Unreachable Nihilism
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Thumbnail art by: @relixus1760
This music originally was my take for Azali event but at that time I had no motivation to finish it so this track never made into the event. It's pretty different from the original so I'm uploading this as an original song to TH-cam. I hope you enjoy! - เพลง
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“The stars align?”
“… *bullshit.* “
this goes hard
this MAKES me hard
this goes hard as fuck
This goes hard as fuck on a truck
@@apricakes8008 Two trucks, perhaps?
best way to describe my feelings after realizing that this is not on spotify...
im gonna release on spotify once i collect all my songs into a few albums
@@zero435 Yippie!
Well, me and other are just happy to have youtube and adblock to use it as. the true archive of music and internet history
@@zero435That's also cool!
same but for soundcloud
"You can't gatekeep nihilism!"
"Watch me."
To be unable to reach nothingness... well... that is quite the interesting thought. Wanting to tell yourself that life has no meaning, but every step of the way, you are denied that feeling. Every corner you turn, no matter how far you think humanity is depraved and beyond helpless, you see a glimmer of hope.
🤍
That is a truly interesting premise
Makes me think this song could be adapted for an Amv of some sort where the protagonist is trying to be fully nihilistic but is comedically proven wrong and wrong again when his attempts at looking for negativity is either met or shown with positivity which makes it arguments seem weaker and eventually cracks and begins to feel good again.
@@Flairis Indeed. I love that Idea.
@@FlairisRe:zero? Idk if we should call him nihilistic tho
I didn’t think that chiptune could so well convey desperation, but like… this does it perfectly.
To the playlist this goes, lol.
thank you it means a lot :)
@@zero435 You’re welcome! I look forward to your future work.
i only clicked on this because of the BANGER art
and stayed for the BANGER song
I did for the banger title
Got my ears banged instead
I did for both
not art, a drawing
not a song, a music
@@libero2711_ not writing, a poem
There lies a great irony on the determined journey to unreachable nihilism
If nihilism is unreachable; then I stand strong against the impossible knowing that it will make a difference, knowing that it will not be forgotten, knowing that nothing will return to nothingness. However, I know that is a lie, yet I stand for no reason.
sounds like a scene where the protagonist is losing and he realizes again why he fights
any way THIS IS A BANGER
He fights for no reason
Hence the name.
A war without reason one could say.
This feels like the song for trying drag someone back to the light who at this point just a husk
The real question is... what side are you on? Losing hope and glimpsing at every last shred of good there is? Or wanting to accept that the world crumbling, yet somehow a force keeps it together, no matter how many times broken?
That first note got me thinking about some theory
Finally,
music theory
I just expected it to be a finger scratching
_"Pessimists are lucky!
They're always either right, or pleasantly surprised."_
I might just start to be one, I love being right and surprised
@@Gabriel_Ultrakillhehehe
"The silent insanity of the monochrome moths" (idk my brain just farted this sh out)
what da heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll
I would love a loop able version of this to use for a boss fight for my ttrpg group, this song is amazing!
thanks!! you can use my song however you want if you credit me properly. also if you decide to use it let me know when it's finished, i would like to see the results. if you want to contact me join my discord server in the description.
Literally how I felt after she said she didn’t want to build legos with me :(
it should be a crime for youtube not recommending this banger for everybody, that song is epic, makes me want to start composing music
"look buddy, there's really no reason on doing this.its all over, for me, for you. No point trying on something who's fate its death..In that case *there's no reason to not got all in for once* *ARE YOU READY TO SEE THE SKY FALL.* "
"Just one sky? Oh please, _at least entertain me."_
"seems like ya don't miss anything with that cocky personality, huh?? Guess people never change."
@@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 "If only you knew how far from 'people' I am... perhaps you shall be entertaining in your ignorance. Shall we begin?"
@@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 "never been more ready, go ahead land the first hit... If you can"
@@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 Glad we could have this little fanfic. My guy's backstory is they're from another reality where they've ruled galaxies with an iron fist. The question is, does that power translate to this reality?
This is the Final boss music to God himself.
Wow this kinda spontaneously combusted, didn't it. (Not big enough for "Blew up" but still impressive to my standards.
@@mackenzieray5252 you forgot the second ")´"
Sounds like bottled feverish madness.
Unreachable, unattainable, hopeless, and exhausting. Truthfully, there isn’t a reason to continue fighting it: fighting the inevitable end, fighting the inevitable defeat, or fighting the eventual loss. But there also isn’t a reason to stop either.
If everything is pointless, if everything is useless, why should you stop? Why should you stop struggling in your final moments? Why should you accept it peacefully?
