My dad used to be a drunk and hed listen to this song, and he was crying in his car to this one day and i was young but old enough to remember him talking about how he was a failure, how he was a broke drunk that couldn’t take care of himself or his kid and since then hes been sober from alcohol and tobacco for 9 years now. If you ever see this dad, im so proud of you man i love you
I don't know what makes me tear up more. This song or this comment. I AM your Dad meaning what you said is me. I feel that way every day. I've been sober for only two weeks & I'm trying to quit cigarettes. My boy is only six...
Five Finger Death Punch is a screaming example that appearances are deceptive, and that we must not judge too quickly. They look like big insensitive brutes, but their music speaks volumes about how deep, mature and sensitive they are. Only a very few artists can merge vulnerability and strength like they do. I love them I love them I love them so, so much.
Hell yeah brother,long live 5fdp! Metal forever.Their lyrics go deep down the soul and describe true life and exprience of hard times and good ones too.Cheers.
@@bobchrystie549 I'm actually not married, I'm 16. But thank you for your encouraging words, nonetheless. By the way I have three songs on my channel, I feel like you should check them out.
I am a retired veteran and so many of their songs hit home to me in so many different ways. I always break down and then I find myself listening to FFDP.
I am right there with you, my father used to talk to me when I was but a child about many PTSD problems in his life that my mother just couldn't either understand or be willing to listen. So he vented on me a child I later went in the military myself but trauma has a way of following you his habits to vent and other thing and my own problems.
@@nemesis885 life is a real tough game but remember youre not alone in this. Helping others that are suffering by relating to them and being there for them helps heal the pain
@@hunterprokurat9909 went to a slayer show and non stop all I heard was people bitching about Trump and how we have no business being proud of being Americans...
Ivan said in recent interview that he refuses to play this song live anymore. Along with a bunch of others because they remind him of dark places he had been to in the past and the memories are too painful.
I am a us army war veteran and a failure in many ways but in this song I find hope in the community of strength and responsibility of one's failure's. I respect all of your stories and your pain, it's through all of it we find meaning and wisdom, God be with all of you and give you hope that someone will always be there to support the betterment of whom you can become. Peace and God's grace upon everyone who reads this message.
Thank you for sharing that, the tenacity and toughness it took to become a soldier you should hold onto those things. It's hard for everybody now the sun is over the horizon we will see light again. God bless
@@darth7604 14 can be tough. I had a rough childhood. If I came home 3 minutes late from going ANYWHERE, I was grounded for 3 months, brow beaten and plagued by scoffing family members...while I was re-stacking firewood or some such hard labor! Just remember to keep up with your studies, read lots, and try doing something to get out of your head...to escape...to relax...like sewing, painting, baking, cooking, gardening, sports, drawing...Whatever you find peaceful and FUN! TAKE CARE of YOU❣ I wish you peace and happiness 😊 🥰
Mohamed, may your life be good as well :) I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
If you was raised in trauma this song speaks to your soul.....I hope whoever feels alone reading this just know YOU ARE WORTHY and YOUR LIFE MATTERS!!!!
The end of this video gets me the most I' m reminded of my Dad suffered 21 days in a hospital before he died I was. 600 miles away incarcerated in Tulsa, Oklahoma and I should have been there now I 'll never get a chance to talk to him again! R.I.P. Dad.😢😢
The only thing you can do now is honor him by living your own life and doing right by him, he made you afterall so you owe it all to him, and that will be something way more important than any words you could say to him.
A band that have meanings in their songs and they are relatable about the best bands . That's why I fucking love Five Finger Death Punch so fucking much
+Rifleman TV Yea and why the fuck doesn't this song have more views and this amazing band more fans? When in the mean time ppl that make shitty and meaningless mainstream bs music do, it's so fucked up!
Tomahawk201366 Yea i was about to add his name in my comment right next to the mainstream bs music lol. There's alot of others too tho not just him, almost every musician or celebrity etc. These days and JB isn't even the worst...
You are not alone.i care about you.i don't know you personally,but don't for a minute let that tell you an alone story.i care.we are all connected.all.its up to each individual what you do with that knowledge...I care
This song is about P.T.S.D in many differant ways its not just military wars. I live it everyday I look back to see if I could change things,when bad things are going on and you think others see what you see but they cant or dont.I can put myself right where I was standing and what my attacker did to me and others "I remember everything". Nice touch on the Jack daniels bottle 3:45 They should have ended it with guy picking up "a penny for your thoughts"
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
My son ended his life by suicide and this was on his computer I will always remember that damn day til I die...March 5 will be 9 years and still feels like yesterday...rest in peace ✌️🕊️ my Nolan
@@Oczarkamy ex-husband was just terrible to both of our boys...my daughter found him and the lyrics start with dear mother I 💕 u I'm sorry I wasn't good enough! My babies have always been so precious to me 😚
@@angelafurtwangler7117 I cried reading your first comment. The pain you must've felt I cant even imagine. I know the lord has taken him into his arms and he smiles upon you everyday. I pray you find comfort.
I cry every time I hear this song as an 18 year old with no where to go with a father who is violent and drunk and a mother who never appreciated the things I’ve done period…….i relate
If you're reading this and this song is playing, you're not alone. Someone out there would do anything and everything for you. Life is hard and your feelings, no matter how small or big, are valid. To our military men and women. We love you, we honor you, not all of us judge you and come home safe. This world owes you more than life.
Thank you ❤️ I may have a served myself but I feel that my own brothers and sisters I served with was the only ones to be there for me.... now a days. No one is here for me and I'm just awaiting for the day I don't exist from the long road 💯...
People these days in Missouri at least do not stand up for themselves or each other no matter what is going on. It could be an infant with a football team on top of him and they would look the other way. So idk where your at or what ur seeing but I am not inflaming this situation any here.
@@redwanhasan1721 It is hard to let anyone in once you have walked the path alone for so long. It's hard to trust. It's hard to love. When you find someone who is truly special, you don't have to walk the lonely road anymore.
@@DarkDreamsAndMoonlitNights I hear that. And i understand it as well. It is hard to trust once youve gone down that road and seen the demons it has. Not wanting to share those demons with others in fear of what they will do, wondering if they will push you away or even make you go back down that road, that will make anyone not want to get close. (i hope that makes sense. Its hard at times to put feelings into words.)
My dad had ptsd and took his own life three years ago. He wasn't always the best dad but I am realizing as I get older he was always trying his best to be the best dad he could. He took his life infront of my eyes and the last thing he said was " buddy boy I love you and will always " then he pulled the trigger. Life's been hard since then but it getting easier to handle now I still miss him so very much. I cry my self to sleep some nights but when I do he sits next to me and puts his arm on my shoulder and smiles.
fuck bro that is awful and yet some people will just say get over it becuse your a man or men dont cry but guess what we do cry feelings is what makes us men we show emotions as well
Damn, dude. That's painful as hell. But I'm sure your dad's lookin' down at you smiling. Every success you have, every victory, no matter how small, he's watching and celebrating with some heavenly popcorn.
I was medically discharged from the U.S. Army everyday its getting harder and harder to carry on thank you ffdp you give us soldiers the fire inside to keep pushing
Same man I did 12 years in the Navy for JSOC and after I got medically retired I was full of self loathing and hate for myself. Don't give into that shit my man you're worth it and you deserve to keep living.
Every time I listen to this song I just can't control myself just randomly tears falling out in my eyes. The amount of respect to our veterans their sacrifice for their country is priceless.
I grew up listening to FFDP. I always loved this song but now that I’m getting older I can relate to it so much more. Whoever’s reading this and whatever you’re going through, you’re a fuckin warrior you gotta power through.
This song reminds me of my son he fights for the freedom of the country and he has gone overseas 5 tours and made home and I'm the proudest mother to call him my only son he just got married and had a little girl so I feel for everyone who replys
Dear mother, I love you I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough Dear father, forgive me Cause in your eyes, I just never added up In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything But dear brother, just don't hate me For never standing by you, or being by your side Dear sister, please don't blame me I only did, what I thought was truly right It's a long and lonely road, when you know you'll walk alone If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything I feel like running away I'm still so far from home You say that I'll never change but what the fuck do you know? I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you in Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now I remember everything If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain? Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets? Cause I remember everything It all went by so fast; I still can't change the past I always will remember everything If we could start again, would that have changed the end? We remember everything Everything
Robin, yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
Lost my brother years ago, he had a very rough life, yet he was always joking around and such a fighter. I will always come back to this song for him. I remember we once had a competition to see who knew the lyrics better and we tied bc it was our favorite. I miss u man, hope you’re resting easy❤️
Same as your brother my life for me has been tough still is a little bit but I've always learned a sense of humor helps ease some of the pain. Sorry to hear about him it's hard to hear you've lost someone especially a brother best of wishes to you friend. might not sound like much but I'm homeless , the gal I was engaged to miscarried and cheated on me the same night I found out she miscarried, the woman who raised me during childhood passed away and over 17 of my closest friends and loved ones have died some rigjt in front of me. So from someone who grew up in trauma and pain I'm sure your brother was an absolutely amazing guy and I'm sure where we go after death hes watching you and cheering you on in your life.
