Had my 1st child at 16, 2nd at 17, 3rd at 23 and 4th at 24.....Dropped out of school, returned to get my diploma. Entered college, graduated. Went to graduate school and graduated. Now I'm a therapist. My 1st and 2nd born are active duty in the Navy and my 3rd and 4th child attends LSU on full academic rides. Don't let society tell you anything. Get up and fight back......Also, I'm not a grandma. ❤❤
I just cried so much with your comment, it just made me think how much as mothers we struggle so much. And yet our kids are so resilient and they go with us in the process while we come back on our feet, but they still love us and also find their own way to succeed ❤ I am sorry I'm not even sure I mean any sense in what I wrote, but that's what your comment made me feel
Congrats on your Amazing Story...You should tell your story to everyone that will Listen...We Need your story told every corner of the Earth..Thankyou!!
I got pregnant when I was 14, had my son at 15yrs old. God has been my provider the entire time, my teacher, & shoulder to cry on because it’s extremely hard physically & mentally to raise & provide for a child as a teen while trying to figure out who you are, heal & learn what life is about. God is amazing ❤ he truly has answered every single prayer.
I had four children in five years in my early twenties. My husband was abusive and started using drugs. I lost my children despite all my prayers and work. I was a battered woman with ptsd but they left me there to die when they took them. I couldn't financially fight because i had been home with them my whole adult life! God told me to go home to my father. Broken, i ran back home. There was hope. Eight weeks of hope in my womb. God told me he would restore me and double what had been wrongfully stolen from me. My husband died two weeks before our son was born. I spent twelve years holding my breath. My oldest son talks to me daily and forgave me in the first call. Im waiting on the rest to turn eighteen. God kept them all together and in a Christian home! I have two boys and a girl here with me! I was not forgotten! When my son sent that first message saying he loved me, i heard God tell me, " My child, you were never forgotten "
Despite our past, God can and will restore us and our family for His glory. God is faithful and He has you in the palm of his hand. God’s peace to you my dear sister in Christ!
_Wasn't she lovely!? What an absolute doll. She said, "We was the black Brady bunch." 😂 This testimony will round the globe and change countless lives for countless single-mothers. Glory to God. Maranatha_
I love how the interviewer lets the person speak without interrupting. Bc it’s such a blessing to fully hear how God showed up for her! Thank you beautiful woman of God for sharing your powerful testimony!❤❤
Don't ever judge a person unless you have walked a mile in his/her shoes. God looks at the heart. This testimony is a prime example of that. From difficult/humble beginning to being a 'trophy of God'. A person does not have to die where they fall. Get up and go again. God is ABLE to restore and make everything beautiful in His time. However, we must work together with Him for Him to accomplish His Will/Call in our lives. Powerful/encouraging testimony. Thanks for sharing my beautiful sister. Congratulations for your accomplishments but most of all, for your stance with the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. I thank God for you. May God continue to bless you and your family in Jesus Mighty Name.❤🩹🙏
Even if u walked a thousand miles in someone's else shoes, u still don't have the right to judge anyone because God is the only one that can judge us all❤God bless everyone reading this 🙏 💖
This lady is accurate when you accept Jesus Christ your desires of the heart changes aligned to his will. I got sober, stoppered living the fast night life, living a celibate life, and pray for my childhood trauma to heal. That was a FAR 180 from where I was 10 years ago.
My God. Thank you! My mother passed away at nine, I became a teen mom as well. I thank you for this, for having the courage to share your story. I needed to hear this today. You touched so many areas of my life. Thank you, thank you, thank you. May God continue to bless us.
