Im a former foster kid and was also in a group home just know i feel you on this comment on a personal perspective and bc they are banger no matter what
Honestly this shit got me thru such a low point in my life, was nice to listen to this back then and know other people struggling right there w you FTP 11:22 damn take me back to my early 20s grinding on my fixie bike being broke asf
damn bro sb saved my shit like 4 months ago when i realized being depressed just doesnt effect you even before killing yourself and anyways if yall are depressed reading this sober yourself up and take yourself to the reality within your mind that its healthy to build up from and if your kill yourself then realize that the devil would turn this shit tf off dont do it
@@aethryn124yup. I remember all the days locked in my room with no more money on my last gram of fetti smoking ice day n night with the gun to my head asking God to give me the strength to pull the trigger Now I got 13 months clean and I'm happy for the first time in my entire life. I'm not God's strongest soldier, honestly I feel like if I can do it anyone can. Of course everyone hits different rock bottoms and takes different amount of suffering to decide to stay clean WE DO RECOVER 🖤🖤🖤
@CatGirl_Poacher9000 your depression was self made. I try everyday but dysthymia is a mf. Respectfully, you don't know what suffering through mental health is
Merry Christmas, everyone. It’s my aunt’s birthday today, she sadly passed away a month ago due to cancer. Safe to say this Christmas is a pretty gloomy one. I just finished my family party and now I’m here at McDonalds, grabbing a mocha frappe while hitting my pen. I won’t be home for awhile, gonna take a stroll around for a bit. Y’all stay safe. Much love. 🖤🎄
The best thing about $uicideboy$ is the fact that they have soooo many songs. I've been listening to them for 4 years now and the first song on this mix is new to me, never heard it and I love it.
12:30 am and i have more substances in my system then i have loved ones. i love you guys the drugs aren't working anymore. think it's time to get clean
I’m 22 I think I just gave up I fought going back and forth with this and now I am done. Suidicde boys is why I’m here for my kids. 22 no license can’t pay it can’t get a job no future for me.
Never give up bro, was at the same stage for 6 years, now life turns better. Never believed people telling me "just get through it", now I get it. Sometimes you just have to eat the shit life serves for years, but luck cant hide from you forever. Hang tight
After years of not seeing her, but thinking of her and hoping she was ok, i ended up getting hired where she worked at, didn’t even know she worked there. Now im seeing her everyday. We dont talk. She seems scared of talking to me. Heard she has a boyfriend of 6 years. So thats maybe why. Ill just keep thuggin it out silently.
I surrender Terminal aint even sentimental Instrumental Never hit the same When i write Step into the light Its that columbine 99 Ehat i think of life What i think of these people Drug seeking drug seeking Abhor to ignore my demons Im freaking Im reaching For syringes Unhinged in the sickness The mist is addictive
She just told me she was talking to her friend thats a boy for a few hours it was 3am i called noone answered multipule times I know its lost and so am i
For me personally, their new songs just don't hit as hard as the old ones. I wouldn't say that they're bad but they just don't compel me to listen to them over and over again like the older ones do. IMO a lot of the newer songs sound very similar to each other, where the older $B songs are much more varied and experimental which I personally am a big fan of
Been 6 years since his murder and every year after the 30th of March passes I'm expected to return to normal and keep going on. I'm always hurting and barely hanging on
4:12, i remember 2017, waiting for the bus after high school, it's 6pm, i'm high on weed, xanax and opiate, half asleep, with my headphones on listening to this particular song in loop... Thinking about my girlfriend and how i didn' tdeserve her and how i don't even know if I really even want to keep going in life because it's all so in vain God that hurts, being an adult technically made it all way better, i'm 10x more stable, i abuse a lot less drugs, no more cocain and heroin, no more irresponsible sex with people i don't even like.. But it's now all so... Bland? Empty? Boring Werlp, guess i'll jus tkeep going for a while, but i don't know for how long i'll manage to find the strength to keep the fight 💔💔
sitting on a group home computer for the past 9 months just str8 bumpin the boy$ only thing keeping me sane
Hope shit gets better for you
Im a former foster kid and was also in a group home just know i feel you on this comment on a personal perspective and bc they are banger no matter what
Been in a abusive cult foster home I feel you bro i often reflect on my life good and bad bumping ts
A mix like this makes me realise again just how damn fucking good these guys are. Great work man.
New chain, same shackles will always be my favorite song to cope to
srslyyy its exactly how i feel and wanting to grow and change but the shi happenin in life or mental shi jus be in the way fr $B is therapy.
same always been one of my go to songs
I held my daughter while listening to this Fighting my suicidal demons.
