The being scared of being canceled even though I know I haven't done anything to be canceled for is so freaking relatable. I literally thought it was only me. I overthink about that a lot whenever I consider putting myself out there more on the internet.
Its nice to see an amazing and wholesome youtuber who doesnt have a whole ass setup and is super chill with showing their imperfect room. Not saying her room isnt perfect, i want that painting lol
"I overthink to the point that it's painful" big BIG same to that. Anxiety is not fun lol. And same about the buspirone! Your channel is such a comfort to me. I'm glad you've uploaded again :)
hi thank you for talking about OCD and acknowledging that it is different for everyone and not just about being clean!! I went on Prozac earlier this year and it has helped me so much as well
I don’t know anything about all those online games you were talking about but it was so much fun to watch. I could listen to you talking about literally anything for hours! Comfort channel af
you literally just described my situation with OCD and prozac. i had been on several medications in life and gave up as a teenager but as i became an “adult” my OCD paranoid superstitions were literally taking over my life and making me unable to function so i got on prozac and not only did it help almost immediately, but two years later i hardly ever have episodes. i know everyone is different but i really hope it works out for you! you deserve peace of mind. also i am so glad you’re back! when you stopped uploading videos it felt like i lost a friend ❤️🩹
I feel like you are legit my doppelganger. Everything you were saying is what I've been saying for a while now. I just started back with therapy, we share the same mental issues, I'm on new meds too, I just cut all my hair off, literally everything lol. So I feel you....life sucks but I'm here if you want to talk!
omg please don't hesitate to talk about your experience with mental health and meds as much as you like bc it just made me feel very comforted and seen
She is my favorite. Im so glad she's doing okay and i understand the mental breaks i take them too. Her content makes me feel so relaxed like..i can easily tell shes so easy and amazing to talk to, just an awesome person in general. And i REMEMBER these games! My favorites honestly growing up was probably Poptropica but i mostly played Luigi's Mansion ALOT. She's best girl. She DESERVES 1 Million!!
@@Feminazi1dc well atleast she isn't being angry abt it she's just correcting them nicely, pretty sure she isn't going after abt the compliment she's just letting them know abt her pronouns and that's it
I love your take on things. You are so relatable to me and hearing you talk about your medication journey makes me feel less alone because i too struggle with anxiety and depression and i feel so much better with ssris but there is such a stigma around them that sometimes i think i need to stop taking them. Keep being your awesome self!! 💜
I honestly don't know why anyone would complain about YOUR hair color.. I truly think contrast I color on hair looks awesome (even if ots spotty) Don't be hard. yourself there are sooo many ppl out there who wouldn't even dare.. I love coloring my hair and don't care what anyone else thinks 💗💗
Glad to see you back. I got on buspirone a few months ago and it's been life changing. My anxiety and sleep problems were non functional and it;s so nice now to have some relief.
Love your shirt bro. Also I'm glad to see you back. Completely understand you needing to take some time for your mental health. Happy you're feeling a bit better. I love your content you're so genuine and it feels like I'm hanging out with a friend when watching. 💜
It looks so good!! I literally just went black because I was too lazy to go through the process lol. When I grow out my hair (shaved it two months ago) I’ll definitely go for your look in its short phase. Also, I took sertraline with abilify and it made me feel like shit, but now I’m taking prozac instead and feel 400% more calm and I haven’t had as many, ahem, “bad thoughts.” Interesting to hear someone else with success since a lot of people around me were against the notion of making the switch. Anyway, despite what anyone in the comments will say, what makes a youtuber interesting is the person behind the channel, not their content. I mean, your content is interesting, but if you were really to switch up your style, I’d still watch you. Being uncomfortable or unhappy with the content you’re making is what brings it down. You do you, not what a random person says secure behind a screen. 💜💜
I love your bluntness and honesty, especially around youtubers and who their viewers are. You also have a brilliant sense of humour 🥲 Haven’t seen your videos before but I’ve subscribed because you’re brilliant 😁🖤
Dude. If your HAIR is the reason someone unsubscribes… that’s not your problem lol. It’s not your hair that makes you anything - not even a Scene Queen. You just ARE one from what I’ve seen! I’m new here, and I know this isn’t recent, and this is probably a projection of my own “hair attachments” but I wanted to say it! Ha. The anti-depressant rant was appreciated. I LOVE my wellbutrin. I had a literal allergic reaction to Prozac lol! It’s funny now but my throat started to close and that’s a scary feeling! I was recently diagnosed with adhd (at age 30, turns out). I always thought I was borderline asexual… and holy shit it turns out the combination of the right partner (fucking finally) and the right meds is a GAME CHANGER. I’ve been typing this as I watch & I can’t say I’ve seen any new videos of old TH-camrs lately. I thought about Zoella the other day… then I forgot again hahaha. You’re totally right about how fame & realness is the ultimate combo currently but…. I’m loving the realness and your personality & I also have seen your most recent video (recommended by YT, btw) so I’m glad you’ve uploaded lately! I hope it’s fun for you again! I’ve subbed - your videos feel seriously nostalgic (as a 2011/2012 tumblr user with like, totally 250 subs & pink & blue hair lol)
Girl I take Prozac, I have been for like 10 years! It’s absolutely amazing !!!! I have SEVERE OCD, like end my life obsessions, and I’ve been free from it (for the most part) since I got on a high dose !!