I watched this again. I am in tears. She is such a good example. God changed her and to get her education. To be blessed with a husband who accepted her children. God can inspire people to change their lifestyle. Some of my past. But to seek keep seeking God with two divorces. Childhood sexual abuse a history of no support from the two ex husbands. Blessed to live a life of celibacy since 2012. I pray for God's protection from any abusive men. To have safe people in my life. Especially safe men. ❤🙏🏾
Wow. I am a single mom of 7 myself. And my 4th child was from a 1 night stand I didn’t want him but I didn’t believe in abortions but adoptions I DO! But my mom kept saying to me GOD DON’T PUT MORE ON YOU THAN YOU CAN BARE. So I kept him. He’s 19 now and I struggled hard with my kids CPS removed my kids BUT I FOUGHT AND GOT EM BACK! I’m so proud of you going to school
God bless u too my sister, and none of us is perfect only our Heavenly Father is perfect. I used to do some things that's unthinkable but look at me now ever since our Heavenly Father put the holy ghost spirit in me last December 2023. God bless u and ur families ❤
Amen! God is so good and He cares for us and glad He doesn’t give up on us and yes Let’s continue to focus on Him and love Him with all our hearts! Adoption and not abortion! Amen! Every child has a purpose!! Someone said thee is no illegitimate child but there are illegitimate parents due to our own flaws!!
1 Corinthians 10:13 And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted. beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. God doesn't put anything on us, but he will help us through things if we believe and ask him to!
This testimony is so powerful & real…To God be all the glory !!!He is real ..I love the Lord, so many things she said was my experience as well. I am truly new!! I surrendered my heart to the Lord when I was 24 years old , I’m now 48 years old and still living for the Lord!!Thank you Lord 💝
I really relate to everything she saying I was a teenage mother it was so hard Been in abuse relationship for 11 years looking for love in all wrong places Got married twice. So many things as life with.But at 40 surrender to God totally im 59 serving God the best decision of my life.
This testimony truly tugged at my Heart, in All the right ways. When we follow God's lead, and surrender our lives to God, we will see time and time again that was the best decision ever! Oh what a Keeper is our God, the Lord Jesus Christ. God Bless you Sis, keep shining the Light of your Father in you!
What a wonderful story. The day after I got saved I knew I was not the same. I was different. I didn’t know what had happened because no one explained it to me. I got baptized in the Holy Spirit while painting my hall stairs and listening to a song by Amy Grant. I knew nothing about the baptism of the Holy Spirit, either. I love these testimonies. Thank you!
What a mighty anointing testimony. God bless you my sister in Christ. Thank you for allowing God to use you I needed this word today. I’m a believer and I’m saved and filled with God's spirit but sometimes in our spiritual journey we need to be strengthened to remind us that no matter how hard it is God’s grace and mercy never fail 🙏
I haven't watched in a while. This woman's testimony reminded me why I love Delafe and why I need to make watching a priority. Thank you for all you do. And I like the music at the end... it's very soothing. 🙂
Lord God thank you for her new life ......Lord do it again Lord do it again, there must be many children need to be saved, from the drugs, violence, abuse at home need wisdom . I am a grandma ,praying for my family's salvation and lot of other people ...... Maranatha
sister you are so brave and shared your story with humility, God gave you a beautiful husband to understand your earthly needs. you have a true, real encounter with God, keep sharing him, your testimony will save others n give us all hope. thank you
Wow..look at what my God can do...what a profound and amazing story..may God continue to bless and keep this sister ...I was truly blessed and encouraged. ❤
I believe this is my favorite testimony story. So many beautiful miracles. Thank you for sharing all the details of how God worked everything out so perfectly. It’s exactly why I love watching testimonies. His timing is so perfect and He proves over and over that He always comes through for those that are in Him. Bless you sister can’t wait to meet you someday soon at the Millennial Kingdom ❣️❣️
God will indeed give you a new heart when you surrender all🙌🏾🙌🏾new desires! You begin to hate what He hates and love what He loves! Gon and testify sis!!!!!!! To God be the Glory!!!!!!!
Thank you for sharing your story. I was blessed with many advantages growing up. Yet I feel that I have made many mistakes and I’ve yet to fulfill my purpose in life. 😢 Your story is inspiring and reminds me that I am not my mistakes and setbacks. God is bigger than any problem and I can not do it on my own. You are an amazing woman and I thank you for your powerful testimony !! 🙏🏽
I went through the school thing recently. I'm in my 2nd year of college and have a 3.70gpa. I dropped out in 10th grade when I got pregnant. I always felt dumb. Funny how the Lord pushes you to show you what you are NOT
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She is so uplifting. She made me fall in love with Jesus all over again just by listening to her.
