For those who don’t know, the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23, 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed, but it’s widely believed to have been suicide, given that the last song he ever wrote (“Healthy End”) was about suicide. The last song he ever released (“Please Give Me a Red Pen”) was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he committed suicide.
@evos3621 it wasn't tiktok man it was his mostly Japanese fanbase he died way before tiktok was even a thing if I'm not mistaken either way , He seemed to have alot of problems in his personal life and people calling him edgy was was probably part of the reason he might have taken his life
Powapowa-P (ぽわぽわP), also known as siinamota (椎名もた), formerly Furukawa Noro (古河のろ)[1], real name Mizoguchi Ryou (溝口遼)[2], was a composer at the Japanese music label GINGA. He was born March 09, 1995 in Ishikawa Prefecture, Japan, and his blood type was AB.[3][4] From a young age, he had been fond of musical instruments, and started creating DTM (desktop music) when he was at the second year of middle school (14 years old).[3] Some time later, he began gaining recognition from composing VOCALOID music, going under various aliases such as Pico:, highcolor_sunz (ハイカラさん), Nioudachi (仁王立ち). In the midst of his rising popularity, Powapowa-P underwent a temporary suspension of activity from January 2011 to May 30th of the same year.[3] In 2012, he joined GINGA, and proceeded to release the album Yume no Mani Mani. Since then, he had been active in various fields, making appearances on TV, live performances, and constantly producing remixes and music.[3] His music usually utilizes the sound percussion, creating a comfortable and soothing melody. His P-name, Powapowa-P, also originated from such characteristic of his songs. He mainly used Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Rin in his works, and his most notable work is Q. Many of his works have entered the Hall of Fame on Niconico. He passed away on July 23, 2015 at the age of 20[2][5], from undisclosed reasons[6].
The backstory just sends chills through my spine...... Whatever siinomato did, he never deserved it. Even the hate.... RIP Siinomato 1995-2015 We will always miss you.
@@coolguy644 Or atleast thats what they thought we didnt know the real reason but many people thinks its suicide cause almost all of his song contains dark, depression lyrics.
I knew about this song in 2014, 1 year before Siinamota's death... I had just thought it is a great song, until that day... Imma say this once again Rest in peace Siinamota
I’ve looked on just about every comment section and seen nothing but drooling babies spamming Emojis and lobotomy memes. Hello fellow intelligent life form.
people saying its blade balls songs, but they the one who use this song for gameplay and video, that make this song clearly use for blade balls edit video or whatever, and people keep saying its an song from blade balls, clearly it isnt this is an masterpiece, second of all this song also pretty good in my opinion.
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD!!! Let me use the word "respect" in the right way I'm honestly surprised this song can be played on piano, such and amazing song!!! (I don't think you can play that song on roblox.... Considering its suicide and stuff....)
Song: Young Girl A Artist: Siinamota (pronounced Shiina Mota) Birth of Siinamota: March 9th, 1995 Death of Siinamota: July 23rd, 2015 Cause of Siinamota's death: Suicide (I believe he was depressed.) Gender: Male
They were going to eject you, but you continued, you proven them they were wrong and you got such an healthy end with this golden buzz. BProud of yourself guys, 'cause Im proud of you myself, you will succeed one day I promise.
people do this but they never know whats the lyrics its about a young girl who lost happiness and is depressed as fuck and “give me a red pen” is a song with dark lyrics and talks about his su*cide in different ways and he made a song for his su*cide call “goodbye everyone” “give me a red pen” is the last song he published and su*cide 30 minutes later and his death was not told to the public
The song english words: My life, and someone else’s life, Why are they sometimes judged as if they’re equal? I’m met with dark skies, bringing along my depression, I can’t totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do? Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate, How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? Writing down vague words, writing down vague words, I can’t express myself well, so you’re the only one I trust I gather together my abandoned dreams, Wait, hold on, I’ve made a mistake Ah, “I stumble again and again,” It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, It’s cold, it’s cold,it’s cold, it’s cold, don’t lead me on Ah, your voice is so Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away, Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away, Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don’t hurt me How many times, how many more times, Will it take until I can just be myself? I’ve come with all my promises, I’ve come with all my promises, It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then, Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate, How can you swallow it so easily and still smile? “Here are two flowers to trick a child,” I’m sure, so sure, it’s because I gave up, isn’t it? Ah, I’m chasing after a far-off dream Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can’t keep up The feelings left behind that I couldn’t throw away are Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, Hate, hate, hate, hate, can’t you forgive me? Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, don’t come near me Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again, It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, It’s cold, it’s cold,it’s cold, it’s cold, I’m begging you, please How many times, how many more times, Will it take until I can just be myself?
