I met a boy in Mexico,his name was Christian sarmi, we were in a pool sitting at a pool bar. His first language was French,but he knew the basics in English. We just immediately clicked and got to know each other. We hung out all day not leaving each others sight, I didn’t care if I fell in love but I did at the same time. I was still trying to move on from someone who hurt me, so I let go,let all of my bad feelings go. My whole life changed, after our first kiss I never let go. He was the nicest person I ever met in only 2 days. Before I had to leave the resort,I got to give him one last goodbye. Walking away knowing that was the best person I ever met in my whole childhood, no one ever treating me the way he did. Before I saw him I listened to je te laisserai des mots, knowing that would be the song that reminds me of Christian. So here’s to you, I know I might not see you ever again, but thank you for changing my life. I love you.
This is so sad yet beautiful... Didn't you try to keep contact through social media? I hope you'll find the strength to keep a good memory of this story and to go on, and find your soulmate because I know he exists... I send you a thousand hugs ❤❤❤
Sometimes ....we think that they're going to be a book...but it was just a chapter...life is supposed to be tht way... beautifully strange... surprisingly sad but...an unforgettable experience (if souls have memory)
At the end of the relationship, sadly but missing them is the best part. I say that because you can slowly work on finally letting them go. Love hurts but what’s love with out pain? *virtual hug*
Saying I don't miss him is too vague. While I'm glad I got out of such an abusive relationship, I miss our small moments that made me smile. The soft ones with no yelling, those became rarer throughout the ending months. I'm so happy I'm the person I became.
Je te laisserai des mots (I’ll leave you words) En-dessous de ta porte (underneath your door) En-dessous des murs qui chantent (underneath the singing room) Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent (Near the place where your feet pass by) Cachés dans les trous de ton divan (Hidden in the holes of wintertime) Et quand tu es seule pendant un instant (And when you’re alone for a moment) Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras (Kiss me, whenever you want) Embrasse-moi Quand tu voudras (kiss me, whenever you want) Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras (kiss me, whenever you want)
@@florayvonne987 my lady "des murs" means walls not moon so it's actually quite close to singing walls Edit: it becomes "underneath the singing walls";)
Is it normal that it’s been 2 months since it ended and i still love him more than ever? I will never forget him when i hear this but it makes me happy it’s strange 🤷♀️
How empty of us to be so full of them. You give them so much power over your emotions and for what? Is that what they earned for all the pain they caused you? Sometimes you have to lose what you love and want to find yourself and happiness through you no one else, that’s when you get what you really wanted all along. Be happy alone so no one can take that from you even when they leave or put you down.
its been 3 months since i broke up with him. he listens to patrick watson a lot these days, so listening to this ending with his lyrics broke me into pieces, it reminds me that i love my ex but im only bringing him down, god i wish i could turn back time and be better for him
I miss him every day, I enjoyed our conversations but that wasn't what he was interested in, I expressed what I felt for him, and my feelings were totally ignored I don't know what I did wrong.. but I'm moving on.
@@thesoulkz I know you think this is funny, but I know you're only 12 and you still haven't had your brain 100% done, so you don't know what it feels like to feel this shit happening to you
i’m hope you’re doing better now :) things weren’t meant to be and that’s okay, it’s time to heal and move on. proud of you for just being you and trying
I look at my best friend and her boyfriend and my chest physically hurts. Ive been in love with her for months and she told me that she’d never date a girl. Every single time she leaves me for him and meets up with him and sends me pictures with him part of me feels hurt and almost abandoned. But I could never not be in love with her. I love everything about her. Nobody could ever see her the way I see her. She saved my life and she’s slowly drifting away from me
For the real translation (and i'm french) Je te laisserais des mots (I'll leave you words) En dessous de ta porte (Underneath your door) En dessous de la lune qui chante) (Under the singing moon) Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent (Near the place where your feet pass by) Cacher dans les trous d'un temps d'hiver (Hiden in the holes of a wintertime) Et quand tu es seul pendant un instant (And when you're alone during a moment) Embrasse moi quand tu voudras (Kiss me whenever you want) ×3 Here it is with the real french words
I met a girl in school when I was 9, she was born in New Zealand, I was 9 and had never left Mexico (not even for a trip) and I didn’t know anyone from New Zealand, so I was quite interested in this girl, I spent like 2 weeks trying to befriend her and it worked, we were best friends, she once told me that she might love me more than she loves her parents, she moved to the UK so we couldn’t see each other in person, and we haven’t been able to see each other since then, but we used to call almost daily, I fell in love with her when I was 11, but I knew she was straight and would never like me back, so I managed to not really move on, but accept that it was one sided, but then she came out to me, and there was hope, but I still knew she would never love me back, but back in I think July of 2021, she confessed to me, and I confessed back, and I was so happy, and I was so in love, and then in I think November she asked me out and I said yes even though I knew it was a dumb idea to date at 13, but i still said yes, and we were so in love, we were so happy around each other, and she would constantly remind me that she loves me and I would do the same, and I meant it with all my heart, I was willing to do anything for her, but then (a few days after my grandpa died, and also a few days after New Years) she texted me saying that she wants to break up, I said that it’s alright but that I wanted to know why, she said she just fell out of love, she would always tell me she loved me more, I don’t think she was ever in love, love doesn’t fade so quickly, love lasts more than a few months, but anyways, we agreed to