fear of abandonment, and the constant seeking of validation that is often through sexual attention.
@@neonada.official Sadly, it seems that, for many people, that thought has NEVER occurred to them. If only they knew how much better their lives would be without it. Honestly, choosing NOT to sign up for a Twitter account when it first started to become popular, was unironically the BEST decision I’ve ever made. Watching the effect that it’s had on its Users, from the Outside, has been a profoundly disturbing experience.
I haven’t heard about Tila in years. This video is so well put together. I had no idea she even had a kid or an aneurysm. Incredibly sad how her life went down the drain… hope she can get help and that her baby is safe!
@@Mr.B.B.Wolfman but at least way before it was at the semi top of the drain. Just below the opening. Now? She's way down past that U shaped bend. Well... If it was a sink drain pipe,that is.
What’s terrifying is the fact that this woman has a child. Like this is a person who CLEARLY needs some SERIOUS psychiatric and therapeutic help and they are raising a PERSON. That is scary. I truly, truly help she gets the help she needs and her daughter gets the parental guidance she should have.
Same goes for that lady recording her son wearing a dress in the dressing room trying to confuse the kid with her interrogative weird questions and posting it on social media. I’d like to think you’ve got that same energy towards people like that.
I always found it interesting how her along with many other famous female celebrities (even A-listers) went through a serious mental health downfall in the 2000s and people just let it happen because it made for a good tabloid story. It's so sad.
Not fully on topic but it’s crazy how many musicians got famous on MySpace, but when MySpace went away they didn’t figure out a way to transition to other media.
🤔 you may have a point but I think Trisha got influence from all trendy scandalous girls back in the day like Paris , Kim, Pamela, Anna Nicole, etc. and including Tila of course 😂 I think she just went along with all their personalities
Wow, we need more and more of these “where are they now” from Hollywood. Many many more. I used to want to be a famous actor most of my childhood, but now seeing the product of that environment through people I’ve watched and looked up to as a child is eye-opening. Not being famous and in the spotlight seems like more of a privledge.
I know how you feel. I use to want to be a video game designer but after hearing BTS stuff from companies like EA, Konami, Blizzard/Activision, Ubisoft etc. Well... I think I'm better off playing games is all I'm going to say.
agreed! i would love to see more videos about where OG influencers ended up. the only two people i know that got their start on the early internet is tia tequila and jeffee star
Same here, it’s a relief. I’d rather be broke and happy. There’s no price on sanity and not being a complete narcissist. IMHO tequila gets exactly what she deserves. No attention at all anymore. Haaa.
As someone WHO WATCHED HER STREAMS LIVE THEY WERE VERY REAL! She would get drunk fall down fall off counters and chairs and not get up and have blood pouring down her hair. She was VERY MUCH not faking anything.
Omg remember her creepy TH-cam rants where she would tell us the devil came to her, the fiery Phoenix etc. All this bizarre stuff, people even went as far as accusing her of killing her own fiance when that happened.
Right broh, I just can't believe with all the fame and money she got in the past and now she living in an apartment OMG...those are definitively some bad decisions
Yes but if she had started later should would have faired better imo. The Conditions weren't right for her type of fame at that time, people weren't really interested in people who was famous for doing nothing that came with the Kardashian Era.
Talking to a camera like you’re talking to a real person has some psychological affects. Being out in public and witnessing people do this is extremely uncomfortable and awkward to watch, especially when they’re jumping around like a child cause they’re “excited” of how their “life” is going “HEY GUYS IM SO EXCITED TO TELL YOU”. I don’t care what anyone says, it’s not normal and I’m certain it f***s with your head.
If you start out as an irrational person like Tila, yes it could make you go mad. She's a narcissist that just gets worse as she gets older. If you start out in social media as a rational human being then it can benefit you depending on how you use it. Tila was never a rational person, she was way psycho before she lost her friend Casey and way before social media. This was inevitable due to her unchecked mental illness from childhood.
The influencers who survive and get a lot of subscribers seem to be good storytellers or know fascinating things about history or science. Plus, they seem mentally healthy.
Haven't thought about Tila in like over a decade (since she became overtly antisemitic/racist/etc), but you were super fair about her influence to a generation of culture. It's wild to stop and think that this woman was capable of being genuinely prolific....
So you are one of those people who thinks a word can only be used by a group of people even though they shout such word to everybody but get offended when some other race uses it, but when they say words like cracka its not racist, you dont here white people saying whats up my cracka or hispanic saying whats up my chicko, these are actual words they made up and use against others but yet no one starts calling racism when it clearly is, and they are the one spewing it but oh dont say their word thats racist but they the ones who call each other niga i guess they hate each other it makes sense why they are always shooting at each other
@@priyaanjlie key word in his statement is I WISH meaning its something they desired she'd have done that instead of what she ended up doing.. reading is fundamental
Physical beauty is a tremendous power in this shallow world. She realized hers way too young, without having to develop any proper character or integrity.
i reckon she just did way too many drugs, ive dabbled in that shit and i've felt insanity creeping over me. Definitely unpleasant but i reckon some people enjoy the evil it brings...
She be doing these insane live streams these days SCREAMING about how she travelled to another plane and had sex with a man who turned out to be a dragon. Which is, of course, a crime, and also very dangerous, as he could kill her and her family. But then she realized the dragon was Jesus Jehovah and anybody whose ever sh-talked her is going to be begging at her feet in the afterlife because she is God and blah blah blah... And her kids are literally playing just off-frame, LOL! That said, I've had worse parents in my own family, if this is the worst she's doing
Anyone remember the episode on shot at love with Tila where the blonde dude with the cowboy hat got the boot and he stood outside in the driveway yelling "TILLLAAA" "TEEEYYLLUUUUHHH"
When Tila says she's allergic to alcohol, she's likely reffering to alcohol flush or Asian glow. It's not something that is deadly(in the short term), but does cause a general sickness. So her still drinking isn't her lying more than it's a picture of her mental health.
Recovering alcoholics in AA also say they "have an allergy to alcohol", but in that case it's an expression referring to the fact that they can't drink alcohol in moderation and must avoid it.
Damn, this is actually kind of heart breaking. I met Tila Tequila when I was 18- i was young, dumb and all about the hustle. I did one shoot for Suicide Girls and she reached out to me on MySpace for some xtra work filming for a music video. At the time, she was a huge name and I kinda jumped at the opportunity as I was 18 and supporting myself in La. I remember meeting her at a bar in Hollywood when I learned she was in a girl rock band and that’s what we’d be filming for. It turned into a concert/hang out and I honestly don’t remember if much filming even got done. She was actually really sweet- crazy, but really nice and made you feel like an old friend. I’m 35 now and my days of partying club life are long gone lol but every once and a while, I can’t help but wonder how some of the people I met/associated w around that time are doing now. I never really kept up w her after that point (2005ish). I think she hit me up another time after on MySpace about doing a shoot but I was my own mess that needed fixing at the time. Life is a lot more calmer and fruitful for me these days- it’s sad to see her like this. I hope she finds the healing she so clearly needs.
Woah. Glad you didn't turn out like her then. That's cool that you had that opportunity. I would have TOTALLY wanted a piece of that pie in 2005. ..Especially being 21 and all lol.
I think she was genuinely predisposed to psychosis and the aneurysm and overdose just flipped the switch. She’s done and said horrific things but I do have some sympathy for her.
Are you kidding me? CPS is the most corrupt sex trafficking organizations. The people running it are sex offenders and the entire system is antiquated with years of backlogged paperwork and court cases and that’s by design. After multiple complaints the government ordered an internal investigation- the investigator was a registered sex offender and he was supposed to be investigating the head of CPS- also a sex offender. So this was all at the time pizza gate broke so after public outcry, Hillary ordered up another investigation, to investigate the investigator, well he also turned out to be another registered- don’t make me say it- And remember those ten or so kids that were chained to their beds, starving, covered in feces and living in squalor? Well people from around the world sent them clothing toys furniture money, offered to adopt them…there was a mountain of stuff- dozens of bikes- well they were split up, put in abusive foster homes, got nothing, not even one bike, there was locks on the refrigerators. No matter how bad things are, at least it’s family and what the child knows. It’s always worse with a stranger where no bonds are formed. The world is overrun by darkness sex and evil, we need Jesus , certainly not the government
Agreed. She was trying to teach her daughter how to control birds with their minds…. Her children need better guardians because the dad isn’t in their life and Tila is a nutcase.
Most women these days aren't sane enough to raise children. If you don't believe me, just look at the number of children being abused and neglected by their mothers and/or their boyfriends.
I was hoping someone else noticed that. It is pronounced like "when". Everyone I know with that last name is polite with correcting people but also very annoyed.
@christinaisnothere23 I wouldn't even attempt to say it if I didn't know 😂 The only reason I knew was because my bestie in high school had that last name.
i feel sorry for her kid.....its a tough life to live with a mom like this.....imagine the trauma that kid will have later in life. Also i feel sorry for the people that actually hear what she says.
