I'm a SPED Teacher in New Mexico who works with kids with behavioral issues and previously autistic children, I myself went through troubles and those help me understand these kids who feel lost. I appreciate Ren being a voice for the voiceless and misunderstood.
Ren cut himself in the chest withglass from a broken TV in a laneway just to feel something. It's mentioned in one of The Chapters (There's 8) on his channel, worth a watch where he reads Chapters aloud about his life (It's Hertbreaking). A beautiful garden needs rain.
It was a shard of glass from a broken tv which feels worse. Slamming it on the ground over and over again hard enough to break it takes so much emotion.
You don't have to apologize for being in the cockpit of your own channel! We come here to HEAR what you guys think. We absolutely want to hear what you both have to say.
This was one of the best reactions I've seen to this song❤ Appreciate you guys so much and your comments. I feel you Brittney ❤ P. S and remember Slap That Renegade 😂
@JulitaLena123 you are awesome!! And yes we both definitely appreciate you and the love! 😂🤣 we gonna have to start remembering to say slap that renegade instead of slap as a lil insider for the REAL ONES! ❤❤
@@ROMsquadI gave that track by Nas a listen - I don’t hear the sample from Vera Hall in it, it sounds like some other female vocals following a similar but not the same tune. Moby did sample it in 1999 on Natural Blues. Checking on “who sampled” it doesn’t list Nas using the sample at all. The credits for If I ruled the world lists 2 others as sampled artists.
@@ROMsquadI’ve seen another comment point out the guitar part on this does sound similar to “the message” by Nas, who sampled it from “Shape of my heart” by Sting - and we know Ren is both a Nas and Sting fan so maybe the guitar riff he created for this is intended to pay homage to two artists he admires?
@@ROMsquadwhich song did Nas sample that for homie? The last time I heard that sample was when Moby sampled it in his Natural Blues Album back in 1999
I love Ren's Frusciante style licks in this track. It takes me back to Diazapam. It's such a work of art and a great message of hope for those still stuck in the dark. Nice reaction guys! 💛🤘🤙✌️
I miss you guys! Welcome back, I watched your reaction with emotions. Ren is a gift and his message to humanity is real. He is a voice for the Chronically ill. And yes he really cut himself according to his own stories. Great reaction. Peace.
#ren #troubles #verahall #lymedisease❣️ Just adore this man 🖤 deserves all the success, good health & happiness. He is our inspirational angel of hope 💗 Never give up, never give in ❣️🙏
This one hit home too! Especially the pain that no one has answers for! This is powerful, emotional and the message of hope complements with Hi Ren and Seven Sins! Wishing everyone more sunny days! Luv to my favorite reaction couple❤❤
This one is definitely one my personal favorite reactions we have done!!! ❤❤❤ thank you everyone who is supporting yall are truly appreciated every single one of you ❤ Ren definitely knew how to get to both of us in different ways... RDiss with his words and mine thru emotions ❤❤❤
Thank you great reaction… the more I think about it the last part about forgiveness I think it is a way to release what is holding you back… if you walk around with the resentment and the anger inside you can never truly move forward… Ren is moving forward now.. we love that for him and love him… he is a beautiful soul!❤️🫶🏻❤️
I prefer pausing on this kind of track. I like to hear you breakdown his lyrics, rhyme schemes, etc. and feel Bri's feels.💙💜 When there's no pausing it's like the reactor doesn't react. Know what I mean?
No I didn't notice it.. But after rewatching definitely agree Ren is truly amazing and knows how to get them Easter Eggs in for us to come together to find
Love how it Ren musically and lyrically can bring his life in a 4 minute song🎶 ending with Hope🌷 and using this as inspiration messages never give up 👍👍and bring awareness to chronic illnesses that gets so little funding or attention but are so widespread, millions suffer. Ren has a heart of gold to be used his platform to do this💛 He hit a million views in 5 days 👏👏and we're hoping he's going to make the charts for an awareness song in top 40 first time in history 🎊 I hope everybody streams and downloads ASAP , 👌😊
Ah, I can hear the similarity with The Message by Nas - although Nas Sampled Shape of My Heart by Sting to get that riff in The Message (slightly tuned up), so not the same source as the sample Ren used, but since Ren is a Sting and Nas fan, maybe he was subconsciously influenced to create something with a similar feel when he put down the guitar party on this? Or maybe it’s even a deliberate homage?
