I can see the sadness in your eyes. I’ve been there and through similar things as you have. Keep talking to loved ones, friends and family. Journaling helps too. I promise you it will get easier. Sending you hugs.
Very glad you reached out. Seems like you have the tools and support ready and available, I for one am glad you have that. Sometimes movement is hard to notice, but you made this video, edited it, and shared with us. Movement. 🖤
Your decor hunting is what inspired me to come out of a bad time and enjoy collecting and decorating again. Thank you. Your in my thoughts And you are missed.
Thank you for sharing your story. So many of us are going through something similar. I know I am. Sometimes just talking and hearing from others struggling can help us to know we are not alone and that there is love and support out in the world, when we need and want it. Take it easy. Don't commit yourself to anything to meet others expectations. Do them when you are okay with it. This is the advise I give myself. I know in time, I will be back to my happy self one day. I hope you are as well. May the universe be kind to us all. 💜🖤🧡
met you once. i get the mental health struggle. anxiety is crippling in its worst form. it is a great example of a defensive mechanism that overworks. hopefully you and your family can find peace.
It's definitely ok to not be ok. You have been through so much. We see you and hear you Nyx. 💜 I feel that utter exhaustion to the core. My mom has been suffering from dementia for a couple years, and this last year has declined so much. Our family is falling apart over the last year as well. It's so emotionally exhausting watching someone you love slip away. I take it one day at a time, that's all I can do, and spend time with people who are supportive. ❤ Take all the time you need to take care of yourself. Sending you love and hugs.
I feel like I could have almost made this exact video myself. The past 18 months we’ve basically lived with the slogan of “Getting screwed while everyone else gets laid” It’s been Murphy’s Law in full effect. We persevere though, somehow. I just know you will too. It’s in our blood. Your trek through those woods looks much like the Type O Negative video for Love You To Death….creativity even when you’re not feeling like you have it. 🖤 Love you, Cuz.
Sending you love and prayers ❤ Take care of yourself. Depression and anxiety is exhausting. I hope praying doesn't offend you. But I'm going to pray for you and your loved ones.
I am sending you good vibes and well wishes. ❤ Grief is real and having gone through it myself it takes time. Take your time and we are all here for you.
When I was 16 my had died then a month later I was in a car crash in which I hurt my left leg. It was hard . Losing someone has a huge impact on your life. It does take time but it can be hard. Just thinking of what they are missing. You admitting that you are struggling is a good thing , That is a part of healing. Right now just concentrate on yourself and don’t worry about getting videos out.
Well we miss you. And care for you. Your never complaining, your having a hard time and I hope it gets better. But your lipstick looks bomb as always ❤ I hope you can find the energy and joy again. Take care, we will be here
One day at a time. You are doing the things to try to take care of yourself. That's major. I'm glad you have support. I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression. It's not easy. I try to find the divine imperfection of life. The good that comes from the bad things in life. Sometimes it's just a better appreciation for what makes you smile.
Sending you a virtual hug Nyx! You've been through a lot over this past year and you deserve to take time for yourself. Glad you were physically ok after that accident. That's terrifying. I definitely hope the universe starts throwing you some bones with zero attached strings. More string-less bones than you ever thought imaginable! Thank you for giving us an update!!
I admire your courage and effort for this video and all of your previous videos… I love you for your artistic flair, enthusiasm, style, talent, and your personality! You are a special person. I don’t usually watch where have I beens, but my heart said to. I don’t care that you haven’t been shopping, you need to heal. Our turn to support and be there for you. Much love, you sweet heart! Wish I could help. Sending love and hope ❤
I haven't felt like doing Halloween either for the same reasons. I'm not even putting up what I already have this year. I'll still dress in all black and hike amongst the foliage.