I remember being a kid and hearing about how she had the most facebook friends and thinking, "how is that impressive?" and yet here we are today. What a wild story
"Being allergic to alcohol" is often used as code in the 12 step recovery world for meaning alcoholic. It's sort of a way to say you can't drink without saying your a recovering alcoholic. And being a wilderness camp teenager, it's possible she went to treatment for that at a young age.
Ummm Asians have a genetic predisposition to hyper sensitivity/allergic reaction to alcohol. Everyone already was aware of this chic being on drugs and being a lush.
@@xuan5469 She may have flushing when she drinks, but I doubt she has an actual alcohol allergy. I also don't believe she didn't party as a teenager growing up in Houston. Her going to rehab during summer break from high school make a lot of sense. Unfortunately her mental health wasn't adequately treated at that time, or she had trouble maintaining it when she moved away from home. She was wild from the moment she came on the scene. She's like the Asian Tricia Paytas, or rather Tricia is the white Tila Tequila. At some point she was constantly drinking, posting about drinking and in the news for drinking. She probably would have gone into anaphylactic shock a long time ago if she had an actual allergy.
Man, I miss Myspace so much. That was definitely the superior social media outlet. It allowed for so much creativity and we were low-key coding at like 13yrs old. 😅
My sister talks in the very same way as TT. My sister has pickled her brain with drugs and drinking. It’s easy to forget TT walked so Trisha Paytas could run.
I had to look up Trisha Paytas because I've never heard of her. You cannot compare her to Tila -- Paytas is unattractive, has had excessive lip filler, a hideous boob job and is visibly overweight, whereas Tila has always been naturally pretty and petite. No comparison! Paytas is also Caucasian and American. Tila is Asian-American.
Yeah, I too think she fried her brain from drugs in her youth which is taking a toll on her now (withdrawal symptoms and all especially during pregnancy)
I remember during high school, almost every chick wanted to be like Tila Tequila. Chicks would take MySpace photos doing the kissing duck face, a peace sign and holding a tequila bottle in the other. Crazy to see where she is now and how those same chicks from high school have kids, families and are working hard. Everyone BUT Tila seemed to grow up and out of that Era. It's sad really.
"Allergic" to alcohol is a term alcoholics use. She was telling us she's an alcoholic and can't stop by saying she is allergic and yet still drinking publicly
This is absolutely bonkers. I didn't realize that even before the brain aneurysm she was so messed up. It's absolutely horrifying that she's responsible for the wellbeing of a human child.
@@okaycola2 I’m disabled, idiot. And I’m trying to better my situation. And another thing, I only have 1 kid, on bc and refuse to have anymore children while single and struggling. I will be in a stable non abusive relationship and a surgical tech when and if I have another kid. I’m now a surgical tech student, will start in October. And my son’s well taken care of. Anymore bullshit coming forth from your mouth?
I remember following her on Snapchat (probably around 2017/2018?) and she would take her daughter to the park and try to teach her how to control the birds with her mind. It was really depressing to watch.
Her baby is so adorable and as a newly father it hurts my heart knowing that girl will be raised by a lunatic. I really hope she gets the support and help she needs to give that baby a good life.
I'm sure the dad's no perfect either. People do change. Why people don't believe that is because they are stupid. The very essense of life is about change and growth.
Yea, Tila will get better or she won't, but truly, that kid has a better life, even if Tila does have mental illness, than most of the kids on this planet. She has a roof over her head, food, clothes, a school she is required to attend, she lives in America, just maybe she has a father worth a damn (extremely low bar to meet compared to a mother worth a damn) etc. If you think THAT child has a hard life, I have some reallllly bad news for you OP.
You know had she played her cards right, she could have been someone post wild child phase. She could have been like someone behind the scene in Hollywood. Maybe she could have played into the current gen z Stan humor like Nicki Minaj or Doja Cat. She really could have made money on the revival of Y2K fashion.
I was thinking the same thing! She was building to be a real heavy hitter in how she paired business ventures and fan Engagement. She was blazing trails in ways OnlyFans has just begun doing in the last 5 years or so. Could she have been as well established in our society as the karadashians? I seriously wonder. To me, this just made me question how many brilliant minds we lose to sufferers of mental illness who never receive proper help to stay on track.
I remember really liking "A Shot at Love" and thinking Tila was so cool for being so open and sincere about herself. It was sad seeing her go downhill.
I remember talking to her in the MySpace days way before she went off the rails. She was always really friendly and talkative. Sad to see her downfall. I do think that aneurysm played a role in her thoughts and decision making.
I know of 2 people who survived an aneurysm. One was a mean asshole who became one of the nicest people you could ever meet afterwards, and the other was a happy, well-adjusted woman who had bizarre behaviour afterwards. I dunno, maybe you're right; the aneurysm might have just sped up the crazy a bit.
@@KimBouchard brain damage is a heck of a thing. A coworker from a previous job got into a motorcycle accident which led to a brain injury, she became a completely different person after. She became rude(not mean, but didn't have a filter), and impulsive.
I wonder if her overdose and aneurism caused some long-term brain damage that could’ve caused her behavior and opinions to become so radical? I’ve heard of people getting into accidents that cause damage to their frontal lobe, and then they become profane and violent. It wouldn’t excuse her actions or words, but it could be a contributing factor to the extent at which she displays them.
yeah that’s what I was thinking. not to excuse her actions at all. I definitely think she was a little screwy before the overdose but I def think it intensified it.
Definitely possible and something I considered. There are also people who think she even lied about the brain aneurism. I mean the only proof we have is that she told us so. Seems crazy but Tila has lied about so many things its hard to believe anything she says.
That's what my family thinks happened to my aunt. When she was little, they claimed she was sweet and nice when she was a kid but had some sort of aneurism and a seizure and after that, her personality and behavior changed drastically, becoming erratic, profane and violent and despite being almost 40 now, she still acts like a big immature child. It's so scary that things like this can happen to people.
I met her at the PX on Fort Lewis back in 2006. She was really nice and signed an autograph for me. Never realized she went totally off the rails like this.
doesn't matter what kind of drugs, it's a fact that you can get psychosis from drugs too... and its been said in this documentary that shes been struggling with addiction before the brain aneurysm - in general, its importatnt to get help, no matter if it is mental health problems or addiction, we only have one life... and if we dont take care of ourselves, who else does? :'(
It’s kinda cool that her writing ability must be pretty decent to bring in so many subscribers for her website and make them feel connected to her, and how her book was actually well received is kinda impressive.
Why not? That wasn't a good show. Not wholesome in the least. It's just a dirty version of the Bachelor/Bachelorette! I can't believe people like it! It truly is sad how people (YOUNG PEOPLE'S) morals have gone down! I remembered watching that show and how trashy I thought it was, along with other TV shows like 16 and Pregnant! Date My Mom and Next! My God it's no wonder our society has been immature and it's continued through the 2010s too! 😡
@@Goodwillwinoverevil1984 😂 it ain’t that deep. Find something else to get mad about. This world is fucked up, and what’s on tv is the least of MY worries lol.
@@CarlyRaeJempsen I wish I was able to control the TV industry. Especially in the 2000's and older, that's where MOST people got their information about the world and society that's why. Before the internet, people were GLUED to their TV sets. In a way, I admired Tila. She was a minority like me who luckily made it. I wanted to be on TV too when I was younger but I never had the right connections and parents worked too damn much to pay any attention to me and my dreams..lol? Thank god for you younger folks, in a way, with TH-cam, Insta, Facebook, Tik Tok, it's gotten a BIT easier to for attention whores and narcs to wreak their havoc lol.
I remember hearing about her as a young teen. A lot of teenage boys wouldn’t shut up about her, so i just rolled my eyes, labeled her a generic sex icon, and moved on with life forgetting about her. Im really surprised I didn't hear about her downfall until now. I had no idea it was this deep.
I was actually friends and was involved with her daughters father Thomas “he’s probably insane” he’s not at all, he’s a very good father and a kind hard working man. - she was extremely emotionally and mentally abusive towards him for not making enough money, took custody away from him, tells him he has Canes blood and is the devil, drives with her daughter not strapped in. He told me she had a stroke and brain bleed after an overdose and it completely changed her and ruined her. I pray she gets the help she needs- I hope he gets to see his little girl again. Also she didn’t fake another pregnancy she has 2 children.
How could she possibly get full custody Bein this publicly insane? If he was an amazing father and stand up guy…there’s NO WAY he’d have lost custody to her!
@@Kenzingo - The females are normally believed more than the fathers. I lost my son when he was 2 years and 7 months to his mom who would be partying and being a hoe and she took him out of state and he forgot me and I didn't see him again until only a couple years ago and he has no clue who I am to him. His mom is with another guy and they have a child but they have him believing he's the dad and have asked me to not say anything now because he has ADHD which I don't understand how that's relevant. I took care of my boy 4 to 5 days out the week and bought him whatever he needed every month and gave him love and I now don't even know him anymore. That's the ugly reality of life!