Hope you’re okay 🙏
Same bro… it gets easier
Let her be the reason ur living and God has a purpose for u, dont look, call for him, go outside and scream his name YAHWEH
@@zeldaxninja3214yahweh❤
I'm still fighting mine. I have a son who I wish I could hold and it all just go away. I wish I could flood .y brain.
to have and have not hits the nostalgia feels of walking through airports traveling alone. One of my favorite instrumentals from them
shout out $lim gucci
Made by a 13 year old i believe
$uicideboy$ sad mix is just $uicideboy$ really
idk they've made a lot of upbeat songs like Bleach, Avalon, Putrid Pride, whispers indistinctly, Centre core never more, soul doubt etc
I don’t know why all these fucking losers get emo wet over this shit. Grow up , it’s good music . lol
4:35am smoking cigs in my room thinking of her. I hope shes doing ok...
hold on brother, I'm with you, we've all been here
Damn dude, same.
And that's the reason Jody's blowing her back out as we speak
I've been there champ my first Gf Cheated On Me With One Of My. " Best friends "
@@jeffgood6441itz easy to be Cruel. BUT TRY BEIN REAL.
Honestly this shit got me thru such a low point in my life, was nice to listen to this back then and know other people struggling right there w you FTP 11:22 damn take me back to my early 20s grinding on my fixie bike being broke asf
damn bro sb saved my shit like 4 months ago when i realized being depressed just doesnt effect you even before killing yourself and anyways if yall are depressed reading this sober yourself up and take yourself to the reality within your mind that its healthy to build up from and if your kill yourself then realize that the devil would turn this shit tf off dont do it
@@aethryn124yup. I remember all the days locked in my room with no more money on my last gram of fetti smoking ice day n night with the gun to my head asking God to give me the strength to pull the trigger
Now I got 13 months clean and I'm happy for the first time in my entire life. I'm not God's strongest soldier, honestly I feel like if I can do it anyone can. Of course everyone hits different rock bottoms and takes different amount of suffering to decide to stay clean
WE DO RECOVER 🖤🖤🖤
@CatGirl_Poacher9000 your depression was self made. I try everyday but dysthymia is a mf. Respectfully, you don't know what suffering through mental health is
Ah yes drugs/hoes/money etc. is might be the best for me, i always come back for that song
this that 3am mix right here, good stuff brother
Crazy. It's 3:13 am
Scrims verse in kys pt 4 gets me every time
Being high and listening to this waiting for your man to wake up>>>>
Merry Christmas, everyone. It’s my aunt’s birthday today, she sadly passed away a month ago due to cancer. Safe to say this Christmas is a pretty gloomy one. I just finished my family party and now I’m here at McDonalds, grabbing a mocha frappe while hitting my pen. I won’t be home for awhile, gonna take a stroll around for a bit. Y’all stay safe. Much love. 🖤🎄
Stay strong mane :)
Condolences Brodie🙏❤️
My girl left me on Christmas she said she didn’t love me anymore ig we all dealing with our own shit that’s why we bumping the BOY$ 💪😎
Hope you're doing well and you're able to find peace in this life.
2am working overnight full time for the third month in a row with 13 months clean. RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE 🖤
I listening this mix in my b'day, most emotional. Thanks for this mix
listening to this while high is triggering some DEEP thoughts. thank you sm
Uh, shit's hard huh💀👌
The best thing about $uicideboy$ is the fact that they have soooo many songs. I've been listening to them for 4 years now and the first song on this mix is new to me, never heard it and I love it.
Same here and it is a banger on top 😂
DIG DEEP IN THE SB CRATES FAM... THERES GOLD WHERE PEOPLE DONT LOOK..
Thxz your not the only one who needs this playlist 😞🤫🔥🔥🔥
i love how $B have lana del rey samples in their music, a collab would go crazy.
best mix i have heard in a while great work
I just love how the comments feel so relatable rn guys.
Im so depressed right now, i miss her so much and I want her back 😔💔🩸
12:34 am skipping work tomorrow cause I'm thinking about it
here we are.. trying to cope w all this sorrow, sadness, emptiness and all. good luck gang, hope this brings u guys some comfort ;)
Listening to this high is the best
Thank you for this mix
Listening during the day is refreshing 😅
If I had one wish, I’d wish for another pack of cigarettes.
BEST MIX EVER
12:30 am and i have more substances in my system then i have loved ones. i love you guys the drugs aren't working anymore. think it's time to get clean
wonderful mix bro
Omg that first song…🫶
I do too miss my dead friends. :( RIP B.R.S 01/02/18 - RIP K.M.D 07/11/22
Thanks for this. ❤
1:30 am woke up smoked and now I’m on my roof having a staring contest with tha moon
g r e y f i v e n i n e .
Is really nostalgic it sound fine .
super puper klass
I don't smoke but it feel's like I'm hitting some.
Como seria vivir sin esta ansiedad?
Son las 7 am y esta nublado.
I’m 22 I think I just gave up I fought going back and forth with this and now I am done. Suidicde boys is why I’m here for my kids. 22 no license can’t pay it can’t get a job no future for me.
Never give up bro, was at the same stage for 6 years, now life turns better. Never believed people telling me "just get through it", now I get it. Sometimes you just have to eat the shit life serves for years, but luck cant hide from you forever. Hang tight
Stay strong bro I'm 32 and haven't had my license in almost a decade. Have no felonies and a clean driving record when I finally get my license back.
