I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Dont Wanna Die Anymore | Waterparks | Lyrics

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  • @StephanieJacalyn
    @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +5501

    *stream fandom* to help with your depression, anxiety, and life choices.

    • @ameliak0628
      @ameliak0628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Good plan

    • @justinadams8434
      @justinadams8434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      So sending this to my ex wife thanks

    • @heathwelch308
      @heathwelch308 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@justinadams8434 I'm sorry... but if she was toxic, I'm glad she's an *ex* wife and I hope you've completely gotten away from her, or at least as much as possible. I don't know you, but I hope you're doing well and stuff too.

    • @justinadams8434
      @justinadams8434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@heathwelch308 thank you. Communication is limited to whats required for our kids sake

    • @heathwelch308
      @heathwelch308 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      ​@@justinadams8434 No problem, and that makes sense. My parents are together, and I'm nowhere near getting married, I just barely have enough trust for a normal friendship, but I get it.

  • @CopperCoinz
    @CopperCoinz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6678

    You can just HEAR him smile every time he says "and i think thats pretty cool" and its so pure

  • @meritgriffin6485
    @meritgriffin6485 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7601

    Why arent we talking about the radio version. "I miss wearing pants but at least I dont wanna die"

    • @moss1435
      @moss1435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +369

      I scowered the comment section to find this comment

    • @kellingoldsworthy4857
      @kellingoldsworthy4857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +193

      thats beautiful

    • @havocspiral
      @havocspiral 5 ปีที่แล้ว +149

      I don’t have it on the radio :(

    • @1cepool
      @1cepool 5 ปีที่แล้ว +373

      i m i s s w e a r i n p a n t s

    • @goldenthebean8678
      @goldenthebean8678 5 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Mood

  • @albamg7761
    @albamg7761 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10174

    everyone thinks it's about a breakup and i was just thinking about how antidepressants make your libido dead lmao

    • @ankochie8698
      @ankochie8698 5 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      Lmaoooo genius

    • @aname5552
      @aname5552 5 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      Wait, do people really think it's about a breakup?

    • @kurbiskuchen6765
      @kurbiskuchen6765 5 ปีที่แล้ว +535

      I didn't even think about a break up 😅😂 is that normal, my first thought was just the antidepressant

    • @dxddymax8026
      @dxddymax8026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Honestly? Like shit.

    • @uwabami6630
      @uwabami6630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      same

  • @jadyn3643
    @jadyn3643 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2547

    the background goes very well with the aesthetic of this song,,

    • @ellychr692
      @ellychr692 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Stay?

    • @jadyn3643
      @jadyn3643 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      chanslullaby uwu ,,,yes

    • @daniellarozsanagy6337
      @daniellarozsanagy6337 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Stays have the best taste in music. Thanks Chan

  • @lesierankin1361
    @lesierankin1361 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2924

    I feel like he’s talking about his anti depressants

    • @humanbean4345
      @humanbean4345 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Lesie Rankin or Christianity

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      na there’s nothing in his system

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +162

      @lion
      it was a joke. their song not warriors has the lyric “there’s nothing in my system, so im feeling what i feel for you"

    • @mack6827
      @mack6827 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      i presume it's either that or his breakup since that's what most of the album is about

    • @xnixrixx390
      @xnixrixx390 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@humanbean4345 What does religion have to do with this?, just stop

  • @juliananobre7144
    @juliananobre7144 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2342

    i mean.... Awsten Constantine Knight may not be the most common name but hell yeah you're absolutely right

    • @sammiann573
      @sammiann573 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Juliana Nobre Awsten actually changed his first name to “Awsten” and Jawn changed his first name to “Jawn”

    • @alex.mp4831
      @alex.mp4831 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sammi Ann what do you mean?

    • @sammiann573
      @sammiann573 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      jacksheislostinstereo Awsten changed his name to “Awsten”

    • @spookytylr
      @spookytylr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@alex.mp4831 when he was young his name was Austin, but since he always wrote awsten the name stuck with people and when he was able to change it, he did

    • @alex.mp4831
      @alex.mp4831 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Alibaba ohhh thank you, i was very confused

  • @claramaria5559
    @claramaria5559 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1541

    You can hear his smile while singing????or i'am just crazy

    • @a_confused_cat4704
      @a_confused_cat4704 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      No no dude you're not crazy this makes perfect sense

    • @claramaria5559
      @claramaria5559 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@a_confused_cat4704.good to know, also loved your name lol

    • @a_confused_cat4704
      @a_confused_cat4704 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@claramaria5559 thanks!

