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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 ก.ย. 2024
- Eshral - Broken (Audio) - Track 4 from the album "Honest Beginnings"
Produced and mixed by Eshral (@prodbyeshral)
/ @prodbyeshral
Cover art by Fin Gibb (@fin_gibb), Faye Retusto (@fay3zcynthia7), Eshral (@eshral.otb)
Lyrics:
The vibe cannot be defined only felt no cotton,
And I've been searching tryna find a place where it ain't rotten,
More time when people say they're tripping it's cuz of my toes they trod on,
It's not a bong when I rip into any beat I hop on,
Nowadays I'm not surprised when people tell me jog on,
And nowadays I don't cry when I hit rock bottom,
Cuz all the tears have left my eyes man I swear I've forgotten,
How to see through all the lies that never helped me blossom.
My whole life I've never fitted in, my left wrist isn't glistening,
It's all about your image now I might throw these bars in the bin,
You're kitted out I'm kitted in, being sad shouldn't be a sin,
This life's long distance sometimes I wish it could be a sprint,
Cuz I was sinking quick, I didn't have a shit to give,
And then I realized there's more to life than falling in the pits,
I've been trying on different fits, but still not happy in this skin, I've been trying on different fits but still not happy.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
Whatever the weather I'm keeping it moving, better than ever you man are all snoozing,
Gram of the cheddar I bill it and twos it, feeling depressed I put on the music,
Hold it together I don't wanna lose it, wanna get bread but don't wanna do shit,
Swear I'm fed up of all the nuisance, feeling the pressure and I wanna use it,
And man's zooted when I write my best music,
One minute working hard and then I'm looking for excuses,
Don't matter cuz I've been hard there's no way you could produce this,
I've been feeling the worst state of mind but still I choose it.
In biology depressed doing up dissection,
Work rate ain't resting, three ways I got a broken heart,
I must confess I was stresing before I learnt my lessons, that still ain't ended, I swear I'm tearing myslef apart,
Growing up I don't know where to start, on that test I got zero marks,
I'm up and then I crash and it recycles like a paper car,
The journey ends and I'll leave knowing that I could've made it far, the journey ends and I'll leave knowing that, yeah.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
Like a skate park without the ramps I'm always grinding,
In my girls DMs I'm an 808 always sliding,
So when I'm writing I'm just vibing don't worry bout what the time is,
When I spit on the mic I'm noticed by many like a high vis,
And when I drop I know you'll pre my tunes, they act like they don't care in reality make up half the views,
On top of time I'm over clocked call me a CPU,
You claim you're rich, please just stop I see more Ps than you.
And that's fact man you lot sit on your arse,
Or you're at another motive grab a drink fill up your glass,
But the easy way don't last drown the pain or find another drug to help forget the past,
Is happiness to much to ask,
And I look back I hate the way I used to mask,
All the troubles in my head but all I had to do was ask,
My friends they wouldn't laugh found a way to communicate if I wanna chat it's class, I love em with all my heart.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
I feel broken like the weed in Riz to get me higher,
Don't need all the suits I got my queen but my heart's on fire,
And if I'm paying for pain then I'm my own supplier,
Not burning rubber but I'm dripping in that hot attire.