It really can happen so suddenly that it's like being ejected from life. I got really sick, really fast after I was bitten in September. Light was blinding, neck stiff, couldn't turn it far, used a cane, couldn't keep food down, random hives everywhere. Muscle spasms, nausea, vertigo. I haven't driven since then. I don't go anywhere but for errands and appointments.
Definitely check out his eight part series that chronicles his battle with illness. That being said, love you guys and so glad she got her own mic. I was getting kind of pissed that I couldn't hear most of what she says. Cheers, you two!
Hey guy's Really missed you both❤ brilliant reaction to a brilliant piece of art from our man Ren there are 8 chapters called missing on Renmakesstuff watch them for yourself but don't react as it's his life and soul that he lays bare. They hit hard but makes you laugh in places but so raw and unapologetic. Anyhow love you guy's and your chemistry ❤From D in the UK 🇬🇧
After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw and vibrant in color, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived. This in my mind one of the best lyrical raps ever written and performed...
Great reaction! - If you want to understand Ren's back story in more detail he's put out 8 'Chapters' on his 'Renmakesstuff' page. Each chapter includes one of his tracks about that time of his life.
Keep fighting TH-cam you will win in the end!! And love the studio mic upgrade it deffo makes the setup look more pro. Amazing reaction as always, a kid with autism can't be easy so full credit to you both for helping him through his Troubles! This song is just amazing and a message of hope for everyone struggling to find their way out of the dark, there is a chance this song could get in the UK charts this week which would be massive to raise awareness (some of the diseases Ren mentioned in the text I didn't know existed) so it's already raised awareness with me! What I also noticed in this song is the evolution of Ren as an artist, can see him constantly improving with his technique and style of flow (whether he is singing or rapping), and remember he is still not 100% cured so things hopefully will continue to get better in his health. Great job you guys, Ren continues to make waves!
It's not Nas, Vera Hall's sample is of her song "Troubles so Hard", there is no music to that song, it's just her singing, and Ren added some effects to her voice. Nas song "The Message" has a guitar lick he sampled from a Sting song "Shape of my Heart". Ren also has a guitar lick way back in the mix of this track, but it is not the same as the one in The Message, Ren created it himself.
You should check out the missing chapters that were telling his story building up to the release of this. There are 8 chapters they are on his renmakesstuff channel you will get a better understanding of ren's story and this track.
GREAT REACTION, you need to react to the acoustic version its a completely different song but man you will really feel the raw emotion, in my humble opinion the acoustic version is much better, trust me on this one this one. Peace and love from Sunny 🌞France, pause as much as you want i can feel your passion and i love it.
Liked the reaction. Glad she got her own mic 😁 Maybe just try to adjust her input volume a bit, as the mic is a bit soft 😊 Also, don't apologise for pausing, it is a REACTION channel. People can go listen to the original and then come back to watch your REACTION 😊
TH-cam tests a lot of people with monetization and it seems like they hope that people give up, so just keep on with it until you're clear and on to bigger and brighter things.
This is sampled from an American Blues singer named Vera Hall. "Trouble So Hard" was released in 1937. Then Moby sampled it in 2000 with the song "Natural Blues". That might be where it sounds familiar to you.
There a vid of ren doing a blog way back, when he was stuck in his room and in peak illness. Very young. which is very emotional, it's not a song just ten talking . I think you guys would appreciate
Should check out the eight part documentary that he posted leading up to this. They are about 30 minutes piece. Each one is with a old video from the time period. Which he was describing.
