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I've always kind of seen it as him talking to himself. Like having to deal with his own negativity, doubts, and fears. I just always felt like you, yourself has the right and ability to become your perfect enemy. Idk I think its interesting how a song can mean a thousand things but it still joins us through an amazing jam. Totally can see it being about his mother though.
See I always looked at the lyrics as a message to MJK's mother. How she found Jesus and became so deeply religious, yet her savior still let her suffer from a paralyzing cerebral aneurism. He couldn't understand how she still remained religious and for that, he was mad at her. Am I right or wrong, matters not. That's the beauty of MJK's lyrical interpretation. He sort of leaves it open to interpretation to get the listener to think.
I think of it as his younger self talking to his older self there is no worst enemy as yourself in life. The older one with the knowledge and the younger one with the fight and drive.
There is a piece of John in every soul walking this earth. If you have an angel sitting on your shoulder then don't be surprised you driven to the demons.
LOL, shit, for all we know it might not be anything deep-meaning at all. LOL it maqy be about a guy who is being ignored by a waitress at I-Hop or some other restaurant!
I think this song is about maynard being pissed because he went to mcdonalds and its new breakfast menu but when he got there, they were all out of hash browns so he started yelling at the cashier to take that "passive aggresive bullshit" tone out of his face and get him the fucking hash browns buy the cashier still refused so he told her "you disappoint me" and walked away, as he was walking he realized that "it was better off this way" because he didnt want to get fatter and he had high blood pressure anyway. I think this is the meaning of this song because as we all know maynard suffered from obesity for most of his life and he had a personal connection with mcdonalds :'(
A writer writes best with only an intent to create response. That response is whatever it is and thus what the song is about even if they wrote it about something they experienced. Art isnt about any meaning but what it means to you
When I was young and steeping withing my ego believing that I was the person I manifested in my mind, I was steeping in addiction, on probation and parole, homeless, doing lots of everything bad because hey it was cool or so I thought, when the manifestation of what I believed to be self became the predominant light inside my head I was lost and trapped from the trauma stuck inside my own prison. I used this song as a way to help myself, when I first heard it at my buddies house it sent shivers down my spine and the inward light that was caged inside got one small message to my ego that said "this song is is about you" I started to scream this song at myself in my head and it didn't heal me or anything it just helped me realize that I will never be the person I thought I was that I am still the little boy filled with wonder and excitement before reality set in. Now its still a war but the major battles have been won and I'm getting ready to prepare for another siege unto my addictive behaviors this next one may be the hardest yet or maybe the tools I have now will work no matter what though every time I hear this song I have to sing along out loud directing the word toward myself and the shell of a human inside.
its about his mom who was in a coma from a brain aneurism, (what my mom died of). she was super regions and he didn't understand why she was so religious and that he and her were perfect enemies because he's an atheist and she was big into religion. hence his perfect enemy. she disappoints him cause she won't wake up and argue him. very touching, hits me right at home.
Yeah Judith is about Manyard's mother. Also Wings for Marie part one and 2 on the 10,000 days tool album. I'm my own worst enemy and when i hear this song i think about my destructive self as my perfect enemy.
It's the truth he writes a lot about his mother and her passiveness in the face of death or really anything because of her religious views. I think the fact that the title is passive is meant to show that her inability to wake up is her being passive aggressive since if her god was real she would wake up. I think it's the anger of her being between life and death and it being expressive of passive aggression is his motivation for this song
I just have to say this song is amazing. What I get out of it is he's angry that someone is so dependent and so loyal to him is annoying to him. That's what I'm getting. But either way, great sing 👍👌
I was always lead to believe that this song and Judith was about his moms fight with cancer and how physically and emotional draining the battle was for them.
I always thought of this song as being directed at a person who was unresponsive to a person who wanted to build a friendship or relationship, and they were too focused on other things. Dunno. Just my interpretation.
That's partly why I'm here. My few friends fucking disappoint me, and I disappoint myself (my addictions are only nicotine and caffeine, thankfully, but I'm stuck in a *very* deep rut I can't see my way out of).
@@GyzelE Message me if you need to. It's hard to pull yourself up out of that routine, but I'm here for you. I'm blessed with really good friends. I think the key point of the song is not to let the disappointment overwhelm the positives.
@@GyzelE try and exchange cigarettes for cannabis or cbd..helps with stress and existential stuff..trauma too. Value yourself and try to quit those..I say this with the same struggles.
