LYRICS: So, where's my happy end? The one you promised me back then I held on to your words I hoped were true But now I'm sad again Let's stop this play pretend I feel the eyes that never ends They sting your skin, their patience thin I suffer for your (I don't think I can say this) And it's not like I have nobody, but Some days I question if you cared about me Am I sick at heart? Am I too fucked up? (Bad!) Deluded from a fantasy Preaching lies, seeking smiles Keep it hidden and don't erupt Just laugh away the thoughts of insecurities (Okay. So, for this part I'm gonna say something cool, like, a cool quote and then you're gonna edit it, so that it's gonna sound like an aesthetic lo-fi, uh, song. So, yeah. Can we do that? C-Can we do that? I think?) CHORUS: I can't get over it Over all the little shit I got so used to this soft abuse I made excuses for your amusement We had enough of this The lying, waiting, dragging under Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying motherfucker? (Motherfucker, motherfucker. I should not have said that word, because I need to monetize my channel at one point...) Sumangga, mas Udin! [Pop off, Udin!] VERSE 2: Janc*k 'i! 'Ndi janji-janjimu? [Ya bastard. I'm sick of your promises!] Lambe, lambe lamis, 'mung nggawakake tangis, bengis [All that sweet talks only hurts me, it angers me deeply] Jaremu setia sampai mati? Alah. Tai! [Said you will be there to the end of me, but didcha really?] 'Ra arep ngundang "sliramu", tapi "raimu"! [Yeah, fuck that. I'm done addressing you endearingly!] I bathe in waterfalls of tears through the day and night [Urip nandhang tangis, awan klawan wengi] Nightmare I can't wake up from, no matter how I tried [Ibarat wong ngimpi, aku kepingin tangi] How long? Abot. Tobat nandhang lara [Uwis? I can't. I can no more bear this pain] Forgive my sin, duh Romo. Ingsun kepingin moro [Ngapunten, dear Father. I think I'm leavin'] CHORUS: I can't get over it Over all the little shit I got so used to this soft abuse I made excuses for your amusement We had enough of this The lying, waiting, dragging under Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying... Whatever
after consuming your covers since i found you, getting to see you produce and publish your own original song is so exciting and such a huge milestone i can't wait to hear it once it premieres, mika!!!
I'm honestly so so proud of where Mika is today and I'm so glad im here to see her shine brighter and brighter. And to everyone struggling with anything, you can do it, and I'm so so proud of you!
It feels so strange listening to this today. Mika is gone, but this beautiful voice is still here. Thank you, Mika! Wherever you are today, I just know that you haven't stopped improving, haven't stopped striving for more, and haven't stopped being extremely creative, beautiful, curious, loveable and awesome! :)
Mik ini keren banget sih, lagunya deep tapi chill. suka banget. suka juga sama rap jowo nya WKWK. suka artnya cantik banget, suka sama videonya. suka semua. good job tim produksi.
this is truly a very mika song, she brings comfort in a silly fun goofy way, even her departure felt so.. childhood friends saying byebye only to not ever meet again kind of vibes. u r so sick with that title mika just EVIL (i love u and f u for leaving before i do and i hope the best for u!)
What an absolute bop! Congrats on the original song Mika. Despite what you say, you are indeed a singer. Also, big thanks to everyone who helped put this together, it feels super cohesive and unique. Well done.
Mika, this song makes me fall in love with you. I wish I discovered you as one of my oshis sooner and had more chances to tune into your streams. You are so creative, so fun, your thoughts and ideas are so interesting. Thank you for everything you did for us while you were at Nijisanji!
I feel that...this is a message for a certain company? Or a person? I'm not quite sure even after reading the description. But the MV, the gamelan, incorporates English, Indonesian & Javanese (local language)...I like it. The overall gloomy vibes are also spot on. I don't like the use of profanity in songs, but I can understand why it is being used here & it conveys the feelings of frustration effectively I guess. I mean, what can I say if this represents your feelings? If someone lied to me, I'll probably curse them too.
