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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ก.ย. 2024
- well, well, well, look who finally got past their technical difficulties. no but really I’ve filmed like 3 videos & none would upload soooo sorry for the delay! I should be uploading more regularly, hope u guys like this one anyway I was kinda nervous about it, but who cares about having the penmanship of a little boy when there are messages to be delivered??? anyway love u all and hope u enjoy hehe :)
Pile 1: 1:34
Pile 2: 29:11
Pile 3: 1:02:29
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If he miss me he knows where his phones at😌🖕😭😂
Exactly 😂😂😂
Amen to that! He knows how his phone works...
@@moniqueherselman1856 yassss😭😭😂😂🔥
@@EsotericHealingEQ 🔥🔥😂😂
yes right 🦕
Pile 2: again 100% spot on. He literally told me he had started seeing someone else AND he's not over his ex. He told me he cares about me for the first time ever but doesn't know how to develop it and the other connection just seems "easy". I feel like he only told me a small fraction of what he has been thinking. But I will continue doing my own thing and looking after myself. Thank you for your readings, they have been so insightful.
Woah this is so close to my situation too.
@@taryndancer29 this guy ghosted me for 8 months then text out of the blue if I fancy a fuck. So rude. So glad I chose to focus on myself. What's meant to be will be. You got this 💗
@@Ciddux ong wtf...i got pile 2 but he hasn't replied to me in over a month. Idk if he is seeing someone else but I wish to believe he wouldn't do that without talking to me...he would always mention his ex's , hes had a lot oof but he says I'm different from them .In all honesty Idk If I should text him again but i wouldn't know what to say...
@@Celestials1aurora i wouldn't bother texting him again. If he's not treating you in a way that meets your standards you don't need it in your life. He may come back every now and again but if he still doesn't meet your standards then don't let him take a valuable space in your life. People have to earn that.
@@Ciddux you are right i mean we been together for over a year but it's changed since lately. I still love him obviously and idk whats going on his life or his head. I wish he could just tell me the truth and not keep me waiting for when he decided to message me...i feel sad to admit but i really believed we could have a future but things have been showing me uncertainty in his side. I feel bad if i dont ever text him again but yk idk.
#3 this reading is spot on, i have been friends with this guy for a little over 6 years, and always had a strong deep connection with him and liked him a lot but he always left me on read, or only wanted to see me when he had nothing better to do, then i think finally he is ready for a relationship then bam he disappears again for 3-4 months, and that mental destroyed me, i eventually started to ignore him and yesterday i saw him at a small friend's gathering and he sat with me the whole time i felt so special, because of all the people we know he choos me to hang out with, so i sent him a message and he left me on read, im so glad i watched this reading because now i know i can move on with out feeling bad about the what of i did this situation.
I physically let him go. I need to mentally also and just leave it up to the universe. Thank you for the clarity ❤️
Pile 3... This reading was 100% accurate and I will take your advice😊 Thank you❤
I got a few beers.. back home and this one showed up… it’s resonating - again.. i don’t really know how to deal with this situation anymore. At one point, I received signs that should give it a change, expect for change from him.. another time. Just not. At one point i feel relief to let him go. Another time i feel my heart is extremely heavy.. maybe this is the last video i listen abt this suck relationship.
Also my family stuff come up to the surface just now. Seem like all things happened at once, give me a push to leave my country…
Thank you and love you ♥️♥️♥️
WHEN WILL YOU LEARN LMFAOOOO you are my FAVORITE HAHA! I busted out laughing so hard when you did that reading wow. Your readings have resonated soooo much with me! Thank you so much you’re amazing! Lots of love to you!
Awww thank you love!!!
Didn't expect to listen to this but wow did it make so much sense. Pile 2.
You are ALWAYS so on point with your readings, which I listen to. And that is almost of of them.
Thank you for getting me through my days. Your voice alone is soothing and just relaxes me. And you are so real I laugh also. Keep being you..
Pile 2. His mom and grandmother are jealous of our connection and have been trying to get inbetween for the whole 5 years. They’ve been nasty towards me and have always manipulated him and made him feel bad for being with me. We have two kids together. We lost one at 4 weeks. And now one on the way due in October. His mom and grandmother are the queen of swords!!!