Tool- "The sky is blue" what fans thinks- "it represent His immense depression and lack of will to carry himself " What maynard really mean- "The sky is Fucking blue" -inspired from a Meme-
I feel you on this, Jax. Not very many people are able to remind themselves that Tool's thematic roots, most notably in Maynard's unique lyricism, are primarily grounded in a darkly humorous context.
This song has been hitting me right in the feels ever since it's been popping up on my spotify again. Like user Black Alpaca said, I take this song as him talking about his own negativity, doubts and fears. Me personally, I think of it as my inner critic, which has had power over me for most of my life. Hearing this song seems like an anthem to a future me who has not only beaten my inner critic, but has reached a point where I can bully and berate his corpse. Like, the doctor (therapist) is telling me he's dead, but I know he's still there, but he's playing dead. I know he can become my perfect enemy because he WAS my perfect enemy, but through my own strength and determination, he's left to just fake death because he's so scared to face me, which is why he fucking disappoints me. Something once so powerful that affected my every waking second, and even my dreams, can't even face me anymore. Of course that would fucking disappoint me to see such an enemy fall from grace to such a pathetic place. Maybe I'm better off this way.
He is talking about all of mankind..we all need to take a long deep hard look in the mirror and tell ourselves that we need to cut the fake ass positive and unrealistic persona of ourselves..we are evil inside..
I love that movie!! it has been my favorite since i was a small child ((though i didnt really understand what was going on exept that the main character killed demons, he wnt to hell and back, and he knows an angel who later tries to kill him))
Song reminds me of my now ex. He introduced me to heroin. And after years of our codependency towards one another I left him. But I remember listening to this while we were together. I got sober and he's still on heroin.
To be honest it really dose note matter what he is singing about its what you take out of it. For me this is a song about a misunderstood love...not every thing is what it looks like. And besides music is about what you feel not what it is.
The "My doctor tells me" part is actually "The doctor tells me." The difference between "my" and "the" completely changes the meaning of the song.I think the doctor is not actually talking to the coma patient, he's actually talking to the husband/boyfriend (the protagonist of the song) whose wife/girlfriend (the antagonist) is probably in a coma from something stupid she did, such as getting in a drunk driving accident or leaving the house in a fit of rage during an argument and having a car accident, i.e. being passive aggressive (probable.) Just my thoughts about the meaning.
To me, “The Doctor” is actually a therapist counseling the person singing, telling him that his relationship w/ the passive aggressor is “as dead as dead can be”
I think this song its about Maynard coping with the loosing of his mother, who died of cancer. He didn't understood at all some aspects of the way of view of his mother of what was happening to her and her destiny, like for example, her faith of God until the end of her life. An example of this its the song "Judith".
I been battling ALS . Life expectancy is 1-3 years! I’m on 10 years, this songs so meaningful too me as doctors are starting to say I been misdiagnosed. I have ALS , stupid doctors. They don’t know ship, it’s just a slower version & I refuse too lay down & die! Cause I have young daughters
Makes me think of what I sometimes want to tell to my dead friends O.o but in reading the comments, I saw a lot of interpretations... guess this song is can say a lot of things.
Original Xbox game, one of my old faves, the story mode had it's share of jumpscares and confusions but I loved it for being an extension of a film which I felt needed more in it.
The original version of this song was called "Vacant", and was performed at live shows by A Perfect Circle, which....wasn't really supposed to happen, because it was to be part of a Maynard James Keenan/Trent Reznor collaboration known as Tapeworm, which...ultimately never happened afterwards.
So I'm determining why people are detracted from me. then i learned that i might be autistic, and the feelings that i feel are not human but of one of a disease. when i hear this song i feel the wrath of people who had to deal with me. I am one of those people who are passive aggressive- and the only defense is the suffering i feel on a daily basis. that argument falls flat once you realize that no one is special, yet you are the one who causes the suffering. i listen to this song so i can pretend to scream at myself and not register that what i am doing even by no choice is causing suffering. aspergers syndrome is a fucking curse.
I feel you there I thought I was then found out I am then spiralled farther down into more fights getting kicked outta school all that shit and started and stopped drugs and alcohol back and forth
This song is about loving and trying to help someone with drug addiction. The entire thirteenth step album is about the steps of recovery you go through with rehabilitation
Anyone else not know anyone IRL who listens to stuff like this? I think it takes a certain type of person to really listen to this music , and they aren't common XD My life is pretty much void of people who are into this
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That line "You fucking disappoint me" sends a chill through my body everytime. You can really feel it especially when you can relate.
oh yes
Every time!!!