Yeah, it is... You can see the title "Message, Delivered From the Departed." - "Departed" on this context means the Almarhoomies/ID Livers that has graduated, so Mika was like be the intermediary, she was like sending us a message from the graduated livers, and... this song is also inspired by herself, it was kind of her complaints in her RL and VTuber Life
This song has both the sad and somewhat spellbound vibe at the same time, like it's sad but beautiful as you look back on it, really gave me chills the first time I listened. Thank you so much Mika for making this song! (Amazing lyrics for something written while delirious too :3 )
_i got so used to this soft abuse_ _i made excuses for your amusement_ the way i've had this song on loop for the past two days...i legit can't get over the transition from mika's draft recording interlude to the chorus drop 1:12 ㅠㅠ the lyrics go so hard! really glad mika's in a different place now and i can't express how grateful i am to feel so seen by such a cozy tune ❤ you may have written this while delirious but truly tysm for sharing your healing w everyone and sending all the good energy back to you mika!!
Mann. Ini keren banget, musiknya ala ala iofi gitu tapi isi lagunya tersampaikan! Yg kepo sama translate nya bisa langsung buka CC nya! Valdii, bisa banget didengerin sambil santai santai 😌👍
I've been replaying your covers and now that you have an original song, I'll be replaying that too Edit: Love how you keep switching from goofy and depressed
NENG MIKA INI KEREN BANGETTT!!! AND PLEASE YOU DID AWESOMEEE. Your voice, the lyrics, the instrument, RAP JOWONYA, AND THE OVERALL VIBES.... thank you so much Mika for telling your story by this song!
The instrumental, lyrics, beat, melody, illustration, movie, all of it resonate with me so much that I feel like my soul got touched by an invisible hand. Cold yet gentle, an embrace that scared you at first but became gradually comforting. Maybe I can still go on, thank you for this wonderful song❤️
Once again... Thank you for everything Mika o7 I know it's been nearly 2 weeks since then now, so I hope things have been going great on your side. Best of wishes in everything, our beloved departed one...
This song has a lot of weight behind it huh! Many things were expressed and not only lyrically, but with tonalities and sound. But even then, I bet there were lots of things left unsaid. In the future I'd verily hope to listen more of what you have to offer Mika! I'm not very knowledgeable when it comes to music so I can't comment on that but I did enjoy this song, that I can say. Besides, creating can be very cathartic, liberating even; it offers solace to both the artist and the audience. “Give, but don't allow yourself to be used. Love, but don't allow yourself to be abused. Trust, but don't be naive. Listen, but don't lose your own voice.” With a newfound perspective, I hope to hear what you have to say next. Thank you Mika and everyone involved in the project for the hard work!
such a great vibe to a song dreamy yet pretty depressing but kinda in nostalgic way so u feel trough that its past and just uggghhh idk how to explain - just well done! extremelly!!!
This was so good Mikaaaa!!!! The slick beats, the lyrics, even the spoken parts that both add levity and drive home the sad mood at the same time oh my goodness. Everything was So. Satisfying. EMOTIONAL DAMAGE OVER 9000 and SO GOOD.
The message + the art + the little dialogue and that rap as a whole is so badass!! I am proud to be in Mika's first asmr and now this first original song!! Is this the start of a mika era? 😘😘 got high hopes and will be wishing you all the best mikaur!! Let's goooooo
this is insanely good, im so proud of you mika!! now i can play this on loop REALGE the description hits so hard. thank you and the team for the hard work you guys put in this!!
I know this song is (ostensibly) not about the state of Anykuro, but in light of some recent revelations, it still feels like a bitter indictment of this company. For all the broken dreams, for all the lost opportunities, for the greed and the lies, for making her feel like she was nothing and deserved nothing, and most of all, for gaslighting her - and many others like her - into believing all of this was *normal.* This toxic hellhole can honestly not collapse soon enough, I hope you have found your happy end, Mika. And as for some of you - you know who you are - the darkest trench of the ocean has opened to swallow your yacht whole, so don't keep the Ancient Ones waiting, old friends. :)
You know, I remember Mika telling us to lower our expectations for this original song in a stream... Lies! This is amazing! Loved the lyrics, loved the singing, loved the video... You did amazing Mika!