Hi Sweetheart 🖤🖤I am so sorry you have been struggling. I was wondering where you were and if you were okay and i didn't think you were. I just had that gut feeling. I can tell by looking at you that you are really depressed. I don't want to step out of line here but i have been where you are too many times to count. I lost almost my whole family and some friends except my kids and grandkids starting in fall of 2020 till the end of 2022. A total of ten plus my Beloved kitty named Sprout. I did not get out of bed for a year. I finally decided i needed to go back on my amitriptyline. It is an old school antidepressant that is the only thing that works for me. I have ptsd, depression and anxiety etc. I am functioning much better now. It never truly goes away 100% but way better. I really hope you find the right medication for you. Everyone is different. If your medication isn't working please try someting else. I am so glad you have a hubby that tells you to go for a walk and cares about you and friends to support you. I will be thinking of you and will light a candle for you. I hope you will be feeling better real soon. Don't worry about us. Take care of yourself and we will be here when you are ready. Much love and many Blessings ! ❤❤🖤🖤🙏🏻🙏🏻
All my love goes out to you! I enjoy watching all your videos!! Thank you for everything you do. Didn’t you say you started taking meds for adhd?? I did a few years ago. I was on the meds for about 2 years. And it sounds like you’re going through what I did. I got off the meds and now it’s been about a year and a half off it. The meds made me just like you were describing. I thought the meds would help, but no! ❤ I found I can handle things better in life more of a holistic way. Anyways, sorry to ramble. I just hope you get to feeling better, because i know exactly what it feels like. ❤ you are not complaining, because i know what depression is. It hurts mentally and physically. It hurts very bad!! It cuts you and doesn’t allow you to enjoy what you use too. And it makes no sense! I’ve been there and it will get better. It just hurts and I can feel you! You look beautiful by the way!!! 🖤😘
I lost my son in 2003 he was murdered and I had a nervous breakdown I was put on all different types of meds and then I was put on Cymbalta and Lamictal and that really helped me maybe the DR can try different meds till you find something that will help. my son was only 23 yrs old and it torn out my heart and it got better taking the meds, but it never leaves my mind. But I hope you get better and am able to get on trac. I miss you and your videos. Please I hope you get better soon Luv you.
Sending you light and love. We’re here when you are ready and able. Please release any guilt. We’re not holding you to anything. Be free to continue on your healing journey.
Much Prayers to You!!🙏💜🌹🙏💜🌹🙏 I'm Also Going through All those things!!..... & YOU LOOK AMAZING, & BEAUTIFUL MORE THAN EVER RIGHT NOW, even though your having a Rough time! Funny how that happens.💕💕🌙🌠🌠⭐💜⭐👍😊 I looked the other day, Wondering if you posted something. & Here you are Today!🍂🍂🍁 Please Take Care of Yourself!! We Want You SAFE!! & HAPPY. & HEALTHY! Get Lots of Rest. Drink Water. Meditate when you can. Thank you for Sharing! I Look Forward to seeing you!😃🎉🎉💛🌸🌸
Thank you for being honest about how you are. It helps others to see their favorite TH-camrs are real people. Please let the guilt of not doing things or meeting expectations go. A car cannot run on empty and neither can you. Take time to replenish your spirit. We appreciate all that you have shared past and present and will be here when you are ready.
Thank you for your honesty and openness about your struggles. I just love your videos, and you seem like such a beautiful soul. Take care of yourself first! Whatever that means for you ❤
PTSD is really hard for some people to understand when it is resulting from a car accident.. ( I know from first hand experience).. it takes time and patience and lots of grace for your self and grace from others to move forward.. I still get triggered and will spiral but it is fewer than before.. but I have learned to not beat myself up over not being or doing enough.. it takes time and we all will be patient and give you space and the understanding you need
Linda and I are thinking of you, hope you can feel better in the near future, my last year hasn't been very good and had many friends pass away in the last few years depression always seems to lurk in the background. I had a car crash that happened like 35 years ago when a woman ran a stop sign and totalled my car, I was injured and all these years later when somebody comes up on my right I jump. Many other things happened with work and health that's put us down. Just wanted to know you have kindred spirits here and again we're thinking of you.
Feel better, get well, the gods and goddess are on your side, you will get through this with your strength, I love ❤️ you ❤😊, see you soon 🔜, stay healthy and happy 😃 and strong 💪, 😊, thank you 😊 for sharing this, I am a big fan too 😊, bye 😘 for now my dark angel, sister 😊,
I walk the same path, and all we can do is take it day by day. Take care of yourself. Sending warm hugs and much love ❤. I'll be here when you return. ❤
Thank you so very much for sharing your feelings. I can't explain how much I relate to this. Hard hard years and losing my Father . I have the same walking in water is how it feels. I haven't been able to find my Halloween spirit and it bothers me so. Please know you are not alone. Take care of yourself beautiful woman. Sending you love and light.
