MY TESTIMONY | Lust, Drugs, Depression, Heartbreak, New Age to Jesus Christ

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  • @buck_maize111
    @buck_maize111 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My best friend, wife of 12 years and mother of my 2 girls left me in October 2022.. I became a Christian in 2019.. and she hated my change..
    I never knew pain like this existed..
    But I am slowly healing and God is bringing Christians into my life..
    Thank you for posting this ❤
    Stories like yours help us broken hearted out there

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m so sorry to hear that. However I am in awe to see your strength in how God is carrying you through this. He is so close to the broken hearted. Following him is always worth it. May God continue to comfort you, lead you and bless you.

  • @theWordinRed
    @theWordinRed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    That moment where you hear God but you keep ignoring him is so relatable 😓 I've had years pass trying to ignore what God says. That moment you can finally surrender and listen to him is so freeing!

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Isn't it? But I am so thankful we serve a Saviour who is always faithful and never leaves us, even when we go astray, he always welcomes us back with open arms! Surrender is freeing 100% :)

    • @rayroberts6290
      @rayroberts6290 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Very well said. I listened to the whole video.

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      @maisonheath8962 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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      I stupidly lost the login password. I would appreciate any tricks you can give me!

    • @paulmartin5424
      @paulmartin5424 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@evangelinedesouza hello sister in Christ Im also a Christian and yes I have had my fair share of back slideing but when I decided to give my life to god he has opened me up and yes I'm still learning but having him in my life is priceless yes I will slip up we are human amen, ✝️✝️🙏🙏✝️

    • @paulmartin7053
      @paulmartin7053 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evangelinedesouza hello sister in Christ amen ✝️☦️🙏🌅✝️🔥🇭🇲🇱🇷

  • @christophgillen5323
    @christophgillen5323 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The tears from the overwhelming Joy and Peace and Love you can feel from welcoming Jesus Christ into your heart is amazing. Our God deserves the Highest Praises.

  • @stjohnthebaptist1563
    @stjohnthebaptist1563 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is such a moving story I have shared the video onto my blog for ave 200 more views. Spread the good news a sister in Christ saved by Christ

  • @romanvincentjusay4464
    @romanvincentjusay4464 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Psalms 119:71
    It is good for me that I was afflicted,
    that I might learn your statutes.
    Psa 107:8 - Psa 107:9
    8 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love,
    for his wondrous works to the children of man!
    9 For he satisfies the longing soul,
    and the hungry soul he fills with good things.
    I was blessed by your testimony. I was also struggling as the dating culture of thsi world is pulling me from God's plan for me in my singleness. Thank you for sharing your story and inspiring me to hold on to His promises.
    Psalms 40:16
    But may all who seek you
    rejoice and be glad in you;
    may those who love your salvation
    say continually, “Great is the LORD!”

  • @emptytombprod
    @emptytombprod 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Powerful stuff. Just put my testimony up as well. So many years of heroin and hard drug abuse to almost taking my life on a highway. In a coma, had my last rites read twice, but God had a different plan and worked a miracle for certain. Check it out if you have a half hr and want to hear more about how Christ restores all things. Much love to you sis! ❤🙏🏼☝🏼

  • @victoriadavis3601
    @victoriadavis3601 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Watching a testimony video actually opened my mind and heart to God. Thank you for sharing a piece of your journey, I pray that this video does the same for someone else ❤️

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you, Victoria. That is so beautiful to hear. May God make himself known to you more and more. Love, Eva

  • @lfvonarx
    @lfvonarx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You are so valuable and beautiful. Never let anyone treat you with disrespect ever again. Great testimony.

  • @jamicarlton5734
    @jamicarlton5734 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you for sharing this. Much love to you from your sister in Christ. Very happy for you 💟✝️

  • @jonboxleitner7354
    @jonboxleitner7354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Count it as a blessing to learn these tough lessons before being married and having children. Relationship dependency is so tough to overcome. We are social beings and God calls us to relate to others. Romance and marriage always raises the intensity--these are good things, but unity with the Lord is paramount. "He is before all things, and in him all things hold together." - Colossians 1:17

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Jon Boxleitner Amen Jon 🙏

    • @stjohnthebaptist1563
      @stjohnthebaptist1563 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@evangelinedesouza Well, it would of been the twin flame in the New Age World I suppose the divine masculine and isn't he a demon?

