PICK A CARD 🔮 Message’s From Your Mother’s Higher Self 📜
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 17 ต.ค. 2024
- Welcome, My name is Alexia. You can call me Lexi. I am a Clairvoyant, Clairaudient, Claircogneizant & Clairsentient Channeler & Energy Reader. I began my Spiritual Awakening at aged 14 & have been on an inner journey ever since. Over the years I have developed my skills through tools such as Tarot, runes & tea leaves. I am an Astrologist, Self Taught Numerologist & Reiki Practitioner (in training).
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PILE 1 03:02
PILE 2 38:16
PILE 3 01:03:13
PILE 4 01:29:09
I was called to channel a song for you all, as a message from the higher self of your mother & spirit to aid in healing or honoring your connection. You can listen to them on the links below ⬇️
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Pile 1 • Moana "Know Who You Ar...
Pile 2 • There You'll Be (2007 ...
Pile 3 • Mamma Mia! (2008) - Sl...
Pile 4 • Stop Crying Your Heart...
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🤍TIMESTAMPS🤍
PILE 1 03:02
PILE 2 38:16
PILE 3 01:03:13
PILE 4 01:29:09
I was called to channel a song for you all, as a message from the higher self of your mother & spirit to aid in healing or honoring your connection. You can listen to them on the links below ⬇️
🎵 CHANNELLED SONGS 🎵
Pile 1 th-cam.com/video/BZ9OR_S1OXw/w-d-xo.html
Pile 2 th-cam.com/video/0LH5YRqZUaY/w-d-xo.html
Pile 3 th-cam.com/video/Qe2m1wxb5_w/w-d-xo.html
Pile 4 th-cam.com/video/Kbssrtxdk4c/w-d-xo.html
Pile 4❤❤
Definitely want a sibling higher self reading! I did cut off a sibling for a month and now he is back in my life, but I dont want him to be. Piles 1 & 4
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If you can please make a siblings higher self, it would be helpful. Thank you so much 💓
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To everyone that resonated with pile 4, I feel your struggle and pain in this journey so deeply and while it makes me sad it also brings me so much solace knowing I’m not alone in this experience. Thank you so much for this reading, sending you and everyone all the love and light of the world 🤍✨
Thank you, and I pray that we break the cycles of this pain as far as it depends on us, and that less children will have to endure the abuse and trauma that occurs so much in the world.
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Pile 4. I'm blown away by how accurate it is, and grateful, and healed. Thank you so much, Lexi. I am crying it's so overwhelming. Please do sibling higher self reading. 🥀
Pile 1 is on point 😭😭 I haven’t spoken to her in years but I’ve been having dreams of her lately, and then I watched Encanto the other day and that nearly finished me off. Now this too! Spirit trying to tell me something for sure!
She was a bully, but I don’t think it was personal. I think she saw in me everything she repressed in herself and it was really just self hatred. I was the mirror.
The way she hurt me is actually why I’m so nurturing and gentle as a mother to my own child, and it’s why I work in a healing profession. I didn’t want to ever make anyone feel how she made me feel as a child and I promised myself I’d add light and love and kindness to this world everywhere I went.
Thank you for this, it was very validating and helpful ❤️
My mother took her life when I was 18. 11 years later, I see how she was the main catalyst into me becoming all that I am now, all that I am finally able to say I am proud of. Thank you for cultivating the space for these beautiful messages Lexi.💖
Pile 4... I cried so much, thank you! I recently started yoni steaming as way to heal my feminine energy. I'm starting to see that the work I do heals my ancestors and future generations. I needed to hear this, thank you so much! 💖🙏🏽
Pile 4 .Lexi, I was crying with you while I am listening to your message , I chose love instead of hate and I was deeply hurt since I was a child . I am 56 and still show my love to my mum and explain how I see life , My mum and other siblings live their lives with fear , I know why I am here and this is a reconfirming for me . I am a fighter and a giver all through my life . I have learned to draw my boundaries nowadays and limit myself to take on abusive friendship and even my spoiled younger brother . I don’t know if I can save them all , I pray that they understand what I am doing is because I love them all . Its a tough mission for me . Thank God that I have the support from the other side , I deeply can feel their love for me . Thank you for the message. Thank God that I found you . So blessed to have you. 🙏❤️sending you lots of love and light sis 🫂
Pile 3: Thank you Lexi. My mother is a narcissist sadly but she always had that intention of her kids not go through what she went through but, she put me and my sibling through a different type of hell. But to her it wasn’t as bad as her childhood.
