I'm at the end of a trip. It's almost midnight while I'm writing this. The people I met through this trip mean so much to me. It's hard for me to tell people I love them, but I have said I love them to these people a couple times. I will forever be thankful for them. Thank you for making this Playlist so I can sleep
That's extremely sweet and I completely understand. I have friends currently and I know in middle school that was my only wish, I love them, but I haven't told them. You are doing great, and I hope all is well!
I wanna live in a fantasy world where all problems in the real world.. aren't even problems. No world hunger, no deadly diseases, no depression, nothing. I just wanna live in a world where everyone is at peace with each other and themselves. I want a peaceful world, so bad.
i understand you me too! :) but maby people can find their own peace you know? Some find their peace in faith, others in music and others in books. For me its jesus and i know he is my peace. Thats just an example from my life. But if everyone could find their own peace like being frienldy for example maby we could actually make it.
"Do you love me?" _"Yes."_ "Then tell me." _"I do, every day."_ "No-" _"Yes, I do. Close your eyes. Do you feel that? The beating in your chest is from the heart I gave you long ago. It is my heart, intertwined with yours. Every beat says: I love you."_
I don’t know what scared me more: seeing his eyes stare into my soul and revealing every secret I’ve been hiding from the world, or the fact I saw myself in him.
It felt so peaceful and soothing like a lullaby played by Mother Nature, the nature we don't have time to admire. Played by Time that we waste when we have it and then regret not using it properly. Played by Pain who happened to be with us at our hardest times. Played with the Darkness that hugged me last night. Played by my Tears that wants to cry but is caged inside my eyes. My heart feels so heavy. But this playlist played by Life is telling me to calm down and sleep... Finally, I slept...
In a cascade of memories, when one begins to die, you'd imagine that the flash of life would be many things. But for her, it was one. His face, his eyes, his smile. And the pain from the fact she'd never embrace him again.
I wrote this a while ago while bored in class. but I think it fits the vibe. it’s about the end of a relationship. I knew it was the end of us, I felt it. For a while now. Maybe it was just the timing. Or the fact that our paths no longer aligned. I grabbed my keys to leave his house knowing I’d never return. But as I looked up from the counter, he was staring at me. With his beautiful big brown eyes. And I couldn’t help but stare back. We got lost in each other’s gaze. And at some point, I began to trace around his small freckles and the curves among his face, so I’d never forget it. He quickly took me into his arms and embraced me with a hug. Though prior I told myself I wouldn't get lost, but I did. I immediately melt into them, For the last time, hugging each other so tight as if the world was ending. And it felt like it was. After a while, he let me go and my body shivered feeling empty and cold, But I knew it was time. I gazed upon his eyes one last time then swiftly headed towards the door. “Wait,” he said softly. His curly hair was a mess with bags under his eyes, as if he had barely slept...like me. He walked over to me slowly, “can I-I kiss you?” He hesitantly asked. My breath hitched. His eyes were locked with mine and slowly tears began to fill his, but they never escaped. “Just to say goodbye” he practically whispered. I slowly shook my head in agreement. He wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer as my gaze nervously shifted between his eyes and lips. Then he began to gently rub his hand on my cheek and finally our lips aligned. The tears I had been holding back finally fell. And as we kissed, I began to reminisce our firsts. Our first hug. Our first kiss. Our first…I love you. I whispered to him as we hugged each other, “I’m sorry.” I shook in his arms as I sobbed. “It’s okay.” He softly said into my ear. “I love you” he said. Once the words escaped from his lips, I felt a tear fall down his cheek. Something in me inclined me to say it back. Maybe gravity or something else, like a magnet but more. “I love you too.” And with that I kissed him one last time and ran out of the house before I’d be compelled to stay, I’d forget about my dreams and stay with him. Because I loved him, because he loved me. But I couldn’t stay. He knew that. And slowly all of our first became our last. Our last hug. Our last kiss. Our last…I love you. The end.