  • @melodietam8320
    @melodietam8320 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Eva! Thank you so much for sharing! I love how honest and genuine you share! So true God may not change your circumstances but that is not a reflection of how much he loves you! The peace and joy is only from Him! 💜

  • @Jason.pabon52_
    @Jason.pabon52_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amen! I can relate to your testimony so much, praise God for saving us. And I’m so happy for you, I just want to say one thing for all of those who come across this video in this comment, and this is not me being religious, but it is rather me saying this from actually experiencing this.
    But yoga is not of God. There is a difference between yoga and just stretching. I was a yoga teacher for a whole year, I’ve done yoga for over 3 years & went to yoga school and used to teach yoga 3 times a week when I was into new age spirituality. When I got saved by Jesus, God showed me that yoga was not of Him, and it was because a lot of yoga poses are actually re-enactments of Hindu gods, for example the warrior poses are re-enactments of Shiva, a hind god, and those poses are made to worship those gods.
    They don’t tell you that in yoga classes but that is the root of a lot of the poses, your unintentionally worshipping false gods, & The Bible tells us not to do this, even if it’s unintentional.
    There’s nothing wrong with stretching, but yoga is not just stretching, there are many Hinduism and Buddhism concepts and beliefs that are the root of yoga and involved in yoga, for example the chakras, and the word yoga itself means to yoke with, and what they mean by that is yoke with Brahman, a false Hindu god, or “God consciousness”. There are many Antichrist deceptions involved in yoga that many Christian’s are not aware of because they haven’t researched or went to school for it.
    As a former yoga teacher who was deepppp into yoga, stay away from it, stretch, but don’t do yoga. God bless you all!!!
    Watch this video as well, this is another former yoga teacher who got saved by Jesus as well and stopped teaching
    th-cam.com/video/8mrs8avlonM/w-d-xo.html

  • @donalcunningham1225
    @donalcunningham1225 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi! Well done! You seem to have come out stronger for all you have been through! Many Blessings in Christ!🙏

  • @tydeloach4041
    @tydeloach4041 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm sharing this awesome testimony to my Sons wife.im praying really hard for both of them to come to Jesus. I'm praying this will impact there lives. God is working through you for the lost that need to come to Jesus.

  • @BienvenuKimasa
    @BienvenuKimasa ปีที่แล้ว

    I just love the whole video. God is amazing!!!!!!! I pray that you be rooted and grounded in his love all the more and more.

  • @fearHim777
    @fearHim777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks, Eva. This is what being born again means. It is a baptism by the Holy Spirit, where you leave behind worldly desires and are now transformed through the renewing of the mind. Yes, put the self- help books away and read God's word! God's peace be with you.

  • @RonCopperman
    @RonCopperman 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Great testimony and well done. Enjoed your journey with Jesus.
    Im guessing your going to have several thousand followers in a short amount of time.
    Be a "word" nerd and share your heart. It'll feed a lot of people.
    Enjoy!
    Yaha Jesus! : )

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi Ron! Wow, thank you so much! So sweet of you. I'm glad you enjoyed my video :) x

  • @adventuresofxyz22
    @adventuresofxyz22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks so much for sharing your testimony with us. I can relate to hearing God's voice and locking Him out!

  • @italianabella16
    @italianabella16 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for being so vulnerable. Your testimony is going to help so many people.

  • @godwinscott367
    @godwinscott367 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    World's test has become your testimony for God! Praise the lord:)

  • @guyshyn4288
    @guyshyn4288 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Her name and middle name and says it all, God bless you Evangeline ✝️🌺🙏

  • @jessicazhovkliy9882
    @jessicazhovkliy9882 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen girl! You are not alone in your testimony, stay strong in the Word and let’s keep on walking in the Spirit!

  • @Patricia-en8qk
    @Patricia-en8qk 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this video! So sorry to hear what you went through, all the pain, betrayal, heartbreaks... I so understand.... gives me hope to see you doing better. You look so beautiful. 🌸🌸🌸🌸

  • @ronhinojales7142
    @ronhinojales7142 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praise God!! Thank you for your testimony. This helped me and I pray you don't give up on Jesus and what He's done for you

  • @ZacharyKeithintheflesh
    @ZacharyKeithintheflesh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow, that’s is an amazing testimony! Thank you for sharing. The courage that you showed being vulnerable and honest with what you have gone through is awesome. There is healing and restoration in the presents of God.

