I once heard someone say it doesn't matter how old you are, when your last parent dies you become an orphan. It's confronting, painful, isolating and challenging to find yourself again.
I am so happy to see you making content again. It doesn't matter to me what you focus on, as we grow and change it is nice to see your channel evolve! Missed your beautiful face girl.
So excited for you new direction. I firmly believe that when creators do what they love instead of what they feel obligated to do only good comes from it. I similarly moved my channel direction a bit a year or so ago and the numbers were hard for awhile but I at least love everything I do now.
I 1000% loooove where your channel is now! I use your videos a lot as lightning in a bottle...when I feel like I don't have the energy to get into the sewing room I'll watch a video or two and I'm inspired to get sewing. ❤️❤️❤️ Hopefully we can do another fun collab next year!
Sewing, shopping, stories, and style! (instead of the word fashion) :) I'm very excited about the direction you're going and can't wait to see your new videos!
Literally just found you and have been binge watching your videos, I found you through a pattern I wanted to get a review/tutorial on. I’ve found that patterns with the number + the name have HUGE hits for vintage/reproductions because no one really does them but when they do it seems like the view counts are pretty good. I subscribed for a totally different reason, you’re*real* - it’s annoying to watch videos of people who seem so plastic and push brands, products, ideologies, because for whatever reason it seems like *everyone got the same memo at the SAME time* and it’s all you hear across soooooo many channels. I LOVE that you’re interests are varied and still manage to have a cohesive theme through your channel. It’s so hard to find a real one on YT and I feel like I’ve found a gem! I have shared your channel with errrrrybody I know ❤ but want to say always remember YOU are the most important thing and your health and well being is number one. Big hugs 🤗 and keep doing you!
I love that you are niching out! I know so many creative people feel stuck in niches and I am glad you are looking at all the things in a broader more 'you' way!
I stumbled on your channel and heard you like spooky, serial killers, ghosts and goblins and of course vintage life. In my mind we are now best friends. Subscribe! From one creep to another ❤
S is for STYLE And more seriously, thank you for taking care of yourself, and for sharing your authentic self with a bunch of semi-strangers on TH-cam. Much respect for that! I’ll be looking forward to your new content, especially because it will be made in a way that’s healthy for you.
Darling your sweet smile has been very missed. Sorry for your loss and the grief you've delt with as a result. You are very brave for posting about your depression and hardships you have been dealing with. Much love to you, can't wait till February!!
Hi Jennifer, I just found you through Stephanie. You have been through so much. I look forward to watching more of your videos. I lost my mama 10 years ago to Cancer and my Dad 2 years ago to a massive Heart attack. So I feel you Hun.
Thank you so much for sharing your grief. I too lost my mom in the past year and am again feeling sad about the death of my father. It’s anniversary time this month, which intensifies all those feelings. On another topic, I just recently saw your video about the vintage dress challenge you and Stephanie shared, an loved your detailed approach to resizing and sewing. I immediately subscribed and am looking forward to future adventures with you!
Hi Jeniffer, this is the second of your videos I have watched. I am so sad for your losses, please know you don't walk this path alone. Let me say I am Sorley Impressed! Your willingness to open your heart and share your journey through pain and healing means a great deal. Thank you so much. I am looking forward to February 5th, as well as checking out your previous content.
S word for fashion: sartorial! Love that you are back and excited for the future:) thanks for sharing your grief and journey with your mental health-it’s so important to know that none of us are alone. ❤ to you
Glad to see you back, babe. I make TH-cam content as well and used to post multiple times a week years ago but I hit a lull and it's REALLY hard to get back into it. For what it's worth, I LOVE your content and hope you'll make more sewing content because I am brand new to sewing and it's super motivating to sew along with you!
Love your energy and personality. Loved your content before but I am totally here for your rebranding, debuting on my birthday, (what!!!?, yessssss!!!!!) Sewing, shopping and stories (of the strange and unusual) are 3 of my favorite “s”s. Can’t wait to see what you do next.
Here to support you 100% I can't wait for you to restart your channel. Here to support you 1000%. I absolutely understand where your coming from. I'm in the same boat, reinviting my channel and trying to get myself off the ground is a huge struggle. Sending you all the love and YT hugs
It’s so great to have you back! I really love your hair colour. ❤. I am so excited about the launch of your new channel 🎉 What an interesting story, I had never heard about it before. Jimmy Stewart is one of my favourite actors. I read somewhere in an interview with him, he said that when he needed to show distress or grief in a movie, he would think of all the young men who were lost in his squadron during the war. 😢
Same, i still love it and my home etc is still very vintage/ retro but it was hard with life and work to keep it up at least clothes and hair 24/7 and keep buying clothing etc when i already had so much.
@@chloedemure I also still love the aesthetic and my basement "woman cave" is all done in vintage kitsch, but I never do the hair or "complete look" anymore. It's amazing how modern and fashion forward a dress from 1916 can look with a mullet and trailer park makeup lol.
@@JenniferElise Can't speak for everyone, but every single one of my friends who did the whole vintage glam look 10-15 years ago are now more vintage-casual. Glad to see your channel evolve more into this direction :)
I'm glad to see you back at it again and sending virtual hugs and love your way. Grief is such a hard thing that never really goes away it just changes. The last few years have been that way for me. I lost my brother, grandfather, and then last year, both of my grandmothers within a month of one another.