Unexpected win for me this morning by finding and watching this video. Perfect execution, very entertaining and to the point, knowledgeable… you have a new sub. Thanks for the great video! I didn’t know much about her until now. Keep them coming!
it’s pretty depressing how much she fell. Tila was a genuine pioneer and figure in the early internet days. i had some friends who also were attracted as hell to her and i can’t blame them lmao even though we were just kids with access to MTV and Myspace. the first true online influencer right here
Grew up in the Myspace area too.. I remember watching her on shot at love.. Always wondered how she got to where she is now 😢.. Maybe you can do a video on Amanda Bynes ❤
Makes me feel so old that the creator of the video is explaining MySpace in a documentary style, as if the majority of viewers of this video have no idea what MySpace was or got to experience the revolutionary social experiment that it was ❤❤😂😂
I love Chrissy but she gives mean girl vibes lmao and they tried cancelling her due to her lil Twitter rants I think she's just outspoken and tries to be funny but cancel culture is stupid these people will forever be famous regardless
I just randomly thought of Tila Tequila the other day, by thinking: “huh, I wonder what happened to that girl with the bisexual reality show on MTV?”. Oh boy, was I not prepared to know.
If she wasnt crazy shed be such a huge personality in the influencer world TODAY. She was sort of like a pioneer of what its like to be an "only Fans" girl and get millions of followers on Social Media. But then she lost her fucking mind. Its actually really depressing and sad what happened to her. she totally lost it and that must be a very scary place to be.
Ikr, can't stand this heffa, I laugh too when I see her nowadays, all the drugs have taken a toll on her. She looking like some old ho* who been living on the streets for 25 years! 😂✊🏾💐
It's not easy being in the illuminati. There's the guy with the really loud voice. The bald guy is always messing with your mind. And the British chick with the shield is irritating as hell.
You cannot tell me that drugs didn't contribute to her downfall mentally. She was also linked with Paris and Nicole back inthe day. She was also a lover to the Johnson and Johnson heiress that died mysteriously. She wanted to be famous above all else. It failed miserably.
Gosh I remember Tila she was EVERYWHERE! I’m glad you gave her recognition on being the first ‘social media sexy socialite’ on the beginning... she has/had innate hustle and drive that’s usually a good thing. She had some psychotic break and she needs mental health and maybe even inpatient support.
Bruh it’s so sad cuz she really had everything in order to succeed. Or like pat said, maybe she was ahead of her time as the first true influencer. If she was around now instead of them she would have made it big because she was also a baddie.
@@Fakkuru me and my sister dont either but thats a good thing. We have our own lives. Im addicted to weed. And instead of making fun of me on YT my sister is persuing a career in addiction help. Very nice of her.
@@ricardomeertens9165 I was not making fun of my sister. I'm glad you and your sister have a good relationship. Not everyone has a family that gets along.
This should be an educational documentary shown to young teens re what social media does, since majority want to be “famous” for being “famous” nowadays.
@@AM-dp9tvsame…maybe when I was a teen the thought of being “famous” seemed so awesome…now as an adult I’m glad I never got famous 😂 most of these people end up with horrible lives full of fake friends. I think I’m ok with my small life lol
This is more about mental illness and expoutation. Being famous for being famous really doesn't exist. They said that about Kim K. She is a marketing genius, and she also grew a massive platform in which she recognized that her actions and words matter. To pass the baby bar without going to lawschool is insane, and it's a hell of a lot harder than going the traditional route. She has gotten dozens of people released from prison who were innocent or overly punished. She also helped write and get passed justice system reform. So 2 good examples of what social media can do with people who are brilliant in marketing. Unfortunately Tila is seriously ill and is focused on likes, fame and money. She has terrible people around her that financially benefit off of her illness.
Just for future reference: Nguyen is a very common Vietnamese surname and is pronounced much like "WIN". Some people also enunciate the "N" slightly, resulting in something more like "nWIN".
Thank you for sharing this. I knew it was a common Vietnamese last name but had honestly never heard it pronounced before. In my head, I always read it as “nuh-GOY-en.” I’ll be sure to pronounce it like “win” from now on!
@@blankspace5185 she would get paid money (I’m assuming) by these men who would type in her live chat to do things. The most vivid one I remember was some guy asking her and her girls to ride a little jeep around and she did it. She also would leave her kids at times and just walk around the neighborhood late at night while her kids were home in bed. That’s just a few examples of what I’ve seen over the years.
I’m not surprised she went into a downward spiral. She had pulled out of the industry and started to talk about all the dark stuff going on around her . She was on TH-cam heavy around 2011-2013.
I remember that Right before her baby and she said people were out together And even had T-shirts and stuff like it can't remember what she called but basically A big conspiracy theories you like the But then I have to baby start doing porn again yeah so it was really weird
@@C12341 Getting caught in the second matrix. Interesting way to put it. I'm not sure if I understand it. Why the second? But i know what you mean about spiritual people, especially those that have psychosis and/or mania. I was close to people like that. They are very extreme. I believe they're seeing more and absorbing more than the average person. Being spiritual on a semi enslaved polluted planet is extremely hard. The brighter your light is, the darker your shadow. Humanity's collective spirit is deeply sick. The more in tune you are, the more vulnerable you become to this sickness, as well as the light. Not everyone overcomes it. There are also the happy all-light spiritualists. They are the truly asleep ones in this matrix. They live in blissful ignorance or they suppress their suffering. Non-spiritualists tend to have more awareness than toxic-positive spiritualists. But I'm sure there are spiritualists out there that are more in the middle too but they are scarce. I think I knew a couple but we weren't close enough for me to tell.
@@niteshade2271 Religious and Spiritual are two different things. There was nothing Spiritual about this woman. She was religious/overly religious yes, but most definitely not Spiritual.
Holy crap. I feel like I just took a trip through a time machine. I forgot she even existed. I hope someone of sound mind supervises the upbringing of that little girl 😖
its a mental episode. they lose attention/support and go on a downward spiral and start destroying their life until its too late to do anything. i really feel bad for them
That's so wrong and manipulative to compare the two just because she states like 2 comparisons of beliefs with a ton of people. Tila is actually messed up in the head. She believes God sends her different weather patterns based on what she wants. Super psychopathic.
Thts wht the ppl want u to believe Kanye is 100% sane yall mfs jus buy in to wht the media tells u or wht they manipulate fuckin morons don’t compare the 2 ever she actually needs help
Hoping this video stays up lol...... grab your water you are gonna need it
by the intro, holy water shall do it
@FloppyFlopZ I said it once or twice in some very old videos. Then people just started commenting it on every video. So I started saying it to kind of "cheers" with my community. Plus I was genuinely trying to drink more water and cut soda. After a while i just became synonymous with it. And while people try to call it "corny" its still a positive message that can only benefit people so yea
gonna be here if it is or not
@@PatrickCc dude I remember you from under 10k subs when you did mostly just rapper stuff, I remember getting so many replies from you then you were so active man I'm just so so proud of you for getting this far, road to 1mil!
@@MartianCandies thanks for sticking with me this whole time! If you comment on the vids early there is a better chance I will see it! After the first day or so it becomes nearly impossible to keep up with comments lol
Patrick Cc the only guy to make a 30 minute video on Tila Tequila in 2022 and everyone wanting to watch it
Patrick Cc the 🐐
Ngl I’ve been waiting on a video about Tila ever since I was recommended some channel using her name on YT
Right. I didn't even like her then...but I still watch the entire thing
For real, this was really engaging.
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Being a social media star before the smart phone era is impressive
It was a much smaller community, these days your grandparents are on facebook but back then the MySpace era was pretty much under 30, and for me at least the cool kids at school were busy being cool irl and weren't spending their afternoons on a computer.
because there was internet before smart phones lol
@@janicevanity You’re a total dumbass for not getting it
not really when myspace was big it was way easier to get scene then today's social media I had a 100k plus friends and I did nothing to earn it but now there's so much competition it's not as easy
Superrrr
I remember as a child thinking crazy people were scary losers but as an adult I realized how fragile your mind is and mental health issues can happen to anyone and can happen out of nowhere. I feel for people who suffer and get looked down upon. Mental illness needs to be taken care of seriously.
its levels to this mental health shit and Ms.Tequila is on the highest one possible.,
It will, as soon as our generation stops trying to have a mental disability. Mental health issues have become a trend in thia new generation more than an actual illness. Most of these "influencers" who claim they have one more than likely are lying, somehow everyone is schizophrenic or has Tourette syndrome.
@Goku Black theres potential for there to be a vagina in the pic. Thats how the likes came.
@@Snagmaster30lb I have never seen anyone faking schizophrenia on social media. You don’t seem to be too educated if you think mental illness is a new thing it’s been happening for centuries and has never been cared for properly. It’s not this generation that’s causing people to get looked over.
Tourette’s isn’t a mental illness.
@@strawberryseeds never said it was a new thing. Read. I said it became a trend. Read. Never said tourettes was a mental illness. Read. I said people are faking these things. Read.