So many years and I can't get enough of this song!!!!
Same here....
Joining at 0:35 am
I feel it
Same
Bro straight up. I hate passive aggressive people
"you fucking disappoint me" is such a badass line
I've always kind of seen it as him talking to himself. Like having to deal with his own negativity, doubts, and fears. I just always felt like you, yourself has the right and ability to become your perfect enemy. Idk I think its interesting how a song can mean a thousand things but it still joins us through an amazing jam. Totally can see it being about his mother though.
"I've always kind of seen it as him talking to himself".... yes , this is GNOSIS
See I always looked at the lyrics as a message to MJK's mother. How she found Jesus and became so deeply religious, yet her savior still let her suffer from a paralyzing cerebral aneurism. He couldn't understand how she still remained religious and for that, he was mad at her. Am I right or wrong, matters not. That's the beauty of MJK's lyrical interpretation. He sort of leaves it open to interpretation to get the listener to think.
I think of it as his younger self talking to his older self there is no worst enemy as yourself in life. The older one with the knowledge and the younger one with the fight and drive.
Took me years..and I'm a huge mega fan. But you are SO right
Judith is about his MOther...this is something else...and it about being about himself is fascinating....
when I listen to this song , only thing that comes up to my mind - John Constantine ❤️
There is a piece of John in every soul walking this earth. If you have an angel sitting on your shoulder then don't be surprised you driven to the demons.
Johnstantine
🖤
I'M TOO
İ remember dean and sam Winchester brothers😊
You guys are reading into it. This song isn't about cancer or whatever. It's about what it says in the song: "passive aggressive bullshit"
This has been my favorite song forever! Only recently discovered how personally relevant it was. This is my song for my Dad.
This song gave me goosebumps, a song that does that is immediately my favorite.
Does this to me too. Your comment gave me more goosebumps.
I just knew it from the film “Constantine” and I’m fascinated by it!!!
This song is self reflective. I like it. Makes me think I should conquer my own fears and doubts I have in myself.
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way.
exactly.
passive- agressive bullshit
What you could and might have been.
thats what i wanna say to my brother
+Mike garner you shouldn't, you can have as much friends as you want but you only have a limited amount of siblings
Dan Anthony my fav bit
still gets me almost 10 years later. loving it
Its the duality of man ... the passive/aggressive ego in all of us. This is my interpretation.
ITS ABOUT BEING TIRED OF A DEAD-ASS ACTING WOMAN WHO DONT APPRECIATE THE RELATIONSHIP....SO, HE THREATENS TO LEAVE HER!!!!!
Ron Namako that's one way to interpret it lol
LOL, shit, for all we know it might not be anything deep-meaning at all. LOL it maqy be about a guy who is being ignored by a waitress at I-Hop or some other restaurant!
Ron Namako lol hilarious bro!!!
Projekt Zycie : this is how all of Maynard's music is supposed to be interpretated. It's in the mind of the Listener
For some reason, I always imagine myself speaking the lyrics of this song to my own reflection in the mirror
Interesting.
Thats the same interpretation I got. I believe this is one of those song that can be interpreted in multiple ways depending on the person.
I think this song is about maynard being pissed because he went to mcdonalds and its new breakfast menu but when he got there, they were all out of hash browns so he started yelling at the cashier to take that "passive aggresive bullshit" tone out of his face and get him the fucking hash browns buy the cashier still refused so he told her "you disappoint me" and walked away, as he was walking he realized that "it was better off this way" because he didnt want to get fatter and he had high blood pressure anyway. I think this is the meaning of this song because as we all know maynard suffered from obesity for most of his life and he had a personal connection with mcdonalds :'(
+Bebe P you cheeky fuck.
+Scoulid Scake (Icarus Nova) hey man everyone interprits it deferently, it just made sence to mexD
Your logic can't be faulted.
+Bebe P GREAT SCOTT! That's obviously it. His Fucx Capacitor is burnt out, without it he is incapable of giving Fux.....
+Bebe P This is the reason why now they serve breakfast all day.
This song to me was talking about being in a relationship with someone who is unresponsive, unfeeling, uncaring..dead
A relationship with a narcissist.
it was about his mom being in a coma, after treating like shit as a child cuz of religion.