I’m so excited to see you here, and I can’t wait to see the new direction you’re taking. Glad you’re doing what makes you happy! I’m along for the ride 😉
You words about grief and being ok/not ok are so real and heartfelt Jen. So sorry for your losses. I am looking forward to the relaunch of your channel very much 😊
Sending you loads of love Jen ❤ I’ve been not so great at keeping up with all my TH-cam videos In the last year but happy to hear you’ll be back in February and in the meantime I can catch up on the videos I’ve missed! Sorry to hear the loss of your sweet pup ❤ and glad to hear you’re taking care of yourself xxxx
I'm so sorry to hear that you've suffered so much loss in what sounds like such a short period of time. I think that grieving is an ever evolving process. I've found for myself that while I never stop missing the people or pets that I've lost eventually those losses get integrated into my psyche and it gets easier. It's okay to not be okay, but it's also okay to be okay even in the midst of grieving. Watching a fun sitcom or movie or hanging out with a friend, etc. can still bring some joy into your life even when you're suffering. Sometimes distraction can bring a helpful perspective that reminds us that life can be good and that the possibilities for healing are out there. I've really enjoyed your videos over the years and you've taught me so much about how to do vintage hairstyles. I'm still going to be looking at those videos so I'm glad they're not disappearing entirely. With the pandemic I kind of lost track of this part of my life. I've recantly learned to embrace and style my natural curls which honestly is just as much work and requires just as much product so I might as well start throwing my hair into rollers again, right? :) I'll be looking forward to seeing the changes you'll be implementing! In the meantime, be gentle with yourself. We're rooting for you. Also, if I ever make it back to Chicago I'm taking that tour - I'm betting it rocks like Motorhead.
JENNN! So happy to see your beautiful self! Excited to see your plans come to life for the channel. WE LOVE YOU ! Been here for years, i cant believe its already a decade since your youtube started. You were A HUGE inspiration (and still are) when I began dressing vintage. Here to send you continued support and best wishes! Keep being you, thank you for always being real with us
Hi. I've put a note in my new diary on feb 5th and am excited to start on this new journey with you. I'm so sorry for what you have been through. Taking life day by day and being easy on yourself is something I have had to learn to do this year and you explained it beautifully. Sending you huge hugs ❤
I believe this is one of your best videos. I'm sure you have touched so many people like myself and others who have gone through loss, struggles and difficult times. Thank you!❤
Meeting you at DragonCon was one of my favorite memories! I proudly have my pin on my lanyard now :) (And I've been able to recommend the costix to other costumers, too.) Grief is such a challenging journey. I am so sorry you have endured so much lately but am thankful for the ways that you chased after happy. Thanks for encouraging us in that too. I am excited your are still going to share your fun, spunk, and creativity with us. Thank you for taking that journey. I can't wait to see what's coming!
I have missed you being here, and thank you for taking the time to sit down and tell your very private story, that can't have been easy for you. I am thrilled to hear you will be making a return. through you, I found my vintage road and rediscovered my love of sewing. Have a great Christmas and Happy new year, sending my love and best wishes, from the UK xx
I've been a long time subscriber, so excited to go on this next journey with you! If you are looking for another company to review, check out vivacious vixen apparel! They are a Canadian company and I often think of you when I see their ads!
I’m new to your channel, and I love your content and message already. I love how you put it: it’s Ok to not be OK, but don’t use that as an excuse not to care for yourself. Thank you 💕
It was SO GREAT meeting you at DragonCon and I’m so glad to see this video after we chatted a bit about your plans. Really proud of you and excited to see the new content! ☺️
I have missed you so much!! I am really looking forward to your new channel. For me, grief use to be the enemy. Now, it is a gentler reminder with happy memories and love for those lost. I wish you contentment and joy in this new endeavor. See you in February!
Yes, I totally agree about your statement regarding our relationship! It makes sense to me. You're like having the best sister ever! I, for one, am grateful for the community you are gathering together. I've never met you yet feel the care and support of this strangely distant yet present 'family'. As such, there was a sense that something was not well for you. While being in dark places is never pleasant the reflection on life that it causes can be a good thing. May you continue to grow in strength, stamina, and wellbeing. Wish I could call in for a cuppa and a chat, but the commute from Australia is a bit too far! I think we should all have a pyjama day together! S word for fashion - Style.
So happy for you!! I'm also getting therapy help for a large period of grief because of the loss of my father and my dog who was more of a soulmate than a pet. Thinking of getting my own channel back into production makes me root for you even more!!! Sending love and lots or creativity! You're going to do great!
I'm so happy you're back! I'm looking forward to your new content. I'm sorry for what you've been through and truly appreciate your honesty. Be gentle with yourself when you need to be. It's not always easy. Take care.
Thank you so much for sharing- it resonates on so many levels (the dynamic between creator and YT, grief losing an elderly pet, and depression.) Happy to hear about the new direction and hoping you’re finding a comfortable path forward through all this. So beautiful to be aware and acknowledge that some days will be better than others, but onwards!
It's crazy to think about how much we've both been through since that last Viva we saw each other (what a fun time that was). I can't wait to see what amazing things 2023 brings for both of us. ❤️❤️❤️
My sympathies to all your losses Jennifer, I have a close friend currently dealing with becoming an adult orphan recently and it's been a hard struggle for him too. You have all my support and healing energies.
Having lost both of my parents, it does change you. I also lost a pet just before Christmas in 2011. Depression and other mental health disorders can take over your life. I always promote getting help. I was diagnosed with PTSD due to dealing with a loved one and their drug addiction, I sought help and so glad I did. The loved one got help and has their addiction sorted, and I have learned how to manage the PTSD. Hugs to your for your loss and look forward to your new channel vision
I can’t wait to see where life takes you! Tons of respect for knowing your limits and taking the time you need. Much love and I am definitely sticking around to see what’s coming 😊
I’m so happy that I’ll be seeing more of you’re face next year. You are one of the first people whose channel I subscribed to years ago because you’re just such a joy to watch. Thank you for sharing what’s been going on in your life. Change isn’t always a welcome thing, but good can come from it. So excited for what’s next 👏!
I think a lot of people are feeling lost. Trying to get back out in the world. Missing loved ones, seeing how the world has changed. I feel your struggle 😪. It is very hard to get out of that deep dark place. I admire you for being able to tell us how you have been feeling. Talking to someone helps so much, but it takes time. Waiting for your call 📞. ❤️❤️
Jennifer!! It’s so great to see your sunny, funny face again! I’m glad to see you’re doing better, and I love the new plans for the channel! My mum lost her father in October, so we’ve been dealing with grief too. She’d love to chat to you to just talk through her grief and yours. Looking forward to seeing you again in February; have a simple Christmas, and we’ll just go watch your backlog of videos while we wait 😅 Also a word for fashion beginning with s: style!!!
Thank you for being so relatable Jen! There is truly no saying what someone is actually going through through the mask of soical media. Thank you for always being REAL! I have followed for years now and love that no matter what changes you are always JEN and FABULOUS! That heart will never change. See you in February !
