MY TESTIMONY: I Was Forced To A Psych Ward Over 20 Times

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  • What Mental Hospitals are really like my experience.. This video i will be addressing about the 20+ times I've been sent into a mental hospital (psych ward) sharing my reasons behind it.
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  • @MarcTheMessenger
    @MarcTheMessenger  ปีที่แล้ว +295

    PS, the thumbnail was in 2016 when I just got back from mental hospital I did not cut my locs

    • @crixgobrrr
      @crixgobrrr ปีที่แล้ว +12

      i was confused ty for clearing that up

    • @KnightWatchman00
      @KnightWatchman00 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      It takes incredible courage to stand up and speak, look at the lives you’ve already had an impact on. You’re doing phenomenal and God is so proud of you. Luke 10:19. WE have authority over demons, the louder your voice is the stronger the ‘attacks’ will become. Demons are more scared of you, than you are of them. Because you have the anointing and Holy Ghost, they’re terrified

    • @kingdavidsama2865
      @kingdavidsama2865 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I have a similar story Bro.....I say again i got your back.

    • @grandinquizitor7412
      @grandinquizitor7412 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thank you for sharing your testimony. I was in the same place back in 2014/2015

    • @kingdavidsama2865
      @kingdavidsama2865 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      bro Listen....when i went through it....it was my own family Tryna do witchcraft on me. and voodoo....i thought i was going crazy until others had the same experience....so i fought all of it...with Obedience, faith, and a Lot of Courage.

  • @ashleyboyd669
    @ashleyboyd669 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    I had bipolar 1 disorder and it was RUINING my life. A month ago, I got delivered!!! Haven’t had one episode since. I CAN SLEEP!! No psychosis!!

    • @dwall777
      @dwall777 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Amen 🙌🏼

    • @JB-mo8ir
      @JB-mo8ir ปีที่แล้ว +10

      GOD is always good!🥰✌🙏🌻✌✌🙏🙏🙏💞💞💞

    • @MichaelVision8
      @MichaelVision8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen

    • @terrymitchell6423
      @terrymitchell6423 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hallelujah!!!

    • @thequeenpath
      @thequeenpath ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Praise God!!!

  • @droppinggemies
    @droppinggemies ปีที่แล้ว +729

    As a super spiritual person we can’t tell everyone what we see and feel. God speaks to His children in ways disconnected ppl don’t understand. I literally only have told/showed a handful of people that I’m a “Seer” some people are scared of my discernment. When I repeat what the Holy Spirit whispers to me and it happens they think I’m a witch or something. God knows the truth and I know the truth. Not saying hold your tongue but historically man kind tries to destroy what they don’t understand.

  • @christinac25
    @christinac25 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    Great testimony. The devil doesn’t break into empty houses, and he can see what’s inside of us before we can. Continue to spread the truth, you’ve sown into me and so many others 🙏🏽

    • @MarcTheMessenger
      @MarcTheMessenger  ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ❤️🙏🏿

    • @midwestsk-3334
      @midwestsk-3334 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      That was deep 🙏🏾

    • @etvpx
      @etvpx ปีที่แล้ว

      🙏🙏🙏💪

    • @2TVS0
      @2TVS0 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Goood away to put it

  • @tann8731
    @tann8731 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    When I was younger, I sat next to a witch or demonically possessed person on public transit. I felt such dark , evil, hair raising energy from her. I didn't understand spiritual warfare or know about witchcraft back then. So , I was thinking she's a racist and hates Black people. I refused to get up from my seat. She kept moving and moving, with the hopes that I would look at her. I refused to look at her as that's what my intuition or Holy Spirit was telling me. However, when her stop came up, I wanted to take a quick peek. When our eyes locked, I intensely felt darkness and there was absolutely no light , I mean at all. It was like a spiritual battle or something. There was something inside me that she wanted or tried to take. After we locked eyes, I felt something extremely evil and got very weak. I dropped my head to my lap and was terrified. When I got back home, I hysterically cried to my dad, telling him what I experienced. This interaction bothered me for several weeks. Maybe it traumatized me. So I shared it with my family doctor. After listening to my story, he prescribed medication. Again, I heard Holy Spirit tell me he doesn't believe your story and to do research on the medication. It ended up being anti-psychotic medicine for people challenged with Schizophrenia. I was so offended. I ripped up the prescription and learned that spiritual warfare is an experience that you cannot disclose to medical professionals . Their ignorance results in mislabeling you and admittance into the psych ward. Talk about false witnesses rising up against you!! They know nothing and have no discernment. I learned to lean on God because the medical world will lock you up and throw away the key!
    We are all battling against evil powers in high places. The bigger your calling or the closer you are to the Divine, the greater the battle. Marc all is well with you and the Almighty will continue to walk with you. You're a chosen one and the enemy just wants to kill, steal and destroy you, but look at you today, stronger and brighter than ever. You are winning and the enemy is livid! May the Good Lord continue to cover you. In Jesus Name. Amen 🙏🏽

    • @snike_5428
      @snike_5428 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      🎯

    • @jessicaraye
      @jessicaraye ปีที่แล้ว +6

      💯🙌

    • @Moses_Rod2
      @Moses_Rod2 ปีที่แล้ว

      WOW THAT IS DEEP.
      HERE'S SOME OF MY 15TIMES EXPERIENCE IN THE PSYCH WARD
      th-cam.com/video/weF8VGa59Zw/w-d-xo.html

    • @TheSecretDwellingPlace
      @TheSecretDwellingPlace ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Wow great testimony! ❤️

    • @nothingatall6
      @nothingatall6 ปีที่แล้ว

      You should have called John Constantine

  • @shanealan7093
    @shanealan7093 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    We sound crazy to the people of this world. Your not alone, my family never checked me into a mental hospital but they do think I've lost my mind just because i believe every word of the holy scriptures.

