Losing my dad at 6 only hit me when we were disinherited when I was 12 and actually only got harder with eah new year. Grew up too fast to help my mom be there for my younger siz and brother. Then in 2014, I lost my baby bro at 19. Death does not break you, it changes you. It changed me in ways I yet to even know who I am anymore. Be encouraged that some days will be hard and some will be harder but amidst everything, you will find moments of happiness, even if it will just be for a second. ((Hugs))
The finality of death is the most painful thing ever. Losing my dad broke me, messed me up on many fronts. The paradox is, it teaches you to love HARD.
Overcoming grief is one of the hardest things to go through. Overcoming it when very young is even harder. May God comfort all who are still dealing with the wounds of loss. Peace be still. I t will get better, it will get brighter. Hold on. Thank you Gacheri for sharing.
I watched my brother fight for his life , up till he gave it up,I had and was willing to use all resources but it wasn’t good enough,God had decided he wanted him ,I got into depression ,but when I went through the process and finished ,I became better and started living ! But pain never really goes away !
Wow just wow! Such an amazing young lady. So sorry for your loss Gaceri. Death is so final may you be strengthened to tell your story so eloquently. Your mum is surely proud of you.
Never knew my dad, lost my mom at 10, grew up so quickly, it changed me so much.. but I thank God that he keeps strengthening me and my siblings and I have seen him work in our live
I can relate 110% death just seems like a passing cloud until it hits home. I lost my mum about 3 years ago, the closest that death has hit us. My outlook has changed totally. Even when I visit with bereaved people I have a feeling of just how devastating the loss of a loved one is and how pained they feel.
Thanks Gacheri for having that courage and tell us your so sad strory. I can feel you. Keep growing, spiritually, psychologically, financially and in any way. God bless u!
Death stings, am so sorry about your loss. Thanks for sharing. I lost 4 of my loved ones when I was young. I never spoke about them,I didnt know how or to whom. It changed me.
Woii gaii with you....lost my Dad last year February this year January lost my mum....I believe strongly when you say it hits some one until you lose a close relative.....keep going njeri you will over come with gods grace......
Wow. heartfelt, articulate and intelligent. When our family lost our dad, one of the best things was a family session with a therapist. It unburdened us and gave us expression as a collective. P/S drop the dirge music on this video. It depresses the viewer unnecessarily
Thank you for sharing your story with us Esther. We are indeed all connected through our shared experiences. I was particularly persuaded to be more authentic in sharing my feelings. I would not want my future kids to wonder how to handle their expressions because i did not model for them.
Death is a sad thing..I lost my dad about 4 years ago.and being the firstborn i sometimes think i killed him becoz of all the failures in my life..when he died i had lots of problems..a marriage that was stressful and wasnt working..I was nowhere in life and i think it depressed him too. I couldnt even mourn him properly..couldnt even cry at his burial(was being strong for my siblings and mom..thats what firstborns do anyway).but alone in my bed at night i cry i mourn him..still feel i couldve been there..changed things.(they said he died of pressure or something of the sort ...)anyway death and coping with it is really hard..hugs to you.
I truly agree with you when u say it hits too bad when you lost a close family member, To me I had a similar case where by I only knew relatives who lost their family member's bur came to me and hit me like a thunder where by everyone was struggling to break those terrible news" They had to do calculations so well to protect me from any harm when my lovely ma'am went to be with her Lord, she was my best friend, my confidante, my everything all my family member's, friend's and even my very own young family new that . ..I was in foreign land somewhere n Europe, That morning 18 month's ago, darkened my life, my World torn a part where i even sink to a depression completing suicide, I never thought I will be here today since the fateful day" just to say I never thought you still needs your mother even when you're grown enough but yeees u needs her. 😎😎😎🙂. .Bur God grace has been sufficient am still striving on strongly.😐😐😊 ..may all those lost close family members find solace and seek counselling services since it helps a bit. God bless u all..
