i gotta say, i really enjoyed this kind of different style of video. it felt more raw, personal and so relatable. and it's really helpful, because i literally see myself in you. i'm glad that you didn't go into that dark place for too long and stayed there, but instead managed to look after yourself a bit more and feel a little better. i really appreciate you and your presence here and as always i look forward to new videos. have a lovely rest of your sunday leah!
thank you for being so vulnerable and open to sharing yourself with us even when you don't feel great!! i really appreciate this companionship (albeit through the screen)
I'm not currently in therapy but hope to start again soon (: I have definitely made a lot of progress, but going is quite a difficult task for me and I felt it was starting to wear me down a bit too much. I wanted to reach a better place mentally before I continue working on myself in that way ~
As I said last week, You are part of my Saturday morning routine. Your videos feel like a fresh air and peace and they are the best way to take a break from a stressful day. I wish you an amazing week ❤
Hi leah! Yesterday i literaly had kinda of mental break down/ panic attack, and all what i was thinking abt is " will this ever end?" I could barely sleep. Today i woke up and i have work and i should go do my responsibilities, but before this had kinda time for myself, i had my coffee, i journaled abit, and i watched ur videos! And all of what i was thinking abt is that feeling of warm and great motivation not to give up and still try my best, so thank u so much🤎 We all have our upps and downs and sometimes it's really hard to even try, but everyday has an ending and there is next morning, next day and new try! It's okay! Don't be rough on ur self, i know u r trying and that's so great to do! Thank u leah for ur videos, they r such a nice space to slow down and also a huge meaningful motivation for alot of us!🤎
i reallly understand the difficulty of socializing and feeling anxious. i do sturggle with the same problem. if it is not for going to university i will not go out. i really appreciate you sharing it with us. talking it's helpful sometimes. wish you the happiest life.
i always love seeing your videos cause i like the chill vibes of it and your honesty about anxiety and other problems that you talked before cause i feel understood, and i remembered the video where you talked about chronic illness (i dont know if this is the correct word) and it got me cause i have one and sometimes it’s hard and my body feels lazy but i want to be productive but i just cant. i also feel seen and heard when you talked about playing happy songs while feeling sad, which for me is a little bit ironic cause im accustomed to play sad songs cause i want to cry and get out of the feeling but it dont really works cause i start feeling more sad, so, hearing you talk about playing happy songs made me be more grounded and think about being kind to me. also the part when you talked about doing the chores without distraction but like playing a song and stuff and the “ill be over before you notice” it really helped me lol i have to think about this phrase more :) and i’m also trying to stay more present in the present lol, this is hard sometimes but everything will work out at the end! also, lovely video!!! looking forward to more! have a nice day!!! wishing you the best!
ahhh I look forward to these vids every saturday 🥹✨the weather is getting colder everyday so dress warmly, leah! sadness sucks but it’s normal 😭 just remember being sad is not who you are, it’s just how you feel but it won’t last forever, stay warm everybody (also stay safe, I got a vicious cold so keep hydrated and rest well if you can) and happy halloween if you celebrate! 🎃
Hey Leah, I experienced similar bad headaches while looking at a screen for a long time… what has helped me, is to wear glasses with a blue light filter. Maybe it’s something that would help you too 🤗
it's not eye strain from the light, it's because my eye muscles aren't balanced and one works more than the other ): I use the night shift (orange screen setting) on max strength & I have prism glasses that force the other side to work more, but if you use them a lot your eyes become dependent on them. so all I can do is try and take a lot of breaks from the screen !
@@leahmegan oh I see 😢 yes, taking breaks from screen time, in between, is a good thing in general… I hope you will be able to find a balance, which helps you getting less headaches✨
Hey Leah! So happy to see you at ease and on a better headspace in this video :) always reminding us that the better days always come! I was wondering if you could make a video showing how you edit:) I want to start doing vlogs but the editing part overwhelms me lol and I love how your videos are structured so idk maybe whenever you feel like it you could do a video on that :) ok love you and can’t wait to watch tmr video!❤😊
it's not eye strain from the light, it's because my eye muscles aren't balanced and one works more than the other ): I use the night shift (orange screen setting) on max strength & I have prism glasses that force the other side to work more, but if you use them a lot your eyes become dependent on them. so all I can do is try and take a lot of breaks from the screen !
