I nearly died on the 17 th of July 2024 and have been given a second chance! I have endstage copd, emphysema , which is a lung disease. I live in a rest home in the hospital part, and I was found unconscious with my oxygen levels of only 43. (A normal person is 98 to 100% oxygen) they tried cpr on me and rushed me to emergency department and said they did what they could and put me in a palliative care room.Thank God my best friend works at the hospital and found out and rang my next of kin and they demanded to not put me on palliative care until my daughter from overseas came and saw me, from then my friend demanded to give me all the necessary breathing equipment I needed and medication I needed and if it wasn't for them and God not wanting me yet, I would not be here today! And I'm so grateful and this song is powerful! I'm only 55 and I'm not ready to go yet! So thank you for this song Mary Lambert! Xxxx ❤
As someone with bipolar disorder who is gay and never grew up either, I feel all of your music. It speaks to me in a way that few artists can. Thank you for being raw, vulnerable, and so unbelievably beautiful. Damn, you are magic.
Such a healing song. I was there at the Michigan show and met her. She is super sweet and kind. It was the first show I ever went to alone and it felt like a spiritual experience. Like all of us were singing back, hands to the sky, and all of our hearts were breaking enough so we could let healing in. It's like we all shared similar experiences and I saw so many people like me in the crowd. I made a few online friends. There was even a couple who got engaged at the meet and greet. Idk I just don't think I've ever felt so much love in a room full of strangers. It was magical and how she captures an audience is unbelievable. Her music has helped me through my darkest hours and I'm forever grateful. ♡
My wife sent me this song. 10 months ago my heart Started to slow down and not recover, I spent a week in the hospital and a day, one room from ICU my heart rate dropped to 30 beats and wouldn’t recover. At this time I had been asleep from the moment I walked in the door not knowing anything. They saved my life by installing a Pacemaker that runs 72% I am now fighting high blood pressure in 180/114 range. I’m only 37yrs old and we are trying everything we can. This song has been my life for sometime now, we have videos of me passing out without control. Prior to all this I had not been myself for a few years. Thank you Mary Lambert your song has helped me understand.
Oh Mary baby. I can’t believe I’ve only just found this song. I wish I could give you a massive hug and let you know how much this has helped me and other people out there. Xxx
I'm bipolar too. I've never had someone explain my illness like this. I just had chills the entire time. People try and help but nobody can understand the magnitude of this illness unless they've lived it themselves. I just discovered Mary yesterday!! I'm so glad I did. Thank you Mary!!
Honestly balled my eyes out. This song is literally keeping me alive right now and letting me feel all of the feels. To have the gift of being able to express so much in a song and every song you sing Mary and creative is just something else, really something else xx
This song gave me the strength to start the turning point of my life.I am so happy now .I realized that avoiding life makes me miserable.Now I am living life with faith not fear.Life is good guys let embrace it.
the great Yanka Roupkina, who I took some Bulgarian singing lessons from , and who was the main soloist of the Bulgarian Women's Choir, came to NYC after 9/11 and taught some group classes and she told a group of New Yorkers that "to be a singer, you must be stronger than everyone else". She was not only the main soloist for the Bulgarian Women's Choir but was the sole survivor of the airplane crash that also killed the rest of the choir. She was called the "Angel of Bulgaria". You, have a gift and you are teaching by singing because you are that type of singer that Yanka told us about. Brilliant.
After losing my mother more than a decade ago, this song reminded me of her and how she felt before passing. I've felt this way from time to time. Thank you for such beautiful lyrics, and music.
I’m really sorry if you’re going through a hard time, you are so amazing and strong and you deserve to live and be happy. Talking to someone you love and trust about how you feel can really help, as can therapy and support groups.
@@beththevegetarianchef7940 Thank you for the message, I'm doing well, I just think the song has a beautiful and necessary message that everyone needs to hear, and I love the fact that it makes people reach out to others the same way you did because you never know when someone need to hear that :)
I can not thank this women enough for giving me so much hope through her music ♡ Listening to her music feels like therapy or talking to a friend. Just so much comfort
Thank you dear Mary! From another person with bipolar, thank you for making it OK to cry :) You make crying an OK thing to do and you make embracing emotions safe! So thank you, thank you, thank you for being our inspiration ~ Beckie D & The Poetry
Mary, you have saved my life! Your music, your words, your voice, your struggles....have literally saved my life! I love you!! This song is so beautiful and something I needed to hear! I’m not ready either! I hope I can see you live one day!