stay friends because we still like talking to each other, so I was ok, because I got to be friends with her, and I had already accepted she didn’t love me back, but then today she told me that she‘s made new friends in the UK, and that she likes other people, and that she doesn’t want to be friends anymore, and I don’t know what to do because she meant so much to me, I was willing to kill myself for her, I was willing to do anything for her, she once said some very sexual things to me and it made me uncomfortable but I went along with it just for her, and she left me, who was by her side for 4 fucking years for her new friends that she met a few months ago, it hurts so much, I feel abandoned, I feel like a puppy who gave their owner all the love they needed, but once they didn’t need anymore love they just left me on the side of the road, all alone, with nothing. I have other friends, but she always meant so much to me and I always loved her most, but she doesn’t care about me, she said the sexual stuff I told her made her uncomfortable, but she’s the one that said stuff like that first, it made me uncomfortable first, but I didn’t leave her, I went along with it, I did so much for her, I left another friend for her, I talked bad about people I love for her, I comforted her when she told me about her shitty family situation, I was there for her when she got rejected by her crush, I was there when her new friend turned out to be toxic, I was there when she said she hates herself, I was there for her, and I gave her all my love, I cared for her, and she left me for people she just met, she wasn’t even that nice about it, she just said “I’ve made new friends and I think I’m ready to move on from you” as if I was just there as a placeholder until she got new friends. Fuck you Dilara, I love you, but you’re so fucking ignorant, you’re allowed to have other friends, just don’t, leave me like that, it was so out of nowhere too, she said she loved me and then 2 days later she just, didn’t care about me and didn’t even want me as a friend
I'm sorry. I was that friend to someone else. She must have felt horrible all the time, we met online and grew up together but talked less and less as time went on. My life started to change in so many ways, meeting new people, overcoming a lot of troubles, hating myself etc. I have no idea what she went through. From the time we talked, she always seemed and mentioned that she was depressed. I'm not depressed, no, not to that extent. When I was young I led her own, I was acting flirty and sexual to her a bit, I enjoyed it, it was cute seeing her flustered, but as I grew up I realised more about myself and that I am straight. It's a strange transition, I know. At some point she confessed to me, and I turned her down, just because I don't like her that way. And I felt bad, because I led her to think that I'm romantically interested to her. And with time she developed strong religious beliefs...and she denied that part of herself. I think. I don't know. I'm not very religious, but I respected what she enjoyed. A few months ago we were discussing life, and with her change in attitude (that I haven't noticed as I havent talked to her...) I was not sure I was speaking to the same person. I didn't reply for a few days because I was so shook. When I came back to reply a few days later, she had blocked me. That was it. I think it was about time to cut it off... It wasn't healthy for either of us. I wasn't there for her when she needed it. And she was there for me when I wanted to message her, but I still struggled on my own. I was upset but...not too much. I guess I felt it coming. I just hope she doesn't feel upset or stressed because of me anymore. I just hope she is happier without me in her life. I can't message her in any way... and even if I could, I wouldn't. It's not good for her. I would just hurt her again.
im sorry and i hopw your better♡. Ik it’s random but I hope y’all have a great day! Jesus loves you and died for you! You are created for a purpose and ur loved! God Bless✝🤍
lol i've never been in a relationship, never experienced true love or found my soulmate BUT when i saw the boy i really like since 2019 having lunch with another girl my heart broke. i hate liking someone it's literally so embarassing and i'm always depressed.
pov you are listening this while you are seeing how great we all our just being ourself , and realised to work on yourself . starting ur self love journey but emotional ( girlies coz its MAIN CHARACTER VIBE ) PROUD OF YOU
i miss it ,that feeling of them being around and the stolen glances ,the little laughs and inner jokes , i miss them sm , i still remember evryday i spent with them ,the talks ,i still read our texts ,of how naive we were ,how we thought evrything was possible when we were together ,i miss you , i miss u even after 3 years ,even a little glimse of u make me mappy and gives me butterflies
You know, everyday I try to forget her. I’m trying to convince myself that I’m not in love with her. But at the end of the day, I know deep inside that I love her, only her. No matter hard I try to forget and convince myself, I love her.
Update: I asked her out! I found out that she liked me back when I wrote the first comment. And she still does. I’m still in love with her. But I’m so happy she likes me back, I just wish I asked her out before, now that I know she liked me back.
I dont know if anyone will read this but here is a update: we dated for a month. Everything was perfect, but I guess we where too good friends after all to be more than that. There where Lot of difficulties though that one month, so I decided to just be friends. And that was the worst decision of my life. She was my first love and I honestly don’t think I will ever love anyone the way I loved her. I know I’m young, and people say you can’t love at a young age, but I loved her like nothing else and still do. I think I will always love her, and there will always be a piece of her in me. I don’t think I will ever be able to love anyone the way I loved her. And I don’t know if that is a bad thing or not. We are still friends and we are going thrifting in a couple of days. But at the end of the day she was my first love and to know I wasn’t hers hurt. I loved her, she didn’t. But I can’t change that. Just one stupid decision of mine changed a lot. But I would not have changed a single thing though out that one month we where dating. From dancing on the school rooftop when no one was watching to laying in the grass listening to cigarettes after sex and looking at the stars. Everything was perfect. And I guess I just have to remember all the good things.