Listening to this makes me go from awe to laughing to awe then laughing again. I'm so so so very happy being able to hear your original song Mika. Really!!!!
LYRICS:
So, where's my happy end?
The one you promised me back then
I held on to your words I hoped were true
But now I'm sad again
Let's stop this play pretend
I feel the eyes that never ends
They sting your skin, their patience thin
I suffer for your (I don't think I can say this)
And it's not like I have nobody, but
Some days I question if you cared about me
Am I sick at heart? Am I too fucked up? (Bad!)
Deluded from a fantasy
Preaching lies, seeking smiles
Keep it hidden and don't erupt
Just laugh away the thoughts of insecurities
(Okay. So, for this part I'm gonna say something cool, like,
a cool quote and then you're gonna edit it, so that
it's gonna sound like an aesthetic lo-fi, uh, song.
So, yeah. Can we do that? C-Can we do that? I think?)
CHORUS:
I can't get over it
Over all the little shit
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying motherfucker?
(Motherfucker, motherfucker.
I should not have said that word, because I need to
monetize my channel at one point...)
Sumangga, mas Udin!
[Pop off, Udin!]
VERSE 2:
Janc*k 'i! 'Ndi janji-janjimu?
[Ya bastard. I'm sick of your promises!]
Lambe, lambe lamis, 'mung nggawakake tangis, bengis
[All that sweet talks only hurts me, it angers me deeply]
Jaremu setia sampai mati? Alah. Tai!
[Said you will be there to the end of me, but didcha really?]
'Ra arep ngundang "sliramu", tapi "raimu"!
[Yeah, fuck that. I'm done addressing you endearingly!]
I bathe in waterfalls of tears through the day and night
[Urip nandhang tangis, awan klawan wengi]
Nightmare I can't wake up from, no matter how I tried
[Ibarat wong ngimpi, aku kepingin tangi]
How long? Abot. Tobat nandhang lara
[Uwis? I can't. I can no more bear this pain]
Forgive my sin, duh Romo. Ingsun kepingin moro
[Ngapunten, dear Father. I think I'm leavin']
CHORUS:
I can't get over it
Over all the little shit
I got so used to this soft abuse
I made excuses for your amusement
We had enough of this
The lying, waiting, dragging under
Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying...
Whatever
:D
The whatever hits hard aren't they
😭👌
Mika really knows what we need 😂 I immediately want to see the whole lyrics to sing it too when a new song comes out ❤
this hits so close to home
Proud of you!!! Good job on this, love how raw the lyrics and messaging of the song is.
THANK U KYO🥸
Ayyyy it's the guy with steroids
It sound amazing Mika senpai!!
Congrats on the release!💙💙
THANK U MONSIEUR BANDAGE
THIS IS SO FREAKING AWESOME MIKA !!
So proud of you & everyone else for reaching an incredible milestone ❤
Enna!!
Her girlfriend is supporting her
THANK YOU BABE *wink*
@@fries2249 Enna is really a good girlfriend
THIS IS AMAZING MIKA CONGRATS ON THE RELEASE💖💖💖
KOTOKA WAAAAAAAAA
Kotokaaa ^^
THIS IS AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
congrats for releasing this !!!! EPIC THUMBS UP !!!
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
OMAGAD RISUUU, btw arti lagu (bagian bahasa Jawa) artinya apa Rizz??
EPIC SONG
MAKASIH BEBI AWEUHFIUSDUHASDF
@@feizaaa bahwa setiap pengucapan harus di barengi dengan tindakan gitu lah yg aku tangkep🤔
@@Wini_Ratnass oke makasii
So proud of you for releasing your first original, congrats on the release!