Laugh in its face, spite it for being so true, make the most of the hopeless situation, since it’s something you’ll only experience once. Don’t let them get the satisfaction of seeing you fall into despair, even when you finally reach that moment you close your eyes eternally. If you don’t deserve to live, they don’t deserve to see you give up.
“For so long as you strive to attain true nothing your very desires shall ensure it slips between your fingers like scalding-hot water.”
To me this sounds like this was meant to be a theme for the antagonist everyone thinks is a good guy
Best way to describe my feelings after I realize there is no god. (My wifi died whilst I was winning)
I just found this randomly and I think it sounds awesome. I like it!
thanks!
I agree, Roland from LOR.
Is that Roland from Library of Ruina on the Nintendo Switch??
is that roland
is that roland
You realise how much of a little b-EEEE nihilism is once you realise ho many ways there is to crush it.
Unhapiness? MORE LIKE SKILL ISSUE!
nihilism ≠ unhapiness. in fact, if i were a nihilist i would be happy and free.
@@zero435 I did not implied that nihilism equated unhapiness this is why I separated the line ^^". But you are wrong to assume that nihilism would bring you happiness because it can only do so for a very short while.
@@Ultra_DuDu there is a thing called optimistic nihilism. well i wouldn't be optimist nihilist if i were a nihilist but still i would be free and happy about it and i know for sure. im talking about myself so i'm not wrong. if i was claiming everybody would be happy and free i would be wrong. still other some people can be this way like me but im not talking about everyone and generalizing it.
@@zero435 That is the thing, "optimistic nihilism" is not nihilism because nihilism is negative by definition. In fact it is closer to absurdism than actual nihilism. (I hate Kurzgesagt for popularising that term).
I feel like that word slowly lossing it's original meaning everyday, like Stoicism, Epicurianism, Cynicism etc.
@@Ultra_DuDu yes i know optimistic nihilism isn't philosophical term and we don't need to be limited by terms, we can call that existential nihilism if you want they have pretty close meanings. there are many types of nihlisms not just one. you can be nihilist about one thing and not be a nihilist about other things such as being a morally nihilist believing that there are no morals it's all made up by humans but still believe that life has a meaning. we can still consider them nihilists, a nihilist doesn't have to be nihilist about all things at once, in fact it would be contradicting. you can't be in a position to defend that life has no meaning when you reject life itself in the first place. you can still be nihilist with different approaches. you can reject objective meaning and be nihilistic about it but can create your own subjective meaning. it doesn't make sense for me to say nihilism is negative, it's all about perception not definition of words or terms.
I feel like this should be put in deltarune chapter 3 in a moment where kris realizes that he is being controlled by the player and tries full of "✨DETERMENATION✨" to stop you, the player
Discovered this randomly; certified banger!
That ending always gets me
The YT algorithm has blessed my ears with this absolute banger
Haha reminds me of undertale nihilism... Which is cancelled..
Great song tho
"Now that we're here..."
"Me, you, and everyone else..."
"There's a feeling that I can't help but shake off."
"This dread-- this hole in my heart... Like there's a million voices, SCREAMING in my body, BEGGING to escape!-"
"But that's when I realized, after we've defeated the demon king..."
"It's all me. Coming from me."
"I never enjoyed a second of it."
"Being with you, laughing with you, fighting side by side with you..."
"Ah, I really... Really am the worst..."
"Don't take this personally, I just... Can't go on like this."
*"I want to hear the trumpet within my heart. The unfiltered sound."*
*Your party member attacks!*
This Sounds like the struggles of the damned..... I love it
The cover adequately represents the music. That being immense vibes with a style I've very rarely seen.
When your spite fueled quest to prove life has no meaning only functions to keep you pressing on
this shit peaks
New banger is approaching!!
Unprescribed nihilism
Free use with credit!?
Chad composer
When I use this, I'll happily credit you!
also let me know when you use thanks :)
OH MY GOD, how good it is to describe all my emotion, my body starts dancing while i listening this, thanks you so much for that, gonna listen this all day long.
I like that this is a perfect loop.
"Damn my unbreakable faith in humanity"
Stand user: The afraid of dying
yeah basically it's this if you simplify
Nice song, makes me think of racing games or a boss fight where i'm at 1 health and I beat it right before I die. Hope to hear more
This is some Tim Follin stuff.
this is indescribably high praise considering some of tim's work
This immediately goes onto my mega playlist. This is so good! I always love chiptune(i think that's the term) music.
what a great song for the 4th of july
Oh my gosh, ive never subed faster to a channel before in my LIFE your songs show passion and meaning with every note that I hear
this is an amazing piece ngl
[You can't run away from this battle.]
If you disappear like Bonnie, I will cry.