  • @charles.mccormick
    @charles.mccormick ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful and brave testimony. Thanks

  • @sashakubin6879
    @sashakubin6879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I absolutely love this ❤️. Thank you for sharing God's love and being so real and honest. I feel like your video will reach out to others and truly speak to them.

  • @barrygaynor1025
    @barrygaynor1025 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Well done!
    "This is a trustworthy statement worthy of full acceptance: Christ came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief", wrote the Apostle Paul.
    "I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance", said Jesus.
    "If you acknowledge me before people, I will acknowledge you before my Father and his angels; but, if you deny me, I will deny you", said Jesus.

  • @MrMuruks
    @MrMuruks 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks so much for your testimony sister. Jesus loves us so much and if we really saw him once as he truly is, how big, strong, worthy and good he is we would never care what others thinks of us ever again. To ground ones self worth in him is the smartest thing one can do. When we leave this place we will look back and laugh at how much we cared about others opinion of us, because we will see what truly matters, that he loves us :)
    Bless you sis, I think your videos are helping many. Came to christ from atheism myself a year ago, love to see other testimonies.

  • @chelseyzeller6543
    @chelseyzeller6543 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    GIRL 😭😭😭😭 This is beautiful! I’m so thankful that I found this video.

  • @dinaeilo8648
    @dinaeilo8648 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was going through the same. Seeking my self worth in men. But now I'm delivered, I'll be starting classes to becoming born again really soon. In October I'll be baptised with water. I'm so thankful I got delivered. I love Jesus so much and I know he loves me and he is all I need.

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amazing Dina… thank you for sharing that! That’s amazing. Amen!

  • @1StepForwardToday
    @1StepForwardToday 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can't tell you how happy I am for you. God has many good things lined up for your life. Both, struggles and joys, but a life of dignity & love without conditions. Congratulations for sharing your life with Christ🙏❤

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi Kibbie, thank you for your kind words and for watching. God bless xo

  • @afollower6233
    @afollower6233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Praise Jesus ...

  • @abigailserrano2285
    @abigailserrano2285 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your testimony is literally my testimony. To the last relationship and asking God for his strength, because leaving that person you love for Christ was extremely hard. But the Lord is faithful, and by his strength he got me through it sooner then I thought. Praise God 💕
    Thank you so much for sharing, God bless you ♥️

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi Abigail, I am so happy to hear that you also had the strength to do something very difficult. 100%, the Lord is always faithful and is close to the broken-hearted. He gives us his strength to overcome and heals us in ways we couldn't ever imagine. Thank you for your sweet comment. God bless x

  • @Ruthlovely
    @Ruthlovely 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, I’m a new believer in Christ and I’ve recently come to the conclusion that I put a lot of my identity in men and it made my ego big. I met a guy during the beginning of my walk who has been backsliding in his walk for a couple years and it’s amazing who God orchestrates things. I’m trying to keep my focus on Jesus because it’s the only way and the only One who makes sense. God bless you.

  • @k.s.obrien9459
    @k.s.obrien9459 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for your beautiful testimony Eva, praise our Lord Jesus! I used to practice yoga but no longer (try Somatics, it's awesome and not in any way related to New Age practices!). I found the videos of Doreen Virtue and Melissa Dougherty (they have eponymous TH-cam channels) to be very helpful, especially regarding yoga as it relates to believers. Thanks again! xxoo

  • @bandg777
    @bandg777 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are a beautiful special lady. Thank you for sharing your testimony. God Bless.

  • @priscillamorris4124
    @priscillamorris4124 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤️💗 Thank you for sharing your testimony, sister in Christ!

  • @kylepercival4883
    @kylepercival4883 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your testimony! I just shared mine on my channel as well! God bless you sister!

  • @GQPRO
    @GQPRO 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen! Thanks for sharing your testimony of the Lord Jesus!!! 🙌🏽

  • @deonbrooks9459
    @deonbrooks9459 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Evangeline, very positive, inspiring testimony and your very well spoken. It's a sin that more women your age wouldn't realized their own self worth and depend on the Father for guidence. Stay focus on him and he will continue to guide you through it all. It's your first video and you offered to acknowledge our Saviour, he is so proud of you. I love your honesty and the fact that you prayed for others at the end of the video was refreshing. May God Bless you and your family, please don't lose your focus.