suggestion!: The Great Strategy (that one SFOTH song) another suggestion (suggested this 6 months ago I remember): Viva La Vida. Still my favorite song to this day
For those who don’t know, the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23, 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed, but it’s widely believed to have been suicide, given that the last song he ever wrote (“Healthy End”) was about suicide.
The last song he ever released (“Please Give Me a Red Pen”) was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he committed suicide.
the last song he upload its "please give me a red pen" and "healty end" its upload by his friends
and rest in peace "siinamota"
@@evos3621Nah its just healthy end that was finished by his friend he uploaded please give me a red pen before dying
Rest in peace, may he be in a better place now.
@@broty9692 yes the last song it's "healty end" and he didn't finish it. I'm really hate tik tok community that said the song it's too emo...
@evos3621 it wasn't tiktok man it was his mostly Japanese fanbase he died way before tiktok was even a thing if I'm not mistaken either way , He seemed to have alot of problems in his personal life and people calling him edgy was was probably part of the reason he might have taken his life
Why one of the judges refuses this talented bacon, he deserved a GOLDEN BUZZER
That one dude probably doesn't know the back story of the song
True
who saw that one guy in the chat who was thinking the song was made because of blade ball 💀💀💀
Me💀
Me fr
Me 😭💀
Me💀💀💀💀
Me 💀 💀 ☠
Powapowa-P (ぽわぽわP), also known as siinamota (椎名もた), formerly Furukawa Noro (古河のろ)[1], real name Mizoguchi Ryou (溝口遼)[2], was a composer at the Japanese music label GINGA. He was born March 09, 1995 in Ishikawa Prefecture, Japan, and his blood type was AB.[3][4]
From a young age, he had been fond of musical instruments, and started creating DTM (desktop music) when he was at the second year of middle school (14 years old).[3] Some time later, he began gaining recognition from composing VOCALOID music, going under various aliases such as Pico:, highcolor_sunz (ハイカラさん), Nioudachi (仁王立ち).
In the midst of his rising popularity, Powapowa-P underwent a temporary suspension of activity from January 2011 to May 30th of the same year.[3]
In 2012, he joined GINGA, and proceeded to release the album Yume no Mani Mani. Since then, he had been active in various fields, making appearances on TV, live performances, and constantly producing remixes and music.[3]
His music usually utilizes the sound percussion, creating a comfortable and soothing melody. His P-name, Powapowa-P, also originated from such characteristic of his songs. He mainly used Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Rin in his works, and his most notable work is Q. Many of his works have entered the Hall of Fame on Niconico.
He passed away on July 23, 2015 at the age of 20[2][5], from undisclosed reasons[6].
@@Falling998 bro stop saying that bruh. Rest in Peace Siinamota.
@@paristonz who
@@PaxEdits16 he deleted his comment.
i don't remember wtf he was saying but it was disrepsectful
aint no way bro pasted the wiki here
i think its su**ide
Happy 11th anniversary
same here😃
bro u know its liar💀💀@@CatMemerOfficial
it sounds good but its depressing
@@vyngoc3893 wdym? I wasn't lying
@@stolentoaster ikr
The backstory just sends chills through my spine...... Whatever siinomato did, he never deserved it. Even the hate....
RIP Siinomato 1995-2015
We will always miss you.
siinamota*
@@raseli-sp7oc Oh ok ty
How did you mispell it two times
@@Shizuu_zit’s called a mistake
@@Raymondguy123 2 times
THE “YEEHAAAWWW” AT THE BEGINNING 😂
13 and 0 replies lemme fix that
lol
@@Blacky-Shadowyou 16 and 2 replies
Bro😭😭😭 the music is so sad😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Amió gus
Everyone else: this song was made because of blade ball:
Me after hearing the og: I’m surrounded by idiots
People who don’t know the lyrics:😄
Versus people who know:😔
By the way, for context the song is made about depression, after the person who created it committed suicide from depression
@@coolguy644dang that’s so sad
@@coolguy644 Or atleast thats what they thought we didnt know the real reason but many people thinks its suicide cause almost all of his song contains dark, depression lyrics.
