ANOHNI and the Johnsons - Why Am I Alive Now? (Official Video)

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  • “Why Am I Alive Now?” by ANOHNI and the Johnsons from the upcoming album ‘My Back Was A Bridge For You To Cross’, out July 7th on Rough Trade and Secretly Canadian.
    Stream: anohni.ffm.to/...
    Pre-order: anohni.ffm.to/...
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    c. p. Rebis Music 2023
    STARRING - Fashion, Davia Spain & Massima Bell @tightcorsetloosemorals @damispain @massima.bell
    Director - Hunter Schafer (@hunterschafer)
    Somesuch Co-Founders - Sally Campbell & Tim Nash (@sallyc70 + @timmynasher)
    Somesuch Executive Producer - Alli Maxwell (@iamallimaxwell)
    Somesuch PM - Ashley Soloman (@ashleysoloman)
    Aguita Executive Producers - Veronica Leon + Yamel Thompson (@aguitainc @v_rawrr @yamelthompson)
    Aguita Head of Production - Ellen Romero (@ellen.romero)
    Executive Assistant - Luisa González (@luisamgonzalez_)
    Producer - Autumn Maschi (@autumnmaschi)
    Co-Producer & Stylist - Hex Hudosh (@hernameishex)
    Production Manager - Camila Madero (@cammadero)
    Production Coordinator - Alex Turner (@alxxlt)
    1st AD - Lane Stroud (@lane.stroud)
    2nd AD - Kyle Shifflett
    Director of Photography - Flavia Martinez (@flaviamtz)
    1st AC - Lucas Deans (@lucasdeans)
    2nd 1st AC - Jason Knoll (@jason__knoll)
    2nd AC - Rio Zumwalt (@rionoelzumwalt)
    2nd 2nd AC - Joel Martin (@_joel.martin_)
    Steady Op - Devon Catucci (@devon_catucci)
    DIT - Adrian Jebef
    Gaffer - Skott Khuu (@guccigaffer)
    BBE - Amber Jones (@amberautumnxo1)
    Key Grip - Sergio Silva (@whitericelife)
    BBG - Dennis G Pires
    Grip - Rob Shit (@rob_shit_ )
    Production Assistant - Set/AD -Sage Barrier
    Production Assistant - Set - Steven Carrillo
    Production Assistant - Set - Sebastian Romero (@sebbromero)
    Production Assistant - Set - Matt Jarmagin
    Production Assistant - Set - Carlos Sanchez
    Production Assistant - Truck - Anthony Jackson
    Crafty - Mila Craft Service (@milacraftservice)
    Medic - Tony Bautista
    Choreographer - Isa Spector (@isaaaspector)
    Stunt Coordinator - Justin Glory
    Makeup - Liz Rhodes (@thelizrhodes)
    Hair - Matia Emsellem (@matia.inc)
    Wardrobe Stylist - Rachel Haas ("@haasofstyle
    @haasrach")
    Photographer - Gabriel Gamboa (@gabo__gamboa)
    BTS Video - Sterling Hedges (@sterlinghedges)
    Somesuch BTS Photographer - Tobi Omola (@tobiomola)
    Editor -Cabin Edit / Amber Saunders (@cabinedit @amber.saunders_)
    Color - Blacksmith / Mikey Pehanich (@blacksmithvfx @mikeypackage)
    Special Thanks to Shiseido (@shiseido)
    LYRICS
    Why am I alive now?
    I don’t want to be witness
    Seeing all of this duress
    Aching of our world
    Why am I alive now?
    I don’t want to feel this
    Aching color of our world
    Why am I alive now?
    Watching all this going down
    All the animals around
    Watching Nature swoon and sigh
    Watching all the water dry
    Watch the sky fall to the Earth
    Birds and insects looking for a place to hide
    Why am I alive to watch this duress?
    Why am I seeing this stress?
    Hide me from my disease
    Why am I alive now
    Seems there’s nothing left hold
    Except keep trying to accept
    Hour after lonely hour
    Collecting my mind
    How did I arrive here?
    I don’t know much of anything
    Except that you will take my life
    I don’t know why
    I don’t want to see your face
    Meeting me when it’s too late
    Many people falling
    Many people sighing
    Once everything was a part of me
    How did I come to be?
    Now everything’s gone to the floor
    And all I ever want is more
    Feel the trees begin to leave
    Smoke swallow each mountain side
    A rail of tears leads to the sea
    No more footsteps in the sand
    All our memories are sinking
    Into un-living
    I don’t know
    Why am I alive here?
    I don’t know much of anything
    I don’t know
    I don’t know why I’m alive now!