    • @AngelOfMusic2
      @AngelOfMusic2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I can totally hear that!!! That's so funny

    • @drxybxe6151
      @drxybxe6151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No. Smiling when you sing adds a different vibe/aura to the song. And you can tell.

  • @bi-bibabyblue9649
    @bi-bibabyblue9649 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7927

    I mean...
    I thought that was a fall out boy title not gonna lie

  • @amandastevens1117
    @amandastevens1117 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5598

    I miss having straight A's But at least I don't wanna die anymore
    (one of those statements is a lie)

    • @saiko_quinn
      @saiko_quinn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      the last one????

    • @darkcentury5676
      @darkcentury5676 5 ปีที่แล้ว +116

      Bruh how can you not miss having straight A’s??

    • @detectivemothman8455
      @detectivemothman8455 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      And we'll never know which one

    • @wnlnw1027
      @wnlnw1027 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      This is so true for those of us with ADHD when we finally get off meds

    • @maritzamejia9734
      @maritzamejia9734 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Like you're not wrong

  • @itsmechickadee2639
    @itsmechickadee2639 4 ปีที่แล้ว +270

    I feel like this song doesn’t actually have to be about sex. I cut off my toxic (now ex) best friend and a guy I was talking to (he was toxic too) a while ago and now I’m in a much better place. I feel like the “sex” can be a metaphor for many other things that we use in life to feel good temporarily. I definitely relate this song to me.

    • @enith-ms3jw
      @enith-ms3jw ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree. A friend of mine once made a cover of this song with completely different lyrics to better fit her own experience, and it still worked

  • @coffeeaddict3671
    @coffeeaddict3671 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1756

    The title is longer than the song

    • @Lee-ci9gi
      @Lee-ci9gi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Még Mindig Kitti lmao

    • @kittykat8794
      @kittykat8794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      My life is a never ending nightmare and I like kitkats

    • @shannoniscool3502
      @shannoniscool3502 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Frowning Guy okay one, what does this comment mean, and two, i completely agree

    • @toastandbutter7367
      @toastandbutter7367 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      lmao😂

    • @Emurui99
      @Emurui99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      There is a song that has 16 words in the title, but it's kind if irrelevant being from a different band

  • @masque1659
    @masque1659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3561

    People playing Waterparks on TikTok like most of us didn’t have an emo phase

    • @alphabetbi6218
      @alphabetbi6218 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      ive been emo since 2006 and im scared ill never stop help

    • @ambermiller6115
      @ambermiller6115 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@alphabetbi6218 crybaby

    • @no-rx6ft
      @no-rx6ft 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I think a emo phase is about to start

    • @swirlingstarshine
      @swirlingstarshine 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@no-rx6ft same.

    • @k0r089
      @k0r089 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Everyone is an emo now

  • @HorrorBabyxo
    @HorrorBabyxo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +222

    Wow titles are gettin real specific these days

  • @saintpigeonpotatoespp9310
    @saintpigeonpotatoespp9310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +370

    My friend introduced this song at School. THIS IS THE BEST.

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      STREAM FANDOM

    • @clararodman6707
      @clararodman6707 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SaintPiegeonPotatoe SaintPiegeonPotatoe
      OK same my friend has air pods and I take one every day and she puts this song on EVERY time😅

    • @saintpigeonpotatoespp9310
      @saintpigeonpotatoespp9310 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      And the same friend went to a Waterparks concert last week.

  • @Rabid_round-up
    @Rabid_round-up 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1071

    Me, a depressed asexual: *J A M M I N G*

    • @Nimatoir
      @Nimatoir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Me, a half depressed bisexual: *Vibing with you :D*
      Edit: Me, a depressed questioning pansexual: *Vibing with you :'D*

    • @m.nadinehayes7751
      @m.nadinehayes7751 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      As a fellow ace, jamming hardcore

    • @marigold.k
      @marigold.k 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      me, a lesbian enjoying the vibes w y’all :))

    • @haiiooo3858
      @haiiooo3858 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Me, Idfk what my sexuality is: *V I B E I N T E N S I F I E S*

    • @lex_xx8817
      @lex_xx8817 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Me, a depressed trans Pan guy jamming with y’all: 🔥🔥
      Edit: my fucking sexuality is all over the place so I’m now just a trans guy
      *V I B I N G*