From the very first time I heard Mary's voice, thanks to my daughter, I fell in love. That is a lot for me, because I am not into women singers much, but Mary has filled my heart with her voice. Thank you Mary.
This song sings to all the times I let Bipolar Depression get to me. I thought I was the only one who felt like this; these intrusive shameful/guilty thoughts eating away. Mary keep giving those frissons (music chills) with your relatable truthful songs.
This song was everything I didn't know I needed. Been a huge fan for years, and you have songs that can draw me out of a spiral of depression. Thank you for being such an amazing artist and so purely you.
What a blessing this song and you are! And yes, to music healing our hearts - we are indeed graced by the music gods when a song so potent for our own salvation strikes like lightning
Oh WOW!!! This is powerful and amazing! Thank you for this from someone who has been to the edge and cheated death more than once. You are such an amazing artist and I'm always so moved by your music. Thank you for continuing to share it with the world! Big hugs and lots of love to whoever needs it, Kara
@@fallenpoet6051thank you and yes, I'm doing much better than I've been in the past. I hope things are going good for you also! Sending out love and hugs to you and to anyone who needs it now!
I can home today after a very tough week, dad is in the middle of chemo, yada, yada...but this song lifted me up exactly when I needed it. Thank you for sharing your art and your voice and your hope.
I nearly died on the 17 th of July 2024 and have been given a second chance! I have endstage copd, emphysema , which is a lung disease. I live in a rest home in the hospital part, and I was found unconscious with my oxygen levels of only 43. (A normal person is 98 to 100% oxygen) they tried cpr on me and rushed me to emergency department and said they did what they could and put me in a palliative care room.Thank God my best friend works at the hospital and found out and rang my next of kin and they demanded to not put me on palliative care until my daughter from overseas came and saw me, from then my friend demanded to give me all the necessary breathing equipment I needed and medication I needed and if it wasn't for them and God not wanting me yet, I would not be here today! And I'm so grateful and this song is powerful! I'm only 55 and I'm not ready to go yet! So thank you for this song Mary Lambert! Xxxx ❤
Her voice is one of the most calming sounds I've ever heard
Yes
She is my sis
WHAT
I totally agree!
As someone with bipolar disorder who is gay and never grew up either, I feel all of your music. It speaks to me in a way that few artists can. Thank you for being raw, vulnerable, and so unbelievably beautiful. Damn, you are magic.
Such a healing song. I was there at the Michigan show and met her. She is super sweet and kind. It was the first show I ever went to alone and it felt like a spiritual experience. Like all of us were singing back, hands to the sky, and all of our hearts were breaking enough so we could let healing in. It's like we all shared similar experiences and I saw so many people like me in the crowd. I made a few online friends. There was even a couple who got engaged at the meet and greet. Idk I just don't think I've ever felt so much love in a room full of strangers. It was magical and how she captures an audience is unbelievable. Her music has helped me through my darkest hours and I'm forever grateful. ♡
ive met her before too. such a pure amazing soul. her shows are just magical
Beautifully said. Thank you!
I live in Michigan and I really wish I had gotten to see her. I’m plus size and queer so she’s a big role model for me
Amazing voice, beautiful songs, very underrated artist.
My wife sent me this song. 10 months ago my heart Started to slow down and not recover, I spent a week in the hospital and a day, one room from ICU my heart rate dropped to 30 beats and wouldn’t recover. At this time I had been asleep from the moment I walked in the door not knowing anything. They saved my life by installing a Pacemaker that runs 72% I am now fighting high blood pressure in 180/114 range. I’m only 37yrs old and we are trying everything we can. This song has been my life for sometime now, we have videos of me passing out without control. Prior to all this I had not been myself for a few years. Thank you Mary Lambert your song has helped me understand.
Oh Mary baby. I can’t believe I’ve only just found this song. I wish I could give you a massive hug and let you know how much this has helped me and other people out there. Xxx
Coming back out after 13 years of hiding... Amazing song/words that are relatable. Thank you!!
How does this only have 58K views in 3 years? Creative accounting by anderson consulting?