    • @SimplyTAMRah
      @SimplyTAMRah ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Agreed.

    • @kaylawilson67
      @kaylawilson67 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yea they gone do that😂😂😂 be some haters

    • @SharlenesJourney
      @SharlenesJourney ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sameee

    • @siristarburst9
      @siristarburst9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @loridean177
      @loridean177 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      The world will always say you are experiencing mental issues is you are Spiritual. They don't understand and dimiss you as crazy. "But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned" (1 Cor. 2:14).

  • @erichouston813
    @erichouston813 ปีที่แล้ว +517

    I used to work at a mental health facility as a team lead. It takes a lot of courage and humility to do what you're doing brother.. I used to tell people that you are not your diagnosis, that does not define you. Only the most high God defines you and we are made new in Christ. We ALL fall short of the glory and the lord heals the brokenhearted and his strength works best in weakness! Stay blessed and thank you brother!

    • @dawnjohnson9504
      @dawnjohnson9504 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I respect this young man so much humility. God favor is with him.

    • @jamoriah
      @jamoriah ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ❤️🙏

    • @wordbrah628
      @wordbrah628 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Man I remember when I was 15 I got beat up, for setting some one up to get robbed which they did, that day I was left in an area Ive never been too walking around trying to hitch a ride back to school a car stops and it's 3 women and 1 man on their way to church pick me up and drop me off at school they handed me a card with a bible verse or some thing a long the lines of time to change.

    • @kaylawilson67
      @kaylawilson67 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Facts i work at a mental hospital and they shunn one individual because he is hyper religious but in a place full of devils .. YOU GONE HAVE TO FIGHT IT OFF BEST WAY YOU CAN… it be like that…they shunn me now for how I set myself apart , but when God already set you apart they gone feel you

    • @kaylawilson67
      @kaylawilson67 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And I definitely tell them this all the time , don’t let nobody tell you anything is wrong with you because you are different

  • @SuperJayfive
    @SuperJayfive ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Sometimes, being sent to a psych ward isn’t because you’re crazy as much as it’s other peoples not knowing what to do with you. That said,.. I find you one of the clearest thinkers on TH-cam. God bless. 🙏

    • @arethafoster3130
      @arethafoster3130 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is one of the truest statements in the comments.

  • @angelcourtney9079
    @angelcourtney9079 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    I too was in there cause I was told I was “crazy” or bipolar or schizophrenia because I was feeling unfamiliar presences & hearing voices. but I kept saying I wasn’t crazy. & kept telling my family I was going through spiritual warfare but I never spoken those words before but I knew what I was going through & I knew God was with me the entire time.

    • @dannyg5128
      @dannyg5128 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is exactly what had happened to me also. I started to see crosses and I started to hear voices as well. And they had sent me to the hospital. But the crazy thing is that I remember everything that had happened. And I told them before I had went that i wasn’t crazy and that god had spoken to me and just everything, and they thought that I was crazy.

    • @dannyg5128
      @dannyg5128 ปีที่แล้ว

      I guess it was just something that I needed to go through in order to get where I’m at. And I’m so glad that I went through those times because god has made me stronger and he’s made me see things that I wasn’t able to see.

    • @dannyg5128
      @dannyg5128 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It was crazy. And before I had received the Holy Ghost, I was smoking weed and I was drinking and everything and I guess that’s what had led me to supposedly being diagnosed with phsycosis. Which is not even true, because if I had really had physcosis, I would’ve been seeing and hearing things until now. But it’s crazy how god makes you go through certain things in order to get to where you are at now.

    • @nothingatall6
      @nothingatall6 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you hear voices they do not come from God or his angels, they cannot speak our language

  • @cookinghealthy8049
    @cookinghealthy8049 ปีที่แล้ว +324

    Marc. Your testimony will save lives. I sensed you had struggles with your mental health because You remind me so much of my brother, highly intelligent and called for a huge purpose. My brother opened the door to demons through drug abuse/ smoking weed too and had 2 years of a serious struggle. We were really concerned. He started hearing voices and we knew it was demons. It brought him to Christ and asked him for forgiveness. I believe if it didn’t happen he would have not surrendered his life to the Lord. It is better to struggle on this earth than to struggle in eternity. My brother is in a better place but in process. I am praying for his healing daily but I trust the Lord has his hand on him. You are called to be a warrior for the Lord. A huge purpose

    • @MarcTheMessenger
      @MarcTheMessenger  ปีที่แล้ว +36

      thank you!! prayers up for your bro

    • @cookinghealthy8049
      @cookinghealthy8049 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@MarcTheMessenger thank you 🙏🏾.