REN- TROUBLES [Intro: Vera Hall] Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard Repeating [Verse] I don't reach into the past very much For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid I go to war and get passive and freeze up But music helped the ice to thaw Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen The first year maybe was the hardest Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end So be the fate of Ren Every single question answered with a question on the end The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting And the third year was murder, living in a purga- Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom" Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated While I'm laying broke and naked on my back I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin' Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track Then man, lo and behold I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold And my skin got younger and my body got stronger And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed And my soul heard music for the first time Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you Lord, I forgive you, make me whole This music I give you, pain that I live through Everything I've been through is yours to hold
Man, I feel you talking about ADHD and the other things that come along with it (anxiety and depression). I also tried every med that was available with no success, just side effect that were intolerable. I gave up on meds and one day decided to eliminate foods from my diet, and slowly reintroduced them one at a time. I found that wheat and corn was my main issue due the inflammation it caused. So I was having feeling of the flu all my life basically (brain frog). I was so bad that I would put my car keys in the refrigerator, for example. After eliminating those foods, I feel like a totally different person. I have been clear headed for 10 years now. I am a Psychiatric RN and rarely do I see providers trying this elimination diet first, they prescribe meds first. Give this a try, you maybe be surprised and how much better you feel. Love your channel!
@@ROMsquad often when we have an intolerance to a food such as wheat it is the very thing we crave , it is strange but it is part of the allergic reaction
I cut myself like i was a piece of meat making a sandwich. Made a slice then cut inside the cut slowly getting to the bone. When you get to the point when it does not hurt at all it either wakes you up or you die.
@woodywoodman2319 .....Yo, what is your deal bro??? Why you trashing people then blocking them before they can respond??. And why have you dropped so many comments whining like a little baby on how these two reacted and what they "need to watch"?? Is it your first time to the channel, just here cause you're a Renegade?? If so, have some manners if you don't know how these two roll, he's got ADD and rarely can sit still, and she's his calm and caring voice of reason, they're perfect for each other, and the dichotomy of their personalities is what makes them such a great team and couple, and why all us subs keeping coming back, and love them and their reactions so much. If ya did know all that, then shame on you, and if you consider yourself a Renegade, stop giving the group and Ren himself a bad name!!! Stop telling everyone "they HAVE to check out Ren's written/spoken story" No one NEEDS to watch it, unless they choose to, what is wrong with you, seriously!!!??? How about saying, hey guys if you want to hear the whole story behind his illness and all his trials and tribulations, you should check out........ There's a novel idea, a suggestion, instead of demanding it. Cheez n crackers, it's like playing cards with my sisters kids!!
This comment 👏 I know Woody from Ren Patreon, I don't understand what happened here. Some Renegades have such a passion for Ren that it becomes toxic, it makes me sad and angry because that's not what Ren is standing for. These two truly love Ren and this is all about❤️ Love them, love Ren and love your comment🙂
Great reaction! And kudos on the editing! Good stuff! Cheers!
Yooooo for you to catch that you must be a content creator or an editor love and respect I worked hard on this editing love and respect fam
@@ROMsquad yall took that debate down boooooooo whats up rom?
I'm a SPED Teacher in New Mexico who works with kids with behavioral issues and previously autistic children, I myself went through troubles and those help me understand these kids who feel lost. I appreciate Ren being a voice for the voiceless and misunderstood.
Don't apologize for pausing, you one of those reactors I like and listen to what you got to say. Stay strong.
Ren cut himself in the chest withglass from a broken TV in a laneway just to feel something. It's mentioned in one of The Chapters (There's 8) on his channel, worth a watch where he reads Chapters aloud about his life (It's Hertbreaking). A beautiful garden needs rain.
It was a shard of glass from a broken tv which feels worse. Slamming it on the ground over and over again hard enough to break it takes so much emotion.
Wasn't it glass from a broken tv screen? That's how I remember it, maybe I need to go make sure
@@Steven90108Runs Thats correct I rembered glass and errored by saying a bottle.
The chapters are in @RenMakesStuff his other channel.