Her music touches my soul and lights a flame every time.
I'm bipolar too. I've never had someone explain my illness like this. I just had chills the entire time. People try and help but nobody can understand the magnitude of this illness unless they've lived it themselves. I just discovered Mary yesterday!! I'm so glad I did. Thank you Mary!!
Honestly balled my eyes out. This song is literally keeping me alive right now and letting me feel all of the feels. To have the gift of being able to express so much in a song and every song you sing Mary and creative is just something else, really something else xx
This song gave me the strength to start the turning point of my life.I am so happy now .I realized that avoiding life makes me miserable.Now I am living life with faith not fear.Life is good guys let embrace it.
Couldn’t listen to the while thing. Too relatable. Too raw. Hurts too much. Brilliant, but... I just can’t... *;*
I have been putting off to listen to this song for almost a year. I am about to tear up.
the great Yanka Roupkina, who I took some Bulgarian singing lessons from , and who was the main soloist of the Bulgarian Women's Choir, came to NYC after 9/11 and taught some group classes and she told a group of New Yorkers that "to be a singer, you must be stronger than everyone else". She was not only the main soloist for the Bulgarian Women's Choir but was the sole survivor of the airplane crash that also killed the rest of the choir. She was called the "Angel of Bulgaria". You, have a gift and you are teaching by singing because you are that type of singer that Yanka told us about. Brilliant.
How is it I am just NOW really discovering you? So many of your songs touch my soul and are just amazing and relatable. Thank you
Thank you for this. It touches my soul. This is my unsaid struggle in words and beautiful music. I share your pain.
Spoke to me in a million ways Thank you for saying what so many of us try to say in such a beautiful way.
After losing my mother more than a decade ago, this song reminded me of her and how she felt before passing. I've felt this way from time to time. Thank you for such beautiful lyrics, and music.
Such a human emotional vulnerability expressed through such beautiful words and voice. Truly touched my soul. Thank you for sharing your heart.
Beautiful and necessary to hear 💜
I’m really sorry if you’re going through a hard time, you are so amazing and strong and you deserve to live and be happy. Talking to someone you love and trust about how you feel can really help, as can therapy and support groups.
@@beththevegetarianchef7940 Thank you for the message, I'm doing well, I just think the song has a beautiful and necessary message that everyone needs to hear, and I love the fact that it makes people reach out to others the same way you did because you never know when someone need to hear that :)
She (you, Mary) saved me by vocalizing my thoughts...and who knows how many others. I feel the lyrics of so many songs in my bones.
Tldr: thanks
You are so so so talented.you are an absolute joy to listen to.
Absolutely beautiful, thank you, Mary Lambert for blessing us with your voice, song and beautiful presences 💚
Brought tears to my eyes!
Who’s crying? Because I never do, yet this hit different.. This is beautiful
I was not prepared for the emotions this song brought up...thank you Mary...just...thank you
Wow...one of the most emotional songs I've ever heard . This young lady's pain is so evident but she has true heart and talent . Amazing xx
Amazing song! Thank you.
I love your music
Mary, you are fantastic, never stop singing.
Gänsehaut pur. Fantastic voice
Thank you for this beautiful and soulful song. Just... thank you.
I can not thank this women enough for giving me so much hope through her music ♡
Listening to her music feels like therapy or talking to a friend. Just so much comfort
Breathtaking every time She is lyrically Splended and chilling JUST YYYYYEEESSSS
Her emotions in this and the song itself are so powerful. I have no words.
Thank you dear Mary!
From another person with bipolar, thank you for making it OK to cry :)
You make crying an OK thing to do and you make embracing emotions safe!
So thank you, thank you, thank you for being our inspiration
~ Beckie D & The Poetry
Mary, thank you for your voice and message of vulnerability and hope! ♥️🇧🇷
Thank you I have saved this for times I need to hear it and be reminded. 💕💕💕💕
This is the song that I would listen now when I'm feeling down, cause you give me hope 💕
Thank you for sharing your talent with us. ❤️
Mary, you have saved my life! Your music, your words, your voice, your struggles....have literally saved my life! I love you!! This song is so beautiful and something I needed to hear! I’m not ready either! I hope I can see you live one day!