My boss and coworker went to a conference in Chicago a couple months ago. We discovered Weird Chicago while planning for the trip. So fun that you are involved with them. (They did send me an obligatory pic in front of "The Bean." I'm a fan of world fairs.) Looking forward to what comes next for the channel. 🌻🍄
They are the absolute BEST! Amazing owner, the guides are all super amazing. I can't say enough good things about them all. Yesssss...you have to take pictures with the Bean! I'm right there with you! I can't read/watch enough about the 1893 worlds fair. It was also my favorite tour to do. ❤️
You've had a tough time for quite awhile😥. BUT you have this amazing ability to share your talents and humor and heart with others. I think it helps you too. 😻
So nice to see you again! I think the new content will be awesome! I'm so sorry for your losses, I can definitely relate to the grief and depression, I've been battling it since my teens which it's safe to say seems to be a lifetime ago. I lost my mother in 2012 and my father 2 years ago. I recently found out from my Aunt that the anxiety that I also struggle with has been consistently in our family! Who knew! 😆 Anyway, I know what it means all too well to be in that deep dark place! It's scary to be there, I recently over the summer went and sought help. It's so important to recognize when we need an extra hand. Needless to say, I'm a huge advocate for mental health, and we all need to take time for ourselves no matter how long that is and it's never fair to ourselves to compare ourselves to others. I'm learning all this as I go along in life. Sorry for the book I typed. Lol! But I truly wish you peace and success! Never forget that you're surrounded by people who love you. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I can sometimes be good to know that what your dealing with is genetic. I'm so glad we're both finding the help we need. ❤️❤️❤️
As someone who also struggles with depression, I just wanted to say that seeing you here/online has always helped me feel connected to a community that I generally don't fit into (or at least I worry I don't). I am glad that you are finding ways to keep enjoying youtube and social media. I am looking forward to seeing where you take it next!
Friendships that start in tiki bathrooms are kindred spirits. ❤️❤️❤️ Let me also say that not only do you fit but you bring such joy and style to the community. Big hugs.
Giant hugs… I have never been a grand success in my you tube channel but I totally went through this I made a lot of videos over the years and I have chased that view count. I’ve dealt with depression chronic illness and loss. So much love Jen I do get you. I’m am so sorry about all the loss in your life. We lost our cat Percy to a very fast cancer and after that I didn’t film for a long time and still only do sporadically. I started focusing on doing only what I wanted to do say or film at the time I can relate and I want to give you a giant hug and tell you that I’m here for you and whatever you want to share with us
I’ve always told myself that it’s okay not be okay because I’m trying my best and someday it will be okay. I think being kind to yourself and putting the best effort you can no matter what that looks like in the moment makes it easier❤❤❤❤❤ It’s so good seeing you again!❤❤❤❤
It is so good to see you again. Thank you for sharing the struggles you have had. It is really helping people. Looking forward to the new adventures you have in store.
Hi Jennifer. I totally understand you as I have lost my parents husband who I cared for for 2 years due to Altimers, my daughter who had a heart attack at 10 years old and my only grandma also my step son who had multi scrosis . Sorry about some of th spellings. I also suffer from depression so I understand some days you feel really down and others you're on a high. I have learnt to take one day at a time but it's not easy.
I wish I could wrap you up in the biggest most comforting hug there ever was. You carry the memories of so many loved ones. ❤️❤️❤️ I hope today you have a beautiful day.
It's so nice to see you again, Jennifer! And I can't wait for the new version of this channel coming soon! I'm sorry for your recent losses. Sending you sooo many hugs! 🧡
I used to watch you years ago, you taught me how to do pinup hairstyles during a brief tiptoe into it. (Gosh, like...2011? 2012? polka dot background. I don't even remember what account name I was under) Then I got kinda lost for a few years, depressed, moved, had some stuff happened... The last few weeks I've been trying to feel good about myself again, been getting back into vintage styles and fashion again, sitting here trying to remember how to do a pin roll, frustrated, and your voice popped into my head. You changed your channel name! You look amazing! oh my gosh!
Its good to see you back! Like you say, grief is such a weird thing and the world has been so strange, its hard not to let it drag you down sometimes. I am so glad to hear there are going to be more lives, I really enjoyed them. They were one of the inspirations behind me thinking about doing one (hopefully in a couple weeks, eek!). I started doing youtube last year and then grief and sickness got me so down. I have been back at it the last few months and it has been really invigorating and has gotten me inspired to sew. I hope it helps you in the same way.
I am beyond happy to see you back! So much of what you said resonated with me...the spectacular ups and harrowing downs, especially. But, as always, we push through. Even an inch of progress is progress. God bless pajama days!
Good for you! We all change and want to explore other areas and facets of life and ourselves. It’s just a new phase and a refresh but the same lovely person! Keep on growing! ❤ 😊
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's hard losing a parent. Not being is okay for a season, but you are right. It is no place to camp out or live. You have to press on and live. It's what your mama would have wanted for you. Blessings, my friend, as you move through this season.
I'm so sorry to hear you've been struggling and for your loss, Jennifer. I think we all go through seasons in our life and it naturally affects our creative outlets- sometimes it just isn't happening! I'm so glad to see you back though and look forward to your new content! 💖
Hey, girl! So happy to see your smiling face today as I have missed you a lot. I have been dealing with the loss of a dear dear friend along with my ongoing issues with bipolar disorder and anxiety so I can totally relate. Excited to hear your plans for the channel and look forward to weird stories especially. I suspect you are a very talented and engaging storyteller so bring it on!!
I’m so happy for the new things coming. I’m also glad you’re prepping so you won’t be stressed while relaunching. Spring cleaning is a good thing. Sometimes we all need a break. Yes, I’ve lost people and grief is a hard thing. It is a hard knocked life for us. I completely understand. I had to change jobs to finally be ok. It does take time. It’s ok if you can’t. I know a few people who pre film so they are ok in having days they can’t. Also filming in PJ’s is ok too. I’ll see you soon, and I’m looking forward to Feb.