Thank you for sharing Gacheri ♥. Thank you for speaking on my behalf. I lost my youngest brother in June 2016 in a tragic road accident along Machakos Junction when he had just turned 19 and was supposed to be joining campus. I can tell you it's the hardest thing anyone can go through, waking up to the reality that someone you grew up with is no more leaves a wide gap than no one can ever get to fill. Two years plus later, and I still don't think that time heals, it breaks my heart reminding myself that he is no more but I still got to pick myself up and move forward. It's life anyway, we are all passersbys.
i know the pain Esther ,its hard to bear..lost my little bro too in 2017 he was turning 20,he was disabled but he always kept strong didnt believe he would go soo soon, its true death changes people, With all said and done we somehow find ourselves moving
I lost my sister and I can totally understand and I had to sleep in that room and I was up for nights I couldn't even sleep... Death is a wound you havr to get used to and u have to get over it whether you want it or not but u have to let them go.
So sorry I understand your pain. We were a family of four as well. I lost my small sister 6 years ago, she was only 23. I have now lost my dad two weeks ago. It has not been an easy journey as well. Death has been so real in my life. Keep going your not alone.
So sorry Susan for your loss, it's not easy, my Dad passed away on the 2nd of Dec last year and it's been so hard still grieving at the moment. May God give is comfort
The most hurting thing about death is when you feel like you let that person down....I just lost someone and I feel like I can't face any place where we went together..but I believe it will be better .thank you for sharing dear
Hey Gacheri, just woke up to such an inspiring story from you.You are a strong girl .you are truly a bubbly spirited girl..recalling moments being close to you,for sure you are a great soul. You are a fine friend, humble, mature,brilliant,beautiful, social, you are real, hardworking, ever happy name them 😍..weuh that loud laughter ..mamaa i'm so happy to see you here n to have met such a soul in my life..i think I'm among the 1000 behind you..hehe.
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Losing my dad at 6 only hit me when we were disinherited when I was 12 and actually only got harder with eah new year. Grew up too fast to help my mom be there for my younger siz and brother. Then in 2014, I lost my baby bro at 19. Death does not break you, it changes you. It changed me in ways I yet to even know who I am anymore. Be encouraged that some days will be hard and some will be harder but amidst everything, you will find moments of happiness, even if it will just be for a second. ((Hugs))
wow, God bless as you keep healing for its not easy and it takes a while and differs in individuals. #strong.
The finality of death is the most painful thing ever.
Losing my dad broke me, messed me up on many fronts. The paradox is, it teaches you to love HARD.
I resonate with this, 4 years later tears still come at the memory.
Death changes ones perspective in life....thanks for sharing
Overcoming grief is one of the hardest things to go through. Overcoming it when very young is even harder. May God comfort all who are still dealing with the wounds of loss. Peace be still. I t will get better, it will get brighter. Hold on. Thank you Gacheri for sharing.
I watched my brother fight for his life , up till he gave it up,I had and was willing to use all resources but it wasn’t good enough,God had decided he wanted him ,I got into depression ,but when I went through the process and finished ,I became better and started living ! But pain never really goes away !
It never does. Sorry about your brother. May God continually renew your strength and may you always find Comfort in Him.
Wow just wow! Such an amazing young lady. So sorry for your loss Gaceri. Death is so final may you be strengthened to tell your story so eloquently. Your mum is surely proud of you.
You are a great inspiration Gacheri
Gacheri..girl.. This is very inspiring.. Your such a strong lady.. May Goes peace continue to reign and continue to keep your brother's spirit alive
Thanks for sharing Esther...Honestly, Am moved by your courage. MAy you always find peace and joy
Never knew my dad, lost my mom at 10, grew up so quickly, it changed me so much.. but I thank God that he keeps strengthening me and my siblings and I have seen him work in our live
..and may He forever prove Faithful because He is.
@@esthergt7328 Amen to that
You are a brave young lady Njeri. Glad to hear you guys have found a way to honor your brother. Your parents must be very proud of you.
Gacheri is the best! I love the honesty and vulnerability!
I can relate 110% death just seems like a passing cloud until it hits home. I lost my mum about 3 years ago, the closest that death has hit us. My outlook has changed totally. Even when I visit with bereaved people I have a feeling of just how devastating the loss of a loved one is and how pained they feel.
