i don't want to be sad anymore
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*a l o n e v i b e s*
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I don’t wanna be sad anymore either.
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same.
Omg hi bootleg boy
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but i don't feel like smiling
lostboy you’ll feel like that for a bit, everyone does for awhile. You will get through you. You are strong
_Well it doesnt matter how you feel inside you know..._
Mate, so that i don't missunderstand it. When u want to be happy choose diffrent music and search after affirmations in a search engine. Your subconsciousness plays a big role in your life. I'm here because in matter in fact I sort my subsciptions and I watch and here every 4 newest videos of the channel and decide if I stay, because, well 150 subsciptions are to many. And the problem with this kinda music it makes you sad. Yea the melancholie is good, but the sadness in it eats u up. Depends on music and artist of course. This sad lofi music became the background music of ur life. Break outta of it. U will prevail over that sadness.
Ive learned everything happens for a reason what is destined to be is destined to be. I came upon this appealing music and these poetic comments for a reason. Much love to everybody, stay safe, stay out of trouble and stay humble
@@BigCarlito248 A process is a process.
Keep your head up boys, live for the little happy moments, or things like...
Like the warm summer nights, or the sunsets before,
that little cafe time at work,
or the music that comes from a street performancer.
The last cigarette you have,
or the monoton mechanic sounds of the train tracks in the ambience.
The wind made by the metro,
or the cat sitting on the stone fence chilling all day.
the poem you bought for cents, or a dollar,
or the smell of fuel at the gas station.
the perfume in the crowded bar at night,
or the girl who definely likes you at the other side of the bus.
Do me a favor, and be happy.
Be happy, because you don't deserve to be sad, to suffer from your mind.
someone loves you. maybe your mother, or father, both, or sadly who dont have any,
someone loves you from above. More than you think, more than you deserve.
more than you think, or what you can imagine. For yourself.
Be happy.
@ASHBET D4RKFURS Life can be miserable for someone. They say to be happy about little things but in my mind sound more like to live and feed with crumbles of happiness waiting and waiting for the next dose of joy
I just want to send you some love
@@Lepimentcapique I hope i helped, thanks for the love
@ASHBET D4RKFURS life was hard on me for a long time, and fucked me enough. Then i made a turn, and started thinking somehow else. Started like you, finished like me. I love the way im living, and that i can be really happy. I dont say that there is no hard times, or shit things in life. But i say, you can't focus only on those, focus on the bright side. everything has a side, you just have to choose wich one you want to be on.
But thats only my opinion, im sorry you had to read it.
@[Ady]streaming @ASHBET D4RKFURS @everyone
Although it may seem easier to feel anything but numb in the dark, I prefer to do it the hard way.
I prefer to focus on the complex but beautiful artwork that we are, because throughout our individual adventures through time and space, we have left only both sides. Dark and Light. What side do you choose? I choose both, to be a beacon of light for those lost in the dark.
Truly I do hope that one day, we all can be comfortable with our beautiful minds.
Thank you for your time. 👽👍💙
“Here we go again” like the new meme, aye guys? Fuuuck, being drunk at night listening to this kind of music is probably the most satisfying yet the most sad thing I could experience which brings great memories from the expected future in my life.
you Sound just like me.
Keep on smiling everyone. I know you're a strong independent person, you can fight back :)
Love you Neotic and for those whose reading this 😊❤
thanks!
Urge to Comment thank you that made it all better
@@heavenleehernandez8385 it did help
Found u
Sharky
Listen to this on the terrace at 2:00 A.M with a cigarette in my hand
Only me my thoughts and my shadow
Good vibes for all 🤙🏻
Thats me rn
Blunt*
*and the moon too :)
This television is h y p n e o t i c
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That title is so accurate for me in this days... i really hope i can be comfortable again
You will !
@@BossAmnesiaHaze thank you :"))💞
u gonna make it ! the life is only this moment , please live!.
@@furiaazul4093 im late but.. you don't know how much your words are helping me right now, expecially in those days.❤thank you very much furia.azul :))
@@bune1035 eat the world !!!!!
I stopped being sad when i died inside
Cha cha real smooth
Bring it back now ya'll
How low can you go? Can you go down low? All the way to the floor? How low can you go?
Now its time to get funky! To the left. To the right.