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  • @babasteTe
    @babasteTe ปีที่แล้ว +85

    curious that i was having a conversation with my 7 year old child about the meaning of life, as he kept asking me "how am i alive? how did i become conscious and alive, was i a little bee before?" and them this song showed up

    • @raspyswirly
      @raspyswirly 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      "was i a little bee before?" is beautiful! 💗

  • @einsame_Maria
    @einsame_Maria ปีที่แล้ว +133

    I feel like it’s a new vocal colour from Anohni. Especially at the end of the song. And yet so unmistakably her. I love it. And I love the music video, it’s very beautiful.

    • @AshleyRoth
      @AshleyRoth ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A marvelous video by produced by Hunter Schafer, cfr. Euphoria

    • @Ambroos
      @Ambroos ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It feels so unrestrained all of a sudden compared to her past work, I love it too. So open and clear, a lot more forwards and direct.
      Combined with the lyrics and themes it's heartbreaking in a new way. Instead of shy acceptance of fate there's loud and clear lamenting of how shit a lot of things currently are. I feel it.

    • @sawyerstudio
      @sawyerstudio ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@AshleyRoth The way she sings "I don't know" at the end, speaks to so much, Mother Nature and life itself, it's tremendous

    • @user-cf5so6pi3v
      @user-cf5so6pi3v 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      0:14 😊

  • @sderoski1
    @sderoski1 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Why am I alive now?
    I don't want to be witness
    Seeing all the distress
    Aching of our world
    Why am I alive now?
    Why am I alive?
    I don't want to feel this
    Aching color of our world (aching of our world)
    Why am I alive now?
    Watching all this going down
    All the animals around
    Watching nature swoon and sigh
    Watching all the water dry
    Watch the sky fall to the Earth
    Birds and insects looking for, for a place to hide
    Why am I alive to watch this duress?
    Why am I seeing this stress?
    Hide me from my disease
    Why am I alive now?
    Seems there's nothing left to hold
    Except keep trying to accept
    Hour after lonely hour (after lonely hour)
    Collecting my mind
    How did I arrive here?
    I don't know much of anything
    Except that you will take my life
    I don't know why, I don't know why
    I don't want to see your face
    Meeting me when it's too late
    Many people falling, many people sighing
    Once everything was a part of me
    How did I come to be?
    Now everything's gone to the floor
    All I ever want is more
    Feel the trees begin to leave
    Smoke swallow each mountain side
    A rail of tears leads to the sea
    No more footsteps in the sand
    All our memories are sinking into un-living
    I don't know
    I don't kn-kn-know
    I don't know
    I don't know
    I don't kn-kn-kn-know
    I don't kn-know
    I don't know
    I don't know
    Why am I alive here?
    I don't know much of anything
    I don't know
    I don't know
    I don't know
    I don't know
    I don't know
    I don't know why I'm alive now!
    I don't know why I'm alive now!
    I don't know why I'm alive now!
    I don't know
    I don't know why I'm alive now!

  • @sawyerstudio
    @sawyerstudio ปีที่แล้ว +31

    The arrangement of strings on this is almost as beautiful as Anohni's voice, and that's saying something. What a masterwork.

  • @knownaigm
    @knownaigm ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This album is such a rich textural wonderful journey, good lord I just can't get enough of it. I feel like every time I listen to it over again I find more and more new little discoveries I didn't quite pick up on the prior listen.

  • @sfdungeon
    @sfdungeon ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Happiness is waking up to find a new ANOHNI song on TH-cam ♡

    • @jasularaez
      @jasularaez ปีที่แล้ว +4

      SO RIGHT!!!!

    • @Condog64
      @Condog64 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      For every other day, there's hopelessness.

    • @jasularaez
      @jasularaez ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Condog64 Luckily these songs open the doors to Another World of Paradise

    • @user-cf5so6pi3v
      @user-cf5so6pi3v 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      0:30 😅

  • @bartonim
    @bartonim ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Anohni's voice is in fine form, and I love the arrangement. Looking forward to the new album!

  • @user-hh7ie2sy1p
    @user-hh7ie2sy1p ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The sound is unreal, simply amazing.