👋 hi I'm sorry 2 hear it's hard I'm 2 fighting 💪 my own 😈 demons I take it one day at a time I keep my self busy and doing the things I love being with the one's u love but it's hard thank u for sharing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m sorry you’re going through so much💕 I believe we’re all going through some spiritual battles and attacks right now. I will pray for you that Jesus reveals himself to you and speaks to your heart and you can find some peace and comfort in him.
It’s so weird - I was thinking of you yesterday and then you posted this. I’m so sorry you’ve been going through it over the past year. I’ve been feeling very much the same. It’s a struggle every day. 😢 Plz know, I’m sending good vibes your way. Don’t worry about making Halloween videos, your fans are here for ya! Thank you for being so candid. You’re not alone and you will feel good again. Much love!
Nix, it is wonderful to see you again 😊Taking one day at a time is the best when life is hard. You can do the things you want later on, when you feel better and ready. Please take in consideration when ready making videos decorating for our favorite holiday with items you already have or when you are going for a walk as you are doing it now. I am sorry about the accident you have and I am glad you are doing everything possible to take care of yourself. If you allowed me please discuss with your therapist about EMDR it has helped people with trauma and you experienced it in that car accident. We care for you and support you 🧡
🖤🖤🖤Hugs Nyx, I've been mentally stifled for a while now so I feel your pain.. You are a strong soul it shines around you always. You will find a way.. I'm glad you have a support system .. Halloween, well forget about doing it for the channel, your TH-cam family understands. But do some for yourself for Halloween something that will give you joy and let you just decompress and enjoy the season. Be kind to yourself. I struggle everyday in my situation, right now I am trying to decorate, I find myself putting the boxes away, then getting them back out. Making my menu list for baking and cooking then throwing it away . I'm also year round witchy goth decor, I to completely change decor out . I just can not find my creativity or energy to do it all right now. Keep on the positive path takes lots of Forrest walks it's very cleansing..So sorry about your car, but grateful your ok . I have had my share of auto crash ups, it's a bitch at all levels .
We miss you, but your mental health is top priority. If you need anyone to talk to about the wreck, contact me. I was in a fatal crash in 2009. I know exactly what you are going through. It helps to talk.
I'm so sorry- sounds like PTSD from the crash? No promises about your channel necessary, just a promise to take care of yourself. Being human is hard.❤
I feel you 2010 I was in a car crash I was in the back seat of the car go home and my sister and her boyfriend and the car's tire blew up and car spinning three times and hit the concrete slab on the freeway and went to the hospital and they said to me oh you're fine and haven't been fine for a long time I still have not been the same like I forget things I miss places something I fall asleep in the car dealing with sadness depression anxiety dealing with my family problems have no one to talk to I dropped pretty much all my friends so I kinda of feel how your feeling the way I deal with all the things keep thinking abut tomorrow how things are going to be okay and I'm glad I have my fur baby's. I hope you take a breath and breathe out and take a step forward and remember it going to get better I now it's my be hard you can do i believe in you.