Fr
@@coolguy644worst part is that the creator of the song passed away for unknown reason
RIP siinamota i remember crying the day i learned what happened, i think we all know how he died, goobye siinamota rest in peace❤️
Same but people use his songs and NEVER say RIP to Siinamota or anything
@Axo_studios1 So true, whenever i play id usually give credits to him, it feels wrong not to....
I knew about this song in 2014, 1 year before Siinamota's death...
I had just thought it is a great song, until that day...
Imma say this once again
Rest in peace Siinamota
The story is so 😭😭😭
@@YomukaZpt ik :(
what was the cause of her death?
@@footballislife-o9q it has never been revealed
But most people believed it was a suicide
When did she die
This guy straight out begging the judges to not press golden buzzer but straight Playing his song 😂❤
This song still keeps me happy no matter how old it gets
-a wisdom
Ironic cause this song is about depression💀
ymean the guy that came 10 days before ya
"a wisdom" ?
1:19
that meant "please dont hurt me"
how is that happy 😂
I’ve looked on just about every comment section and seen nothing but drooling babies spamming Emojis and lobotomy memes. Hello fellow intelligent life form.
I’m a massive vocaloid fan but I don’t know much about roblox, I can’t believe that a roblox piano can sound this good!
1:07 the main part which everyone knows abt
THIS IS SO COOL I LOVE IT SM😔
Not cool for me its dark put captions on the creator sucided himself...
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The song is 11 years old and July 23, 2015. the creator died - Rest in peace Siinamota
R.I.P siinamota, you will be missed by many.
i just found this song earlier today and learned about what happened to the original creator, may he rest in peace
R.I.P SIINAMOTA WAS A LEGEND😭❤ U WILL BE MISSED *SALUTES*
To be honest he is very good at playing the piano.
I love the song it made me cry
its not really piano cuz the keys are just by pressing ur keys on ur device.
@@Femboy_Lover_zyhes on pc
Hi! My daughter saw your channel, that's such incredible job!
Could you do the main theme from Downtown Abbey? Thanks:)
This was from another person showcasing their skills on roblox got talent
@@SunSh1neFNNo context?
rip siinamota. you'll be missed
Great as always👍
I always remember doing these, thanks for the memories... also respect to those who can hear the lyrics in their head🗿🗿
“Play blade ball these people are annoying” 💀💀💀
True
people saying its blade balls songs, but they the one who use this song for gameplay and video, that make this song clearly use for blade balls edit video or whatever, and people keep saying its an song from blade balls, clearly it isnt this is an masterpiece, second of all this song also pretty good in my opinion.
the fact that as soon as he realized the song he started talking about blade ball :/ 0:39
FRRER
💀
BRO GOT INSANE TALENT
Its sad how people almost only associate this song with blade ball and almost never the actual meaning
This is just pure, talent 🔥
これは素晴らしいです! This is amazing!
僕の命っつったって 誰の命っつったって
時時々 公平に 裁かれるもんなんでしょ
暗い空にやってきた 鬱を連れてやってきた
時々雨 総計に 頼り切りだ どうしよう
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
言葉を書く 曖昧に 言葉を書く 曖昧に
伝わりきらんないから 君だけをさ 信じて
捨ててきた夢をあつめて
ちょっと ちょっと 間違えたから
ああ 「時に 時に 躓いたって、」
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 言い寄らないで
ああ 君の 君の 君の声が
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い
遠い 遠い 遠い 遠い 傷つけないで
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために?
契り集め 持ってきた 契り集め 持ってきた
あの日の間違いを 飲み込むのが苦るしくて
朽ちるまでの愛憎を 朽ちるまでの愛憎を
飲み込む君 簡単に 微笑む君 どうして
「子供だましの花ふたつ、」
きっと きっと 諦めたから?
ああ 遠い夢を追いかけてさ
早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
早い 早い 早い 早い 早い
早い 早い 早い 早い 追いつけないよ
捨てきれず残した思いが
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い
憎い 憎い 憎い 憎い 許されないの?