Literally same. Glad someone can relate
I picked pile number four and I can pretty well convince myself this reading was a personal one. My family was broken and I had a very hard childhood however I felt I raised myself with the help of my guides. On top of that I now take care of my younger sister and have been a mother figure to her since I was a child myself. My mom has dealt with the EXACT issues you discussed here right down to having to eat the whole cake, not just a slice. For my entire life I made it my mission to try and heal my family but I know now the greatest thing I can do for them is lead by example and live a life that’s true to me. Thank you so much for this reading. I got emotional listening
So glad this reading resonated for you & I’m so proud of you!! Sending big hugs 🫂💛
Pile 2: My mother passed away almost 14 years ago. She had a hard life, and struggled with emotional and health issues, but she was stronger than she knew, and she is the reason I know what it feels like to be loved unconditionally.
This was a beautiful reading.
Thank you. 💕 & ✨
So sorry for your loss! Hope this reading brought you peace! 🫂💛
Pile 3: My parents were never physically available or emotionally there, only financially. My mom is always tough as nails and they always made me feel like I'm never good enough, didn't understand me. This was like a personal reading. So good! Thank you so much!
I resonated with pile 3 as well. I just want you to know that you were fearfully and wonderfully made by God himself! Keep soaring beautiful. 🙏🏾 blessings to you, and May God heal you in ways never imagined.
Just wow! I had to wait to hear this because I just wasn't ready. I picked pile 4 and it's so accurate! I know my mother came from abuse and didn't know how to parent. I cried throughout the whole reading.
You read my mom spot on with pile #1. The emotional distance, the awareness of a lack of nurturing and regret that she wasn't, the fire energy (cancer sun, but a leo stellium), the repression. She literally says all the time that she doesn't like to watch dramas because she doesn't like to feel anything and they're too emotional. Such a healing reading, thank you
👋 Hi, Leah! I'm Leah, too, and I just like seeing others, cuz it's not so common. I'm waaay too old to still feel a lil lilt in my step for it, but I still do ☺
Your pfp is so cute! Have a good one! ✌
Pile 4: This! This is why you are amazing. When you said Saturn return (mom was 29 when I was born), I was like "I'm done!" You hit every point. I appreciate you for this
My mum is born 29.
Same my mom was around 29 too when her and my dad had their toxic fling, and she gave birth to me when she was 30 not far from 31.
Pile 1. Thank you 🙏 for the clarity of how I’ve felt my whole life. Was very emotional but healing ❤️🩹 too. You are an amazing intuitive reader 🤗💫. I’ve done a lot of shadow work and healing and have been protecting myself around her. I know she did the best she could 💗 x
Pile#3 we both had really rough lives, we are getting a lot closer especially since I've found spirituality, she's a master number 11 and I'm a master number 22 so she's one of the few people in my family who finds the spiritual aspect of me interesting lol she can listen to my esoteric beliefs all day. She is so proud of the spiritual part of me and she learns so much from me. I truly enjoy our conversations. She's always giving more then she actually had of herself for others and we both been going through a deep healing.
Pile 2. My mother had a stroke last year and can't verbalize how she really feels, lost her independence and isn't herself anymore. So this really resonated and had me crying like a baby. I feel as if a part of her already transitioned but this video helped to bring some peace to my heart. Thank you 💖
Pile 2 my mom passed from a head. On car accident 2 years ago
I work at her job now , I got into two accidents on the freeway and was safe every time and I know it's her protecting me
She is a Pisces too
I appreciate this 💜💜💜
Thank you.. my mom passed away today and everything lined up exactly with what I’m going through. Pile 2
Pile #3 here. Lexi you absolutely blew me away with how accurate this reading was. You picked up on everything! So many things hit home for me. Especially when you said your mother took on the masculine energy and your father the feminine 🤯
Pile 1: thank you so much Lexi 💓 I don't think I could ever thank you enough but your readings are always perfect
I have been hesitant about this reading because I knew it would be very emotional. I felt ready now and pile 4 was so liberating and healing. Cried all the way through. I’m so grateful for this confirmations from both my mom and my ancestors. And I’m so grateful for you and what you are doing for us! Thank you a million times and more. So much abundance love and blessings from my heart to yours. 🙏🏼🕉☯️💟☮️✨
Pile 4….quite amazing…..I’m in shock that my experience was explained so thoroughly! I am in “no contact” with all my family after many years of trying and it no longer felt good interacting. Excellent insight and so true….