this song reminds me of my first love. she was my everything. strange perfectly describes us now and i hate not knowing her anymore. je te lasserai de mots was one of the last songs we listened to before we broke up. i miss her everyday and i just want to be able to talk to her the way i once did. i will always love her
so randy , here I am in my room almost about to be a year later that i still miss you , everyday listening to you’re voice that I know have forgotten. those calls I wish I didn’t love so much. i got so used to you and the age gap just couldn’t work for you but that’s okay ill get over it eventually but I love you so much I hope you haven’t forgot about me . this is my goodbye randy you forever have my heart darling
i've never had a connection with someone like the connection i had with him. i don't know how to let go of him. we finally started dating and there was never that awkward stage, it was perfect. i always tell people i love them but i now i realize two months later after our breakup he's the only person i have ever truly unconditionally loved. it was just so perfect. the way he looked at me and t he way i looked at him it was so pure. pure innocent love.. i will never be able to have that with anyone else ever again unless it is him. he never asked for nudes or anything. i tried so hard to make it work when he said he didn't feel the same anymore. i'm finally letting go. je te lasserai des mots was a song i told him to listen to when he visited paris. music was my thing and he wasn't into music that much but he started to get into music because all the songs he listened to reminded him of me and that's why he has begun to love music so much. i just miss living for the hope of it all yk? it started in the summer when i got bored one night and randomly called him because we were good friends yk and then it just happened every night until i confessed. i remember when he first said i love you. i just miss us. my first, REAL, true love.
3 months of "talking", 7 months of dating, 2 1/2 weeks broken up, 20 days of us dating again. we're so young but we've put each other thru a lot of bs. as much as he's hurt me, i wouldn't wanna be hurt by anyone else, does that make sense? as much as i've hurt him i wish i could take it all back and just be a better me. i've been so grateful for the last 20 days because its giving me another chance that i don't deserve to prove to him that i can be better and that i do love him as much as i say i do. relationships that last include a lot of forgiveness and i love him to the point where he could hurt me in the worst way possible again and i'd forgive him just like that. with me getting another chance so does he. i hope that we make it to the finish line together :/ i'd rather go thru it with him 100000 times then start again with someone new.
I tried for you Tried to see through all the smoke and dirt It wouldn't move What could I do? I touch your head to pull your thoughts into my hand But now I can't Say isn't it strange? Isn't it strange? I am still me You are still you In the same place Isn't it strange? How people can change From strangers to friends Friends into lovers And strangers again Back to this room Back to our roots What did we lose? What did we lose? If I could, I'd pull your strings for one more dance But I can't Say isn't it strange? Isn't it strange? You look at me I look at you With nothing to say Isn't it strange? How people can change From strangers to friends Friends into lovers And strangers again Then the silence steals over to my bedside And it whispers who I am That violent disclosure turns my insides Stops me when I try to stand Isn't it strange? How people can change From strangers to friends Friends into lovers And strangers again
this is art, i love this sm. I met a boy last day, he is french and he is in a exchange here in Spain. We just immediately clicked, in a few days he's going to go to France again and probably i will never see him again. Tomorrow is the last time im going to se him :((
This hits hard but Im in love with someone who lives a thousand miles away from me and the fact where i cant even see his smile and laugh in person hurts me the most. I told him that I like him many times now but all he says is "No." And he doesnt really care whether if I leave or not. He never even took me seriously at all. He keeps having new girlfriends every month while im here just waiting for him and whenever he breaks up with them, he'd always give me mixed feelings and just talk to me to ease his mood and feelings while in the other hand I actually enjoy our conversations in general. I still like him but i dont have the heart to tell him because I know that never in my life will her ever love me back. I dont want to make him uncomfortable around me and I dont want to lose him either so keeping my feelings to myself is the best option i could do because after all, being friends with him and being able to still talk to him is more than enough for me and i wont risk losing that bc of a stupid confession. (I've been in an unrequited crush for a year now lol) Update: I confessed to him guys. I told him that I like him. Sadly he rejected me and he told me that he needs to block me for some personal reasons. Oh well, I was planning on confessing first before getting out of his life anyways so I guess I'll be fine.
I know it's hard but I really think it's for the better 😔 believe in your fate, one day you'll find a boy who will truly love you and that you will truly love, you look so pure and sweet, you just deserve it!! This will be better than this bad and a little toxic relationship... cheer up dearie!! ☺❤❤
i don't want us to be strangers again , but the way its looking he doesn't think the same . he's taking new meds and it isn't helping him at all its basically ruining him and its hurting me because he doesn't show any love anymore , hes just grumpy and its been like this for a whole month . he's beating me up thru text and i cant do it anymore .
we go to the same school. our year-long relationship ended about 3 months ago. he plays basketball, I cheer. he found someone new. she came to watch him. my heart stopped.
i dont miss him, i miss our little moments. when he kissed my scars and hugged me so tight. the time he was cooking while i sat on the floor and watched him. all the times i was overstimulated and overwhelmed and he just held me. he never saw my stimming or comping mechanisms odd (as im autistic) he never saw me as wrong. he just never knew how to love. there is no right way to love, but he tried his best.