Hello to you who are listening to this song. Hold on. Everything will be fine, friend. Don't let your memories torment your soul. Greetings from Moscow!
I enlisted in the army 2 months ago. Got 4 months left to serve. Service is mandatory here in Finland. Of course it's nothing like seeing the real war out there like many of you Americans have. But it's still tough, sad and lonely. It's nothing to be glorified like in the movies. I know full well I personally would't make it out there on the field. I'm weak and vulnerable. Even doing this much takes its toll on me. So looking forwards to going home. And this is coming from someone who's only serving during a time of peace. Credits to all of you who have seen real war. Fought it. Gone through it. As selfish as it may sound, it motivatea me to carry on until the end...
Bu Zan stay resilient and stay safe my dude, best of luck to you and though im American I still thank you for your service (not just to your country but to the world) and respect you greatly.
Bu Zan service is service. Soldier up my dude. It's long, cold and lonely outside of war, and long uncomfortable and lonely during war, but you can do it. Shit, you should be about done now! So congrats, from a former American ass kicker, to a Suomi ass kicker.
Zan you say you joined the army 2 months ago, but by Armed Forces Law you must serve 2 years in the army. So therefore i solicit that you are not in the Army, i submit that you are a kid who just says that he or she is in the Armed Forces
I love this song! My Son loved Five Finger Death Punch! My Son passed at 22yrs. old. Way too soon! Addiction is so Real and accidental over doses. Taggert and I spent many times at Rock Fest together and continue to further our bond and love. The first time we seen FFDP was they were on the "second stage" at Rock Fest in Kansas City Missouri. They were up and coming in years ago and great rock musicians and artist! They continue to make really awesome music. We played," I Remember Everything" at his services. Tag related to to the lyrics and music and loved it! My Son is my angel and with me in my soul and spirit Forever! That's my belief and choice to and with our Creator. Listening to FFDP's creations I feel my Son is listening, with me. In memory of Taggert. Rock On FFDP!!! And Rock on to everyone! 👼❤
Dedicated to my father, who abused my siblings and I for over 7 years. Dedicated to my mother, who I hated for years because of my fathers lies. Dedicated to my brother, who always took blame for me so he could protect me. To my sister, who struggled to work daily just to make sure my brother and I didn't starve. I remember everything. Believe me.
thers no age that defines what you like to listen to... remember this, if you like rock or heavy metal now, you will like it forever, age has nothing to do with it. same thing for gaming. I hear that im old at 31 for gaming. But most the guys i play with are retired lol. Once a gamer always a gamer... poor wife!! lol
This song holds a very different meaning for me, i have suffered with depression most of my teenage years and the things ive done to myself and my family that i regret and this song is like my apology to them
Suffered through it at 43 and this song is like an anthem for me. I hate my wrongs that I can't change, the loneliness and sadness as a kid, the person I was and wasn't, and that I took so long to seek help and heal. This song says it all and gives me strength at the same time. One of their greatest. Love to anyone hearing this and feeling the same.
Damn.. I am a Father and this hits right in the heart. Ultimately all one can hope for is that your little ones will grow up well, healthy and don't hate you when they are older. However regardless of what anybody thinks (who doesn't have kids), but finding that toy that they use to love but have outgrown hits you hard. I love those little devil, but some day my arms will not be strong enough to protect them.
this truly speaks to me. I've gone through mental abuse throughout my childhood. it made me a bad person for a while but since then I've seen how other people suffer as well and made it my life's goal to help as many people as possible so that they don't feel like they are alone like I did.
Same bro, it’s hard and your alone to deal with it all but it’ll get easier in time we just gotta keep going on, and trying our hardest you know. It’s never going to leave us but with enough time the pain can be managed.
For my grandpa, who was never the same after what he saw in WWII, and my father; Vietnam. War does more than physical damage. Not only to those who experienced it, but their loved ones as well. Thank you to all of our troops who have continued to fight to keep us free and safe. I hang my flag today, the fourth of July, only for you and in appreciation of you.
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
I'm so grateful for the military and those who serve us. They risk their lives, their family, and their minds just to ensure that strangers are safe to live the way they want. There's no braver people. I love that 5fdp is able to show a bit of what they go through. If anyone reading this has served in any area of the military, active or not, thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA! "They risk their lives, their family, and their minds just to ensure that strangers are safe to live the way they want." WAAAAAHAhahahahahahahahahahahahaLOLOLOLOLOLOL PMSLROFLMAO
They do risk their lives, maybe the family isn't directly endangered but they do risk their minds for complete strangers and their family's freedom, they protect us. Don't laugh at the fact they risk everything, because they do, and without them, we'd be dead. Or we'd live in a dictatorship ran by another country.
Artistic Ingenious Did you not read the laughable crap the O.P posted? Nobody is laughing at the risk, more like laughing at the childlike naivety of the OP. They do not risk their lives for strangers in other countries, that is complete bullshit. They risk their lives for the following reasons: 1) They get paid money for their services - just like mercenaries. 2) They are invading other sovereign countries and setting up military bases there. 3) They are warring for control of oil and other resources. 4) They enlist, they are not drafted into war, buoyed into confidence with superior firepower, looking for 'action'. About the only thing they do not actually risk their lives or minds for is preserving freedom. Remember, they are the the invaders. NO country America 'liberates' asks for them to do so. ALL countries America 'liberates' offer geo-strategic, military, or economic advantage for American 'interests'. It doesn't matter what reasons the individual soldier has for his decision to take part in invading another country whether he thinks he is a hero or doing some great service to the inhabitants there, or if he fell hook line and sinker for the US military war propaganda machine's story tales. The facts are his actual purpose in reality as decided by those above him, is to participate in US Global Hegemonic Expansion. American soldiers are not heroes. They are either idiots or assholes.
American soldiers are heroes. Soldiers were once citizens who lived in a free life, and wanted to continue keeping that freedom for their country. Never did I mention fighting for strangers outside of their countries, I meant inside their countries. They fight for well being of their home, they follow orders given by the president AKA the Commander in Chief, and never did I mention being drafted. Soldiers need money just like all other civilians, so if getting money is an issue that you see is important, be my guest and go for being a soldier yourself, so that you can see what sacrifices are being made in the life of a US Military Soldier. Sincerely, A military kid who lost their father mentally because he went to fight overseas
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
My dad was never a drunk but at the same time he made me feel like I was fighting the world by myself especially since my brother died. I feel like I am just a figment of his imagination
I was 15. Wrongly locked away. I’m 25 now. 10 years ago I was placed in a mental institution and it changed my world. There was a girl who wrote these lyrics on my wall… I miss you and I hope and pray you’re okay now! I am..
FFDP is the greatest band to ever walk the planet. The sound, the texts, the meaning and all these hard feelings. And on top of that they use their reach to build a better world with charity.
@@Chris-rm6hc We risked our lives for a illegal war sanctioned by the tyrannical U.S government but you're welcome👍. RIP my brothers from from HHC 3/502 101st Airborne Divison. I miss you SGT. PERALES.
I was born premature and faced neglect and failure to thrive during my infancy and first few years of my life, along with multiple disabilities. I’m just now learning, after being adopted by my loving family for 31 years (adopted at three and a half years old), that pain is part of the healing process. To any and all of you who are listening to this song, let the pain out, let the tears flow, sing your f*cking heart out and know that YOU ARE LOVED!
Whoever is now listening to this… you are so loved and don’t forget that you are here for a reason and God is going to take care of you. I pray for you and anything you have been through.
Listening to this and watching the video makes me think about my Buddy Jake he’s a Marine and I just found out he’s getting deployed to Afghanistan, I hope my brother comes back home, God keep my brother safe🙏🏽🙏🏽
+Lucas Gates you gotta live your life with no regrets brother, who cares what mistakes youve made? you learn from them, if you went back and did what you think was the right thing that would change who you are now, and you might not like that person when you mean him.
I wouldn't change who I am. I am who I am. But I would change things I've said. Things I've done to people. I've hurt and been hurt. The I guess you can say guilt I feel. And the apologies I feel I deserve.
The first time I heard this song my lil brother sang it to me on mother's day. Our momma overdosed when she was 40 and it changed our lives forever..With tears running down his face he sang it from the heart .Fucking amazing... Thanks for all the amazing songs..Love Five Finger Death Punch...
I listened to this the day after I got in a fight with both my parents. I cried myself to sleep because I was so done with everything. I was done with the bullying at school. I was tired and exhausted from all the crying and the telling.