    • @dawnjohnson9504
      @dawnjohnson9504 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Enemy was trying stop him why look at what he's doing. Hes not leading us sheep astray like enemy intended. God calling us out of darkness into the Light. But yet leading to us to the Father. 🙏

    • @cookinghealthy8049
      @cookinghealthy8049 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@dawnjohnson9504 Amen Praise the Lord. It is when we are in darkness we surrender to the Lord. Sucks we have to go through all of these trials and tribulations but we have to remember we will be comforted by the Lord. I had to face my demons too when I was drinking all of the time. I would hear whispering in my ears and had dreams of demons. It drove me so crazy I cried out to Jesus and also to help stop my sleep paralysis attacks. Brother Marc has turned his situation around and is using it for Gods will. Praise the Lord

    • @dawnjohnson9504
      @dawnjohnson9504 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@cookinghealthy8049 praise God🙏

  • @earthangel3747
    @earthangel3747 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    They tried to force me into one a few months ago. I had to talk my way out of it, and God was there with me

    • @cookinghealthy8049
      @cookinghealthy8049 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Praise the Lord

    • @-godschild-5067
      @-godschild-5067 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why did they try to force you

    • @jesuslovedufirst777
      @jesuslovedufirst777 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Halleluja you are here to preach the word of The GOD of Israel
      he gave you an understanding not from this world because you my friend are not from this world

    • @milansablic5729
      @milansablic5729 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@-godschild-5067 it's mind blowing 🔥 🦚 in love and light

    • @-godschild-5067
      @-godschild-5067 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@milansablic5729 forced in a psych ward for what tho exactly?

  • @rayashleigh494
    @rayashleigh494 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I started hearing voices after being in the new age. I was put on multiple meds per day. I was hearing/feeling/seeing demons.
    I gave my life to God and He saved me.
    You are very brave 💖

  • @totalycherry14
    @totalycherry14 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I am diagnosed with bipolar and schizophrenia too. I have so much shame for this. But hearing your testimony Marc makes me feel like I am not alone…

    • @andreablossom3929
      @andreablossom3929 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I suspect that I am living with someone with both of these conditions. Has it ever made you act out violently? Is it normal to frequently feel irritable and hostile and act violently weekly or at least every three weeks?

    • @totalycherry14
      @totalycherry14 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@andreablossom3929 I don’t act violently. I do feel guilty for my sins though and start feeling self condemnation. I’m a woman so I am not a violent person. It could be different for men though

  • @KnightWatchman00
    @KnightWatchman00 ปีที่แล้ว +227

    Brother I’ve been watching you for a while, just know this. Everything happening to you is because of the enemy, don’t doubt yourself for a second. Pray and fast for answers, I know this road is hard as I’m going through similar. Ephesians 6:12

    • @Bryttanyw
      @Bryttanyw ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Im going through the same

    • @jakubkanci6312
      @jakubkanci6312 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      same here too but thank you for this message brother i really appreciate this through my whole heart may god bless you and everyone else in mighty name of jesus amen and amen 🕊🙏❤️

    • @dawnjohnson9504
      @dawnjohnson9504 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I wish I could hug Marc. You are so I incredibly Speacial. Child of God.

    • @terrymitchell6423
      @terrymitchell6423 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too

    • @terrymitchell6423
      @terrymitchell6423 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      God always shows me Ephesians 6:12

  • @jessicaestrada239
    @jessicaestrada239 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    You were never crazy, you are too special.
    Thank you for your honesty. God Bless you always, Mark ♥️

  • @ashleyvaughn3896
    @ashleyvaughn3896 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I been to the mental hospital as well like 4 year ago when I was in new age deception it opened door to so much torment. I was so caught off guard it was so traumatizing. Out of no were I was full blown possessed and no one in my family was equipt. I so was angry at God for allowing this because all I did was open doors from lack of knowledge and it’s like generational wrath fell on me. My family was living on grace and when I opened doors unknowingly the devil was on my head! I hate that we had to go through stuff like that but for Gods glory we will testify! God bless you brother I love your content !!

    • @angelcourtney9079
      @angelcourtney9079 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Glad you’ve gotten through this by his grace & strength. I was deceived as well. I though the New Age teachings was gold findings & it wasn’t it led to disruption & anxiety , fear, & led me into the psych hospital as well! but my family & I prayed my way out of it & I thank God he saved & spared my life.

    • @annietrujillo6619
      @annietrujillo6619 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sounds exactly like my story

    • @tinaahmadi983
      @tinaahmadi983 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg story of my life, I have come to the same conclusion after this happened to a close family member and I'm so glad she is doing so great now. Thank you for sharing this message brightened my soul and confirming my thoughts ❤️

    • @oneshoerr
      @oneshoerr ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wonder if I opened any doors. I was not in New age when I started hearing demonic voices but I must have done SOMETHING. How did u get unpossessed? Sorry that happened to you

    • @RoniTheVoice92
      @RoniTheVoice92 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pyschosis ?

  • @jamesmcallister9645
    @jamesmcallister9645 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    In 1995 i ended up in a pit of depression from a lifestyle of drink, drugs etc.
    I ended up in psychiatric ward from hearing evil demonic voices because I opened the door and let demons enter through sin .
    While in the hospital i started reading a Gideons pocket bible, repented wholeheartedly and Glory to God i became born again.
    Ive had some relapses but i am now healed and back on the narrow road.
    ( King David committed adultery and murder but through wholehearted repentance received forgiveness and a renewed and steadfast Spirit to overcome sin and sustain him, you will never be truly set free until you surrender all your addictions to the way and the truth and the life- JESUS CHRIST, GLORY TO GOD.
    ( I also like you brother stopped taking my medication because it made me drowsy, it is written, be self controlled and alert for your enemy the devil prowls about like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
    I wouldn't advise anyone to stop taking their medication until they have numerous scriptures memorized to stop the flaming arrows of the evil one through the power of the Holy Spirit. )
    BE STRONG IN THE LORD AND IN HIS MIGHTY POWER, HALLELUJAH.
    Blessings from Ireland.