Take care of yourself yes car accident can be scary 2024 has been bad year lots horrible things happen but let's not loose hope take it slow relax beautiful lady ❤
Nyx, my dear, You don’t know me, and I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message. But I want you to know that I admire you deeply. You are beautiful, strong, and the best dancer I know. Watching your videos has inspired me to keep going despite the difficulties. I know this tough phase will pass. You don’t need to do anything. Don’t push yourself too hard. Just do what is necessary, eat well, try to sleep well, and do what makes you smile, even if it’s something very simple. Happiness often resides in the simplest things. I am sad that you are going through difficult times, but I am happy just knowing that you are alive. Distance yourself from anyone who makes demands or criticizes you. You are stressed and tired. You need peace, love, rest, and to do things that bring joy to your heart. Uncertainty is something that is part of all our lives, mere mortals. Most people just don’t realize it. Please, take care of yourself first. I love you very much, and from here in Brazil, I send you a big hug filled with vibrations of peace, comfort, and healing for your heart. You deserve all the happiness in the world. 🖤
Hi sweat heart. Hang in there hun. I realy do understand how you feel. I believe and l9ve you so much. I know its ha😅rd but I know you are strong in your heart and soul. I have faith the universe will turn things around. Stay as possitive as you can hun. We all are here for you. Voting is not complaining. Hun don't let the troops of yourube get to you. Your not alone. I'm glad you walked away from the crash with nothing broken or hurt. I love you like a soul sister. You will get through this. I believe that 100%❤ many possitive blessings are 9n there way. Hugs hugs. 💜🐈⬛❤🥰🤗🙂
me, personally i will treasure you and love and cherish your e-friendship, and if the heavens permit will be here for you and awaiting your return, my heart will think about you daily and i will pray for you constantly, take care dark sister much love
You deserve so much more, you seem like a genuine, thoughtful, kind and incredible person. Believe it or not, I always think of your videos and how you do these days cause your videos bring me so much joy. I truly believe you deserve so much good things in life for the amount of joy you bring people through doing videos alone! Wish you the best Nyx!!!
We miss you. Take care of yourself first. We will be waiting for your return!
I can see the sadness in your eyes. I’ve been there and through similar things as you have. Keep talking to loved ones, friends and family. Journaling helps too. I promise you it will get easier. Sending you hugs.
Very glad you reached out. Seems like you have the tools and support ready and available, I for one am glad you have that. Sometimes movement is hard to notice, but you made this video, edited it, and shared with us. Movement. 🖤
It takes one day at a time. Sometimes it's good to talk to nature and get it out. We love you, Nyx!!
Your decor hunting is what inspired me to come out of a bad time and enjoy collecting and decorating again. Thank you. Your in my thoughts And you are missed.
Thank you for sharing your story. So many of us are going through something similar. I know I am. Sometimes just talking and hearing from others struggling can help us to know we are not alone and that there is love and support out in the world, when we need and want it. Take it easy. Don't commit yourself to anything to meet others expectations. Do them when you are okay with it. This is the advise I give myself. I know in time, I will be back to my happy self one day. I hope you are as well. May the universe be kind to us all. 💜🖤🧡
met you once.
i get the mental health struggle. anxiety is crippling in its worst form. it is a great example of a defensive mechanism that overworks.
hopefully you and your family can find peace.
Thank you for sharing this. As someone who has mental struggles myself, it helps to hear others talk about it. ❤ I hope you find dry land soon.
Thank you for being so open about your journey. I appreciate your realness. You're an inspiration.
It's definitely ok to not be ok. You have been through so much. We see you and hear you Nyx. 💜 I feel that utter exhaustion to the core. My mom has been suffering from dementia for a couple years, and this last year has declined so much. Our family is falling apart over the last year as well. It's so emotionally exhausting watching someone you love slip away. I take it one day at a time, that's all I can do, and spend time with people who are supportive. ❤ Take all the time you need to take care of yourself. Sending you love and hugs.
The horrors persist, but so do I. That is all for now. Be well. Blessed be witches.
I feel like I could have almost made this exact video myself. The past 18 months we’ve basically lived with the slogan of “Getting screwed while everyone else gets laid” It’s been Murphy’s Law in full effect. We persevere though, somehow. I just know you will too. It’s in our blood.
Your trek through those woods looks much like the Type O Negative video for Love You To Death….creativity even when you’re not feeling like you have it. 🖤 Love you, Cuz.
Sending you love and prayers ❤ Take care of yourself. Depression and anxiety is exhausting. I hope praying doesn't offend you. But I'm going to pray for you and your loved ones.
I am sending you good vibes and well wishes. ❤ Grief is real and having gone through it myself it takes time.
Take your time and we are all here for you.
Miss seeing you and your videos, but take the time you need to recoup what you can taking one day at a time. Sending so many ghostly hugs! 🎃
When I was 16 my had died then a month later I was in a car crash in which I hurt my left leg. It was hard . Losing someone has a huge impact on your life. It does take time but it can be hard. Just thinking of what they are missing. You admitting that you are struggling is a good thing , That is a part of healing. Right now just concentrate on yourself and don’t worry about getting videos out.