Sometimes i just want to be the bad guy but i just cant get myself to be the guy i always go back to the nice gets along with most people introverted guy and i guess thats how i should be but less introverted for sure and if i cant be the bad guy then i will be the true guy a guy thats true to themselves and is always trying to do the kind thing
Ever had the feeling of wanting to be kids again? I do.. there’s so much stress in school the needs the responsibility to do well get in a good collage then go get a good job but even after that we still work day and night to pay bills…. What’s the point? We learn we work and work I can’t see a future with me smiling. I can only smile right now… I hope I can make a scratch on this earth to show how much average people would suffer pain after pain work after work.
As the last dying rays of sun light hit me with full forsee I saw, life for the first time, saw death for the first time, and saw my salfe for the first time. The unknown, the unique, and the most. All of it for a fraction of a second, for ones I was free to go, to say, or to watch.
So pumped that many songs that I love are here, but also new ones that fit what I like! A wonderful playlist~ been a while since I found someone’s playlist that fit my tastes exactly. I’ll have to check out more from you! ^_^
Beloved came and went , I saw them passing by , I saw myself sometimes helpless sometimes worthless ; Now I have found myself in nothing but solitude , I have lost the memory of who i was
I'm at the end of my rope tbh, I keep trying to push forward and the more I push the less I feel happy. The less I want to keep going and the less I talk to people. I wish i were mute, fully mute. Already feel it might as well play the part too
" teach me how to love and ill will love you a thousand times over but remember if you teach me love you are also teaching me hate for to love means i must learn to protect what belong to me , love " " But why ?" " The same reason why mother bear protects her cubs , the same reason why a pack of wolves have an alpha. The same reason a pride of lions has a king .For to love in all ways means you must sacrifice and protect them , if you don't then it will decay like a rose without water . So, are you willing to risk teaching me to love you ?"
POV: He stared at me shocked fear all the emotions which I saw through his glassy eyes.. I could only watch as the looks was casted. I am once critized again for sharing my feelings. What is there to share anymore it’s over… He was not th woke that wouldn’t judge me no one will ever judge me again if I keep to myself right?
Im so paranoid nowdays... i go to work while its dark outside and it makes me even more paranoid with every walk.. i think about someone is following me and is out there to get me, i think about every person walking behind me, in front of me and beside me, i think about what are their next move is going to be, am i going to get kidnapped today or is my last day gonna be tomorrow... its getting worse everyday... what if somebody is going to break into our house tonight... i need help...
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way-living with constant fear like that is incredibly draining. It sounds overwhelming, and no one should have to carry that kind of stress alone. Your safety and peace of mind matter, and there are people who can help you manage this anxiety. You don’t have to face it alone.
I'm so glad I meet my new forever best friend when I was playing at recess in kindergarten bcuz now.. she's been my best friend for six years im In 5th grade rn and were still best friends and we will alway be..I just miss second grade with my old friend group their was a boy name James he went to a different school the next year so we haven't seen him in forever..and one of my other male friend left but we got to finally see him this year on the bus(he goes to a differentschool tho).. and this one friend she was so crazy I loved her sm❤ we'll see her in two years again but still I miss her... now it's just me,my first ever bestie,and my other male friend all on the same bus... I love all of them sm❤
Olá, tudo bem? Me achou aqui perdida? Esses dias, te esperei na chuva enquanto te via chegar de bike para me buscar, todo molhado.. Eu ri tanto daquela cena, era tão bolo e tão belo, te ver ali molhado, olhando para mim, toda molhada.. Nessas cenas bobas, quando vejo seu sorriso sincero, sua risada boba e sua cara de confusão, que te conheço.. Te ver chorar, te ver sofrer, te ver ansioso, é como ver uma bela paisagem durante uma tempestade... Nunca pensei que te conheceria assim.. te olhei de longe e isso era bom.. era o sufiente.. Mas agora, que conheço os detalhes dessa paisagem bem de perto.. sinto que nunca poderia ir embora.. Mesmo quando a paisagem muda de estação, ou que coisas novas crescem e outras morrem, ainda quero estar aqui.. Quero conhecer mais sobre você.. Mas também quero ser conhecida? Quem sou eu pra você? De: Boo