Pile 4:
Yesterday I did a forgiveness meditation with myself. I forgave myself something which I was so hard on myself before, and it was so easy to forgive in that moment, it didn’t even make sense why I would be so hard on myself on that. Then it cracked and I realized that I had been treating myself like my mother did, my whole life 😭 Putting me on a paddlestal for her ego, but never nurturing me, never loving me, bullying me and emotionally abusing me.
And then I broke off contact with her 😭 It was the hardest thing I ever did in my life, I have been wanting to do that for 10 years I think more or less. And finally, my love for myself grew so big, bigger than my wounds of being the healer/helper to my family. 😭
Then listening to this reading, I was crying my eyeballs out. My heart still hurts but it's a little better 😢💔 Thank you so much for what you do, thank you for being so emotional and feeling with me what I went through 😭 I have never cried so much in a reading!
3😢♥️i knew this but hearing it really come from her means so much. This is closure for me.
I'm pile 3 too. ❤️
Thank you Lexi, for taking on this intense reading 🥺 . Pile 4, and I don’t think I could describe my childhood any better. You were so on point with the father pile as well. You r gifts are sublime. Blessings to you! 💖✨🙌🏼
Pile 4 and YES, I have cut off a sibling, 2 in particular for my own well-being. And it's was very toxic. Oh my goodness! I was literally sobbing towards the end, when you said i needed to gather myself, i had to pause and purge, feel the love and pull it together to finish cooking for my children... what healing words.
Thank you for this🙏🏽
Pile 4…….I’m sorry it just started and I’m already given truth I never knew I needed so badly. Thank you 💗
I’m so happy this is resonating for you 🙏🫂💛💛
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Pile 4 I had a rough childhood but I grew and healed so much because of it. I feel I outgrew my family. I love them and I care for them as if they were my own children. I have to see them as toddlers to better understand them. I loved this reading thank you so much 🥰
it's interesting cause i asked for this i picked pile 4 and this reading was insane thank you so much. she ain't here anymore but you described it perfectly
I was led to pile 4. It was incredibly accurate, thank you so much for the validation of everything I just knew instinctively as a very tiny child, as well as all I have discovered during a very difficult 32 year healing & growing journey. You confirmed it all. So healing to hear this from another person.
PLEASE DO A SIBLING HIGHER SELF READING VERY SOON! I need it badly.
I was abused in every possible way by my only sibling, a 7 years older sister who is at her core the angriest, most easily offended person I’ve ever known. It was a reign of terror, including 34 murder attempts from when I was 6 weeks old to 7 years & 8 months of age. I suffered 19 near death experiences, it is a miracle I’m still here! My Dad’s mother &
archangel Michael protected me. My parents were rarely around as they had to work long hours, often 7 days a week to make ends meet. I had to protect them from the full horror of her hatred towards me, they already had so much worry.
SOMAtherapy treatments over the last year have been fabulous, the best modality I have tried for dealing with the huge amount of deeply buried severe trauma. As a result I developed severe ME/CFS at 24 when my body could simply take no more.
The journey & the healing continue at the age of 62. To other pile 4s, never give up hope! It is helpful just to know we are not alone in our pain through valuable platforms such as this one♥️
Agree wholeheartedly 🙏 thank you 4 your comment ~ I'm surprised I'm still here too! Blessings!
My goodness ☀️I just found this channel today and I must say Ms. Lexi you’re truly channeling the higher realms. Pile 1 and 4 were right on point, lots of confirmation so much healing I didn’t cry because I had done so much of that throughout the decades but I’m really touched and feel liberated by the messages. Thank You 😊 for this healing. Endless love and blessings to you 😇💗☀️
Pile 3. This was hard cause shes a covert narc. The small group you were mentioning was me. My dad is DEFINITELY the one thats emotional. Id be shocked if we had a heart to heart before she passes. But at least ik im doin something right. Much needed tears.
Thank you 🖤
Pile 1 feels so accurate. You did it well and you read perfect. My mum can definitely be locked with her emotions so I can understand what you said about not being able to sit in their emotions.
Thank you so much 🤍
My mum is a 🔥 sign. Leo 💃🏾💃🏾💃🏾
Pile 3, my mom used to sing "You are my sunshine" to me when I was young. Thank you your readings are always so accurate!
