The anxiety is crippling. I deal with it now by taking a lot of energy out in the gym, but for years I was a horrible meth and heroin junkie. I had no identity. I'll be 34 next month and I'm just gaining self worth and an identity. I haven't known who I really am my whole adult life.
Good luck Cody . Everyday could be a Struggle but your Free . Be a better version of yourself tomorrow then today. Thank you for sharing your journey. God Bless you.
Good work CHAD I LIKE the way you get this guy to tell his story because without you asking him questions and leading him along he wouldn’t say much Chad your getting damn good
The anxiety is no joke 5 yrs away and that was almost 20 yrs ago and still affects my life everyday, I can definitely relate with the wanting to avoid crowds and having dreams about being locked up.
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I have never wanted to give a hug to someone as much as Cody. Hearing about the anxiety and nightmares he still suffers from broke my heart for him. I can relate to that a lot!! Best of luck to you Cody and thanks for all the great interviews on BOTRW!! ❤
Chad.. without your show & Book, most "civilians, " would never know all the good, decent people that get railroaded in our totally corrupt & vicious prison system..
@@shiftclicked I don’t judge either, just an observation. But definitely sounds like he’s in Benzos or opiates. Honestly I just listened to what whole thing and am very thankful, I’m about to do 5 years in a federal prison camp. And I know I’m not cut out for a maximum security USP. Listening to dudes story puts my shit in perspective.
@@robertbolles4240 I was on benzos for like 9 years, sober now, just be careful. They truely work for anxiety, but now you’re addicted to a dangerous neurotoxic poison. I wish you the best though, just don’t let it get out of hand. They’re so bad for you.
I did 50 months in USP Beaumont 06 to 09 on a 922g1. I came in at 24 years old, when I got there it was on lock down and when I left it was on lockdown. I was down there with Bo from Maryland and white boy Sweeney, Italian Richie from Boston and a bunch of other guys. Short Mohamed was Iman for the Muslims. Sweeney was the only white guy on the yard that sat and ate with the blacks. In my opinion he was the hardest white guy on the yard! Hands down. If you know you know!
Cody you don’t have to explain yourself to nobody. Pay no attention to the ignorant comments. You’re well spoken and seem like a really solid dude. They wouldn’t last 2 days in a USP. I hope you continue to do well. Thanks for sharing your story with us
@robertbolles4240 you don't owe any explanations. this is the internet they'll always find something to talk about. If you were talking too fast they would've said you were on coke. Can't win 🤷🏾♂️
You don't have to answer them. If they can't recognize a tired man, leave them be. I'll be dealing with those comments anyways. I appreciate you sharing your story. It really helps! Thank you brother! ❤
I felt same way after reading comments in my interview..Like I need to respond to every comment...they have no clue what real violence is...I laughed at the ones who said I was lying and never was in beaumont lol
I remember this kid/Man lol .Well I remember his pic in thumbnail..and deff knew Nick from MO was with us in Beaumont..and he was in my unit in Mccreary..
Respect to homie..it cant be easy to go to places like Beaumont at such a young age..as he says he has got some issues from it all..i wish him the best 👍🙏
Ponyboy that's the truth. 21 at BLOODY BEAUMONT. Scary. Hey, we really do appreciate your support. It helps. Please share the video... Let's get it rocking like it should be! ❤
I’m going to say this had I been on heroin or any kind of fucked up I wouldn’t have came on Chads Platform knowing what his message is. It would be disrespectful to Chad and his platform. That’s just me and if you don’t like it keep movin.