Man, this song really hits close to home. I've never served in the military or anything like that so I don't know what dealing with PTSD is like but anyone else just feel unattached from people you once were so close with? As you grow older would you rather just be by yourself in solitude? Idk why but whenever I listen to this song it just makes me really think about all that type of shit.
This song literally helps me remember parts of my past that I completely forgot, the good and the bad, I've been having memory loss, but this brings back everything, thank you ❤️
there's something about this song which brings me to tears every time I listen to it. maybe I can relate to this more than I know. maybe it's bringing back bad memories. :(
Marcus Ditlevsen i'm sorry about posting this comment but I feel like this will help me to say this because maybe someone will be able to give me advice on how to deal with this: my best friend has been depressed for quite a long time and i'm really worried about him because he told me he didn't want to live anymore and the only reason he is alive is because of me and a few of his other friends. I don't see him outside of school and his phone is broken so I can't even talk to him on weekends now. he does have facebook and stuff but I don't use that and for good reason too. so now I can't even talk to him over the weekend and i'm really worried about him and I don't know what to do to put my mind at rest from thinking about it. again i'm sorry for making this comment because most people probably don't care but I just don't know what else to do anymore.
lolzoneification try to go to his house. It's very very important that you let him know that nothing in this world is worth taking away his life. He's worth a lot and he means a lot to you and his friends. If you don't know where he lives, then find out somehow. Don't let him alone until you let him know how much he is worth and how much of an impact he can make in someone's life.
lolzoneification It depends on the person, some have been depressed for a long time and just carry on, others can't bare the feeling and try to kill themselves. As a friend all you can do is be there for him when he needs you / wants to talk about stuff, there is probably no other way for you to make him feel otherwise. But since i don't know your friend, neither do i know what caused his depression its hard to tell what needs to be done, so i suggest you dig deeper and ask him why he feels like this/ what prompted this feeling. You shouldn't apologize for posting such a comment, you're looking for help on the outside which is good! You're a great friend.
gibril4 thanks :) that's quite helpful. I kept convincing myself that I wasn't doing enough to help him but at least now I know that there's nothing much else I could be doing to help him. Thank you so much. :)
Yeah, I agree with you. I wasn't a fan at all till I heard Wrong Side of Heaven. Now I can't get enough!! I Apologize, Wash it All Away, Battle Born....the list goes on. Awesome messages in their songs!
It upsets me that people think bad of metal and rock because of the stereotype of it being satanic. That's only in a couple cases, bands like 5FDP put a lot of meaning into their music and people judge it while they're listening to music about sex and drugs and us metal fans are the evil ones? I hate this generation...
I 100% agree with you it's a pile of bull shit that people haven't even listened to this and they say it's garbage but you need to understand what it's trying to say
Your life path is a uniquely designed affair. Keep walking it. You are loved, you are accepted, your life matters. Keep walking. Everything will be ok.
PTSD is hard to deal with, especially for the fact that those closest to you no longer understand you and what you're trying to cope with. And you lose a lot of people you once thought would always be there no matter what. Cause you can't be the person they expect anymore. I haven't been to war or in the military. But I understand how PTSD feels a long road for me to get to a better place and some triggers do still get to me. Can be good for months then a week of hell with anxiety. Most of my close friends ditched in the beginning when I shut myself off and was running off drinking to cope. A lot blamed me for what I was experiencing, instead of understanding it came from a real trauma and I was trying to hold myself together as best I could. I feel for anyone who's come back from war and lost their family/ faced any trauma thats altered their life and relationships.
Felicia Buckle i feel your pain and i say this to you from my heart im sry u deal with it i suffer from this fukn nightmare everyday the ones u need the most turn there backs on u like u did something wrong i just dont understand it. I went th Through to much i came home many of my brothers didnt and i live with that everyday. Dont give up keep your head up and stay strong. I remember everything your not alone sweetie
PTSD doesn't just come from the millitary and war, my family has it, after my dad took off and my grandmother beat my mother infront of me and my brother, thats shit that me and him WONT forget, And god Knows I try so hard to. I plan on serving in the millitary, and I know what its like with PTSD, nobody understands what happened, and if you told them, they still couldn't understand, they blame it on you and get mad at you, they get pissed because you can't control yourself. and its terrible. Men who serve our country, or who have seen really horrible shit are judged because of it. I knew a soldier who got his arm blown off, both his legs, and three of his fingers on his remaining hand. His wife cheated on him with my dad, and they ran off, this warrior was homeless for 3 months, and when he asked for help, nobody understood him. He's a great man, and an even better idol.
I'm not military due to health, but have PTSD. To our vets that come back PTSD, my heart goes out to you, as well as all that suffer from PTSD. I have seen nothing close to what our soldiers have, and I couldn't imagine the pain. 7 years ago I was getting outpatient treatment for this hell in my head. I stopped treatment due to cost, and I haven't been treated since. I was close range to a bombing, and I was a Firefighter and EMS where I seen and had hands on some horrific situations, Since my last treatment, I was a caretaker for my wonderful and beautiful wife that passed away at a young age of 42 from diabetes/kidney failure. It wasn't quick. She gave a good fight, but in time, she was too sick to keep going. Handling things the best I could without treatment, about 3 months ago, I have no idea what it was, but something triggered me in a bad way, and opened up a pandora's box of hell in my head. Nightmares, constant major anxiety, one minute uncontrollable crying next minute a powder keg ready to blow, everything is back, not that it was ever gone, but I was dealing with it for the most part. I know I'm now at my breaking point, and will be checking myself in this afternoon for in patient treatment. I know if I keep going like this, I won't be around much longer. Lately I have closed myself off to everyone, and put my girlfriend through hell, and I am thankful she has stood by me, although she really doesn't know what I am going through and I have tried to push her(and everyone else) away. If you are reading this, and are at the breaking point, Don't give up. Get help. Love and prayers to all those suffering
Felicia Buckle I'm going heough a child abuse PTSD spell right now. I can go literal years without letting it get to me. PTSD is such a violent thing. Even when you've moved past it it's still there.
Felicia Buckle , I suffer from PTSD as well. I wouldn't wish this on my enemies. If you ever need to talk to someone who does understand, hit me up on FB Phyllis Krieger
i agree with you this is my life i have no family really left just me and my sister i lost most of my family due to accidents and health issues we didnt see coming it almost brings me to tears when i hear this song
Я-русский военный человек. Прослужил целый порядок. В душе-кремень! Повидал немало. Пережил очень многое. Но почему Ваши клипы заставляют меня плакать, понять до сих пор не могу... спасибо за то,что заставляете мою душу раскрыться!!!
I'm sorry for all the pain everyone is going through over there in Ukraine 🇺🇦. It's sad so many lives are being lost and I mean all lives Russian 🇷🇺 and Ukrainian 🇺🇦 . I pray for you all. 🙏 I pray whatever traumas you go through you'll learn to cope with and live good lives. ❤️
Интересно вы понимаете о чем автор,доносил этой песней??? Они пишут что то что они делали они дословно помнят всегда,но дела которые они делали,как оказалось совсем не важные для их родины, которую они должны были бы защищать,тоесть родина плевала на них,в том контексте что " их там нет" Сирия, Ирак привело к разрушенным судьбам профессионалов патриотов которые как оказалось воевали ради убийств мирняка,и цели в их деле небыло кроме политической подоплёки,после чего они должны бы были быть героями - стали мусором,ненужным никому в обществе,кроме таких же брошенных побратимов...
Remember Everything Five Finger Death Punch Oh, dear mother, I love you I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough Dear father, forgive me 'Cause in your eyes, I just never added up In my heart I know I failed you But you left me here alone If I could hold back the rain Would you numb the pain 'Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget Would you take my regrets 'Cause I remember everything Oh, dear brother, just don't hate me For never standing by you or being by your side Dear sister, please don't blame me I only did what I thought was truly right It's a long and lonely road When you know you walk alone If I could hold back the rain Would you numb the pain 'Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget Would you take my regrets 'Cause I remember everything I feel like running away I'm still so far from home You say that I'll never change But what the fuck do you know I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you run Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now I remember everything If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain 'Cause I remember everything If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets 'Cause I remember everything It all went by so fast I still can't change the past I always will remember everything If we could start again Would that change the end We remember everything Everything
People miss a big part of this with the focus on vets (who are hugely important). But the way it explains the origins of our behaviours is huge. That take 4 years of child psychology and cram it into a 4 minute song. Just remember when you're raising your kids that every action will resonate. The way his mother points his finger at him while screaming and then he's pointing his finger at his girlfriend... If we ever want to stop domestic violence we should take aim at how parents treat children. It will have much greater impact than only focusing on how men treat women.
Definitely agree, as both a soldier who saw some brutal shit and one who suffered physical abuse as a child. I'm able to deal with my war trauma for the most part, as that has reason and purpose behind it, and I didn't go through it alone. Can't say the same about my childhood trauma. And this song is focused much more on the childhood part.