I think I used my telepathy on this channel. Your new video is what I think about all day and then I opened TH-cam and there's your new video notification.
Me watching this 3 years later... but! I can't believe someone I'm watching played Pixie Hollow online!!!! That game was SO gooddddd!!!! The MINI GAMES! Thank you sm for bringing that up, I felt so seen. Also -- Littlest Pet Shop Online 🥺So upset it was shut down.
Omg are y kidding me? I don’t give a damn about your hair. You are such a fun person. I’m glad you’ve uploaded again 🤩 if ppl care about how your hair looks theyre stupid as hell
Gosh thinking about pixie hollow makes me so sad cause I had one random web friend I met on it and now have no idea where they are today :( I think one of my favorites was free realms, I played it way too much. I know there is a free realms rewritten bringing it back but I think you need a cd for it. I don’t think they finished it yet.
I loved those references on your room!!! And you're so pretty, I felt so happy when I saw that you posted a video!!! I'm your fan, ily and hope you're doing ok
I know what you mean but I don't know if your hair is really the thing that makes you "you," even if it is a major part of 'look.' You're wonderful as you are! And thanks for your discussion about anti-depressants, and I'm glad you've found something that's working for you! It's been a struggle
i have naturally dirty blonde hair and i dyed it with the iroiro neon pink with no bleach beforehand- it stayed in my hair for like six months and was vibrant for about a month.
I went from very very very long curly ginger hair to buzzcuts, and yeah, same styles(gothic, vintage, alt in general) and yeah the vibe is different. I went from Merida to Nosferatu cause I'm a 🎶giant woman 🎶 And it's so crazy how others see me. So I get ya for real friend. If you changed everything, I'd still watch, cause I just like your personally, and the fact that you're adventurous with your styles. It's made me more open minded to other alt styles actually, so thanks dood! 👽✌🏼 P.s; do you, come on here when you want, etc. I'm patient and happy for you to do what u want even if that means you go AWOL for mental health or just not feeling like it cause... Uh same. Anyway peace and love?nah, chaos and chaos 👽✌🏼
Love the video ^-^ and your hair looks great! You should do things however you feel like it. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. If your method for dying hair works for you then that’s all that matters.
Girl, I swear with anxiety it’s so hard to find the right medication. And I’m on two right now 3 times a day to stop my anxiety attacks… lol. And I have ocd and it gets worse with my anxiety… lol
I've been checking back on We the Pixies, too! The game I loved most on the original game was the one where you play instruments to put the animals to sleep.
I miss you Sm, I’ve been waiting all summer for you to post beacuse your channel is really conforting. Also your literal my scene idol even though I’m more emo than scene now a days your still my favorite channel. Honesty your videos where so conforting last year when I was going though a lot :))
Oh thank god. Because I just started using Irorio for pink and I’m so glad it stays. I’ve only ever looked good pale and tan in pink hair. 6 years went black so I wouldn’t destroy my living place we then later sold. I hate my natural hair, and I hate my color fading. I’ve washed three times after dying with neon and normal pink iroiro so I’m over all happy haha.
just subscribed! man all you were talking about with the medication adjustments really got me. I was on similar ones and I can definitely empathize to some of what you were saying! so cool of you to be so open about it, but i can understand it must be so exhausting,,, on another note i miss the feck out of pixie hollow!!! im so sad they stopped it
I appreciate this so much cus I’ve felt so alone lately with my ocd lately. Although I heavily have the contamination one haha I relate heavily to what you were saying about it
this is literally my comfort channel
same omg
Same and Mel Mercer
Literally same
sameee
Same
Why isn't anyone mentioning the squid ward painting? It's the coolest!
Omg yes!!
Agreed XD
It's authentic.