Welcome to are you smarter than a 5th grader.
Refreshing you MySpace profile after adding a new song to see what people would see when they open your profile and thinking "Hell yeah" owns a very special place in my heart.
😂 Wow MySpace is still operating?
I miss those times, well, not really but i do miss MySpace being THE social media of choice for most
Old nerd
Absolutely ❤
"I'm gonna post this sad emo song to show how heartbroken I am and my ex will message me!!!!" 😂
But God I was so much worse. I was a scene kid 😓🥴
Never imagined this would be her outcome. She started as an influencer then became what she is now.
Baldy
shicken flounder
zig zog
wow, this comment gave me a bigger zock
damn i didnt know big O would be here, must be down bad
When you combine narcissism, entitlement, mental illness, drug & alcohol abuse and way too much time on your hands, you get situations like this
he highlighted how she never takes accountability for things and blames others or her "personalities" not sure if that constitutes narcissism but seems like it also the constant need for attention and adoration people need to stop watching her so she can lose her platform
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@@kns8596 It's a Cluster B personality trait. I'd say she has Borderline Personality Disorder. I was in a relationship with a woman that had it (we lived together, but not married) and it is something to behold in person. One of the trademarks is impulsive behavior, manipulation, compulsive lying, sexual promiscuity, childhood trauma, fear of abandonment, and the constant seeking of validation that is often through sexual attention.
Facts*
True.
The wall is undefeated.
"A Shot at Love" was one of those reality shows where you could just SMELL the chlamydia from your TV.
Like Flavor of Love or Geordie Shore.
🤣🤣🤣😩😩😩😩
Eeewww😂😂😂
🫣😳🫣🤣🤣🤣☣️🥺
🤣🤣🤣🤣
She was basically a one woman showcase of what the entire Internet would become.
Literally 🎯
We didnt deserve Tom at MySpace. He didnt do us like Zuck does
You realise you can just like.. not use social media?
@@neonada.official You realize this is like... just a joke?
@@neonada.official Sadly, it seems that, for many people, that thought has NEVER occurred to them. If only they knew how much better their lives would be without it.
Honestly, choosing NOT to sign up for a Twitter account when it first started to become popular, was unironically the BEST decision I’ve ever made.
Watching the effect that it’s had on its Users, from the Outside, has been a profoundly disturbing experience.
Sic whatever that is in your picture on both of them
@@IAmAlsoTheWalrus cheap cop out + you didn’t write the comment so you wouldn’t know
I haven’t heard about Tila in years. This video is so well put together. I had no idea she even had a kid or an aneurysm. Incredibly sad how her life went down the drain… hope she can get help and that her baby is safe!
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Her life didn't "go down the drain". I was never not in that drain.
@@Mr.B.B.Wolfman but at least way before it was at the semi top of the drain. Just below the opening. Now? She's way down past that U shaped bend. Well... If it was a sink drain pipe,that is.
@@comicalsquid1496 is pop ph 👋 b h hill.
Lil
I remember her from MySpace days… wow.
100% facts on her being the first person to get famous off of social media.
Damn
Ikr
The other girl named Forbidden also because famous off of it. Named Christine Dolce. She passed away
Right ! Like wow
and it went all downhill from there
Drug/Alcohol addiction, money and fame mixed with severe mental health issues is probably the biggest ticking time bomb you can be cursed with.
I used to bust heavy nuts to this chick all the time, that's before the hardcore stuff came out. I might actually revisit that nut.
True, thank god i dont have money and fame.
@@merlin_3876i heard that 😂
What’s terrifying is the fact that this woman has a child. Like this is a person who CLEARLY needs some SERIOUS psychiatric and therapeutic help and they are raising a PERSON. That is scary. I truly, truly help she gets the help she needs and her daughter gets the parental guidance she should have.
What a nut! Feel sorry for her daughter
No different than many of the people on social media.
Shut the fuck up you !! She was actually on to something the world isn't ready for
@@sethralavode9012
This woman is beyond most
Same goes for that lady recording her son wearing a dress in the dressing room trying to confuse the kid with her interrogative weird questions and posting it on social media. I’d like to think you’ve got that same energy towards people like that.
I always found it interesting how her along with many other famous female celebrities (even A-listers) went through a serious mental health downfall in the 2000s and people just let it happen because it made for a good tabloid story. It's so sad.
They look for a type in the industry. I imagine they have ground quite a few people into the dust.
Still going on. Just look at a weeks worth of tabloids and I’m sure you will find a lot of drugs, sex, and mental breakdowns.
Even though it seems not that long ago it wasn't a time mental health was spoke about.
Yeah, people get entertained with the saddest things.
Very intensely misogynistic media will do that to ya
She was literally the first social media influencer. That’s crazy.
Not even close. She became one of the most popular at the time but def not the first
She is the blueprint of the modern woman
She was eaten by the dragons
The mother Dragon drank her mind..the Mother dragon is Tay Money 💰. She says it in her new song. Summer time fine.
@@coolmanguy2680 wdym?☠️
Not fully on topic but it’s crazy how many musicians got famous on MySpace, but when MySpace went away they didn’t figure out a way to transition to other media.
Sure they did. Spotify.
Just because Spotify exists doesn’t mean all Myspace artists had the knowledge or means to successfully transfer their fanbase to it.
Soundcloud
I didn't realize how much inspiration Trisha Paytas must've gotten from Tila's career
Yes, that's what I thought too..
🤔 you may have a point but I think Trisha got influence from all trendy scandalous girls back in the day like Paris , Kim, Pamela, Anna Nicole, etc. and including Tila of course 😂 I think she just went along with all their personalities
Trisha was the cocktail mix of all "influencers"
My fkn thoughts right now lol
Thinking the same thing
Wow, we need more and more of these “where are they now” from Hollywood. Many many more. I used to want to be a famous actor most of my childhood, but now seeing the product of that environment through people I’ve watched and looked up to as a child is eye-opening. Not being famous and in the spotlight seems like more of a privledge.
I know how you feel. I use to want to be a video game designer but after hearing BTS stuff from companies like EA, Konami, Blizzard/Activision, Ubisoft etc.
Well... I think I'm better off playing games is all I'm going to say.
This is so well said, every word echoes my own thoughts. Thanks op! 🌻
Edit: well, except the acting part, opps
Have you seen Corey feldmans new rap video? Lol
agreed! i would love to see more videos about where OG influencers ended up. the only two people i know that got their start on the early internet is tia tequila and jeffee star
Same here, it’s a relief. I’d rather be broke and happy. There’s no price on sanity and not being a complete narcissist. IMHO tequila gets exactly what she deserves. No attention at all anymore. Haaa.
As someone WHO WATCHED HER STREAMS LIVE THEY WERE VERY REAL! She would get drunk fall down fall off counters and chairs and not get up and have blood pouring down her hair. She was VERY MUCH not faking anything.
You can fake evrything
I'm sure an attention whore like her didn't fake anything. haha
Omg remember her creepy TH-cam rants where she would tell us the devil came to her, the fiery Phoenix etc. All this bizarre stuff, people even went as far as accusing her of killing her own fiance when that happened.
What the FUCK
Was it menstrual blood or just regular..?
Not sure why this hit my algorithm, but it was interesting and informative, thank you!
Tia tequila was EVERYWHERE she's kind of the prototype for today's "influencers" she was just over a decade to early.
Right broh, I just can't believe with all the fame and money she got in the past and now she living in an apartment OMG...those are definitively some bad decisions
She wasn't too early, it had to start somewhere.
It’s a shame
@George Gershwin and nazi's... Can not forget the nazi's
Yes but if she had started later should would have faired better imo. The Conditions weren't right for her type of fame at that time, people weren't really interested in people who was famous for doing nothing that came with the Kardashian Era.
How social media leads a person towards madness is what everyone should be aware off
You’re exactly right
Talking to a camera like you’re talking to a real person has some psychological affects. Being out in public and witnessing people do this is extremely uncomfortable and awkward to watch, especially when they’re jumping around like a child cause they’re “excited” of how their “life” is going “HEY GUYS IM SO EXCITED TO TELL YOU”. I don’t care what anyone says, it’s not normal and I’m certain it f***s with your head.
Tila was a prototype influencer.
Cop out. Her tourment is because of her actions. It's spiritual.
If you start out as an irrational person like Tila, yes it could make you go mad. She's a narcissist that just gets worse as she gets older. If you start out in social media as a rational human being then it can benefit you depending on how you use it. Tila was never a rational person, she was way psycho before she lost her friend Casey and way before social media. This was inevitable due to her unchecked mental illness from childhood.
Dude YES! You’re killing it with the videos and topic selection! This didn’t feel long at all, I was engaged throughout.
Seriously. Homeboy on point. Stay great King! Great voice too!
Took that sunny v2 formula 😏
"@@andrewpawlak4203"
Abso-f'ing-lutely! Pat is putting out prime content!