Akimy owo omg sammmeeeee, what a coincidence
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Sometimes you just lay on your bed and think of how so many things happen around you, but you don't take part of them. You see people on social mediad who are living their lives and you just stay there and think: "Why me? Why I have to be the lonely one?"
Have you tried leaving the house? Usually when I feel lonely it is not actually loneliness. Be careful of the story you tell yourself. You will believe it. Keep swimming, friend.
Of course I have left the house. I'm still going to college, drinking with my homies, sometimes participate at different competitions (especially Public Speaking). But you know, after doing this for a whole year, everything gets monotone and you want a change in your life and you don't know where to begin
@@maxmd6102 I kind of know what you mean, even if you're surounded of people that you like and love you still feel alone, proximity and isolation interchangeably, and I get a lot of "how life changes when you change yourself" advices too, but still I don't know how to even begin. If that's it, then I feel the same.
@@gansetsukon kinda same
All time very soothing❤😂
I guess in the end i just need a hug. Something or someone who needs me or gives me a reason to be on this world.
But im rejecting myself
You need you. You can make give yourself purpose. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
I understand
growth is painful, even living painful but nothing is more painful than feeling like you dont belong in this world. i know its hard, i know a lot of things are gonna ve hard to take in but you have to know that every time you stumble upon a bad day this is another step to making you who you are gonna be in the future. Life is unfair and theres no question about it but its about how much more you can take a keep moving forward. everyone needs a break from the bad things and you can find so many great things, even the smallest things, that can make you feel happy. happiness will come to you, even if it may not seem like it right now there will always be a point in our lives where we will experience different kinds of emotions, and its ok. everything is going to be ok. Take your time to heal, im here for you 💕
I understand you ::)
I had been having a sad time since I was 15. But now, at 26 years old, I just stopped I think… I grew simply tired of myself instead of life… I still feel sadness now and then, but like everyone does, I think… I grew simply tired of wainting for other people to notice me, I grew tired of being shy, I grew tired of losing chances in my life… Since I was 15 I just couldn't live my life as freely as I wanted. The obstacle wasn't the world, wasn't people around me, it was me, me and my attitude.
Just like when you have a secret and it burts too much: in the end it comes out.
Sadness is like a secret: you just keep it for yourself, you just want other people to understand it, but you don't want to talk about it;
Sadness is like a drug: it gives you the excuse to run from problems, allows you to be somehow special and forget about your life;
Sadness is like a balloon: it deflates or it pops out;
Usually this kind of feeling doesn't let you listen to other people, but still you can't help listening to yourself.
You do know that life is one, that life is long and yet short, that life is yours and not other's, that feelings are yours and not other's.
So, what feeling would you choose if you could choose? And you can choose.
I choose to avoid sadness, even keeping in mind that it's there. Like a fear or something: when you are afraid of something, you can win that fear, even if the thing you are afraid of is still there.
Sadness is like being trapped in a spidernet: you can't move away from your fears, but you can choose not to be afraid of spiders anymore.
I just got tired of being afraid of spiders, of people, of life.
A track by Linkin Park, the softest one, "In Between", says: "fear is not afraid of you". It's true.
So I went outside myself, with my little steps, with my time, but I began going outside, I began choosing the useful things in life.
I chose not to be afraid, whatever may happen.
I chose.
There is not big problem, just many little problems.
So, choose to face the first little problem with one little step, and then…
You'll see
Sadness seems convenient when you're sad… but it's not… it doesn't add anything to your life… it just blocks every door of your life.
Just do it. Just open the damn door.
Hope it helps
-Ziozama
I can't express how much you helped me, you helped me understand so much
I needed this right now, i was especially deep down and you thaugth me how to begin get away with it
A french song says "i stack up my sins and i climb up the hole"
And i think it correlates very much with what you wrote, but i didn't know how to do that, and you thaught me the first steps.. i can't thank you enough..
I think i cried enough now.. maybe not, but eitherway i begin to understand now how to live and go on with it..