Well we miss you. And care for you. Your never complaining, your having a hard time and I hope it gets better.
But your lipstick looks bomb as always ❤
I hope you can find the energy and joy again. Take care, we will be here
One day at a time. You are doing the things to try to take care of yourself. That's major. I'm glad you have support. I have PTSD, anxiety, and depression. It's not easy. I try to find the divine imperfection of life. The good that comes from the bad things in life. Sometimes it's just a better appreciation for what makes you smile.
Sending you LOVE and STRENGTH.
Sending you a virtual hug Nyx! You've been through a lot over this past year and you deserve to take time for yourself. Glad you were physically ok after that accident. That's terrifying. I definitely hope the universe starts throwing you some bones with zero attached strings. More string-less bones than you ever thought imaginable! Thank you for giving us an update!!
I admire your courage and effort for this video and all of your previous videos… I love you for your artistic flair, enthusiasm, style, talent, and your personality! You are a special person. I don’t usually watch where have I beens, but my heart said to. I don’t care that you haven’t been shopping, you need to heal. Our turn to support and be there for you. Much love, you sweet heart! Wish I could help. Sending love and hope ❤
No doubt many of us can relate. These are really hard times. I've spent today in bed. Nice to hear from you.
Hang in there. Allow time to recharge yourself.
I haven't felt like doing Halloween either for the same reasons. I'm not even putting up what I already have this year. I'll still dress in all black and hike amongst the foliage.
I honestly wish you the best and that things get better for you take care of yourself 💚
Hi Sweetheart 🖤🖤I am so sorry you have been struggling. I was wondering where you were and if you were okay and i didn't think you were. I just had that gut feeling. I can tell by looking at you that you are really depressed. I don't want to step out of line here but i have been where you are too many times to count. I lost almost my whole family and some friends except my kids and grandkids starting in fall of 2020 till the end of 2022. A total of ten plus my Beloved kitty named Sprout. I did not get out of bed for a year. I finally decided i needed to go back on my amitriptyline. It is an old school antidepressant that is the only thing that works for me. I have ptsd, depression and anxiety etc. I am functioning much better now. It never truly goes away 100% but way better. I really hope you find the right medication for you. Everyone is different. If your medication isn't working please try someting else. I am so glad you have a hubby that tells you to go for a walk and cares about you and friends to support you. I will be thinking of you and will light a candle for you. I hope you will be feeling better real soon. Don't worry about us. Take care of yourself and we will be here when you are ready. Much love and many Blessings ! ❤❤🖤🖤🙏🏻🙏🏻
All my love goes out to you! I enjoy watching all your videos!! Thank you for everything you do. Didn’t you say you started taking meds for adhd?? I did a few years ago. I was on the meds for about 2 years. And it sounds like you’re going through what I did. I got off the meds and now it’s been about a year and a half off it. The meds made me just like you were describing. I thought the meds would help, but no! ❤ I found I can handle things better in life more of a holistic way. Anyways, sorry to ramble. I just hope you get to feeling better, because i know exactly what it feels like. ❤ you are not complaining, because i know what depression is. It hurts mentally and physically. It hurts very bad!! It cuts you and doesn’t allow you to enjoy what you use too. And it makes no sense! I’ve been there and it will get better. It just hurts and I can feel you! You look beautiful by the way!!! 🖤😘
I really wish you get well soon. 🖤
Our situations are different, but I identify so much with what you are saying! Thank you for sharing 🖤
Continue to take care of you. As a viewer, if and when you come back for any type of video we will be here ready to watch! Keep yourself safe.
Always prioritize your own mental health
I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time right now, I wish I could give you a hug.
I lost my son in 2003 he was murdered and I had a nervous breakdown I was put on all different types of meds and then I was put on Cymbalta and Lamictal and that really helped me maybe the DR can try different meds till you find something that will help. my son was only 23 yrs old and it torn out my heart and it got better taking the meds, but it never leaves my mind. But I hope you get better and am able to get on trac. I miss you and your videos. Please I hope you get better soon Luv you.
Sending you light and love. We’re here when you are ready and able. Please release any guilt. We’re not holding you to anything. Be free to continue on your healing journey.