I've been really busy the past few months and missed a lot of uploads, but I can say that I'm very speechless as I'm watching your newest videos. the editing is AMAZING and seeing how much you improved makes me smile. love you leah
Lean!! Believe it or not, I have nearly the same problem as you. And after about 5 months' struggling, I balance myself well through trying different ways, which is pretty suffering process because you don't know if it's good before trying and finding he best way for you.🤔 But I know watching your video is an absolutely good way for me!😊 I want to comment all the time not only because I really love your videos, which can always make me calm and relaxing, but also sometimes I think we share the same feelings and I'm in a same situation as you, though we are different people far from each other, which is really magical.(We are at the same age! I'm anxiously applying for graduate program now.) I really want to share what I learn from my struggling to make you feel better since you always help me a lot, but it's very hard to express myself well through comments with my bad language:(. I really want to chat with you in the cafe like friends.😭 I try to say something that I think important and useful. It will be more happy to be grateful. For example, I feel that without my parents and friends, without my country and the society rules, I can't get everything I have now, even a single meal. In addition, as a students, I always can get great scores after doing an assignment well, but it's not all because my effort, it's because the rules that in human society, typing an article can be praised, which can't be the same imagining that there is a homeless little dog, who can get nothing after doing this.(What am I saying...) I'm also grateful to all of the nature, sunrise, wind, trees and so on, this is what you told me before :D. Hoping I express myself not so badly that you can get the meaning. I don't try to teach you something and I believe you can adjust yourself well! But it's still hard to go through the time that you feel it's hard to make yourself happy.(Also, that's might be some hormone situation and not your fault!! --From me as a biology students) Love you and wish you a better week! 💗!!!!
（I rushed to comment here when I watched about 5 minutes. And then I hear megan say you already try to be thankful. You have done it so well!! Just relax and accept that emotional feelings truly will come sometimes. That's OK and don't be so sad because of it qwq. It's so nature as you are a human and it happens! No need to be afraid because you are already good❤!
everything feels so special about your videos: the music, the lovely editing, YOU. oh how you motivate me in everything
🥲🩷 thank you so much for your lovely comment ahhh... excited to try new editing styles and FINALLY start uploading twice a week !!!
@@leahmegan i’m soooo excited as well :’)))
i gotta say, i really enjoyed this kind of different style of video. it felt more raw, personal and so relatable. and it's really helpful, because i literally see myself in you. i'm glad that you didn't go into that dark place for too long and stayed there, but instead managed to look after yourself a bit more and feel a little better. i really appreciate you and your presence here and as always i look forward to new videos. have a lovely rest of your sunday leah!
oh and btw you can really notice changes and efforts in your editing style, just thought i'd mention that!
Leah's vlogs is the only thing that makes me excited for Saturdays obsessed with your vlogs!!..💓
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This video, especially the talking bits really resonated with me. It’s comforting knowing you are not the only one going through specific feelings.
🩷 we are never alone (: thanks for being here ❣️
thank you for being so vulnerable and open to sharing yourself with us even when you don't feel great!! i really appreciate this companionship (albeit through the screen)
I'm not currently in therapy but hope to start again soon (: I have definitely made a lot of progress, but going is quite a difficult task for me and I felt it was starting to wear me down a bit too much. I wanted to reach a better place mentally before I continue working on myself in that way ~
Thanks for these types of videos they make us feel normal. I allow myself to leave things all over when I'm in a slump too.
It’s hard not to even when I am not in a slump, but once I feel a bit sad it can become an absolutely dumpster in like 2 days hehe
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İ really love everything about this girl ☹️ my safe TH-camr❤️
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As I said last week, You are part of my Saturday morning routine. Your videos feel like a fresh air and peace and they are the best way to take a break from a stressful day.
I wish you an amazing week ❤
🤍🤍🤍 thank you for being here, wishing you a lovely week also ~
Hi leah!
Yesterday i literaly had kinda of mental break down/ panic attack, and all what i was thinking abt is " will this ever end?" I could barely sleep.