Pretty fucked up stuff in my life made me realise how life can stop in an instant, and realise i am the only captain on board is scary, and scary for all of us i think, but as you said we just got to go through, open the door and make each decision for ourself, our future, and our selfpride. I think this is what reunites all of us, the concept of being proud of what we've done in life, and to realise it can be that easy to stop is the biggest door childhood keeps us locked. I hope you all can go through safely ❤
Again, thank you Ziozama, i think your words can help us a lot. Have a good life then
Bro, i love this channel ♥️keep growing!!🔥
♥ thanks!! ♥
It's weird how much depth there is to life and how depression is the result of pain and regret, the world keeps,Spinning and here I am stuck in time. Everybody wears a mask whereas I cannot it's impossible for me to wear a mask it's feels superficial how emotions how become everyone's looks happy but deep down............. it's sadness no one is truly content with gifts of life so am I the only difference is that I cannot be hidden and I wanna be free with my feeling and not be sacrificed for the stupid expectations society impended on me Is there that there is all to life being stuck in a mechanical loop with little to no variations I guess that's how our life works
this kind of music helps me tear out my heart so i can blow on it like a Nintendo cartridge and put it back in my chest hoping that'll fix its problems.
It seems like i'm trying to do the same again and again and still no results, maybe they lied to us
You really should open a discord server, so that we can talk to eatch others that listen to that type of music
That would be the next big step for channels like Neotic and Ryan celcius
@@ricardoalejandro2010 Yes it was exactly what i was thinking, gather all of this people that have a common point could help a lot of them
Omg yes
@@natzer5334 what are we waiting for? I'm a 100% in
Would love this. :D Be nice to hear other people's experiences that make them relate to this video/channel and how they found this video/channel.
Are you a psychic? All of these video title for as long as I can remember have lined up with my life it’s kinda messed up but I like the music
Platinumpitviper shit! I was thinking the same thing and then i saw ur comment
Honestly same here
@@jkhiggins12 weird same me too
Samee
I love u all here ❤️
I love u too
Hey!! If you're sad read on
I Love You 🖤
Love you too. Stay strong for what you want it life. It's never too late.
Oh shit, here we go again to depress :'3
I don't want to be sad anymore but my thoughts don't allow me..
You have the power. Keep swimming, friend.
@@carlklitzke9455 Thank you for this :)
Sadness is a single player game.
huntertank100 is happiness multiplayer?😞
huntertank100 trust me when you're in a bad relationship you unlock co-op.
I hope you read these comments and know we're right there with you. Lean on us, if you have to. We're real people.
Cheers dude. Much love.
this hit me hard, thank you.
D I E A L O N E
Does life have a waiting room? Because I feel like I've been waiting for ages for something, anything.
anyone else feel like they're so... alone?
Not anymore since i'm with y'all
Always.
hope the night never leaves me from this pleasant numbness
I lie awake in bed with melodies staring off at nothing
bipolarity have my demons running circles of delinquency
guess it helps, cause everyone else is leaving
take "love" with a grain of salt cause they're just humans being
and go adrift, their forgetfulness disintegrates my feelings into pieces
treat you like leases, get the most out of you to jump to the next
I don't even remember the last time my soul enjoyed sex
I don't remember the last day my third eye hasn't wept
I don't even know how many years I got left
don't forget month weeks days hours even a sec
longing to be a ghost amongst the galaxy traveling aimlessly like signals from satellites and internet
this is the closest letter being the precursor before I meet death
the second stanza should be a list of names of whom I wish I never met
as a child predicted even now I'd be a lonely mess
I mean - who could love me, my every action in retrospect will probably be regret
hope my children do better mentally than me, the chemical imbalance made me more unstable as the years crept
I'm a rock I'm an island, I'm eternal death
Brave new world cast away, became an outcast in lieu of my very depth
Going back in public now, words and expression make my stomach hollow
From the lies and shit every other person tells you to swallow.
I just want somebody to love me for who I am,
I completely understand how u feel as I am going through it too.
I hope u are feeling better
who went through the whole video 😕? Just me? Okay
_It's not me who decides if I want to be sad or not._
_So I'm generally sad, just to be sure._
U play minecraft. lol.
@@ChiquiUwU U watch anime. lol.
Edgy.
@@YungListon U too. lol.
@@ChiquiUwU oMg Oh nO I pLAy MaINKrAfT tHAtS sO fUnNY!1!1!
So, I'll stop being toxic and just reply:
My pfp was made years ago by a friend I used to play Minecraft with. Now we don't anymore but I spent a really good time with him. I appreciated this picture a lot so I decided to keep it anyway, ignoring all the people like you who keep making sure I know I play Minecraft. I basically reply like this to everyone: it's not funny anymore.
