“When I go to sleep” | Original song

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  • Hi!!! Here’s a song I wrote early 2020 but never got around to recording until now. I realise that after what I said about not doing much music once I got to uni can make the lyrics seem like they can apply to my experience here, but they’re not at all! Just want to clarify before anyone might get worried - I’m having such a great time here and it does definitely feel like home :P
    Many thanks for watching/listening!
    - Kovu xx

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  • @user-tq7ui7lg1m
    @user-tq7ui7lg1m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    You've grown SO much in the 3 years I've been here wow... Keep going Kovu

    • @shadanzero
      @shadanzero 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      4 month ago , memento mori~

    • @revolutionskateboarding.1296
      @revolutionskateboarding.1296 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Last time I saw he had 75k! And it was not that long ago keep doing great things buddy!

  • @elliottpane657
    @elliottpane657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    "ive been so many places im not sure which way home is anymore and ive seen so many people around but im out of touch with those i knew before" this hits me so hard cuz like ive been feeling so lost lately and ive been in another city for education for like 7 years so this song is really so fuxking beautiful and i love it thank u Kovu

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Thank YOU! Hearing that something I’ve written is even just a little bit meaningful to another human being means the absolute world to me. I truly hope things get better soon and that you find your place in the world. But it’s also okay if that’s not for a while.

    • @elliottpane657
      @elliottpane657 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kovu Kingsrod Thank u so much kovu. I really love this song and its already on repeat ❤️

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@lukewheeldon8025 Thank you SO much!! ☺️

    • @UnusAnnus666_ALWAYSnFOREVER
      @UnusAnnus666_ALWAYSnFOREVER 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@elliottpane657 I went to sleep with this song last night, and I almost cry everytime I listen to it, I really need it on Spotify asap

    • @elliottpane657
      @elliottpane657 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      UnusAnnus 666_ALWAYS&FOREVER yeayyy we doooo

  • @brandonj8586
    @brandonj8586 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I saw “Original song” and clicked faster than I ever have in my life-
    Edit- This is amazing. Good job Kovu.

  • @nori-og9fo
    @nori-og9fo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    kovu, I've been watching you for 4 years now? yeah I was around 10 when I first watched your videos. you made me feel safe to be who I am and you've come so far, I'm so proud kovu ❤

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Woah, you’ve stuck around for so long! Thank you for being here still, and it means the world that I could contribute to that ❤️

  • @violet_9464
    @violet_9464 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Kovu, this is beautiful and just what I needed tonight. Thank you for being a continual blessing you lovely human

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      God, thank you so much, that truly means the world x

    • @rainydays3.5
      @rainydays3.5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      your pfp is so adorable

  • @skyesmitham9783
    @skyesmitham9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    God, this is so passionate and pure! This song really, truly brings tears to my eyes and I relate to so much of it. Please, please release your songs on Spotify!!! Love this song, all your content, and you (in a platonic way like he’s a really cool guy and I admire him)

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Gah thank you so so much!!! I was unsure whether to upload or not because I can hear my mistakes but I decided to upload it raw because it’s more about the message than the quality, I suppose! Your words truly mean a lot❤️❤️

  • @sophie-catherinedick6274
    @sophie-catherinedick6274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    After all these years following you, I feel as if I had just realized my brother is now all grown up! Thank you for this lovely song

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      That hit my heart like a brick (in the best way). Thank you so so much

  • @CilAel14
    @CilAel14 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This just feels like a bandaid or a hug by the fire on a cold afternoon,
    Thank you so much

  • @drUnk-k3p
    @drUnk-k3p 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I clicked here without noticing there said "Original song" and then I freaked out
    ly

  • @hjordisbackman8365
    @hjordisbackman8365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    it’s been a rough week and this is exactly what i needed today. thank you for sharing this beautiful song with us

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank YOU for getting through the week and leaving that lovely comment! I hope next week is better for you x

  • @VioletteLani
    @VioletteLani 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Oh wow, this is so intimate!!
    You have real talent, and you have written about things that a lot of people experience.
    Keep it up!
    It wont be long until you are on the radio :)

  • @jaybek7707
    @jaybek7707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel this song. We moved 6 times in 2020, after having living for 14 years in the US. We have finally bought a house but I wonder if it’ll ever be home. 70,000 miles away from the people who used to stand beside me.
    I guess you could say, it feels like your roots have been cut off

  • @elliottpane657
    @elliottpane657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    this sound so fuxking angle like

  • @niayab5575
    @niayab5575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Love the song

  • @boudicca_ford3307
    @boudicca_ford3307 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song is so calm yet so deep, it's lovely. good job! :)

  • @fluffysocks6321
    @fluffysocks6321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This song is awesome dude!