Today i woke up and i have work and i should go do my responsibilities, but before this had kinda time for myself, i had my coffee, i journaled abit, and i watched ur videos! And all of what i was thinking abt is that feeling of warm and great motivation not to give up and still try my best, so thank u so much🤎
We all have our upps and downs and sometimes it's really hard to even try, but everyday has an ending and there is next morning, next day and new try!
It's okay! Don't be rough on ur self, i know u r trying and that's so great to do!
Thank u leah for ur videos, they r such a nice space to slow down and also a huge meaningful motivation for alot of us!🤎
i reallly understand the difficulty of socializing and feeling anxious. i do sturggle with the same problem. if it is not for going to university i will not go out. i really appreciate you sharing it with us. talking it's helpful sometimes. wish you the happiest life.
Your new haircut suits you so well Leah, you're so beautiful! Inside and out ❤
ah thank you so much poppy !
Your style is amazing
woah thank u
i always love seeing your videos cause i like the chill vibes of it and your honesty about anxiety and other problems that you talked before cause i feel understood, and i remembered the video where you talked about chronic illness (i dont know if this is the correct word) and it got me cause i have one and sometimes it’s hard and my body feels lazy but i want to be productive but i just cant. i also feel seen and heard when you talked about playing happy songs while feeling sad, which for me is a little bit ironic cause im accustomed to play sad songs cause i want to cry and get out of the feeling but it dont really works cause i start feeling more sad, so, hearing you talk about playing happy songs made me be more grounded and think about being kind to me. also the part when you talked about doing the chores without distraction but like playing a song and stuff and the “ill be over before you notice” it really helped me lol i have to think about this phrase more :) and i’m also trying to stay more present in the present lol, this is hard sometimes but everything will work out at the end! also, lovely video!!! looking forward to more! have a nice day!!! wishing you the best!
watching your videos always makes me feel so comfortable, thanks and good week ♥
thank you thank you
so nice to watch your videos at the end of the week and be energised for next week and i hope your editing trial went well 💖
thank you!!
loved your video as always
Leah is my fav TH-camr
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@@leahmegan hahah yes girl i am serious
Your new hair and make up are everything !!! Don’t skip it because you’re really beautiful like that. 🥰
And you’re always beautiful inside too … 😉
Your Videos make me feel warm. They are calm and fun keep going sweetie💗💗
(: thank you
ahhh I look forward to these vids every saturday 🥹✨the weather is getting colder everyday so dress warmly, leah! sadness sucks but it’s normal 😭 just remember being sad is not who you are, it’s just how you feel but it won’t last forever, stay warm everybody (also stay safe, I got a vicious cold so keep hydrated and rest well if you can) and happy halloween if you celebrate! 🎃
another comforting vlog ♡
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Hey Leah, I experienced similar bad headaches while looking at a screen for a long time… what has helped me, is to wear glasses with a blue light filter. Maybe it’s something that would help you too 🤗
it's not eye strain from the light, it's because my eye muscles aren't balanced and one works more than the other ): I use the night shift (orange screen setting) on max strength & I have prism glasses that force the other side to work more, but if you use them a lot your eyes become dependent on them. so all I can do is try and take a lot of breaks from the screen !
@@leahmegan oh I see 😢 yes, taking breaks from screen time, in between, is a good thing in general… I hope you will be able to find a balance, which helps you getting less headaches✨
Hey Leah! So happy to see you at ease and on a better headspace in this video :) always reminding us that the better days always come! I was wondering if you could make a video showing how you edit:) I want to start doing vlogs but the editing part overwhelms me lol and I love how your videos are structured so idk maybe whenever you feel like it you could do a video on that :) ok love you and can’t wait to watch tmr video!❤😊
I absolutely will make a video like this, let me know if you have any specific questions you want me to include 🩷
Needed! Thank you for being here!!
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мне так нравится ваши надписи во время видео, как в SKAM и вообще все выглядит очень органично))
This video with my coffee is just perfect, thank you Leah 🧡
🕺🕺 hell yea. I
blue light glasses can help with the screen problems
it's not eye strain from the light, it's because my eye muscles aren't balanced and one works more than the other ): I use the night shift (orange screen setting) on max strength & I have prism glasses that force the other side to work more, but if you use them a lot your eyes become dependent on them. so all I can do is try and take a lot of breaks from the screen !
