Thank you for allowing messages to come through candidly. #2 is my DF/DM story. It is the #4 story I wished to share a bit on though as your sensing of a health condition is entirely accurate and the whole of the read has been our story. For 17 years I have shared a home with a man that for a brief period in the beginning was my mate/lover. He was my Pluto/7th transit and I, his Pluto/4th transit these many years. As Pluto leaves Capricorn for good, in our lives, we shall go our separate ways. This space has been my modern day cloistering after a series of kundalini awakenings in the early 2000's; celibacy since 2012 has permitted a reclamation of a truer self and there have been many cycles of purging/emergence in this period. I fought it in the first years. I still buck against it at times yet as one with a Pisces NN for this incarnation "following" is the way of Beingness. The health issues brought forth in your read are his at this time; 18 months past he had a series of strokes and there is evidence of numerous heart attacks previous to the strokes. He is 53. He continues to have 'episodes' consistent with what is termed white matter disease. I have cared for him quite literally for a very long time previous to, and during, this period of decline. It has not been an easy matter nor relationship. My DM as well as series of events simultaneous in this past 18 months shattered the walls remaining around my heart. I am raw and I am real. More than ever in this life 'ere now. In 2007 this man, the one I share a home with, was my mate/lover yet I did not 'love' him. It was karmic, it lust, it was projection. Now, I love him wildly and I am both elated and grieving for the state of it equally. I knew I was healing into the feminine and I knew it would be no easy thing. We speak this; the return of the 'feminine' as if it is a savior, a new outfit to don, a new trend to try out yet the truth of what it is; what I understand of it, is beyond anything I could have imagined previous to these last 18 months and for myself it is a healing in-to process, a Becoming, that has required far more than I ever thought I could bear. Thank you Lenda for being here, now. You have served as an amazing balm for my heart these past weeks. All Good Things to You and Yours; Much Love!
oh my beautiful heart💛🙏 this last week has been incredibly sureal to me. I have been tapping into the highest levels of consciousness I have ever had and God has put me in connection with some of the most amazing DF women on this amazing journey. This comment is another piece of the whole story I am being given that just keeps unfolding in front of me. I completely resonate with the becoming of the DF has been my experience for the last 3 years and this last year being the most significant in my entire life. I prayed to see beyond what it all meant and to be shown without and doubt or confusion and God has delivered in so many ways this week for me. I am so sorry to hear about his physical health, I have never channeled it as strongly as I did there and knew instantly what I was being shown to communicate. I will pray for you both and appreciate your comment as it has been more confirmation from the Divine for me in taking certain actions in my own world. Bless you and thank you, I am forever grateful!!💛☀️🙏
Pile 2 is my DM, Ty as always for your insightful readings ❤ I'm getting to a point where I am finally trying to release hopes and expectations and just heal and be
pile 3 :) made me cry... I saw others chose it as well 💚💚 it was really unique, I really liked the approach of bringing the energy and choice back to your self. I really want him.. but maybe it is all in my mind. maybe im just building fantasies. Thank you Linda your channel is like meditation and reflection.. thank you for being who you are 💚
💛☀️🙏Awe, big hug🫂 The mind only creates fantasies that's where suffering exists, once we recognize how to observe the mind as such we are truly free. The ego shows up through the mind, it only knows desire and aversion, these two things, and it continues to swing on a pendulum back and fourth, never being satisfied or fufilled and the chase is endless. Once you tap into stillness of presence of the heart you sit on the axis in which ego has no control over creating a sense of calm and samadhi. You need not seek anything, you are already one! ☀️☀️☀️🙏💛 Thank you for being here🙏
Thank you for the reading. Pile 3 was tricky because i feel i have done the work. He seems to be struggling with that part. I think there may have been a small breakthrough last year, but I'm torn about whether or not to help him over the last hurdle. It's been a long journey. Theres lots of tough decisions on this path. Im grateful for people like you who are guiding lights during this time. ❤
🙏 We are never "done" the work, we may have done some work, or even a lot of work, but that is all that is. If there is a belief that someone outside of our self has "hurdles to over come" or that we can "help" fufill some sort of desied outcome we have in our own mind then we are still attached to an outcome belief of separation. This keeps the stall. 👀🪞🙏🙏💛 thank you for the support, sending love to you both!