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Deon, what a sweet comment - thank you so much. It is solely by God’s grace and love for us that he is able to transform our lives and leave the former behind. I do agree - people need to hear the truth of our Saviour and it saddens me how many people I see putting their hope in other things, like I was. But praise God that he still redeems and chases us down. Thanks for watching. God bless you, x

  • @MsPeach408
    @MsPeach408 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I loved your testimony. God is faithful and He shows us that in the most miraculous ways. God bless Sis! Keep growing in the Lord :)

  • @OM-gr4lx
    @OM-gr4lx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your testimony. You have such a genuine and humble spirit. God richly bless you.

  • @duyo2232
    @duyo2232 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow you really touched me by what you went through and im so glad you let the lord Juses in your heart. i could tell you many good things that happened to me and my wife from the lords help and from him watching us what we went through. you are amazing young lady and i prey for you. keep god in your heart , prayers and put him first... saying hello to you from Canada 😊🙏✝💜

  • @thatwemightlivemissions4487
    @thatwemightlivemissions4487 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    that pray of surrendering is golden

  • @zurislaughter8722
    @zurislaughter8722 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    For all His glory. The H should be capitalized when speaking about God. God bless

  • @danielkempton6976
    @danielkempton6976 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Its hard to imagine you being so troubled. Because you look and sound now,,, full of light.

  • @CheetahSnowLeopard
    @CheetahSnowLeopard 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful! Even the snot part! 😊

    • @CheetahSnowLeopard
      @CheetahSnowLeopard 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Also, thank you for the prayer and this was NOT a ramble. 👍

  • @a.pennyworth8676
    @a.pennyworth8676 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very transparent and real. Thank you for sharing. This will touch and bless a lot of people

  • @emmanuelsouza8625
    @emmanuelsouza8625 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So great testimony! Praise the Lord for your new life! 🙇‍♂️

  • @cindybaker4367
    @cindybaker4367 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such a beautiful story. Not shared in pride but in great humility. That's the important thing. I'm 65 yrs. old and have known of Jesus for as long as I can remember. Just after my parent's divorce, an uncle sexually assaulted me at age 12, I felt worthless and gave myself to every man and young boy who showed interest. There were many and later, I hated myself even more for causing them to stumble. I was never a pretty girl and kind of fat but most didn't care as long as their friends weren't looking. Living a double life was easy. My continued disobedience to God brought curse after curse upon me. Pride, self hate, prostitution in many forms, and a serious gambling addiction. The latter is what I believe caused the loss of my beautiful daughter. Oh, she's still alive but has told me never to talk to her again. I think it's called being "ghosted." If I had loved her, honored her and respected her as a child, she would be a different person today. She is following in my footsteps but I pray every day that it won't take her as long as it took me to return to Jesus. It still hurts when I think of all the wasted years, the people I hurt along the way and my rejection of my Lord. Some people repent, are saved and then baptized in a few days. My true salvation and acceptance of God's FREE gift of grace took decades but I knew He was beside me. None of us are complete and there will still be so many challenges to come but try to hear His words, the still small voice of God, and each time you listen, a tiny pebble will be removed from your heart and soon it will become flesh.
    I hope it doesn't seem like I copied and pasted this comment. It may not be great but I like to write and it just kept coming. Your testimony touched me because I remember the struggles. Please know it gets easier to follow Him as we get older but it's harder to redeem the time. Thank you for sharing and keep growing in the grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. ❤🙏🏼

    • @cindybaker4367
      @cindybaker4367 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      PS: Isaiah 55:7 Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts, and let him return unto the Lord, and He will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for He will ABUNDANTLY pardon.

  • @helendixon1850
    @helendixon1850 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't wait to see the next video. God Bless You 🤗

  • @theronholler8176
    @theronholler8176 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Eva, thank you for sharing this video. Even though I can't relate to how it feels to go through multiple breakups, I can relate to how it feels to desire to have a relationship. Even having said that, God is speaking to me to have a closer and more intimate relationship with Him. While I write this I don't know what your circumstances are currently, just know that I believe He has someone out there for you. Psalm 37:4 says "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart."
    Put God at the center of all you are, and as you said just surrender to Jesus. What a great 1st video! God bless you!