A writer writes best with only an intent to create response. That response is whatever it is and thus what the song is about even if they wrote it about something they experienced. Art isnt about any meaning but what it means to you
@@crystalgarrett2448 love your comment
Totally through this.... Shit.. Exactly like this!!
When I was young and steeping withing my ego believing that I was the person I manifested in my mind, I was steeping in addiction, on probation and parole, homeless, doing lots of everything bad because hey it was cool or so I thought, when the manifestation of what I believed to be self became the predominant light inside my head I was lost and trapped from the trauma stuck inside my own prison. I used this song as a way to help myself, when I first heard it at my buddies house it sent shivers down my spine and the inward light that was caged inside got one small message to my ego that said "this song is is about you" I started to scream this song at myself in my head and it didn't heal me or anything it just helped me realize that I will never be the person I thought I was that I am still the little boy filled with wonder and excitement before reality set in. Now its still a war but the major battles have been won and I'm getting ready to prepare for another siege unto my addictive behaviors this next one may be the hardest yet or maybe the tools I have now will work no matter what though every time I hear this song I have to sing along out loud directing the word toward myself and the shell of a human inside.
As always, their lyrics shine with the brilliance of fine diamonds.
I don't think she means value, but rather how beautiful they appear.
suck them off harder. this is hardly brilliant lol
When someone leads you on and allows you to fall for them and play along... and then just... pretend you don't even exist. Fuck, man. Ouch.
xDethSk8rx count another one.
RigobertaTV ...and another one. :(
TheBibleGirls Feeling the same....and struggling too.....
Dahlen Volk right there with you all. It fucking sucks. People disappoint me.
Take solace in knowing that you are not alone in your misery for many of us are going through the exact same thing.
Legit needed this song right now. Some people just don't care to take help and fucking listen.
This song always makes me feel better.
Most under rated song from apc. It is such a great song that everyone should relate to
i can't stop listning to it !!!!!!!
same ik its 4 years later BUT STILL I LOVE THIS SONG
I think he's singing to himself, his own worst enemy.
The great enemy "I"
It's a song to his mom in a coma, unresolved issues
Maybe you could ask the guy who wrote it instead of this passive aggressive bullshit
its about his mom who was in a coma from a brain aneurism, (what my mom died of). she was super regions and he didn't understand why she was so religious and that he and her were perfect enemies because he's an atheist and she was big into religion. hence his perfect enemy. she disappoints him cause she won't wake up and argue him. very touching, hits me right at home.
if that's for real then the lyrics make perfect sence
Maynard and Trent Reznor wrote this song together
Yeah Judith is about Manyard's mother. Also Wings for Marie part one and 2 on the 10,000 days tool album. I'm my own worst enemy and when i hear this song i think about my destructive self as my perfect enemy.
It's the truth he writes a lot about his mother and her passiveness in the face of death or really anything because of her religious views. I think the fact that the title is passive is meant to show that her inability to wake up is her being passive aggressive since if her god was real she would wake up. I think it's the anger of her being between life and death and it being expressive of passive aggression is his motivation for this song
Wings for Marie set them both free
My favorite part of the song is 0:01to 4:10
Matt Francis but my favorite part is 00:00 to 4:10
😄 yessss
I'll admit, as a fan of Tool, I totally thought you were only referencing a part of the song
I love this song. It reminds me of the cowards in my life that turned against me.
this song takes a hammer to my soul, having only the clarity of my mind's eye to pull me back together
This is by far my fav APC song! Maynard is just bad ass!
someone told me the the other day that they have never heard of tool, so I smacked them right in the face and said, YOU FUCKING DISAPPOINT ME!
Davie Lion This may be a really late reply, but did anyone get the reference
Should've said "dipshit", classic tool.
Maynard has such an amazing voice and they don't have many songs that have this sound but I love it. I wish they did more like this!
Everything is fine until you are the one disappointing someone
To me that is what the lyrics mean.
I just have to say this song is amazing. What I get out of it is he's angry that someone is so dependent and so loyal to him is annoying to him. That's what I'm getting. But either way, great sing 👍👌
This just reminds me of my Ex of blocking me when she doesn't have her way its "Passive Aggressive Bullshit" indeed
This song reminds me of what people with cancer go through. the battle they fight within themselves to keep their will to try to live. or depression.
Do me.