So glad to hear!
Yes…same here 🙏🏼
Same❤😊
Her childlike faith is beautiful. The most powerful in the kingdom are those who come to God as a child.
Single mothers are super heroes.
True!!
Had my 1st child at 16, 2nd at 17, 3rd at 23 and 4th at 24.....Dropped out of school, returned to get my diploma. Entered college, graduated. Went to graduate school and graduated. Now I'm a therapist. My 1st and 2nd born are active duty in the Navy and my 3rd and 4th child attends LSU on full academic rides. Don't let society tell you anything. Get up and fight back......Also, I'm not a grandma. ❤❤
I just cried so much with your comment, it just made me think how much as mothers we struggle so much.
And yet our kids are so resilient and they go with us in the process while we come back on our feet, but they still love us and also find their own way to succeed ❤
I am sorry I'm not even sure I mean any sense in what I wrote, but that's what your comment made me feel
Congrats on your Amazing Story...You should tell your story to everyone that will Listen...We Need your story told every corner of the Earth..Thankyou!!
I work at the LSU 😊
I got pregnant when I was 14, had my son at 15yrs old. God has been my provider the entire time, my teacher, & shoulder to cry on because it’s extremely hard physically & mentally to raise & provide for a child as a teen while trying to figure out who you are, heal & learn what life is about. God is amazing ❤ he truly has answered every single prayer.
Hey I've watched you for a long time and I just want you to know I think you're a great mother and a God fearing woman!💗
I pray that the Lord will cause his face to shine up on you and your child!
@@johnsonkids415God not god please🙏
@@michelle-xi1kqKim hi
how old or how much older was your child’s father when you got pregnant?
Fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. She is wise and blessed.
She got a smile on her face. God pulled her out.😊
Yes HE did!! It’s beautiful to see how he pulled her out and restored her from the bondage of sin.
When Tiara shares the part about getting married and God sanctifying her through her marriage; that is exactly what God did for me through my husband.
She’s so damn strong. Started at 13 and kept all of her kids through trials and tribulations. Amen. Blessings to her 🙏🏽
I had four children in five years in my early twenties. My husband was abusive and started using drugs. I lost my children despite all my prayers and work. I was a battered woman with ptsd but they left me there to die when they took them. I couldn't financially fight because i had been home with them my whole adult life! God told me to go home to my father. Broken, i ran back home. There was hope. Eight weeks of hope in my womb. God told me he would restore me and double what had been wrongfully stolen from me. My husband died two weeks before our son was born. I spent twelve years holding my breath. My oldest son talks to me daily and forgave me in the first call. Im waiting on the rest to turn eighteen. God kept them all together and in a Christian home! I have two boys and a girl here with me! I was not forgotten! When my son sent that first message saying he loved me, i heard God tell me, " My child, you were never forgotten "
Despite our past, God can and will restore us and our family for His glory. God is faithful and He has you in the palm of his hand. God’s peace to you my dear sister in Christ!
Thank you for sharing! God is so faithful.
Beautiful testimonies! God bless you all!
Jesus! 🙏🏿😇
What a beautiful testimony. You are such an inspiration. God bless your family ❤❤❤❤
That “Who is Jesus to you?” gets me every time man❤️🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
AMEN
Excellent!!
I love how she gives God ALLLL the glory 😢
_Wasn't she lovely!? What an absolute doll. She said, "We was the black Brady bunch." 😂 This testimony will round the globe and change countless lives for countless single-mothers. Glory to God. Maranatha_
AMEN!!
Praise God he never gives up on us... Hallelujah
Maranatha Amen
I was blessed by this woman and her testimony!! I felt God's presence.
I love how the interviewer lets the person speak without interrupting. Bc it’s such a blessing to fully hear how God showed up for her! Thank you beautiful woman of God for sharing your powerful testimony!❤❤
Boy when you know that you know that you know God has brought you out of something🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾MY GOD!!!!
Amen 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
She is beautilful , looks nothing like what she's been through, what a GOOD GOODDDDD WOW
She had good reasons for the choices she made.