Absolutely bangin. Finger scratching good
Beutiful...
i wish it was longer
Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
This sounds like it would be a sick as fuck rhythm game song
Domain Expansion: Unreachable Nihilism
oh look another small musician doing what they love. lemme just uh.. there we go. hope to see more!
youtube recommended me this with a mix
thank you, youtube
This is insanely sick
gotta put that on soundcloud my brotha
Absolutely amazing
quickest sub i've ever freaking given goodness gracious, love the song man
I have found another random TH-camr that makes really good music videos.
this is so Scott Pilgrim VS The World: The Game coded
Now THIS is what motivation sounds like.
awesome job friend!!!! algorithm knows what’s good!!!
Actually fire wth
I thought this was an experimental mini-essay. Am I disappointed it's actually music? Eh, kinda-maybe. Have I still enjoyed? Yes.
If theres a god out there... its me
huh
What the hell, this is catchy as fuck
this fucking ROCKS!!!!! another w for the nihilism community
*dancing*
i would bet everything that this guy is an undertale fan
well yes im fan of the game and toby fox but im not part of thr community or interested in fan made content, i just admire the original game. i used to be that kind of fan when i was a kid though 💀 it was cursed but it was fun.
@@zero435so real for that tbh
Damn this is hype! Reminds me a lot of the Pause Ahead soundtrack :D
Why is this the only song not in the range of things I like that I actually like
This vibe is familiar.
This would make an amazing boss ost I think !! Sounds really great :)
thanks im glad you liked it :) !! i don't like when people find my music similar to boss fight music while im trying to express my feelings and making music about depressing topics but i can see why people comment this way. don't get me wrong i know you have no bad intentions and im glad you enjoyed it, i just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings :)
@@zero435 Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean my comment to sound disrespectful about the feelings you put in music! and well, since we're on the topic of sharing thoughts, if you don't mind we can discuss this a little further ^^
Of course I can't know what you've been through and what exactly you want to tell with your art, all I have are my own reflections and interpretations of your work. Unreachable Nihilism really reminded me of Omori. You probably know this game (correct me if I'm wrong, I'm making this assumption based on the thumbnail of Old Summer), this game has a lot of complex and interesting characters, and usually the boss battle is the climax, the moment were everything unfold and you learn more about them. A music providing strong feeling can enhance these important moment, and it makes them memorable. This is why I will never forget the battle against Aubrey, the music was so perfect to convey the feelings to the player !
When I was comparing your music to a boss theme, it was because Unreachable Nihilism feels very intense, and maybe "boss battle" was not the best way to say it, I was more meaning about a the "Climax of a story or a character".
Though this is only my interpretation, I'm biased by the fact that I like to create small games and stories ^^ I also listened to some other musics you made, I really like what you do, I hope you'll keep sharing your projects on YT :)
@@zero435 You know when you mention it like that, I feel the parallel between your intention how it can relay to others as boss music, shows how people view negative feelings, problems and views as an evil to overcome, like an games final antagonist.
Just an interesting way to look at it I think.
@@laby1827 yeah i know omori and the final battle's music was really impactful with the violins, aubrey battle was also pretty emotional with that distorted lofi electric guitar sound. i know you can't exactly tell what i want to express from the outside. it's a bit saddening for me that i cant convey my emotions directly through music but if you did find my music intense then i might succeded a bit about conveying my emotions. having your own interpretations isn't a bad thing, i do this a lot with art that i consume too and everyone else does that. we put different meanings that belongs to us which is amazing i think but it also has some downsides sometimes from an artist perspective as i mentioned. i wish we could live in a reality that we could directly understand an artist's perspective without ruining our own perspectives and meanings. it's one of the tiny little things i find flawed in existence. so without going any deeper i want to thank you for nice comments :) im glad you're enjoying my work, it doesn't matter how. i hope you have a great day!
@@zero435Yeaah you're right, it's hard for the artist's intention to coexist with the public's interpretation without one taking over the other, I never thought of it like that 🤔
Anyway ! I wish you a nice day too ! :)
Unique and enjoyable
Ay, Lmao, I'll become so nothing that I'm everything!
Maaan... i was expecting something less.. 8-bit?.. BUT HOLLY MOLLY DOES IT STILL SLAP-
its awesome. i really gotta start diggin in on more of this style of music. i can only listen to so much breakcore after all.
thanks im glad u liked it :) breakcore is a pretty good genre i like it. check out my "trying to hold on to life" track it's a mix of breakcore and chiptune, it's chipbreak. i plan to make more chipbreak tracks, the next video will be chipbreak
@@zero435 really? damm now you picked my interest. gotta listen to that rq and gonna be back
@@zero435 Back from doing it. It was awesome, looking forward to the next "chipbreak" track!
