Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay (Lyrics)

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  • Why it's so hard to say, "I'm not okay"?
    📌 Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay (Lyrics)
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  • @sarahchilds218
    @sarahchilds218 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Truly describes every aspect of true depressed person and how they ask for help each and every day

    • @lowkey._.k.a.y.l.a1860
      @lowkey._.k.a.y.l.a1860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Fr lol

    • @deannamcd6587
      @deannamcd6587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Most of us never ask.. we hold it inside

    • @streetspeed9166
      @streetspeed9166 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Had an eye opener with a gun the bullet didn’t go off a couple years ago I cope with motors now

    • @Sticks_989
      @Sticks_989 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      And no one truly listens still…

  • @michaelcash6939
    @michaelcash6939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I'm glad I found this song because I fight depression and anxiety every day. This song describes the fight is a struggle. It's hard on a lot of people. Thank you citizen for this song

  • @dustiemiller9570
    @dustiemiller9570 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is the most realest song I have ever heard... So beautiful... May the lord bless this man and bring him happiness

  • @jaredm.2738
    @jaredm.2738 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    "I am not okay and I need you to see it"
    "I have so much to say and no one to hear it"
    these two lines hit home for me show of hands if you feel the same

  • @skydreamer118
    @skydreamer118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    This hits home hard. When you are crying out for help but they keep missing it.

  • @krampusthekilljoy5133
    @krampusthekilljoy5133 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    "Because being who I really am has only left me more alone"
    "My life's invisible abuse I am either judged or I have to hide"
    "The only syptom you can see is that I don't wanna be alive"
    Those 3 sentences always hit me like a truck

  • @Amateur-fitness
    @Amateur-fitness 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    This song sums up a lot of how pretty much the majority of us are feeling but could not express in words. Thank you.

    • @yaretzir1498
      @yaretzir1498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes 💯 well said

  • @claudiapeet1835
    @claudiapeet1835 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i feel this song TO MY CORE. so glad i found it. these words describe my life so much, i wish someone could hear how much it hurts me to express everything, despite what i’ve gone through, yet they’re never really around to truly listen or understand. its sad.

  • @joycelovett2368
    @joycelovett2368 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This song Hit so many spots in my heart that I cannot explain

    • @gothicnight96
      @gothicnight96 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This song made me feel like I had a heart again...

  • @lynz7122
    @lynz7122 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Wow...just remarkable. This is such a raw, honest and relatable song. I'm glad I'm not the only one to FEEL and understand but it breaks my heart to see how many of us are broken, bent and bruised. DEAR LORD HEAL US ALL 🙏

  • @ryan3664
    @ryan3664 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song hits my soul.

  • @the.shadowking
    @the.shadowking 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song is always a mood 😔

  • @joannecrawford8212
    @joannecrawford8212 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song is everything I'm feeling right now. This month has been the worst of my life. I was in a bad accident last month. I lost my boyfriend and his dad. My mind has been in a very dark place lately..

  • @nickmueller1139
    @nickmueller1139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    When you went through alot in your life you just fake everything like emotions that person is me...

  • @beyondthehiddenbth5764
    @beyondthehiddenbth5764 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sometimes you can say things for years, ask for help for years, and people don't hear it. Or they don't believe it. Sometimes people look at it as an excuse. The pain can manifest in hundreds of different ways. But that doesn't mean it's not real. Just remember this, as something for yourself and those around you. The pain is real for all of us, and don't listen to those who act like it isn't.

  • @carolyncurtsinger2194
    @carolyncurtsinger2194 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Not me crying at 2 am because I realized how much this has come to perfectly describe my life 💔

  • @whitneymathias4948
    @whitneymathias4948 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "I'll never have the words I can't explain this hell"
    Hit home

  • @let_s-play-loona
    @let_s-play-loona 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm struggling with depression for quite a while now but at least I have my best friend. He is my safespace and I am his. That makes the situation much better. I'm so grateful for everyday i survived.