@@10thmtnarty All of it anyone can break the circle of violence. I was abused in a number of ways. I served my country for 17 years. Yet happily married combat vet. Sure I have yelled at my son but never ever roughed him up or abused my wife. It comes down to the individual and if they want to change.
The whole song is extremely emotional, but from 3:53 such power of those lyrics " it all went so fast, I still can't change the past .. if we could start again would that have changed the end " ... Maaan I felt real sorrow there.
Just found this song a couple weeks ago and it feels like it was made specifically for me. Growing up in a really bad home I always failed my parent's expectations and my brother and sister went their own ways and i was left alone in my home. One day I'll forgive my parents for all they did but i will always Remember Everything they have done. My sibilings were often rebelious and I wasn't by their side bc i was scared. This song is just so moving to me because it speaks to me so personally and i will listen to it forever.
Evan, yeah, this song's strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
My dad used to be a drunk and hed listen to this song, and he was crying in his car to this one day and i was young but old enough to remember him talking about how he was a failure, how he was a broke drunk that couldn’t take care of himself or his kid and since then hes been sober from alcohol and tobacco for 9 years now. If you ever see this dad, im so proud of you man i love you
Mine died from drinking when I was 9 and everyday I listen to this song
My father was a drug addiction, he is dead along time now, and in the car he would also listen to this, I qas too young as well to even what he did
I'm an addict i have an idetic memory so I literally remember everything im a functioning alcoholic because of this
Don’t wait for him to see this bro… call that man and tell him how you feel. From a dad who understands the man’s pain.
I don't know what makes me tear up more. This song or this comment. I AM your Dad meaning what you said is me. I feel that way every day. I've been sober for only two weeks & I'm trying to quit cigarettes. My boy is only six...
Five Finger Death Punch is a screaming example that appearances are deceptive, and that we must not judge too quickly. They look like big insensitive brutes, but their music speaks volumes about how deep, mature and sensitive they are. Only a very few artists can merge vulnerability and strength like they do. I love them I love them I love them so, so much.
Hell yeah brother,long live 5fdp! Metal forever.Their lyrics go deep down the soul and describe true life and exprience of hard times and good ones too.Cheers.
Bro this is what I try to tell people but they still say all metals the same
I wish people at my school saw this
Consider joining the ffdp group on Facebook! If you are having a bad day they are there for you!
@@baringinsaktiboy4279 that's just a stupid statement.
This song always makes me cry, I grew up in an abusive home, and, yes, I remember everything 😪
Same. Still in foster care now but my mother has changed her ways.
Make me cry to hope you're doing better now 🙏
@@KevinStead-y5t we're on better terms and are working to repair our past
Stay strong and break the cycle for u kids and wife it’s tough but u got this me to prayers brother
@@bobchrystie549 I'm actually not married, I'm 16. But thank you for your encouraging words, nonetheless. By the way I have three songs on my channel, I feel like you should check them out.
I am a retired veteran and so many of their songs hit home to me in so many different ways. I always break down and then I find myself listening to FFDP.
I am right there with you, my father used to talk to me when I was but a child about many PTSD problems in his life that my mother just couldn't either understand or be willing to listen. So he vented on me a child I later went in the military myself but trauma has a way of following you his habits to vent and other thing and my own problems.
I'm here brother broken too from the scars we have had to endure
Right there with you brother
Thank you your service you ever want to talk throw me text
@@nemesis885 life is a real tough game but remember youre not alone in this. Helping others that are suffering by relating to them and being there for them helps heal the pain
The metal
community is by far the best community we respect the troops and the fallen
Isnt ffdp metal tho
Juan Diaz metal is a sub-genre of rock.
I love metal. I am as big a metalhead as you'll find...but most of us are fascists that hate the military. Most are pussies too honestly...
@@g-manjams sometimes but it doesnt seem like theres that many
@@hunterprokurat9909 went to a slayer show and non stop all I heard was people bitching about Trump and how we have no business being proud of being Americans...
"It's a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone". Felt that to the core
AMEN!!!
Lies again? RP Education
@@NazriB huh?
It sure as hell is my friend.
32 years old......been walking that road so long.
Ivan said in recent interview that he refuses to play this song live anymore. Along with a bunch of others because they remind him of dark places he had been to in the past and the memories are too painful.
Can't blame him for not wanting to be reminded
heretic124 Least we forget what our MEN go through.
heretic124 yup that’s why I have looked this song up
I feel you on that
i know how tht feels i really do
I am a us army war veteran and a failure in many ways but in this song I find hope in the community of strength and responsibility of one's failure's. I respect all of your stories and your pain, it's through all of it we find meaning and wisdom, God be with all of you and give you hope that someone will always be there to support the betterment of whom you can become. Peace and God's grace upon everyone who reads this message.
I appreciate your service and comment Sir. Thanks for sharing your story and your sevice. You guys are heros. No matter what anyone says. God bless.
Thank for your scervice you soldier of god.❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing that, the tenacity and toughness it took to become a soldier you should hold onto those things. It's hard for everybody now the sun is over the horizon we will see light again. God bless
YES FOR SURE.AMEN
Your a war vet Sir YOU ain't no failure YOUR a hero, you protected YOUR country. YOU protected YOUR people and family ❤
I grew up in a broken and abusive home; I saw combat in Iraq; I'm 41 now with a family of my own. This song hits me like a sledgehammer.
@@darth7604 Hang in there. It gets better.
God Bless you Baby💟😔
@@darth7604 And what of you Darth!? Are you okay ? 💜💙💜💙💜 How are you doing today?
@@darth7604 You betcha! I'm happy to hear you are feeling better❣ Take care👍🤗
@@darth7604 14 can be tough. I had a rough childhood. If I came home 3 minutes late from going ANYWHERE, I was grounded for 3 months, brow beaten and plagued by scoffing family members...while I was re-stacking firewood or some such hard labor! Just remember to keep up with your studies, read lots, and try doing something to get out of your head...to escape...to relax...like sewing, painting, baking, cooking, gardening, sports, drawing...Whatever you find peaceful and FUN! TAKE CARE of YOU❣ I wish you peace and happiness 😊 🥰
To whoever is listening to this song now, wherever you are.... Sending you love, peace, healing and all good wishes. May your life be good
totally listening, tonight. Thank you, brother.
Mohamed, may your life be good as well :) I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
Right back at you man
Are you algerian or moroccoian?
Thank you...
If you was raised in trauma this song speaks to your soul.....I hope whoever feels alone reading this just know YOU ARE WORTHY and YOUR LIFE MATTERS!!!!
I feel that.
thank you. reading your comment, I'm having to fight off tears... thank you...
thank you ♥️
thanks bro but to be honest at this point the only reason im alive is due to the fact that im needed
Indeed @Brad Ary. You are not alone.
The end of this video gets me the most I' m reminded of my Dad suffered 21 days in a hospital before he died I was. 600 miles away incarcerated in Tulsa, Oklahoma and I should have been there now I 'll never get a chance to talk to him again! R.I.P. Dad.😢😢
The only thing you can do now is honor him by living your own life and doing right by him, he made you afterall so you owe it all to him, and that will be something way more important than any words you could say to him.
All I can say is that really sucks!
@@CindyJohnston-oo5zx It really does especially when my Mom said it broke his heart when he found out I was in jail!
Jesus is the answer.
A band that have meanings in their songs and they are relatable about the best bands . That's why I fucking love Five Finger Death Punch so fucking much
same
Why the fuck doesn't this comment have more likes?
+Rifleman TV Yea and why the fuck doesn't this song have more views and this amazing band more fans? When in the mean time ppl that make shitty and meaningless mainstream bs music do, it's so fucked up!
+Sepzilla HD aka Justin bieber
Tomahawk201366 Yea i was about to add his name in my comment right next to the mainstream bs music lol. There's alot of others too tho not just him, almost every musician or celebrity etc. These days and JB isn't even the worst...
“it’s a long and lonely road when you know u walk alone” - amen
True, but nothing is impossible with God!
You are not alone.i care about you.i don't know you personally,but don't for a minute let that tell you an alone story.i care.we are all connected.all.its up to each individual what you do with that knowledge...I care
I care abt you.you are not alone.i don't know you personally.but we,..are all connected.its up to each individual what we do with it.i care abt you.
@@marylouiseking451 absofricknloutely 👍👍👍👍💐
Amen
After 8 years, this is still not getting old
It will never be
Never
No never
Facts
any ffdp song doesn't get old it grows more wise
Was listening to this as a kid, now listening to this in the army alone in my barracks. hits totally different now..
Hang in there brother.
"it all went by so fast I still can't change the past"
That cut deep.
But you CAN change the future.