Your video is always a highlight of my week 💗
🥺❤️ that means a lot ! thank you
@@leahmegan 💗💗💗
More week in your life vlogs please!!❤
okay!! sure :D
Girl your editing is fire. Amazing
omg (: thank you
leah, may i ask what's the font you use for your videos? it is absolutely adorable
Ah thanks (: it’s just a random one that was on my MacBook already - Druk Wide
You encourage me every time to not let my bad feelings control me, to stop them from consuming my energy, my days and my life. Thank you Leah
I really like your hood!that looks so nice!
thanks !! :D
you should do a matcha challenge where you eat matcha in every meal like a matcha cookie or cake!!!!!
omg ... 24H only eating matcha challenge ... heehehhe
maybe when... I'm in Japan 😳
I love you and your videos 🤍
But i have Q !!
why you always wash your blanket cover?! 🤔
thank you ~~~
A: because I wash it every weekend, and I usually film on the weekend (: hehe
I’v followed ur TH-cam about half a year and this is my first comment. I really love your vlogs and and that gives me energy in my life ❤
ah hello ~ thank you for being here all this time!! (:
hi girl, love your vlogs!!! wishing u the best weekend 🤍
Thank you so much ~~~~ wishing you a lovely weekend also!! 🫶🏻
I'm watching you from Turkey, your videos are very good❤
hello to you in turkey ~~ thank you for being here !!✨
I've been really busy the past few months and missed a lot of uploads, but I can say that I'm very speechless as I'm watching your newest videos. the editing is AMAZING and seeing how much you improved makes me smile. love you leah
vibes🍂💗
hi leah! love you 💗
You’re younger than me and you should know that I think you’re accomplishing more than you think! Sending hugs to you
): thank you so much , I think I forget how much life I have left... and feel all this pressure to do things FAST (for no reason)
you are amazing, love you❤
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Lean!! Believe it or not, I have nearly the same problem as you. And after about 5 months' struggling, I balance myself well through trying different ways, which is pretty suffering process because you don't know if it's good before trying and finding he best way for you.🤔 But I know watching your video is an absolutely good way for me!😊 I want to comment all the time not only because I really love your videos, which can always make me calm and relaxing, but also sometimes I think we share the same feelings and I'm in a same situation as you, though we are different people far from each other, which is really magical.(We are at the same age! I'm anxiously applying for graduate program now.) I really want to share what I learn from my struggling to make you feel better since you always help me a lot, but it's very hard to express myself well through comments with my bad language:(. I really want to chat with you in the cafe like friends.😭 I try to say something that I think important and useful. It will be more happy to be grateful. For example, I feel that without my parents and friends, without my country and the society rules, I can't get everything I have now, even a single meal. In addition, as a students, I always can get great scores after doing an assignment well, but it's not all because my effort, it's because the rules that in human society, typing an article can be praised, which can't be the same imagining that there is a homeless little dog, who can get nothing after doing this.(What am I saying...) I'm also grateful to all of the nature, sunrise, wind, trees and so on, this is what you told me before :D. Hoping I express myself not so badly that you can get the meaning. I don't try to teach you something and I believe you can adjust yourself well! But it's still hard to go through the time that you feel it's hard to make yourself happy.(Also, that's might be some hormone situation and not your fault!! --From me as a biology students) Love you and wish you a better week! 💗!!!!
（I rushed to comment here when I watched about 5 minutes. And then I hear megan say you already try to be thankful. You have done it so well!! Just relax and accept that emotional feelings truly will come sometimes. That's OK and don't be so sad because of it qwq. It's so nature as you are a human and it happens! No need to be afraid because you are already good❤!
I adore you😭🤍
like you!!!💘
what did you call the umbrella that was so cute
whaaaaat
brolly 🥲
My psychiatrists says you should be okay with feeling like that. Don't beat yourself up about it.
Yayyy
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Recently, I am teaching myself English, and I have watched many bloggers' videos. I still like you best. Can I make a friend, sincerely?
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