Thank you so much Autumn ❤️ I'm glad to hear you've made some changes to make things better, bad jobs are rough and the emotions follow you home which is no fun. Perhaps I'll have to do a whole video in my PJs.
It was so nice to see you back! I am sorry for what life that has hit you with over the last few years. I lost my Maggie dog in November 2020, after a very brief illness, and then lost my mum three months later, in February of 2021. It is really hard, I emphasise with you 100%, I am only just starting to get back to my old self. I am so pleased you decided to continue on TH-cam, and I am really excited about the future of your channel. It’s given me something to look forward to in the new year! I hope you have a lovely Christmas!
Oh Poppy, I wish I could give you a big huge heart hug. I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Have an amazing holiday season filled with all the magic
Hi Jen, so happy to see you back. I’m very sorry to hear of your loss. I understand those feelings you describe. I’ve walked a mile in your shoes. We’re all here for you, wherever your channel goes, and I’m excited to see your new content! ❤
Soooo happy you hot out of your pajamas today! I can empathize with you; I also go through bouts of depression. Is that could say, when you can you can, when you can’t you can’t. Thank you for being so candid. Looking forward to your new channel!
Thank you for your honesty. So many of us are struggling, myself included. It’s nice to know we’re not alone and hear more about how others deal with the ups and downs. Another S word: Style? I can’t remember if you already used that one.
I've been a subscriber for almost 2 years, and was so surprised/excited/happy today when I looked at my TH-cam notifications and saw you! I wish could put one thousand hugs in a box and Express Mail them to you!
OMG Hurrah 😁 your back🎉. I have missed your videos sew much! Looking forward to your new direction and my motto is Slow and Steady keeps me happy most of the time. Missed you Jennifer have a wonderful Holiday Season and see you February 5, 2023,
I absolutely love your channel! I've been riding around the idea of starting a channel talking about my own mental health issues, and your honesty has given me that courage. ❤
Love to see your face! I'm excited for the new relaunch as well - have you considered the word "style"? Not sure if others have suggested it as I haven't read the comments. It could be sewing, shopping, stories, and style :)
I lost my brother 3 weeks ago,and start back at work today ( im a nurse) ive been dreading going back and feeling like I have to put on a ' happy face mask' thankyou for talking about it,hopefully I'll just take my days,one day at a time,thankyou Jen for being so truthful,hopefully one day I'll be able to smile again ---- without that mask xxxoooxxx
I am so sorry to hear that, sending you all so much love. One day at a time is the best you can do. Hopefully work will provide some distraction at least. ❤️❤️❤️
I just subscribed to your channel today. I was watching the video you did with Stephanie Canada with the mystery sewing box and enjoyed it very much so I came on over to see your channel. I'm very glad you are climbing out of that dark hole of depression and seeing some light. It's a tough journey and I've been there myself and it can be a very dangerous journey. Do what you love, don't look at the numbers, just do what you love. It shows through. Thanks for sharing and I'll see you in February!
Just saw your video on my TV, and no I don’t know how to subscribe from my television 😂. Thank you so much for sharing. I lost my mom 1 1/2 years ago and even though she lived a long life I don’t think you are ever prepared. I think you are so right, sometimes we have those days that are pajama days 😉. I just subscribed to your channel on my phone and look forward to everything & anything you want to show us. Thank you!!!!!
Bless you love, It is lovely to see you back again. I am so sorry about your loss. Their energies will still be with you, because hey! Who wouldn’t want to be with you, you are funny and creative and informative you are a fantastic presenter I could go on my dear. You be good to yourself now, and enjoy your life, your memories and your achievements. God Bless you ❤
So nice to see this video from you, Jen! I admire how you are able to articulate the rough times and your struggles. It gives me hope. I too am grieving and going to counseling for it, but it's hard. Very hard. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. I'm happy to hear you will be making more videos! Take care and with real hugs from Texas! :)
I once heard someone say it doesn't matter how old you are, when your last parent dies you become an orphan. It's confronting, painful, isolating and challenging to find yourself again.
So so true. ❤️
I am so happy to see you making content again. It doesn't matter to me what you focus on, as we grow and change it is nice to see your channel evolve! Missed your beautiful face girl.
Thank you so much Elizabeth! ❤️❤️❤️
Sewing, shopping, stories, and style. Happy to see you continuing on TH-cam!
Perfect ❤️
STYLE (the other s word)
Excited for the changes coming!
Yesssss...perfect! Thanks ❤️
Super bummed,I JUST found her and she's away for a year😮😢
Don't go away! You are creative!!!
Take care of yourself! Sorry for all of your losses that you have endured recently.💐
So excited for you new direction. I firmly believe that when creators do what they love instead of what they feel obligated to do only good comes from it. I similarly moved my channel direction a bit a year or so ago and the numbers were hard for awhile but I at least love everything I do now.
I 1000% loooove where your channel is now! I use your videos a lot as lightning in a bottle...when I feel like I don't have the energy to get into the sewing room I'll watch a video or two and I'm inspired to get sewing. ❤️❤️❤️ Hopefully we can do another fun collab next year!
Sewing, shopping, stories, and style! (instead of the word fashion) :) I'm very excited about the direction you're going and can't wait to see your new videos!
Literally just found you and have been binge watching your videos, I found you through a pattern I wanted to get a review/tutorial on. I’ve found that patterns with the number + the name have HUGE hits for vintage/reproductions because no one really does them but when they do it seems like the view counts are pretty good.
I subscribed for a totally different reason, you’re*real* - it’s annoying to watch videos of people who seem so plastic and push brands, products, ideologies, because for whatever reason it seems like *everyone got the same memo at the SAME time* and it’s all you hear across soooooo many channels. I LOVE that you’re interests are varied and still manage to have a cohesive theme through your channel.
It’s so hard to find a real one on YT and I feel like I’ve found a gem! I have shared your channel with errrrrybody I know ❤ but want to say always remember YOU are the most important thing and your health and well being is number one. Big hugs 🤗 and keep doing you!
I love that you are niching out! I know so many creative people feel stuck in niches and I am glad you are looking at all the things in a broader more 'you' way!
I stumbled on your channel and heard you like spooky, serial killers, ghosts and goblins and of course vintage life. In my mind we are now best friends. Subscribe! From one creep to another ❤
Style as your other ‘S’ because you have so much style!