I was friends with this girl first friend I made when moving school in the 2nd grade we grew close she was my other half we knew everything about each other she was the girl that made me realize I was queer even thought I liked other girls she was the one she didn’t feel the same I respected that I moved and we stopped talking we still have each other’s number two times a year we talk for each other’s birthdays but even then it’s just a couple of text nothing like how we used to talk I miss her as a friend I wish I never realized
i want a love thats consumes me makes me forget all the bad things, someone who can quiten the voice in my head and when i had a hard day i can let it go with a hug from them. i want someone who makes life, liveable
We were together for 3 months. He changed my life in a way I thought no one could and I was happy again after a long time. Out of nowhere he broke up with me didn't explain why, later I learned it was bc he was going through a lot apparently and it was to much. I wished that we talked more tho maybe then we could of worked things out, I was going through a lot too and maybe I would've opened up too. He was my first love and I wont forget him. Talk to your partners tho, its what u can learn out of my story.
you're my best friend even though I don't know you, you make me feel loved, happy, all of these different emotions in these small happy moments, but you don't care, and I wish I could say that you do care but its obvious and I just hate the way I feel when I realise ill never be a good enough person for you, I do try my best, staying up late trying to text you making sure we don't drift away, sending you sweet messages, you being the first person I ever text in the morning and the last person before I go to sleep; hell I even text you before I properly wake up. And I know that our friendship won't last that long, its slowly being broken by an imaginary pair of scissors cutting through the string that connects us, slowly becoming two pieces that once were one, but I I hate the way you make me feel, you make me feel bad, but ill always have a special place for you in my heart, where ill store all the best memories of us and one day maybe one day we'll meet again.
I don't know what to say here but I wish he'd care more. It's complicated but he's always just not there somehow when I need him to be there. I love him and he loves me but I'm worried that he only loves one part of me.
Vou deixar bilhetes para você Abaixo da sua porta Abaixo da lua cantante Bem perto do lugar onde seus pés passam Escondidos nos furos dos tempos de inverno E quando você estiver sozinha por um momento Beije-me quando você quiser Beije-me quando você quiser Beije-me quando você quiser
i’m sorry for not being a good partner to you, love. i love you with everything that i am, i really do. and if we ever stop talking or if you ever find someone that can treat you better than i did, just know that i’m sorry and i have loved you so, so, so much, love. and that i’m always here for you, in your heart and spiritually
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if music didn't exist, many of us would be gone by now. it's a gift that we should take care of.
So true. I don‘t know what I would do without it
Totally agreed.
Literally facts. Music heals.
Hi i'm a 16 y/o pianist and I played this piece on my channel. It would help if you could check it out!
Agreed
I met a boy in Mexico,his name was Christian sarmi, we were in a pool sitting at a pool bar. His first language was French,but he knew the basics in English. We just immediately clicked and got to know each other. We hung out all day not leaving each others sight, I didn’t care if I fell in love but I did at the same time. I was still trying to move on from someone who hurt me, so I let go,let all of my bad feelings go. My whole life changed, after our first kiss I never let go. He was the nicest person I ever met in only 2 days. Before I had to leave the resort,I got to give him one last goodbye. Walking away knowing that was the best person I ever met in my whole childhood, no one ever treating me the way he did. Before I saw him I listened to je te laisserai des mots, knowing that would be the song that reminds me of Christian. So here’s to you, I know I might not see you ever again, but thank you for changing my life. I love you.
This is so sad yet beautiful... Didn't you try to keep contact through social media?
I hope you'll find the strength to keep a good memory of this story and to go on, and find your soulmate because I know he exists... I send you a thousand hugs ❤❤❤
Sometimes we're meant to experience people for a little while.Hope he sees your comment one day.
awe
It’s never a goodbye it’s a see you soon make it that!:)
Sometimes ....we think that they're going to be a book...but it was just a chapter...life is supposed to be tht way... beautifully strange... surprisingly sad but...an unforgettable experience (if souls have memory)
I miss him...... But I love this
virtual hug*
**virtual hugs** one day it'll get better, dont worry
At the end of the relationship, sadly but missing them is the best part. I say that because you can slowly work on finally letting them go. Love hurts but what’s love with out pain? *virtual hug*
same girly same
Hi i'm a 16 y/o pianist and I played this piece on my channel. It would help if you could check it out!
Saying I don't miss him is too vague. While I'm glad I got out of such an abusive relationship, I miss our small moments that made me smile. The soft ones with no yelling, those became rarer throughout the ending months.
I'm so happy I'm the person I became.
proud of you :) xx
i’m so proud of you
this made me break. im sorry u had to go through this, experiencing something similar now
@@brialaff it doesn't get better, trust me. You only heal and grow when you leave the toxicity behind.
this comment explained literally the thing no one wants to understand, I'm so proud of you, it gets better, still hard but better :)))
Je te laisserai des mots
(I’ll leave you words)
En-dessous de ta porte
(underneath your door)
En-dessous des murs qui chantent
(underneath the singing room)
Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent
(Near the place where your feet pass by)
Cachés dans les trous de ton divan
(Hidden in the holes of wintertime)
Et quand tu es seule pendant un instant
(And when you’re alone for a moment)
Ramasse-moi
Quand tu voudras
(Kiss me, whenever you want)
Embrasse-moi
Quand tu voudras
(kiss me, whenever you want)
Ramasse-moi
Quand tu voudras
(kiss me, whenever you want)
The last one is "ramasse moi" which means pick me up
En-dessous des murs qui chantent
(underneath the singing moon) ;)
"ramasse-moi" pick me up "embrasse moi" kiss me
@@florayvonne987 my lady "des murs" means walls not moon so it's actually quite close to singing walls
Edit: it becomes "underneath the singing walls";)
@@Hopeless.not.so.romantic the actual lyrics are "en-dessous de la lune qui chante" which means under the signing moon
Is it normal that it’s been 2 months since it ended and i still love him more than ever?