Mother. My youngest son. Some people don't understand boundaries. Attack all you want.
Just perfect ! Can't stop listening !
It's awesome that this song was in Constantine, great movie even better song.
A song that will forever be infamous through varying degrees of definition, just like the perfection of their scores...
I was always lead to believe that this song and Judith was about his moms fight with cancer and how physically and emotional draining the battle was for them.
I always thought of this song as being directed at a person who was unresponsive to a person who wanted to build a friendship or relationship, and they were too focused on other things. Dunno. Just my interpretation.
That's partly why I'm here. My few friends fucking disappoint me, and I disappoint myself (my addictions are only nicotine and caffeine, thankfully, but I'm stuck in a *very* deep rut I can't see my way out of).
@@GyzelE Message me if you need to. It's hard to pull yourself up out of that routine, but I'm here for you. I'm blessed with really good friends. I think the key point of the song is not to let the disappointment overwhelm the positives.
Dead as dead can be isnt a metaphor in this instance.
@@GyzelE relate..
@@GyzelE try and exchange cigarettes for cannabis or cbd..helps with stress and existential stuff..trauma too. Value yourself and try to quit those..I say this with the same struggles.
Everyone needs to "WAAAAAAAKE UP!!!"
i m wide awake and cannot find true enemies. Guess my God has given them the wisdom they needed.
This has a deeper meaning than what it looks like
"You disappoint me, maybe you're better off this way." Totally can relate. >.
Tool- "The sky is blue"
what fans thinks- "it represent His immense depression and lack of will to carry himself "
What maynard really mean- "The sky is Fucking blue"
-inspired from a Meme-
I feel you on this, Jax. Not very many people are able to remind themselves that Tool's thematic roots, most notably in Maynard's unique lyricism, are primarily grounded in a darkly humorous context.
So then were all just english teachers😭😂
This song has been hitting me right in the feels ever since it's been popping up on my spotify again. Like user Black Alpaca said, I take this song as him talking about his own negativity, doubts and fears. Me personally, I think of it as my inner critic, which has had power over me for most of my life. Hearing this song seems like an anthem to a future me who has not only beaten my inner critic, but has reached a point where I can bully and berate his corpse. Like, the doctor (therapist) is telling me he's dead, but I know he's still there, but he's playing dead. I know he can become my perfect enemy because he WAS my perfect enemy, but through my own strength and determination, he's left to just fake death because he's so scared to face me, which is why he fucking disappoints me. Something once so powerful that affected my every waking second, and even my dreams, can't even face me anymore. Of course that would fucking disappoint me to see such an enemy fall from grace to such a pathetic place.
Maybe I'm better off this way.
this songs always gonna hold a special place in my heart
Such an amazing song
He is talking about all of mankind..we all need to take a long deep hard look in the mirror and tell ourselves that we need to cut the fake ass positive and unrealistic persona of ourselves..we are evil inside..
Constantine !
I love that movie!! it has been my favorite since i was a small child ((though i didnt really understand what was going on exept that the main character killed demons, he wnt to hell and back, and he knows an angel who later tries to kill him))
:)) He is a legend
Smoldris yea Maynard James Keenan is kinda... Will definitely be when he's dead
I can't help but picture a bunch of ppl feasting on a corpse everytime I heat this.
Fuck yeah... Any fellow half-breeds?
Song reminds me of my now ex. He introduced me to heroin. And after years of our codependency towards one another I left him. But I remember listening to this while we were together. I got sober and he's still on heroin.
Halloween 2023 still goes hard
CONSTANTINE!!!! xx
He put in all the lyrics except "passive aggresive bullshit" at the end. I wonder why, lol.
I probably went to sleep. how the fuck should I know this fucking video will have 500k view someday dude.
+y1git It's APC, bro!
+darkaquatus Come on guys, stop being passive aggressive keyboard warriors.
+y1git thank you for posting this. apc is awesome
darkaquatus nice catch
Still fantastic in every way! 2021 ⚡⚡⚡
To be honest it really dose note matter what he is singing about its what you take out of it. For me this is a song about a misunderstood love...not every thing is what it looks like. And besides music is about what you feel not what it is.
I agree with you. The nice aspect about art, is the fact that something may have a lot of different meanings. Depends on who interprets it.