Holy shit! Only two minutes into pile 3 and you said they may have left me on read or chosen to do their own things instead of hang out with me. Both of which literally just happened this week. 😮
pile 2 - you are so spot on hun it's scary but good scary haha and thank you for the advice I needed that xxx
Pile 3 is spot on. You’re always spot on. We’ve talked about this over text. Low key argued about how he didn’t give me enough attention and time. He said he felt rlly bad and rlly does care about me but he’s not ready. He is broke tho. 😂 don’t even have his phone on rn. At one point in our “argument” he said that im right and the attention and time he spent is meaningless and he’s not good enough. I felt bad but I said “it is meaningless when it’s inconsistent” 💀💀
I don’t even want to like him. It makes no sense. We make no sense together. I want him to treat me right but tbh I don’t want to be w a brokie who doesn’t workout. I just think about him all the time. I even dreamed about him once ughhhhh
I wanna text him right now because I’m leaving home for a month and I wanna see him but I know that it’s not the right time.
Update: he just texted me
You always get it right!!! Love the reading and the messages
Pile 1 and 3. Two different people that are very similar…different circumstances. It was so clear who was who and striking how many details came out. One of them is my soul mate..pile 1. We are working on our hearts.
Picked # 1… Each and every word resonated .. Thanks for the reading 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🪬🪬🪬
Pile 1-- EVERYDAY I PICK A PILE THAT IS SIMILAR BUT MORE DETAILED EVERY TIME AND I'M IN SHOCK
pile 3: after two times of failed attempts to meet in person, he went for another person without telling me. i had to figure out for myself when he suddenly stopped texting as much and went to be with her a lot. then i encouraged him to actually pursue a relationship with her and he did. shouldve seen it coming but i havent talked with him at all since they made it official. just seemed like he wanted to flex on me with his relationship when he told me yet still wanted me to act like we were still courting each other... so i walked away after that. im not doing that to myself. he tried to reach out thrice after i didnt answer but i just cant right now. it hurts too much cause i know all he’ll wanna do is talk about her. im sorry but the second my life calmed down his picked up and i dont wanna rely on him so much knowing you wont be there as much. but now its his turn to truly reflect on everything cause im done with being so relaxed about everything. this hurt more than anything, so if he does come back, he’ll need to do A LOT to gain my trust back.
edit again: i know i need to let go but its hard to let go of someone who had such a profund impact on me. then again i gave him a lot of the power in this so ... now its my turn.
pile three really resonated with me. it almost felt too accurate
What's insane about this is I feel like this is the first time I felt drawn to an outside deck. I usually go with the one in the middle cause it's..in the middle. But I felt drawn elsewhere for the first time and the reading felt so accurate to me.
Pile 3 resonates. Me and my twin broke up almost a week ago now cause he cheated. He took me for granted and didn't take our connection seriously. He's severely broken and hurting. He says he thinks he's not good enough for me and that he can't provide for me. He has said he doesn't want to feel codependent and he was getting there. He says my love overwhelms him. I know that it triggered him. He's in hermit mode now healing and working on his money. I respect that he pushed me away cause he didn't want to drag me into his pit of pain. He already has said he wants to get back together when he's healed but I told him no. I was speaking from a place of hurt, pain, and ego. I don't look down on him but look at him with love and compassion in my heart. We're both Leo rising. His head is definitely his own worst enemy. He does appease his family by acting a certain way with them. I have held a lot of poise during this situation. All the readings i see says he's scared to even talk to me cause he's scared I'll snap at him but he is planning a way to come back. They also say he's scared i won't accept him back. It really showed me how much shadow work i need to do. I've let it go and know that divine timing will bring us back together when the time is right. Watching other twin flame journey stories has given me a real sense of peace and hope.
Pile 1 resonates as well. I feel like this pile is the energy we're moving in to. I've recently let go of the negative feelings i held towards him. I think he's proving himself for his mom and himself (in the future me). At 1st i was ok with the separation but the more times go on i worry about him. I can't stop thinking of what we have. My intuition tells me we have a very specific reason for union. He is retreating to become the man he knows i deserve to be. He pulled back to heal and I'm doing so now as well. Ik this separation is for our highest good. Only when we are in our highest power can we come together. Ik things were meant to happen this way. He kept saying that he felt that there was karma to be paid in our relationship. I see now that that's true. If he hadn't cheated i would've kept thinking that the work that i had done was enough. It triggered me and showed me he was just mirroring the pain i hold on to. He's never fully expressed how he feels about me and said he couldn't at the moment.