The new channel sounds great, I’m very excited for the stories!
Great to see you again ❤
Oh boy , been dealing with some of the same grief and depression/energy things myself. So glad you are taking care of yourself!
S is for STYLE
And more seriously, thank you for taking care of yourself, and for sharing your authentic self with a bunch of semi-strangers on TH-cam. Much respect for that!
I’ll be looking forward to your new content, especially because it will be made in a way that’s healthy for you.
Darling your sweet smile has been very missed. Sorry for your loss and the grief you've delt with as a result. You are very brave for posting about your depression and hardships you have been dealing with. Much love to you, can't wait till February!!
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ I'm excited for the next chapter.
Hi Jennifer, I just found you through Stephanie. You have been through so much. I look forward to watching more of your videos. I lost my mama 10 years ago to Cancer and my Dad 2 years ago to a massive Heart attack. So I feel you Hun.
Thank you so much for sharing your grief. I too lost my mom in the past year and am again feeling sad about the death of my father. It’s anniversary time this month, which intensifies all those feelings. On another topic, I just recently saw your video about the vintage dress challenge you and Stephanie shared, an loved your detailed approach to resizing and sewing. I immediately subscribed and am looking forward to future adventures with you!
Hi Jeniffer, this is the second of your videos I have watched. I am so sad for your losses, please know you don't walk this path alone. Let me say I am Sorley Impressed! Your willingness to open your heart and share your journey through pain and healing means a great deal. Thank you so much. I am looking forward to February 5th, as well as checking out your previous content.
You are so sweet and genuine- I can’t wait to watch whatever you have for us ❤
S word for fashion: sartorial! Love that you are back and excited for the future:) thanks for sharing your grief and journey with your mental health-it’s so important to know that none of us are alone. ❤ to you
Oh that is such a good word! Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Glad to see you back, babe. I make TH-cam content as well and used to post multiple times a week years ago but I hit a lull and it's REALLY hard to get back into it. For what it's worth, I LOVE your content and hope you'll make more sewing content because I am brand new to sewing and it's super motivating to sew along with you!
Love your energy and personality. Loved your content before but I am totally here for your rebranding, debuting on my birthday, (what!!!?, yessssss!!!!!) Sewing, shopping and stories (of the strange and unusual) are 3 of my favorite “s”s. Can’t wait to see what you do next.
Yay...thanks for hanging with me ❤️❤️❤️ I'm gonna have to make sure its a birthday level good video. lol
Here to support you 100% I can't wait for you to restart your channel. Here to support you 1000%. I absolutely understand where your coming from. I'm in the same boat, reinviting my channel and trying to get myself off the ground is a huge struggle. Sending you all the love and YT hugs
It’s so great to have you back! I really love your hair colour. ❤. I am so excited about the launch of your new channel 🎉
What an interesting story, I had never heard about it before.
Jimmy Stewart is one of my favourite actors. I read somewhere in an interview with him, he said that when he needed to show distress or grief in a movie, he would think of all the young men who were lost in his squadron during the war. 😢
Thanks so much Poppy ❤️ He is pretty awesome! Now I'm gonna wanna give him a hug every time he's sad in a movie.
I think most of us have outgrown that whole "all vintage all the time" thing. Good to see you again!
Same, i still love it and my home etc is still very vintage/ retro but it was hard with life and work to keep it up at least clothes and hair 24/7 and keep buying clothing etc when i already had so much.
@@chloedemure I also still love the aesthetic and my basement "woman cave" is all done in vintage kitsch, but I never do the hair or "complete look" anymore. It's amazing how modern and fashion forward a dress from 1916 can look with a mullet and trailer park makeup lol.
I've definitely moved more into a vintage comfort style lately lol
@@JenniferElise Can't speak for everyone, but every single one of my friends who did the whole vintage glam look 10-15 years ago are now more vintage-casual. Glad to see your channel evolve more into this direction :)
So glad you're back! I missed your face.😉
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I'm glad to see you back at it again and sending virtual hugs and love your way. Grief is such a hard thing that never really goes away it just changes. The last few years have been that way for me. I lost my brother, grandfather, and then last year, both of my grandmothers within a month of one another.
I’m so excited to see you here, and I can’t wait to see the new direction you’re taking. Glad you’re doing what makes you happy! I’m along for the ride 😉
I love your sweet spirit and your honesty about what you have been experiencing.
You words about grief and being ok/not ok are so real and heartfelt Jen. So sorry for your losses. I am looking forward to the relaunch of your channel very much 😊
Thank you so much ❤️
Sending you loads of love Jen ❤ I’ve been not so great at keeping up with all my TH-cam videos In the last year but happy to hear you’ll be back in February and in the meantime I can catch up on the videos I’ve missed! Sorry to hear the loss of your sweet pup ❤ and glad to hear you’re taking care of yourself xxxx
❤️❤️❤️I hope that's because you were busy being as fabulous as you are! Fingers crossed I get back to the UK in 2023
I'm so sorry to hear that you've suffered so much loss in what sounds like such a short period of time. I think that grieving is an ever evolving process. I've found for myself that while I never stop missing the people or pets that I've lost eventually those losses get integrated into my psyche and it gets easier. It's okay to not be okay, but it's also okay to be okay even in the midst of grieving. Watching a fun sitcom or movie or hanging out with a friend, etc. can still bring some joy into your life even when you're suffering. Sometimes distraction can bring a helpful perspective that reminds us that life can be good and that the possibilities for healing are out there.
I've really enjoyed your videos over the years and you've taught me so much about how to do vintage hairstyles. I'm still going to be looking at those videos so I'm glad they're not disappearing entirely. With the pandemic I kind of lost track of this part of my life. I've recantly learned to embrace and style my natural curls which honestly is just as much work and requires just as much product so I might as well start throwing my hair into rollers again, right? :)
I'll be looking forward to seeing the changes you'll be implementing! In the meantime, be gentle with yourself. We're rooting for you.
Also, if I ever make it back to Chicago I'm taking that tour - I'm betting it rocks like Motorhead.