This song is my therapy :)
The "My doctor tells me" part is actually "The doctor tells me." The difference between "my" and "the" completely changes the meaning of the song.I think the doctor is not actually talking to the coma patient, he's actually talking to the husband/boyfriend (the protagonist of the song) whose wife/girlfriend (the antagonist) is probably in a coma from something stupid she did, such as getting in a drunk driving accident or leaving the house in a fit of rage during an argument and having a car accident, i.e. being passive aggressive (probable.) Just my thoughts about the meaning.
maybe the meaning you speak of is closer to you....than us
It's actually his mother from what I remember, but yeah
Agreed, and I'm pretty sure at the climax he's screaming "DON'T! GO!" in the overdub.
I think it's about his mom..who was in a coma and she hurt him religiously at least.
To me, “The Doctor” is actually a therapist counseling the person singing, telling him that his relationship w/ the passive aggressor is “as dead as dead can be”
I love this song as it has helped me remain.
This song is a perfect example of why you shouldn’t overuse swear words because when you get one they can be so impactful.
I think this song its about Maynard coping with the loosing of his mother, who died of cancer. He didn't understood at all some aspects of the way of view of his mother of what was happening to her and her destiny, like for example, her faith of God until the end of her life. An example of this its the song "Judith".
Speak your mind, intuition is the key and to never hold back; You may just go where no one has been.
this is awesome
Only Maynard and Chino can just start another band and write shit that tears my heart out and burns it like this one
I am here bcuz I wanted to say the same. It's so good!!
Now I love this song and band.
i love this song
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damn what a great song. im sure everyone has felt this at some point
You disappoint me :O
i just love this song
I love this song
Maynard James Keenan is one of the best vocalists of this generation imo.
Man where do they come up with all these great jams
Love your interpretation
I been battling ALS . Life expectancy is 1-3 years! I’m on 10 years, this songs so meaningful too me as doctors are starting to say I been misdiagnosed. I have ALS , stupid doctors. They don’t know ship, it’s just a slower version & I refuse too lay down & die! Cause I have young daughters
This song is awesome
A perfect Circle is awesome
his voice could bring the dead back to life 💓
Makes me think of what I sometimes want to tell to my dead friends O.o but in reading the comments, I saw a lot of interpretations... guess this song is can say a lot of things.
good music,a perfect circle pet!!!
Awesome voice
I wonder if I'm the only one that played the video game Constantine 😂Cuz this song is perfection 👍
Original Xbox game, one of my old faves, the story mode had it's share of jumpscares and confusions but I loved it for being an extension of a film which I felt needed more in it.
"It's never good when the shooting stops."
The original version of this song was called "Vacant", and was performed at live shows by A Perfect Circle, which....wasn't really supposed to happen, because it was to be part of a Maynard James Keenan/Trent Reznor collaboration known as Tapeworm, which...ultimately never happened afterwards.
What! I didnt even know they had constantine game
I lov this song is the shit 4 the movie Constantine. ..Keanu is awesome..!!..😎
Love this song
love this song
Love this freaking song.
I sometimes fantasize about Tool covering this song.
essa musica é d+...muitoo chick..fera pra caramba..
Sick of oneself he knows what he is capable of but never fulfills his worth and eventually gives up on himself because he’s his worst enemy
So I'm determining why people are detracted from me. then i learned that i might be autistic, and the feelings that i feel are not human but of one of a disease. when i hear this song i feel the wrath of people who had to deal with me. I am one of those people who are passive aggressive- and the only defense is the suffering i feel on a daily basis. that argument falls flat once you realize that no one is special, yet you are the one who causes the suffering.
i listen to this song so i can pretend to scream at myself and not register that what i am doing even by no choice is causing suffering. aspergers syndrome is a fucking curse.
I feel you there I thought I was then found out I am then spiralled farther down into more fights getting kicked outta school all that shit and started and stopped drugs and alcohol back and forth
I love this song
best song on this album
Great song is my fav
touching when you can relate...
goin to see them may 2nd hope they play this!
This song makes me think of all the vampire movies of the early-mid 2000s...it was also on Constantine
This song is about loving and trying to help someone with drug addiction. The entire thirteenth step album is about the steps of recovery you go through with rehabilitation
This song is not from that album , miss
Anyone else not know anyone IRL who listens to stuff like this?
I think it takes a certain type of person to really listen to this music , and they aren't common XD
My life is pretty much void of people who are into this
My entire family listen to this, wym? lol
this song is very good
I like how everyone is so serious and talking about how much this song means to them, and I just came here from a meme.