Hiii I'm pile 1. I haven't said "no" to him yet despite being disappointed and sad, because well it's a TF journey supposedly. I'm not pushing anything to work but I'm just open to hear him out I guess
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Pile 1✨: 4:01
Pile 2☀: 35:47
Pile 3🌺: 1:16:11
Pile 4🗝: 1:45:38
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Thank you for allowing messages to come through candidly. #2 is my DF/DM story. It is the #4 story I wished to share a bit on though as your sensing of a health condition is entirely accurate and the whole of the read has been our story. For 17 years I have shared a home with a man that for a brief period in the beginning was my mate/lover. He was my Pluto/7th transit and I, his Pluto/4th transit these many years. As Pluto leaves Capricorn for good, in our lives, we shall go our separate ways. This space has been my modern day cloistering after a series of kundalini awakenings in the early 2000's; celibacy since 2012 has permitted a reclamation of a truer self and there have been many cycles of purging/emergence in this period. I fought it in the first years. I still buck against it at times yet as one with a Pisces NN for this incarnation "following" is the way of Beingness. The health issues brought forth in your read are his at this time; 18 months past he had a series of strokes and there is evidence of numerous heart attacks previous to the strokes. He is 53. He continues to have 'episodes' consistent with what is termed white matter disease. I have cared for him quite literally for a very long time previous to, and during, this period of decline. It has not been an easy matter nor relationship. My DM as well as series of events simultaneous in this past 18 months shattered the walls remaining around my heart. I am raw and I am real. More than ever in this life 'ere now. In 2007 this man, the one I share a home with, was my mate/lover yet I did not 'love' him. It was karmic, it lust, it was projection. Now, I love him wildly and I am both elated and grieving for the state of it equally. I knew I was healing into the feminine and I knew it would be no easy thing. We speak this; the return of the 'feminine' as if it is a savior, a new outfit to don, a new trend to try out yet the truth of what it is; what I understand of it, is beyond anything I could have imagined previous to these last 18 months and for myself it is a healing in-to process, a Becoming, that has required far more than I ever thought I could bear. Thank you Lenda for being here, now. You have served as an amazing balm for my heart these past weeks. All Good Things to You and Yours; Much Love!
oh my beautiful heart💛🙏 this last week has been incredibly sureal to me. I have been tapping into the highest levels of consciousness I have ever had and God has put me in connection with some of the most amazing DF women on this amazing journey. This comment is another piece of the whole story I am being given that just keeps unfolding in front of me. I completely resonate with the becoming of the DF has been my experience for the last 3 years and this last year being the most significant in my entire life. I prayed to see beyond what it all meant and to be shown without and doubt or confusion and God has delivered in so many ways this week for me. I am so sorry to hear about his physical health, I have never channeled it as strongly as I did there and knew instantly what I was being shown to communicate. I will pray for you both and appreciate your comment as it has been more confirmation from the Divine for me in taking certain actions in my own world. Bless you and thank you, I am forever grateful!!💛☀️🙏
Pile 2 is my DM, Ty as always for your insightful readings ❤ I'm getting to a point where I am finally trying to release hopes and expectations and just heal and be
💛💛💛🙏 yes true freedom, that's beautiful. Thank you beautiful heart💛☀️🙏
pile 3 :) made me cry... I saw others chose it as well 💚💚 it was really unique, I really liked the approach of bringing the energy and choice back to your self. I really want him.. but maybe it is all in my mind. maybe im just building fantasies. Thank you Linda your channel is like meditation and reflection.. thank you for being who you are 💚
💛☀️🙏Awe, big hug🫂 The mind only creates fantasies that's where suffering exists, once we recognize how to observe the mind as such we are truly free. The ego shows up through the mind, it only knows desire and aversion, these two things, and it continues to swing on a pendulum back and fourth, never being satisfied or fufilled and the chase is endless. Once you tap into stillness of presence of the heart you sit on the axis in which ego has no control over creating a sense of calm and samadhi. You need not seek anything, you are already one! ☀️☀️☀️🙏💛 Thank you for being here🙏
@@prairievintage thank you for such a long and thoughtful answer! im learning a lot from you. Ill try to do it today🤍🥰
maybe we can do a reading for you that may bridge the gap better. I will ask Spirit for one that may help best💛🙏☀️ sending healing light to you.
@@prairievintage ohhh thank you my love 🤍🤍
@@danakaplan_music_arts yes of course💛💛💛🙏
Thank you for the reading. Pile 3 was tricky because i feel i have done the work. He seems to be struggling with that part. I think there may have been a small breakthrough last year, but I'm torn about whether or not to help him over the last hurdle. It's been a long journey. Theres lots of tough decisions on this path. Im grateful for people like you who are guiding lights during this time. ❤
🙏 We are never "done" the work, we may have done some work, or even a lot of work, but that is all that is. If there is a belief that someone outside of our self has "hurdles to over come" or that we can "help" fufill some sort of desied outcome we have in our own mind then we are still attached to an outcome belief of separation. This keeps the stall. 👀🪞🙏🙏💛 thank you for the support, sending love to you both!
@prairievintage yeah, I'm aware. I was simplifying it. It's hard to cram the all-encompassing experience into a few lines. 🙂
ok💛🙏 I gotcha. 💛💛💛💛 keep going on self, if he's your twin he'll be doing the same. ☀️🙏
welcome to the TF journey.☀️👀
@Littleowl85352 same rule spplies, drop the tf label then Unity consciousness. Don't let the ego make excuses to not do the work.
I chose both pile one and pile four, and they both resonated a lot. You’re a very talented reader, thank you so much I appreciate you very very much ❤
Thank you beautiful heart💛💛💛 I appreciate you being here 🙏 bless you both!
#4 Thank you for the reading.
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Hiii I'm pile 1. I haven't said "no" to him yet despite being disappointed and sad, because well it's a TF journey supposedly. I'm not pushing anything to work but I'm just open to hear him out I guess
ok🤙