  • @az_2swag
    @az_2swag 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This song reminds me of my life

  • @Shad0s
    @Shad0s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song is the definition of me.

  • @alesec9460
    @alesec9460 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am not ok....my children's father passed away suddenly 1 month ago.
    We are finding so many problems he was hiding from us all. I cried through the whole song hearing his voice. I wish we would have realized how he felt sooner so we could have helped take away his heavy load he didn't want to burden on us. Now, we are not okay without him.

  • @Anotherlostsoul662
    @Anotherlostsoul662 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m have severe depression this band is truly amazing I love there music it tells exactly what a depressed person is going through

  • @lesliegranger9120
    @lesliegranger9120 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This hits hard.

  • @ireneswarthout1588
    @ireneswarthout1588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely 💯 feel this song

  • @michaelcash6939
    @michaelcash6939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Not everyone knows and understands how it feels to have depression and anxiety fighting for their life every day and night crying for help.

  • @jasonstreets4140
    @jasonstreets4140 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love this song because I can completely relate to it

  • @ryliecoleman4510
    @ryliecoleman4510 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This fits me Perfectly

  • @Red-jq4fq
    @Red-jq4fq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love this song so much so I listen to it every time I wake up

  • @InLoveZaneJulien
    @InLoveZaneJulien 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "I'm not okay"
    And I will never be okay
    I will be okay once I get to see my body being burried.

  • @baxtersmom2004
    @baxtersmom2004 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so true no one could ever see how I hid my felling and how depressed I really am

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yes here without you I’m not ok ❤

  • @tomhow537
    @tomhow537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Its amazing how true it is. Even though sometimes a person can be resolved to end the suffering some hidden part wants someone to know as if the warrior refuses to give up without a fight screaming for help fighting against our own desires. I can't say it is appreciated but it is there. I could blame it for being the biggest obstacle causing failed attempts to find peace. It seems even the inner parts of a person like many in this world would rather a person suffer endlessly than to end the pain at chance for peaceful slumber. If such a thing exists. I would say less than half of my time asleep could be considered better than being awake. Even though most dreams are horrible I do get a chance to see people who I miss. There isn't much comfort in them but there is that one silver lining throughout the endless dark clouds. Damn that sense of survival, I wish it would butt out.

  • @mariameyer9872
    @mariameyer9872 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wish Heaven had visiting hours so I could see my dad again I miss him so much. I wish I could tell him that he could see me now and make it a proper goodbye. and asked him if he can see me My dad died to a ATV accident me and my mom and my second brother were at the cabin. My oldest brother was at home and gave us the news the last time I said goodbye. It was like I see you later. Goodbye. I didn’t know it would be the last goodbye and if I did, I would’ve asked him if he was proud of me. I miss you so much, Dad. I wish you were still here.😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷💗💗💗💖💖💖

  • @chrisl1443
    @chrisl1443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is my life everyday. I AM NOT OKAY

  • @tiffanyducey8972
    @tiffanyducey8972 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Another song that knows depression. And how no one listens until it's too late.

  • @jessicalynnbeck5658
    @jessicalynnbeck5658 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really love this song

  • @melinda1c
    @melinda1c 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My daughter died today and this song which I just found is perfect!!!

    • @thereverist8665
      @thereverist8665  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm loss for words, my deepest condolences to you during this time. 😢

    • @melinda1c
      @melinda1c 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@thereverist8665 Thank you so much.