You don't have to apologize for being in the cockpit of your own channel! We come here to HEAR what you guys think. We absolutely want to hear what you both have to say.
Barz I like that we appreciate your support love and respect fam
This was one of the best reactions I've seen to this song❤
Appreciate you guys so much and your comments. I feel you Brittney ❤
P. S and remember Slap That Renegade 😂
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We appreciate you fam thanks for the super chat. 😂 you remember that video that is great I’m dying laughing right now
@@ROMsquad of course I remember, so funny, laughing now too😂
@@JulitaLena123 Thats love fam 4 real appreciate you
@JulitaLena123 you are awesome!! And yes we both definitely appreciate you and the love! 😂🤣 we gonna have to start remembering to say slap that renegade instead of slap as a lil insider for the REAL ONES! ❤❤
Leading up to the release of this song, Ren went into explicit detail about his life journey in 8 chapters on his channel RenMakesStuff
Well worth watching.
When you have time, watch all 8 Chapters that he posted. This song is the completion of it. He is moving on to a brighter future!
Thanks fam it’s not copy rights it’s a you tube thing love and respect we appreciate the info
The sample is originally from Vera Hall "Troubles so hard"
Oh ok so nas sampled it thanks fam
@@ROMsquad REN bought rights to use it off Vera's estate if you checkout his shorts he shows a clip of him remixing it
@@ROMsquadI gave that track by Nas a listen - I don’t hear the sample from Vera Hall in it, it sounds like some other female vocals following a similar but not the same tune. Moby did sample it in 1999 on Natural Blues.
Checking on “who sampled” it doesn’t list Nas using the sample at all. The credits for If I ruled the world lists 2 others as sampled artists.
@@ROMsquadI’ve seen another comment point out the guitar part on this does sound similar to “the message” by Nas, who sampled it from “Shape of my heart” by Sting - and we know Ren is both a Nas and Sting fan so maybe the guitar riff he created for this is intended to pay homage to two artists he admires?
@@ROMsquadwhich song did Nas sample that for homie? The last time I heard that sample was when Moby sampled it in his Natural Blues Album back in 1999
I love Ren's Frusciante style licks in this track. It takes me back to Diazapam. It's such a work of art and a great message of hope for those still stuck in the dark. Nice reaction guys! 💛🤘🤙✌️
I miss you guys! Welcome back, I watched your reaction with emotions. Ren is a gift and his message to humanity is real. He is a voice for the Chronically ill. And yes he really cut himself according to his own stories. Great reaction. Peace.
Thanks fam
#ren #troubles #verahall #lymedisease❣️
Just adore this man 🖤 deserves all the success, good health & happiness.
He is our inspirational angel of hope 💗
Never give up, never give in ❣️🙏
This one hit home too! Especially the pain that no one has answers for! This is powerful, emotional and the message of hope complements with Hi Ren and Seven Sins! Wishing everyone more sunny days! Luv to my favorite reaction couple❤❤
Love your breakdowns and reactions.. much love guys x
Thanks fam love and respect
This one is definitely one my personal favorite reactions we have done!!! ❤❤❤ thank you everyone who is supporting yall are truly appreciated every single one of you ❤ Ren definitely knew how to get to both of us in different ways... RDiss with his words and mine thru emotions ❤❤❤
You guys are fantastic ! We’re all in trouble 😂
Facts.
Thank you great reaction… the more I think about it the last part about forgiveness I think it is a way to release what is holding you back… if you walk around with the resentment and the anger inside you can never truly move forward… Ren is moving forward now.. we love that for him and love him… he is a beautiful soul!❤️🫶🏻❤️
Shes got a deep soul, you can see in her face.
Do not apologize for rewinding if you got something to say. Y'all have the value added I want out of a reaction channel. Do your thing.
We appreciate you love and respect.. You always tune into our reactions and we appreciate you so much
I prefer pausing on this kind of track. I like to hear you breakdown his lyrics, rhyme schemes, etc. and feel Bri's feels.💙💜 When there's no pausing it's like the reactor doesn't react. Know what I mean?