+1
Tila was so Bipolar I from the jump and everyone blamed it on party drugs... the drugs were a symptom
It’s disturbing to see what happens to people when the spotlight starts to inch away from them…
The spotlight doesnt "inch" one day you wake up and its just gone. Thats what happened to her. Her 15 minutes was up.
Or when it gets turned on ...
This is what happens when you mix a mental illness with alcohol and drug abuse.
Yup, she doesn’t deserve children.
This.
Prepare yourselves for SO MANY of these stories coming. Social media influencers are even dumber now. Their downfalls will make TH-camrs millions.
💯
There’s already sooooo many of them, especially the washed up sound cloud rappers….a lot of them end up in addiction, chasing the fame or dead.
People are not made for warshipping! This distroid them !!
The influencers who survive and get a lot of subscribers seem to be good storytellers or know fascinating things about history or science. Plus, they seem mentally healthy.
@@velvetbees Blaire White is one of them. She will never fade.
Haven't thought about Tila in like over a decade (since she became overtly antisemitic/racist/etc), but you were super fair about her influence to a generation of culture. It's wild to stop and think that this woman was capable of being genuinely prolific....
fax
she was jewish lolo
Would you consider this #asianhate
@@youtubehatestruthtellers8065 No and I hope you are a troll lol
@@mee091000 well she's Asian and racist... that's the hate she gives
0:56 she said that so effortlessly 😂😂
So you are one of those people who thinks a word can only be used by a group of people even though they shout such word to everybody but get offended when some other race uses it, but when they say words like cracka its not racist, you dont here white people saying whats up my cracka or hispanic saying whats up my chicko, these are actual words they made up and use against others but yet no one starts calling racism when it clearly is, and they are the one spewing it but oh dont say their word thats racist but they the ones who call each other niga i guess they hate each other it makes sense why they are always shooting at each other
Apparently she's already been invited to the cookout 🤣
I'm 5 minutes in and she was truly ahead of her time with starting a subscription site. I wish she kept building her business as her focus.
Same
Wait what why!? She needs help asap! She should definitely not keep building her "buisness"
I'm confused lol
Well, getting "attention" was always her way of growing her business... All the drama and lies was her idea of the influencer hustle.
@@priyaanjlie key word in his statement is I WISH meaning its something they desired she'd have done that instead of what she ended up doing.. reading is fundamental
Life After 30 - What Kind of Ass Clown 🤡Are You?
Physical beauty is a tremendous power in this shallow world. She realized hers way too young, without having to develop any proper character or integrity.
@@deb6853 What? She is still alive.
@@deb6853 she has sex appeal facially she's average
@@deb6853 Character illumination is not an assasination.
i reckon she just did way too many drugs, ive dabbled in that shit and i've felt insanity creeping over me. Definitely unpleasant but i reckon some people enjoy the evil it brings...
@@kimhornhem5399 bruh wtf r u saying? You can't be so vague and then claim evilness... some drugs are very spiritual and enlightening...
It’s so scary to think she has a child. I really hope her baby is ok.
She be doing these insane live streams these days SCREAMING about how she travelled to another plane and had sex with a man who turned out to be a dragon. Which is, of course, a crime, and also very dangerous, as he could kill her and her family. But then she realized the dragon was Jesus Jehovah and anybody whose ever sh-talked her is going to be begging at her feet in the afterlife because she is God and blah blah blah... And her kids are literally playing just off-frame, LOL! That said, I've had worse parents in my own family, if this is the worst she's doing
True
That’s none of your business betch. Who t f made you perfect?
She has 2 apparently
Anyone remember the episode on shot at love with Tila where the blonde dude with the cowboy hat got the boot and he stood outside in the driveway yelling
"TILLLAAA"
"TEEEYYLLUUUUHHH"
Never had myspace 😢
Never had facebook.
Never will!😂😂
I don't waste time on other people who do nothing but beg for attention....😢
When Tila says she's allergic to alcohol, she's likely reffering to alcohol flush or Asian glow. It's not something that is deadly(in the short term), but does cause a general sickness. So her still drinking isn't her lying more than it's a picture of her mental health.
Recovering alcoholics in AA also say they "have an allergy to alcohol", but in that case it's an expression referring to the fact that they can't drink alcohol in moderation and must avoid it.
@@kidamnesiak1 my mom says she's allergic to vodka because it makes her mean lmao
interesting I have never heard of this
This is accurate
Asian glow just means they go mad red after a few drinks lol
The switch from your older content to this is INSANE editing and top quality content Patrick, drink water and congrats 🙏🏻
Yo kobi
You watch Patrick?
Nice you have good taste in yt channels
Ayo, kobi,
Wassup man, love from Zim
Tired of losing bëts on football games? Do what my name says. You will like what you see,,,,,,
As someone who also plays Apex is like I can't escape it 😂
Lmao Kobi you like trashy shows too
Damn, this is actually kind of heart breaking. I met Tila Tequila when I was 18- i was young, dumb and all about the hustle. I did one shoot for Suicide Girls and she reached out to me on MySpace for some xtra work filming for a music video. At the time, she was a huge name and I kinda jumped at the opportunity as I was 18 and supporting myself in La. I remember meeting her at a bar in Hollywood when I learned she was in a girl rock band and that’s what we’d be filming for. It turned into a concert/hang out and I honestly don’t remember if much filming even got done. She was actually really sweet- crazy, but really nice and made you feel like an old friend. I’m 35 now and my days of partying club life are long gone lol but every once and a while, I can’t help but wonder how some of the people I met/associated w around that time are doing now. I never really kept up w her after that point (2005ish). I think she hit me up another time after on MySpace about doing a shoot but I was my own mess that needed fixing at the time. Life is a lot more calmer and fruitful for me these days- it’s sad to see her like this. I hope she finds the healing she so clearly needs.
Cool story dude. I was an xx boy.
Oh my gosh. Wow. I got accepted into suicide girls but then began ignoring them out of shame. I was 18!
Woah. Glad you didn't turn out like her then. That's cool that you had that opportunity. I would have TOTALLY wanted a piece of that pie in 2005. ..Especially being 21 and all lol.
You did something called grow up.
Girl can you turn this into a full blown mini book?? Would love to hear more of your tales
You did well sharing such troubled information from a troubled person and still manage to do it in a way that I could listen to the end. Thank you.
I was obsessed with MySpace. I loved how I was able to put any background I wanted, different fonts and background music. It was awesome.
Yes!!!
Me to I was like 14 and I thought I was badass for having my back ground song as hypnotized- Biggie
Html code was fun too. Taught me a lot.
Yessss! I even had a code to hide the song ! 😅 I miss MySpace
We were all little programmers and didn’t know it yet!
I think she was genuinely predisposed to psychosis and the aneurysm and overdose just flipped the switch. She’s done and said horrific things but I do have some sympathy for her.
She was sexually assaulted by a baller too
I feel more sad for her child.
The fact that she has a child is insane. That child needs to be placed with a guardian who is stable.
Are you kidding me? CPS is the most corrupt sex trafficking organizations. The people running it are sex offenders and the entire system is antiquated with years of backlogged paperwork and court cases and that’s by design. After multiple complaints the government ordered an internal investigation- the investigator was a registered sex offender and he was supposed to be investigating the head of CPS- also a sex offender. So this was all at the time pizza gate broke so after public outcry, Hillary ordered up another investigation, to investigate the investigator, well he also turned out to be another registered- don’t make me say it- And remember those ten or so kids that were chained to their beds, starving, covered in feces and living in squalor? Well people from around the world sent them clothing toys furniture money, offered to adopt them…there was a mountain of stuff- dozens of bikes- well they were split up, put in abusive foster homes, got nothing, not even one bike, there was locks on the refrigerators. No matter how bad things are, at least it’s family and what the child knows. It’s always worse with a stranger where no bonds are formed. The world is overrun by darkness sex and evil, we need Jesus , certainly not the government
She has two kids.. Two daughters.
Agreed. She was trying to teach her daughter how to control birds with their minds…. Her children need better guardians because the dad isn’t in their life and Tila is a nutcase.
She comes off now as the type of person who kills their kid and everyone close to her acts "surprised "
Most women these days aren't sane enough to raise children. If you don't believe me, just look at the number of children being abused and neglected by their mothers and/or their boyfriends.
"Newang"?? Lol made me chuckle. From my understanding, that name is usually pronounced like "when"
But good video!
I was hoping someone else noticed that. It is pronounced like "when". Everyone I know with that last name is polite with correcting people but also very annoyed.
@christinaisnothere23 I wouldn't even attempt to say it if I didn't know 😂
The only reason I knew was because my bestie in high school had that last name.
i feel sorry for her kid.....its a tough life to live with a mom like this.....imagine the trauma that kid will have later in life. Also i feel sorry for the people that actually hear what she says.
Imagine minding your own fuking business and focusing on your own pathetic life instead.
The kid is probably set for life and will never have to worry financially. They will be fine
@@idiot_city5444yeah except for being Baby Hitler. Ridiculous.
@@idiot_city5444because that worked out well for the Johnson’s girl
@@idiot_city5444what money would this woman have???