  • @snel556
    @snel556 5 ปีที่แล้ว +634

    the title explains how I felt after breaking up with my boyfriend

  • @leovaldez1943
    @leovaldez1943 5 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    Everybody is saying it's about a break up and I'm here thinking he's singing about his fans and his career

    • @kestalami
      @kestalami 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      it is. they're just going off the chorus, with is usually about a relationship to make people interested

    • @thatbitch3218
      @thatbitch3218 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I think It's about anti depressants

    • @Alfazoing
      @Alfazoing 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @genevieve8250
      @genevieve8250 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      mcr pfp and leo valdez as your name? we're friends now

    • @leovaldez1943
      @leovaldez1943 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      genbugthecute yay!! I have a friend now!

  • @XxSuperSuspiciousxX
    @XxSuperSuspiciousxX 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1195

    I literally said this after calling off my engagement 😂

  • @Max-bb7tu
    @Max-bb7tu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +473

    Having never heard or listened to this band before this was a weird title to show up on my recommendeds

    • @laciewilson8722
      @laciewilson8722 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Do you like it tho?

    • @Max-bb7tu
      @Max-bb7tu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Lacie Wilson Hell yeah, one of my favorite songs as of now actually

    • @justdoingwhatiwanna8100
      @justdoingwhatiwanna8100 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Honestly same

    • @toastandbutter7367
      @toastandbutter7367 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same lmao

    • @mollybennett3291
      @mollybennett3291 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Max551015 I wish I had listened to it the first time it showed up in my recommendations so that I could have experience this masterpiece sooner.

  • @kdsfhkljfnsdfo1323
    @kdsfhkljfnsdfo1323 5 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    I feel like there should be an extended version of this

    • @midapita
      @midapita 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      N Craft [NEW ACCOUNT] ikr💀

  • @haleyjordan8198
    @haleyjordan8198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    The songs music is so upbeat, and the lyrics are so relatable. “Sex” could represent just about anything. Like I miss having him in my life, but at least i dont wanna die

  • @sailorhat
    @sailorhat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I kinda think this song is about getting out of an abusive relationship
    Like "I miss having sex but at least I don't want to die anymore"
    Like I miss being romanced but at least I'm finally out of this pain that has trapped me for so long

  • @bennieboyy102
    @bennieboyy102 5 ปีที่แล้ว +602

    Okay so why did I double tap like? Did I think this was insta or TikTok?? Wtf 😂💀

    • @coldspaghetti3927
      @coldspaghetti3927 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Same I'm so used to being on tik tok

    • @CloudSpector
      @CloudSpector 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      When I heard the first lyrics I got so shocked I was like “*I’VE FINALY FOUND THE SONG!*”

    • @octobersummer679
      @octobersummer679 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cloud Spector EW HOW TF DID YOU FIND WATERPARKS ON TIKTOK

  • @miriambrehm6369
    @miriambrehm6369 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I got this recommended and I`m highly impressed how good TH-cam knows me

  • @ib0ry.
    @ib0ry. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Title:*exists*
    People that date ace:Ive never felt so close to some one

  • @imabanimabandito837
    @imabanimabandito837 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    The lyrics + the sound remind me of Bullet by Hollywood undead. Dark lyrics, happy sound

    • @mollybennett3291
      @mollybennett3291 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm A Ban I'm A Bandito same

    • @imabanimabandito837
      @imabanimabandito837 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Molly Bennett I’m happy someone knows what I’m talking abt

    • @mollybennett3291
      @mollybennett3291 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm A Ban I'm A Bandito I couldn’t put my finger on it until you mentioned it but the parallels are there

    • @basil6672
      @basil6672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      21 Pilots does the same thing, and I was trying to think of a way to describe it, thanks
      I originally described it as "depressing, but makes you wanna dance"

    • @saladcaesar7716
      @saladcaesar7716 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love that song too !

  • @pureviolet2742
    @pureviolet2742 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm happy they start to get more recognition. Hope this band is gonna sell arenas one day.

  • @a_fricken_unicorn3436
    @a_fricken_unicorn3436 5 ปีที่แล้ว +315

    The first part I get alot, we're not really a band anymore.

    • @evelync.5435
      @evelync.5435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Emo Bubble what do you mean by that? I think I’m just dumb

    • @bittermoth7518
      @bittermoth7518 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      what

    • @bittermoth7518
      @bittermoth7518 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      whos not a band
      whats not a band

    • @a_fricken_unicorn3436
      @a_fricken_unicorn3436 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@bittermoth7518 my band. We were together for a bit but our guitarist dipped without warning

  • @fawncett
    @fawncett 5 ปีที่แล้ว +609

    If you're here from tiktok, I'm sorry but I must take away your emo card.