  • @travisthechosenone
    @travisthechosenone ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Being a Chosen you will go through many lives to be a testimony to others. That's one great sign that you are Chosen

    • @binkyfaith
      @binkyfaith ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😞😞

    • @Cherryofmiami
      @Cherryofmiami ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This spoke to me. I was just looking back and thinking to myself that I have been through many seasons that all look different but I thank God for this season in particular because now I have the Holy Spirit!

    • @travisthechosenone
      @travisthechosenone ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Cherryofmiami bless your soul family and I pray all the best Yah have in store for you and your journey. It's hard but definitely worth it. His Kingdom come, His will be done!

    • @travisthechosenone
      @travisthechosenone ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@binkyfaith faith!!

  • @GabrielofAdonai
    @GabrielofAdonai ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I've met angels and demons in human form in psych wards.

    • @MarcTheMessenger
      @MarcTheMessenger  ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Same

    • @lori5731
      @lori5731 ปีที่แล้ว

      I see demons with my physical eyes I believe I saw angel too. Idk what to do with this Seer gift

    • @codydaily9852
      @codydaily9852 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@MarcTheMessenger Marc do a video over angels and demons in the mental hospital! I’ve had the same experience

  • @servantofthelord8147
    @servantofthelord8147 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Your testimony touched my heart. I felt like crying while listening. I thank God that you’re still alive brother Marc. God bless you.

  • @cmb9493
    @cmb9493 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    Yo Marc, I relate to your story of being thrown in a mental hospital. I wasn't thrown in multiple times, but I have been put in one and felt like an outcast my entire life. In the last week of November of 2020, I was going through suicidal depression and attempted suicide twice with my grandfather's handgun. I was put in the hospital for a week and the 1st day I was there, an elderly woman was there and asked me, "Do you believe in the Lord?" My foolish statement was, "I do, but I don't know if he believes in me." Throughout that time of being there, the doctors labeled me with bipolar depression and split personality disorder and gave me wellbutrin and seroquil for medication. The medication made my depression worse and I started to develop homicidal thoughts from it. One day, I decided to consume all of my medication and again attempt suicide. I went to bed that night with a rapid heartbeat, dizziness, fatigue, weakness, and engulfed in paranoia. Surprisingly I woke up the next day completely fine. But on a Tuesday night in the beginning of December, I was in tears praying to God to help rid of the sadness within my heart. Later that night, my Soul left my body and a cloud formed in the midst of darkness and there were Golden Gates and they opened. And in the front of the gates was the Father sitting in his throne and Jesus on the right hand of God. The Father looks at me and asks me, "My Son, why art thou in my presence?" And I answered, "I know not Father, why am I here?" And God responds, "I know not. What I know of is that it is not your time to be here. You have duties to fulfill and goals to accomplish. For I have seen everything that has happened in you life before you knew, and I want you to know this:" and at this moment Jesus Christ himself and the Father spoke these words in synchronization: "Everything is going to be okay. We are here." And the Father says to me, "I love you, My Son, but your time here is up until Judgement. Do you have any questions for me?" And I responded with this, "Everyone has a different purpose in this world, but mine I don't know of. What is my purpose in this world?" And the Father responds, "Know this: As long as you seek my Word, follow my Word, and preach my Word, I will guide you through and you will see. Your time is up." And right before I left, Jesus said to me, "I love you, brother." And the Father said, "I love you My Son." And they waived goodbye. And I remember waking up and asking myself, "What was that?" By far the greatest moment I have ever experienced. As of now, I have just started trying to seek the Word and started reading the KJV Bible and am compelled to read the Word and follow His instructions. Those of you who are going through persecution, don't give up. God has something better for you as time, effort, and consistency comes around. Love to each and everyone of the brothers and sisters in this community and I pray that you all seek Jesus to be in your life. APTTMH 💪🙏🙏💯

    • @jessicaraye
      @jessicaraye ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Seriously thank you for sharing that!thar!! 🤍

    • @progamerjakestudios8553
      @progamerjakestudios8553 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That's amazing

    • @cmb9493
      @cmb9493 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@jessicaraye I was afraid to put my story out there, but I realized that my story will help someone come closer to finding Jesus Christ in their daily lives. Just revisiting that moment taught me to always keep Him in the forefront of my mind and follow His Commandments and to also give all of my trust, pain, and suffering all on Jesus because he is the only one that can lead you to the right direction. Just give Him the key to your Spirit and he'll take care of the rest. Much love 💪🙏

    • @jessicaraye
      @jessicaraye ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cmb9493 this is so true 👍 🤍 All praise Jesus Christ

    • @daynachapin7916
      @daynachapin7916 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@cmb9493 thank u for sharing 🙏 keep sharing that’s powerful testimony

  • @cookinghealthy8049
    @cookinghealthy8049 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I also wanted to point out that you were never “crazy” . Through your sins there is a consequence as you stated to deal with. But through the darkness the Lord was calling you to be his sheep. And look at you now helping bring others to the Lord. Praise be to the most high King 🙏🏾

  • @thepurplequeen256
    @thepurplequeen256 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    This video meant alot to me Marc. I went to the psyche ward a few times here in Vancouver and finally gave my life to God. Family will judge so badly and attack you at your lowest. But God returns us to our Glory ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾

    • @Moses_Rod2
      @Moses_Rod2 ปีที่แล้ว

      AMEN THAT'S GOOD U GAVE YOUR LIFE TO GOD
      HERE'S SOME OF MY 15TIMES EXPERIENCE IN THE PSYCH WARD
      th-cam.com/video/weF8VGa59Zw/w-d-xo.html

