The Doctor & Rose | the life we could have had

tv show: doctor who (s1-4 plus specials).
song: the life we could have had (prim stones).
you would not believe the emotional and physical stress I had been under when svp quit on me and crashed for a whole four days straight. thought it would never work again and all my files and editing was lost but it seems to do its thing again. (I'm not built for stress, I'm telling you. I think my blood pressure is still higher than normal after the program chose to just simply not display anything other than my timeline. I am not society's strongest link. huh... now I just thought of the anne droid (is that how you spell it??) episode. doctor who is very much incorporated with my consciousness I swear--probably because I first watched it when my brain was still developing.)
the older I get the more ?? their age gap gets (rose is 19 in s1) but since the doctor's an alien with two hearts from a planet other than earth, I suppose you can't apply earthly logic here. (it does however kinda apply to vampire lore I would say... but it's also funny considering the entire show is all about morality and human nature (at least when I still watched it before it was taken off Netflix) BUT they are cute and doomsday messed me up SO much and I-
(when I say "today is the impossible day" (though it is very much possible and just rarer than all the other days on earth), I do always think of clara oswin oswald and her "I'm the impossible girl" thing ('tis still confusing to me ngl; I am slow sometimes). and now I just thought of amy who became the "girl who waited" but I can't think of anything for rose and martha because donna is maybe the woman who forgot?? (gotta love donna) rose has got that "first face this face saw" going on but so does amy so... I don't know where I'm going with this, I'm very tired right now I'm sorry