I picked Pile 2 and this reading really resonated with me. My mother passed away in 2018 and had been dealing with mental health difficulties and traumatic memories all her life. To know she is at peace and that she watches over me was the peace I needed. I always had a feeling she was one of my spirit guides but this reading confirmed it for me. Having said that a couple of things stood out to me in this reading. I believe it was the ten of pentacles that showed the two dogs. My mother loved dogs and had to put one down that had attacked me and bit me twice on the head when I was 6 so knowing that they are reunited also gives me peace. I can see in my mind's eye the two of them beside each other. The other thing that stood out in the reading was the water blanket. I was born in 1982 which according to Chinese astrology was a Water Dog year (talk about synchronicity) so knowing that a water blanket ceremony is being done for me on the other side of the veil helps a lot. I'm ever so grateful for this reading Lexi and may the Infinite Creator's many blessings rain down upon you!
Pile 4 thank you. I wasn't expecting this to be so deep and accurate. You've given me much to think about, thank you
Pile 3 wtfffff this is so on point
Thank you. Pile 2. My mum passed many years ago and I think of her and miss her every day. You are so very talented and gave me lots to process.
First time on your channel and pile 4 had me in tears the entire time!! 😭😭😭 every single part of it resonated. Even with the siblings. So spot on. It’s truly amazing. I’m feeling the love. Thank you for your beautiful gift!! 💝💕🤍✨
pile 01. i can't tell you how much i cried last night when my mother came home from a trip that lasted a whole month. everything you said hit such a personal spot in my heart, but in a very healing way. my mother's extremely rigid, unemotional, logic & not at all nurturing. i'm choosing to actively heal this through therapy + shadow work and today i understand it had nothing to do with me. she was extremely emotionally ab*sed throughout childhood and today this is how she operates, sadly. but it has nothing, nothing to do with me & it's about her wounds and trauma. thank you so much lexi, you have no idea how much closure you've given me.
Wow! Number 4 is resonating. Most definitely! Especially the part with the sibling. I wasn't sure at first which sibling because I have an older brother by my dad, And a little brother ; we have the same parents. When you said there a bit of a lost cause right now. I knew spirit was talking about my little brother. He seems like a lost cause because he isn't doing anything with his life and he's 22. My mom being afraid to let me go is exactly what I've been dealing with for a long time . This was great! A sibling one would be good too .I'm definitely gonna do some ancestral/ generational healing.. I guess I'm here to shift things in my family line . That's crazy you pointed out the number 22 in pile 4. I'm literally watching this video and I happened to look at the date and it's February 22.. Wow
I was looking forward to this one. We didn't have great relationship growing up but we have gotten so close now (like a past life I remember where we were sisters 😹)
Pile 3 ✨
Pile 3. We've always had ups and downs and I have never doubted she loves me, but when you said there's a conversation coming, I got chills. There's been some strain lately and I feel like it's leading to something, so this rang true. As well as other things that were spot on.
I'm grateful Lexi. That you're called to do these type of readings. I cried from the first to the last messages on Pile 3. I'm currently healing my childhood atm. Really needed to hear them. 🤧😌💛
Pile 4- im so glad you made a video pertaining to family's higher selves, especially the mother. Just this whole pile resonates so deeply even still recently I've been nervous of moving out since my dad passed away and my mom would be alone. And I'd tell my twin sister (who is pulled from the waters too) how I feel so guilty leaving her behind, my sister though hasn't forgiven my mom and said she's gonna cut all contact and reminded me of how she's hurt us in the past. But I've come to realize that my mom is just very hurt and just with alot of other people that alot of the times people actions towards you are from their own experiences and pain and not necessarily cause they "hate you". But I've been so nervous that I can't help my family but I'm super relieved that I'm already helping them by just being myself. Me and my sister talk about therapy alot for my mom so I really hope she's embodying that and getting the help she deserves, especially since she talks about her parents and sisters wounds alot. Anyways this video came right in time considering yesterday I was in a deep energy of feeling like no one has ever loved me cause everyone has always hurt me.. come to realize everyone is just projecting their own pain. So it's super nice to hear that my family does love and appreciate me. Thank you so much and lots of love to everyone who chose pile 4 because ik it wasn't easy healing this trauma ❤
I can't say enough about how incredible you are with your gifts. You blow me away every single time; wow. I picked pile #1, and everything you said was completely spot-on; you never missed a beat. Thank You💗
Thankyou so much dear!🥰😇
Luv u mom n the Spirit guides for watching over me, wnevr I am confused(fearful) and in need of luv.. care.. hope n selfworth 😌😍
I always promise not to cry but tears start rolling down with ur loving n strengthening memories over past many years..
🤲bless me in my life purpose n provide all the grace n clarity of heart n mind to be a pure courageousHappySoul!
Always your loving child serving n continuing with ur vision of shareN care with Courage n Overcoming shame/guilt forced by the ignorant selfishbeings!pile2
🥰🥰also attracted to pile 3.Beautiful read!