Pile 3: he is a Leo and yes everything you said was right. Thankyou so much for this reading 🥰😘
Pile 2 and it was so accurate holy shit
ok this is the third time u got the signs INSANELY correct
PILE #2!!!!! RESONATES ALOT!!!!!!!
Sis your on the money here.
Damn this was... like bang on the nail so accurate
Pile 2: the way my jaw just dropped. Istg the queen of swords is the reason we broke up. He calls her his bff but that girl couldn't tolerate me being close to him. She took low blows at me and I blocked her on my phone. This was apparently enough reason for him to break up. He told me that girl is more important and I'm nothing but a stranger (we dated for 4 years). Idk what more to say lol
cute last deck 🧞♀️
I totally resonate with and love ❤️ your channeled messages!!!
#3 i don't know if it's mirroring :( but so sad it's my enegry toward him :( i wish i could turn back the time ... It's hurting me without him :(
Pile 1 resonated completely
Pile 2, yes yes yes!
2 Thank You ❤️
Pile 3. My virgo man.
I hope so..tnx for the nice reading.its resonate to me
PILE TWO WE BEEN KNEWWEE AHAHSHAHS
multiple cards same ones each readjng
Pile 2, it’s crazy.. we’re twin flames and I cut off contact with him. we mirror each other so much it makes me so confused. I want him but it’s so complicated and we’re both dealing with our karma so I needed to cut off so we can deal with it
#3 when will you learn? When will you lean that your actions have consequences?!?!1!!!1 😂😂😂
😂😂😂😂I remember that meme
I started cracking up when she said that. 😂😂😂
😭😭✨yesshh ✨😂
I'm so nervous I haven't heard anything yet cause she's just starting bit ommmgg
LMFAOOO YESSS
Pile 3. I have been promising to stop watching tarot reading hehe. Maybe this would be the time to accept what is. Thanks for the advice. Time to let go and focus on my healing.
Same
OMG
THATS WHAT IVE BEEN THINKING OMG
I'm sorry I'm so like... so much energyyy
Hope you're doing fine, love ya
Pile 2 kinda made me feel anxious and nervous when you said umm.. lol
same-
3 third party situation. I walked away. He took me for granted . He's very immature, yes he has a big ego yet very insecure?
Yeah
Literally what happened to me
Most/Some insecure people hide behind a confident facade.
They need the big ego, for if it was very obvious to even themselves (in public especially) they would be vulnerable - & find it hard to function.
Brave people face their real flaws. Brave people are rare - considering the population.
It's good of you to leave and possibly not procreate with cowards.
It's good for you, possible children, and those in your life (family & friends) who really do love you. 💪
@@hazelsunderstood6784 too true sick of false people who haven't dealt with Thier shit but project it on to others .....heal yourself or fvk off.....I've spent most of my life healing and I'm very strong not taking any more prisoners ....having empathy and trying to heal these guys waste of time and energy. We all have our crap I'm only dating strong guys who've dealt with Thier issues ......wish me luck......lol
A person with a big ego fear they will get hurt. That's why they're insecure
Wow pick pile 2 and youre making me sooooooo nervous at the start HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA i havent finished the reading yet but HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Same HAHAHA 😩
LOOOLL IKRR
SAME ASF BRU GIVING ME A HARD TIME
Exact sentiments on this side...lol
Same 😂😂😂
Pile 3. Spot on. I like him so much that I was willing to ignore the fact that he disappears from time to time. But he still leaves me on read, then he butters me up sometimes.
omg same!! it’s really annoying, we deserve better
Yep, exactly
OMG
Yep I've had that but this is the most frigid he's been zero communication on anything
Pile 2 was honestly just like a personal reading. Thank you so much. Whatever you’re doing to prepare these readings you’re doing it right! You got a new subscriber 😁
"i think he realises you're the shit" YES SIS HAVE YOU MET ME, is what I shouted in my house, looked at the time 1111 😂
Pile 3 This guy (taurus) is giving me the silence treatment (he needed space he said) after something happened between us. Aint gonna wait for his sorry ass. This girl is moving on. If he wants something serious then prove it. Actions > words.