  • @oiskypoisky2674
    @oiskypoisky2674 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Omg a new song it's been so long.

  • @taylorsanders8742
    @taylorsanders8742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I think I’m gonna finally get around to recording one of my songs tomorrow

    • @rainydays3.5
      @rainydays3.5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      are you gonna post it on this account?

  • @Akrwor
    @Akrwor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    OMG!!!! this is beautiful, i loved it

  • @user-il1cf6iv8v
    @user-il1cf6iv8v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love your voice!
    I feel calm listening to this.
    Is this song on spotify?

  • @jkauser4518
    @jkauser4518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think I've found my new comfort song

  • @danmanm9205
    @danmanm9205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing!!!

  • @quinceyclouds3208
    @quinceyclouds3208 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    got this in my recommended and I’m very happy about it

  • @jezmerritt
    @jezmerritt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow... Kovu, this is lovely. It reminds me of something I heard once before, a long time ago, but I'll be damned if I can remember what it was. Maybe it's just the emotional centre to this, not the melody 🤔 Either way, thank you for sharing, it was beautiful 😊

  • @UnusAnnus666_ALWAYSnFOREVER
    @UnusAnnus666_ALWAYSnFOREVER 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've lost so much this year already. Thankyou for the pick-me up Kovu x I'm bond to listen to this more, and like others are pleading, please put it on Spotify somehow.

  • @heylookitsmollie
    @heylookitsmollie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i’m so happy to have more music from you! the lyrics and music in general is so beautiful💕

  • @parkkred
    @parkkred 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is beautiful Kovu, your original songs are always brilliant

  • @ghostcookie21
    @ghostcookie21 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love it, its beautiful

  • @demidevil778
    @demidevil778 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    the lyrics of this song is literally what I needed to hear. thank you so much! it's amazing! (just like you)

  • @ohno314
    @ohno314 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    its almost 4am but you know i have to listen to this

  • @dominic23_j
    @dominic23_j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Omg its beautiful

  • @nisreenmokhaiber7707
    @nisreenmokhaiber7707 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My first time watching your videos was with your video talking about how dysphoria affected you, and I saw it was 3 years ago so I decided to check your latest videos. You've grown so much and it makes me so happy to see you getting to be more like yourself now. You've done amazing Kovu, and I hope you're doing better now :)

  • @cobalt.studios
    @cobalt.studios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow this is so good I love it!!! I would totally buy this song

  • @zack8579
    @zack8579 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    the song is beautiful and so underrated!! 💕 keep up the good work Kovu!!

  • @ErisDraws
    @ErisDraws 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is honestly so calming

  • @blushroom8890
    @blushroom8890 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i watched your chest binding video a few years back and i didnt even know how much youve grown. thank you so much for helping me. that video is the reason i am who i am. thanks so much.

  • @Toadette72
    @Toadette72 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is a beautiful song! I'm one of many who found you through the 100 ways to come out video. Then I watched a bunch of your other videos and found pretty different content from what I might've expected. It really wasn't a bad thing at all though. I've been struggling with mental health and felt very lost and confused in my life, and the way you talked about these topics comforted and helped me.
    I found pieces of myself in your experiences, and that's rare for me. Especially back then. It's been so cool to see you grow and heal while doing the same myself. I know you have probably already heard many similar stories from other followers, but I just wanted to voice mine for a bit. Thank you Kovu for being someone to listen and relate to. Take care, keep being you!
    /from a bisexual autistic swede

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi there!
      Wow, thank you so, so much for taking the time to write my comment and share that with me. It truly means more than you know. To hear that I’ve had an impact on someone else in the world I don’t even know personally just boggles my mind, and warms my heart right up. Thank you thank you thank you!

  • @Carlos-qs8kt
    @Carlos-qs8kt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    beautiful

  • @amahedladla2161
    @amahedladla2161 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Who else is in their teens or just younger than Kovu but still say my has grown so much and keep going,I can't wait until you grow more and if you want get married and have kids,ohh so beautiful

  • @shalacarter6658
    @shalacarter6658 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh, darling! That is beautiful!!!!! I am very excited about this new song. It's so fun to see your progression as a songwriter and singer. Much love!