The whole middle school except 3 ex friends, All teachers hated me except my grade 2 teacher (My grade 1 teacher said I was dumb and tore up my papers bc I had 1 thing wrong and told me to do it all over again. My homework teacher hit me over the head with a ruler and told me to focus { wich I had a hard time doing bc I have ADHD......} )Im FinE I swEar 😭 :€ 1 ex boyfriend.... I asked him if he still liked me and told me NO really hard and it felt like my heart broke in a million pieces.... I bet he even still remembers me.... its been 6 years..... Alot of fake bff's they just ghost me out of nowhere and break my heart because I trusted them.... I only have 4 bff's and if they break me... then Im DONE with friendship. . I dont know what I will do without them for real.... I Love them(as a friend) The fake friends are always nice until they get to the point of ghosting you and saying mean things to you. (Im not asking for fame or anything I just want to share my story so other people can be safe. Im 12years old by the way.) I had intercorse when i was in grade 1 and I didnt know i did the wrong thing I dont realy want to talk about it but to make a long story short I kept it a secret from my mom for 2 years and told her.( by that time i was not friends with that girl anymore . Im a girl too.) So to the person reading this: Stay away from people who look sketchy and stay safe.
I miss them. That amazing group of people. Those nights in the field, looking at the stars The stories we shared The mosquitoes that kept coming back The fun games we played Talking until 4 am Eating together Adventuring together Always a shoulder to cry on Always a hand to hold Always a friend to support you The deep conversations The secrets The acceptance The hugs The music That wonderful week I miss it I miss them Every year it comes back, but i only have two left Every year I have to say goodbye, it gets worse 53 days I've missed that week now - - - - - - - - - - - - Don't post this on r/im14andthisisdeep
TIMESTAMPS
0:00-3:26 Solas
3:27-8:29 Go Tomorrow
8:30-10:56 10 372 days of life
10:57-14:19 Mr Sandman
14:20-18:09 Hurts Like Hell
18:10-22:40 Deep
I'm at the end of a trip. It's almost midnight while I'm writing this. The people I met through this trip mean so much to me. It's hard for me to tell people I love them, but I have said I love them to these people a couple times. I will forever be thankful for them. Thank you for making this Playlist so I can sleep
That's extremely sweet and I completely understand. I have friends currently and I know in middle school that was my only wish, I love them, but I haven't told them. You are doing great, and I hope all is well!
It took me a hot second to realize you meant a vacation, not an acid trip 🤦♀️
May u have more such pleasurable memories and moments my friend, I pray for u😊
Um they don't mean k*** themself right? 🫣😨
I wanna live in a fantasy world where all problems in the real world.. aren't even problems. No world hunger, no deadly diseases, no depression, nothing. I just wanna live in a world where everyone is at peace with each other and themselves. I want a peaceful world, so bad.
i understand you me too! :) but maby people can find their own peace you know? Some find their peace in faith, others in music and others in books. For me its jesus and i know he is my peace. Thats just an example from my life. But if everyone could find their own peace like being frienldy for example maby we could actually make it.
Same. I wish I could live in Marvel or Star Wars
That sounds like heaven... that which I'm interested in👍
Wishing for it too kinds wish it was like Animal crossing sometimes ❤
I know that pain.... im fine (im 12y old girl btw)
"Do you love me?"
_"Yes."_
"Then tell me."
_"I do, every day."_
"No-"
_"Yes, I do. Close your eyes. Do you feel that? The beating in your chest is from the heart I gave you long ago. It is my heart, intertwined with yours. Every beat says: I love you."_
😧✨️
Ok, you have a poet's voice. Have you written poetry before? I would love to pick your brain and work with you sometime!
@@jilliandarden1186thank you! Have I written poetry? No, not really, just snippets here and there 😅
I actually write novels.
@@HalenaMcNeal wow! Have you had any printed? I would love to read them.