    • @moss1435
      @moss1435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      But I knew the band AND listened to mcr beforehand. It's just this one song!

    • @fawncett
      @fawncett 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@moss1435 if it's just this one song, then you can keep your emo card. 🙂

    • @moss1435
      @moss1435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@fawncett thank you kind sir/maam/person

    • @thatbitch3218
      @thatbitch3218 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm not so 😜

    • @b4alpha384
      @b4alpha384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i came here from 'she likes girls'

  • @matildefantuzzi3025
    @matildefantuzzi3025 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    this whole song is a mood

  • @shereen3169
    @shereen3169 5 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    I’m slowly going back into my emo phase

    • @daisytackett72
      @daisytackett72 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same tho
      I finna paint my nails black now hol up

    • @dawsonwright3172
      @dawsonwright3172 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sameee

    • @toricolombo3174
      @toricolombo3174 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too just dyed my hair pink lol

    • @michaeln5054
      @michaeln5054 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm just ragdoll tumbling back down into the abyss

    • @shereen3169
      @shereen3169 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Michael N is thats not a mood I don’t know what is 🤣

  • @thepaintingpoltergeist377
    @thepaintingpoltergeist377 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Teacher: that song sounds cool. What’s the name of it.
    Me, in 7th grade: uuuhhh. Morph by twenty one pilots.

    • @ell1012
      @ell1012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Most. Underrated. Comment. Ever.

    • @victorzsasz7413
      @victorzsasz7413 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lmao

  • @paig3398
    @paig3398 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love how it doesnt even have to be a break up song its just missing the feeling of having someone close but hey least im not sucked into their problems//stress

  • @honors8507
    @honors8507 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Reminds me of 2009 emo music and I’m living for it

  • @nateuhhh
    @nateuhhh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    THIS IS REALLY WEIRD BUT I NEVER USED TO SEE MANY PARX LYRICS VIDS AND NOW IM SEEING SO MANY LIKE HOLY SHIT OUR BOYS ARE MAKING IT DKENXJDN I REMEMBER HEARING ABOUT THIS NEW BAND FROM HOUSTON YEARS AGO AND I JUST HHHHH

  • @cutsiebear09
    @cutsiebear09 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    That’s how I felt after getting assaulted.
    I can’t have sex anymore because I’m too uncomfortable, but it made me realize that everything before my assault wasn’t as bad as it felt & if I can get through that shit I can get through anything.

    • @saladcaesar7716
      @saladcaesar7716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope you are safe now.

    • @vienna-mf8xb
      @vienna-mf8xb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are you now?

    • @enith-ms3jw
      @enith-ms3jw ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry you had to go through, but I'm glad you're doing better. ❤

    • @enith-ms3jw
      @enith-ms3jw ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry you had to go through, but I'm glad you're doing better. ❤

    • @enith-ms3jw
      @enith-ms3jw ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry you had to go through, but I'm glad you're doing better. ❤

  • @vibegacha9045
    @vibegacha9045 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    me a trans gay male: **vibe intensifies**

    • @sandrastyles2453
      @sandrastyles2453 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Oh my god- and the Ibuki profile picture

    • @iburntmyovereasy
      @iburntmyovereasy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      your pfp is so fucking cursed but, oddly enticing

  • @ayayyy2898
    @ayayyy2898 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    this song puts me on good mood everytime i hear it idk why

    • @111-g5u
      @111-g5u 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      heyeverybody SAMEEE

  • @lade2rex
    @lade2rex 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    The moment I read the title I had to hear it.
    This is my life man. 😂
    Went into rehab for a couple different things and cause I wanted to die, when you graduate you have to wait a year before you can date (cause we use people to make us happy for a moment) so I haven't had sex in forever... But at least I don't wanna die anymore. 😅😂

  • @blueboynate9415
    @blueboynate9415 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    i read the title and was like "trauma survivor?" i didnt know it was a fcking song

  • @HadesTheMisfit
    @HadesTheMisfit 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Dont Wanna Die Anymore | Waterparks by Fall Out Boy
    -By Panic! At The Disco

    • @yoinkyonk
      @yoinkyonk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Starring MCR

  • @mikucinnamon8030
    @mikucinnamon8030 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Music just isn’t the same unless you listen to it with headphones with a blanket up to your neck in the middle of the night contemplating about your friend and mental stability😂