AMEN! God is faithful 🙌
Amen, me either because I've been through some rough patches in life2. God bless everyone reading this 💪🏽🙏❤️
This is a Beautiful Testimony.. You can see the Love of JESUS CHRIST all over face😇
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This about to make me cry, it’s very triggering. Father God if you did it for her, you can do it for me!! 🙌🏾😭😭🙌🏾
@@nenenikole Amen 🙌
Amen and he will
Amen!!!
The Lord is great and His mercy endures forever. Stay close to Him he will vindicate you ❤
Yes he can and YES HE WILL! ❤
Her smile is everything❤️blessings to this sister!
Thank you Delafé for sharing her testimony. She reflects so much joy and peace. What a beautiful lady!
Amen! Glad you were blessed by it.
I had five children, remarried had two more and raised 3 grandchildren..bless you sister xxx
Don't ever judge a person unless you have walked a mile in his/her shoes. God looks at the heart. This testimony is a prime example of that. From difficult/humble beginning to being a 'trophy of God'. A person does not have to die where they fall. Get up and go again. God is ABLE to restore and make everything beautiful in His time. However, we must work together with Him for Him to accomplish His Will/Call in our lives. Powerful/encouraging testimony. Thanks for sharing my beautiful sister. Congratulations for your accomplishments but most of all, for your stance with the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. I thank God for you. May God continue to bless you and your family in Jesus Mighty Name.❤🩹🙏
Amen. Just beautiful. May God bless you ✝️🙌🏽✝️❤️🕊
Amen!!!
Girl's that a whole sermon!!. You preached.
Even if u walked a thousand miles in someone's else shoes, u still don't have the right to judge anyone because God is the only one that can judge us all❤God bless everyone reading this 🙏 💖
Amen 🙌🏼
This lady is accurate when you accept Jesus Christ your desires of the heart changes aligned to his will. I got sober, stoppered living the fast night life, living a celibate life, and pray for my childhood trauma to heal. That was a FAR 180 from where I was 10 years ago.
I pray this for my daughter. Single with 5 children and on her 6th with so much confusion around her🙏🏾.
I just love this sister! The joy of the Lord is so evident! Praise you Lord Jesus!
What a beautiful lady! I love her joyful spirit... So inspiring!
Me too!!
Amen she is and indeed so! Hallelujah!!!
Wow, she truly touched me. This shows Gods faithfulness, grace and mercy! God you are amazing!!
AMEN!
My God. Thank you! My mother passed away at nine, I became a teen mom as well. I thank you for this, for having the courage to share your story. I needed to hear this today. You touched so many areas of my life. Thank you, thank you, thank you. May God continue to bless us.
Praying for you sis!
There is always hope in Christ! He is your refuge and strength!
May God be with you❤
I’m a total mess 😭 thank you for your beautiful story. May God bless you forever!!!
@@Lcnr537 God doesn't see us as a mess 👑
God bless this lady abundantly! Such a sincere, simple, honest and God loving person, a true believer. He can be a role model to many.
Glory to God! What a beautiful sister he has made!
Yes indeed!
She was so refreshing to watch!
I wish I knew this woman smh so inspiring I’m a young single mother she would be such a good mentor for me❤
This is such a beautiful testimony. You can actually see a glow of the Joy of God on her
What an amazing testimony. Thank you for sharing your journey.
Glad you were impacted! Thanks for watching!
I watched this again. I am in tears. She is such a good example. God changed her and to get her education. To be blessed with a husband who accepted her children. God can inspire people to change their lifestyle. Some of my past. But to seek keep seeking God with two divorces. Childhood sexual abuse a history of no support from the two ex husbands. Blessed to live a life of celibacy since 2012. I pray for God's protection from any abusive men. To have safe people in my life. Especially safe men. ❤🙏🏾
May God be with you in Jesus name❤❤❤
God bless you 🙏🏾
What a beautiful and powerful testimony! Thank you !
What a story! I love to hear these testimonials❤Thank you Jesus🙌🏽🙏🏽She seems so joyous
Thank you for watching! & yes she is very joyful. On camera and off camera!
She is Precious. I felt her prayer. HALLELUYAH! PRAISE YAH FOR ALL HIS LOVE AND GOODNESS.