I don’t know what scared me more: seeing his eyes stare into my soul and revealing every secret I’ve been hiding from the world, or the fact I saw myself in him.
Thinking of him rejecting me infront of the whole high school.......
Being in a world where everything is just quiet sounds like a dream to me
This playlist reminds me of moments when you realize that some one or something isn’t what it used to be
It felt so peaceful and soothing like a lullaby played by Mother Nature, the nature we don't have time to admire.
Played by Time that we waste when we have it and then regret not using it properly.
Played by Pain who happened to be with us at our hardest times.
Played with the Darkness that hugged me last night.
Played by my Tears that wants to cry but is caged inside my eyes.
My heart feels so heavy.
But this playlist played by Life is telling me to calm down and sleep...
Finally, I slept...
This calmed my racing mind, thank you. My insomnia has been pretty bad recently and this at least kept my mind from wandering
Same.....
(I dont have insomnia thou.)
Pov:and as i watched her eyes close,suddenly everything was quiet...peaceful for her
In a cascade of memories, when one begins to die, you'd imagine that the flash of life would be many things. But for her, it was one. His face, his eyes, his smile. And the pain from the fact she'd never embrace him again.
When the song called “Deep” in this playlist came on it gave the vibes of having to let someone you love go and move on. I love it ❤
I sat down to study after so long , and I studied without distractions the whole duration , after so long . I'm a little relieved. Thank you
First song… Literally idk but time stopped for me and I saw memories start to flow in from when my dad left and all that has happened after that
I wrote this a while ago while bored in class. but I think it fits the vibe. it’s about the end of a relationship.
I knew it was the end of us, I felt it. For a while now. Maybe it was just the timing. Or the fact that our paths no longer aligned.
I grabbed my keys to leave his house knowing I’d never return. But as I looked up from the counter, he was staring at me. With his beautiful big brown eyes. And I couldn’t help but stare back. We got lost in each other’s gaze. And at some point, I began to trace around his small freckles and the curves among his face, so I’d never forget it.
He quickly took me into his arms and embraced me with a hug. Though prior I told myself I wouldn't get lost, but I did. I immediately melt into them, For the last time, hugging each other so tight as if the world was ending. And it felt like it was.
After a while, he let me go and my body shivered feeling empty and cold, But I knew it was time. I gazed upon his eyes one last time then swiftly headed towards the door.
“Wait,” he said softly. His curly hair was a mess with bags under his eyes, as if he had barely slept...like me.
He walked over to me slowly, “can I-I kiss you?” He hesitantly asked.
My breath hitched.
His eyes were locked with mine and slowly tears began to fill his, but they never escaped.
“Just to say goodbye” he practically whispered.
I slowly shook my head in agreement. He wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer as my gaze nervously shifted between his eyes and lips. Then he began to gently rub his hand on my cheek and finally our lips aligned.
The tears I had been holding back finally fell. And as we kissed, I began to reminisce our firsts. Our first hug. Our first kiss. Our first…I love you.
I whispered to him as we hugged each other, “I’m sorry.” I shook in his arms as I sobbed.
“It’s okay.” He softly said into my ear.
“I love you” he said. Once the words escaped from his lips, I felt a tear fall down his cheek.
Something in me inclined me to say it back. Maybe gravity or something else, like a magnet but more.
“I love you too.”
And with that I kissed him one last time and ran out of the house before I’d be compelled to stay, I’d forget about my dreams and stay with him. Because I loved him, because he loved me. But I couldn’t stay. He knew that.
And slowly all of our first became our last. Our last hug. Our last kiss. Our last…I love you.
The end.
@@jupiterdrops7752 i cried
@@user-ro7re7sz7z same
@@user-ro7re7sz7z SAME!!! And I wrote it HAHQWA. I think it's especially sad when you listen to where's my love by Syml while reading it.
I'm invested. Splendid.👏🎬
now THAT is poetry.