I'm pile 1, most of the reading was my situation exactly. She suppresses all of her emotions and it manifests as her weight. She uses food to self-soothe and it explains why I do that too. She absorbs the whole family's emotional outbursts because she's "the sound and motherly one" and she claims to not mind but it's because she does her best to keep the peace, even if that means she loses her own. It's hard for me to watch it. I would (and still do) get mad at her whenever I could sense she was holding back just for the sake of others, it taught me growing up to do the same for others and to put my needs last. I know she never meant to cause that kind of harm, I know she was taught to be this way and it was never ever her fault. I love my mom so much and she loves me too, we have a much better relationship than ever. I know I'm showing her a lot just by me healing for myself, she tells me this all the time, it's very healing to hear from her. Thank you for this reading, it was so helpful to have the confirmation!
Pile 4 and i did in fact pick the pile for the father pile you mentioned. I cut off everyone in my family. I have 5 siblings, my father is passed, my mom is narcissistic. I did feel like i left them behind...i chose myself for once, and felt guilty. I love them all, but they are not.good for me. You just said bittersweet in this one too...bittersweet is a tattoo my 3 sisters and i have. Generational trauma. Thickly. I tried to save them...i hope they learn, even without me there. This helped me, thank you. 🙏🖤❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
Pile 2. It was 3:45 am and I was crying. I just needed a message from my guides and this appeared. I think it could be my granny. Im crying more. Thank you Lexi, your videos always make my day and I always resonate with them so much!
Lexi, you never cease to amaze, like, SAINTS, HOW DOES A GENERAL READING RESONATE SO MUCH???
Pile 3 is for me. Thank you so much, Lexi! This is so grounding, these confirmations. 🙏🏾✨🤍 I Feel her love. ❤️, and yours. Thank you.
Pile 2: I believe this message is from my grandmother
This is so important to me right now. I had a horrible childhood and survive extreme abuse in infancy. My biological mother is dying of lung cancer right now she is at stage four. This reading is sacred right now. You are brilliant! Thank you 🙏🏼 group 4 you are absolutely brilliant. Thank you so much for bringing us this incredible reading. You are incredibly sweet. I survived the murky waters. I really am so humbled that you are weeping with us.✨ I want to give you the world for feeling our pain.🔮
omg it resonates so much！！！when you were choking i was about to cry😢
U had me crying this hit me so hard and I NEEDED to hear this. My mom and I are going through so much and we fight so much and don’t seem to see eye to eye. I love my mom and I know she loves me I just can’t with her energy right now.
Pile 3 this made me cry ...i love my mom and she's so strong ...thanks Lexi this reading really helped me understand her better. 💓👑
Pile 3 💝💛❤ thank you Lexi
#4 omg I picked the pile with the tornado in the father reading .... I'm getting chills. Thanks for connecting with my sibling I cried so much haha
Pile 3…. Wow. This resonated so much with my story and who I am. I’ve struggled with my relationship with my mothers for years… she didn’t show much affection as I became older and it confused me! But as I grew I started to understand her trauma and what she’s went through. She just wanted me to have the best life I can make… and she is definitely a Virgo lol!!!! This is helping me to rebuild our relationship. I love her so much. But she has some ways that can be toxic , but she also has a loving and beautiful light. Thank you Lexi. This is apart of my healing.
Pile 2, my grandmother. She’s my spirit guide. Yes the tears wouldn’t stop coming. Man this hit so close, so personal. Thank u Lexi, everything u said resonated. I am a medium and I’m thinking on directly communicating with her, even tho she’s starting to come through more now.
Wow pile 4 was so on point. Me and my mom have lots of karma from past lives together. I have Uranus and Neptune in my 4th house, very hectic home life growing up. You picked up my siblings energy exactly as well. You are very very gifted 💙
Lexi, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I picked pile 4 (and also picked the tornado pile in the father reading) and this helped me so much. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I’ve released a lot thanks to you and the messages you’ve conveyed. I so want to help people in the way you’ve helped me and my family’s higher selves in getting these messages through. And I would love that you do a sibling higher self’s reading please. I have a sister that I love dearly but because of our childhood, I feel like I’ve missed out on her, like our bond is present but there is distance between us. So I intend on taking a step towards her soon to try and strengthen our bond, to catch up on the moments we didn’t get to have together as sisters 🥰 Thank you so much again Lexi 🙏🏻
Same here! Weirdly enough, my dad used to see me as this brewing storm. Little did I know, he was a destructive wind, for the longest time. I got truly aware of everything much later in life, as well as all the pain everyone was most of the time silently carrying.