Love and respect we appreciate you fam
Check out "do you believe" by Ren its similarly awesome
Great reaction. Love love love you guys.
Sorry yt has been so annoying for you guys. Thank you for helping spread Ren's message. ❤
did yall notice when he said he found a doctor glowin and he turns so the light behind him glows, lil stuff he does on purpose its crazy
No I didn't notice it.. But after rewatching definitely agree Ren is truly amazing and knows how to get them Easter Eggs in for us to come together to find
Here I am watching your reaction again, absolutely adore you two and this reaction ❤
Ren dropped acoustic version of Troubles, just let you know😊
Love how it Ren musically and lyrically can bring his life in a 4 minute song🎶 ending with Hope🌷 and using this as inspiration messages never give up 👍👍and bring awareness to chronic illnesses that gets so little funding or attention but are so widespread, millions suffer. Ren has a heart of gold to be used his platform to do this💛 He hit a million views in 5 days 👏👏and we're hoping he's going to make the charts for an awareness song in top 40 first time in history 🎊 I hope everybody streams and downloads ASAP , 👌😊
Ren is Iconic!! Great reaction!!
This is the best reaction to “Troubles” that I’ve seen, and I’ve seen most of them. I love the “cockpit” line too. Thank you. 💛
As far as the Nas track you were referring to, a couple people heard it. They said it was from The Message if I remember correctly.
Ah, I can hear the similarity with The Message by Nas - although Nas Sampled Shape of My Heart by Sting to get that riff in The Message (slightly tuned up), so not the same source as the sample Ren used, but since Ren is a Sting and Nas fan, maybe he was subconsciously influenced to create something with a similar feel when he put down the guitar party on this? Or maybe it’s even a deliberate homage?
It really can happen so suddenly that it's like being ejected from life. I got really sick, really fast after I was bitten in September. Light was blinding, neck stiff, couldn't turn it far, used a cane, couldn't keep food down, random hives everywhere. Muscle spasms, nausea, vertigo. I haven't driven since then. I don't go anywhere but for errands and appointments.
Definitely check out his eight part series that chronicles his battle with illness. That being said, love you guys and so glad she got her own mic. I was getting kind of pissed that I couldn't hear most of what she says. Cheers, you two!
Naz bought the rights that sample from Vera Hall's Trouble So Hard. Ren did the same.
Hey guy's Really missed you both❤ brilliant reaction to a brilliant piece of art from our man Ren there are 8 chapters called missing on Renmakesstuff watch them for yourself but don't react as it's his life and soul that he lays bare. They hit hard but makes you laugh in places but so raw and unapologetic. Anyhow love you guy's and your chemistry ❤From D in the UK 🇬🇧
Cool reaction! Renegade greets you from Germany
After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw and vibrant in color, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived. This in my mind one of the best lyrical raps ever written and performed...
Great reaction! - If you want to understand Ren's back story in more detail he's put out 8 'Chapters' on his 'Renmakesstuff' page. Each chapter includes one of his tracks about that time of his life.
Keep up the amazing work
Glad you’re back!❤
glad to see you guys again
Love you guys, brilliant reaction too! ❤❤❤
Thank you so much!! We love and appreciate you too ❤❤❤
Enjoyed your reaction! MORE REN!
Don’t worry about pausing. We hear to hear you guys. Troubles is an amazing song by out healthier boi. Thanks guys
Thank you 🖤 Bri & ROM 🤍 for your 🐷 Ren - Troubles reaction! #ren #verahall #troublesohard #troubles #slaughterhouse #calgary
Great reaction guys! I always enjoy listening to your thoughts on your reactions. 😊💜🖤💜
Thank you for such a thoughtful review, love from a uk Renegade xxxx
Love your reaction guys 💜 Listen to Ren daily to get his message of hope
Glad you are back!!