    • @dwall777
      @dwall777 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen 🙏🏼

    • @terrymitchell6423
      @terrymitchell6423 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Beautifully said!♥️🙏🏼🕊

    • @MakavelithePrince96
      @MakavelithePrince96 ปีที่แล้ว

      I went to psych ward in noble psycheward. Hey, Queen.❤ Wish I was with you. ❤ Kiss kiss😂

  • @annaforjesus
    @annaforjesus ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Wow!! Me too!! Been in and out from 17 to 26. Just found your channel. I overcame “bipolar” while they said I’d be sick forever. Now I’m clean & sober and connected the most High I don’t “have it” anymore…

  • @donthedragonslayer888endti2
    @donthedragonslayer888endti2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    3 years ago my parents thought I went crazy because a wrote a book that scared them because it told them thier religion is false. My parents are Mormon. They tried sending me to the psyco tank. The 2 police came in my room asking about my writings. I had the Bible right next to my bed on a dresser. Long story short it told them I read the Bible and pray everyday and they walked out of my house with a quickness. They had no power or authority to do anything to me. When my father died last year God spoke to me these 4 words "He is with me" God so merciful and powerful although we have great testimony of him we can't even comprehend how much he really does for us on a daily basis. My best friend died by a drunk driver 7 years ago. When he was in middle school he was sent to mental hospital many times and even missed the entire 8th grade school year. He was a very intelligent and gifted person. He believed in Jesus Christ. I know I will see him and my Dad in Heaven

  • @margaretlarez
    @margaretlarez ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I watched my son losing his mind…. Or so I thought at the time. When he would “go through it” he would always bring up the time he was bit by the dog when he was two. He told me that God showed him all things that he would go through and then he’d get frustrated with me and my life. But he would always say that God showed him the two paths when he was bit, he showed him all things he would endure. And all I could do was watch and listen to everything he said. At that age when he was bit, 2yrs old, The Dr had the hardest time putting him under for his surgery after the attack. I watched as the Dr gave him shot after shot waiting for him to go under…. I was worried because it was three shots and he was not wanting to go under, fighting it. Well it was during the time he was under during the surgery he said when God showed him. Sometimes I wonder if he actually died during surgery. Anyway he started with mental issues when he was 19-20. He went in to Mental hospitals three times, once voluntarily cuz he said he could feel it coming on. I think I lost my mind in the process trying to help him and pray him back to “normal”. Fast forward today, he is encarcerated, but he has gotten a lot closer to God while being encarcerated. I write him regularly and he has told me he keeps busy and attends worship of the Lord regularly in prison. I myself have also put God first in my life…. And things for us both have been changing for the better. He will be released in December and I’m so happy that his mindset has changed and I hope and pray he continues his path with God. I seriously believe he was also put here and gone through what he has gone through to help others on their journey just like you. I love your channel ! God bless you for all you do🙏🏻💛

  • @GrayMattr
    @GrayMattr ปีที่แล้ว +41

    My journey started in a psyche ward as well where they said I was bi-polar, borderline schizophrenic, PTSD, ADHD etc when all I really needed was a healthy childhood an not the one full of trauma and grief that I had. I spent a week there before I went to rehab an have been clean from hard drugs ever since. That was almost 14 years ago. Only recently have I dealt with my porn addiction but that was the last drug I needed to get rid of and I have been sober from that for almost 7 months. I’m 35 now and It’s been quite a journey but it’s possible with God. I love you Jesus. 🛐💟✝️

    • @StillAlive-t8e
      @StillAlive-t8e ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God bless and your New Journey ur testimony is amazing & can help others thanks for sharing King😇🙏🏽♥️

    • @GrayMattr
      @GrayMattr ปีที่แล้ว

      @@StillAlive-t8e 💙

    • @missviviendubois
      @missviviendubois ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Similar story. Keep brave. God know who we are. My soul don't have labels 🔥

    • @GrayMattr
      @GrayMattr ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@missviviendubois 🛐💟✝️

  • @SoCtaker
    @SoCtaker ปีที่แล้ว +85

    I have been hospitalized myself, and every time I felt like it was a spiritual thing. The kinds of people you meet in there are very interesting. I met one guy who figured out how to perform his own version of deliverance, it wasn't Christian but it was one of the first times I ever got to talk spiritual warfare with someone. Most of the people in those hospitals just seem like ordinary folks who have fallen on hard times, but some of them seemed very stable and intelligent.

    • @kaylawilson67
      @kaylawilson67 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Literally, GOT ALL THE SENSE

  • @JohnDoe-wm8lm
    @JohnDoe-wm8lm ปีที่แล้ว +14

    You came along way brother and it really distrubs me when you tubers call you demonic. You are my brother in Christ keep going hard in the paint! God is really using you as a vessel. You have no idea how much you have helped me getting back on the straight & narrow path. All praise To Thee Most High

  • @Hype4Christ
    @Hype4Christ ปีที่แล้ว +16

    My parents threatened to put me in a mental hospital when I was 17 or 18 because I wanted to end it all. I felt like no one understood my pain or even cared enough to try and understand what I was going through. I always felt so alone and that day I left feeling so empty and heartbroken. I accepted Christ into my life when I turned 21 last year and it was the best decision I ever made. However, a year later I know I have been backsliding considering I am back smoking again. Watching this makes me want to do better and not let the enemy use my pain and loneliness to do evil. Please pray for me.