  • @Niqhtmares075
    @Niqhtmares075 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I saw the title and clicked as quickly as possible. Definitely found a band I love now

  • @theotheratticus
    @theotheratticus 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Me: listening with a Bluetooth headset
    Me: replays at least 3 times
    The song: I'm sick of All this...
    Headset: *battery low*

  • @scamlikely1068
    @scamlikely1068 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It doesnt matter what you think its about because the point of music is for it to be interpreted by each person in a way that relates to them

  • @samlemons8053
    @samlemons8053 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    when its the first time listening to the song, but it's so good you start guessing the lyrics and singing along

  • @oldb225
    @oldb225 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Okay but....the chorus sums up quarantine perfectly....

  • @mihaela3277
    @mihaela3277 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I feel like we're all searching for the song like this:i miss having but at least i don't wanna die
    Am I right or no?

  • @laciewilson8722
    @laciewilson8722 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks couldn't find this for the life of me :)

  • @drnecro1086
    @drnecro1086 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The chorus really fit my romantic life right now, after I stopped talking to an incredibly toxic guy

  • @samanthagrzybek1014
    @samanthagrzybek1014 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Same, Awsten. Good work!

  • @amyfernandez9062
    @amyfernandez9062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve never found anything more relatable in my life

  • @mothmanseesyousleep
    @mothmanseesyousleep 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was in my recommendations for so long and i finally clicked and i don't regret it lmaoo

  • @Spicy-Raven
    @Spicy-Raven 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I think the song is about how he became famous and the pressure other were putting on him and the death threats he got when he tried to date people sent him into a depression and he takes antidepressants

  • @Sam-mo7fd
    @Sam-mo7fd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the first fandom song to hit 1 million views on youtube im so proud

  • @sarahanderson8034
    @sarahanderson8034 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    Why am I crying lol

  • @jjju3
    @jjju3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    TH-cam recommend this song to me _twice_ directly after another and I have no fucking clue why but godbless tbh

  • @manupine
    @manupine 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    been thinking about this song since I started antidepressants recently n its really just. A mood.

  • @Marina-tl7wt
    @Marina-tl7wt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Almost to 5 million views?!? Wow you’re famous bow to Stephanie everyone

  • @belyjmotylek1487
    @belyjmotylek1487 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Khem depressed Hypersexuals dating supportive asexuals be like:

    • @BleachedBlackSocks
      @BleachedBlackSocks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hello, you called me? My girlfriend might be grey ace but still lol

  • @Bobbuilderfan
    @Bobbuilderfan 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This hits a personal level, I run an online group of 70+ people, All depressed kids who don’t have anyone to talk to. I provide them with friends and almost anything else they need. Going on 2 years of no sleep and coffee and nothing for myself.

  • @icebear8985
    @icebear8985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    My friend: I heard that your uncle went to jail, how are u feeling??
    Me: 0:39

    • @hiNadia
      @hiNadia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ice bear o h

  • @alyselancon1164
    @alyselancon1164 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Theres no reason for this to be so good

  • @Urfavv09
    @Urfavv09 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The fact my ass still knows all the lyrics to this song because it was my comfort song when I was younger 😭

  • @haydenjohnson6865
    @haydenjohnson6865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I need more songs like this in my life

  • @bones4odie
    @bones4odie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I didn’t come here from TikTok this is just a bop lmao

    • @Nimatoir
      @Nimatoir 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh, same

  • @thebecky9805
    @thebecky9805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    it's song like... dead inside, but be happy xDDD

  • @nagisashiota4601
    @nagisashiota4601 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i need more songs with this vibe

  • @fionnbailey2472
    @fionnbailey2472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Me and my Ace-Spec friends jam out to this song in the car and it's the most ironic thing ever

    • @jaesuopso
      @jaesuopso 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Fionn Bailey as a GreyA i felt this h a r d

    • @tiffness270xJUDASx
      @tiffness270xJUDASx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love that.