Love your content GOD ALL THE WAY fantastic work you two
My favourite people with another reaction to my favourite artist 😍
Keep fighting TH-cam you will win in the end!! And love the studio mic upgrade it deffo makes the setup look more pro.
Amazing reaction as always, a kid with autism can't be easy so full credit to you both for helping him through his Troubles! This song is just amazing and a message of hope for everyone struggling to find their way out of the dark, there is a chance this song could get in the UK charts this week which would be massive to raise awareness (some of the diseases Ren mentioned in the text I didn't know existed) so it's already raised awareness with me!
What I also noticed in this song is the evolution of Ren as an artist, can see him constantly improving with his technique and style of flow (whether he is singing or rapping), and remember he is still not 100% cured so things hopefully will continue to get better in his health.
Great job you guys, Ren continues to make waves!
🔥🔥🔥 Reaction My G's😎❤️💛💚🖤✊🏿🇯🇲🏴
Second person to notice Nas, also Vera Hall sample also used by Moby, was waiting for you guys, love your Renactions ❤
We love and appreciate you as well ❤❤❤
It's not Nas, Vera Hall's sample is of her song "Troubles so Hard", there is no music to that song, it's just her singing, and Ren added some effects to her voice. Nas song "The Message" has a guitar lick he sampled from a Sting song "Shape of my Heart". Ren also has a guitar lick way back in the mix of this track, but it is not the same as the one in The Message, Ren created it himself.
You should check out the missing chapters that were telling his story building up to the release of this. There are 8 chapters they are on his renmakesstuff channel you will get a better understanding of ren's story and this track.
Preach Bro.
GREAT REACTION, you need to react to the acoustic version its a completely different song but man you will really feel the raw emotion, in my humble opinion the acoustic version is much better, trust me on this one this one.
Peace and love from Sunny 🌞France, pause as much as you want i can feel your passion and i love it.
No need to apologise for stopping and going back
Really enjoyed your reaction and appreciating Ren's lyrical genius and flow
Liked the reaction. Glad she got her own mic 😁 Maybe just try to adjust her input volume a bit, as the mic is a bit soft 😊
Also, don't apologise for pausing, it is a REACTION channel. People can go listen to the original and then come back to watch your REACTION 😊
TH-cam tests a lot of people with monetization and it seems like they hope that people give up, so just keep on with it until you're clear and on to bigger and brighter things.
This is sampled from an American Blues singer named Vera Hall. "Trouble So Hard" was released in 1937. Then Moby sampled it in 2000 with the song "Natural Blues". That might be where it sounds familiar to you.
Great reaction. This song is the finale to his Sick Boi album just not on the album. Can’t wait to see where Ren goes next.💕👍🦇
Pause as much as you like. You shed more light on the words in your comments. Great song.
Let's go!!!
Well done people 👍
You definitely didn't pause too much. I've seen some very good reactions to this and yours is definitely one of the best. Great breakdown.
Love and respect fam
He is in canada,he was sick so long time so it take long treatment,and he maybe be alright,but alot ,LOT better😊
hugs
Great job yall keep it up. Also you should checkout 'How to be me' live by ren and chinchilla
There a vid of ren doing a blog way back, when he was stuck in his room and in peak illness. Very young. which is very emotional, it's not a song just ten talking . I think you guys would appreciate
Great art initiates discussion - of course you pause, Ren work is very relatable - of course you pause 🙃🌻
It's ur guys channel, react however u want ❤
Every picture tells a story And I notice you like REN are in the Lions Den Portaits obviously don't lie
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Song title you were thinking is Moby - Why does my heart feel so bad...❤😊
Took me a minute but i just realized you guys switched sides 😯
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Should check out the eight part documentary that he posted leading up to this. They are about 30 minutes piece. Each one is with a old video from the time period. Which he was describing.
Your reaction... matches why Ren Makes Music...