Thats not a squidward painting lol…
@@Tangerine2600 sponge bob
when your bf said you look like twilight sparkle and your face lit up, i melted
The being scared of being canceled even though I know I haven't done anything to be canceled for is so freaking relatable. I literally thought it was only me. I overthink about that a lot whenever I consider putting myself out there more on the internet.
I've missed you acidmilk and i'm so happy you are back
Its nice to see an amazing and wholesome youtuber who doesnt have a whole ass setup and is super chill with showing their imperfect room. Not saying her room isnt perfect, i want that painting lol
It’s been a while! Glad you’re back!
"I overthink to the point that it's painful" big BIG same to that. Anxiety is not fun lol. And same about the buspirone!
Your channel is such a comfort to me. I'm glad you've uploaded again :)
Literally I screamed so hard when I saw the notification!
fr lol
your hair looks so pretty, the color really suits you
you’re the type of person id definitely be friends with omg
THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH
hi thank you for talking about OCD and acknowledging that it is different for everyone and not just about being clean!! I went on Prozac earlier this year and it has helped me so much as well
I don’t know anything about all those online games you were talking about but it was so much fun to watch. I could listen to you talking about literally anything for hours! Comfort channel af
you literally just described my situation with OCD and prozac. i had been on several medications in life and gave up as a teenager but as i became an “adult” my OCD paranoid superstitions were literally taking over my life and making me unable to function so i got on prozac and not only did it help almost immediately, but two years later i hardly ever have episodes. i know everyone is different but i really hope it works out for you! you deserve peace of mind. also i am so glad you’re back! when you stopped uploading videos it felt like i lost a friend ❤️🩹
you talking about all these nostalgic online games and seeing old footage is making me miss ALL THESE GAMES SO MUCH D': #pain
I feel like you are legit my doppelganger. Everything you were saying is what I've been saying for a while now. I just started back with therapy, we share the same mental issues, I'm on new meds too, I just cut all my hair off, literally everything lol. So I feel you....life sucks but I'm here if you want to talk!
It is too late and the "see you in 30 minutes.. it is tomorrow" made me laugh too hard. I'm so glad I found this channel
im so glad you're back!! also, you and your boyfriend are perfect for eachother lol i love you guys' dynamic
omg please don't hesitate to talk about your experience with mental health and meds as much as you like bc it just made me feel very comforted and seen
just realized i already left a comment on this two months ago????? lmao
Thank you for coming back. I was so scared you wouldn't. Scene or not you'll always be my favorite.
Seeing them back made my day, this video beloved
I still go thru moviestarplanet phases lmao i love nostalgic online games
Happy to see you back! I’ve also had some wild emotional times lately so I understand you taking a break lol. Your hair turned out super cute
you're a scene queen no matter how long ur hair is
She is my favorite. Im so glad she's doing okay and i understand the mental breaks i take them too. Her content makes me feel so relaxed like..i can easily tell shes so easy and amazing to talk to, just an awesome person in general. And i REMEMBER these games! My favorites honestly growing up was probably Poptropica but i mostly played Luigi's Mansion ALOT. She's best girl. She DESERVES 1 Million!!
hi!! they use they/them pronouns
These comments r just annoying at this point. Why TF do terms even matter when they're just complimenting someone. It's getting old
@@Feminazi1dc well atleast she isn't being angry abt it she's just correcting them nicely, pretty sure she isn't going after abt the compliment she's just letting them know abt her pronouns and that's it
We missed you, glad you felt comfortable to post new video! ♥️
I love your take on things. You are so relatable to me and hearing you talk about your medication journey makes me feel less alone because i too struggle with anxiety and depression and i feel so much better with ssris but there is such a stigma around them that sometimes i think i need to stop taking them.
Keep being your awesome self!! 💜
bae i'm so happy you're back
I honestly don't know why anyone would complain about YOUR hair color.. I truly think contrast I color on hair looks awesome (even if ots spotty) Don't be hard. yourself there are sooo many ppl out there who wouldn't even dare.. I love coloring my hair and don't care what anyone else thinks 💗💗
Glad to see you back. I got on buspirone a few months ago and it's been life changing. My anxiety and sleep problems were non functional and it;s so nice now to have some relief.
Happy to see you back ! Hope you are doing okay.
HARD TO REMOVE IS JUST WHAT I NEED 😲
Because my hair is ..or at least is supposed to be perma pink!