CRINGE
This song is about P.T.S.D in many differant ways its not just military wars. I live it everyday I look back to see if I could change things,when bad things are going on and you think others see what you see but they cant or dont.I can put myself right where I was standing and what my attacker did to me and others "I remember everything". Nice touch on the Jack daniels bottle 3:45 They should have ended it with guy picking up "a penny for your thoughts"
Ivan I will help you bro 🙏 🙂 ❤️
“Please forgive me, I can’t forgive you.”
This one cuts me deeper than most.
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
@@JanStavinoha pzq2 hyewaA
Makes me think about how much people have wronged me, when I've done but a fraction. Yet they still hate and turn their back on me with passion
@@JanStavinoha Hele sice trocha výslovnosti, ale jinak se mi hodně líbí.
I do
My son ended his life by suicide and this was on his computer I will always remember that damn day til I die...March 5 will be 9 years and still feels like yesterday...rest in peace ✌️🕊️ my Nolan
I'm sorry for your lost
I’m so sorry for your loss
Im so sorry. May god help your soul
@@Oczarkamy ex-husband was just terrible to both of our boys...my daughter found him and the lyrics start with dear mother I 💕 u I'm sorry I wasn't good enough! My babies have always been so precious to me 😚
@@angelafurtwangler7117 I cried reading your first comment. The pain you must've felt I cant even imagine. I know the lord has taken him into his arms and he smiles upon you everyday. I pray you find comfort.
I cry every time I hear this song as an 18 year old with no where to go with a father who is violent and drunk and a mother who never appreciated the things I’ve done period…….i relate
If you're reading this and this song is playing, you're not alone. Someone out there would do anything and everything for you. Life is hard and your feelings, no matter how small or big, are valid.
To our military men and women. We love you, we honor you, not all of us judge you and come home safe. This world owes you more than life.
Thank u brotha I needed that
Thank you ❤️ I may have a served myself but I feel that my own brothers and sisters I served with was the only ones to be there for me.... now a days. No one is here for me and I'm just awaiting for the day I don't exist from the long road 💯...
People these days in Missouri at least do not stand up for themselves or each other no matter what is going on. It could be an infant with a football team on top of him and they would look the other way. So idk where your at or what ur seeing but I am not inflaming this situation any here.
Jilook
These comments hit as hard as the song....
To all of those who relate to this song...I hear you. I walk the path. You're never alone.
Dark Dreams neeeh once you get used to walk alone you will always refrain from getting close to anyone.
@@redwanhasan1721 It is hard to let anyone in once you have walked the path alone for so long. It's hard to trust. It's hard to love. When you find someone who is truly special, you don't have to walk the lonely road anymore.
@@DarkDreamsAndMoonlitNights I hear that. And i understand it as well. It is hard to trust once youve gone down that road and seen the demons it has. Not wanting to share those demons with others in fear of what they will do, wondering if they will push you away or even make you go back down that road, that will make anyone not want to get close. (i hope that makes sense. Its hard at times to put feelings into words.)
❤
I relate to this song.
My dad had ptsd and took his own life three years ago. He wasn't always the best dad but I am realizing as I get older he was always trying his best to be the best dad he could. He took his life infront of my eyes and the last thing he said was " buddy boy I love you and will always " then he pulled the trigger. Life's been hard since then but it getting easier to handle now I still miss him so very much. I cry my self to sleep some nights but when I do he sits next to me and puts his arm on my shoulder and smiles.
fuck bro that is awful and yet some people will just say get over it becuse your a man or men dont cry but guess what we do cry feelings is what makes us men we show emotions as well
@@goldendragon5134 thx bro
Damn, dude. That's painful as hell. But I'm sure your dad's lookin' down at you smiling. Every success you have, every victory, no matter how small, he's watching and celebrating with some heavenly popcorn.
@@GabrielLopez-zr7gz thx bro
Man i understand that it fucking hurts know that he will always be with you
I get chills everytime I listen to this
I was medically discharged from the U.S. Army everyday its getting harder and harder to carry on thank you ffdp you give us soldiers the fire inside to keep pushing
Keep going, you've got this💪🙏🏻
Respect and deep understanding nice keep it up
Same man I did 12 years in the Navy for JSOC and after I got medically retired I was full of self loathing and hate for myself. Don't give into that shit my man you're worth it and you deserve to keep living.
I am medically retired, as well, after 1 combat deployment. I hated everyone, including myself for many years. You got this brother, I believe in you.
keep up the great work brother I got your six
These lyrics are very powerful, absolutely beautiful
yes!
+Coco Capichino I LOVE THESE SONG LIKE TALKING TO MY EX!
+TheMK9 King the lyrics are like talking to my ex
TheMK9 King this just remind me of my family, and i just love how the lyrics are like a letter
+Jason Castagna I agree.
Every time I listen to this song I just can't control myself just randomly tears falling out in my eyes. The amount of respect to our veterans their sacrifice for their country is priceless.
Absolutly !!!
Same!
“You say that I’ll never change, but what the fuck do you know” and “if we could start again, could that have changed the end” hit soooo freaking hard
I grew up listening to FFDP. I always loved this song but now that I’m getting older I can relate to it so much more. Whoever’s reading this and whatever you’re going through, you’re a fuckin warrior you gotta power through.
ily
I used to listen to this song when I was a teen and thought it was just a good song but now that I'm older it hits so much harder
I know they won't play it anymore, but that has to be a testament to how powerful and emotional this song really is. You want soul- here it is.
This song reminds me of my son he fights for the freedom of the country and he has gone overseas 5 tours and made home and I'm the proudest mother to call him my only son he just got married and had a little girl so I feel for everyone who replys
@@zinabethmorin340 jallslslla
@@zinabethmorin340 nammmkoooowisisoiii
Anyone else sit and think about the song and just feel like its directly connected with themself in that moment in time
Justin Nielsen yes I do crying my eyes out
Yup
@justin yup
Justin Nielsen yea all the fucking time
Yes this is how i feel towards my family
Dear mother, I love you
I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough
Dear father, forgive me
Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything
But dear brother, just don't hate me
For never standing by you, or being by your side
Dear sister, please don't blame me
I only did, what I thought was truly right
It's a long and lonely road, when you know you'll walk alone
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything
I feel like running away
I'm still so far from home
You say that I'll never change but what the fuck do you know?
I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you in
Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now
I remember everything
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?
Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?
Cause I remember everything
It all went by so fast; I still can't change the past
I always will remember everything
If we could start again, would that have changed the end?
We remember everything
Everything
Robin, yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
Thanks.
The lyrics hit home so hard
@@JanStavinoha what's your TH-cam
Hats off for you for taking the time to write down the lyrics of this great song😄
Strangely enough, i'm certain this song speaks volumes to a lot of us. Sometimes it hurts remembering all the traumatic things that happened to me.
true😇
Lost my brother years ago, he had a very rough life, yet he was always joking around and such a fighter. I will always come back to this song for him. I remember we once had a competition to see who knew the lyrics better and we tied bc it was our favorite. I miss u man, hope you’re resting easy❤️
So sorry for your loss 😞
He's up there watching over you he will never let you down he's always there just remember that Brittany
Hugs
Same as your brother my life for me has been tough still is a little bit but I've always learned a sense of humor helps ease some of the pain. Sorry to hear about him it's hard to hear you've lost someone especially a brother best of wishes to you friend. might not sound like much but I'm homeless , the gal I was engaged to miscarried and cheated on me the same night I found out she miscarried, the woman who raised me during childhood passed away and over 17 of my closest friends and loved ones have died some rigjt in front of me. So from someone who grew up in trauma and pain I'm sure your brother was an absolutely amazing guy and I'm sure where we go after death hes watching you and cheering you on in your life.
Me too!! I will always miss my big brother!! It will be 20 years soon! 😢
This song is a lost art. Songs that told a story and the video illustration is perfect
Hello to you who are listening to this song. Hold on. Everything will be fine, friend. Don't let your memories torment your soul. Greetings from Moscow!
agreed, hello from WV
greetings from california
Не война товарищ, мир!
Thank you brother I needed that
Respect for you🤝
My heart falls into pieces to hear this song
All I can see just a dark light when I turn back
Febby Sanda I mean are you in a dark room lmao that might be why ;)
+Ryan McCall 😂😂
Febby Sanda
Febby Sanda this song hits me to my life never good enough
+starrdustt13 yeah 😭
I enlisted in the army 2 months ago. Got 4 months left to serve. Service is mandatory here in Finland. Of course it's nothing like seeing the real war out there like many of you Americans have. But it's still tough, sad and lonely. It's nothing to be glorified like in the movies. I know full well I personally would't make it out there on the field. I'm weak and vulnerable. Even doing this much takes its toll on me. So looking forwards to going home. And this is coming from someone who's only serving during a time of peace. Credits to all of you who have seen real war. Fought it. Gone through it. As selfish as it may sound, it motivatea me to carry on until the end...