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi Theron, thank you so much for your sweet comment. I am happy God is tugging on your heart to dive deeper into relationship with Him. I feel the same. Love that verse from Psalms! One of my favourites. God Bless x

    • @theronholler8176
      @theronholler8176 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evangelinedesouza you're most welcome. I look forward to watching your other videos. My hope and prayer is that there is someone for everyone who loves God, and that there is someone for me too. If God is at the center of it all and is glorified then love in this way is a wonderful thing. Praise Jesus!

  • @Dbulkss
    @Dbulkss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Stay strong with the lord. He will guide you. Bring all your friends into the lord as well and make sure they respect your decision. It won't always be easy.

  • @OGltg
    @OGltg 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you sister for sharing your testimony. Glory be to God-he’s brought you this far. Keep on sharing God’s word and he will continue to bring you through. Lots of love ❤️

  • @kitchenchroniclesxo5845
    @kitchenchroniclesxo5845 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So proud of you!!! 💕💕💕

  • @sophiap6396
    @sophiap6396 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes! Someone who puts God first

  • @lanceevans4053
    @lanceevans4053 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome praise Jesus

  • @carltz1523
    @carltz1523 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very nice testimony. Anything is possible with God. God bless you! ✝️❤🙏

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi Carlito. Thanks so much for your kind words. Amen! ANYTHING is possible with God. God bless.

  • @loveeveryone5070
    @loveeveryone5070 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Eva!!! You are a natural at this! Its hard to believe that was your first video. I predict you will help a lot of people and God knows there are a lot of people that need help. I take it that you are not in a relationship now. It will come and make sure it is right. Two people have to be connected in love but also spiritually. You are a beautiful woman and I mean that inside and out. Have a really great day Eva!!!

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      love everyone Hi! Thank you so much, such a beautiful comment. It means a lot. God bless ❤️

    • @loveeveryone5070
      @loveeveryone5070 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evangelinedesouza I think what was so beautiful about your video was your honesty and your vulnerable way you explained things. Good things will come your way Eva! Have a really great evening!❤❤

  • @toekneetoe7290
    @toekneetoe7290 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good for you to express yourself in the name of our christ...theres a lot of us just like you who are still lost and afraid to share there testimony. Afraid of failure.afraid of not being good enough for christ. I am still struggling as a lukewarm christian that's why I randomly watch strangers public testimonies online to find strengthen my faith.. I'm also from t dot .. so if I see you around il say hi Marie!

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks for your comment :) I am happy you are feeling the conviction to watch other people's testimonies and are thinking of sharing you own. God will give you the strength and courage to do so, friend. He is a good father, nothing to ever fear in Jesus Christ. Keep strong in faith, read the word daily and ask God to just continue leading you like he is. Love that you're from Toronto! Blessings, x.

    • @toekneetoe7290
      @toekneetoe7290 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evangelinedesouza thankyou for your kind words marie.i am not at your spiritual level yet as I still have battles within to free myself from the cycle ..its a vicious cycle. The narrow path to christ is not an easy fight.. the world pulls us back in without us knowing it ...and sometimes we lose ourself on purpose just to feel comfort in our pain that we've been numb to for so long... I even stopped attending my church.. I'm grateful for my pastor and church as they shared with me alot wisdom and truth in christ. My autopilot body is so use to sin that it thinks its okkkkkk..but deep down I'm spiritually dying.. it is jesus given grace he is patience with all sinners.

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@toekneetoe7290 That is okay - we are all at different journeys in our faith. But, declare healing in Jesus' name and he will deliver. Continue trusting and seeking Him - he is very close to you. You will have breakthrough - and I will be praying for you. He is a father who never leaves, in His name chains are broken and miracles happen. Stay strong in faith. God bless x

  • @shanillajoseph3642
    @shanillajoseph3642 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am blessed. Thank you for sharing your testimony.

  • @CoreySchmick444
    @CoreySchmick444 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was my story as well, as a man finding my identity in the women I was with. And it always ended in a ball of fire! Looking back having these same revelations that I first should have had a relationship with God because when these women left my life, I was completrely devasted and destroyed. And we all know the devil loves to steel, kill and destroy. I believe this is the sole reason God gave us the law of marriage, because sex outside of marriage opens us to destruction of the soul. Satan knows this and uses people and sex to manipulate the calling/anointing that God has on their lives by keeping them away from it through this sin.

  • @bruce7773
    @bruce7773 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing testimony. God was guiding you all along ✝️ .