Much Prayers to You!!🙏💜🌹🙏💜🌹🙏 I'm Also Going through All those things!!..... & YOU LOOK AMAZING, & BEAUTIFUL MORE THAN EVER RIGHT NOW, even though your having a Rough time! Funny how that happens.💕💕🌙🌠🌠⭐💜⭐👍😊 I looked the other day, Wondering if you posted something. & Here you are Today!🍂🍂🍁 Please Take Care of Yourself!! We Want You SAFE!! & HAPPY. & HEALTHY! Get Lots of Rest. Drink Water. Meditate when you can. Thank you for Sharing! I Look Forward to seeing you!😃🎉🎉💛🌸🌸
Thank you for being honest about how you are. It helps others to see their favorite TH-camrs are real people. Please let the guilt of not doing things or meeting expectations go. A car cannot run on empty and neither can you. Take time to replenish your spirit. We appreciate all that you have shared past and present and will be here when you are ready.
Big hugs ❤
Thank you for sharing this. Take care of yourself.
Please continue to take care of yourself❤
Thank you for your honesty and openness about your struggles. I just love your videos, and you seem like such a beautiful soul. Take care of yourself first! Whatever that means for you ❤
PTSD is really hard for some people to understand when it is resulting from a car accident.. ( I know from first hand experience).. it takes time and patience and lots of grace for your self and grace from others to move forward.. I still get triggered and will spiral but it is fewer than before.. but I have learned to not beat myself up over not being or doing enough.. it takes time and we all will be patient and give you space and the understanding you need
Linda and I are thinking of you, hope you can feel better in the near future, my last year hasn't been very good and had many friends pass away in the last few years depression always seems to lurk in the background. I had a car crash that happened like 35 years ago when a woman ran a stop sign and totalled my car, I was injured and all these years later when somebody comes up on my right I jump. Many other things happened with work and health that's put us down. Just wanted to know you have kindred spirits here and again we're thinking of you.
Feel better, get well, the gods and goddess are on your side, you will get through this with your strength, I love ❤️ you ❤😊, see you soon 🔜, stay healthy and happy 😃 and strong 💪, 😊, thank you 😊 for sharing this, I am a big fan too 😊, bye 😘 for now my dark angel, sister 😊,
Sending love, hugs, and prayers your way 🖤🙏🖤
Definitely put yourself first.
I walk the same path, and all we can do is take it day by day. Take care of yourself. Sending warm hugs and much love ❤. I'll be here when you return. ❤
We miss you too ❤ but take your time step by step glad to know you have a support team
Thank you so very much for sharing your feelings. I can't explain how much I relate to this. Hard hard years and losing my Father . I have the same walking in water is how it feels. I haven't been able to find my Halloween spirit and it bothers me so. Please know you are not alone. Take care of yourself beautiful woman. Sending you love and light.
Happy to see you back, I was wondering what happened.
You have crossed my mind a few times this season. Thank you for giving us an update I love your videos! Take care of yourself 🖤 🖤🖤
👋 hi I'm sorry 2 hear it's hard I'm 2 fighting 💪 my own 😈 demons I take it one day at a time I keep my self busy and doing the things I love being with the one's u love but it's hard thank u for sharing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m sorry you’re going through so much💕 I believe we’re all going through some spiritual battles and attacks right now. I will pray for you that Jesus reveals himself to you and speaks to your heart and you can find some peace and comfort in him.
It’s so weird - I was thinking of you yesterday and then you posted this. I’m so sorry you’ve been going through it over the past year. I’ve been feeling very much the same. It’s a struggle every day. 😢 Plz know, I’m sending good vibes your way. Don’t worry about making Halloween videos, your fans are here for ya! Thank you for being so candid. You’re not alone and you will feel good again. Much love!