I remember being a kid and hearing about how she had the most facebook friends and thinking, "how is that impressive?" and yet here we are today. What a wild story
Were you special needs? How could you not understand something simple?
No. She had the most MySpace friends.
@@k1n63d oh yeah, damn, it's been a long time haha
I still think that , so what they got 100 likes and 10,000 subs
She just had to be trying to be friends with anyone because she sent me a friend request a few times.
"Being allergic to alcohol" is often used as code in the 12 step recovery world for meaning alcoholic. It's sort of a way to say you can't drink without saying your a recovering alcoholic. And being a wilderness camp teenager, it's possible she went to treatment for that at a young age.
That makes sense
A lot of us Asians are more disposed to actually being allergic to alcohol. I can’t drink because of this lol
I'm asian and I am actually allergic to alcohol
Ummm Asians have a genetic predisposition to hyper sensitivity/allergic reaction to alcohol. Everyone already was aware of this chic being on drugs and being a lush.
@@xuan5469 She may have flushing when she drinks, but I doubt she has an actual alcohol allergy. I also don't believe she didn't party as a teenager growing up in Houston. Her going to rehab during summer break from high school make a lot of sense. Unfortunately her mental health wasn't adequately treated at that time, or she had trouble maintaining it when she moved away from home. She was wild from the moment she came on the scene. She's like the Asian Tricia Paytas, or rather Tricia is the white Tila Tequila. At some point she was constantly drinking, posting about drinking and in the news for drinking. She probably would have gone into anaphylactic shock a long time ago if she had an actual allergy.
The last name Nguyen - is actually pronounced WIN.
Man, I miss Myspace so much. That was definitely the superior social media outlet. It allowed for so much creativity and we were low-key coding at like 13yrs old. 😅
For real 😭♥️
@@mydarkterrors the good ol' days 😢
The bright red bold “ NEW COMMENT “ hit way better than any fb or ig notification
@@kayy9300 100%
For real. I pretty much forgot how all that code works now lmao
My sister talks in the very same way as TT. My sister has pickled her brain with drugs and drinking. It’s easy to forget TT walked so Trisha Paytas could run.
No bitch. Tila dashed so obese paytas could crawl.
I had to look up Trisha Paytas because I've never heard of her. You cannot compare her to Tila -- Paytas is unattractive, has had excessive lip filler, a hideous boob job and is visibly overweight, whereas Tila has always been naturally pretty and petite. No comparison! Paytas is also Caucasian and American. Tila is Asian-American.
This is how TP is gonna end up.
Yeah, I too think she fried her brain from drugs in her youth which is taking a toll on her now (withdrawal symptoms and all especially during pregnancy)
@@nancytwinkle7677 I disagree, she acts the way she does because she’s a horrible human being. Not because of drugs, she lies about everything.
I remember during high school, almost every chick wanted to be like Tila Tequila. Chicks would take MySpace photos doing the kissing duck face, a peace sign and holding a tequila bottle in the other.
Crazy to see where she is now and how those same chicks from high school have kids, families and are working hard. Everyone BUT Tila seemed to grow up and out of that Era. It's sad really.
Dark times
I’m that age and always thought Tila Tequila and Jersey Shore were super trashy ! Lol 😂
I remember girls at my high school doing the same thing, 2005-2006. MySpace was the main thing everyone my age had an account with.😁
Chicks are baby chickens. I didn't know baby chickens had access to the Internet.
@@priscillayoga4040 yeah I mean look at you lil bird! On the internet clucking away
"Allergic" to alcohol is a term alcoholics use. She was telling us she's an alcoholic and can't stop by saying she is allergic and yet still drinking publicly
Or she's asisn and gets red because she's allergic to alcohol but still drinks it because it's fun.
Not necessarily.
A lot of Asian people are allergic to alcohol, but still drink.
@@jakerobert3118 ok bud
She makes me feel content with being a regular non celebrity person lol
Amen 😀
They all make me feel like this way lol.
Right. Fame screws so many people up. I’d hate it..I’d rather just be rich haha
The money might be nice, though.
You should’ve regardless of her existence or not. That’s sad.
This is absolutely bonkers. I didn't realize that even before the brain aneurysm she was so messed up. It's absolutely horrifying that she's responsible for the wellbeing of a human child.
Not one, but 2 children. 2 little girls that have this for a mother. As a mother myself, this pisses me off
@@kitsunefaye1661 as a non parent this is still horrifying
@@kitsunefaye1661 you don’t seem to mind everyone else providing for your kids w food stamps
@@okaycola2 I’m disabled, idiot. And I’m trying to better my situation. And another thing, I only have 1 kid, on bc and refuse to have anymore children while single and struggling. I will be in a stable non abusive relationship and a surgical tech when and if I have another kid. I’m now a surgical tech student, will start in October. And my son’s well taken care of. Anymore bullshit coming forth from your mouth?
It's horribly, horribly sad. It's like she's a walking disaster area.
Tila had one of the most in your face cases of main character syndrome. Man, its crazy to see what else happened in one place
ikr.
Crazy to think as a kid I thought she was sexy asf now she’s a total nut case
I had to look up "main character syndrome" . I'm a nurse and thought I had missed out on a new diagnosis, lol, fuck I'm old.
Completely self centered
@@sheri226 how does that sound real at all?
NO ONE DESERVES TO LOSE THEIR ABILITY TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID. IT'S UP TO US/YOU TO DISCERN WHAT TO ABSORB. ✨
I remember following her on Snapchat (probably around 2017/2018?) and she would take her daughter to the park and try to teach her how to control the birds with her mind. It was really depressing to watch.
Wtf lol
Lololol!!
“Now baby, just focus and get that one bird over there to shit on that man’s head” 😂😂😂
Her kid is going to end up as nuts as her. That is depressing
I'd have literally snapped her telling her how fucked that is
Lol that's kinda funny but not 😑
Her baby is so adorable and as a newly father it hurts my heart knowing that girl will be raised by a lunatic. I really hope she gets the support and help she needs to give that baby a good life.
That kid would be better off being raised by wolves
Yea, maybe the father will help her.
I'm sure the dad's no perfect either. People do change. Why people don't believe that is because they are stupid. The very essense of life is about change and growth.
Yea, Tila will get better or she won't, but truly, that kid has a better life, even if Tila does have mental illness, than most of the kids on this planet. She has a roof over her head, food, clothes, a school she is required to attend, she lives in America, just maybe she has a father worth a damn (extremely low bar to meet compared to a mother worth a damn) etc. If you think THAT child has a hard life, I have some reallllly bad news for you OP.
@@LadyLakeland Agreed. And who's to say that child doesn't have stable aunts and uncles and grandparents, etc.
You know had she played her cards right, she could have been someone post wild child phase. She could have been like someone behind the scene in Hollywood. Maybe she could have played into the current gen z Stan humor like Nicki Minaj or Doja Cat. She really could have made money on the revival of Y2K fashion.
not really y2k fashion jus ripped off version of early 2000s fashion nowadays
Coulda woulda shoulda
@The Soulled Collective Exactly! 💯That’s the first thing that came to my mind.
And why would she wanna do that? lmao you sheeple are so pathetic
I was thinking the same thing! She was building to be a real heavy hitter in how she paired business ventures and fan Engagement. She was blazing trails in ways OnlyFans has just begun doing in the last 5 years or so. Could she have been as well established in our society as the karadashians? I seriously wonder. To me, this just made me question how many brilliant minds we lose to sufferers of mental illness who never receive proper help to stay on track.
Nguyen is pronounced like "win"
NU-GUH-WANG sent me 😂😂😅
Solid, informational video, ty for posting it. No hate, just cringed at that name butchering.
I remember really liking "A Shot at Love" and thinking Tila was so cool for being so open and sincere about herself.
It was sad seeing her go downhill.
I think the only reason I liked A Shot at Love was because of the bi aspect and I was a closeted baby bi(:
Yeah, but she was lying. Why would you feel bad about the downfall of someone who tricked you into liking them?
Trash show then trash show now
Me 2 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
What you expect when you live in such evil entertainment hell.
I remember talking to her in the MySpace days way before she went off the rails. She was always really friendly and talkative. Sad to see her downfall. I do think that aneurysm played a role in her thoughts and decision making.
I know of 2 people who survived an aneurysm. One was a mean asshole who became one of the nicest people you could ever meet afterwards, and the other was a happy, well-adjusted woman who had bizarre behaviour afterwards. I dunno, maybe you're right; the aneurysm might have just sped up the crazy a bit.
@@KimBouchard brain damage is a heck of a thing. A coworker from a previous job got into a motorcycle accident which led to a brain injury, she became a completely different person after. She became rude(not mean, but didn't have a filter), and impulsive.
@@frogbutts3628 concussions and brain trauma makes you impulsive. Ex NFL players doing all kinds of crazy shit ok social media right now
She had a team of people. You weren’t talking to her.
@danparish1344 ok mr know everything 😅
Honestly… it’s pretty clear she is deeply disturbed. It is heartbreaking.