Hey babe! I hope all is well. I noticed this comment was 4 months ago but I was gonna say that I relate to this comment so much!! Especially the fact that the guy I was dating was also a Taurus, and he also started giving me the silent treatment when it ended. I don’t blame him, but I just miss him. Any updates/ changes? Love u xx
Taurus dudes are like that lol
My ex is a Taurus as well.
He told me he needed space from me as well and I haven’t talked to him since.
I’m not waiting for this man!
And he ended the relationship so..idk
@@silk3887 he started talking to me again.. last week.
But then he ghosted me again last Monday.. idk
@@silk3887 yeah it’s definitely the most hurtful thing I’ve ever gone through. It’s been months now, I’ve started to get over it and I’m so proud of myself. He still hasn’t reached out, I mean it’s about to be a year soon. It’s just crazy how he was able to stay silent for so long, maybe he is hurting, but if he wanted to text me he would. So I’m done
Pile 1 absolutely resonates to me! He's so practical and afraid of opening up. He really refuses to admit the depth of his feelings. Holds them back to the extend of a denial. He thinks feelings r weakness that sooner or later make someone's life a mess, if let them control over the mind and so he never actually confessed his emotional bond 4me. But its strange how strong i can feel this bond. I can feel his inner vibes any time. Yes, we r in separation right now. We r always in that back and forth energy. Never can put the proper end and that makes me mad any time coz something always pull us back 2gether. And yes, after every separation he tells me that i cant even figure out how much he misses me and he can't take any more the silence (needs our conversations). But now its time 4healing his shadow sides. He has to get rid of his ego and fears. I m stepping in my power..Its hard 2be with a person who surrounds them with so many walls that one day he self becomes a wall. I just love how smoothly energy flows through each of ur readings...Its amaizing how accurate the energy works, isnt it?... So I thank u heartly and keep it up!!
Mostly same sis
How long were your separations for
Pile 3
He needs to quit playing games, he's my best friend. I can't hate him. But he needs to step up and show me not tell me how he feels cuz words are just that words.
Pile 3. I just came out of toxic relationship where I know love was not the problem. The problem was this person’s selfish behaviours and how easily anything would be blown out of proportion. I spent 3 years and a half with this person and despite everything he has done to me, I have nothing but love for him and wish him the absolute best. I’m glad to know he also knows this was a special connection
Pile #3 definitely resonated.
We’re in separation right now and honestly, I’m tired of the back and forth, in and out. So, I just walked away on my own and I’m cutting off contact completely and am keeping my options opened. We had a conversation and I asked him wtf his problem was and was surprised to hear him open up a bit. I could tell he was uncomfortable talking about his feelings because he doesn’t like doing that but he told me that he was “damaged goods” and how he’s at a point in his life where he doesn’t know about anything. He’s focused on his career/finances (for himself, I guess because I don’t care about his money. He could sell pebbles on the side of the road and I’ll still love him because idc about money or material things) and I get that. Taureans need stability & when he’s not financially stable, he’s not stable. He was brought up on survival because he was forced to leave home at 16 so he’s been doing it on his own since 16. His mom basically abandoned him at a very young age and his father wasn’t around much. I was raised on love by my single mother so we come from 2 different worlds and it’s always this constant, unspoken (but felt) battle between us. We both have different viewpoints on life and I’ve tried to get him to open up and look at things differently because life isn’t just about making money and dying. He’s a Taurus so they’re stubborn & slow about things. I love him very much and he’s literally my baby but I know we need a long time apart. I know that he’ll contact me soon because he’s a practical Taurus lol but when he does, I’m going to tell him that I’m not let him back into my space until he’s ready to treat me how I deserve to be treated. Let’s skip the bullshit. I deserve genuine, consistent love, communication, CONSISTENTENCY, etc. I know what I deserve. This is a tough connection & we both have a hard time letting go of this connection completely. I feel like we both need each other for a greater purpose.
Ditto . It’s like what u wrote is my life.
Ditto! He is a Taurus too. Those bishes are really out here hurting us huh? Idiots (that we love but idiots nonetheless)
What happened? Can you gives us any updates
Hi... is this man's name Conner by any chance?
pile 3, i haven’t even finished the reading yet and you’ve perfectly described my situation AND her sign (you said Leo). you are by far the most accurate channel i’ve come across, thank you so much for this!