I will never forget him when i hear this but it makes me happy it’s strange 🤷♀️
Is it normal that it's been more than 6 months and he stills in my mind?!
We gotta make a group or something because it's been 3 months and I'm still in love
How empty of us to be so full of them. You give them so much power over your emotions and for what? Is that what they earned for all the pain they caused you? Sometimes you have to lose what you love and want to find yourself and happiness through you no one else, that’s when you get what you really wanted all along. Be happy alone so no one can take that from you even when they leave or put you down.
we were together for 5 months, and it took 2 years to get over it. there is no timeline for moving on, but i promise you, it will happen.
No it’s not it’s been 8 months still crying for him don’t know if I’ll get over him
its been 3 months since i broke up with him. he listens to patrick watson a lot these days, so listening to this ending with his lyrics broke me into pieces, it reminds me that i love my ex but im only bringing him down, god i wish i could turn back time and be better for him
Oof, felt
I want this played at my funeral
same
I miss him every day, I enjoyed our conversations but that wasn't what he was interested in, I expressed what I felt for him, and my feelings were totally ignored I don't know what I did wrong.. but I'm moving on.
Slowly but surely....you got this
Go find someone out there who'll completely acknowledge your feelings and love every side of you cause I know you deserve someone like that
he prob wanted to take you to your home in the moon lol
@@thesoulkz I know you think this is funny, but I know you're only 12 and you still haven't had your brain 100% done, so you don't know what it feels like to feel this shit happening to you
i’m hope you’re doing better now :) things weren’t meant to be and that’s okay, it’s time to heal and move on. proud of you for just being you and trying
i love him so much it hurts
Cheer up sweetie ❤❤❤
i miss them but i love myself more.
*cries even though i’m in a healthy, 5 year relationship*😂
Same but it's beautiful so we can't help that. Nearlt 3 years with my boyfriend and I'm sitting here sobbing.
Do you not fear him waking up one day and wanting out?
@@paballoreitumetse what’s good living life in fear, when you can just live life in the moment?
awww 🥺
@@leethejailer9195 beautifully put into words
I look at my best friend and her boyfriend and my chest physically hurts. Ive been in love with her for months and she told me that she’d never date a girl. Every single time she leaves me for him and meets up with him and sends me pictures with him part of me feels hurt and almost abandoned. But I could never not be in love with her. I love everything about her. Nobody could ever see her the way I see her. She saved my life and she’s slowly drifting away from me
It hurts so bad to fall in love with your straight best friend. I don’t wanna destroy our friendship and that’s why I just keep this feeling.
That transition gave me chills
For the real translation (and i'm french)
Je te laisserais des mots
(I'll leave you words)
En dessous de ta porte
(Underneath your door)
En dessous de la lune qui chante)
(Under the singing moon)
Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent
(Near the place where your feet pass by)
Cacher dans les trous d'un temps d'hiver
(Hiden in the holes of a wintertime)
Et quand tu es seul pendant un instant
(And when you're alone during a moment)
Embrasse moi quand tu voudras
(Kiss me whenever you want) ×3
Here it is with the real french words
I met a girl in school when I was 9, she was born in New Zealand, I was 9 and had never left Mexico (not even for a trip) and I didn’t know anyone from New Zealand, so I was quite interested in this girl, I spent like 2 weeks trying to befriend her and it worked, we were best friends, she once told me that she might love me more than she loves her parents, she moved to the UK so we couldn’t see each other in person, and we haven’t been able to see each other since then, but we used to call almost daily, I fell in love with her when I was 11, but I knew she was straight and would never like me back, so I managed to not really move on, but accept that it was one sided, but then she came out to me, and there was hope, but I still knew she would never love me back, but back in I think July of 2021, she confessed to me, and I confessed back, and I was so happy, and I was so in love, and then in I think November she asked me out and I said yes even though I knew it was a dumb idea to date at 13, but i still said yes, and we were so in love, we were so happy around each other, and she would constantly remind me that she loves me and I would do the same, and I meant it with all my heart, I was willing to do anything for her, but then (a few days after my grandpa died, and also a few days after New Years) she texted me saying that she wants to break up, I said that it’s alright but that I wanted to know why, she said she just fell out of love, she would always tell me she loved me more, I don’t think she was ever in love, love doesn’t fade so quickly, love lasts more than a few months, but anyways, we agreed to stay friends because we still like talking to each other, so I was ok, because I got to be friends with her, and I had already accepted she didn’t love me back, but then today she told me that she‘s made new friends in the UK, and that she likes other people, and that she doesn’t want to be friends anymore, and I don’t know what to do because she meant so much to me, I was willing to kill myself for her, I was willing to do anything for her, she once said some very sexual things to me and it made me uncomfortable but I went along with it just for her, and she left me, who was by her side for 4 fucking years for her new friends that she met a few months ago, it hurts so much, I feel abandoned, I feel like a puppy who gave their owner all the love they needed, but once they didn’t need anymore love they just left me on the