  • @001customized
    @001customized 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I mean your name is Evangeline. If that’s not enough then I don’t know what is. Keep living up to your name and keep living according to Gods will

  • @according2petey25
    @according2petey25 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Young lady. You strayed alittle. But God never gave up on you as he never gives up on any of his children. No man can bring joy to your heart until you have our Lord in your ❤ heart.
    Dream big little lady!

  • @michaelb.7006
    @michaelb.7006 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Subscribed. Stumbled on your channel and clicked on your video simply because you’re absolutely gorgeous. Just being honest. Eva, you’re story is an inspirational gem. So we’ll spoken and sincere. It moved me. I would cherish the opportunity to tell you about a life changing experience that occurred in 2015. Wish there was a way I could write you. Michael

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Michael, thank you so much for your comment. I love how God works in these ways, where he speaks to people individually. So amazing. You can always reach me at evarossi93@gmail.com. God bless, Eva.

  • @alexfonseca2510
    @alexfonseca2510 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so sweet girl, the best. God bless your heart and your dreams. When you did pray God in the end of the Video you brought tears to my eyes. Thanks so much for doing this testimonial. Keep following Jesus. Bye.

  • @paulanthonymartin5315
    @paulanthonymartin5315 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My Christian sister been were you have been im also a new Christian and yes I have backslided im human praying for your channel amen

  • @Faithmadelegacy
    @Faithmadelegacy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for sharing ❤️

  • @curtisbaker5407
    @curtisbaker5407 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing sister...we get ourselves in so much mess when we do things our way....but thanks be to God...He is ALWAYS there to pick up the pieces and form it again...im reminded of a couple of passages...one in Jeremiah 18:4...the bibles says..."And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it." I like the fact that God knows we are gonna mess up when He made us...after all history has proven that every man He made just sbout has failed Him...but did you notice the wording that He made ANOTHER vessel...He dont just repair our old junk or person...its totally changed to a new creature...when we cast our burdens on Him and TOTALLY give it to Him..He restores fully and completely...bless His Holy name! You know we like to quote 1 Peter 5:7 alot... But look at verse 6 as a prelude
    ...the bible says...."Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" notice thats a semi colon noting a continuation of the same thought...THEN He gives us the encouragement it takes in the humbling process....the bible then states ..."Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."...im afraid that by making bad choices...if we are a child of God...that He has to make you humble instead of being obedient in the first place to the commandment...God loved you but like any good parent...there are rules and punishments...we choose that not Him..
    .may I encourage you to establish that personal relationship with Him today...because rules without relationship equals rebellion...hope this helped somebody

  • @timothyfreeman97
    @timothyfreeman97 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe, Ruega Por Nosotros ✝️🕊

  • @anitaestherkaurkaur5157
    @anitaestherkaurkaur5157 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Shalom. Love n Hugs to you from Malaysia.

  • @phillyjul1316
    @phillyjul1316 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    God bless you sis ❤

  • @m.demiranda9295
    @m.demiranda9295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so wonderful and beautiful !!!

  • @bernardwilliams4071
    @bernardwilliams4071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love your testimony it is a great feeling with god he is sweeter than a honeycomb you no when you getting called I felt that too him pulling on me. Saying he come on come on with me I got you its a struggle everyday the devil comes in many ways and threw many people. He paid for our sins we care kings and priests onto him

  • @thatwemightlivemissions4487
    @thatwemightlivemissions4487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow your last relationship reminded me of a relationship I was in before I came back to Jesus. finding your worth in anything but Christ is super toxic

  • @rp5339
    @rp5339 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes you showed great faith in giving up that relationship in exchange for relationship with God and god rewards faith.
    In my long walk with god for about 25 years, I have learnt that a true and a complete relationship with God is more than just calling on him whenever i feel like it or when I need him but every single hour and every single day whether i feel like it or not.
    The commandment to put God first in my life and to make him my lord lies at the top of the hierarchy.
    Exodus 20
    And God spoke all these words:
    2 “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.
    3 “You shall have no other gods before[a] me.
    4 “You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. 5 You shall not bow down to them or worship them.
    You cannot obey other commandments without obeying the ones at the top.
    Luke 14:25 Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: 26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters-yes, even their own life-such a person cannot be my disciple. 27 And whoever does not carry their cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.
    The adversary of god the devil who is the prince of this world will throw any and everything in your way: money, careers, relationships to get you to stop following god. He is your enemy and not your friend.
    He is a liar and a murderer and there is no truth in him. You must be strong otherwise he will steal your faith.
    Another brotherly advice for you in love. God's will is for us to dress appropriately and modestly so that we will not send the wrong signal to others. It is up to you where you want to draw the line but wearing open neck and exposed shoulders dress seems excessive to me.
    1 timothy 2:9-
    I also want the women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, adorning themselves, not with elaborate hairstyles or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, 10 but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.
    God bless you and draw you closer to him and may you continue to grow in your love for him.