  • @danieldorfsman9093
    @danieldorfsman9093 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    The songs released so far reminds me of one of my favorite bands, the Tindersticks. Although I know they both have similar, older influences. I love these soulful 60s/70s strings.

  • @alessandrocarnelli3687
    @alessandrocarnelli3687 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    In un panorama musicale tutto uguale, la musica di Anohni & The Johnsons si distingue per stile e bellezza cristalline. Gratitudine per questa ennesima perla. ❤

  • @fjodorgarrincha6584
    @fjodorgarrincha6584 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is absolutely and with no doubt one of the TOP 3 Albums of this year 2023 !!!
    Amazing and mind-bashing !
    Anohni and Producer pretend that their main influences were NINA SIMONE & JIMMY SCOTT.
    But I also hear The Cowboy Junkies here and there, more often The Associates (Billy MacKenzie & Alan Rankine), and a lot of time Scott Walker.
    Whatever the influences and inspirations were, this one is such a phantastic and brutal beautiful album !!!!!
    THANK YOU, ANOHNI, thank you very much §
    C.

  • @57stuey
    @57stuey ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I love how jazzy this new album is shaping up to be

  • @julesvaughn2115
    @julesvaughn2115 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Hunter this is insanely good ! ❤️✨

  • @danielromero8711
    @danielromero8711 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    this is so real, thanks Anohni, thanks Hunter

  • @bergziegeful
    @bergziegeful ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Just a simple "Wow" - was reading about ANOHNI in my German newspaper "Die Zeit" - I am really more than impressed - thank you for this wonderful music, the performance and this video - congratulations 🙏👍❤️

  • @mistynoir
    @mistynoir ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is simply beautiful music

  • @shanefleming6027
    @shanefleming6027 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    as a youn queer person i have never felt a more powerful connection to someone’s music then anohnis

  • @hullygullyrio
    @hullygullyrio ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank's for sending your love straight to our hearts! Best from Uruguay

  • @francoveritas2
    @francoveritas2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m so happy and excited for Anohni!!! Her new tone of voice is much more intense, I’ve always connected with her emotions, her capabilities to own our loyalty to her career and her every single recording and video! I’m convinced she needs to start a World Tour that once she captures the audiences with an educated ear(85% of human beings) once the world understand who she is, what she has to give to the world, once that happens, her tour would likely end by 2099!!! She has so much and so much more than just her unbelievable compositions and interpretations! I’m dying to see her in concert! I’m saving big money, I will see her live no matter where but it better be soon!!!

  • @NunTheWizer
    @NunTheWizer ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This hits home in so many ways ❤

  • @NewAlternative40Chart
    @NewAlternative40Chart ปีที่แล้ว +10

    "Why Am I Alive Now?" debuted on the New Alternative 40 Chart this week at #32

  • @ClearMountainWay
    @ClearMountainWay ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for continuing to surprise and inspire ❤

  • @elianebonamie4532
    @elianebonamie4532 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It"s all so special your voice Anohni your music your melodie your impottant message...love you Eliane Belgium🎉

  • @matheusdavila1798
    @matheusdavila1798 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Im not afraid to say: this is the music of the year

  • @popuchinha
    @popuchinha ปีที่แล้ว +6

    love from brazil! Beatiful video and song... amazing vocals!

  • @cholst1
    @cholst1 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hauntingly gorgeous

  • @SensoriaMaRia
    @SensoriaMaRia ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Triple Goddess come alive! Maiden, Mother, Crone we remain to settle the bones and join together as one to begin the dance again.

  • @withallduerespectcompletely
    @withallduerespectcompletely 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Is this song kind of the definition of happy sad dance?
    So smooth.

  • @ridavino
    @ridavino 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    beautiful

  • @peachtoysinc.6285
    @peachtoysinc.6285 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    A beautiful 😻 song & video, love ❤️ it 👌🏼

  • @jeffd7579
    @jeffd7579 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    best album this year some love unlimited . love it . cooler than cool ❤🎩

  • @14department
    @14department 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love you so much, Anohni

  • @matpaz07
    @matpaz07 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So so so so High Level, everything is SO PERFECTION ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @elaela2543
    @elaela2543 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i ADORE her

  • @user-qm3gi2km1k
    @user-qm3gi2km1k ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I want to live there!!! The colours the cool structures ?!?! Such a cool video, seriously is perfect

    • @geothon
      @geothon 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Mandalay Beach power plant in Oxnard, Ca.