Pile 2: Is so true..they are still friends with there ex..and I sometimes feel like they still have feelings for them. I’m very kind to them..and when they pushed me away I got hurt and walked away from them and they came back to me.
Pile 1 he left me for a third party. We’re for sure soulmates, I’m letting him go to be happy and just focus on myself. But this reading made me feel better - thank you honey 💜
Im in a similar situation. Ive recently found out thats she is with someone else but our connection was something special and I feel like this is not the end. I think about that person everyday. And even when I try to get over them, there is a voice in my head that just says... Nope, this is not the end. SHE.... WILL.... RETURN.... Hahaha
@@chebbi3123 any update?
@@vilmanoora7063 yea they are still together and i dont speak to her no more.
@@chebbi3123 should i say i am sorry to hear about that? i am hesitant because u might be in a better place now and i really hope you are
@@vilmanoora7063 Well I was in love, but as a man my job is to do things despite of how I feel. My only option from here is to keep upgrading myself and find a better woman.
Pile 3: My ex took me for granted. I know now he was keeping his options open. Unfortunately, he did value or see my worth. He's my twin.
Sameeeeeeee❤❤😖😖
I'm curious how do you know he is your twin. And I wish all the best for u 💘
3rd: he does hide his real personality from people to fit in and he does have a big ego. You mentioned firery energy, we’re both fire signs (aries and sag)
This video popped up on my feed right after he stopped talking to me, he texted me last night tho
pile 1: i don’t want to believe this, why do i keep watching these kind of readings, and give myself hope, while he literally told me he don’t want to talk to me ever again, oh and i also blocked him lmao so yeah
Same 🍷
@Marliez Waldman So just trust your intuition 😭😭
maybe you picked the wrong pile?
idk
Pile 2. Haven't finished the reading yet but as petty as this may sound it makes me sound like I'm the one that got away from my emotionally abusive and cheating ex so thanks for the unexpected boost of confidence! Haven't spoken to him in a year and a half and feel much better without him 🥰
Pile 1: it resonates af, since we stop talked, I saw a lot of signs like this on social media that resonates. He will come back, I claim this!
Did he come back?
^^^^^
Picked pile #2 and I was nervous in the beginning but this 100% resonated with me.
I was in a situationship that never blossomed and he got back with his ex recently and they’ve had history and all that ( he says he cant break up with her, she has to do it) and i think he just went back because its much easier.
He told me he really cared and loved me and that he thought we’d always be together til we’re old. He even said that I make him happy, mostly, despite being with her.
But because of his inability to leave that stagnant relationship, I decided to do no contact and work on myself instead. I dont want to wait on someone who’s fearful and won’t man up about someone he supposedly ‘wants’ so yeah.
Great reading. thank you
I picked pile 1, I messaged him this morning and haven’t got anything back yet. 🤷🏻♀️
i want an update
any update?
Amazing , pile 2 resonated 💯. Thank you so much 💐I’ve let go. I’m exhausted and my health is affected now. It’s been two years almost and I’ve finely got to the point that I don’t feel stuck anymore. I can simply let go now. It was a situation-ship and we never shared anything more than a hug, physically. In messages I did shared all my love with him. I’m so ready to move on now.
Can this be accurate even though I'm really late to the reading??
SAME OMG i swear it was 100% accurate for me!!!!
The same for me!
yes it’s a timeless reading! so when you see it is when you’re meant to
You can watch these readings whenever you feel like you should!! They’ll still be as accurate as any other of her readings ❤️
Pile 3 us twin flame he was busy IG hoeing after telling me he’s in relationship he didn’t even want to be friends us kept me in read I want union only to give him a piece of my mind after I was there during his depression he entertained all these hoes then purposely ignored me! He deserves all that and then some he’s narcissistic! Yes I made him laugh a lot ! Never again
Stop calling him Twin flame, he isn't then
oof
pile 2 and 3 really scared me, really strong energy that resonated with me, it hurt not gonna lie, but you are right and i am grateful for such good advice, in the end it made me feel so much better
I picked 3, resonated. Yeah I don't usually watch these but I stumble up it. So healing and helpful. And yeah, that guy's a mess, there's no way we will ever be a couple again.