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REN- TROUBLES
[Intro: Vera Hall]
Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard
Repeating
[Verse]
I don't reach into the past very much
For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid
I go to war and get passive and freeze up
But music helped the ice to thaw
Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor
Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword
Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore
The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living
Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten
Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
The first year maybe was the hardest
Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass
Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit
Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted
Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor
To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end
So be the fate of Ren
Every single question answered with a question on the end
The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing
Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty
Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb
Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline
Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits
What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked
Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum
But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun
One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel
I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel
There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
While I'm laying broke and naked on my back
I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
Then man, lo and behold
I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
And my soul heard music for the first time
Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you
Lord, I forgive you, make me whole
This music I give you, pain that I live through
Everything I've been through is yours to hold
Read the lyrics while it's playing, you know I'm saying
Trials and tribulations good. Suffering is the shit.
Man, I feel you talking about ADHD and the other things that come along with it (anxiety and depression). I also tried every med that was available with no success, just side effect that were intolerable. I gave up on meds and one day decided to eliminate foods from my diet, and slowly reintroduced them one at a time. I found that wheat and corn was my main issue due the inflammation it caused. So I was having feeling of the flu all my life basically (brain frog). I was so bad that I would put my car keys in the refrigerator, for example. After eliminating those foods, I feel like a totally different person. I have been clear headed for 10 years now. I am a Psychiatric RN and rarely do I see providers trying this elimination diet first, they prescribe meds first. Give this a try, you maybe be surprised and how much better you feel. Love your channel!
Can you message me on IG.. I love wheat bread and that might be key.. And I would like to hear your Perspective thank you love and respect fam
@@ROMsquad often when we have an intolerance to a food such as wheat it is the very thing we crave , it is strange but it is part of the allergic reaction
Yes he did slice his chest.. It's like he was in control of the pain for the first time 😢
Beleive the beat is both Toubles and Messenger. With some Ren sprinkled in
No need to apologize sorry you are having to deal with that!!!
I cut myself like i was a piece of meat making a sandwich. Made a slice then cut inside the cut slowly getting to the bone. When you get to the point when it does not hurt at all it either wakes you up or you die.
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Thank you for pausing a lot! ❤ You guys are amazing! Thank you for sharing a bit more of your side. Love to you all.
Missed your faces ❤ did you change up your hair? Looks beautiful ❤️
REN Is Bardcore.
As everybody say,i think you shall check out the 8 chapter /20 min about his life,you can doktorn for yourself,and then you know😢
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sitting on the wrong side is not good ............that fuck me up...
Talk and pause all you want, Good job.
@Renmakesmusic channel life chapters.... modern day tragety even the most prolific writers in history would bow too. Hope you review them with us.
If you watch his videos chapters he made 8 different ones they explain a lot of what he’s going through
@woodywoodman2319 .....Yo, what is your deal bro??? Why you trashing people then blocking them before they can respond??. And why have you dropped so many comments whining like a little baby on how these two reacted and what they "need to watch"?? Is it your first time to the channel, just here cause you're a Renegade?? If so, have some manners if you don't know how these two roll, he's got ADD and rarely can sit still, and she's his calm and caring voice of reason, they're perfect for each other, and the dichotomy of their personalities is what makes them such a great team and couple, and why all us subs keeping coming back, and love them and their reactions so much.
If ya did know all that, then shame on you, and if you consider yourself a Renegade, stop giving the group and Ren himself a bad name!!! Stop telling everyone "they HAVE to check out Ren's written/spoken story" No one NEEDS to watch it, unless they choose to, what is wrong with you, seriously!!!??? How about saying, hey guys if you want to hear the whole story behind his illness and all his trials and tribulations, you should check out........
There's a novel idea, a suggestion, instead of demanding it. Cheez n crackers, it's like playing cards with my sisters kids!!
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I know Woody from Ren Patreon, I don't understand what happened here. Some Renegades have such a passion for Ren that it becomes toxic, it makes me sad and angry because that's not what Ren is standing for. These two truly love Ren and this is all about❤️
Love them, love Ren and love your comment🙂
@@JulitaLena123 ..Thank you for the kind words, and I totally agree!