Bu Zan stay resilient and stay safe my dude, best of luck to you and though im American I still thank you for your service (not just to your country but to the world) and respect you greatly.
Two more months brother, you got this. Stay strong my friend.
Bu Zan service is service. Soldier up my dude. It's long, cold and lonely outside of war, and long uncomfortable and lonely during war, but you can do it. Shit, you should be about done now! So congrats, from a former American ass kicker, to a Suomi ass kicker.
Bu Zan thanks for serving our country. Btw happy very late veterains day
Zan you say you joined the army 2 months ago, but by Armed Forces Law you must serve 2 years in the army. So therefore i solicit that you are not in the Army, i submit that you are a kid who just says that he or she is in the Armed Forces
One of the most underrated greatest songs ever. You’re ignorant if you don’t know this.
Hello, how are you doing? Pleasure to meet you here.
I love this song! My Son loved Five Finger Death Punch! My Son passed at 22yrs. old. Way too soon! Addiction is so Real and accidental over doses. Taggert and I spent many times at Rock Fest together and continue to further our bond and love. The first time we seen FFDP was they were on the "second stage" at Rock Fest in Kansas City Missouri. They were up and coming in years ago and great rock musicians and artist! They continue to make really awesome music. We played," I Remember Everything" at his services. Tag related to to the lyrics and music and loved it! My Son is my angel and with me in my soul and spirit Forever! That's my belief and choice to and with our Creator. Listening to FFDP's creations I feel my Son is listening, with me. In memory of Taggert. Rock On FFDP!!! And Rock on to everyone! 👼❤
I hope you stay safe. God bless you and your son. You are a strong man.
Dedicated to my father, who abused my siblings and I for over 7 years. Dedicated to my mother, who I hated for years because of my fathers lies. Dedicated to my brother, who always took blame for me so he could protect me. To my sister, who struggled to work daily just to make sure my brother and I didn't starve.
I remember everything. Believe me.
man if i was u i would have killed him a long time ago
Shit this comment didn’t make me tear up at all
keri keeney I know how you feel
holy fuck your childhood is almost identical to mine. lol
keri keeney sorry to hear that love.you
hell ,I am 52 and the more I listen and look into the band the better I like them
Karrie Roberts im 16 and feel the same as you. Also the more i listen, the more i hate people and music nowadays
i dont think you feel the same as him, his post was about liking stuff and yours is hating lawl
ich auch!!!.............me too!!
Jack Robinson hahahah true. But you kind of get the idea.....
thers no age that defines what you like to listen to... remember this, if you like rock or heavy metal now, you will like it forever, age has nothing to do with it. same thing for gaming. I hear that im old at 31 for gaming. But most the guys i play with are retired lol. Once a gamer always a gamer... poor wife!! lol
There are moments in life that change a man. Things that can never be undone, pain that will never fade.
Pop tells you that everything is okay.
Rock tells you that it isn't but you can *fix* it.
so true
And country tells you everything is bad and getting worse unless you drink heavily.
+Billy Celli lol!
Russian says everything is bad but you need to drink it will get great
pop sucks because it's not loud enough and it's just teens dancing lol.
This song holds a very different meaning for me, i have suffered with depression most of my teenage years and the things ive done to myself and my family that i regret and this song is like my apology to them
That is exactly how I feel
Suffered through it at 43 and this song is like an anthem for me. I hate my wrongs that I can't change, the loneliness and sadness as a kid, the person I was and wasn't, and that I took so long to seek help and heal. This song says it all and gives me strength at the same time. One of their greatest. Love to anyone hearing this and feeling the same.
Damn.. I am a Father and this hits right in the heart.
Ultimately all one can hope for is that your little ones will grow up well, healthy and don't hate you when they are older.
However regardless of what anybody thinks (who doesn't have kids), but finding that toy that they use to love but have outgrown hits you hard.
I love those little devil, but some day my arms will not be strong enough to protect them.
Mhm yes
“If we could start again, would that have changed the end?!”
That line kills me
same man its so relatable
this truly speaks to me. I've gone through mental abuse throughout my childhood. it made me a bad person for a while but since then I've seen how other people suffer as well and made it my life's goal to help as many people as possible so that they don't feel like they are alone like I did.
Gellert Grindelwald hi there I am adding your first comment and another like thank you for commenting
I feel bad
I know how u feel because I was abused as a child
@@stevendavis9013 thanks
No problem
FFDP has such a powerful and badass voice, combined with powerful songs. Literally perfection. Moves me everytime.
Thanks for your love and massive support towards my success and my music career, I really appreciate your efforts. You’re amazing 🙏❤️❤️🎤🎻🎶
The child in me breaks everytime I hear this song. I'm bawling. I remember everything. Even if not in my head my body does...
Same bro, it’s hard and your alone to deal with it all but it’ll get easier in time we just gotta keep going on, and trying our hardest you know. It’s never going to leave us but with enough time the pain can be managed.
No matter how many times I’ve listened to this song in the 13 years of listening to the song, it always makes me tear up
this song makes me sad alot and it gives me sad memories
Same
For my grandpa, who was never the same after what he saw in WWII, and my father; Vietnam. War does more than physical damage. Not only to those who experienced it, but their loved ones as well. Thank you to all of our troops who have continued to fight to keep us free and safe. I hang my flag today, the fourth of July, only for you and in appreciation of you.
Amen my brother is in war now so I'll pray very hard for all of us...
I think that the room represents the mind and how it's empty and then over the years it becomes more insane. Leaving it full of memories of the past
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
The scars remain. Memories burned in. Things will never be the same.
I'm so grateful for the military and those who serve us. They risk their lives, their family, and their minds just to ensure that strangers are safe to live the way they want. There's no braver people. I love that 5fdp is able to show a bit of what they go through. If anyone reading this has served in any area of the military, active or not, thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!
"They risk their lives, their family, and their minds just to ensure that strangers are safe to live the way they want."
WAAAAAHAhahahahahahahahahahahahaLOLOLOLOLOLOL PMSLROFLMAO
+Victor Supreme what's so funny about that?
They do risk their lives, maybe the family isn't directly endangered but they do risk their minds for complete strangers and their family's freedom, they protect us. Don't laugh at the fact they risk everything, because they do, and without them, we'd be dead. Or we'd live in a dictatorship ran by another country.
Artistic Ingenious
Did you not read the laughable crap the O.P posted? Nobody is laughing at the risk, more like laughing at the childlike naivety of the OP.
They do not risk their lives for strangers in other countries, that is complete bullshit. They risk their lives for the following reasons:
1) They get paid money for their services - just like mercenaries.
2) They are invading other sovereign countries and setting up military bases there.
3) They are warring for control of oil and other resources.
4) They enlist, they are not drafted into war, buoyed into confidence with superior firepower, looking for 'action'.
About the only thing they do not actually risk their lives or minds for is preserving freedom. Remember, they are the the invaders.
NO country America 'liberates' asks for them to do so.
ALL countries America 'liberates' offer geo-strategic, military, or economic advantage for American 'interests'.
It doesn't matter what reasons the individual soldier has for his decision to take part in invading another country whether he thinks he is a hero or doing some great service to the inhabitants there, or if he fell hook line and sinker for the US military war propaganda machine's story tales.
The facts are his actual purpose in reality as decided by those above him, is to participate in US Global Hegemonic Expansion.
American soldiers are not heroes.
They are either idiots or assholes.
American soldiers are heroes. Soldiers were once citizens who lived in a free life, and wanted to continue keeping that freedom for their country. Never did I mention fighting for strangers outside of their countries, I meant inside their countries. They fight for well being of their home, they follow orders given by the president AKA the Commander in Chief, and never did I mention being drafted. Soldiers need money just like all other civilians, so if getting money is an issue that you see is important, be my guest and go for being a soldier yourself, so that you can see what sacrifices are being made in the life of a US Military Soldier.
Sincerely, A military kid who lost their father mentally because he went to fight overseas
"If we could start again would that change the end"
Aahhh shit the feels bruuhhh
That cut way too deep, man
yeah this song is so strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)
God bless the men and women who are serving this wonderful land. You are the true hero's
[Hero]Devin Kroells I agree
Serving for what? God bless peace!!!
SALUTE
[Hero]Devin Kroells absolutely bro we must respect what's real...
Vincent Ventura Yes we do
My dad was never a drunk but at the same time he made me feel like I was fighting the world by myself especially since my brother died. I feel like I am just a figment of his imagination
I was 15. Wrongly locked away. I’m 25 now. 10 years ago I was placed in a mental institution and it changed my world. There was a girl who wrote these lyrics on my wall… I miss you and I hope and pray you’re okay now! I am..
I was 16 I'm 26 now I got 2 addresses I'll never forget
"8500 McLaughlin street Brampton"
Free my cros
god thats terrible, who tf did that to you
❤
What was your condition that caused it to occur? (I spent a week in a mental hospital)
SO many are victims of a corrupted system, sad...
