LYRICS: I try to ignore the hurt inside And bit, by bit part of me dies The smile on my face is just a lie A lie, a lie I just can’t hide * The blade of a knife that cuts so deep The pain, the pain I don’t dare speak I can’t let you know the way that I feel A secret I will keep I don’t need your sympathy Your vicious lies they’re killing me And you don’t even understand The things I feel or who I am I try so hard to bring you joy My heart is cold, the flame has died I hide behind the lie that has become the new me *** I toss and I turn, I just can’t sleep You’re gone, so long that’s fine with me I won’t turn around, my mind is clear but the wounds that you leave never heal Now I know you’ll never change You’ve got that same look on your face And things will never be the same It’s over now and you’re to blame Twist the knife, I feel the pain You hurt me but I won’t complain And like a fool I’m smiling through the tears A fool, for you ** A trick of the light where am I Time fades away like yesterday *** I don’t need your sympathy Your vicious lies they’re killing me And things will never be the same It’s over now and I’m to blame Can you do one last thing for me? Put me out of my misery I hide behind the lie that has become the new me the real me.
Holy heck, has her voice evolved. She was 18 when she sang this, now she's 24 and you can't recognize her voice, like, at all. Now she sings in a way so mature that it's hard to believe that this is how she used to sound.
...wait, wait, you just graduated high school?! I first knew you when you barely turned 16! I can't believe how much time has passed! Your voice is still so amazing; I can't believe how much you've progressed, no matter what you personally think. The use of auto-tune in this is barely noticeable, really (if you're worrying about it)--I don't usually listen to English covers, but I always end up making the exception with you.
I'm confused. The song title has a cillia tag in it. Does that mean this is cillia singing in English or is this your actual voice (where you said I tried singing in English). Two things: 1) If this is your real voice, you sound simply amazing 2) If this is cillia, it's the clearest English soaking synthesized voice I've heard to date (Luka - Lie, is my current)
Cillia isn't a UTAU or Vocaloid or anything like that. It's a name kyaami uses for herself, so this is her real voice. She does have an UTAU though, called Samura Tomi.
Michael Brown See the characters in the beginning of the title? "歌ってみた" (utattemita) means "I tried singing" in japanese, which refers to the fact that she sung the cover herself!
I'm not sure if I've already commented this, but anyway, damn you're talented in both, Vocaloid & Utau AND singing. your voice is beautiful and FUCK YEAH, nekobolo's song!!! (can NOT wait his new EP to come out. it'll be HIM singing)
omg the senpai I look up to so much is actually younger than me?! Good luck in college! I just finished my freshman year at UCD! It was awesome except for the fact I had very few chances to record and do youtube stuff :>
Congrats on the graduation! Yeah I can def hear a change of tone when you sing English. It's deeper than when you sing Japanese, just a smidge. Some words kiiinda sounded slurred; I needed subtitles to understand them. But good job overall.
I found ur amazing video just now and I’m sure I’ll repeat this af. I’m Japanese and I love both Japanese and English version cuz it has differences in the way to tell. japanese version is more gentle and frail I think. But English version is more simple and easy to understand what he trying to tell. I’m not perfect for speaking English so if any mistakes please forgive me and correct
Can you put a link to download your version of the song? :) i would love to have the good quality of your song to listen on my mp3 player, if that is ok. if not, no worries. thanks for singing this song in english!
hey kyaami!! Love this vid--I'm very late don't judge :3 Your vocals...Your song...Your voice, oh god. Can I use this in an undertale animation? Please?
Damn. daYUM. This is WONDERFUL. I don't normally like songs with lyrics I can understand, I've always preferred treating the voice as just another instrument...I suppose I should re-evaluate that into 'not preferring any american lyrics.' There's probably a song out there with things to say that I want to hear...but I don't want to like a song just because it says what I want to hear. No risk of that here, this song is amazing, from music, to singer, to lyrics.
I'm not sure if I'm getting better at singing or better at auto-tuning HAHA
Both. haha. Be proud of yourself Kyaami and keep doing a great job!
kyaami I fucking love it... this voice
agreed,also cillia y u not upload HD!?
The autotune adds a particular feel to your voice that fits the song! What program did you use to autotune?
melodyne :)
This...is so unfathomably good holy moly.
BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS SECRETLY STALK YOU K THNX BAI
such secret stalking skills o.o
0_0
this comment aged well, yk how ur cover turned out.
this is how you use auto tune, so it's hardly noticeable. thank you.
_I CAN'T STOP CRYING, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME-_
_-I love this so much, you are so good.-_
_I know right?!_
*Dem Feels....*
QnQ
-I downloaded this song on TH-cam Mp3 xDD-
Řïřīćhîyø Āýüžāwå
_So did I~~_
Kido ℓαωℓιєт
_I listen to dis everyday....._
"My heart is cold the flame has died, I hide behind lie has become the new me...."