You both sounded amazing!
THE SONG HAS A DIFFERENT MEANING NOW WAAAAA 🥹🥹🥹
after consuming your covers since i found you, getting to see you produce and publish your own original song is so exciting and such a huge milestone i can't wait to hear it once it premieres, mika!!!
This song has a whole new meaning now that she's announced her graduation. we'll always love her.
I still can't move on from this song man.
Sameeee😢
This song really needs more attention, I've been listening to this recently again and it just hits different now
I'm honestly so so proud of where Mika is today and I'm so glad im here to see her shine brighter and brighter. And to everyone struggling with anything, you can do it, and I'm so so proud of you!
Back here now that it’s all over
Truly a life changing experience
Thank you all so much! Wishing you all the best chat
I didn't expect jowo-english mix. That part is incredible. Good work mika and team.
I keep coming here everyday, as someone with trust and abandonment issues, this song keeps clicking
Well this was amazing! Love the vibes and what an awesome voice!! Definitely need more original songs from Mika!!
Didn't expect to see you here! Btw I'm so happy for you Mika, I always loved your voice ❤️
REAL
I 2nd this
wow i finally understand the meaning of this song..
yeahh, it is becoming more saddening now that I know the meaning of it, the story of the song :"))
Thank you for everything, Mika. Pinky promise o7
pinky promise o7
I keep coming here whenever I'm feel down, I think about the second verse so, so many times
The fact that we all know she is gonna graduate makes all the lyrics hit so much harder😢we’ll miss you, Mika!
tearing up just reading the description, I am so excited to hear this magic you're about to drop
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY ACTUALLY HYPE
wait now i understand that song... Mika you silly genius
This is that whole "not appreciating what you got till it's gone" thing 😭💔
It feels so strange listening to this today. Mika is gone, but this beautiful voice is still here. Thank you, Mika!
Wherever you are today, I just know that you haven't stopped improving, haven't stopped striving for more, and haven't stopped being extremely creative, beautiful, curious, loveable and awesome! :)
Idk if u know this but she’s in another Vtuber corporation now
@@Kokyrii I do :)
Mik ini keren banget sih, lagunya deep tapi chill. suka banget. suka juga sama rap jowo nya WKWK. suka artnya cantik banget, suka sama videonya. suka semua. good job tim produksi.
This song hits different after graduation, we love you Mika (platonically)
I guess we're all back here again; in hindsight it seems like the lyrics were so obvious...
THIS MAKE SO MUCH SENSE NOW... im crying huuhuhuhuhuhhu
i feel like this was some sort of prewarning 😭
If I think about it, I am happy to live in a world in which there is such an author. )
this is truly a very mika song, she brings comfort in a silly fun goofy way, even her departure felt so.. childhood friends saying byebye only to not ever meet again kind of vibes. u r so sick with that title mika just EVIL (i love u and f u for leaving before i do and i hope the best for u!)
Ini lagu bener2 di buat untuk meng-kritik "sesuatu ya"
buat mas riku
What an absolute bop! Congrats on the original song Mika. Despite what you say, you are indeed a singer. Also, big thanks to everyone who helped put this together, it feels super cohesive and unique. Well done.
Did y’all notice that her body has ball joints (her body is like a doll) but this is so FANTASTIC GO MIKA
Mika, this song makes me fall in love with you. I wish I discovered you as one of my oshis sooner and had more chances to tune into your streams. You are so creative, so fun, your thoughts and ideas are so interesting. Thank you for everything you did for us while you were at Nijisanji!
Man YT just recommend me this again and it hits even more than when it came out
This song 😢 equal parts heavy emotion and Mika's goofiness...
I feel that...this is a message for a certain company? Or a person? I'm not quite sure even after reading the description.
But the MV, the gamelan, incorporates English, Indonesian & Javanese (local language)...I like it.