🙁🙁
Hey, I had a bad day yesterday and i got rejected. But anyways, Always remember guys to be happy and move on when you trip on a rock, don't let it hurt you. Have a good day. Be happy. Live. Smile.
Continue.
Ryan Productions Remember we all are here for ya bro! This is just a step in the great staircase we call life. Cheers dude, have a nice day
Listening to this at 3AM
Hahaha i always listen too at 12 am-5 am
Lol saw the title and said out loud to myself "ha who doesn't" 💀👏🏻
Alguien en América del Sur? D:
desde el sur vibrando siempre
Che bro ¿no sabés el artista que hizo la canción del minuto 5:37?
1 Hour by Neotic. This is heaven.
Two hours for me! (I'm playing it at 0.5 speed)
Me: “I don’t wanna be sad anymore”
Also me: *listens to sad music* 😭
Anyone here remember the last time they were actually happy or excited about something? This music brings me back.
My man, how do you always find the perfect moments to post these? Youre amazing 💞
Because you are always depressed ¿
@@user-ze4ub6ci2c I wouldn't say always. There are many times when I'm happy because of my friends, but it's always when I feel sad when I see an upload from Neotic
First song breaks my heart, brings me back to the early 2000s when I was a kid
Always sad..
Don't know how to be happy...
Even if i got more anger in my heart right now, it still fit to the mood. Thanks bud. it always help, in a way or an other :)
I feel the same life is too tiring
... You enjoy playing that one Crash Bandicoot game... You could sometimes do nothing more but to look back... Now life is the only game you're playing as cheesy as that sounds it's outright true, The difference is once you lose a life you just never come back (Unless you can but possibly differentially, life works in mysterious ways.) and the gameplay mechanics/rules are sure something tedious however as it's for those varying experiences tenacious it's something to take seriously now just not too much as Bugs Bunny once said never take life too seriously otherwise... *_You'll never make it out alive..._*
On a lighter note I respect the artistry nature from your profile picture... Whether some people keep on looking at the negative side of the series U.T Also has some impactful meta values now and then also.
Yay ,summer chill music for me.🌴🌆
First comment ,chill and nice vibe to it🤙🏿
Have a nice day ❤️
thank you!!
Awhile? How long is that? It's been so long since ive seen you. I miss you. I know you don't miss me, but I miss you. I miss your smile and your jokes and your light-heartedness. I'm losing my mind. I don't know what to do without you.
I need some help and advice... if anyone is here to listen ... I’m so stupid sometimes not even gonna lie. I met this girl about a year ago ... She randomly messaged me saying I was cute and I was like thanks (not knowing who this girl even is even though she went to my school) I asked if I could see a pic of her and I saw her and I just thought she was the one ... I was so wrong and I’m so stupid for it...literally after a day of texting I fell in love with her... one day of texting. I never have had that happen to me before so it was a shock for it to happen than so I asked her out and she said “of course I will” something like that and three days after I saw her texting her ex about sex so I asked her what that was about and who he was and why she was texting someone about sex when she’s with me.. (I mean I ain’t letting no girl take my virginity I’m 15 too young for that and I want to lose it to someone I really love so I forgave her... time after time telling her to stop we have gotten back together so much times because no matter how much I try to forget about her my love for her will always be there... I think about how much I love her some times and the other times I think of all the times she’s cheated on me with different guys (one time my good friend) ending my friendship with that guy which we had for a few years I treated this girl like a queen and give her so much love and attention and she treats me terrible... I’m so happy and not happy that I met her as much as I hate and love to say that...I want to leave but I can’t. I’m too much in love with her... I treat her so good and all she does is cheat on me all the time ... I know you’ll probably say to just break up with her but it’s not that easy... I’m in love with her.. i date other girls to forget about her but I never do... i liked this girl in my class once but she said she just wanted to be friends and said I was a sweet , cute , nice,thoughtful guy so I gave up on her and I felt within her we would have something that makes me forget about her... I’m such a good person and I hate getting played like this ... she once told me how she didn’t see it a problem cheating on me because she always does.. why does she still stay with me if she’s gonna be with all these other guys ... it isn’t for my money I’m 15 and broke , because she does want something with me... ,because I’m so nice to her and give her all the attention and love no one else ever gave her? I dont know the answer and I just wish she could stop taking advantage of my feelings I literally reach out to suicidal people to help them get out of the dark spot they are in when in reality I’m in the dark spot so I want to help others to make hem happy knowing I will never be happy... I don’t know what to do and I can’t get her out of my head I want to find a girl I love more than her I do and I think I will so much girls like me but I don’t have a real connection with any (E-girls hit me up ha )thanks for listening to this and I just need some advice I’m not happy with her but when I’m with her I forget about our past and I hate myself for that I really do if someone could give me some advice I’d really appreciate it thank you for reading this big ol paragraph if you did ... appreciate you
"Depression is not wanting to be happy, it is not wanting to be sad anymore"
-Shrek
Наконец то могу спокойно ночью послушать эту музыку, не волнуясь о том, что завтра в школу...