    • @thereverist8665
      @thereverist8665  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@melinda1c You are very welcome, sending you lots of love right now 🤍🤍🤍

    • @kellyr7589
      @kellyr7589 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How horrible, I'm so sorry

  • @pastelkitten4885
    @pastelkitten4885 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is so painfully relatable. I've been planning to open up my best friend but I've never found the right words. I'm tempted to send this song to them to explain

    • @cherish15
      @cherish15 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm tempted to do the same thing but with my mom but I'm scared

  • @andersonsilvasilva5701
    @andersonsilvasilva5701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    A música significa que as pessoas nunca deve ser fardo de ninguém

  • @carlosperez4417
    @carlosperez4417 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    No one around me or in my life understands what the loss of a 21yr marriage does to a person. To know that the only person you have devoted your entire life to, has been unfaithful the entire time and left you for another man. That has caused a depression so deep, I don't think I'll ever get out. I am not okay. It's a painfully true verse " the only symptom is I don't want to be alive". Every day I have to find a reason not to pull that trigger. Im running out of reasons

  • @gavinbratt3364
    @gavinbratt3364 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    never let your emotions control i say but yet i cant even follow that i wish just some people will be there for me

  • @SunlitAngel13
    @SunlitAngel13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    ....I feel this.. deeply..

  • @orlandodiazortiz8187
    @orlandodiazortiz8187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wish my wife really understood the words... Im living proof of this song

  • @jaybrom363
    @jaybrom363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Haven't been okay in years .. nobody wants to hear that though.. always ready to blame someone or something else. Like my feels aren't validated at all. They're made out to be as if they are a cause from someone or something else's effects.. I'm tired😫

  • @mochadragon3395
    @mochadragon3395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i love

  • @Daniel19821daykin
    @Daniel19821daykin 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I can't go through this the pain inside if you're going to play games or don't I'm not survivor if this is fake

  • @teodorakoleva7329
    @teodorakoleva7329 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    was through so many things
    But they still say it
    That I'm too young to have
    Amd that I'm weak mentally
    I literally walked through hell
    With so many challenges
    But of course they will talk
    Without knowing anything
    I had been doubting so much
    If my feeling r even real
    If I'm not making up
    getting over it is healing
    I overcame many things
    But I am still kinda angry
    I didn't deserve it
    I need ppl to be more caring

  • @chrisl1443
    @chrisl1443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is my life

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      @h.o.p.e9195 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @music.lyrics.
    @music.lyrics. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love it!

  • @ksamilksamil
    @ksamilksamil 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    keep going!

  • @whitewolf2.05
    @whitewolf2.05 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I cried to the song all the time especially after my miscarriage

  • @Red-jq4fq
    @Red-jq4fq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m also so depressed because my only friend at college left

  • @paranormalinvestgations
    @paranormalinvestgations 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song sum up my feeling ..date rap is Not ok ...iam not ok 😞😞😞

  • @Addie_VR
    @Addie_VR 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm scared to share this with my mom, should I send it to my dad instead?? I already send this to 2 friends

  • @rebelyankee6961
    @rebelyankee6961 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nothing in my life has ever been permanent. Whether if it was my fault or not. So much is fucking with my head but my friends wouldn't care. Ain't no point in telling anyone, 90 percent of people don't care and the other 10 perce t are glad you're hurt. So fuck it.

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just want you to love me Addy ❤ I don’t need much

  • @elizebotha2420
    @elizebotha2420 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    😭🖤❤️🖤

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Ciao amore mio ❤

  • @daniellehancock5461
    @daniellehancock5461 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i am not okay.

  • @Tearshia
    @Tearshia 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Definitely me unfortunately

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wish you be healthy and my husband too and me you wife

  • @APlusLyrics
    @APlusLyrics 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I make lyric videos too!

  • @harlyquinn6825
    @harlyquinn6825 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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      @h.o.p.e9195 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @travistownsend8800
    @travistownsend8800 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your music is causing depression. Keep it to yourself , or the hotline 😢

  • @Patzzia
    @Patzzia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Buongiorno amore mio, ho chiamato Marco per delle richieste in più volevo parlare con mia figlia.
    Addyvti amo spero che stai bene. Avevo il telefono in carica. Mi manchi da morire ❤ God bless you my lovely future husband ❤

  • @Daniel19821daykin
    @Daniel19821daykin 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    😠😡🔪