ああ 夢を 夢を見てたはずが
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い
怖い 怖い 怖い 怖い 近づかないで
合言葉を繰り返すだけ
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い
寒い 寒い 寒い 寒い お願いだから
何番目でも 何番目でも
僕が僕であるために
ありがとうござました😊
HE GOES FIRE ON THAT PIANO🔥🔥🔥
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD!!!
Let me use the word "respect" in the right way
I'm honestly surprised this song can be played on piano, such and amazing song!!!
(I don't think you can play that song on roblox.... Considering its suicide and stuff....)
It hurt my heart that that one dude thought it was a bladeball song 😭
Life is too short to waste time on things you don't love.💔R.I.P
thats so great! btw u should become an admin at rts!!
i acquired influencer rank which has perms that are same as server hosts
@@TheAdminHammer i mean administrator aka game moderator, but still great job on being one!!
@@TheAdminHammerplay erika
@@Idk_ues you did not just say that...
@@Cyan_thicche did and j wan it
That guy that said its because of bladeball must have been smoking weed
Fly high siimamota ❤😢
bro that was FIRE!
it is so sad that people will know this as the ball blade song
0:54 was the time I remembered the song ITS SO GOOD
This was an awesome cover! If I may, can I ask for a cover of Bury The Light by Casey Edwards?
Pure motivation 🗿🍷
You think to make a fool of me?
You literally became famous and I'm proud of you
Song: Young Girl A
Artist: Siinamota (pronounced Shiina Mota)
Birth of Siinamota: March 9th, 1995
Death of Siinamota: July 23rd, 2015
Cause of Siinamota's death: Suicide (I believe he was depressed.)
Gender: Male
She’s a female
@@ksvp77Proof?
@@ksvp77It's because of Vocaloid.
This channel is so good i binge watch it, i hope you continue uploading
Your videos are so awesome dude! If you can, could you do “you’re too slow” from Odetari please? Keep it up! :D 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Do it.
They were going to eject you, but you continued, you proven them they were wrong and you got such an healthy end with this golden buzz. BProud of yourself guys, 'cause Im proud of you myself, you will succeed one day I promise.
this is nice
Ayooooo Brooo so gooddd!!!!
That one guy i saw on chat said "play blade ball these people are annoying" but the one who made that song killed herself after she made this song
How does that person relate to the person killing themselves
The person who made the song was a guy.
The person is actually a male not a she
Siinamota was a vocaloid producer basically using a voice for an instrument to sing lyrics etc
Rest in peace siinamota you will be remembered you created such a masterpiece
2:00 this is not from blade ball
holy crap, it sounds o beautiful in piano, ITS EVEN PLAYED IN ROBLOX, yeah im definitely saving this on my song playist
I have a suggestion, could you do 'my time' by bo en? more popularly known as the bad end song in Omori.
"I will never die even if my body breaks another will rise in my place, to dissmantle heartless androids"
just because theyre doing this song doesnt mean they play blade ball, its literally a song made BEFORE blade ball 💀
bro i love the content ive been subbed since 50k i hope you reach 200k
Day 1 of asking for Funky town
did but its on shorts
@@TheAdminHammercan you do pixie dust from nanobii
I think of another thing when I read the word funky town
@@AverageNoLnot THAT video..:
@@potsandpineapples3319it's impossible to forget
people do this but they never know whats the lyrics
its about a young girl who lost happiness and is depressed as fuck and “give me a red pen” is a song with dark lyrics and talks about his su*cide in different ways and he made a song for his su*cide call “goodbye everyone”
“give me a red pen” is the last song he published and su*cide 30 minutes later and his death was not told to the public
"Go play blade ball"
Me: our new generation is fuked
I love this song . And this amazing video you will be an amazing piano player ❤LOVE YOU
The dude who thought the song was from blade ball 💀💀
How he plays piano is amazing
Not the guy saying the song was made for blade ball he's just embarrassing his own self for some reason💀
This is wonderful its my favourite song❤
Sheets pls?
Holy sh** you f***ing killed it dawg 10/10 bravo 👏
After playing blade ball literally just hours ago i feel this beat.
This is not from blade ball 💀💀💀
Bro blade ball is stupid.