  • @youcanbefree9698
    @youcanbefree9698 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Got so much respect for this guy for being bold to speak his truth and not worry about what other people say

  • @EatwithQue
    @EatwithQue ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm so proud of you. We all have a story

  • @Onelove858
    @Onelove858 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Your testimony will help MANY people. It is a spiritual battle that manifest in the natural. Who The Son set free is free indeed! Bless the Lord Jesus Christ! BLESSINGS TO You Brother! 🙏

  • @nessa_m.c
    @nessa_m.c ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thank you. It’s good to know I’m not going through this by myself. The people I loved the most have hurt me the most. Thankful for gods love and his lessons.

  • @joannaricardo7853
    @joannaricardo7853 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    We ALL have issues/sins that cause us to fall. And I'm included in that too. So Its inspiring to see your bravery and honestly in sharing your past. I'm truly sorry you went through those isolating dark times. But I'm happy to see the brave and honest man God made you become! Keep shining your light 😊

  • @jeromemosley1414
    @jeromemosley1414 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Brother, you're not crazy, NOT EVEN CLOSE! I was taken off the grid once, I DIDN'T EXIST! Because of the info i was looking up in late 2013 to mid 2014. They even cleaned the libraries of them books i was checking out. I thank you for what you do and all the info you bless us with. You know HE got us! We just have to do our part! Much love and blessings to you and your fam! GOD Bless you! 👍👍❤️🙏🙏

  • @lambtoslaughter144
    @lambtoslaughter144 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    You not alone mark, I almost went also this year 😓 I can attest to the same story

  • @loverofsims4542
    @loverofsims4542 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I’ve been in and out too.. not after 2008 tho. I was prayed over and that demon was cast off of me.. I’m fine now.. no more depression or anything. Praise the Lord Jesus!! He is the healer..AMEN!!

    • @dedrahiggins1326
      @dedrahiggins1326 ปีที่แล้ว

      Absolutely! With Jesus we can block; spiritual attacks and with His help you have done just that. The full armor of God. All praises to the Most High God!

  • @renapete4363
    @renapete4363 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for your testimony! So glad you made it through those trials and tribulations.
    We are overcomers in Christ. Suffering produces trust and maturity. God is good and we are truly blessed.

  • @JuliaShalomJordan
    @JuliaShalomJordan ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Marc, I commend you for doing the hard thing.
    I was put in the mental hospital twice as a result of messing with Ouija board and Santaria practices…
    Thank you for encouraging others who’ve been what you’ve gone through…I receive what you said. We do have a high calling from God!🙌🏻

  • @Thatqueenzo333
    @Thatqueenzo333 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I respect you for sharing your story! You have given me the courage to start something my soul keeps pulling me to do but I’m afraid of judgement. This message is confirmation that people need to hear our stories because too many of us feel alone on this journey God has us on! 💯❤️❤️

  • @YahChild
    @YahChild ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Praise Yah thanks for the teachings and motivation you give us everyday. Yeah I was hospitalized several times for mental breakdown but all alone Yah always heal me mentally and never left my side.

  • @brenda9633
    @brenda9633 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just sent my friend the passage from Mark 5:1-20 about the man with many demons being healed. She has been suffering from multiple personalities and cutting herself. She thinks these personalities are part of her instead of realizing they are actual demons. I want to help her, shes a new Christian and has been in the mental hospital several times since I've known her. Can everyone please take just a minute to pray for her to be healed and set free from this mental disorder. Much love and appreciation. Thank you for bringing up this topic from the point of view that regular preachers just cant understand.

    • @ivonnemeza5237
      @ivonnemeza5237 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's been a year I pray still this day for the many patients on sych wards. May Yah deliver.remember to eat healthy for your brain out of Yah's dietary láws.

  • @BiggBaggBanditt
    @BiggBaggBanditt ปีที่แล้ว +23

    The first time I started reading the Bible last summer… like June. By August, I ended up in a psych facility due to a hypomanic episode. And for the life of me I feel like as soon as I started reading the Bible, attacks came from left and right. I also believe because of all the sins I held inside and wanting to be righteous immediately made me fresh meat because demons knew I didn’t know the word. Much more prepared now though. Thank God for bringing me through🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💯

    • @nothingatall6
      @nothingatall6 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you read too much of the bible it will send you mental, that is how Lucifer works, I was led hear by God to try and help you poor people against oppression and I promise I will do my best, God bless

    • @user-oq7ym3ol7b
      @user-oq7ym3ol7b 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This happened to me as well, i was diagnosed with bipolar type 2, and after about 2 years of me going through spiritual warfare, battling addictions, social anxiety, i finally defeated the enemy and my spiritual eyes were opened, i literally could see the demons on people, i lterally could tell what people were going through, i felt the holy spirit, i had dreams of the future and i shared my story with my family. Immediately they rushed to put me back on medication and now i feel nothing, im tired all the time, and o have no energy. I will not lose hope though, i will do what i have to to serve god, in jesus name amen.

  • @usisiphoqamata
    @usisiphoqamata ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Hearing testimonies like these ...of people overcoming such makes my faith grow in the situation I am in. I have been battling with witchcraft attacks and demonic oppression since Feb beginning of these year. Every month feels like I won't make it to the next one...but God has been with me throughout all these months...I will keep having faith that I shall overcame this too. And live to tell the tale.

    • @dedrahiggins1326
      @dedrahiggins1326 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's spiritual warfare, the devil will try any opening he can find to get at us. But Jesus gave us authority to rebuke demonic attacks. I've done it, it works. Period. Rebuke it in Jesus' name for He is on your side. God bless.