Thanks Gacheri for having that courage and tell us your so sad strory.
I can feel you.
Keep growing, spiritually, psychologically, financially and in any way.
God bless u!
Very inspiring story. God bless you Esther Gacheri Gitau
Thank you for sharing your story cuz. You are a strong girl. Keep spreading the warmth.
Death is cruel,death changes people.
Am glad you are strong and better.
On death problem shared is problem solved, talking about it helps heal
Death stings, am so sorry about your loss. Thanks for sharing. I lost 4 of my loved ones when I was young. I never spoke about them,I didnt know how or to whom. It changed me.
Yes death stings Brenda. Sorry you had to go through grieving 4 people at a young age. We hope you've found a way and people to talk to about it.
Brenda Osodo sorry I can only imagine
Woii gaii with you....lost my Dad last year February this year January lost my mum....I believe strongly when you say it hits some one until you lose a close relative.....keep going njeri you will over come with gods grace......
Pole sana Josphat, Mola akufariji.
Eh!!..pole bro..be strong.
God is gracious and He will give you immense strength.
Pole sana
Pole sana
I related with this so much, mostly on the burden shouldered by the first born title.
Pole sana Gacheri, may God continue healing you through the process.
Thank you for sharing dear, may you continue to heal
Oh my God cuz am so happy and proud of you.i miss him.
What a beautiful woman. I am so sorry for your loss.
Oh dear I can only imagine how hard it is. But I pray that you all will find comfort in the Lord Jesus.
this touched me so much ..
.God bless thanks for sharing .....may you continue healing
Wow. heartfelt, articulate and intelligent. When our family lost our dad, one of the best things was a family session with a therapist. It unburdened us and gave us expression as a collective. P/S drop the dirge music on this video. It depresses the viewer unnecessarily
Thank you for sharing your story with us Esther. We are indeed all connected through our shared experiences. I was particularly persuaded to be more authentic in sharing my feelings. I would not want my future kids to wonder how to handle their expressions because i did not model for them.
Death is a sad thing..I lost my dad about 4 years ago.and being the firstborn i sometimes think i killed him becoz of all the failures in my life..when he died i had lots of problems..a marriage that was stressful and wasnt working..I was nowhere in life and i think it depressed him too. I couldnt even mourn him properly..couldnt even cry at his burial(was being strong for my siblings and mom..thats what firstborns do anyway).but alone in my bed at night i cry i mourn him..still feel i couldve been there..changed things.(they said he died of pressure or something of the sort ...)anyway death and coping with it is really hard..hugs to you.
Hugs to you too dear. May God grant you peace in your heart.
Thanks for sharing this. He was a friend from school and I miss him. May God grant you peace and comfort. In Jesus Name, Amen
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This touched me so deeply
Thanks for sharing gashe..
I feel you girl.Sad indeed.Keep being strong.
I truly agree with you when u say it hits too bad when you lost a close family member, To me I had a similar case where by I only knew relatives who lost their family member's bur came to me and hit me like a thunder where by everyone was struggling to break those terrible news" They had to do calculations so well to protect me from any harm when my lovely ma'am went to be with her Lord, she was my best friend, my confidante, my everything all my family member's, friend's and even my very own young family new that . ..I was in foreign land somewhere n Europe, That morning 18 month's ago, darkened my life, my World torn a part where i even sink to a depression completing suicide, I never thought I will be here today since the fateful day" just to say I never thought you still needs your mother even when you're grown enough but yeees u needs her. 😎😎😎🙂. .Bur God grace has been sufficient am still striving on strongly.😐😐😊 ..may all those lost close family members find solace and seek counselling services since it helps a bit. God bless u all..
May God continue to heal your heart and give you insurmountable comfort in Him.
@@esthergt7328 ..ThanK's Esther. .blessings
stay strong gul its well with God everthing good or bad happens with a reason only God knows take heart
Thank you for sharing Gacheri ♥. Thank you for speaking on my behalf. I lost my youngest brother in June 2016 in a tragic road accident along Machakos Junction when he had just turned 19 and was supposed to be joining campus. I can tell you it's the hardest thing anyone can go through, waking up to the reality that someone you grew up with is no more leaves a wide gap than no one can ever get to fill. Two years plus later, and I still don't think that time heals, it breaks my heart reminding myself that he is no more but I still got to pick myself up and move forward. It's life anyway, we are all passersbys.
sis love you be stroomng you are stong...