I feel for you and your family @Josie819 It’s so hard to be aware of these things, to start seeing and feeling the pain that was brewing underneath the surface 😢 And it can hide so deeply! Like recently I’ve started healing things about my relationship with my dad I didn’t realize I needed healing for and that I had no clue had an impact over my life.
Yo!!!! I chose pile 3....I work for the fair and I make cotton candy!!!!! Everything you said resonates with me....my mother past away when I was 12. I miss her everyday. I'm literally crying...ugly crying
When you first posted this! I was so angry at the thought of hearing from my mother's higher self. I was going through so much with my family that I knew that's not who I'm dealing with so why bother? And 2 years later I've shed so much and felt like now is the time. And pile 4 was my pile. I wanted to heal my mom so badly. I saw her potential and I watched her give up! I now created a whole new life for myself and cutting her off was so hard but I couldn't breathe being attached to her. I saw she was trying but the mixed energy was fogging up my mind. Then you mentioned my brother and my cousin!! I can't believe it took big ol me! I fought hard I'm so proud I made it out! I actually achieved what I always knew I would. Thank you so much for this closure! Thank you for being so amazing!
I'd really love a Sibling's Higher Self reading, that would be wonderful! I chose pile #4 for this reading and pile #3 for my Father's Higher Self reading and my gosh did you hit the nail right on the head... How both readings correlates, I was completely shooked, it made me understand so much! Thank you dearly for this, much love to you Lexi
Pile #2 - I do miss my mother incredibly so, she was the brightest light and the biggest heart in a messed up world... she passed. Thank you for this ❤❤❤
Pile 2 yes my mom died 10 years ago in my arms. She had mental and physical illment. I'm so comforted that she is watching over me. Thank you.
Wow Lexi, you’ve done it again 😭…. I’m sobbing.. the connection you made to the fathers higher self message? Describing how I’m basically coming online in my physical body 22 years later?? And describing how I get random bouts of energy whenever I feel depressed??? Spot fucking on 😭😭😭 I literally cannot thank you enough for what you dooo!!! I felt the extra love and applause you held for me at the end… I do feel the huge contrast of themes that is the notebook/SpongeBob but I’m so happy to finally be seeing a new movie 😭🎉🤪✨🧚🏾♀️🌙
Pile 4..... thank you ! Crying my eyes out.... connotatie believen ut but its so resonating and it hurts, but means alot. My mum passed 6 June 2021💔 and have been having schreef a hard time with it, coz i coulant save her... i miss her. Thank you so much love from the Netherlands 💙
Thank you Lexi. Pile 3. You can’t really reach true heights tied up in chains. No matter how good the intentions are, this kind of love is twisted. No explanation or apology can reverse the damage done.
That was an OUTSTANDING reading Lexi! Absolutely 💯% on so many finer points! Pile#4, by the way. 🥰
I literally grew up barefoot in the countryside, all alone most of the time. I escaped the awfulness, the horror of life.
I used to lay flat on the grass and gaze at the sky, and dream about heaven.
I loved everything about nature, clouds, magic trees, birds, the wind over the grassland, the silent gentle rain, sparkling snowy Sunday mornings.
Love came to me by direct connection with spirit.
I felt invisible to my family and suffered many major traumas.
By the age of six I understood I had to protect my parents, and at the same time was often reminded "you're no-one special, nobody is going to stop and look at you".
You're right Lexi, my sense of self worth for many years came from those early wounds, and I compensated by 'being needed'. I've literally saved lives, and rescued many people, (no exaggeration) yet even that still filled me with sadness at times, and feelings of wishing I could have done things better, or done more.
Now I'm older and have grandchildren, I've learned to let go of those wounds, replacing them with self nurturing and forgiveness. I pray always for my mother to find healing in heaven, and to be nursed back to her full glory by the Angels.
She was a truly amazing woman, and I had an amazing father too, despite his dark shadow side. I still meet him in my dreams, and I can see he is at peace.
Bless you, Pile #4, as your lives must have been just as traumatic, if not more so.
Always remember you are loved, so love yourself too!
🙏 ❤❤❤❤❤🙏
Pile 1 💕 everything you said was so spot on! I had a huge release that I needed to do. Thank you 🙏🏼
Pile 2, my mom passed away when I was young before I really got to know her and I’ve always considered her to be the head of my spirit team. Thank you for this 🤍
Thank you I rlly needed to know from my mom she's my everything, everything I had everything I have .