Not heartbreaking, just PATHETIC!
What's even crazier is that it now looks like she may have been right.
The only heartbreaking thing is the amount of people that care about her. She was a terrible influence on society.
@MAGAdestroyerIt's mentioned in the video that she talks about some mental health issues she has when she was younger, like multiple personalities.
@MAGAdestroyer Oh, that could be.
"I don't have the words for this level of ignorance." Well said my man 👍
I wonder if her overdose and aneurism caused some long-term brain damage that could’ve caused her behavior and opinions to become so radical? I’ve heard of people getting into accidents that cause damage to their frontal lobe, and then they become profane and violent. It wouldn’t excuse her actions or words, but it could be a contributing factor to the extent at which she displays them.
yeah that’s what I was thinking. not to excuse her actions at all. I definitely think she was a little screwy before the overdose but I def think it intensified it.
This is what I believe happened.
Definitely possible and something I considered. There are also people who think she even lied about the brain aneurism. I mean the only proof we have is that she told us so. Seems crazy but Tila has lied about so many things its hard to believe anything she says.
Not too far fetched considering what we’re witnessing with Antonio Brown.
That's what my family thinks happened to my aunt. When she was little, they claimed she was sweet and nice when she was a kid but had some sort of aneurism and a seizure and after that, her personality and behavior changed drastically, becoming erratic, profane and violent and despite being almost 40 now, she still acts like a big immature child.
It's so scary that things like this can happen to people.
I met her at the PX on Fort Lewis back in 2006. She was really nice and signed an autograph for me. Never realized she went totally off the rails like this.
Lol whats she doing on base.
@@Jermainskee she was doing a meet/greet and signing autographs.
I remember that! I wanted to go to the meet and greet since my dad was stationed there from 2006-2009. He absolutely would not let me. Smart man 😂😂😂😂
People really don’t understand how easily anyone can fall victim to psychosis.
Yes, this is why it's important to know one's own mind and live an inside-out life.
@@SC-gw8np Yep. Plus regular mental hygiene. Like seeing a talk therapist once a week.
dont do drugs, kids :')
@@akikoyume4722 that’s a pretty small part of the picture. Which drugs? Alcohol is pretty bad.
doesn't matter what kind of drugs, it's a fact that you can get psychosis from drugs too... and its been said in this documentary that shes been struggling with addiction before the brain aneurysm - in general, its importatnt to get help, no matter if it is mental health problems or addiction, we only have one life... and if we dont take care of ourselves, who else does? :'(
It’s kinda cool that her writing ability must be pretty decent to bring in so many subscribers for her website and make them feel connected to her, and how her book was actually well received is kinda impressive.
Her story has always fascinated me... Didn't imagine she'd up like she did when I was watching "A Shot at Love" lol.
Same
Why not? That wasn't a good show. Not wholesome in the least. It's just a dirty version of the Bachelor/Bachelorette! I can't believe people like it! It truly is sad how people (YOUNG PEOPLE'S) morals have gone down! I remembered watching that show and how trashy I thought it was, along with other TV shows like 16 and Pregnant! Date My Mom and Next! My God it's no wonder our society has been immature and it's continued through the 2010s too! 😡
@@Goodwillwinoverevil1984 😂 it ain’t that deep. Find something else to get mad about. This world is fucked up, and what’s on tv is the least of MY worries lol.
@@CarlyRaeJempsen I wish I was able to control the TV industry. Especially in the 2000's and older, that's where MOST people got their information about the world and society that's why. Before the internet, people were GLUED to their TV sets. In a way, I admired Tila. She was a minority like me who luckily made it. I wanted to be on TV too when I was younger but I never had the right connections and parents worked too damn much to pay any attention to me and my dreams..lol? Thank god for you younger folks, in a way, with TH-cam, Insta, Facebook, Tik Tok, it's gotten a BIT easier to for attention whores and narcs to wreak their havoc lol.
I remember hearing about her as a young teen. A lot of teenage boys wouldn’t shut up about her, so i just rolled my eyes, labeled her a generic sex icon, and moved on with life forgetting about her. Im really surprised I didn't hear about her downfall until now. I had no idea it was this deep.
You and me both! I'm legitimately so shocked lol
Same here! I totally forgot about her lol
Literally same!
100 agree with your post. Knew about her love show on MTV or E like 15yrs ago.... all a sudden she bat shit crazy ....not surprised one bit
exact situation im in right now, except, this name still sounds reallyyyy familiar but i just cant put my finger on it.
I was actually friends and was involved with her daughters father Thomas “he’s probably insane” he’s not at all, he’s a very good father and a kind hard working man. - she was extremely emotionally and mentally abusive towards him for not making enough money, took custody away from him, tells him he has Canes blood and is the devil, drives with her daughter not strapped in. He told me she had a stroke and brain bleed after an overdose and it completely changed her and ruined her. I pray she gets the help she needs- I hope he gets to see his little girl again. Also she didn’t fake another pregnancy she has 2 children.
Forget him, how about you and I go out on a date? Where's a place you'd like to go to? Seriously!
@@gqloc6768 eeww...
How could she possibly get full custody Bein this publicly insane? If he was an amazing father and stand up guy…there’s NO WAY he’d have lost custody to her!
@@asuemuthui 🤡
@@Kenzingo - The females are normally believed more than the fathers. I lost my son when he was 2 years and 7 months to his mom who would be partying and being a hoe and she took him out of state and he forgot me and I didn't see him again until only a couple years ago and he has no clue who I am to him.
His mom is with another guy and they have a child but they have him believing he's the dad and have asked me to not say anything now because he has ADHD which I don't understand how that's relevant.
I took care of my boy 4 to 5 days out the week and bought him whatever he needed every month and gave him love and I now don't even know him anymore. That's the ugly reality of life!
Unexpected win for me this morning by finding and watching this video. Perfect execution, very entertaining and to the point, knowledgeable… you have a new sub. Thanks for the great video! I didn’t know much about her until now. Keep them coming!
it’s pretty depressing how much she fell. Tila was a genuine pioneer and figure in the early internet days. i had some friends who also were attracted as hell to her and i can’t blame them lmao even though we were just kids with access to MTV and Myspace. the first true online influencer right here
yes she fell far.
I bet her and Trisha patas would get a long great
she was always ugly to me , I naturally dont like mental fake people
genuine pioneer? yeah you of the meds fam
Tila helped me realise that I am into women😂
Grew up in the Myspace area too.. I remember watching her on shot at love.. Always wondered how she got to where she is now 😢.. Maybe you can do a video on Amanda Bynes ❤
Makes me feel so old that the creator of the video is explaining MySpace in a documentary style, as if the majority of viewers of this video have no idea what MySpace was or got to experience the revolutionary social experiment that it was ❤❤😂😂
I was never on MySpace.
MySpace was the shit compared to what we have now.
i’m 22 years old. Always heard of my older cousin using it, but was never actually old enough to be on it myself before it wasn’t popular anymore
So true lol
My space is still better than Facebook
Her saying that her passion is singing is like me saying my passion is being a superhero.. some things can't be done by some people
That’s just cold bro 😂
follow your dreams bro
My passion is Karate and deep sea tapdancing
But you didn’t appear to fly for a few months.
@@imnotapipe I love deepsea tapdancing... I learned when I was on vacation to the moon ... It was ether learn that or gasoline drinker
“She liked hanging out with the bad kids” *shows pic of her and Chrissy Teigen* I lol’ed 😂
I love Chrissy but she gives mean girl vibes lmao and they tried cancelling her due to her lil Twitter rants I think she's just outspoken and tries to be funny but cancel culture is stupid these people will forever be famous regardless
@Katheryn Soto yessss I get mean girl vibes from her too!
@@kns8596 chrissy teigan is a terrible person lmao
@@kns8596 you find being outspoken about child pornography and pedophilia amusing ? Sicko
“they have their drones” 😭
I just randomly thought of Tila Tequila the other day, by thinking: “huh, I wonder what happened to that girl with the bisexual reality show on MTV?”.
Oh boy, was I not prepared to know.
our former bicon went head first off the cliff down that rabbit hole.
Ditt0
@@datingzonel1424 wait…. Who???
If she wasnt crazy shed be such a huge personality in the influencer world TODAY. She was sort of like a pioneer of what its like to be an "only Fans" girl and get millions of followers on Social Media. But then she lost her fucking mind. Its actually really depressing and sad what happened to her. she totally lost it and that must be a very scary place to be.
I agree. It's very sad.
exactly
Mental health is real and serious, people need to start taking it srsly, i wouldnt say that she's "crazy" but she's possibly not all mentally there
She has a brain injury from a car accident
She's rightly calling out Israel
The things she said about black women’s hair while having hair as thin as my computer screen will NEVER fail to make me laugh
Ikr, can't stand this heffa, I laugh too when I see her nowadays, all the drugs have taken a toll on her. She looking like some old ho* who been living on the streets for 25 years!
