I hated myself.
ฝัง
- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 พ.ค. 2016
- I can't fix this now.
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This is dedicated to everyone with mental illnesses. You are strong. Nothing's harder than a battle with your own mind.
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I tried to do a sad multifandom with a main theme: My head. My emotions. I never lost someone bc they died or something. So i didn't use deaths. I tried to show, what i feel inside, which was very hard, but now i feel better. I don't want be annoying or get pity and attention. I just wanted to make something for all those, who have a rough time. I wanted to work with my emotions, to do something, that has really a theme.
I still hope you liked it. I love you all!
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Fandoms: A lot. Just ask me.
Song: • Inception - Time - Pia...
Programme: Sony Vegas Pro 13
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i forgot the watermark again. ups.
AGH I didn't think supernatural would be in there, then BOOM
I'm watching loads of these & still not even tearing up
same
I watch these every night and ball my eyes out until morning
If you felt the way I did inside, something like this will shed light on true inner feelings so fast, it will make your head spin.
Don't take your loved ones for granted. Some of us have no one at all. When I say no one, I mean no parents, no friends, no aunts, uncles, cousins, no one to make a phone call too. no one to tell you love them, no one to tell you they love you.
Everything in this life is a result of the loved ones around you.
It hurts so much to have to try to use youtube comments to reach out to someone. If there is a God, I don't understand why he would want us to feel so much pain. I'd rather feel nothing, than all pain.
Tbh I've watched too many of these that they don't have the same affect on me as they once did.
Natasha Carolan me too makes me feel like something is wrong with me
Yeah it is my fault, it's all my fault...
Beautywithuroosa I may bot know you but its not your fault. You have been through things but its not your fault
Always remember that.
Where is the "you don't have to be angry at yourself anymore" from and "you're right I hated myself I'm ready to let go now"
that's both the tv show Mr. Robot ❤
the flash!!!!!
Baby Girl Kxnnxdy I Love the Flash ❤
Kennedy J. P
As soon as I saw the thumbnail I was like........ the flash is my boo so I gots to see this. And it was wonderful
Dr. Almost Thank you! ❤
OMG!!
I love this video, good job girl😉❤
This is so amazing!!
+xLittleAnny Thank you so much, it means a lot!
I love to see Heroes in here, I'm not alone in the fandom
You're not alone
This is beautiful, hope you're better now❤️ thank you for making something that resounds with many because it's often things like this that remind me that I'm not alone ❤️❤️
+Rania. You're never alone, hun!
+FairyLights thank you so much❤️
This is beautiful really meaningful and it shows how i and people have been feeling lately just with how others treat you and what you feel like afterwards and no one relized that some peoples lives arnt perfect that's why I believe you should treat others how you want to be treated life is hard sometimes and it's difficult to do things when you feel like crap....
I see you everywhere. (Not in a bad way)But I see you so much in comment sections
Lydia Oswald Winchester that's true. You should always tread others the way You want Them to treat you ❤ Sometimes there are dark holes You Fell Into and you need someone to pull You out again and there won't be any help if You didn't give help to others before.
Dani Gomez sorry I'm a really big fan of these types of vids they're just so creative I wanna make sure people know how much they're work is appreciated :)
FairyLights I couldn't agree more :)
I really loved this video so so much. It is very simple yet more emotional than a lot I've seen here, and it perfectly portraits daily struggle with mental illness. I have to say watching this made me feel less alone tonight. Thank you!
Cassyzp I'm glad you didn't feel As lonely As before, that was exactly what i tried to do, to Connect with others so none of us has to feel alone ❤❤ Thank you so much for this comment ❤
I hope a year later maybe you are having an easier time. You're absolutely right that nothing's harder than a battle with your own mind. This is beautiful in a very sad way, and I love this tribute. Amazing editing and clip choices. I know a good percentage of the fandoms at least to some degree, too, which helps.
Btw I'm participating in a Walk to raise money for Suicide Prevention & helping those affected in about a week. www.theovernight.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=donordrive.participant&participantID=22000 And so I'm trying to work on creating a fanvideo around this kind of theme right now as well.
This really hits VERY close to home with my Hannah.. As you know.
I'm truly crying
What a gorgeous well done video
My lovely musketeer you are so talented this video was very touching
thank you soooo much Paige! i think we all feel not good rn, or not as good as once :/
but i'm so happy i have got you and the other musketeers. we'll always be there for each other ❤
wheres the boy in the room saying shut up to the therapist movie called
GooglyEyez it's a show called Mr. robot ❤
Every time I watch this it makes me cry because I feel the same things
oh, hunnie, i feel so sorry for you. But you're not alone! You can talk to someone, even me! i made this video in a rough time, but i have good times too! i'm sure, you won't always feel like you do ❤
Thank you so much, this is beautiful
+Amber Helart It's ME to say thank you!