JENNN! So happy to see your beautiful self! Excited to see your plans come to life for the channel. WE LOVE YOU ! Been here for years, i cant believe its already a decade since your youtube started. You were A HUGE inspiration (and still are) when I began dressing vintage. Here to send you continued support and best wishes! Keep being you, thank you for always being real with us
Hi. I've put a note in my new diary on feb 5th and am excited to start on this new journey with you. I'm so sorry for what you have been through. Taking life day by day and being easy on yourself is something I have had to learn to do this year and you explained it beautifully. Sending you huge hugs ❤
I believe this is one of your best videos. I'm sure you have touched so many people like myself and others who have gone through loss, struggles and difficult times. Thank you!❤
Still enjoy your videos. 😍
So sorry about your lost. 🙏🙏🙏
Meeting you at DragonCon was one of my favorite memories! I proudly have my pin on my lanyard now :) (And I've been able to recommend the costix to other costumers, too.) Grief is such a challenging journey. I am so sorry you have endured so much lately but am thankful for the ways that you chased after happy. Thanks for encouraging us in that too. I am excited your are still going to share your fun, spunk, and creativity with us. Thank you for taking that journey. I can't wait to see what's coming!
I have missed you being here, and thank you for taking the time to sit down and tell your very private story, that can't have been easy for you. I am thrilled to hear you will be making a return. through you, I found my vintage road and rediscovered my love of sewing. Have a great Christmas and Happy new year, sending my love and best wishes, from the UK xx
❤️❤️❤️Thank you. I hope 2023 has you sewing up a storm
I've been a long time subscriber, so excited to go on this next journey with you! If you are looking for another company to review, check out vivacious vixen apparel! They are a Canadian company and I often think of you when I see their ads!
Thank you for sharing this journey with me ❤️❤️❤️ Oh I haven't heard of them...I'll have to check them out.
I’m new to your channel, and I love your content and message already. I love how you put it: it’s Ok to not be OK, but don’t use that as an excuse not to care for yourself. Thank you 💕
It was SO GREAT meeting you at DragonCon and I’m so glad to see this video after we chatted a bit about your plans. Really proud of you and excited to see the new content! ☺️
I have missed you so much!! I am really looking forward to your new channel.
For me, grief use to be the enemy. Now, it is a gentler reminder with happy memories and love for those lost. I wish you contentment and joy in this new endeavor. See you in February!
So true. On my saddest days I like to look through pictures because it makes me smile and laugh from the memories. ❤️❤️❤️
Yes, I totally agree about your statement regarding our relationship! It makes sense to me. You're like having the best sister ever! I, for one, am grateful for the community you are gathering together. I've never met you yet feel the care and support of this strangely distant yet present 'family'.
As such, there was a sense that something was not well for you. While being in dark places is never pleasant the reflection on life that it causes can be a good thing. May you continue to grow in strength, stamina, and wellbeing. Wish I could call in for a cuppa and a chat, but the commute from Australia is a bit too far! I think we should all have a pyjama day together!
S word for fashion - Style.
❤️❤️❤️ We do have a good little family here. Thank you.
So happy for you!! I'm also getting therapy help for a large period of grief because of the loss of my father and my dog who was more of a soulmate than a pet. Thinking of getting my own channel back into production makes me root for you even more!!! Sending love and lots or creativity! You're going to do great!
S word for fashion: STYLING!
I like that...alot. ❤️
I'm so happy you're back! I'm looking forward to your new content. I'm sorry for what you've been through and truly appreciate your honesty. Be gentle with yourself when you need to be. It's not always easy. Take care.
Thank you Lesli. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing- it resonates on so many levels (the dynamic between creator and YT, grief losing an elderly pet, and depression.)
Happy to hear about the new direction and hoping you’re finding a comfortable path forward through all this. So beautiful to be aware and acknowledge that some days will be better than others, but onwards!
It's crazy to think about how much we've both been through since that last Viva we saw each other (what a fun time that was). I can't wait to see what amazing things 2023 brings for both of us. ❤️❤️❤️
@@JenniferElise Absolutely. Can’t wait to catch up over a cocktail next Viva and reminisce on our journeys. Much love, chica~
Sewing, shopping, stories and style.
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My sympathies to all your losses Jennifer, I have a close friend currently dealing with becoming an adult orphan recently and it's been a hard struggle for him too. You have all my support and healing energies.
Thank you Natasha. ❤️
Having lost both of my parents, it does change you. I also lost a pet just before Christmas in 2011. Depression and other mental health disorders can take over your life. I always promote getting help. I was diagnosed with PTSD due to dealing with a loved one and their drug addiction, I sought help and so glad I did. The loved one got help and has their addiction sorted, and I have learned how to manage the PTSD. Hugs to your for your loss and look forward to your new channel vision
❤️I'm so glad you hear you have someone to help navigate all the up and downs...so important. Sending you love
I can’t wait to see where life takes you! Tons of respect for knowing your limits and taking the time you need. Much love and I am definitely sticking around to see what’s coming 😊
Thanks for sticking with me Lucy! ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so happy that I’ll be seeing more of you’re face next year. You are one of the first people whose channel I subscribed to years ago because you’re just such a joy to watch. Thank you for sharing what’s been going on in your life. Change isn’t always a welcome thing, but good can come from it. So excited for what’s next 👏!
I wish I could give you a big hug right now...thank you! ❤️ You're so right...good things can come out of hard times.
I think a lot of people are feeling lost. Trying to get back out in the world. Missing loved ones, seeing how the world has changed.
I feel your struggle 😪. It is very hard to get out of that deep dark place. I admire you for being able to tell us how you have been feeling.
Talking to someone helps so much, but it takes time.
Waiting for your call 📞. ❤️❤️
Jennifer!! It’s so great to see your sunny, funny face again!
I’m glad to see you’re doing better, and I love the new plans for the channel!
My mum lost her father in October, so we’ve been dealing with grief too. She’d love to chat to you to just talk through her grief and yours.
Looking forward to seeing you again in February; have a simple Christmas, and we’ll just go watch your backlog of videos while we wait 😅
Also a word for fashion beginning with s: style!!!