I needs to buy this stuff
Love your shirt bro. Also I'm glad to see you back. Completely understand you needing to take some time for your mental health. Happy you're feeling a bit better. I love your content you're so genuine and it feels like I'm hanging out with a friend when watching. 💜
It looks so good!! I literally just went black because I was too lazy to go through the process lol. When I grow out my hair (shaved it two months ago) I’ll definitely go for your look in its short phase.
Also, I took sertraline with abilify and it made me feel like shit, but now I’m taking prozac instead and feel 400% more calm and I haven’t had as many, ahem, “bad thoughts.” Interesting to hear someone else with success since a lot of people around me were against the notion of making the switch.
Anyway, despite what anyone in the comments will say, what makes a youtuber interesting is the person behind the channel, not their content. I mean, your content is interesting, but if you were really to switch up your style, I’d still watch you. Being uncomfortable or unhappy with the content you’re making is what brings it down. You do you, not what a random person says secure behind a screen. 💜💜
I love this, it’s like I’m having a deep convo with my friend but instead I can now pause to go get water 😵😍😍
i’m so glad you’re back your content is really comforting i like watching you just chill out and do what you want
honestly, your hair looks amazing all the time, i just love to hear you talk
watching this while bleaching my hair to put in iroiro neon green
I loved the end result the color and cut looks really good on you!
I love your bluntness and honesty, especially around youtubers and who their viewers are. You also have a brilliant sense of humour 🥲 Haven’t seen your videos before but I’ve subscribed because you’re brilliant 😁🖤
I could hear you talking for hours!!! Keep doing it IM HERE
yesss the scene queen is back
Dude. If your HAIR is the reason someone unsubscribes… that’s not your problem lol. It’s not your hair that makes you anything - not even a Scene Queen. You just ARE one from what I’ve seen! I’m new here, and I know this isn’t recent, and this is probably a projection of my own “hair attachments” but I wanted to say it! Ha.
The anti-depressant rant was appreciated. I LOVE my wellbutrin. I had a literal allergic reaction to Prozac lol! It’s funny now but my throat started to close and that’s a scary feeling! I was recently diagnosed with adhd (at age 30, turns out). I always thought I was borderline asexual… and holy shit it turns out the combination of the right partner (fucking finally) and the right meds is a GAME CHANGER.
I’ve been typing this as I watch & I can’t say I’ve seen any new videos of old TH-camrs lately. I thought about Zoella the other day… then I forgot again hahaha. You’re totally right about how fame & realness is the ultimate combo currently but….
I’m loving the realness and your personality & I also have seen your most recent video (recommended by YT, btw) so I’m glad you’ve uploaded lately! I hope it’s fun for you again! I’ve subbed - your videos feel seriously nostalgic (as a 2011/2012 tumblr user with like, totally 250 subs & pink & blue hair lol)
Honestly your the main reason I became a scene queen again
Girl I take Prozac, I have been for like 10 years! It’s absolutely amazing !!!! I have SEVERE OCD, like end my life obsessions, and I’ve been free from it (for the most part) since I got on a high dose !!
Hearing u talk about bs is so entertaining truly, please do it again
I think I used my telepathy on this channel. Your new video is what I think about all day and then I opened TH-cam and there's your new video notification.
Your boyfriend’s entrance killed me and I love how your hair came out!!
Me watching this 3 years later... but! I can't believe someone I'm watching played Pixie Hollow online!!!! That game was SO gooddddd!!!! The MINI GAMES! Thank you sm for bringing that up, I felt so seen. Also -- Littlest Pet Shop Online 🥺So upset it was shut down.
i missed you so much!!!
I was just thinking about how much I missed your vids then I see this the next day?? Crazy!
I feel so comfortable watching your videos!
Why I got so excited when I saw you posted
ILY ACIDMILK💙💙
you are genuinely awesome
Hell yeah this purple looks so amazing, glad to see u uploaded too 💜💜 also ur haircut is so cute
oh gosh i rant like this too and i feel so comforted that someone can relate
Omg are y kidding me? I don’t give a damn about your hair. You are such a fun person. I’m glad you’ve uploaded again 🤩 if ppl care about how your hair looks theyre stupid as hell
Gosh thinking about pixie hollow makes me so sad cause I had one random web friend I met on it and now have no idea where they are today :(
I think one of my favorites was free realms, I played it way too much. I know there is a free realms rewritten bringing it back but I think you need a cd for it. I don’t think they finished it yet.
Giving me Alice from twilight vibes
With the short hair and makeup with the cotton candy hair 🥺♥️
you’re one of my favorite youtubers, missed ur vids!