@@brauliodorantes8232 thanks :)
@@zero435 thank YOU for making these, they are great!
How can one describe the "Unreachable Nihilism"? Like when you just cannot make yourself to not care?
it's a personal story. im gonna explain it briefly tho it's not that simple. i hate life and i wish i was never born and this started like 5-6 years ago when i found out "nothingness" idea. many things in life happened to make me discover the ideas and beliefs i have but im not gonna explain them in this comment. everything in life lost meaning and value for me, i realized nothing is worth living with the bad and good. good things in life started to seem unnecessary and a fuel for pain loop. i started to desire to not exist strongly for a long time, i still desire it but i don't show a special effort to achieve it because i realized it's futile. what futile is trying to reach nihilism. what i mean by that is i have septic approach to after death, if we disappear after death i could achieve what i want: to not exist. but i believe in possibilities, not only religions, anything i can imagine can be real, which is pretty scary for me. so i was trying to believe and rationalize nihilism "we're born from nothing and we will be nothing after we die". but i couldn't reach it and found out how dumb and futile effort im in, my beliefs didn't change no matter how i tried. and finally this song is about this effort i put into to try to reach nihilism but couldn't.
Look up Kurzesagt's video on Optimistic Nihilism; nothing matters at all, and all we'll ever know is this life, so the only thing that could ever matter is how this life feels. I choose to make this life pleasant, and to help others have the same.
Basically, Nihilism changes nothing; we still will only experience this life, so we still should be invested in it, as it's all we'll ever have. I urge you to try to make your existence pleasant somehow-- it's all you'll ever know, isn't it?
@@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 it's hard to explain it all in one or two comments with my non native language english. it's impossible for me to make my existence pleasant while i find this existence dreadful out of my control, all i can do is try to reduce pain which is my goal since im forced to live.
what you stated is an perspective, a belief so not everyone thinks that way. people can still believe that all we'll ever know is not only this life or believe that life has a specific meaning and everything matters, just for example there are many religious people out there and people can rationalize their belief with valid methods. so what i mean what you said isn't a generally valid/objective statement it's just an opinion open to debate. same goes for nihilism it's a belief and perspective so it changes everything, for example i believe in god and hate them even tho im skeptical about their existence but their existence is more likely to me (basically agnostic theism with a misotheistic approach) and if i were a true nihilist without doubts, i would be free from god and dont't believe it. it would change how i live completely.
if i were a nihilist i wouldn't be optimistic nihilist or absurdist because why would i strive for no reason if nothing matters? if we're gonna disappear? if anything doesn't have any meaning? why would i still continue this thing called life i despise so much and nothing good in life doesn't mean anything for me? i can just die and be nothing forever. assuming if i were a nihilist, optimistic nihilism or absurdism wouldn't work for my case, i can see why it works for some people because they have some sort of connection with life and enjoy some stuff in life which is totally valid even if they reject everything and think that nothing in life matters and has no meaning.
Love me some 6/8
Man, this is SO good!!!
God this would be a kickass boss theme
Last breath ahh song, but it's cool af still holy shit
fire
Bu Başka Bir seviye
This sounds awesome!
Fighting Eldridge horrors would make you want to believe it is all fake.
dang this is really good
To search for nothing is to search for something.
To not search is to find what already is.
To defy it all is to find yourself within it.
What truly matters? Anything? Everything?
Then you recall that you aren't a slave created to achieve a goal. You just are. What matters is not predetermined.
That means you can live to your heart's content.
So then, the question changes.
What matters to YOU?
I expected something more like from Faith bit hey, the song is good, I won't complain
:O müziklerin çok ilham verici
this shit hard
me after i eat cement
holy shit this is good
Am now learning this as my first song on guitar (very bad idea)
oh boy you're gonna have a hard time
This is so good!!!!
Holy fuck this shit goes so hart. please start a Spotify. get it king 🔥
im trying to collect songs to release few albums hopefully this year i will release my songs on spotfiy. thanks:)
@@zero435 im looking forwart to it :]
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The World Is terrible yes nothing really matter in the grand scheme of things yet I still stand proud moving forward without a care in the world still knowing everything I work for will lead to naught I don't understand why I keep going but I still do is it too see the ones I love happy or is it to save them the pain of me quitting and giving up their are those who fall behind the belief of a god yet all of us knows deep down that such things don't exist and more than likely we will never find out since their are things we just can't understand yet still we push forward in life to a end Unknown to us so Understand this Don't be sad about your short time embrace it and make a difference to those you care for
We are all a bunch of dreamers after all.