THE FEELS ARE STRONG WITH THIS ONE!
wow
Much Feels
Such Cry
this song made me go on a feel trip
feel dem feels
I was in the Feels Park
I was in the feels park too, where did you feel now again?
This song hits hard. Considering my past, I remember a lot, a lot I don't want to remember, but am forced to. This song hits hard
Reoccurring anything in a situation especially numbers
He has a beautiful voice
It's Ivan Moody. He was the Lead singer in Ghost Machine , and then Motograter. Now he's with 5fdp
He's so much better live he has a way to put my life in words
Deluxe Berserk true ❤
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KdeGaming
I remember everything 😂
FFDP is the greatest band to ever walk the planet. The sound, the texts, the meaning and all these hard feelings. And on top of that they use their reach to build a better world with charity.
Good but not even close to greatest 😂 educate yourself son
I played this song at my little brothers funeral. He was murdered and shot 5 times. I miss and love you so much Michael Harvey Cox
I'm so sorry for Your loss.. I wish His soul found a peace in this cruel world
I’m so sorry for your little bro keep him in our prayers
Thank y'all so much♡
We are all sorry
Sorry for your loss 😢
God bless all the men and woman who died to make this country safe for everyone. Fly high.
Roll Tide sup Alabama fan
Go Noles boi
They died for Israel, a country that kills Americans every single day. Live that down.
@@Chris-rm6hc - you're an idiot that knows nothing of what you speak.
@@Chris-rm6hc We risked our lives for a illegal war sanctioned by the tyrannical U.S government but you're welcome👍. RIP my brothers from from HHC 3/502 101st Airborne Divison. I miss you SGT. PERALES.
I was born premature and faced neglect and failure to thrive during my infancy and first few years of my life, along with multiple disabilities. I’m just now learning, after being adopted by my loving family for 31 years (adopted at three and a half years old), that pain is part of the healing process. To any and all of you who are listening to this song, let the pain out, let the tears flow, sing your f*cking heart out and know that YOU ARE LOVED!
i dont blame them u are a furry
"İt's a long and lonely road,when you know walk alone"
That line hit me the hardest the first time i heard this song
Been singing this song for days, this line is still stuck in my mind. Says it all.
Oha türk la
Walk the long and lonely road myself
I'm 16 i was locked away from running away from home sent to the hospital I'm ok now ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Whoever is now listening to this… you are so loved and don’t forget that you are here for a reason and God is going to take care of you. I pray for you and anything you have been through.
Thanks you I had a 9mm to my head and I saw this😫😭💔
Thanks for your love and massive support towards my success and my music career, I really appreciate your efforts. You’re amazing 🙏❤️❤️🎤🎻🎶.
Listening to this and watching the video makes me think about my Buddy Jake he’s a Marine and I just found out he’s getting deployed to Afghanistan, I hope my brother comes back home, God keep my brother safe🙏🏽🙏🏽
I hope he does brother may god be with him and you and family.
I hope everything be fine, man
God bless all our troops!🙏
I hope and pray your buddy comes home safe ❤️
How long will he be gone?
i can’t listen to this song without shredding tears, it hits too close to home
Same 😢
Same. 😢
As a Hip Hop Head I love FFDP...I'm literally crying whilst listening to this, this is one of the songs that should get played at my funeral
Absolutely!
Mine too
Are u that guy? The guy who reacts to metal on yt?
@@mehdyghaffari2049 haha no
Absolutely 💯
"If we could start again, would that have changed the end?" Boy would I love to go back and right my wrongs. Fix things that I knew I fucked up on.
+Lucas Gates you and me both friend
+Lucas Gates feel you there brother....
+Lucas Gates you gotta live your life with no regrets brother, who cares what mistakes youve made? you learn from them, if you went back and did what you think was the right thing that would change who you are now, and you might not like that person when you mean him.
I wouldn't change who I am. I am who I am. But I would change things I've said. Things I've done to people. I've hurt and been hurt. The I guess you can say guilt I feel. And the apologies I feel I deserve.
+Lucas Gates unfortunately in that phase right now - I hurt those closest to me, pushed them away and became self-destructive.
The first time I heard this song my lil brother sang it to me on mother's day. Our momma overdosed when she was 40 and it changed our lives forever..With tears running down his face he sang it from the heart .Fucking amazing... Thanks for all the amazing songs..Love Five Finger Death Punch...
hearing this song so many years later is so sad.. never knew that i’d end up relating to it. thank you ivan.
I listened to this the day after I got in a fight with both my parents. I cried myself to sleep because I was so done with everything. I was done with the bullying at school. I was tired and exhausted from all the crying and the telling.
I know how you feel..joined the military,became a badass
Sometimes finding someone to help hold you up, as you hold them up can work wonders. Best of wishes for you.
It gets better, Kameno. Stay strong. Hugs from someone who's been where you are.
Sad life 😟😟ik how it feels
Sadist comment
Who's still listening to one of the best heavy medal artistes in 2021
🤚me me me!
@@pandaa.f1500 Hell yh
Pp
FFDP, and Disturbed have been on my mind throughout 2020!
@@chadlumpkin2375 Some of the best artist right their lol Disturbed is just as good as FFDP
Man, this song really hits close to home. I've never served in the military or anything like that so I don't know what dealing with PTSD is like but anyone else just feel unattached from people you once were so close with? As you grow older would you rather just be by yourself in solitude? Idk why but whenever I listen to this song it just makes me really think about all that type of shit.
Darryn Lee . Hi there I am adding your first comment and another like thank you for commenting
My father,mother's Friend,uncles,and a few cousins I have, have PTSD, So I know a little bit about it
This song literally helps me remember parts of my past that I completely forgot, the good and the bad, I've been having memory loss, but this brings back everything, thank you ❤️
there's something about this song which brings me to tears every time I listen to it. maybe I can relate to this more than I know. maybe it's bringing back bad memories. :(
I understand you man. It reminds me of how my life was for some years ago.
Marcus Ditlevsen i'm sorry about posting this comment but I feel like this will help me to say this because maybe someone will be able to give me advice on how to deal with this: my best friend has been depressed for quite a long time and i'm really worried about him because he told me he didn't want to live anymore and the only reason he is alive is because of me and a few of his other friends. I don't see him outside of school and his phone is broken so I can't even talk to him on weekends now. he does have facebook and stuff but I don't use that and for good reason too. so now I can't even talk to him over the weekend and i'm really worried about him and I don't know what to do to put my mind at rest from thinking about it. again i'm sorry for making this comment because most people probably don't care but I just don't know what else to do anymore.
lolzoneification try to go to his house. It's very very important that you let him know that nothing in this world is worth taking away his life. He's worth a lot and he means a lot to you and his friends. If you don't know where he lives, then find out somehow. Don't let him alone until you let him know how much he is worth and how much of an impact he can make in someone's life.
lolzoneification It depends on the person, some have been depressed for a long time and just carry on, others can't bare the feeling and try to kill themselves.
As a friend all you can do is be there for him when he needs you / wants to talk about stuff, there is probably no other way for you to make him feel otherwise.
But since i don't know your friend, neither do i know what caused his depression its hard to tell what needs to be done, so i suggest you dig deeper and ask him why he feels like this/ what prompted this feeling.
You shouldn't apologize for posting such a comment, you're looking for help on the outside which is good!
You're a great friend.
gibril4 thanks :) that's quite helpful. I kept convincing myself that I wasn't doing enough to help him but at least now I know that there's nothing much else I could be doing to help him. Thank you so much. :)
Not a big FFDP fan but this song is too real and too amazing man. Brings tears to my eyes.
Coming Down is pretty intense aswell
and obviously wrong side of heaven is good too
Right! "Wrong Side of Heaven" by FFDP got me too.
Yeah, I agree with you. I wasn't a fan at all till I heard Wrong Side of Heaven. Now I can't get enough!! I Apologize, Wash it All Away, Battle Born....the list goes on. Awesome messages in their songs!
Duck off
It upsets me that people think bad of metal and rock because of the stereotype of it being satanic. That's only in a couple cases, bands like 5FDP put a lot of meaning into their music and people judge it while they're listening to music about sex and drugs and us metal fans are the evil ones? I hate this generation...
I 100% agree with you it's a pile of bull shit that people haven't even listened to this and they say it's garbage but you need to understand what it's trying to say
Agreed. "pop" music sucks
+Fox Fire Pop Music should never exist
Slipknot said it plain and true people=shit
+aj morrison This generation prefers people that boast about having 5 cars and smoking weed. That's why they hate real music xD
This song makes me so emotional. It's the story of my life 😭
Damn it man, they always have these powerful videos... such a good band and really an outlet to look to in time of need for a lot of people.
Your life path is a uniquely designed affair. Keep walking it. You are loved, you are accepted, your life matters. Keep walking. Everything will be ok.