I am angry, not just at myself, everyone, everyone made me go through things like those and even more at myself because I let it happen. The hate I feel is not normal it makes me crack to even the smallest things. It feels like my head wants to explode.
this is so sad and so beautiful edited at the same time
+STS thank you so much steffi
+FairyLights oh...Ja stimmt sorry hab's vergessen 😂
Oh my god Hannah, this is DEFINITELY one of your best videos, if not your best!
I love how you matched all those scenes, that were completely fitting to the theme.
And this is seriously very sad.
But I love how it turned out!
+Mia Winchester (Mia794) Awww thank you
The flash 😍
isaac scene always get me.
oeioeioei
You said you had uploaded a new video
and I was VERY happy.
But then I saw the title...
HANNAH!
You should have seen my face! xD
What did you do to my happy mood?!
NEVER MIND
This video is very touching, and it came very
close to me. WOW. But it is so incredibly amazing!
My talented Hannah, you've made such a MASTERPIECE!
I love it! One of your best videos! ❤
BTW; Don't forget the deadline for the Crossfire collab,
you have still more than one week left! :)
+AmityNightlock WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT; I HAVEN'T ANSWERED YET?
Emma! I thank you soooo much for this comment! I'm sorry for your face xD
I didn't want to steal your happy mood :(
I THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
I once was at that point GOD BLESS
This was beautiful multifandom. Im from Czech republick an no one making this fandom....thank you..
Thank you so much for the comment. This means so much to me ❤❤
Beautiful... just beautiful.
+xXKatherine „xXKatherineGreyXx“ GreyXx thank you
Got sad as soon as I saw sylar.
1:14 my beautiful baby😭
Damn Lerrie Barry deserves better 😭❤
FairyLights what movie is that ?
raghood alqaisi From the flash, it's a series
Ellish S thank u
Barry and scott😭😭
yuli barel they both deserve better 😢❤
FairyLights leaders always suffers😪
in every single show they do :(
Fantastic 🖤🖤
Honestly, I'm down to one last person out that doesn't hate me. Like everyone else does, even my parents. They hate who I've become, they disown me by saying "this isn't who we raised", like I get the whole nurture thing but honestly with where I've come from, nature plays it's part in me now. N tbh I don't hate it.
Aw, I'm sorry sweetie. I hope you're doing a lot better now, and I can definitely relate. It will get better, trust me, because I've been in the same exact position you are in right now. If you need anybody to talk to, I'm here, and as the Supernatural fandom would say, #AlwaysKeepFighting .
love this x
Courtneii Taggart thanks ❤
What series or movie on 0:17 ??
If people hate their self then you are not alone because all of people had a story behind them...and now I hate myself just for bring here
😢😪💔🙏please don't give up I am still here so please don't give up kids please
AMAZING OMG IM CRYING
Andy Biresack Thank you so much! ❤❤
I hurt everyone around me 😔
Beautiful Hannah
+Mayaxa Deadline I already feel much better! But thank you anyways! I love you too!
+FairyLights I'M SO HAPPY
Ik the main voice over is from a ted talk about depression but I can't remember what it's called and I'm still trying to find it
I hate myself for be so vulnerable
Idk what to do anymore I feel nothing with life i wanna end it but I don't want to hurt my parents I am stuck here and I don't know what to do
Where's the voiceover at 0:38 from? And u did such a great job btw wow
How do you do this? Its amazing! But how do you get these clips ?❤️🙄
leonieelena i got Most of the clips from tumblr accounts who Post Episode s logoless, Just search for 'logoless' ❤
Heroes❤
i'm ready to let go.
can someone pls tell me all these tv shows or movies?
Mr. Robot, supernatural, captain America, flash, heroes,
That is like me to be honest no one see my demons
Oh god your video is just amazing, i'm literally crying now !
what's the show on 00:18 please ?
+Alice Godal Thank you! it's no show, it's a mobbing video i found on youtube! It's called Cyberbully Virus or something like that, just search for it, i hope you will find it!
what was 1.25 ? it's with Daniel sharman, damn I love him 😘👅👑💞😂
Amber Raes teen wolf
+Desirea Perez thanks❤
Danke einfach nur Danke
whats the speech called when the guy says "if they don't like you then who will?"