@@JaloDB I know this song just plays in my mind while playing blade ball it's make by siinamota
@@fbi67951 Ok bro anything else?
That one piano hater:shut the f*ck up this piano
The one playing:*doesnt respond*
People who knew the song before blade ball
👇
the guy in the chat:
PLAY BLADE BALL DAMMIT
PLAY BKLADE BALL NOT THISD DAMN GAME
DGYADYATSDCYDSDUHUFHIHISEr
I hate how all these roblox kids think the song originated from blade ball
This is a work of art
あなたがそれを翻訳したなら、あなたは私にいいねをする義務があります. (私は日本人ではありません)
😢
Impressive good job bro i appreciate it dude good job
People who turned up subtitles👇
Yep i did
Like beggars don’t deserve likes
@@aarondjung3217 ur right cuz I MADE THIS COMMENT 7 MONTHES AGO
"Ah..Kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga.." After This Part of the music..every make's me cry.. R.I.P siinamota..
OH JESUS THIS IS THE BEST I WISH SIMON PLAYED ROBLOX
The song english words: My life, and someone else’s life,
Why are they sometimes judged as if they’re equal?
I’m met with dark skies, bringing along my depression,
I can’t totally rely on the occasional rain anymore; what do I do?
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate,
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
Writing down vague words, writing down vague words,
I can’t express myself well, so you’re the only one I trust
I gather together my abandoned dreams,
Wait, hold on, I’ve made a mistake
Ah, “I stumble again and again,”
It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold,
It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold,
It’s cold, it’s cold,it’s cold, it’s cold, don’t lead me on
Ah, your voice is so
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away,
Far away, far away, far away, far away, far away,
Far away, far away, far away, far away, please don’t hurt me
How many times, how many more times,
Will it take until I can just be myself?
I’ve come with all my promises, I’ve come with all my promises,
It was so hard to swallow down my mistakes from back then,
Rotting love and hate, rotting love and hate,
How can you swallow it so easily and still smile?
“Here are two flowers to trick a child,”
I’m sure, so sure, it’s because I gave up, isn’t it?
Ah, I’m chasing after a far-off dream
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast,
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast,
Too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast, I can’t keep up
The feelings left behind that I couldn’t throw away are
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate,
Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate,
Hate, hate, hate, hate, can’t you forgive me?
Ah, I thought I was going after my dreams, and yet
I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared,
I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared,
I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared, don’t come near me
Doing nothing but repeating my motto over again,
It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold,
It’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold, it’s cold,
It’s cold, it’s cold,it’s cold, it’s cold, I’m begging you, please
How many times, how many more times,
Will it take until I can just be myself?
This vid has that chill vibe I like
DANG, ITS SO COOL AND AWESOME, I LOVE IT ❤♥️♥️🔥🔥🔥
piano was so good the subtitles work and translate without lyrics
Rip to that guys soul in beginning also
I call 50
suggestion!: The Great Strategy (that one SFOTH song)
another suggestion (suggested this 6 months ago I remember): Viva La Vida. Still my favorite song to this day
Despite the true intentions behind a person or situation there always the side for show
bro this is a masterpiece btw rest in peace siinamota
my request: can u do all my fellas
You are someone with amazing talent and you have skills of a Greek god
"go play blade ball these people are annoying"
-Some random guys in chat.
Im in shock right now :O
WOW THAT SOUNDWAVE WAS 💀
1:00 Tayo miye
1:11 komeye 1:13 Tool tool tool tol
1:21 shinu ga wogui ye?
1:28 tool tool tool toll Eng: Its cold its cold its cold
1:36 shike wanugera?
1:45 End
Hearing one of my favorite song on roblox made my day. Also it my birthday
THANK YOU BRO I WANTED TO SEE THIS
Give this man a 10/10 🍷
少女Aという曲で日本人が作成・制作を行いました。この曲は嫌なことを乗り越えて支え合うことを意味してるらしいです。
そんな曲を作った人が死んじゃうなんて本当にこの世界は不公平だな
this cover sounds so different from og, but its still amazing as its literally from a roblox piano game..
Dayuumm so good. This is my fav spng😮😮😮
Judge's just going crazy in the chats💀
EPIC!