  • @lindanomercy8489
    @lindanomercy8489 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was really good and very sweet, Kovu

  • @sandwichedbyjay
    @sandwichedbyjay 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ive been subbed for ab 4 years now and im so proud of the person youve become 🥺🍄

  • @o.pfeilsticker2352
    @o.pfeilsticker2352 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome song. It's so relaxing.

  • @cavetownfan2052
    @cavetownfan2052 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is really good

  • @proxdxdmusic
    @proxdxdmusic 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    omg that songs absolutely beautiful!!

  • @miranda6063
    @miranda6063 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is so good !! and watching it is moving but also really comforting. you've done really well you should be very proud.

  • @pearltalentscout135
    @pearltalentscout135 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great passion and talent throughout. Great musicianship, you play with confidence. You have really good vocals.

  • @twilightgarden3
    @twilightgarden3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    that's nice*-*

  • @spookymentality5227
    @spookymentality5227 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i want these instrumentals playing on loop 🥺

  • @ambermalone9475
    @ambermalone9475 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m so proud of you, you have grown so much over the past few years and i’m so glad i had the privilege of watching you become the person you are today! love you lots xo

  • @saharazulay7365
    @saharazulay7365 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The melody is so preaty and you are the cutest kovu thats amaizing

  • @slouchybeanie
    @slouchybeanie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kovu, that was beautiful. It was so soothing and you play the guitar wonderfully. Such a great song. It's just what I needed today

  • @kimchimai2153
    @kimchimai2153 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Okay wow... I first discovered you like what... 3 years ago?? And I found an old song of yours that I've saved in a playlist and here I am... First of all I'm so proud of you for keeping going and yeah, basically everything you achieved! Then, your voice is so calm, the lyrics of each one of your song is mind blowing, each word sounds unique again, that's amaziiiing 🥺 I'm glad I came back on this channel hehe, I missed this place ☁️

  • @stella6671
    @stella6671 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg i havent been on this channel in soo long!!! i love u. amazing song

  • @user-on5ul2zz5r
    @user-on5ul2zz5r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this is so beautiful and relatable. its now one of my favorite songs ♡ thank you for everything you do ❤ it would be so amazing if sometime you put your music on Spotify

  • @Julia-gr5qw
    @Julia-gr5qw 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    God, I love this!

  • @carolineasr9800
    @carolineasr9800 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Aaah I remember watching your first original song on youtube, and look at you now!! You've come soo far Kovu, thank you for inspiring me everyday 🥺💙

  • @sammorgan9526
    @sammorgan9526 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your songwriting and singing! If I didn’t already know you were a sleeping at last fan, I would have guessed it from your music

  • @Ladjgbsd6777
    @Ladjgbsd6777 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes!!!! Another song. you sir made my day

  • @revolutionskateboarding.1296
    @revolutionskateboarding.1296 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sometimes I listen to your song about coming out because I had I friend who was my BFF and I told him I was gay and well he didn’t really like me after that and knowing that other people are like me helps a lot. So keep going your great!

  • @tessapikemusic5345
    @tessapikemusic5345 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this!

  • @jameshamilton9936
    @jameshamilton9936 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the song so much🧡💛

  • @fallatthechemicalpilots182
    @fallatthechemicalpilots182 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I remember watching you when I was figuring out my identity. Here I am years later rediscovering you and a few days away from a month on T. This is all so... wow.

  • @h.nnahcassidy3788
    @h.nnahcassidy3788 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg this is amazing!!

  • @blufeelshappy.7024
    @blufeelshappy.7024 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is amazing 💛💛💛💛💛🍄

  • @XanderAMoon
    @XanderAMoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your voice so much!

  • @wren5876
    @wren5876 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing!! I love it so much, you did a wonderful job Kovu

  • @finn1079
    @finn1079 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ooh i'm so glad u posted a song again, i really love your music!

  • @xchristinex001
    @xchristinex001 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your music Kovu, your voice has such a soothing tone!

