Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - 6jul2024

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My name is Paul Hedderman. I have been leading workshops and holding talks for 30 years on recovery, non duality, and A Course in Miracles. Many of the talks are available here for you to listen to and download. Thanks, Paul.
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[@19Marc79]

I am the Awareness of a mechanical, totally failed, psychologically self-centered system. Instead of just being impersonal, timeless Awareness, most of us tragically identify as THE HISTORICAL DOER of the selfing - which is the ultimate fall from grace - and then addictions kick in to get a temporary, false relief from that ultimate fall from grace.

[@gayleprinceau9268]

“It’s an effect you can enjoy, but NOT one “you” can produce.”

[@zerkton2648]

So here we go right? We are embarking on the nightmare becoming worthy of loosing sleep. It would seem the only way to snap out of this deep slumber ❤❤❤❤

[@othervideos4002]

Chapter 28 (The Undoing of Fear; Reversing Cause and Effect) in A Course in Miracles describes the dreaming of the dream, like you were saying Paul. I just read it again. Amazing. "Nothing at all has happened but that you have put yourself to sleep, and dreamed a dream in which you were an alien to yourself, and but a part of someone else's dream. The miracle does not awaken you, but merely shows you who the dreamer is. It teaches you there is a choice of dreams while you are still asleep, depending on the purpose of your dreaming. Do you wish for dreams of healing, or for dreams of death? A dream is like a memory in that it pictures what you wanted shown to you."

[@billyjames9861]

Any experience the body experiences - Even seeing you are everything - What would be the point ?
Imp-Person-all-Awareness
It has to create trauma in order for the imaging system to remember as the person pictured as a body via a contracted sense of energy in the body - IE: Only a void or negative felling can be appeased - Parasitic eye strap from chest to head occupied by a superimposed phantom or ego which can't be seen due to looking from it -This fantasist action figure in the head is the dreamer - It is written to by King Duo David Morphic TV's shadow cast it mimics and pays attention to - It is the orchestration of the Trinity via silent thought which talks to the phantom via subtlety supplanted ideas pulled by polarised and myopic outlook - And being a projector system and a myriad, phenomena can be seen which is not actually happening
A qualium wave function, also know as rock of offence or Shiva Lingam creates particles before they are seen - A supposed phantom sits in the head and is talked to via a para-site in the body via silent thought - This phantom uses the Trinity rendering the person concomitant to thought which is morphologically prescribed to behind the clock by King Duo David TV - Carbon ameliorates with water and amplifies physical pain and can't be seen due to looking from it. This over cloaked space suit thinking it is the body obscures the real according to spiritual books. But remove the shakti lamp too together with rod - Including any light that you are thus imagine -
The ego = We might be battling the unknown if they don’t - Once you know Father Christmas isn’t real, you can never get back to believing he’s real again ??? Not knowing what had happened would have been intolerable - I’m finding that there’s something else going on, nothing to do with reading a book ??? - It’s strange, it’s like it’s not in the words but maybe it wouldn’t be happening without the words ??? - It’s definitely not in the ideas and yet maybe it wouldn’t be happening without the ideas, maybe it would be, people go on silent retreats !!! And that’s the system itself - The things/objects are over (Cloak) emphasised and the awareness is under-played - (Thus awareness is not being conscious, it’s what we’re conscious of - To tell you your trapped by inferring that there is a you which could be free to think there’s a better way -
But there’s an ideation of an image called selfing - The mental state points to the after as being the before - (Language emphasis there is an us and uses the subjective experience to make an object of ideation IE: Your the all that’s been thinking about)
But there isn’t a self doing the selfing that implies there’s a self doing it - There’s a mechanical system doing: Thus is reinforcing the nouning that your not - Not. ‘Knot’
Mamma has died in the night - Looking from the bondage of self (As self) - Contracted energy or pseudo eye strap from chest to head over cloaked by a superimposed phantom which orchestrates the Trinity which actuates the body.
It may have a real importance to being wrong because it will be right about how wrong it believes you are, so your wondering why your messing things up because then it can be right about how wrong you are.
And as for the world:
I can’t afford enough time that I was sinking, because if this thing had been cleaned we’d be talking six figures.
We’re open all hours but will be closing soon because the moon is moving away from the earth and 2cm per day.
You won’t recognise where your here because you believe you can be somewhere else.
The black prince only makes sense because it is seen against a white background.
I’m not going to fuss to much about the inside but it’s looking better already.
It could have been different behind the clock.
It’s like trying to do a jigsaw when you haven’t got the picture on the box.
Demons aren’t what you were thinking.
If I wanted to go down I couldn’t because I’d already drank to much.
What’s your looking for ?
IE: Haven’t we been established, the sanity has replaced the insanity that preceded the first drink !
They found him last night, I can’t believe it, I thought he was gone forever.
If they take off in the fog they’ll never land it.
And if they try to they’ll crash.
You think you want freedom, but if you know what freedom means, you will run away from that.
The Matt and Satin finish is yet to be de-term-Inn’ed.
How far into this clock have ever been
I hadn’t had a drink since then.
The Susan Morphew Case, ‘Nothing is what it seems’
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[@zerkton2648]

Markless. Unscathed. Our belief and meaning make the theater 🎭

[@zerkton2648]

When you spend much effort to climb to the cliff and see a beautiful bird leap, probably shouldn’t jump with it 😂

[@zerkton2648]

OR,…. Maybe you do. Haha I’m fucked. Not managerial quality at all

[@Maxinator11-11]

Truth

[@justahumanbeing.709]

"who wants to get into something their not out of? not you!"

[@DansBasement]

So... is meditation pactice reinforcing the non-existent thing?
Do you have to fail consistently at meditation to realize the truth in a sense?

[@theequatableskeptic8148]

Fish

[@ElmarieJena]

🩵

[@statesofbeing888]

Nonsense