Sometimes i just want to be the bad guy but i just cant get myself to be the guy i always go back to the nice gets along with most people introverted guy and i guess thats how i should be but less introverted for sure and if i cant be the bad guy then i will be the true guy a guy thats true to themselves and is always trying to do the kind thing
i support you my guy ☺
Ever had the feeling of wanting to be kids again? I do.. there’s so much stress in school the needs the responsibility to do well get in a good collage then go get a good job but even after that we still work day and night to pay bills…. What’s the point? We learn we work and work I can’t see a future with me smiling. I can only smile right now… I hope I can make a scratch on this earth to show how much average people would suffer pain after pain work after work.
As the last dying rays of sun light hit me with full forsee I saw, life for the first time, saw death for the first time, and saw my salfe for the first time. The unknown, the unique, and the most. All of it for a fraction of a second, for ones I was free to go, to say, or to watch.
this was really peaceful. something i wanted to hear in my last moments. which it almost was. it wasn't but thank you for giving me some peace.
this is the perfect music to do nursing assignments to while contemplating life beautiful thankyou
"Dante, what do you think?"
"Heh, I think everything... everything is nothing more than a divine comedy... yes... the purest divine comedy"
this is very beautiful and very sad too! but, very gooodd!
I cried when I heard
So pumped that many songs that I love are here, but also new ones that fit what I like! A wonderful playlist~ been a while since I found someone’s playlist that fit my tastes exactly. I’ll have to check out more from you! ^_^
@@off2funnyworld thank you so much✨️❤️
Beloved came and went , I saw them passing by , I saw myself sometimes helpless sometimes worthless ; Now I have found myself in nothing but solitude , I have lost the memory of who i was
I just wish I could get Pease and be praised for something, but I will fight until the end, I am not going to back up.
I'm at the end of my rope tbh, I keep trying to push forward and the more I push the less I feel happy. The less I want to keep going and the less I talk to people. I wish i were mute, fully mute. Already feel it might as well play the part too
i like this style so much, fighting!🥰
now my whole youtube full of sad playsit
" teach me how to love and ill will love you a thousand times over but remember if you teach me love you are also teaching me hate for to love means i must learn to protect what belong to me , love "
" But why ?"
" The same reason why mother bear protects her cubs , the same reason why a pack of wolves have an alpha. The same reason a pride of lions has a king .For to love in all ways means you must sacrifice and protect them , if you don't then it will decay like a rose without water . So, are you willing to risk teaching me to love you ?"
Those first 10 seconds really reminded me of the Layers of Fear theme
POV: He stared at me shocked fear all the emotions which I saw through his glassy eyes.. I could only watch as the looks was casted. I am once critized again for sharing my feelings. What is there to share anymore it’s over… He was not th woke that wouldn’t judge me no one will ever judge me again if I keep to myself right?
the one not th woke my spelling
i want solas playing at my funeral
@@liviyoungie same😔✋🏾
this sounds better than the original song
I love this so much, great job!
@@Milziko Thaank you😭❤️✨️
It Peaceful here🌹🌹
Beautiful playlist!! I want more Playlists like this one please 🙏🥺
@alma_1906 I'll try😅.
Im so paranoid nowdays... i go to work while its dark outside and it makes me even more paranoid with every walk.. i think about someone is following me and is out there to get me, i think about every person walking behind me, in front of me and beside me, i think about what are their next move is going to be, am i going to get kidnapped today or is my last day gonna be tomorrow... its getting worse everyday... what if somebody is going to break into our house tonight... i need help...
Get cameras it’s what my parents got after someone stole my bike and left a note after returning it back
@@ChristianAllisterWife cameras are expensive :/
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way-living with constant fear like that is incredibly draining. It sounds overwhelming, and no one should have to carry that kind of stress alone. Your safety and peace of mind matter, and there are people who can help you manage this anxiety. You don’t have to face it alone.