😂✊🏾💐
🤣🤣🤣
😭
Not thin as my computer screen!! 🤣😭
She was a racist prick...karma has gotten a hold of her..🤷🏿♀️🤷🏿♀️
Mental illness is a sad sad thing, especially when it goes untreated.😢
It's not easy being in the illuminati. There's the guy with the really loud voice. The bald guy is always messing with your mind. And the British chick with the shield is irritating as hell.
💀💀 I just saw the dr strange movie today
And a slinky mfer that thinks he's smarter than anyone else in the world smh
Don’t forget about that strechy guy too.
tell me about it
Lmao I seen it in theaters when they said “were the Illuminati” I was the only one that laughed 😂 I thought it was a joke
You cannot tell me that drugs didn't contribute to her downfall mentally. She was also linked with Paris and Nicole back inthe day. She was also a lover to the Johnson and Johnson heiress that died mysteriously. She wanted to be famous above all else. It failed miserably.
Mk ultra. Look into it. You don't get famous for free
the heiress died, a type 1 diabetic, did not take care of her health/and was drinking alcohol.
Deadly combination.
@@sallyozuna3883thats how my bestfriend died
“I’m allergic to alcohol, I break out in handcuffs” is peak AA comedy.
You didn't watch the video
Gosh I remember Tila she was EVERYWHERE! I’m glad you gave her recognition on being the first ‘social media sexy socialite’ on the beginning... she has/had innate hustle and drive that’s usually a good thing. She had some psychotic break and she needs mental health and maybe even inpatient support.
DUDE!!!!! This was actually really good man....thought out and articulated very well. Excellent job. I actually watched the whole thing.
This was actually such an insane era to live through
It just shows how fuckin retarded people have become.
This era is worse lol
@grinsRwins sad, but true!
You should have seen what it was like before 9/11.
Yeah but now is that x10
Bruh it’s so sad cuz she really had everything in order to succeed. Or like pat said, maybe she was ahead of her time as the first true influencer. If she was around now instead of them she would have made it big because she was also a baddie.
The Onlyfans Pioneer.
I she wasn’t a baddie
@@mr.love_doctor cap
@@ayeyuh6920 it's true. She wasn't.
Jade Cargill is a baddie. Tila is NOT.
She's the very literal definition of crazy and it's sad she had a kid. My older sister fried her brain on hard drugs and alcohol and acts like this.
2 kids actually :/ one of the dads is trying to get full custody
Nice way to talk about your sister🤣😅
@@ricardomeertens9165 HAHA safe to say we never really shared the same interests.
@@Fakkuru me and my sister dont either but thats a good thing. We have our own lives. Im addicted to weed. And instead of making fun of me on YT my sister is persuing a career in addiction help. Very nice of her.
@@ricardomeertens9165 I was not making fun of my sister. I'm glad you and your sister have a good relationship. Not everyone has a family that gets along.
She was mad cool back in the MySpace days .. she def would write back to u if u messaged her lol
So she’s basically just Trisha Paytas blueprint! Literally same person.
ew......
@Taylor....100%!!!
Who is that
Literally thought the same thing
Took me forever to find this comment! I thought I can’t be the only one thinking idk whose done it worse Trisha or Tila
So basically she had the same life as every other social media influencer that fell off.
The point is she was the first. 😂😂
No, she became a right wing Nazi hate machine.
But she was the OG
Yup
@@5lim.0 yeah the OG hoe!
This should be an educational documentary shown to young teens re what social media does, since majority want to be “famous” for being “famous” nowadays.
Stuff like this makes me happy I’m a nobody. Not rich or famous, cause damn does that do some serious damage to one’s psyche…
Don't be weak and don't be a pussy. No one does anything SM doesn't hold you hostage , it's all on the person. What a stupid comment
@@AM-dp9tvsame…maybe when I was a teen the thought of being “famous” seemed so awesome…now as an adult I’m glad I never got famous 😂 most of these people end up with horrible lives full of fake friends. I think I’m ok with my small life lol
And still I think people would see her as a role model. Even with the outcome as we know it.
This is more about mental illness and expoutation. Being famous for being famous really doesn't exist. They said that about Kim K. She is a marketing genius, and she also grew a massive platform in which she recognized that her actions and words matter. To pass the baby bar without going to lawschool is insane, and it's a hell of a lot harder than going the traditional route. She has gotten dozens of people released from prison who were innocent or overly punished. She also helped write and get passed justice system reform. So 2 good examples of what social media can do with people who are brilliant in marketing. Unfortunately Tila is seriously ill and is focused on likes, fame and money. She has terrible people around her that financially benefit off of her illness.
Wow I pretty much missed this whole 'tila' thing COMPLETELY! And SOOOO proud of it! Goddamm what a fkin nutt!!
Just for future reference: Nguyen is a very common Vietnamese surname and is pronounced much like "WIN". Some people also enunciate the "N" slightly, resulting in something more like "nWIN".
Thank you for sharing this. I knew it was a common Vietnamese last name but had honestly never heard it pronounced before. In my head, I always read it as “nuh-GOY-en.” I’ll be sure to pronounce it like “win” from now on!
Some also pronounce it NU-yen.
Closest pronunciation is “wing”
I learned this in the army, had had quite a few Nguyens
Always thought it was pronounced Gwen
I’ve been watching her for years. She has done very questionable things w her daughters in the past. How CPS isn’t involved yet is beyond me.
What happened?
@@blankspace5185 she would get paid money (I’m assuming) by these men who would type in her live chat to do things. The most vivid one I remember was some guy asking her and her girls to ride a little jeep around and she did it. She also would leave her kids at times and just walk around the neighborhood late at night while her kids were home in bed. That’s just a few examples of what I’ve seen over the years.
thats because they're too busy investigating the good parents lol
@@kns8596
@@kns8596 pretty much lol. Cps is trash.
You gotta give props to this level of investigation.
To live through it would be crazy
Really? There are multiple videos about this on YT saying the same thing. A simple google search will bring it all up…
Yes this is proper journalism
10:21 - uh.. ok! I’m also “allergic” to alcohol! 😂😂
“Have you ever taken Ambien before?”
TIla: “who hasn’t?!!”
Me: 🤷🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️ I haven’t!
I've never even heard of it !😵💫
Its fun.
Me either I didn't even know that was a drug people took recreational
Wait the sleep medicine?!
@@ebonimom6964 yeah
I’m not surprised she went into a downward spiral. She had pulled out of the industry and started to talk about all the dark stuff going on around her . She was on TH-cam heavy around 2011-2013.
I remember that Right before her baby and she said people were out together And even had T-shirts and stuff like it can't remember what she called but basically A big conspiracy theories you like the But then I have to baby start doing porn again yeah so it was really weird
True
@@C12341 Getting caught in the second matrix. Interesting way to put it. I'm not sure if I understand it. Why the second? But i know what you mean about spiritual people, especially those that have psychosis and/or mania. I was close to people like that. They are very extreme. I believe they're seeing more and absorbing more than the average person. Being spiritual on a semi enslaved polluted planet is extremely hard. The brighter your light is, the darker your shadow. Humanity's collective spirit is deeply sick. The more in tune you are, the more vulnerable you become to this sickness, as well as the light. Not everyone overcomes it.
There are also the happy all-light spiritualists. They are the truly asleep ones in this matrix. They live in blissful ignorance or they suppress their suffering.
Non-spiritualists tend to have more awareness than toxic-positive spiritualists.
But I'm sure there are spiritualists out there that are more in the middle too but they are scarce. I think I knew a couple but we weren't close enough for me to tell.
she sold her soul to fame being gay for pay among other things..this is the end stage of this
@@niteshade2271 Religious and Spiritual are two different things. There was nothing Spiritual about this woman. She was religious/overly religious yes, but most definitely not Spiritual.
Holy crap. I feel like I just took a trip through a time machine. I forgot she even existed. I hope someone of sound mind supervises the upbringing of that little girl 😖
Yes it was like a time machine 💯
@@TamaraGarrettAlpha and yes were old lol
@@tjuk8050 ha ha ha. T.J. I'm resting easy at 34. Lol. Every year 34. 😂
Same! I feel old as hell watching this and sad for how she really went off the rails. That baby needs protecting and Tila needs serious help.
*girls.. unfortunately she has two but favours the youngest one who looks like her 😑
the idea of that being bisexual in 2002 is ‘rare’ is total BS even for celebrities. That was its height
Holy shit. Kanye is doing the Tila Tequila
That’s the first thing that came to my mind too
its a mental episode. they lose attention/support and go on a downward spiral and start destroying their life until its too late to do anything.
i really feel bad for them
That is hysterical and sad at the same time
That's so wrong and manipulative to compare the two just because she states like 2 comparisons of beliefs with a ton of people. Tila is actually messed up in the head. She believes God sends her different weather patterns based on what she wants. Super psychopathic.
Thts wht the ppl want u to believe Kanye is 100% sane yall mfs jus buy in to wht the media tells u or wht they manipulate fuckin morons don’t compare the 2 ever she actually needs help