    • @emkamaratou4189
      @emkamaratou4189 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Finally a song that can be relatable for my sexuality (ace talking)

  • @auroraarcana9433
    @auroraarcana9433 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My friend who just died introduced me to this song when we were in high school.
    I miss you and the times we spent together. I'm sorry 🤍

  • @duckvinegar3620
    @duckvinegar3620 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When he said "I miss having sex but at least I dont wanna die anymore and I think that's pretty cool" I felt that

  • @filledwithmaggots
    @filledwithmaggots 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    listening to this trying to convince myself I don't wanna die anymore when I know damn well I very much do

  • @beeisdumbaf
    @beeisdumbaf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can we all just appreciate the title of this song?
    Like, that’s a phat mood doe

  • @theteabehottoday
    @theteabehottoday 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I JUST WANNA DANCE AND SING THIS LOUD AND ACT LIKE IM IN A MUSIC VIDEO FROM 2009 lmaooo

  • @KirasRift
    @KirasRift 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Literally just discovered this today, I'm 20, this is my new favorite song cause i like relate to this too well

  • @user-uc4mh4ej2v
    @user-uc4mh4ej2v 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    is that about being on antidepressants??

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      No, it’s about his ex-girlfriend who cheated on him. The verses are more about fandom culture which he talks more about on the album since it’s called fandom (Stream fandom by the way) in the second verse it’s a mix of how he felt going through a break up and what people expect from him.

    • @user-uc4mh4ej2v
      @user-uc4mh4ej2v 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Stephanie Jacalyn oop thank you. i thought because of the chorus. ur libido gets real low but you know, you aren’t sad anymore lol.

  • @saturn_751
    @saturn_751 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m in love with this song.

  • @iixoxichiithewitch7015
    @iixoxichiithewitch7015 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song helps better with anxiety than my medicine does. Fuck it, this *is* my medicine.

  • @aurora1379
    @aurora1379 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is it just me but the "I dont know, I don't know" at 0:29 makes me swoon 😍☺

  • @cyanidepeaches8897
    @cyanidepeaches8897 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    After almost two years, I finally got a proper diagnosis and prescribed the right medication.... tbh now this song hits a lil different

  • @user-zb5xn7ry8h
    @user-zb5xn7ry8h 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    0:01 - 2:13 is my favorite part and i totally relate with it

  • @fulminare1243
    @fulminare1243 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Me, a virgin who isn't in the greatest mental place (but getting better): haha relatable

  • @gacha_kaisinpin2598
    @gacha_kaisinpin2598 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Once I saw the title I was like gonna be bad so I'm gonna see
    And now I'm shocked that it's really really good also great job with the lyrics and background

  • @potatohuman-6738
    @potatohuman-6738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Please correct me if I’m wrong but I originally thought this song was about the stress of fame and how toxic some fans can be

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah thats what one of the verses is about

  • @auroraarcana9433
    @auroraarcana9433 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That feeling when this song comes on during a road trip and all your friends want to clarify what he's saying

  • @theweirdestweirdo8726
    @theweirdestweirdo8726 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1:38-1:43 i couldn't relate to that anymore than it already does so strongly

  • @katiequinn8894
    @katiequinn8894 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The first time I ever saw the name of this song I thought the song would be about being on Prozac

  • @JoJo-cp2eu
    @JoJo-cp2eu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I had an ex who was one of the first people I was sexual with, and she was just using me and I tried commiting suicide several times, so this song is so relatable.

  • @mingjapan8364
    @mingjapan8364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I listened to this song because the author of the Yaoi manga that I've read recommended this. I'm glad I listened to my now new fave song 🙈😳

  • @thereziaelhelou8638
    @thereziaelhelou8638 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The title of the song is the story of my life

  • @holliehamilton2778
    @holliehamilton2778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The giggle after he says cool☺️

  • @UnknownUser-ty5ux
    @UnknownUser-ty5ux 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song is a vibe why doesn't it play more

  • @jacedickens2794
    @jacedickens2794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just went through a breakup and holy shit this is literally describing all the feelings I'm experiencing...

  • @lulutheemo3200
    @lulutheemo3200 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When I first listened to this song I thought it was ‘but I think it’s fine at school’ and I was so confused 😂💀

  • @s1eepyjaee
    @s1eepyjaee 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i’m not here from tiktok bUT i’m here from a story based around these songs and i genuinely like the song so that’s awesome

  • @brennah7591
    @brennah7591 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    they’re turning into Fall Out Boy with these titles i mean come on

  • @1WildArtist
    @1WildArtist 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is officially my favorite song

  • @billiemorris1248
    @billiemorris1248 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    help me i'm obsessed with this song

    • @StephanieJacalyn
      @StephanieJacalyn  5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      stream double dare, entertainment, and fandom, so you can be obsessed with all their songs 💕

  • @olliedorman6582
    @olliedorman6582 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is awesome