_"I don't need your sympathy. Your vicious words are killing me."_
The lyrics really expresses the way I feel right now after my times with a certain someone who was only manipulating and using me. Wow...
Bro same...
LYRICS:
I try to ignore
the hurt inside
And bit, by bit
part of me dies
The smile on my face
is just a lie
A lie, a lie
I just can’t hide
*
The blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain
I don’t dare speak
I can’t let you know
the way that I feel
A secret I will keep
I don’t need your sympathy
Your vicious lies they’re killing me
And you don’t even understand
The things I feel or who I am
I try so hard to bring you joy
My heart is cold, the flame has died
I hide behind the lie that has become
the new me
***
I toss and I turn,
I just can’t sleep
You’re gone, so long
that’s fine with me
I won’t turn around, my mind is clear
but the wounds
that you leave
never heal
Now I know you’ll never change
You’ve got that same look on your face
And things will never be the same
It’s over now and you’re to blame
Twist the knife,
I feel the pain
You hurt me
but I won’t complain
And like a fool I’m smiling through the tears
A fool, for you
**
A trick of the light
where am I
Time fades away like yesterday
***
I don’t need your sympathy
Your vicious lies they’re killing me
And things will never be the same
It’s over now and
I’m to blame
Can you do one last thing for me?
Put me
out of my misery
I hide behind the lie that has become
the new me
the real me.
Some Person nice thx :)
The lyrics are on the screen, why would I need this
歌詞の内容が知りたかったので超ありがたいです!
Holy heck, has her voice evolved. She was 18 when she sang this, now she's 24 and you can't recognize her voice, like, at all. Now she sings in a way so mature that it's hard to believe that this is how she used to sound.
your voice sounds so lovely!! and it fits the song
100% one of my favorite covers!!! I aspire to hit those high notes.... Alto for life!
3:39 the real me is a bench.
You're a bench? Well, it's nice to see someone who isn't a lawn chair!
You are so amazing at making vocaloid/UTAU covers and you can sing too!! :D You truly are a magnificent member of this planet!
Where's my mp3....? I need to have this song!!!! I just can't get over it, your voice is just wow!
ѕιηιѕтєя ƒαηтαѕу Aka Karen is it available now? I need the mp3
きれいな声…
Y-your voice is so beautiful ;_; I can't stop listening to this!~
I am sad.
The fact that I just found this.
It is so good! I love her voice, even if it is from 7 years ago.
; n ; so sad.... cant stop crying
cillia your voice is very beautiful ^^
and congratz on your graduation! :D
...wait, wait, you just graduated high school?! I first knew you when you barely turned 16! I can't believe how much time has passed! Your voice is still so amazing; I can't believe how much you've progressed, no matter what you personally think. The use of auto-tune in this is barely noticeable, really (if you're worrying about it)--I don't usually listen to English covers, but I always end up making the exception with you.
I'm confused. The song title has a cillia tag in it. Does that mean this is cillia singing in English or is this your actual voice (where you said I tried singing in English).
Two things:
1) If this is your real voice, you sound simply amazing
2) If this is cillia, it's the clearest English soaking synthesized voice I've heard to date (Luka - Lie, is my current)
Cillia isn't a UTAU or Vocaloid or anything like that. It's a name kyaami uses for herself, so this is her real voice. She does have an UTAU though, called Samura Tomi.
Say whaaaa? Mind = Blown
Those covers make so much more sense now.
Michael Brown See the characters in the beginning of the title? "歌ってみた" (utattemita) means "I tried singing" in japanese, which refers to the fact that she sung the cover herself!
I'll keep that in mind :) I'm just starting to learn Japanese and am only at the stage of conversational Japanese. I still need to learn characters
@@smmis Late to the party, but correction: Cillia is Kyaami's NND username.
I'm not sure if I've already commented this, but anyway, damn you're talented in both, Vocaloid & Utau AND singing. your voice is beautiful and FUCK YEAH, nekobolo's song!!! (can NOT wait his new EP to come out. it'll be HIM singing)
This song makes me cry everytime ;-;
You did such a great job~!
its really weird...with headphones and without headphones this song sounds so much different
Kyaami, Cillia and Harumia is a same person, she just named it different -w-
And your voice is so fabulous kyaami!
2 years later, this is the song I have to thank for getting me into Vocaloid.
Easily one of my favorite covers of this song. You have such a lovely voice.
omg the senpai I look up to so much is actually younger than me?! Good luck in college! I just finished my freshman year at UCD! It was awesome except for the fact I had very few chances to record and do youtube stuff :>
I mean I don't know why I'm here, listening to this.
But I'm so glad I am.