Thank you both for being here for all the channel up and downs. ❤️❤️❤️ Sending you both love
Thank you for being so relatable Jen! There is truly no saying what someone is actually going through through the mask of soical media. Thank you for always being REAL! I have followed for years now and love that no matter what changes you are always JEN and FABULOUS! That heart will never change. See you in February !
Thank you for hanging with me for so long...you guys are what makes this all so much fun. ❤️❤️❤️
My boss and coworker went to a conference in Chicago a couple months ago. We discovered Weird Chicago while planning for the trip. So fun that you are involved with them. (They did send me an obligatory pic in front of "The Bean." I'm a fan of world fairs.) Looking forward to what comes next for the channel. 🌻🍄
They are the absolute BEST! Amazing owner, the guides are all super amazing. I can't say enough good things about them all. Yesssss...you have to take pictures with the Bean! I'm right there with you! I can't read/watch enough about the 1893 worlds fair. It was also my favorite tour to do. ❤️
You've had a tough time for quite awhile😥. BUT you have this amazing ability to share your talents and humor and heart with others. I think it helps you too. 😻
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So nice to see you again! I think the new content will be awesome! I'm so sorry for your losses, I can definitely relate to the grief and depression, I've been battling it since my teens which it's safe to say seems to be a lifetime ago. I lost my mother in 2012 and my father 2 years ago. I recently found out from my Aunt that the anxiety that I also struggle with has been consistently in our family! Who knew! 😆 Anyway, I know what it means all too well to be in that deep dark place! It's scary to be there, I recently over the summer went and sought help. It's so important to recognize when we need an extra hand. Needless to say, I'm a huge advocate for mental health, and we all need to take time for ourselves no matter how long that is and it's never fair to ourselves to compare ourselves to others. I'm learning all this as I go along in life. Sorry for the book I typed. Lol! But I truly wish you peace and success! Never forget that you're surrounded by people who love you. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I can sometimes be good to know that what your dealing with is genetic. I'm so glad we're both finding the help we need. ❤️❤️❤️
As someone who also struggles with depression, I just wanted to say that seeing you here/online has always helped me feel connected to a community that I generally don't fit into (or at least I worry I don't). I am glad that you are finding ways to keep enjoying youtube and social media. I am looking forward to seeing where you take it next!
Friendships that start in tiki bathrooms are kindred spirits. ❤️❤️❤️ Let me also say that not only do you fit but you bring such joy and style to the community. Big hugs.
Giant hugs… I have never been a grand success in my you tube channel but I totally went through this I made a lot of videos over the years and I have chased that view count. I’ve dealt with depression chronic illness and loss. So much love Jen I do get you. I’m am so sorry about all the loss in your life. We lost our cat Percy to a very fast cancer and after that I didn’t film for a long time and still only do sporadically. I started focusing on doing only what I wanted to do say or film at the time I can relate and I want to give you a giant hug and tell you that I’m here for you and whatever you want to share with us
I’ve always told myself that it’s okay not be okay because I’m trying my best and someday it will be okay. I think being kind to yourself and putting the best effort you can no matter what that looks like in the moment makes it easier❤❤❤❤❤ It’s so good seeing you again!❤❤❤❤
❤️❤️❤️I'm living for being kind right now...kind seems like such a small word but what an impact it makes on both ourselves and others.
Okay, just finishing watching, so much loss! It is good to hear your message. I'm glad you are taking care of yourself on so many levels.
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I'm going to willingly follow you into the this new journey.
❤️❤️❤️cuz otherwise I would have had to kidnap you...I know a dragon now. lol
It is so good to see you again. Thank you for sharing the struggles you have had. It is really helping people. Looking forward to the new adventures you have in store.
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Hi Jennifer. I totally understand you as I have lost my parents husband who I cared for for 2 years due to Altimers, my daughter who had a heart attack at 10 years old and my only grandma also my step son who had multi scrosis . Sorry about some of th spellings. I also suffer from depression so I understand some days you feel really down and others you're on a high. I have learnt to take one day at a time but it's not easy.
I wish I could wrap you up in the biggest most comforting hug there ever was. You carry the memories of so many loved ones. ❤️❤️❤️ I hope today you have a beautiful day.
It's so nice to see you again, Jennifer! And I can't wait for the new version of this channel coming soon! I'm sorry for your recent losses. Sending you sooo many hugs! 🧡
Thank you Ashley ❤️❤️❤️
I used to watch you years ago, you taught me how to do pinup hairstyles during a brief tiptoe into it. (Gosh, like...2011? 2012? polka dot background. I don't even remember what account name I was under) Then I got kinda lost for a few years, depressed, moved, had some stuff happened...
The last few weeks I've been trying to feel good about myself again, been getting back into vintage styles and fashion again, sitting here trying to remember how to do a pin roll, frustrated, and your voice popped into my head.
You changed your channel name! You look amazing! oh my gosh!
I feel you on the saying of “it’s okay to not be okay”… it’s a slippery slope, for sure!
Its good to see you back! Like you say, grief is such a weird thing and the world has been so strange, its hard not to let it drag you down sometimes. I am so glad to hear there are going to be more lives, I really enjoyed them. They were one of the inspirations behind me thinking about doing one (hopefully in a couple weeks, eek!). I started doing youtube last year and then grief and sickness got me so down. I have been back at it the last few months and it has been really invigorating and has gotten me inspired to sew. I hope it helps you in the same way.
I am beyond happy to see you back! So much of what you said resonated with me...the spectacular ups and harrowing downs, especially. But, as always, we push through. Even an inch of progress is progress. God bless pajama days!
❤️❤️❤️ I hope you have a whole bunch of ups! You're so right...we need to celebrate the progress.
Good for you! We all change and want to explore other areas and facets of life and ourselves. It’s just a new phase and a refresh but the same lovely person! Keep on growing! ❤ 😊
❤️❤️❤️I feel like Doris Day in Calamity Jane cleaning out the cabin and singing about a woman's touch.
I feel like this is going to be one of my fav channels once it relaunches.
And i hope you continue with therapy and growing because you deserve it.
Sewing, shopping, stories, and style. I didnt look throughthe comments. There were just too many. New subscriber. Looking forward to it.
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's hard losing a parent. Not being is okay for a season, but you are right. It is no place to camp out or live. You have to press on and live. It's what your mama would have wanted for you. Blessings, my friend, as you move through this season.