  • @jnuy764
    @jnuy764 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow 💙🎵

  • @0Monster_Energy0
    @0Monster_Energy0 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m not sure if this is too weird, and I’m sorry if it is but:
    How have you been?
    How has your mental health been?
    If things are hard right now, remember how strong you are, it may seem so cliche to say, but you’ve made it past the days you thought you couldn’t, so if it’s too hard then do it for you 🥰
    Your music is inspiring really and it’s calming, you’re a beautiful soul Kovu
    I hope you have an amazing day/night, stay safe😌😊

  • @shadanzero
    @shadanzero 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    it's beautiful!! :D

  • @cavetownfan2052
    @cavetownfan2052 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    SPOTIFY PLEASE

  • @cometchase6974
    @cometchase6974 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    KOVU this is so good :DDD

  • @jamesg486
    @jamesg486 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was fire Kovu. I know those feelings too.

  • @fredhasopinions
    @fredhasopinions 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been meaning to ask this… in case anyone in the comments has more info. I want to transition. Not soon, now is not the time due to my environment, but eventually, and I’ll go through male puberty and my voice will drop. Which is good, I can’t wait, but the only thing I don’t currently hate about myself and my body is my clear, high singing voice. It doesn’t feel a lot like me, but it just sounds great and realising that bit of art is coming out of me is one of the only times I’m genuinely proud of myself. Does male puberty ruin that? Can I become a good tenor or baritone after having been a good soprano?
    It seems like your voice is doing great, Kovu, it sounds amazing. Did you have to do any voice training after transitioning? Do you sometimes miss your old voice?
    There’s a pain urging me to be the man I could be, but never hearing Bereite Dich, Zion come out of my own mouth again is a bit of a price to pay.

  • @CustomAnthemsMusicProductions
    @CustomAnthemsMusicProductions 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very good Kovu

  • @ellinorlinnea624
    @ellinorlinnea624 หลายเดือนก่อน

    kovuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

  • @parkerryann
    @parkerryann 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is great!! i love your tattoos btw. i remember when you were like this big 🤏🏻 (age 13 i believe) and now you have a tattoo sleeve and you’re in university. you’re super talented and i’m super proud of you ❤️

  • @kazigkaasje
    @kazigkaasje 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Damn I just found you again after 3 years and you have changed so much!

  • @marto_sauce
    @marto_sauce 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    😍😍

  • @Kewenmusic
    @Kewenmusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great song! I have subscribed :)

  • @inbluegirl
    @inbluegirl 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I remember times when comments were overwhelmed with stuff like Your voice has become so beautiful and low, Kovu :)

  • @Nixieyume
    @Nixieyume 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You go man!!!

  • @brody1216
    @brody1216 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so sweet :') thank you for sharing your music with us

  • @kaipineiro4589
    @kaipineiro4589 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your voice Kovu

  • @nicoalbuquerque5361
    @nicoalbuquerque5361 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    that was so sweet my heart just melted :(

  • @pupperchinolad7527
    @pupperchinolad7527 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I like this song u r wonderful

  • @user-mx7ve9tc1x
    @user-mx7ve9tc1x 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    what a heck. he even plays guitar and sings. who is this dude)
    beautifull

  • @teleportingcookie4208
    @teleportingcookie4208 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    casually he uploads at 2:30 am

  • @ecowo57
    @ecowo57 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg this sounds so good!!

  • @shutuppls-xc6pv
    @shutuppls-xc6pv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just watched your old video about binding your chest bahahah You have grown a lot!

  • @unknownwal1742
    @unknownwal1742 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is just so beautiful, it makes me feel so much, such a calm atmosphere that you created, thank you for that
    It would be wonderful if you could post the chords

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The chords are a little strange but I’ll update them in the description once I’ve written them all down! x

    • @unknownwal1742
      @unknownwal1742 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you!

  • @jennycatzzbokii3680
    @jennycatzzbokii3680 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    YES THIS IS GREAT.
    This ing fits the day it is in nz

  • @imtired3096
    @imtired3096 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just watched a video from three years ago, and right after that, this. HOW BIG ARE YOU

  • @aaronhertel3249
    @aaronhertel3249 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is lovely🖤

  • @orchid6222
    @orchid6222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    To the one person who disliked this video..
    I think you clicked the wrong thumb.

  • @elliotschneider7699
    @elliotschneider7699 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    we have the same guitar!

  • @beanrxse93
    @beanrxse93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ello

  • @13gudadod
    @13gudadod 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Chill stoner vibes ™