Wow. I am a single mom of 7 myself. And my 4th child was from a 1 night stand I didn’t want him but I didn’t believe in abortions but adoptions I DO! But my mom kept saying to me GOD DON’T PUT MORE ON YOU THAN YOU CAN BARE. So I kept him. He’s 19 now and I struggled hard with my kids CPS removed my kids BUT I FOUGHT AND GOT EM BACK! I’m so proud of you going to school
God bless you sis❤
God bless u too my sister, and none of us is perfect only our Heavenly Father is perfect. I used to do some things that's unthinkable but look at me now ever since our Heavenly Father put the holy ghost spirit in me last December 2023. God bless u and ur families ❤
Amen! God is so good and He cares for us and glad He doesn’t give up on us and yes Let’s continue to focus on Him and love Him with all our hearts! Adoption and not abortion! Amen! Every child has a purpose!! Someone said thee is no illegitimate child but there are illegitimate parents due to our own flaws!!
1 Corinthians 10:13
And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted. beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.
God doesn't put anything on us, but he will help us through things if we believe and ask him to!
That was you having sex.
How god put that on you?
When we are asking God for things , delayed is not denied. God will never put you in a position where you will be hurt.
Oh my gosh what a sweet soul! I love her! Thank you for blessing us with your testimony sister!
I am so blessed by your testimony!
What a beautiful comeback story. Nothing but God! Love it, continue to push forward, God got the rest!
Amen!!!
This testimony is so powerful & real…To God be all the glory !!!He is real ..I love the Lord, so many things she said was my experience as well. I am truly new!! I surrendered my heart to the Lord when I was 24 years old , I’m now 48 years old and still living for the Lord!!Thank you Lord 💝
You made me cry for joy.....God loves us all. His forgiveness lets us know that there is still hope. Thank you for this lady's testimony.
She's an awesome lady and a sister in Christ.
beautiful testimony and beautiful daughter of the Most High❤ thank you for sharing your story ❤
Thank you for listening/watching!
I really relate to everything she saying I was a teenage mother it was so hard
Been in abuse relationship for 11 years looking for love in all wrong places
Got married twice. So many things as life with.But at 40 surrender to God totally im 59 serving God the best decision of my life.
God cares about EVERYTHING! That’s a whole word right there🙌🏾🙌🏾
This testimony truly tugged at my Heart, in All the right ways. When we follow God's lead, and surrender our lives to God, we will see time and time again that was the best decision ever! Oh what a Keeper is our God, the Lord Jesus Christ. God Bless you Sis, keep shining the Light of your Father in you!
I'm glad you made it out, because God had you
You can hear the brokenness turning into beauty ✨️
What a wonderful story. The day after I got saved I knew I was not the same. I was different. I didn’t know what had happened because no one explained it to me. I got baptized in the Holy Spirit while painting my hall stairs and listening to a song by Amy Grant. I knew nothing about the baptism of the Holy Spirit, either. I love these testimonies. Thank you!
This testimony is everything to me!!!! So sincere and I related to her so much, this content is such a blessing!!!
That Glow!!
She is so beautiful, inside and out.
God bless her and her family.
Girl!!!!!! What a testimony. I especially love what you said about how your marriage issues were used to sanctify you.
Powerful testmony!
I'm here waiting like....😳 Anxious to see this one.
It’s worth the wait!!
Had goosebumps listening to your testimony. All glory be to Jesus for unique love for us.
Powerful testimony what a mighty God we serve
My story is different however, she is so inspiring. You can feel her love for God. 🙏🏾
What a mighty anointing testimony. God bless you my sister in Christ. Thank you for allowing God to use you I needed this word today. I’m a believer and I’m saved and filled with God's spirit but sometimes in our spiritual journey we need to be strengthened to remind us that no matter how hard it is God’s grace and mercy never fail 🙏
She speaks with such passion! ❤❤❤
God was preparing you all along. Glad you didn't resist the calling He had on your life. Hallelujah
I love her SMILE!! She smiles through her testimony and tears!! Just amazing to watch her speak with such strength!! ❤❤❤
What a POWERFUL TESTIMONY .