  • @brianbannon6746
    @brianbannon6746 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    1 Corinthians 15:3-4; Ephesians 1:7; Ephesians 3:19

  • @keziahappiah6301
    @keziahappiah6301 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    God bless you so much ❤️🥺

  •  3 ปีที่แล้ว

    God bless you sister

  • @noahb9928
    @noahb9928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great testimony

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks Noah. God Bless x

    • @noahb9928
      @noahb9928 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@evangelinedesouza You are welcome, look forward to future videos

  • @CASMANWHAT
    @CASMANWHAT 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great vid - God bless

  • @bevinbelcher4583
    @bevinbelcher4583 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your beautiful. God is good

  • @gabrielkoncowski9663
    @gabrielkoncowski9663 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well done.thanks for sharing. Regards from england. Can I add that you are special too.

  • @testimoniesgrace3867
    @testimoniesgrace3867 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I enjoyed your testimony. Do you mind if I copy and reshare it? I am putting together a TH-cam channel of testimonies to spread the gospel. I will add a link back to the original source. God bless you sister! Keep spreading the good word!

  • @AminIbrahim-ll5kr
    @AminIbrahim-ll5kr 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    JESUS bless you 👍👍👍

  • @lyndenkahpkilla
    @lyndenkahpkilla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤️

  • @mikehernandez8471
    @mikehernandez8471 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello All - Ms. Rossi - your testimony is similar to mine except I am way older then you and my party days were more extreme. God let me live in other words :-) The one thing it took me years to learn is the woman you choose to go out with ( or man in your case ) has to be on the same Christian PATH as your self. The term equally Yoked is what I am referring to. It took me many years and a few women in my life to finally realize what I was dong wrong. I had the same problems with completely toxic relationships that drove me to the edge just like a lot of people on here who are watching this video. This of course doesn't just apply to this nice girl here - it applies to ALL Christians - both men and women. Equally Yoked, if you don't know about it - Please look into it. Take Care and God Bless.

  • @devid8993
    @devid8993 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wise father.

  • @rgt321
    @rgt321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How blessed are grandparents were having to wait until marriage to have sex. Clears up a lot of issues women have if the man is intentional or not.

  • @PeopleFindingPeaceWithGod
    @PeopleFindingPeaceWithGod 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks SO MUCH for sharing, sister! May the Lord use this to touch MANY, MANY lives for His glory!
    And if you would be so kind, please allow me to post my contribution to the good Lord’s cause …
    WHAT EVERYONE DESERVES TO KNOW ABOUT GOD AND HEAVEN:

    Jesus Christ destroyed the barrier of sin between God and mankind at the cross so we can have peace with Him and have assurance we’ll make it to heaven.

    WHY WOULD HE DO THAT? The Bible (God's only trustworthy Word for the human race) tells us: All of us were born with an unrighteous sinful nature. We inherited it spiritually from Adam and Eve, the first two created people, because of their disobedience to God by giving into the devil's deceiving temptation. Why would the devil do such a thing anyway? Because he hates God! The devil wants no one enjoying intimate, joyous relationship with God. He once had it yet lost it, and now wants no one else having it either.

    God is so holy - so righteous - so pure … that He cannot and will not allow unrighteous sinners to remain with Him in heaven. But God had a plan to undo what Satan did to the human race. Jesus Christ IS the plan! Jesus came to earth to ransom you and everyone else for Himself, God the Father, and God the Holy Spirit. He took full punishment for your sins against God and the sins of everyone else on the cross so our sins no longer would keep us separated from God. Furthermore, He traded His righteousness for our unrighteousness through His death, burial and resurrection! (See: 2 Corinthians 5:21). It is ONLY God’s IMPUTED righteousness that makes us acceptable to Him - that is FREELY given to us who make Jesus our Savior and Lord. Imagine being in a courtroom, and the Judge has just sentenced you to death. Also imagine Jesus Christ being your lawyer. Jesus Christ says to the Judge (or in other words, God the heavenly Father): "Your Honor, I want to serve my client's sentence and pay the price for his/her wrong-doing by dying instead so my client can go free." Can you imagine someone doing such a thing for you?! JESUS DID IT!