+Banshee Runner Here's a link!: th-cam.com/video/Hd05kpKaYr8/w-d-xo.html
qual o nome dos filmes/series?
Tears, oh my gosh good job! and what's the last clip the girl with the red jacket
that is Wanda aka Scarlet Witch from Avengers: Age of Ultron
Awallei_O Thank you so much! And it's Wanda Maximoff from Avengers: Age of Ultron, but that was already Said ❤
What was 1:01? I've seen that scene with the girl about to jump so many times and it's really intriguing me
Lonely Bats thanks!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVEY LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS Video OF ME FAVOURITE Fandoms... Marvel, Supernatural, and Teen Wolf :D :D :D FANTASTIC AND AMAZING! :D :D :D :D :D :D I WILL FOREVER AND EVER LOVEY LOVE LOVE LOVE THESE Fandoms UNTIL I DIE! :D :D :D
Btw... I messaged you me awesome, Mate! :D
Btw... Btw... This Video had a perfect Message because meself I have 2 Mental-Illness' which are Aspergers and Autism...
+Sara Rose I'm sorry for you hun! Hope you'll find a way to accept and live with these illnesses until you can do something against them, if you haven't done already! (did this make any sense? xDD)
I'm so happy about that comment!
I answered your messege now
what's the speech? the first one
what are the serie
Dean 💗😢
2:39?
Oh.. buckyy♥️
can someone please list all of the fandoms in this video?
sansyboiii idk all of them supernatural,skins ahs, cyberbully,teen wolf,
1:03??? Please someone..
What's the piece of music called, the link isn't working💗
Jessica Jones it's a Piano Version of Hans Zimmer's Time ❤
what's the movie or tv-show at 1:11 called?
this is so beautiful, i'm crying
Thank you so much!
It's the tv-show The Flash :)
Audio in 15-22 pls?
0:19 What Move?
first scene ?
Lana Malinov heroes ❤
What the program/movie at 0:11 please and great video😃
That's from the tv-show Heroes and thank you
0.17 ? Please
amazing!! 😍 what is 0:57?
sorry for the late answer! it's the tv-show z nation!
and thank you ❤❤
What films 0:51?
Karolina Sakopowska it not a film it from a serie named "heroes" ^^ or if it not i just know that the actor is Zachary quinto ^^
mizore s it is from heroes ❤
omg 0:56 is Znation!!!!1
what called tv-show on 1:40?
That's a movie called cyberbully :3
what's the movie at 0:45 called?
That's the first episode of 'Mr.Robot' :3
+FairyLights thanks
FairyLights
0:24?
Bruh people in the comments need to chill how tf is this sad?? I can watch this so much times and not cry y'all people need to chill😂
2:20?
Captain amerca: winter soldier :)
2:37???
I hate my life so much 😡😡😡😔😔
1:30 what is it pls ? *-*
THAT DON'T MEAN YOU PUSH PEOPLE AWAY OR TAKE THEM TO COURT FOR SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE ELSE WAS GUILTY OF OR LIE TO THE COURT SYSTEM ABOUT EVERYTHING INCLUDING THE PERSON YOU PUSHED AWAY WAS CYBERHARASSED BY YOUR SO CALLED EX GIRLFRIEND
What Show is 1.00?
Noelle Hoen skins
0:55? please
That's a show called Z Nation :)
whats the audio that starts at 00:20?
It's Nick Vujicic and he's school speech. I can't recall the name but you'll find him easily typing his name
What are the clips from?
+Izzy C (Sonya Pryde) they are from the webside: Uloz.to :) You can make the language to english :)
what is tv series in 1:51?
hemanth prakash Mr. Robot
1:19, what movie is?
It's a TV show called The Flash.
I might kms
Song?
I think it's Hans Zimmer - Time
It's from a movie called Deception I think
Rakel Susanneh it's a Piano Version of Time by Hans Zimmer (Link is in the description)
please what is 1:05 ?
Mr Robot :)
0:49 me.
0:12 ??
the series is called Heroes
1:28-29?
Mr Robot :)
1:00
What's 1:02 to 1:04?
Skins :)
what's at 1:22
1:21 is the flash and 1:23 is teen wolf :) (both tv shows)
there is two tv show at 1:22 : the flash and teen wolf ;)
♡ me.
Mafalda Deus ❤❤
What's 1:08?
Mr Robot Season 1 :)
1:18?
The voiceover is from Mr. Robot, but the footage is from The Flash
+Kelsey 4ler thanks
+Sara Idrissi np