Pile 3. Well, if at 46 it's still more important for him to appease his friends and family instead of appeasing and pleasing me and our 2 y.o. child, he can marry his friends and family I guess! Good luck to him! 🤣🤣🤣
Thanks for the reading, so spot on! ❤❤❤
pile1-i’ve been getting so much reading how they think “their not good enough for me” smh- and how their getting more confidence etc
Pile 3 and yea I walked away for him coz i've wait for him for like 6 years , he was my crush and he also knows it , it was like a push and pull situation , he has so much ego and i'm so surprised when you say that he have leo energy coz his zodiac sign IS leo😂
im not afraid to walk away
i jz dont feel like i want anybody else
but im fine being alone tho
🖤🤍
Exactly
I chose pile 2 and everything was so spot on! The only difference is I think each queen may represent each of the girls in my person's life.. me, his ex, and his girlfriend (I recently found out about the latter hence why we're not in contact) :(
What happend next?)))
@@laromana9428 he left his girlfriend to get with me then started seeing both of us again then left me and tried to get back with me. Long messy story but now I'm in a better place and taking it slow with someone new :)
Pile 3 yes He is probably getting shit heads what he deserves !! He has Never told me how he feels about me and I know him since High School we let go of the connection then we meet again years later without looking for each other so weird!!
Pile 1 hahahaha he always ends his last messages with flower emojis, but nah I’m not gonna let my hopes run high that he still loves me
"Houston we've got the lovers" I'm laughing so hard 😂 always a good time with esotarot
Never pick Two people! It's always Bad News😂. ALWAYS. Thanks tho😁
the truth always has to come out- u cant always hear good
This is so accurate 😳 pile 2. He was in a long term relationship with his ex that is close to his family. And yes he said hurtful words to me so I know he can't come.
Pile 3
I am thinking if I want him to feel terrible, horrible or miserable! He mistreated me in everything, devalued me, I expressed how he makes me feel and he blocked me, didn't take any responsibility to his actions. Now also he hasn't Unblocked me but wants to go onna trip with me. I am thinking if I should go this trip with the same group.
Pile 2. He is divorced, but his ex still has all the power over him. She is still jealous and would probably use his kid against him if he would go for me.
Omg just leave him then
pick pile 1 and we are really far away from each other, he is also the one who stopped the communication. i laughed when you said something about 11 11 because when we used to talked he would always say "11:11, make a wish" haha
Pile 1: wants to move towards me but focused on self/work/or good enough yet for me...never ending story for every read. Not interested at this time. Alright then.
I swear 😭😂
I chose pile 3, thank youuu so much Eso! I did grow very tired of the way he was treating me indeed. Thanks this helped a lot, you’re really talented, yeah i have always seen him as someone special. And always had a lot of love for him.
Pile 3. YESSSS THAT FITS PERFECTLYY he lead me on then “dumped” me out of the blue cause he likes another girl more. Btw I used quotation marks on dumped cause we weren’t really boyfriend and girlfriend yet 💕
Pile2- I just want to say thank you!! There is no doubt u told me exactly what I needed to hear today! Maybe now I can finally begin to move forward and learn to do what is best for myself!! Thank you
Pile 3 - I hope this is true! Ugh it hit me all at once 😩
The hesitation and inability to properly get the message out, is reflective of his energy.. He has a hard time speaking in general, so I totally get why you can't speak clearly or why things are so vague to you.
Pile 2 deeply resonated with me, thank you 💕🦋
Pile 3
Situation-ship. This just started playing but I took it as a sign. Everything you said left on read and put my foot down is so true
Damn pile 3, you described the situation perfectly OMG. I'm shocked! And yeah I gotta focus on myself thanks for the interpretation and suggestions 💘💘💘
I miss him but it’s just not working..he has all the control like I have to wait for him to talk to me and wait for him to come see me when he says he will. It’s too painful. It wasn’t no contact until I made it that way but it was sooooo irritating like I hated thinking we would see eachother and he wouldn’t show up or if I called or texted and he didn’t respond..like I just felt like he was taking me for granted. I hated that shit. I hated having to be the bad guy, his inconsistency triggered me to rage and block him all the time, I felt like that gave him something to blame. I wish it could just be simple like I thought it would be in the beginning...thought we would be so happy together and have everything together. He told me we were gonna do so much shit together and he just never did them and I was patient, I gave him the benefit of the doubt but he keeps doing the same thing. It pisses me off, I hate that I want him so much but it won’t come into fruition. Idc if it isn’t over I just want him to step up. I can’t keep doing the same shit, the same cycle. It’s crazy because it would probably never stop if I didn’t stop it myself. He’s prob used to girls just falling all over him but I can’t keep giving all of myself to get nothing. Idm if he’s scared and shit like be a man 🙄 I would be so understanding and loving but I can’t keep forgiving and understanding something that is hurting me and he doesn’t even care 🤷🏾♀️ Better yet, he uses it against me. He knows I’m gonna forgive him so he keeps doing the same shit. I just want a happy, healthy relationship. I am manifesting it starting w taking a step back to heal myself and visualize what I really want....