Thank you 🙏. Pile 4 was mine. My birthday is the 22nd day. Saturn return as well. You were accurate on every level. 22 every time I look at the clock. I saw this video and was guided to watch it.. by the title.. my mom was a Leo and my childhood was very very dark. Before she passed I was never at peace with it because she never explained why she let certain things happen to me and I never felt she loved me because of those things. This was insane 😳 I am extremely close to spirit. Literally I know when I am being shown and guided all the time.
Was worried after not feeling called to the father's higher self video that I wouldn't have any messages here as well, but this hit so hard in pile 4. I thought I'd get through it without crying but when you described their fear of not wanting me to leave, I broke down because in my head I just kept saying "I can't stay". I've been waiting for the right time to be able to leave and cut certain people off because I really really need to. It was just waterworks from there on out.
Lexi, I have put this reading off for several months. I knew it would trigger me. But something told me I was ready finally today. I chose pile 1. I literally just had a bad phone call with my mom guilt tripping me exactly the way you explained, yet again. I've been doing intense healing since the pandemic started. I started sobbing because until now I didn't even realize I was being abused all this time. And it shocked me, I felt like I was done healing, I covered the bases, but I totally missed this. Ive had hard relationships with both my parents so I couldn't even compare who was right or wrong. Thank you so much for this reading. You've just brought another shadow aspect to light, you've set another part of my trauma free. Thank you so much for your gifts, always. 🥺💕
Pile 1. Very accurate & healing 🌿🩷 thank you, Lexi! That song from Moana makes me cry every time I watch it / listen to it ~ I can feel the ancestors around me & I know in my bones that the healing I am choosing ripples out across generations both forward & backward
Pile 3: right on. My mom told me that she raised in the way her parents didn’t and she didn’t not want to have the life she experienced. She did have roughy childhood and her life has been pretty rough but she’s done everything for me. I’m so thankful that we have a loving and healthy relationship.
Thank you so much dear my Mom passed over a few weeks ago and feeling her loss and the day after she passed over there was seagulls in the parking lot in the winter and a license plate reading jersey shore the beach was our favorite place .
A LOT of emotions tonight and I'm grateful for it. I actually picked two piles tonight and I needed them both. My first one, I think, ended up being my grandma and/or cousin who had passed (pile 2). I've been feeling really heavy and had a two panic attacks this past weekend. Last night I went to bed crying and telling them how much I needed them right now because I just need their love so badly right now. I almost picked a new pile when it wasn't my own mom but then the hierophant came out and I knew I needed to stay for that pile. Thank you so much for bringing them through to me.
I still wanted to hear from my mother and I picked pile 4. I know it was heavy and I would have thought it'd make me feel more anxious or depressed but I got to cry and SO much weight was taken off of my shoulders. I've always felt like I needed to be the strong daughter/sister. My mom did not have a good childhood and she's very resentful toward my grandma for it. As a whole, I felt like my family loved each other but I longed so much for that individual love from my mom and dad (I still do). You said feeling needed is how I feel love and it's so true. Then talking about mom or family being jealous of my growth and I've consistently felt guilty for my success but it's exactly what this pile is saying - I know I want better for myself and my kids when they come along. Everyone is watching me and I feel like I need to dim my light sometimes but I DON'T.
Overall, thank you so much. I'm so glad I found your channel. The last two days have meant so much to me with your readings and you deserve all the blessings from spirit ❤
Lexi you did a really wise job today... I'm soo proud of you.. Taking others vulnerable energy is soo brave.. I'm soo sorry.. Pile 4 was sooo heavy.. I knew my mother and sibling don't want me to abandon them that's why they have given me soo much trauma unconsciously.. Yes we need a sibling reading too.. I can't believe that their higher self is soo wise and loving but in 3d they are actually suffering... Thank you Lexi.. Thank you
Well…angle spirit on earth… I just met you, I’ve seen only one post before but it made me sub, I’m 10 minutes 26 seconds into this…& bawling my eyes out wondering who tf you are…beautiful soul!! My material world is calling, regrettably I must go and pause here, but I will be back for sure and I will let you know more about who I am because you’re nailing me every step of the way and I owe you a deep debt of gratitude already beautiful Lexi✨💙🌌♌️
This is wild…The day that I listened to this reading, you came out with a video about a message from your higher self, where I picked pile two. The message was about being surrounded by strong female energy and mother Gaia as I work on healing childhood wounds inflicted by my mother. Then I saw this video recommended and chose pile 1. I can’t even describe how much these readings resonated with me, as I have been no-contact with my mother for over two years. My aunt was talking about my mother yesterday and how she would judge me for the choices I made. I didn’t even realize how much that hurt until I had these readings. Your readings have resonated with me A LOT, and these ones had me in tears. Thank you for shining light and channeling these messages❤️
I did pick the tornado pile for my father's higher self. I felt understood in my pain and it feels amazingly healing to my soul that you were willing to feel those emotions for me. I thank you for taking on the heavy load with me , through me. You have truly helped me. I'm crying tears of joy, forgiveness, with a new understanding of gratitude. Love you Lexi the leo... I'm a leo too
My mother is abusive and narcissistic, so I was hesitant to click on this video. But in pile 2 my grandmother came through, she was an amazing loving person but sadly passed away when I was a child. I still miss her but it is comforting to know that she is my spirit guide and always has my back. I know that she is helping me step away from abusive family members and to live my life fully. Thank you for the beautiful reading Lexi!