side of the road, all alone, with nothing. I have other friends, but she always meant so much to me and I always loved her most, but she doesn’t care about me, she said the sexual stuff I told her made her uncomfortable, but she’s the one that said stuff like that first, it made me uncomfortable first, but I didn’t leave her, I went along with it, I did so much for her, I left another friend for her, I talked bad about people I love for her, I comforted her when she told me about her shitty family situation, I was there for her when she got rejected by her crush, I was there when her new friend turned out to be toxic, I was there when she said she hates herself, I was there for her, and I gave her all my love, I cared for her, and she left me for people she just met, she wasn’t even that nice about it, she just said “I’ve made new friends and I think I’m ready to move on from you” as if I was just there as a placeholder until she got new friends. Fuck you Dilara, I love you, but you’re so fucking ignorant, you’re allowed to have other friends, just don’t, leave me like that, it was so out of nowhere too, she said she loved me and then 2 days later she just, didn’t care about me and didn’t even want me as a friend
I'm sorry. I was that friend to someone else. She must have felt horrible all the time, we met online and grew up together but talked less and less as time went on. My life started to change in so many ways, meeting new people, overcoming a lot of troubles, hating myself etc. I have no idea what she went through. From the time we talked, she always seemed and mentioned that she was depressed. I'm not depressed, no, not to that extent. When I was young I led her own, I was acting flirty and sexual to her a bit, I enjoyed it, it was cute seeing her flustered, but as I grew up I realised more about myself and that I am straight. It's a strange transition, I know. At some point she confessed to me, and I turned her down, just because I don't like her that way. And I felt bad, because I led her to think that I'm romantically interested to her. And with time she developed strong religious beliefs...and she denied that part of herself. I think. I don't know. I'm not very religious, but I respected what she enjoyed. A few months ago we were discussing life, and with her change in attitude (that I haven't noticed as I havent talked to her...) I was not sure I was speaking to the same person. I didn't reply for a few days because I was so shook. When I came back to reply a few days later, she had blocked me. That was it. I think it was about time to cut it off... It wasn't healthy for either of us. I wasn't there for her when she needed it. And she was there for me when I wanted to message her, but I still struggled on my own. I was upset but...not too much. I guess I felt it coming. I just hope she doesn't feel upset or stressed because of me anymore. I just hope she is happier without me in her life. I can't message her in any way... and even if I could, I wouldn't. It's not good for her. I would just hurt her again.
I miss them.. I never wanted it to end we were so happy
im sorry and i hopw your better♡. Ik it’s random but I hope y’all have a great day! Jesus loves you and died for you! You are created for a purpose and ur loved! God Bless✝🤍
lol i've never been in a relationship, never experienced true love or found my soulmate BUT when i saw the boy i really like since 2019 having lunch with another girl my heart broke. i hate liking someone it's literally so embarassing and i'm always depressed.
pov you are listening this while you are seeing how great we all our just being ourself , and realised to work on yourself . starting ur self love journey but emotional ( girlies coz its MAIN CHARACTER VIBE )
PROUD OF YOU
i miss it ,that feeling of them being around and the stolen glances ,the little laughs and inner jokes , i miss them sm , i still remember evryday i spent with them ,the talks ,i still read our texts ,of how naive we were ,how we thought evrything was possible when we were together ,i miss you , i miss u even after 3 years ,even a little glimse of u make me mappy and gives me butterflies
What's sad is that he denies ever dating me... He told me he's embarrassed. He never really loved me did he? :)
♥️
I'm sorry to hear that, it probably hurts a lot huh :(
If he told you this, than it means that he doesn't deserve you
It must hurt a lot, but you'll find someone better when you'll be fine again
you deserve the world, and he isn’t so go find someone who is
hey, i dont know you just know that you deserve someone better. past is past. love yourself, honey.
You know, everyday I try to forget her. I’m trying to convince myself that I’m not in love with her. But at the end of the day, I know deep inside that I love her, only her. No matter hard I try to forget and convince myself, I love her.
Update: I asked her out! I found out that she liked me back when I wrote the first comment. And she still does. I’m still in love with her. But I’m so happy she likes me back, I just wish I asked her out before, now that I know she liked me back.
I dont know if anyone will read this but here is a update: we dated for a month. Everything was perfect, but I guess we where too good friends after all to be more than that. There where Lot of difficulties though that one month, so I decided to just be friends. And that was the worst decision of my life. She was my first love and I honestly don’t think I will ever love anyone the way I loved her. I know I’m young, and people say you can’t love at a young age, but I loved her like nothing else and still do. I think I will always love her, and there will always be a piece of her in me. I don’t think I will ever be able to love anyone the way I loved her. And I don’t know if that is a bad thing or not. We are still friends and we are going thrifting in a couple of days. But at the end of the day she was my first love and to know I wasn’t hers hurt. I loved her, she didn’t. But I can’t change that. Just one stupid decision of mine changed a lot.