YOUR VOICE IS SO FRICKING AMAZING. ;w;
This is a beautiful video, I hope it never gets deleted
your voice
this is heaven
Your covers never fail to amaze me. I mean... This is.. WOW. Keep up the great work. :D
Wait, you're just starting college?! You're a freaking prodigy dude!
This cover... so amazing
*Weeps tears of joy*
Congratulations on your graduating Kyaami-samaaaaaaa!!! :D
And good luck at college, it's allot of work, but it's worth every minute!
never heard the title translated as this... but this is by far my favorite cover
Such a pretty voice - so perfect for the song too
Congratulations on graduation! I graduated last month too. Good luck in college!
I really like your voice! I didn't know you sung your own covers! I need to snoop out more of your covers >>
Nice song! Well played
Congrats on the graduation! Yeah I can def hear a change of tone when you sing English. It's deeper than when you sing Japanese, just a smidge. Some words kiiinda sounded slurred; I needed subtitles to understand them. But good job overall.
Your voice is so lovely~ Also, congrats on your graduation!
You have a beautiful voice! :)
You have a very pretty voice (as usual). Shine on as always!
I found ur amazing video just now and I’m sure I’ll repeat this af. I’m Japanese and I love both Japanese and English version cuz it has differences in the way to tell. japanese version is more gentle and frail I think. But English version is more simple and easy to understand what he trying to tell. I’m not perfect for speaking English so if any mistakes please forgive me and correct
That moment when you sing so much Japanese you "forget" to sing English.
Still sing great, though. Glorious cover!
I love this song. And your voice sounds awesome. It makes me let out emotions through tough times. Thank you.
this...is... AMAZING !!! BEST ENGLISH COVER!
Can you put a link to download your version of the song? :) i would love to have the good quality of your song to listen on my mp3 player, if that is ok. if not, no worries. thanks for singing this song in english!
Also, congrats on graduating high school! ^_^
Beautiful!
Ok but this is amazing! Your voice suits this :D
hey kyaami!! Love this vid--I'm very late don't judge :3 Your vocals...Your song...Your voice, oh god. Can I use this in an undertale animation? Please?
This is so amazing and congrats on garduating!
Ehhhh this is great. You sound amazing!
This sounds like how my friend treats me
Potato Potato Same for me with one of my friends sometimes...
Best cover ever!
stop being so perfect
Congratulation :,D you're so amazing!!!
*claps* AMAZING CILLIA!!!!! :D
This sounds amazing! :)
Oh my!
Congrats on your graduation. I also graduated in May.
You must be my age or so then ^o^ you're so accomplished compared to myself though.
i remember watching a flipnote on my dsi with a song similar to this
this is beautiful!
Melting here...
You sound amazing!
Damn.
daYUM.
This is WONDERFUL. I don't normally like songs with lyrics I can understand, I've always preferred treating the voice as just another instrument...I suppose I should re-evaluate that into 'not preferring any american lyrics.'
There's probably a song out there with things to say that I want to hear...but I don't want to like a song just because it says what I want to hear.
No risk of that here, this song is amazing, from music, to singer, to lyrics.
this is magnificent!
Gracious me, this was very, very well done ^_^
Your voice is so soothing and pretty
FINALLY FULL!!
so amazing, i love it so much 333
would you make a teto cover this this song ?
p.s. please sing more covers ^^
Ahhh I love it!
May I ask with what you're mixing your covers?
Your voice is beautiful and it's really adorable. ^^
OOH MY GOD YES QUEEN!!
more i thought its utau XD but awesome thou XD i didnt read the description lol
What a gorgeous voice
I love your voice *-*
I wanna download this song so bad... ;-;
ikr?
is it okay if I use this cover for an animation I'm making? I'll give you credit of course, that goes without saying. ^-^
Great vocals!
I love the voice of this video
beautiful :)
Fantastic. Wish I was still a good singer; fucking puberty. Anyway great work you performed it perfectly. Reminded me of Hanatan, you are very skilled
I love the voice of this video :-)
Your voice is beautiful!
This is me a year ago ;u; I'm glad I'm still here life is good now
beautiful ♡ thank you for sharing
Such a pretty voice~
Amazing!
o my the feels ;v; hahaha
Can u link the Lyrics track on it's own? I think it would make a great remix. :3 thnx
Who got here from jellyfish montage?
This song makes you question who truly is speaking baloney? The singer or the people who are lying to the singer?
You are Cilia right?
Its a name she uses to indicate that its her singing. So, yes.
Aaah you voice T^T
D-do you have an mp3?
Is this on I tunes Cause I R E A L L Y Like it XD
Congratulations, really! *w* Is the english adaptation yours? If yes, may I use it for a fandub? >w
Wonderful cover, as well as much better lyrical translations, as opposed to what I've seen/heard, elsewhere.
It's nice, but I think it would've sounded nicer if it was clear and less auto-tune-y. I don't know, I like when the vocals are like that. ^^;