    • @user-cf5so6pi3v
      @user-cf5so6pi3v 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      1:21 😮

  • @pedrosoares5292
    @pedrosoares5292 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    choro td vez que ouço

  • @tristanginger1418
    @tristanginger1418 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Beautiful! Gave me goosebumps. And an air of joy?

  • @jesusfreaklol1
    @jesusfreaklol1 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    New music and the Valentino soundtrack, we love to hear it. And hunter directed this lets goooo

  • @igorlobanov5031
    @igorlobanov5031 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Excellent! Thank you.

  • @popuchinha
    @popuchinha 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    onde estão os comentarios? a musica mais linda lançada em 2023 sem duvida

  • @everythingunderthekitchensink
    @everythingunderthekitchensink ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I SEE YOU FASHION!!!! HAPPY TO SEE YOU GIRL!!

  • @esraawaleed2077
    @esraawaleed2077 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    okay let's talk about Hunter Schafer , how the f she is acting, modeling and now she's directing this Masterpiece and tbh the best thing in this video is how it's directed , I wish her the best future and I'm obsessed , She's ICONIC fr 💛💛💛💛

  • @orpheus1313
    @orpheus1313 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    can't wait to see you perform. love you!

  • @crying2emoji5
    @crying2emoji5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is so beautiful

  • @alansierra5368
    @alansierra5368 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful sorrow

  • @wildlifegardenssydney7492
    @wildlifegardenssydney7492 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Incredible song and the entire album too❤❤❤❤

  • @telfarbebe6737
    @telfarbebe6737 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We ❤ you anohni!

  • @glassmarky1
    @glassmarky1 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Gorgeous!

  • @Musique.Studiogris
    @Musique.Studiogris ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for the offer of your inner world !

  • @isacustodio671
    @isacustodio671 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song is pleasantly disturbing, intense, chaotic, beautiful…Exactly what art is supposed to be. I want to dive into this everyday with all my soul.
    Such an incredible album! Thank you Anohni for sharing art with us.
    I can’t believe i’ll see your show in Madrid. What a blessing 💙

  • @GGoAwayy
    @GGoAwayy ปีที่แล้ว +1

    3:24 This reminds me of Jean-Baptiste Carpeaux's statue "Les Quatre Parties du monde soutenant la sphère céleste" at the Musee d'Orsay in Paris

  • @babylegrand7653
    @babylegrand7653 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful 🥹😍

  • @richeretrudeau226
    @richeretrudeau226 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This makes me happy to be alive

  • @renatevankooten3635
    @renatevankooten3635 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Zo moooi en de liefste zanger van de wereld.

  • @rickrisser341
    @rickrisser341 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Poignant Timely Touching and undeniably the most important question - thank you so much

  • @tomasguadalupe
    @tomasguadalupe ปีที่แล้ว +3

    En camino de ser el mejor disco de 2023. ❤

  • @pumpkinspice4487
    @pumpkinspice4487 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm in love!

  • @marianemeth2089
    @marianemeth2089 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lovely 😢❤❤❤❤😊❤❤❤

  • @virginia7890
    @virginia7890 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Beautifully composed. Elegant passion of one's soul.

  • @oidelixia23
    @oidelixia23 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    escutar em primeira mao em sp brazil, foi o melhor presente!

    • @popuchinha
      @popuchinha ปีที่แล้ว +2

      como assim? me conte mais sobre.. sou do rs

    • @oidelixia23
      @oidelixia23 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@popuchinha conto sim claro. Houve uma pré audição do álbum no cine Cortana aqui no centro de sp. Pertinho da minha casa. Tudo escuro. Apagado. E só as músicas do álbum. Sem celular. Sem nada. Foi um evento que ocorreu em outros 4 locais do mundo. Eu chorei tanto que nem acreditei.

    • @popuchinha
      @popuchinha ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@oidelixia23 uau que legal.. deve ter sido incrivel. Que bom que voce teve essa oportunidade.. eu ouvi falar do evento mas nao sabia que haveria no brasil.. fico muito feliz que teve aqui tambem

    • @oidelixia23
      @oidelixia23 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@popuchinha eu fiz um vídeo narrando um pouco dessa experiência maravilhosa. Não consegui detalhar nem filmar o momento exato, mas o antes e o depois sim. Tive que me escrever por um link. Aguardar a confirmação do email. Emocionante. Obrigado por interagir sobre isso. Se puder faça essa experiência. Apague todas as luzes e escute o álbum no escuro. Ao menos pela primeira vez. Um abraço 🤗

    • @user-cf5so6pi3v
      @user-cf5so6pi3v 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      1:50 😢

  • @Absolvo
    @Absolvo ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😍😍😍

  • @MichalDziubicki
    @MichalDziubicki ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It's good to hear You again

  • @sehschelle
    @sehschelle ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wonderful.