But I would not have changed a single thing though out that one month we where dating. From dancing on the school rooftop when no one was watching to laying in the grass listening to cigarettes after sex and looking at the stars. Everything was perfect. And I guess I just have to remember all the good things.
this song reminds me of my first love. she was my everything. strange perfectly describes us now and i hate not knowing her anymore. je te lasserai de mots was one of the last songs we listened to before we broke up. i miss her everyday and i just want to be able to talk to her the way i once did. i will always love her
so randy , here I am in my room almost about to be a year later that i still miss you , everyday listening to you’re voice that I know have forgotten. those calls I wish I didn’t love so much. i got so used to you and the age gap just couldn’t work for you but that’s okay ill get over it eventually but I love you so much I hope you haven’t forgot about me . this is my goodbye randy you forever have my heart darling
i've never had a connection with someone like the connection i had with him. i don't know how to let go of him. we finally started dating and there was never that awkward stage, it was perfect. i always tell people i love them but i now i realize two months later after our breakup he's the only person i have ever truly unconditionally loved. it was just so perfect. the way he looked at me and t he way i looked at him it was so pure. pure innocent love.. i will never be able to have that with anyone else ever again unless it is him. he never asked for nudes or anything. i tried so hard to make it work when he said he didn't feel the same anymore. i'm finally letting go. je te lasserai des mots was a song i told him to listen to when he visited paris. music was my thing and he wasn't into music that much but he started to get into music because all the songs he listened to reminded him of me and that's why he has begun to love music so much. i just miss living for the hope of it all yk? it started in the summer when i got bored one night and randomly called him because we were good friends yk and then it just happened every night until i confessed. i remember when he first said i love you. i just miss us. my first, REAL, true love.
3 months of "talking", 7 months of dating, 2 1/2 weeks broken up, 20 days of us dating again. we're so young but we've put each other thru a lot of bs. as much as he's hurt me, i wouldn't wanna be hurt by anyone else, does that make sense? as much as i've hurt him i wish i could take it all back and just be a better me. i've been so grateful for the last 20 days because its giving me another chance that i don't deserve to prove to him that i can be better and that i do love him as much as i say i do. relationships that last include a lot of forgiveness and i love him to the point where he could hurt me in the worst way possible again and i'd forgive him just like that. with me getting another chance so does he. i hope that we make it to the finish line together :/ i'd rather go thru it with him 100000 times then start again with someone new.
I tried for you
Tried to see through all the smoke and dirt
It wouldn't move
What could I do?
I touch your head to pull your thoughts into my hand
But now I can't
Say isn't it strange?
Isn't it strange?
I am still me
You are still you
In the same place
Isn't it strange?
How people can change
From strangers to friends
Friends into lovers
And strangers again
Back to this room
Back to our roots
What did we lose?
What did we lose?
If I could, I'd pull your strings for one more dance
But I can't
Say isn't it strange?
Isn't it strange?
You look at me
I look at you
With nothing to say
Isn't it strange?
How people can change
From strangers to friends
Friends into lovers
And strangers again
Then the silence steals over to my bedside
And it whispers who I am
That violent disclosure turns my insides
Stops me when I try to stand
Isn't it strange?
How people can change
From strangers to friends
Friends into lovers
And strangers again
Eu tô tão esgotada de tudo e eu só queria chorar no colo de alguém
Essa musica é boa !!
it will get better ❤ trust me, you will find the one too cry with and let your feelings out I promise
we were never supposed to be strangers.
this is art, i love this sm. I met a boy last day, he is french and he is in a exchange here in Spain. We just immediately clicked, in a few days he's going to go to France again and probably i will never see him again. Tomorrow is the last time im going to se him :((
Stay strong
This hits hard but Im in love with someone who lives a thousand miles away from me and the fact where i cant even see his smile and laugh in person hurts me the most.
I told him that I like him many times now but all he says is "No." And he doesnt really care whether if I leave or not. He never even took me seriously at all.
He keeps having new girlfriends every month while im here just waiting for him and whenever he breaks up with them, he'd always give me mixed feelings and just talk to me to ease his mood and feelings while in the other hand I actually enjoy our conversations in general.
I still like him but i dont have the heart to tell him because I know that never in my life will her ever love me back. I dont want to make him uncomfortable around me and I dont want to lose him either so keeping my feelings to myself is the best option i could do because after all, being friends with him and being able to still talk to him is more than enough for me and i wont risk losing that bc of a stupid confession.
(I've been in an unrequited crush for a year now lol)
Update: I confessed to him guys. I told him that I like him. Sadly he rejected me and he told me that he needs to block me for some personal reasons.
Oh well, I was planning on confessing first before getting out of his life anyways so I guess I'll be fine.
keep your head up queen
I know it's hard but I really think it's for the better 😔 believe in your fate, one day you'll find a boy who will truly love you and that you will truly love, you look so pure and sweet, you just deserve it!! This will be better than this bad and a little toxic relationship... cheer up dearie!! ☺❤❤
Beautifully done. Bravo 👏
I love how all the people in the comments are connecting to this song.. :)
So I found this song through a Netflix show 👍🏻B)
Oh which show? I really like this song so maybe I'll like the show too lol
I'm so in love that I can't eat or sleep. I check my messages all the time, I daydream way too much. I only think about him. I'm so exhausted
This is what I needed tonight, thank you.
Iv'e never fell in love before, but I'm really looking forward to it :) !
Be careful who you give your heart to bb💕
@@purple_orchid2001 noted! :D
She’s got nothing left to do with me now.