The overall gloomy vibes are also spot on. I don't like the use of profanity in songs, but I can understand why it is being used here & it conveys the feelings of frustration effectively I guess. I mean, what can I say if this represents your feelings? If someone lied to me, I'll probably curse them too.
Yeah, it is... You can see the title "Message, Delivered From the Departed." - "Departed" on this context means the Almarhoomies/ID Livers that has graduated, so Mika was like be the intermediary, she was like sending us a message from the graduated livers, and... this song is also inspired by herself, it was kind of her complaints in her RL and VTuber Life
With everything that has happened recently, I can say yeah this was definitely dedicated to a certain company.
This song has both the sad and somewhat spellbound vibe at the same time, like it's sad but beautiful as you look back on it, really gave me chills the first time I listened. Thank you so much Mika for making this song! (Amazing lyrics for something written while delirious too :3 )
Mika I wanna tell you that this song is so beautiful. It's such a earworm I keep coming back to listen to this
_i got so used to this soft abuse_
_i made excuses for your amusement_
the way i've had this song on loop for the past two days...i legit can't get over the transition from mika's draft recording interlude to the chorus drop 1:12 ㅠㅠ the lyrics go so hard! really glad mika's in a different place now and i can't express how grateful i am to feel so seen by such a cozy tune ❤ you may have written this while delirious but truly tysm for sharing your healing w everyone and sending all the good energy back to you mika!!
Mann. Ini keren banget, musiknya ala ala iofi gitu tapi isi lagunya tersampaikan!
Yg kepo sama translate nya bisa langsung buka CC nya!
Valdii, bisa banget didengerin sambil santai santai 😌👍
Makasih banyak Mika udah buat lagu ini dan menambahkan unsur Indonesia di dalamnya. You will always be me favorite VTuber. Keep up the good work!
I've been replaying your covers and now that you have an original song, I'll be replaying that too
Edit: Love how you keep switching from goofy and depressed
(Watched it) it was beautiful mika, you should be proud of yourself. It really feels like its YOU in the song
I- IT MAKES SENSE NOW 😭
The name of this song is really gonna sting in a few months.
Edit: Now it does
She ain't throwing shade, she's throwing frickin' black hole 😂
NENG MIKA INI KEREN BANGETTT!!! AND PLEASE YOU DID AWESOMEEE. Your voice, the lyrics, the instrument, RAP JOWONYA, AND THE OVERALL VIBES.... thank you so much Mika for telling your story by this song!
This song really hits different now.
She found her happy end
Kok gua nganggep ini bentuk kritik Mika buat suatu korporasi ya? Wkwkwkwk
Sebuah pesan dari mereka yang telah tiada, telah tersampaikan ✌🏻
本当に行ってしまうことにはやはり慣れない、笑うこともできない。
hidden meaning
THIS IS SO GOOD (AND REALLY CREATIVE) HAHA THE MIX WITH THE JAVANESE !! LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS !!!
She's gonna Melatika all over the place
The description hits hard. Love you Mika, you came so far🥹
Well this is eerie, listening to this now...
Mika you did it! You released your first original song and I am so proud of you!!
Finally. The long anticipated song!!
Arigatou, Mika! You were always our favorite kuntilanak!
Until we meet again! *pinky promise o7
Im listening to this song everyday😭
same.. same
The instrumental, lyrics, beat, melody, illustration, movie, all of it resonate with me so much that I feel like my soul got touched by an invisible hand. Cold yet gentle, an embrace that scared you at first but became gradually comforting. Maybe I can still go on, thank you for this wonderful song❤️
i really cannot be more prouder of you mika
just listening to feel her
I'm so proud of Mika doing all those amazing works! The song would be of course perfect in my ears
Once again... Thank you for everything Mika o7
I know it's been nearly 2 weeks since then now, so I hope things have been going great on your side. Best of wishes in everything, our beloved departed one...
The first... and only.
But still infinitely better than having nothing.