Thank you for this Mary 💖 your voice is so powerful and I will never forget the way your Seattle pride concert made me feel. Please never stop singing
From the very first time I heard Mary's voice, thanks to my daughter, I fell in love. That is a lot for me, because I am not into women singers much, but Mary has filled my heart with her voice. Thank you Mary.
i wish i could have made the trip because i’m sure that show was nothing short of amazing. seeing her live is like church
So beautiful, Mary!
Touch the heart.
So beautiful, didn't even realize I had tears and needed a tissue until halfway through the song.
you always pluck the words from my mind. since i was 14. 6 years ago. your voice is needed here. this struck me in a powerful way
This is such a powerful song
I love you and your voice
This is such a beautiful song. Love you Mary!
This song sings to all the times I let Bipolar Depression get to me. I thought I was the only one who felt like this; these intrusive shameful/guilty thoughts eating away. Mary keep giving those frissons (music chills) with your relatable truthful songs.
i feel the same. i hope things look up for you soon.
@@victoriar8284 You too
This is so beautiful. Thanks for being willing to be so vulnerable. It's what gives your work the essence of its humanity.
All I need to say is;
Beautiful... ⚘R*
Ur beautiful voice singing ur lyrics from ur bipolar to mine & straight to my heart. u will never know how much ur words & voice help me...thank u! 🖤
im bipolar too and she helps me too... she is just magic.
Beckie D & The Poetry I’m so sorry u have bipolar too! 🖤
Thank you Mary! This is so beautiful and hopeful! You are such an inspiration and you have an angelic voice ❤️
Incredible. Just incredible.
You are so talented and beautiful, in every sense. You’ve created such amazing masterpieces and provided so much comfort throughout the years
I felt this so deeply Mary. Thank you for sharing this with us. 💜
This song was everything I didn't know I needed. Been a huge fan for years, and you have songs that can draw me out of a spiral of depression. Thank you for being such an amazing artist and so purely you.
Thank you, just thank you.
Beautiful 🥰
Made me cry, thank you and bless you,dear !
These sentiments are so pure and relatable. I love this ❤️
Wow 🖤
;-; literally love this song so much you. are. art. I love you ♡♡♡
This is such a gift. Thank you
What a blessing this song and you are! And yes, to music healing our hearts - we are indeed graced by the music gods when a song so potent for our own salvation strikes like lightning
Loved so beautiful like Mary🤗
Absolutely beautiful and haunting!
Love this... so vulnerable and real xx
What an ICON
Totally amazing.
Such an amazing voice...❤
oh wow
Gracias por compartirnos tu hermosa voz que le calma y me transmite mucha paz 💙
She is great.... ✌💜
You are so real! Love you
Oh WOW!!! This is powerful and amazing! Thank you for this from someone who has been to the edge and cheated death more than once. You are such an amazing artist and I'm always so moved by your music. Thank you for continuing to share it with the world! Big hugs and lots of love to whoever needs it, Kara
Thank you. Hugs and love to you as well! I hope you’re in a better place now. ❤️
@@fallenpoet6051thank you and yes, I'm doing much better than I've been in the past. I hope things are going good for you also! Sending out love and hugs to you and to anyone who needs it now!
Just beautiful...❤❤❤ #NotReadyToDieYet
This is so beautiful♥️
I needed this tonight. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing this 💕
so beautiful 💗
This is beautiful 💙 I love your music and the podcast! Keep safe :)
I wanted to learn this song it's very well written
You young lady inspire the hell out of this old lady!!
Today could have been the day I could have just laid down. but the universe had other plans for me and i was lead to you.
I can home today after a very tough week, dad is in the middle of chemo, yada, yada...but this song lifted me up exactly when I needed it. Thank you for sharing your art and your voice and your hope.
My thoughts are with you and your father, friend. I hope you take care. ❤️
This song is the only thing I’m holding onto right now.
Thank you for putting in the background about this song! I have missed you.
"I don't think I deserve it." Fuck, that knocked the wind right out of me until I was gasping for air
Sending you so much love. I needed this.
If you'll excuse me...I'll be over here bawling
Goosebumps..
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU
I hope your all happy, healthy, safe, and successful now and in your future ❤️😁💗
Ver y nice. Happy to be alive.
Man this is beautiful! Please tell me there's an album coming soon!