May God grant you comfort always and may you find a way to celebrate him and the moments you shared together.
Esther, You are so strong girl. Thank you for sharing your story. I just realized you're my friend on facebook😃
Pole Sana gacheri,all is well with our Lord.be comforted
In all things good or bad say 'it shall be well'. Trust, that God has a plan over your life and keep going Gacheri
i know the pain Esther ,its hard to bear..lost my little bro too in 2017 he was turning 20,he was disabled but he always kept strong didnt believe he would go soo soon,
its true death changes people,
With all said and done we somehow find ourselves moving
So deep.But you are a strong girl.The first born tag I understand
Esther sorry for the loss may God comfort you as you grieve.
Thnx Esther for sharing
Woow. You're so strong mummy!
Very inspiring
So sorry for the loss. It's well.
U r very strong.❤❤
This is so touching.
It is well.... condolences peace is all I wish for you
Is there any other Esther Njeri here?.am one..
I have so much to share...I dont know how at times
Such positivity.. keep at it Esther!!!..
May God comfort you dear..
Touching story.
I lost my sister and I can totally understand and I had to sleep in that room and I was up for nights I couldn't even sleep... Death is a wound you havr to get used to and u have to get over it whether you want it or not but u have to let them go.
Sorry for your loss Janette.
It is well gal , keep going
So sorry I understand your pain. We were a family of four as well. I lost my small sister 6 years ago, she was only 23. I have now lost my dad two weeks ago. It has not been an easy journey as well. Death has been so real in my life. Keep going your not alone.
I quite agree humans get hit when death knocks......pole susan let's pray for each orther.....amen.
May the Almighty grant you immense grace and comfort.Praying for you.
So sorry Susan for your loss, it's not easy, my Dad passed away on the 2nd of Dec last year and it's been so hard still grieving at the moment. May God give is comfort
Hugs❤
I can relate your pain...coz my bro was also asthmatic since childhood ,got an attack,collapsed and died 3 months to his KCSE.
So sorry for the loss. I pray you always find comfort in your heart that he is happy now and free from the pain.
Keeping going darling,,,, it is well
The most hurting thing about death is when you feel like you let that person down....I just lost someone and I feel like I can't face any place where we went together..but I believe it will be better
.thank you for sharing dear
Keep strong and say hi to the girl with 👓 (Miss Gachago)
So real 👌👌
This is so deep
Hey Gacheri, just woke up to such an inspiring story from you.You are a strong girl .you are truly a bubbly spirited girl..recalling moments being close to you,for sure you are a great soul. You are a fine friend, humble, mature,brilliant,beautiful, social, you are real, hardworking, ever happy name them 😍..weuh that loud laughter ..mamaa i'm so happy to see you here n to have met such a soul in my life..i think I'm among the 1000 behind you..hehe.
Thanks Mama😍😍😘
Lost my baby bro last year July, i do sometimes breakdown... was unbelievable.
May God be your source of comfort, now and always.
This what am going through.. 3months now after losing my small siz
May God grant you comfort that can only be found in Him.
Keep it up
Quite Inspiring Esther
My brother is 10days today since death robbed him off. Barely 3 years since my dad also passed. Let's just say i'm not ok. :)
priscillah njoroge May the Lord comfort you dear, keep the hope that one day you will see them. Heaven is our home we are all passing by. Hugs.
Hi Priscillah. Praying with you through the struggle. Anyone you feel comfortable reaching out to that you can talk to?
COLORED VIDEOS PLEASE!!!!!!!
Is that all you see...are seeking entertainment while someone shares about loss? I believe internet full of colour and entertainment in other pages...
Your name tells it all....little girl in deed!
*Whenever I listen to these stories I realise they are NOTHING compared to my story. My story is 100 times more painful. You guys know NOTHING*