I'm so glad I meet my new forever best friend when I was playing at recess in kindergarten bcuz now.. she's been my best friend for six years im In 5th grade rn and were still best friends and we will alway be..I just miss second grade with my old friend group their was a boy name James he went to a different school the next year so we haven't seen him in forever..and one of my other male friend left but we got to finally see him this year on the bus(he goes to a differentschool tho).. and this one friend she was so crazy I loved her sm❤ we'll see her in two years again but still I miss her... now it's just me,my first ever bestie,and my other male friend all on the same bus...
I love all of them sm❤
Olá, tudo bem?
Me achou aqui perdida?
Esses dias, te esperei na chuva enquanto te via chegar de bike para me buscar, todo molhado..
Eu ri tanto daquela cena, era tão bolo e tão belo, te ver ali molhado, olhando para mim, toda molhada..
Nessas cenas bobas, quando vejo seu sorriso sincero, sua risada boba e sua cara de confusão, que te conheço..
Te ver chorar, te ver sofrer, te ver ansioso, é como ver uma bela paisagem durante uma tempestade...
Nunca pensei que te conheceria assim.. te olhei de longe e isso era bom.. era o sufiente..
Mas agora, que conheço os detalhes dessa paisagem bem de perto.. sinto que nunca poderia ir embora..
Mesmo quando a paisagem muda de estação, ou que coisas novas crescem e outras morrem, ainda quero estar aqui..
Quero conhecer mais sobre você..
Mas também quero ser conhecida?
Quem sou eu pra você?
De: Boo
Hi LooP!
@@ChrisStratton-g9l hey✨️
Who hurt all These people in the comments
@@molkalaabidi4579 Bro 💔
The whole middle school except 3 ex friends, All teachers hated me except my grade 2 teacher (My grade 1 teacher said I was dumb and tore up my papers bc I had 1 thing wrong and told me to do it all over again. My homework teacher hit me over the head with a ruler and told me to focus { wich I had a hard time doing bc I have ADHD......} )Im FinE I swEar 😭 :€
1 ex boyfriend.... I asked him if he still liked me and told me NO really hard and it felt like my heart broke in a million pieces.... I bet he even still remembers me.... its been 6 years.....
Alot of fake bff's they just ghost me out of nowhere and break my heart because I trusted them.... I only have 4 bff's and if they break me... then Im DONE with friendship. . I dont know what I will do without them for real.... I Love them(as a friend) The fake friends are always nice until they get to the point of ghosting you and saying mean things to you. (Im not asking for fame or anything I just want to share my story so other people can be safe. Im 12years old by the way.) I had intercorse when i was in grade 1 and I didnt know i did the wrong thing I dont realy want to talk about it but to make a long story short I kept it a secret from my mom for 2 years and told her.( by that time i was not friends with that girl anymore . Im a girl too.)
So to the person reading this:
Stay away from people who look sketchy and stay safe.
با کدوم اپیکیشن ادیت میزنی؟ میشه بگی
Sorry for the late response, but I use CapCut✨️
خیلی ممنون 💖@@theonlyoureliax
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Is it alright that l used the first song in a video? I made sure to credit you but l still wanna know if its okay, if not, l can change the music!
@Hæven0-0 It's ok✨️, just give credits to the owner of the song.
hey can i know how you made the songs you have in the video in the discription?
@@haist8512 I used CapCut✨️
Hari itu di pngl mari di biken apa sama saya tanya
yo
Kalau amu ini suma duit bagi hun dkt apa halan bole dpt balik
Bute la aku ckp bukan aku lagi nak borong hun dkt
quiet* sorry
Thank you😭❤️
I miss them.
That amazing group of people.
Those nights in the field, looking at the stars
The stories we shared
The mosquitoes that kept coming back
The fun games we played
Talking until 4 am
Eating together
Adventuring together
Always a shoulder to cry on
Always a hand to hold
Always a friend to support you
The deep conversations
The secrets
The acceptance
The hugs
The music
That wonderful week
I miss it
I miss them
Every year it comes back, but i only have two left
Every year I have to say goodbye, it gets worse
53 days I've missed that week now
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now my friend group is 3 people and they stared to play with each other and left me...