  • @toen444
    @toen444 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hear your music on Valentino show. And I fall in love. I find you. You are unique on Earth ❤

  • @jw5131
    @jw5131 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just beautiful beings exploring places💗

  • @moontree2555
    @moontree2555 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    A heartbreaking masterpiece

  • @martalarranagaazaldegui902
    @martalarranagaazaldegui902 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Me encanta ❤

  • @matthewburditt1675
    @matthewburditt1675 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What a joyful allegory

  • @simonedgbaston
    @simonedgbaston ปีที่แล้ว +2

    🇬🇧Wonderful as always 🌤

  •  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you soo much for this song. I´m biologist. Feelling soo good!

  • @drewsteinofficial
    @drewsteinofficial ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i love your music so much 😍

  • @PrimitiveInTheExtreme
    @PrimitiveInTheExtreme ปีที่แล้ว +2

    🎧▶🎶🌳

  • @hauntological
    @hauntological ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wonderful. I can't wait for the album. I ordered a yellow vinyl copy with pin badge from Rough trade.

  • @SeanMoonjuKim
    @SeanMoonjuKim ปีที่แล้ว +1

    BEST NEW TRACK by me
    Didn't like the first single but this song I dig.
    I kind of like this new era of ANOHNI.
    All hard edges are smooth now.

  • @illyq
    @illyq ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow another masterpiece made by the one and only miss Hunter schafer

  • @hexel6718
    @hexel6718 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i love you

  • @marketapastalkova9702
    @marketapastalkova9702 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    beautiful ❤❤❤

  • @Lainyofthewires
    @Lainyofthewires ปีที่แล้ว +1

    we are so thankful for you

  • @lucytupper69
    @lucytupper69 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Mesmeric! 🤍

  • @tk2339
    @tk2339 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love you ❤ you are amazing ❤

  • @MusicOrLoseItTV
    @MusicOrLoseItTV ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why am I alive now? What was I made for? The questions of our time.

  • @WillowAelfin
    @WillowAelfin ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So uniquely beautiful ❤️

  • @konami1979
    @konami1979 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Well done, Hunter.

  • @todrunktofuck669
    @todrunktofuck669 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Magnifique 🎵🎵🎵🎵

  • @fabduub9899
    @fabduub9899 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    💔

  • @ExileLBL
    @ExileLBL 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    beautiful. Thanks.

  • @user-qm3gi2km1k
    @user-qm3gi2km1k ปีที่แล้ว

    Perfect

  • @opiniiionated
    @opiniiionated ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @yadtwana8356
    @yadtwana8356 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Incredible job hunter👏👏

  • @JMtheCONQUERER
    @JMtheCONQUERER หลายเดือนก่อน

    nice work hunter.

  • @Johann7771
    @Johann7771 ปีที่แล้ว

    YESSSSS

  • @ghostwriteragain
    @ghostwriteragain ปีที่แล้ว +1

    what an amazing way to evoke marvin gaye!!!! anohni is amazing!

  • @hom3_4ccount
    @hom3_4ccount ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hunter is an amazing director!

  • @BiagioSullivan
    @BiagioSullivan ปีที่แล้ว +1

    beautiful as always 🥰

  • @adielkamalie5252
    @adielkamalie5252 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Alive to Be Conscious of a ONE CREATOR to Know that we should Do Good and Destroy Evil in Different Ways.
    Alive to Act for Peace and Love and Justice
    Alive to Believe that the Unseen of Future and Post Death promises Reward and Mercy

  • @saybyenow
    @saybyenow ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Te amo, mlr ❤

  • @lac0rde
    @lac0rde ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can totally see Alex Turner covering this, great song.

  • @SuperPruttel
    @SuperPruttel ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A sad and painful sentiment I share put into words and music only Ahnoni knows how

  • @lWashingtonv
    @lWashingtonv ปีที่แล้ว

    love the shot at 4:06

  • @thiagomattar2368
    @thiagomattar2368 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤️‍🔥