  • @dametriouzhogg1728
    @dametriouzhogg1728 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    All praise to the most high, salute Marc 👊🏾

  • @muskee1
    @muskee1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    mark I’m 67 and I must say the people who have had the toughest life like you are full of wisdom and on purpose thank you for this video I hope it reaches those who are lost and puts them on the right path god bless🙏

  • @jhpeeble
    @jhpeeble ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You're a blessing to us all!!! Elohim is using you. Keep up the good work.

  • @jeremygossett5418
    @jeremygossett5418 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It can be traumas passed down from the generations of our ancestors. We must speak off these traumas, like we must say I cast out this mental illness, my traumas out to the sea of fire, and may it be no more.

    • @jeremygossett5418
      @jeremygossett5418 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      We must imagine, believe it, and say it with power, and it shall be.

    • @arethafoster3130
      @arethafoster3130 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      A lot of diagnosed mental illness is generational trauma, passed down.

  • @chosenforadivinepurpose5422
    @chosenforadivinepurpose5422 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    You are made right by God through your faith Bro. Marc, continue to trust God, you are doing great work and God will continue to bless the work of your hands in Jesus Mighty name amen.

  • @naegarner
    @naegarner ปีที่แล้ว +4

    As He prepares a table before you in the presence of your enemies 🙌🏾 much love & respect bro, thx for sharing ❤

  • @ResplendentRaider
    @ResplendentRaider ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I smoked trees since I was a senior in HS, and had stopped in my mid twenties for some years. Picked it back up but not on the regular, just on the weekends. I started to notice that as soon as I would light up, negative thoughts would enter my mind, things that wouldn’t have otherwise. I noticed depression afterwards too. After watching some of your videos, I realized I needed to stop. Been over 30 days, and I’m not going back.

  • @jcramirez77
    @jcramirez77 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    that deuteronomy verse explains what the slaves went through and specifically in america, its a curse that need to be broken by proving yourself worthy to the most high and you did just that mark 👍🏻😀

  • @ebonyeyes821
    @ebonyeyes821 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I'm sorry you went through this brother, you are definitely on the right path as far as doing God's work 🙏🏽😇✨

  • @ronnieraxx144
    @ronnieraxx144 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I’m so proud of you for for how far you’re coming. 💪🏽

  • @brebless
    @brebless ปีที่แล้ว +19

    It takes a very strong individual to come out and tell their testimony. I’m so happy God gave you the wisdom and understanding to acknowledge why you went through those things to influence and help those around you. I love watching your videos they encourage me everyday to spread love and peace, and to also continue to pray not only for myself but for everyone else around me. Thank you !!

  • @margaret3883
    @margaret3883 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for sharing! You're so strong and we're so proud of you!

  • @AWWHAW
    @AWWHAW ปีที่แล้ว +7

    We Appreciate your honesty Marc. You made it through the fire. May you continue to be an inspiration to those who need to hear this.

  • @mr.yuteph8157
    @mr.yuteph8157 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thank you god is really using u to communicate with us people experiencing different issues in life. thank u jesus!

  • @70ad84
    @70ad84 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for sharing, your testimony is liberating for many!!

  • @ProphetessAngel_Imjustavessel
    @ProphetessAngel_Imjustavessel ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Such a powerful testimony… Thank you for this🙏🏾.

  • @gsf4lyf
    @gsf4lyf ปีที่แล้ว +3

    amazing story man god bless you, i'm so glad youre still here

  • @thesearchwithin6008
    @thesearchwithin6008 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This video brought tears honestly. This resembles parts of my family and listening to this is so enlightening. Thank you Mark. May God continue to work through you. I saw the movie divination last night and it also explains in depth exactly what we should be focusing on. Praise god

  • @Keonthaartist
    @Keonthaartist ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Appreciate you opening up and telling us your testimony brother, this message is your truth and we should all learn from that. Sending blessings your way and prayers!

  • @outlawpawsgroomingboarding3047
    @outlawpawsgroomingboarding3047 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Growing spiritually takes you through trials, but you have a beautiful calling and I love to hear you because it feels are lives run parallel with the videos being just what I need so thank you so much.

  • @Sarah-dq1fm
    @Sarah-dq1fm ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Amazing testimony! It’s amazing how God turned it all around for you.
    God bless ❤️

  • @luvlee9984
    @luvlee9984 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Much love Marc!! It takes a lot of bravery and courage to tell your story. Continue to prosper and being an inspiration to others. 💛🙏🏽💪🏽

  • @throughfaith777
    @throughfaith777 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So much respect for you 🙏🏿 Thank you for sharing this Marc 🕊️ 🙌🏽 🕊️

  • @octaviawilliams3159
    @octaviawilliams3159 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I admire you for sharing your testimony!

  • @sub-twister8389
    @sub-twister8389 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I'm glad you were able to share this. Even though you have the wisdom, you have no idea just how bright you have spiritually become. Man you are legit one of God's warriors out here. They can't and will not hold you down! I understand this. God will put you through it just so you can put the devil through it when he tries you and other people.

  • @FreeRek16
    @FreeRek16 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for sharing your story. This video may be the most important story you've ever told.

  • @farrah305
    @farrah305 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Powerful testimony brother. God bless you 🙏.