Pile 3. My relationship with my mother has always been strained by her controlling nature and my free spirit. I am grateful to finally learn the back story behind that behavior. This reading enabled me to finally forgive her, something I’ve been trying to do, but have been unsuccessful prior to now in accomplishing. I could feel the love coming through in this reading and by having that insight into her behavior I am able to forgive, freeing both of us.❤
Pile#4 is my entire life in a nutshell. Thank you for this powerful reading.
You came across my feed..but I appreciate this for inner child healing.
I so needed this reading! Pile 1 gave me healing and thank you! Sending blessings ❤
I watched this video when it first came out a year ago. I resonated with pile 4. It’s one of your memorable readings and I know pile 4 took a toll on your energy. This video popped up into my feed again and I was drawn to it since I’ve been doing a lot of mother side shadow work. Here I was thinking, maybe I missed or wasn’t ready for a message the first time or maybe there’s something in another group. I picked pile 3 this time. One minute in, I was thinking this doesn’t sound like my mother but I kept going anyways. Five minutes in, oh my god, this is MY higher self to my daughter, right down to the conversation of “This is why I’m like this.” I needed to hear her future voice so I can continue the shadow work from another prospective. I am too protective over her because I came from pile 4. Thank you, Lexi.
Pile 4 here.
This reading is so spot on. My mother is a communal narcissist. Me and my older brother grew up in so much violence. She was the cause of all of the violence. She made sure that we were scared of her and then she abondened us when we were teenagers to go pursue a political carreer in our native country. Now, she's trying to rebuild a relationship without taking any accountability for her past actions. Her memory be foggy; that's how narcissist do.
For the last five years, she has been in such horrible situations. She's back at being in survival mode. She's been counting on her children to support aka reparent her but I finaly gave up this year as it is not my responsability. I can sense she's been suffering but I don't have any grace left in me.
All that said, I felt everything you've said in the reading and I appreciate you channeling the dept of those emotions but I feel pround because I can listen to your words without getting emotional myself which show the fruits of my labor.
Some of the things you've said were so spot on being born in her Saturn Return, being raise by spirit; having a big heart.
Thank you again.
The way pile 3 resonates is INSANE!! you are so talented n gifted. Thank you so much for everything you do for us!!!
I picked pile 4. Beautiful reading. Bless you my friend. Have an Epic Day :)
Pile 2-wow, thank you so much for this today! It felt like a personal reading ♥️😭 when I saw the title to this one I wondered if I watch this one and if I did who would it be for because my mom passed away when I was 4 and my dad remarried and his wife adopted me and there is much love there and at the same time it has been a rocky road and we are very different and the last several years I have looked into my mom and what she was like as growing up after she passed we hardly ever spoke of her and it’s during these last few years that I have been it feels like grieving for the first time for her and missing her and I have felt like she is with me and when you mentioned about her and other loved ones around me I have been getting this feeling and have had dreams about being surrounded by a cloud of witnesses and that they are cheering for me and supporting me on my journey …This entire pile 2 resonated for me and I’m very grateful for you and for sharing your gift with us . You are a blessing ♥️🙏 I also wanted to add thank you for reassuring us that our loved ones are safe and well because I have faith my mom is safe and with God in heaven but when we can’t see or talk to them and we have our faith but at times we worry and this was encouraging to hear today and that she isn’t in any more pain .
Would loooove a sibling higher-self ! i just want to say that i love you so much, thank you soooo much 🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️
Once again Lexi, you did it again lol. Pile 4 , i cried the entire time with you WOW. I have so much to confirm, but ill leave it at thank you. I love you so much !!🥰
Wow, I’ve always felt like my mother was my child. The adults around me didn’t act like adults or parents. Myself and my brother are very independent and learned not to rely on anyone.