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I'm so sorry to hear you've been struggling and for your loss, Jennifer. I think we all go through seasons in our life and it naturally affects our creative outlets- sometimes it just isn't happening! I'm so glad to see you back though and look forward to your new content! 💖
❤️❤️❤️Seasons is a great way to describe it.
Hey, girl! So happy to see your smiling face today as I have missed you a lot. I have been dealing with the loss of a dear dear friend along with my ongoing issues with bipolar disorder and anxiety so I can totally relate. Excited to hear your plans for the channel and look forward to weird stories especially. I suspect you are a very talented and engaging storyteller so bring it on!!
I'm so so sorry to hear of your loss and struggles. I hope that today is a good day and that tomorrow brings you joy. ❤️❤️❤️ Big heart hugs.
I’m so happy for the new things coming.
I’m also glad you’re prepping so you won’t be stressed while relaunching.
Spring cleaning is a good thing.
Sometimes we all need a break.
Yes, I’ve lost people and grief is a hard thing.
It is a hard knocked life for us.
I completely understand. I had to change jobs to finally be ok.
It does take time. It’s ok if you can’t.
I know a few people who pre film so they are ok in having days they can’t.
Also filming in PJ’s is ok too.
I’ll see you soon, and I’m looking forward to Feb.
Thank you so much Autumn ❤️ I'm glad to hear you've made some changes to make things better, bad jobs are rough and the emotions follow you home which is no fun. Perhaps I'll have to do a whole video in my PJs.
It was so nice to see you back! I am sorry for what life that has hit you with over the last few years. I lost my Maggie dog in November 2020, after a very brief illness, and then lost my mum three months later, in February of 2021. It is really hard, I emphasise with you 100%, I am only just starting to get back to my old self.
I am so pleased you decided to continue on TH-cam, and I am really excited about the future of your channel. It’s given me something to look forward to in the new year!
I hope you have a lovely Christmas!
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Oh Poppy, I wish I could give you a big huge heart hug. I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Have an amazing holiday season filled with all the magic
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Hi Jen, so happy to see you back. I’m very sorry to hear of your loss. I understand those feelings you describe. I’ve walked a mile in your shoes. We’re all here for you, wherever your channel goes, and I’m excited to see your new content! ❤
Thank you Cheryl ❤️❤️❤️
I found you by way of Stephanie Canada, love your videos😊
I absolutely love your tea mug /cup,,,👍 I will definitely keep watching ♥
Soooo happy you hot out of your pajamas today! I can empathize with you; I also go through bouts of depression. Is that could say, when you can you can, when you can’t you can’t. Thank you for being so candid. Looking forward to your new channel!
I’m so happy to see you in my subscription page again!! Can’t wait to see your channel evolve!
Thank you for your honesty. So many of us are struggling, myself included. It’s nice to know we’re not alone and hear more about how others deal with the ups and downs. Another S word: Style? I can’t remember if you already used that one.
Sending you so many hugs and hoping that today you are kind and forgiving to yourself. ❤️❤️❤️
I've been a subscriber for almost 2 years, and was so surprised/excited/happy today when I looked at my TH-cam notifications and saw you! I
wish could put one thousand hugs in a box and Express Mail them to you!
That would be a big box! ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you.
OMG Hurrah 😁 your back🎉. I have missed your videos sew much! Looking forward to your new direction and my motto is Slow and Steady keeps me happy most of the time. Missed you Jennifer have a wonderful Holiday Season and see you February 5, 2023,
I hope you have an amazing holiday season as well ❤️❤️❤️
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I absolutely love your channel! I've been riding around the idea of starting a channel talking about my own mental health issues, and your honesty has given me that courage. ❤
😂😂😂 I love the end...I'm the same way...suck at hanging up...see you in February girly !!
Love to see your face! I'm excited for the new relaunch as well - have you considered the word "style"? Not sure if others have suggested it as I haven't read the comments. It could be sewing, shopping, stories, and style :)
How lucky am I? I subbed during your hiatus and this is my first notification. Great to meet you! Rooting for you and will be here!
I lost my brother 3 weeks ago,and start back at work today ( im a nurse) ive been dreading going back and feeling like I have to put on a ' happy face mask' thankyou for talking about it,hopefully I'll just take my days,one day at a time,thankyou Jen for being so truthful,hopefully one day I'll be able to smile again ---- without that mask xxxoooxxx
I am so sorry to hear that, sending you all so much love. One day at a time is the best you can do. Hopefully work will provide some distraction at least. ❤️❤️❤️
I’m excited for the relaunch, you have been missed. Congratulations 🎉
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I just subscribed to your channel today. I was watching the video you did with Stephanie Canada with the mystery sewing box and enjoyed it very much so I came on over to see your channel. I'm very glad you are climbing out of that dark hole of depression and seeing some light. It's a tough journey and I've been there myself and it can be a very dangerous journey. Do what you love, don't look at the numbers, just do what you love. It shows through. Thanks for sharing and I'll see you in February!
Just saw your video on my TV, and no I don’t know how to subscribe from my television 😂. Thank you so much for sharing. I lost my mom 1 1/2 years ago and even though she lived a long life I don’t think you are ever prepared. I think you are so right, sometimes we have those days that are pajama days 😉. I just subscribed to your channel on my phone and look forward to everything & anything you want to show us. Thank you!!!!!
I am SO looking forward to your new channel content YIPPEE you are my style icon for sure
Bless you love, It is lovely to see you back again. I am so sorry about your loss.
Their energies will still be with you, because hey! Who wouldn’t want to be with you, you are funny and creative and informative you are a fantastic presenter I could go on my dear.
You be good to yourself now, and enjoy your life, your memories and your achievements.
God Bless you ❤
So nice to see this video from you, Jen! I admire how you are able to articulate the rough times and your struggles. It gives me hope. I too am grieving and going to counseling for it, but it's hard. Very hard. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us. I'm happy to hear you will be making more videos! Take care and with real hugs from Texas! :)
Sending you big Texas hugs right back. ❤️❤️❤️ It is hard and I'm glad you found someone to help you navigate your path.