    Of course you may be thinking at that moment: I haven't done anything to be sentenced to die! I'm being falsely accused! "What have I supposedly DONE, God?!" Here's your answer: God gave 10 commandments for people to keep in the Old Testament Bible. Anyone who breaks just one of those commandments must be punished for breaking them against God. Where does it say THAT?! It says that in Romans 6:23: For the wages of sin is death but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. Have you ever lied? Lied just one time? Everyone of us has lied at least once. Number 9 of the 10 commandments says: Thou shalt not lie (bear false witness). You know what that makes us? A disobedient sinning liar against God and His moral law - His 10 commandments. (Revelation 21:8 also tells us what God thinks of lying). You just read above what God says about our disobedient sinning against Him by breaking just ONE of His moral laws: God’s punishment for doing so is DEATH. Spiritual death. Ultimately total separation from God and agonizingly suffering for our sins against Him for all eternity -- totally void of any love, peace, hope, joy or forgiveness from God ever again (otherwise known as hell).
    BUT HERE IS GOD'S BEST NEWS! We can receive forgiveness for all our unrighteous, disobedience (sins) against God and our sins against others RIGHT NOW and have certainty RIGHT NOW that on the Judgment Day, our sins WON'T be held against us! HOW CAN THAT BE?! By asking Jesus Christ to forgive us for our sins and trusting that He HAS forgiven us of them simply by our asking and trusting! Jesus will do it!

    1 John 1:8-9 says: If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Thus if we make Jesus our personal Lord and Savior - every time we sin - we have every right to ask Jesus Christ to forgive us of our sin(s) - cleanse us as though we never sinned - so that when our heart stops beating, we can be assured that we won't have to suffer eternal damnation for our sins. Jesus Christ did what no other human being has ever done or ever could do. He was the ONLY person on this planet who has never sinned. And because He never sinned, He is the only acceptable sacrifice God the Father would accept to pay ransom payment for each of OUR sins. That is simply AMAZING, isn't it?! Yet JESUS DID IT!

    WHY? Because of God’s LOVE and MERCY for lost souls like you and I who will reach out in humility and demonstrate appreciation for His FREE GIFT of forgiveness (pardon) so we can have friendship and intimacy with Him starting now ... and lasting for ETERNITY! This life is your starting point with your loving Creator that will last for eternity. Ask Jesus for His FREE GIFT of forgiveness TODAY. Ask Him to live inside you. He WANTS to!

    (Please make copies of this Gospel Message and distribute them in YOUR area. Please post the above JESUS DID IT! Gospel Truths EVERYWHERE to help share the Good News of Jesus Christ because MANY young people especially haven’t heard it).

  • @bernarddenny1161
    @bernarddenny1161 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Please pray for me

  • @alsaaidh
    @alsaaidh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i want to hear about your parents...people do not end up damaged or broken without their parents having something to do with it....

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey. My parents are actually very loving and super kind-hearted. I am very lucky and blessed to have them. They did everything they could to raise me in the way of the Lord, however, I feel there always comes times in people's life where they need to choose for themselves - God does give us free will. However, I am thankful my parents were always there to support me and guide me in the right direction with loving, supportive and open arms. Thanks for your comment!

  • @skoukal88
    @skoukal88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lovely testimony...Sk˜

  • @lupita82lb
    @lupita82lb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    🙏

  • @Anonymous-ql9yd
    @Anonymous-ql9yd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    What is the new age actually? I have heard so much but I don't know exactly what it is?

    • @evangelinedesouza
      @evangelinedesouza  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi! It’s more “spiritual” where you’re looking to the universe of yourself instead of Jesus Christ. Things like meditation, yoga, astrology, physics, “man is our own god”, “all things are one”, “mind creates reality”, these kind of things. There is more explanations on TH-cam but I hope that helped a bit.
      Our identity, hope and freedom is only found in Jesus Christ. He is the way, the truth and the life.
      Cheers, xo

  • @ChiefCedricJohnson
    @ChiefCedricJohnson 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    1 John 4:1
    Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.

  • @nicholasmorley2719
    @nicholasmorley2719 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    awesome