Just want to let you know that recovery is real. I was diagnosed with OCD 10 years ago. It will get better. 💛
I loved those references on your room!!! And you're so pretty, I felt so happy when I saw that you posted a video!!! I'm your fan, ily and hope you're doing ok
Love this, the purple looks so good on you :)
I am so glad you are back! Never worry or care about what other people think you are amazing and I love your videos!
I know what you mean but I don't know if your hair is really the thing that makes you "you," even if it is a major part of 'look.' You're wonderful as you are! And thanks for your discussion about anti-depressants, and I'm glad you've found something that's working for you! It's been a struggle
i've been waiting for you to upload again! thanks for returning
I missed your videos! SO glad your mental health is getting better. Your videos are so relatable and enertaining. And the short hair is awesome!
I love your content, i find u so relatable and also your rants are so interesting to me. So glad your back :D
Glad you are back! Getting psych med cocktails "right" is a process. I'm glad you found something that works for you.
i was thinking about how you havent uploaded a week ago and now this? collective manifesting really works.
Who cares if you cut your hair or change it? You can always add extensions for the same look if you wanted ☺️ keep posting
i played so much transformice!!! i was part of a tribe and it was so nice having those friends while i was depressed in middle school
The purple looks so good on you! Love your new haircut =D
i have naturally dirty blonde hair and i dyed it with the iroiro neon pink with no bleach beforehand- it stayed in my hair for like six months and was vibrant for about a month.
"Just admiring your goop" made me smile lmao it was comforting for some reason 💀
I went from very very very long curly ginger hair to buzzcuts, and yeah, same styles(gothic, vintage, alt in general) and yeah the vibe is different. I went from Merida to Nosferatu cause I'm a
🎶giant woman 🎶
And it's so crazy how others see me. So I get ya for real friend. If you changed everything, I'd still watch, cause I just like your personally, and the fact that you're adventurous with your styles. It's made me more open minded to other alt styles actually, so thanks dood! 👽✌🏼
P.s; do you, come on here when you want, etc. I'm patient and happy for you to do what u want even if that means you go AWOL for mental health or just not feeling like it cause... Uh same.
Anyway peace and love?nah, chaos and chaos 👽✌🏼
Love the video ^-^ and your hair looks great! You should do things however you feel like it. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. If your method for dying hair works for you then that’s all that matters.
Dude I wish I knew you in real life 😭😭😭 your vids feel like I'm talking to a friend
Girl, I swear with anxiety it’s so hard to find the right medication. And I’m on two right now 3 times a day to stop my anxiety attacks… lol. And I have ocd and it gets worse with my anxiety… lol
Literally fucking love drew and i love you for loving drew to
I was rewatching some of your videos yesterday, welcome back!
I've been checking back on We the Pixies, too! The game I loved most on the original game was the one where you play instruments to put the animals to sleep.
I miss you Sm, I’ve been waiting all summer for you to post beacuse your channel is really conforting. Also your literal my scene idol even though I’m more emo than scene now a days your still my favorite channel. Honesty your videos where so conforting last year when I was going though a lot :))
this video honestly made my day
Oh thank god. Because I just started using Irorio for pink and I’m so glad it stays. I’ve only ever looked good pale and tan in pink hair. 6 years went black so I wouldn’t destroy my living place we then later sold. I hate my natural hair, and I hate my color fading. I’ve washed three times after dying with neon and normal pink iroiro so I’m over all happy haha.
I think your roots turned out really good at the end! I really enjoy the purple in general but it looks v nice on u
I love this channel and I love your new hair 🖤
AYO MY COMFORT TH-camR UPLOADED
I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WANTED YOU TO POST EARLIER WOAH
oh my god you posted!!! i’m so excited for this video
just subscribed! man all you were talking about with the medication adjustments really got me. I was on similar ones and I can definitely empathize to some of what you were saying! so cool of you to be so open about it, but i can understand it must be so exhausting,,, on another note i miss the feck out of pixie hollow!!! im so sad they stopped it
IM SO HAPPY UOU UPLOADED IVE BEEN REBINGING TOUR VIDEOS ALL WEEK AHDGHS
IM SO HAPPY YOU’RE BACK!!!!!
I appreciate this so much cus I’ve felt so alone lately with my ocd lately. Although I heavily have the contamination one haha I relate heavily to what you were saying about it
i literally love your vids so much! I'm glad you are back but if you ever need to leave again we will be here waiting for you no matter what:).
also i wanna point out that it does feel like were on facetime when i watch your channel- its my fav thing tbh
I'm glad you're back! I love your content and personality :)
I opend TH-cam and saw this video WHEN I TELL U I SCREAMED-
i dont think yk how happy i get when you upload a video