Nix, it is wonderful to see you again 😊Taking one day at a time is the best when life is hard. You can do the things you want later on, when you feel better and ready. Please take in consideration when ready making videos decorating for our favorite holiday with items you already have or when you are going for a walk as you are doing it now. I am sorry about the accident you have and I am glad you are doing everything possible to take care of yourself. If you allowed me please discuss with your therapist about EMDR it has helped people with trauma and you experienced it in that car accident. We care for you and support you 🧡
Lots of hugs. ❤
🖤🖤🖤Hugs Nyx, I've been mentally stifled for a while now so I feel your pain.. You are a strong soul it shines around you always. You will find a way.. I'm glad you have a support system .. Halloween, well forget about doing it for the channel, your TH-cam family understands. But do some for yourself for Halloween something that will give you joy and let you just decompress and enjoy the season. Be kind to yourself. I struggle everyday in my situation, right now I am trying to decorate, I find myself putting the boxes away, then getting them back out. Making my menu list for baking and cooking then throwing it away . I'm also year round witchy goth decor, I to completely change decor out . I just can not find my creativity or energy to do it all right now. Keep on the positive path takes lots of Forrest walks it's very cleansing..So sorry about your car, but grateful your ok . I have had my share of auto crash ups, it's a bitch at all levels .
We miss you, but your mental health is top priority. If you need anyone to talk to about the wreck, contact me. I was in a fatal crash in 2009. I know exactly what you are going through. It helps to talk.
I'm so sorry- sounds like PTSD from the crash? No promises about your channel necessary, just a promise to take care of yourself. Being human is hard.❤
I feel you 2010 I was in a car crash I was in the back seat of the car go home and my sister and her boyfriend and the car's tire blew up and car spinning three times and hit the concrete slab on the freeway and went to the hospital and they said to me oh you're fine and haven't been fine for a long time I still have not been the same like I forget things I miss places something I fall asleep in the car dealing with sadness depression anxiety dealing with my family problems have no one to talk to I dropped pretty much all my friends so I kinda of feel how your feeling the way I deal with all the things keep thinking abut tomorrow how things are going to be okay and I'm glad I have my fur baby's. I hope you take a breath and breathe out and take a step forward and remember it going to get better I now it's my be hard you can do i believe in you.
Take care of yourself yes car accident can be scary 2024 has been bad year lots horrible things happen but let's not loose hope take it slow relax beautiful lady ❤
Nyx, my dear, You don’t know me, and I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message. But I want you to know that I admire you deeply. You are beautiful, strong, and the best dancer I know. Watching your videos has inspired me to keep going despite the difficulties. I know this tough phase will pass. You don’t need to do anything. Don’t push yourself too hard. Just do what is necessary, eat well, try to sleep well, and do what makes you smile, even if it’s something very simple. Happiness often resides in the simplest things. I am sad that you are going through difficult times, but I am happy just knowing that you are alive. Distance yourself from anyone who makes demands or criticizes you. You are stressed and tired. You need peace, love, rest, and to do things that bring joy to your heart. Uncertainty is something that is part of all our lives, mere mortals. Most people just don’t realize it. Please, take care of yourself first. I love you very much, and from here in Brazil, I send you a big hug filled with vibrations of peace, comfort, and healing for your heart. You deserve all the happiness in the world. 🖤
Hi sweat heart. Hang in there hun. I realy do understand how you feel. I believe and l9ve you so much. I know its ha😅rd but I know you are strong in your heart and soul. I have faith the universe will turn things around. Stay as possitive as you can hun. We all are here for you. Voting is not complaining. Hun don't let the troops of yourube get to you. Your not alone. I'm glad you walked away from the crash with nothing broken or hurt. I love you like a soul sister. You will get through this. I believe that 100%❤ many possitive blessings are 9n there way. Hugs hugs. 💜🐈⬛❤🥰🤗🙂
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Was wondering about you!
me, personally i will treasure you and love and cherish your e-friendship, and if the heavens permit will be here for you and awaiting your return, my heart will think about you daily and i will pray for you constantly, take care dark sister much love
So good 2 touch bases with you again girl...🫂🖤🍁🍂
Sending healing ❤️🩹 wishes 🙏🏻
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Me too, I feel ya, it's worse when you have no friends 😞 take care , i sent u a message via Facebook, no worries if you don't respond 😞🙏
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Small changeover is a great idea. You will pull through, your a woman
Hi, I know how you feel. Mushrooms helped.
You deserve so much more, you seem like a genuine, thoughtful, kind and incredible person. Believe it or not, I always think of your videos and how you do these days cause your videos bring me so much joy. I truly believe you deserve so much good things in life for the amount of joy you bring people through doing videos alone! Wish you the best Nyx!!!
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