If more people would give bands like 5FDP a chance the world would be a better place! Pop music makes me feel physically ill.
+iiNeedSkins Yep yep sums up my life
+iiNeedSkins If they will stop to sing about money,girls,cars orr something else this world will be the best place.
As well as Avenged Sevenfold, The Savior in need!
😉
They have a new fan in me
Every soul that god breathes life into is special and has a perpose!!!
PTSD is hard to deal with, especially for the fact that those closest to you no longer understand you and what you're trying to cope with. And you lose a lot of people you once thought would always be there no matter what. Cause you can't be the person they expect anymore. I haven't been to war or in the military. But I understand how PTSD feels a long road for me to get to a better place and some triggers do still get to me. Can be good for months then a week of hell with anxiety. Most of my close friends ditched in the beginning when I shut myself off and was running off drinking to cope. A lot blamed me for what I was experiencing, instead of understanding it came from a real trauma and I was trying to hold myself together as best I could. I feel for anyone who's come back from war and lost their family/ faced any trauma thats altered their life and relationships.
Felicia Buckle i feel your pain and i say this to you from my heart im sry u deal with it i suffer from this fukn nightmare everyday the ones u need the most turn there backs on u like u did something wrong i just dont understand it. I went th Through to much i came home many of my brothers didnt and i live with that everyday. Dont give up keep your head up and stay strong. I remember everything your not alone sweetie
PTSD doesn't just come from the millitary and war, my family has it, after my dad took off and my grandmother beat my mother infront of me and my brother, thats shit that me and him WONT forget, And god Knows I try so hard to. I plan on serving in the millitary, and I know what its like with PTSD, nobody understands what happened, and if you told them, they still couldn't understand, they blame it on you and get mad at you, they get pissed because you can't control yourself. and its terrible. Men who serve our country, or who have seen really horrible shit are judged because of it. I knew a soldier who got his arm blown off, both his legs, and three of his fingers on his remaining hand. His wife cheated on him with my dad, and they ran off, this warrior was homeless for 3 months, and when he asked for help, nobody understood him. He's a great man, and an even better idol.
I'm not military due to health, but have PTSD. To our vets that come back PTSD, my heart goes out to you, as well as all that suffer from PTSD. I have seen nothing close to what our soldiers have, and I couldn't imagine the pain. 7 years ago I was getting outpatient treatment for this hell in my head. I stopped treatment due to cost, and I haven't been treated since. I was close range to a bombing, and I was a Firefighter and EMS where I seen and had hands on some horrific situations, Since my last treatment, I was a caretaker for my wonderful and beautiful wife that passed away at a young age of 42 from diabetes/kidney failure. It wasn't quick. She gave a good fight, but in time, she was too sick to keep going. Handling things the best I could without treatment, about 3 months ago, I have no idea what it was, but something triggered me in a bad way, and opened up a pandora's box of hell in my head. Nightmares, constant major anxiety, one minute uncontrollable crying next minute a powder keg ready to blow, everything is back, not that it was ever gone, but I was dealing with it for the most part. I know I'm now at my breaking point, and will be checking myself in this afternoon for in patient treatment. I know if I keep going like this, I won't be around much longer. Lately I have closed myself off to everyone, and put my girlfriend through hell, and I am thankful she has stood by me, although she really doesn't know what I am going through and I have tried to push her(and everyone else) away.
If you are reading this, and are at the breaking point, Don't give up. Get help.
Love and prayers to all those suffering
Felicia Buckle I'm going heough a child abuse PTSD spell right now. I can go literal years without letting it get to me. PTSD is such a violent thing. Even when you've moved past it it's still there.
Felicia Buckle , I suffer from PTSD as well. I wouldn't wish this on my enemies. If you ever need to talk to someone who does understand, hit me up on FB Phyllis Krieger
this is my life explained in this song
god bless
mr. yougbuck 111%
Harsh isn't it
i agree with you this is my life i have no family really left just me and my sister i lost most of my family due to accidents and health issues we didnt see coming it almost brings me to tears when i hear this song
This is one of the baddest songs ever from Ffdp
Alan Chretien take care and never give in, as hard it may look. Keep fighting!
When his voice wavers at 1:56 "long and lonely road"
*My heart*
+Writban Alim yea
😢
+Laura NL Zucchiatti Italiana? :)
Matteo Verdaglia si :)
same
THESE GUYS ARE MY FAVORITE BAND!!!!!
Я-русский военный человек. Прослужил целый порядок. В душе-кремень! Повидал немало. Пережил очень многое. Но почему Ваши клипы заставляют меня плакать, понять до сих пор не могу... спасибо за то,что заставляете мою душу раскрыться!!!
I'm sorry for all the pain everyone is going through over there in Ukraine 🇺🇦. It's sad so many lives are being lost and I mean all lives Russian 🇷🇺 and Ukrainian 🇺🇦 . I pray for you all. 🙏 I pray whatever traumas you go through you'll learn to cope with and live good lives. ❤️
Интересно вы понимаете о чем автор,доносил этой песней??? Они пишут что то что они делали они дословно помнят всегда,но дела которые они делали,как оказалось совсем не важные для их родины, которую они должны были бы защищать,тоесть родина плевала на них,в том контексте что " их там нет" Сирия, Ирак привело к разрушенным судьбам профессионалов патриотов которые как оказалось воевали ради убийств мирняка,и цели в их деле небыло кроме политической подоплёки,после чего они должны бы были быть героями - стали мусором,ненужным никому в обществе,кроме таких же брошенных побратимов...
Prey for Russia that the lunatic at the asylum is removed ASAP 🙏
First time watching this video today, made me cry. Wow… powerful song and video 🖤
This song reminds me of my childhood. I will always remember everything!
Remember Everything
Five Finger Death Punch
Oh, dear mother, I love you
I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough
Dear father, forgive me
'Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you
But you left me here alone
If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything
Oh, dear brother, just don't hate me
For never standing by you or being by your side
Dear sister, please don't blame me
I only did what I thought was truly right
It's a long and lonely road
When you know you walk alone
If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything
I feel like running away
I'm still so far from home
You say that I'll never change
But what the fuck do you know
I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you run
Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now
I remember everything
If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain
'Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets
'Cause I remember everything
It all went by so fast
I still can't change the past
I always will remember everything
If we could start again
Would that change the end
We remember everything
Everything
Thanks brother
We don't need the lyrics it's in our soul
It is too long
Im just sad that i now what the song is about now it can so mutch more if it thit not go about war
Sorry for my bad englisch Im dutch
@@marijnverheggen6611 woah your Dutch that's so cool
People miss a big part of this with the focus on vets (who are hugely important). But the way it explains the origins of our behaviours is huge. That take 4 years of child psychology and cram it into a 4 minute song. Just remember when you're raising your kids that every action will resonate. The way his mother points his finger at him while screaming and then he's pointing his finger at his girlfriend...
If we ever want to stop domestic violence we should take aim at how parents treat children. It will have much greater impact than only focusing on how men treat women.
Adrian Julz. Hi there I am adding your first comment and another like thank you for commenting
Definitely agree, as both a soldier who saw some brutal shit and one who suffered physical abuse as a child. I'm able to deal with my war trauma for the most part, as that has reason and purpose behind it, and I didn't go through it alone. Can't say the same about my childhood trauma. And this song is focused much more on the childhood part.
@@10thmtnarty this is crazy if it's true....
@@dustymcclurediedofabrokenh4897 which part are you doubting?
@@10thmtnarty All of it anyone can break the circle of violence. I was abused in a number of ways. I served my country for 17 years. Yet happily married combat vet. Sure I have yelled at my son but never ever roughed him up or abused my wife. It comes down to the individual and if they want to change.
Thank you FFDP for remembering me and my brother vets
The whole song is extremely emotional, but from 3:53 such power of those lyrics " it all went so fast, I still can't change the past .. if we could start again would that have changed the end " ... Maaan I felt real sorrow there.
Revan Ordo yep....as soon as I heard it....I started my period. ..WHERE THE FUCK IS THE CRANBERRY JUICE BEFORE I KILL SOMETHING?!?!
Exactly, I got goosebumps
we remember... everything
@@nicktorr7888 I still wish I could change my past..
@@Chomik4499 we just gotta do our best to engage with what's going on around us now... it's all we can do
Just found this song a couple weeks ago and it feels like it was made specifically for me. Growing up in a really bad home I always failed my parent's expectations and my brother and sister went their own ways and i was left alone in my home. One day I'll forgive my parents for all they did but i will always Remember Everything they have done. My sibilings were often rebelious and I wasn't by their side bc i was scared. This song is just so moving to me because it speaks to me so personally and i will listen to it forever.
Evan, yeah, this song's strong...I'd really love to know what you, as a big FFDP fan, think about my cover of this song I've just released on my TH-cam channel...so how do you like? :)