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I feel you 100% on everything you said
pile 1... oh my goodness. every reading i’ve been getting has been SO ACCURATE!!!! Sagittarius & Sagittarius... we broke things off about a month ago to work on ourselves, with the intention to get back together one day. we have so much to work on but we know that deep down we are meant to be, i’m crying thank u so much
This resonated so much with me I cried! I chose pile 2 and I really needed to hear these messages right now 🖤
3rd pile: I deleted all my comments to his post. I also deleted my last letter to him and I even deactivated my soc med. I havent written to him for the last 6 days so he can fuck off. Although I know he isnt allowed to contact me bc of his work - eeeehhhhh - I need to work for myself first. I cant focus on myself bc of him. He's in overseas.Also, he's an artist - estp af.
i will just gonna focus on my self. he is also healing which i triggered - he is my twin.
Bruhh i picked pile 3, yes im in a long distance situationship and we can’t see each other because we’re broke.. it resonated a litte bit TOO much
I felt your pain trying to explain a particular pile 😷
group2:
- the first time we met i was with my friends and he was with his but i knew his friends... but before they joined our table i was like who is why does he look so familiar i never saw him in my life but somehow i knew him from somewhere, and i am pretty sure my friends necer mentioned him ever so yeah.
- We mirror eachother A LOT.
- But the third party is his best friend.. He thought he could have something with me and he was texting me A LOT and i was overwhelmed but at first i thought he was trying to find something about me for my person but as the time went by i realised he was hitting on me and in that exact moment i knew that that would stand between me and my person... as it did. I rejected his friend and told him i liked somebody else and i was nice about it but he is that guy that doesnt take rejection that well.. So now he told his best friend (my person) everything bad about me even if it isnt true (he doesnt know me that well ;( ) and my friend asked what my person thinks about me and he insulted me and it wasnt good... but i know he likes me i know it deep down in my heart that he has feelings for me
I’ve watched many pick a card readings and you are by far the most talented of all of them. I truly connect with your readings because they aren’t cookie cutter.
Are you currently doing private readings?
Pile 2 felt like a personal reading. From the mother of his child, to the current person and even the situation. Amazing. :)
pile 3: he left me cause i found out he cheated hahaha so I hope he’s feeling it but i still want him to come back cause im a fool so he better hurry up😐
No girl. Let me tell you from experience. Once a cheater always a cheater. And if he LEFT after getting CAUGHT that speaks volumes. He is a user. You deserve someone better.
@@notcosmiclobsternoooo118 girllll the cheating was minor he just commented on someone else’s picture, he never met her or anything but thanks so much for the advice, love & light🥺💕
@@zenayadelarosa Same to you. I'm in a similar situation actually now that you mention the offense being minor. Mine is pile 2 though. This isn't why we separated, but he commented on a coworkers picture. The girl was fishing for compliments because called herself ugly in the caption. She's an Instagram "model" who is very confident (I know her personally) with her body and she knows damn well she's not ugly. Him commenting felt like he was getting to close for comfort because of the type of photo it was. Pisses me off. I'm not sure I consider it cheating personally, but I understand being hurt over something like that for sure.
pile 1. Everything was going on great, I was hearing what I wanted to hear about this new person then suddenly the chaneled messages started to remind me of my ex and now Im scared of them actually thinking on coming back lmao.
Idts because you probably watched this video based on the person u thought of so it won’t be abt ur ex right
P2. Yup! You’re one of the few readers I feel is authentic and incredibly insightful. I really appreciate you and you got me into tarot. Thank you (I doubt you will see this but just in case)
Pile 2 and you nailed it to a T there is a
Third party karmic situation and she’s desperate to keep him 💯