Man when I use to work at king dragon all I use to do was jam out to sucidé boys all-day . Errday . Yeah miss those days
Thanks bro love it
After years of not seeing her, but thinking of her and hoping she was ok, i ended up getting hired where she worked at, didn’t even know she worked there. Now im seeing her everyday. We dont talk. She seems scared of talking to me. Heard she has a boyfriend of 6 years. So thats maybe why. Ill just keep thuggin it out silently.
Mesmo com problemas e ainda vivos vivendo grandes ilusões 🖤⛓
kkkkkkkkkkk mt eu
3:32 am sitting in my room high asf thinking about food I hope I get some……….
Never give up hope guys
These guys are acc so good n im not even into rap but these guys are seriously epic
Beautiful lad
Love the music and them
By no means do I have a bad life. Sure I’ve gone through some deplorable shit, but life is going so well.. why am I not happy..?
this is fucking fire bro, big luv from Russia❤🩹 G59 till the grave!!
но я же сам русский))
@@prodCHOKE хахахахаха, ладно брат, не заметил
Texas fks with the $uicideB0y$🤘🏻🖤🖤🤘🏻😎😎😎😎🖤🖤🖤
Gonna be a long night, thinking of you
I don't think I want this life anymore and thats me keeping him out (Satan)
What
🖤👌🏼💔💋
I surrender
Terminal aint even sentimental
Instrumental
Never hit the same
When i write
Step into the light
Its that columbine
99
Ehat i think of life
What i think of these people
Drug seeking drug seeking
Abhor to ignore my demons
Im freaking
Im reaching
For syringes
Unhinged in the sickness
The mist is addictive
🖤
"$b song names are cards against humanity" -Some dude on tiktok
Same lil dude
Ily
Spotify?
5 am with a needle in my arm because i cant deal
Staring at the ceiling, wondering what happened to make you stare at the ceiling again
$$$ Don't Worry The Money is Coming $$$
She just told me she was talking to her friend thats a boy for a few hours it was 3am i called noone answered multipule times
I know its lost and so am i
Do it with scarlxrd please!
18:37
ไม่เป็นไร นะ ทุกคน
This shit is fucking IT
first of all drugs/hoes/money/etc.
26.15
need moe
soon
New to the scene tryna make some bangin ass music you wanna collaborate lmk not lookin for $ just wanna create bangers.
Yo wanna do something I haven’t made music publicly but do it for fun like beats but they kinda trash. I write lyrics too so if u down I’m down
Just my dumb fuckin luck
why no new songs?
I got a lot of them in my last Chill $B MIX, I wanted more old songs this time
@@prodCHOKE Good mix with old ones songs!
Cause old $B >>
For me personally, their new songs just don't hit as hard as the old ones. I wouldn't say that they're bad but they just don't compel me to listen to them over and over again like the older ones do. IMO a lot of the newer songs sound very similar to each other, where the older $B songs are much more varied and experimental which I personally am a big fan of
rare
🔥💀🙏💯
It’s 1am I should go to sleep but I can’t stop crying
“I miss you my friend you will always be remembered”
everthing gonna be okay
R.I.P to your buddie
Been 6 years since his murder and every year after the 30th of March passes I'm expected to return to normal and keep going on. I'm always hurting and barely hanging on
Rooting for you
I miss my imprisoned friends :(
Same lil dude
introversion 2.0 just DOES SUM TO MEEEEE
Behold a pale white horse is probably one of their best sad songs
Was hoping it was on here
I was disappointed af not seeing it on this playlist man
I think she's just asleep rn. I hope she's nkay. Ik I can only better myself when I cant bring her that joy she wishes for
Simp
I have regrets that just won’t leave me alone
My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames is my soul is my life, I wish they played it at my funeral.
4:12, i remember 2017, waiting for the bus after high school, it's 6pm, i'm high on weed, xanax and opiate, half asleep, with my headphones on listening to this particular song in loop... Thinking about my girlfriend and how i didn' tdeserve her and how i don't even know if I really even want to keep going in life because it's all so in vain
God that hurts, being an adult technically made it all way better, i'm 10x more stable, i abuse a lot less drugs, no more cocain and heroin, no more irresponsible sex with people i don't even like.. But it's now all so... Bland? Empty? Boring
Werlp, guess i'll jus tkeep going for a while, but i don't know for how long i'll manage to find the strength to keep the fight 💔💔
Sitting in my room smoking joints like cigarettes on shrooms just thinking and vibing
Ftp my blood ❤️🔥 moving out of childhood home need this mix and a fat 8th rest in peace to all that didn’t make it to this year. Forever missed
16:08 coming back for dis
ta bonito
do you got a soundcloud homie! mix is fire
I just let myself bexome consumed...
Good, good, ear pleasing
I love this mix😩😩
foda de mais mn fodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa de mais foda foda
Mano escuta essa parte 20:12
this is such a masterpiece tysm🖤🖤😭😭
a true fan made this. respect.
Música 18:00 tituló por favor
"Hard to tell"
I don't feel bad for anyone
HELLL FUCKIN YEAAH