Chills literal chills.
come back, i can't do this without you. i need you
Wow....break my heart. This is genius
This. This was the first song to make me cry.
it is strange the feeling that i ve realized so late he was my soulmate and when i did it was too late
Dang I think I’ll literally end up alone….. I haven’t been in any relationships all my 19 years of living :/
Hey love, just remember “Good things come to those who wait “ ;)
Hey same
@@kenmalovesBLUEberries Amen ❤️
this song is the theme of a movie, but I don't remember the name...
I love this.
this is rlly good
Beautiful
2:59 💔💔💔💔
i wish he’d come back to me
i don't want us to be strangers again , but the way its looking he doesn't think the same . he's taking new meds and it isn't helping him at all its basically ruining him and its hurting me because he doesn't show any love anymore , hes just grumpy and its been like this for a whole month . he's beating me up thru text and i cant do it anymore .
That one ymir edit
I miss her so much
my last straw
i love this
i miss you… i miss you so much and the person i was with you
we go to the same school. our year-long relationship ended about 3 months ago. he plays basketball, I cheer. he found someone new. she came to watch him. my heart stopped.
bro that's acc so sad. I hope you're doing well now
i dont miss him, i miss our little moments. when he kissed my scars and hugged me so tight. the time he was cooking while i sat on the floor and watched him. all the times i was overstimulated and overwhelmed and he just held me. he never saw my stimming or comping mechanisms odd (as im autistic) he never saw me as wrong. he just never knew how to love. there is no right way to love, but he tried his best.
Brava!!!! 👏
everyones crying about a sad relasionshp that ended idk what to do but im in a happy one so
no because imagine you sing this in front of him at your last goodbye
I was friends with this girl first friend I made when moving school in the 2nd grade we grew close she was my other half we knew everything about each other she was the girl that made me realize I was queer even thought I liked other girls she was the one she didn’t feel the same I respected that I moved and we stopped talking we still have each other’s number two times a year we talk for each other’s birthdays but even then it’s just a couple of text nothing like how we used to talk I miss her as a friend I wish I never realized
Bro I miss him💀 he wasn’t like the others..
I wish you all the best, stay strong
I miss him so bad and he left me like i was nothing. now i'm here.... 3:00 i cried so bad
take it as a lesson. grow as a human behing and use this experience to avoid the same mistakes in the future! hope your doing okay :)
3:00 THE TRANSITION 😧
3:00
isn't it strange how people can change
well that broke me
i want a love thats consumes me makes me forget all the bad things, someone who can quiten the voice in my head and when i had a hard day i can let it go with a hug from them. i want someone who makes life, liveable
I wish you all the best, take care
So beautiful
We were together for 3 months. He changed my life in a way I thought no one could and I was happy again after a long time. Out of nowhere he broke up with me didn't explain why, later I learned it was bc he was going through a lot apparently and it was to much. I wished that we talked more tho maybe then we could of worked things out, I was going through a lot too and maybe I would've opened up too. He was my first love and I wont forget him. Talk to your partners tho, its what u can learn out of my story.
Nunca fez tanto sentido MJ and Peter...
u did so good!! i did this too but u did so much better i loveeee love love this❤️❤️
and strangers again
Amazing!!
Perfect 💗
i really thought he was my soulmate
you're my best friend even though I don't know you, you make me feel loved, happy, all of these different emotions in these small happy moments, but you don't care, and I wish I could say that you do care but its obvious and I just hate the way I feel when I realise ill never be a good enough person for you, I do try my best, staying up late trying to text you making sure we don't drift away, sending you sweet messages, you being the first person I ever text in the morning and the last person before I go to sleep; hell I even text you before I properly wake up. And I know that our friendship won't last that long, its slowly being broken by an imaginary pair of scissors cutting through the string that connects us, slowly becoming two pieces that once were one, but I I hate the way you make me feel, you make me feel bad, but ill always have a special place for you in my heart, where ill store all the best memories of us and one day maybe one day we'll meet again.
wow.
Ok, I'll admit it,,,, i fucking miss you everyday
I think it's happening, I am terrified of what will become of us, I'm scared.
I met a girl in a party in April 2020. We lost contact but yet it’s of her I think of when I’m alone.
i love u…..
i loved him lol
wow
Lots of feelings but nothing to say ✧༺♥༻✧
Carlos i miss you:)come back plss
Well that hurt
her point of you
to his point of view
I don't know what to say here but I wish he'd care more. It's complicated but he's always just not there somehow when I need him to be there. I love him and he loves me but I'm worried that he only loves one part of me.
♡♡
The amount of broken people and their stories in this comment section is insane.
Vou deixar bilhetes para você
Abaixo da sua porta
Abaixo da lua cantante
Bem perto do lugar onde seus pés passam
Escondidos nos furos dos tempos de inverno
E quando você estiver sozinha por um momento
Beije-me quando você quiser
Beije-me quando você quiser
Beije-me quando você quiser
i’m sorry for not being a good partner to you, love. i love you with everything that i am, i really do. and if we ever stop talking or if you ever find someone that can treat you better than i did, just know that i’m sorry and i have loved you so, so, so much, love. and that i’m always here for you, in your heart and spiritually
1:11
Each day just gets worse and worse
I love you Carlitos
PAKYU EARL
His name is Chaz and I am down bad for him.
i hope he never leave me ( HE LEFT LMAOOOOOO)
💀 I'm so sorry 💛
sobs