I haven't watched in a while. This woman's testimony reminded me why I love Delafe and why I need to make watching a priority. Thank you for all you do. And I like the music at the end... it's very soothing. 🙂
I thought u were going to say, "This reminded u why u love our Heavenly Father 😂but Delafe 😮have a blessed day ❤️
Thank you for your testimony. It’s definitely encouraging and uplifting. Thank you for sharing 🩷🩷🩷
She is such a beautiful soul! Her face lights up when she talks about JESUS!
Absolutely beautiful testimony, Glory to God !!!!!! Hallelujah! Very edifying !
God bless this young woman for her testimony. Jesus can save anyone.❤
Amen!!!
Amen sister! What a beautiful testimony. The enemy is defeated by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony. Rev. 12:11
AMEN!
Praise Jesus 🙏. Surrender, trust and believe with all your heart mind and soul. You won't regret it.
Amen!!!
Lord God thank you for her new life ......Lord do it again Lord do it again, there must be many children need to be saved, from the drugs, violence, abuse at home need wisdom .
I am a grandma ,praying for my family's salvation and lot of other people ......
Maranatha
Thank you for watching! Praying for your family!
What an angel❤ Lord bless this beautiful soul
What a beautiful beautiful young woman! Heavenly Father please continue to bless her! ✝️ 🙏🏾❤
Amen!!
Amen!
My grandmother was like this except she was already married that young and had 5 children when she was 19 and God had called her to preach!🙏🏼❤️
This just encouraged me and my situation. 🙌🏾
So glad you were encouraged!
GIRL,GOD IS USING YOU AS AN INSTRUMENT AND PLAYING THE TUNE OF HIS CHOICE.❤ YOU GO GIRLLLLL🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🤎
And absolutely so true ! God is so amazing ! I thank him for his love ,patience,mercy , and guidance !
I needed this testimony. Reminds me that we have to know God is with us in every phase of our life
Amen!!!
What a beautiful testimony of such redemption and grace and mercy
Amen!!!
Amen!!!
sister you are so brave and shared your story with humility, God gave you a beautiful husband to understand your earthly needs. you have a true, real encounter with God, keep sharing him, your testimony will save others n give us all hope. thank you
Wow..look at what my God can do...what a profound and amazing story..may God continue to bless and keep this sister ...I was truly blessed and encouraged. ❤
Amen! So glad you were encouraged!
Glory to God!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
I believe this is my favorite testimony story. So many beautiful miracles. Thank you for sharing all the details of how God worked everything out so perfectly. It’s exactly why I love watching testimonies. His timing is so perfect and He proves over and over that He always comes through for those that are in Him. Bless you sister can’t wait to meet you someday soon at the Millennial Kingdom ❣️❣️
Amen! Thank you for sharing!!!
I love your testimony!! God is good!!!
AMAZING GRACE, beautiful and powerful testimony, thanks for sharing praise God!!!!
I really loved your testimony. Thank you for sharing it with us!
Beautiful testimony
God will indeed give you a new heart when you surrender all🙌🏾🙌🏾new desires! You begin to hate what He hates and love what He loves!
Gon and testify sis!!!!!!! To God be the Glory!!!!!!!
That’s right!!
She's so full of Joy. I love this
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Brought me to tears. God bless you sister
Thank you for sharing your story. I was blessed with many advantages growing up. Yet I feel that I have made many mistakes and I’ve yet to fulfill my purpose in life. 😢
Your story is inspiring and reminds me that I am not my mistakes and setbacks. God is bigger than any problem and I can not do it on my own.
You are an amazing woman and I thank you for your powerful testimony !! 🙏🏽
Glad you were encouraged! 🙌
Thank U Tiara!!!
Girl I am so happy for you God is wonderful
God's Grace gave you the strength to keep going at 14 being pregnant and about to have a baby.
I really needed this. I’m lacking in many ways. I really need God and his strength. Trying not to give up. I feel like a giant weight is over me.
I went through the school thing recently. I'm in my 2nd year of college and have a 3.70gpa. I dropped out in 10th grade when I got pregnant. I always felt dumb. Funny how the Lord pushes you to show you what you are NOT