  • @whitneysmith9833
    @whitneysmith9833 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Your testimony will be a huge blessing to others. Nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. God bless. God always has the final say and has led you along way 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

  • @jathinkodat3050
    @jathinkodat3050 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I was also thrown into mental hospitals severely times, and also had addiction problems. You said it right…it is hell on earth. Fortunately, God rescued me when I went to a rehab facility in 2014. I had a personal experience with Jesus and have been after the truth ever since. Thank you 🙏🏼 so much for your channel, it has helped me greatly, especially right now while I’m being spiritually attracted. God bless you

  • @mariahussain8608
    @mariahussain8608 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are such a stable voice in this world and anything you have been through in the past has clearly manifested an amazing character😘💞

  • @iBELONG2GOD
    @iBELONG2GOD ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great testimony! Thanks for sharing and perfect timing. May God continue to bless you and keep you.

  • @lionheartvisuals707
    @lionheartvisuals707 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Shalom ✊🏽 keep dropping gems of knowledge from the most high 🙏🏽 one love ❤️ 1111

  • @theawesomejoe99
    @theawesomejoe99 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are spot on and I have been thru this since I was 21, only recently have I broken free from the chains. Blessings

  • @joycelyn1747
    @joycelyn1747 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you Marc for sharing your calling etc. Stay blessed my brother 🙏🏾🕊️

  • @st.jeremiah9633
    @st.jeremiah9633 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    God bless you my brother 🙌🏼 I’m glad your doing better man ❤️👏🏼

  • @RaneBane
    @RaneBane ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I have a bipolar 2 disorder. I talk like you too, fastttt. I was probably a threat to myself but I'm still the only one in my family who is about self reflection. I think when you are willing to see things for what they are people are going to call you crazy.
    I got my skull broke at work a couple years ago and have something wrong with my autonomic nervous system. Makes me look like I have panic disorder. Stroke like symptoms, trouble speaking, high blood pressure, trouble breathing etc. I cant even go to the hospital for it because they want to section 28 me because of my past.
    I have alot of peace within myself now just having faith in God. Its a good feeling.

  • @xavier3211
    @xavier3211 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Marc I found your channel just roughly a month ago and I’ve been following you ever since. You’ve truly helped me to focus on myself and my relationship with God striving to become better. 💪🏾❤️

  • @purely_eloquent
    @purely_eloquent ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for sharing your testimony! Wow, All Glory To God! 🙌🏼 💙 👏🏼 ✨

  • @Message4theMassesbyMarcie
    @Message4theMassesbyMarcie ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Went through it as well. Thank you for being open enough to share your experience.

  • @Jessica-ob9zp
    @Jessica-ob9zp ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for this video. You are helping so many people out here. 🙏

  • @blessedourhischosen8504
    @blessedourhischosen8504 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    God bless Brother Mark. The Lord is with you always.

  • @carmenhawkins2824
    @carmenhawkins2824 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Standing ovation! Love and light brother

  • @Rudygold95
    @Rudygold95 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love all your videos brother god bless you we fight everyday and god will be with us everyday

  • @LoraChunk
    @LoraChunk ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for sharing 💯

  • @tracyhicks8441
    @tracyhicks8441 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    God Bless you and your testimony ❤️‍🔥🕊❤️‍🔥 Truth spoken

    • @free2beKee
      @free2beKee ปีที่แล้ว

      🙏🏾💜🤲🏾

  • @DealingWithDigits
    @DealingWithDigits ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have a similar testimony. I hope to get up the courage to share my testimony on TH-cam soon like you have. Thank you for your boldness and having the courage to make these videos. God is so good! Be blessed brother in Christ!

  • @divinemercyyt1502
    @divinemercyyt1502 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thankyou for showing your pain. Your truth means a lot🙏🏽Stay 💪🏽 🙏🏽

  • @Jesusandcoffee3382
    @Jesusandcoffee3382 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I left an abusive husband who is a narcissist. He tried to say I was crazy just because of my love and belief in God.

  • @gavinhylton1330
    @gavinhylton1330 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    We love you Marc keep up the good work 💪

  • @carollay2874
    @carollay2874 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Marc I wanted to say how happy I am to have found your chanel I Love your messages! So thank you

  • @ShannonKlein
    @ShannonKlein ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i was legit feeling like i'm loosing it at about the exact time you posted this and now 5 hours later i'm watching. thank you for sharing!!!

  • @Spencerj02
    @Spencerj02 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Amen marc!
    Endure
    You are loved

  • @itsthatboybrad
    @itsthatboybrad ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your a rea life blessing brother. I live in Louisiana and I have sort of the same story. Than been to the hospital over 20 to 30 times. Diagnosed with paranoid schizo. But thru it all I kept asking for God's help. And he always told me this is just a learning curve for your life. The last time I went to da hospital I got out and went and got baptized. I told the lord if he can help me out financially. I will praise his name for the rest of my life, and I won't have see to I get married. Months pass by and I get the idea to fill out for my military disability which I have been denied the last 4 times. As I got to going thru the months I just new he helped me out with this blessing . I stopped having see. I haven't had sex in the last 3 and a half years. And I watch Jesus content non stop for like 6 months straight. I received a 100 percent disability and l I ke 2 years back pay. Hallelujah thank you God, so I no what your talking bout brother. Keep da faith!!

  • @jenicapalo3069
    @jenicapalo3069 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ur not the only one with experiences like that and i really appreciate that u shared them so others wouldn’t feel like they’re the only ones going through it as well and they can learn from u and reflect on their own life. I’m showing this to someone close to me who i feel needs to hear what u say. Please keep posting.

  • @Gracious3G
    @Gracious3G ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are loved and appreciated by us all who SEE, HEAR, FEEL and BELIEVE. Thank you for doing this video. ‘ The officer gave you the bible from your mums car ‘ I felt this moment as you said it. God is good and always on time.
    Blessing’s from England 👊🏾🇬🇧