I love it, im so happy that it makes me cry😭
Man listening to this knowing that she’s leaving kind of stings, dam
I’m gonna miss her :(
This hits different now that shes graduating
1:52 cant get over this
This song has a lot of weight behind it huh! Many things were expressed and not only lyrically, but with tonalities and sound. But even then, I bet there were lots of things left unsaid.
In the future I'd verily hope to listen more of what you have to offer Mika! I'm not very knowledgeable when it comes to music so I can't comment on that but I did enjoy this song, that I can say. Besides, creating can be very cathartic, liberating even; it offers solace to both the artist and the audience.
“Give, but don't allow yourself to be used.
Love, but don't allow yourself to be abused.
Trust, but don't be naive.
Listen, but don't lose your own voice.”
With a newfound perspective, I hope to hear what you have to say next. Thank you Mika and everyone involved in the project for the hard work!
This is amazing Mika!! You did so great!!!
such a great vibe to a song dreamy yet pretty depressing but kinda in nostalgic way so u feel trough that its past and just uggghhh idk how to explain - just well done! extremelly!!!
Can't wait to hear it, despite what Mika things, she's actually pretty good singing.
This was so good Mikaaaa!!!! The slick beats, the lyrics, even the spoken parts that both add levity and drive home the sad mood at the same time oh my goodness. Everything was So. Satisfying. EMOTIONAL DAMAGE OVER 9000 and SO GOOD.
Why is it so depressing and funny at the same time, I love how authentic this feels! Great job, I love it very very much
this is so lovelyy, Mika!! I'm glad that your charity stream was successful and this song is so cool. I'm sure you have more to show us , Mikaa
This slaps so hard! CONGRATU-VERY-LATIONS MIKA
Happy 1 year Mika! ❤❤
The message + the art + the little dialogue and that rap as a whole is so badass!! I am proud to be in Mika's first asmr and now this first original song!! Is this the start of a mika era? 😘😘 got high hopes and will be wishing you all the best mikaur!! Let's goooooo
Congrats on 100k views! Tbh this is probably my 7th time listening to this song. The melody is so good and your voice is just great to listen to.
istg this song is so underrated and deserves more recognition i love it so much 😭😭😭
this is insanely good, im so proud of you mika!! now i can play this on loop REALGE the description hits so hard. thank you and the team for the hard work you guys put in this!!
Man… listening to this this made me miss her again.
I know this song is (ostensibly) not about the state of Anykuro, but in light of some recent revelations, it still feels like a bitter indictment of this company. For all the broken dreams, for all the lost opportunities, for the greed and the lies, for making her feel like she was nothing and deserved nothing, and most of all, for gaslighting her - and many others like her - into believing all of this was *normal.* This toxic hellhole can honestly not collapse soon enough,
I hope you have found your happy end, Mika. And as for some of you - you know who you are - the darkest trench of the ocean has opened to swallow your yacht whole, so don't keep the Ancient Ones waiting, old friends. :)
Mas udin steal the show...
Love the song
Love ur voice, mika...
it's... kinda hit me really hard...
klo gini jadinya. message delivered before departed ga si ? i hope u live ur life well mika.
You know, I remember Mika telling us to lower our expectations for this original song in a stream...
Lies!
This is amazing! Loved the lyrics, loved the singing, loved the video... You did amazing Mika!
my all time fav niji original song ❤
I don't why but this is so cute!
It's like a Girl recording herself as she sings her Home Made song with some minor Edits which feels so nostalgic
You have a very pure voice. I like the draft vocals the producer used ❤
Listening here not long after her graduation🥲
This is so good!!! I love everything about it. Thank you for sharing this part of you. Congrats
You did so well im so proud of you (genuinely)
Matur nuwun mas udin sampun mesoh-mesoh, aku seneng bagian iku😭🙏
SHEEESSHHH MIKA, this is actually hype and awesome!!, and also the art is so cool man..proud of you 👻❤️
Coming back to this
Still love it
Listening to this makes me go from awe to laughing to awe then laughing again. I'm so so so very happy being able to hear your original song Mika. Really!!!!