То ли ещё будет, братан
Kind of music that not all can understand. Only A deep complex person can appreciate it
You will find the right one for you, that makes you truly happy.
Why do I smile when I'm not happy?
Why i was born im sad right now i will prefer never existed
I think this was the scene where Crash Bandicoot was referenced? (Seeing The Simpsons have a habit to reference pop culture now and then.)... I wouldn't be sad actually that game meant something back in the day... Nostalgia looking back might be though... Life was simpler back then and so were we in a way...
... I've yet to hear a Vaporwave video of Cash Banocca one day though...
Funny how someone can feel nostalgic after something what he/she didn't even lived. Like, only from reading your comment, i have nostalgic feelings for the 80s' in that "fairytale retro america" and i was born in 98, in middle eu lol.
Do you remember when coca cola was advertised by a sunglass wearing sun? me neither, still something i will never forget
It's 6:15 am and i didn't sleep yet
i gave up on trying not to be sad all the time
sometimes all i can do is get a little dittracted
My final exam is in 13 days, and listening to this is so soft and good omg, I just stay here in my room, laying in bed and feeling some tears falling from my eyes, I just love that...
I don’t want to feel forgotten anymore.
Bro, enserio lees mi pensamiento o que? Los vídeos que subes van con mi estado actual emocional. Realmente quiero cambiar y estar happy c:
It‘s actually 11pm right now where I live so... I needed this pretty bad. Thanks you for the music. I really appreciate it.
knock knock ja deureogamnida
Happy Monday
Time for my daily blunt 🤧☹️
It's almost 6 am and I haven't slept yet
Being ugly makes me sad :(
Why?
2:52 is it just me or does this sound like roaring tides from clannad but remixed
Lina Kang
Yeah, I thought somebody else out there had to of heard it! Haha
You're the best in the world...
Thanks for all 🌆🌃🌌🤗🖤
What happened to the rick and morty acid lofi
38:57 and 50:56 were my favs
Like i dont wanna be sad anymore but im listening this sad music as fuck
Nice
literally my favorite mix. I find myself going back to this playlist 🤩☁️
nobody will talk about the long nothing at 14:45? no? ok
Oh geez what a good mix
bro ♥
I love to draw to this music
I listened to this while i was depressed in bed last night, with dim, red, LED lights turned on...... the mood was real.....
Relatable
🎵
That clannad part got me
Same bro
That thing isnt even plugged in
Toy Freddy That’s why she’s sad though.
Best one since nostalgic🤷🏻♂️
Tough
Jesus is the only hope of joy
min 26:00 its beautiful
bu videon için teşekkür ederim neotic .kendimi farklı bir zamanda ve mekanda yaşıyor gibi hissediyorum
:’)
oha
Merci ♥️
I like :')❤
No lucidity is ❤
Every title you have is what I feel it's weird
47:53 I love it...
You and me both, buddy.
E X E L E N T E
Song at 5:38?
Me neither
L I F T E D 👽💨
Helplessness
IF YOU SHOP ON AMAZON YOU SHOULD YOU USE WIKIPIE .............. (head-shot)
All of these have described my life .-. Well most not all.
im addicted to this idle clicker flash game and it sucks but like....its good....but it sucks.....and checking bitcoin/altcoin/gold/silver prices in hopes they can give me early retirement....hopefully soon...and growing magic mushrooms, never tried before, but in the process, hopefully it actually works.....and in between that, work , sleep, drink, rinse , repeat, and.........just.........enjoying modern life.....i guess.....oh....and of course, [edit]
LOVE LOVE LOVE ALWAYS LOVE FOR NEOTIC
Love it