I did the similar I was in Boston police station over the weekend it was a long weekend before court I pulled a stunt went to Boston medical same thing they did not cuff me I grabbed my pants socks with a hospital gown just casually walked out looked around no cops walked to the elevator went down to the entrance the #1 bus was coming down down the street I got on it took it to Harvard SQ went to a thrift shop boosted shirt some sneakers and was on my way for a good week until they picked me up again ……no new charges because I guess they were so embarrassed I just walked out …just had to answer for my probation violation
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I been out almost 10 years & i STILL have nightmares about being stuck in prison, esp since i had my daughter its like your subconscious puts your worst fears into your dreams every time u dream and its even worse when youve seen some traumatizing shit
Good interview man , Today's Guest sounds genuine to me , crazy 🤪 stuff , ✌️ to the BOTRW FAM, in London 🇬🇧 at a family birthday 🎂 🥳 - only catching the shows now , Back to Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪 today , another , great , 1 bro, today's guest had a good memory ov his bid , so we'll done peace out BOTRW FAM
This is my nephew he is my sister's son. I'll tell you what I seen this kid do more gangster shitt when he was 17 years old than most f****** hardened criminals I've known. Which I don't say lightly because I've done time in California ,Arkansas and I just did 8 calendars in Oklahoma.
Hey Chad wondering if you can help me out. I have a friend that not long ago came home from a 12 year bid. He is in Florida I live in Baltimore and haven't heard from him. Thinking he may be locked up again can you tell me how to search it up. I tried and found nothing so far. Thanks in advance.
@@figure9607Amy Yeah I try to comment on every video. Usually something like this, trying to be funny. Hope it helps. I’ve always liked this channel & Chad seems like a good dude.
@@figure9607Amy yeah I wasn’t saying anything negative about the guest or people in Missouri. Dude in the interview didn’t even pronounce it that way, I’ve just heard it said like “Mizzurah” in country songs. Love the channel.
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Was there in USP mccreary for 5 years , remember there was independent shot caller name was dale got stomped out by own whites, it was independent white yard for a while with no white gangs
I wonder if I was with Cody in McCreary???? I cannot remember for shit. I left McCreary in...2013? Yeah. No. November of 2012. But I was in the Missouri car. Hmm. One never knows... lol....holy shit! MURPHY!!!!!!!!! McCreary ended up as an independent yard...in answer to your question.
@@figure9607Amy Nah mate it’s all good 👍 i don’t want it to sound like i was complaining. It’s just some American accents from different states sound different & being in Oz🇦🇺 sometimes i really have to listen especially some southern states with that twangy southern drool accent. You know like ummm Deliverance those states LOL 😂 . All good Chad 👍
Actually I have family there. N sure there's drugs, but this guy isn't on them. He was very tired. N drugs are everywhere bro. Thanks for commenting. It helps the show❤
Because of the ol "club Fed" reputation as being like a country club, which it is, yet that's LOW security. Violent criminals go 2 levels above said level, to United States Penitentiary, and that is exactly as Cody described
So glad Chad, never did fed time. State 2 bids county bids 10 times. I never had dirt on my name and I ran lone wolf. I never joined the white gangs or any gang.....people can be funny
Cody is my daughter’s dad ❤️ so happy he turned his life around. Love ya Cody
Cody is my motherfucking dude!!!!
❤ Always
You looking for a man
Awesome interview,seems like a solid individual.Thanks!
Thank you
The anxiety is crippling. I deal with it now by taking a lot of energy out in the gym, but for years I was a horrible meth and heroin junkie. I had no identity. I'll be 34 next month and I'm just gaining self worth and an identity. I haven't known who I really am my whole adult life.
Proud of you man!
Much respect! 👍
we rootin for you family
Have you tried any kind of group meeting or going to a setting where you can speak your mind to others?
Good luck Cody . Everyday could be a Struggle but your Free . Be a better version of yourself tomorrow then today. Thank you for sharing your journey. God Bless you.
That’s what’s up 🤘🏼
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I'm hooked on this channel. Real interviews that are not watered down.
Chad you do such a good job in your interviews,you allow the guest to speak and ask the right questions! God bless you and all the supporters
Good work CHAD I LIKE the way you get this guy to tell his story because without you asking him questions and leading him along he wouldn’t say much Chad your getting damn good
BLOODY BEAUMONT... YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS... REAL N RAW! SHARE THIS 🔥 FAM!!!
I been out for 10 years and still have prison dreams all the time bro...the system is built to fuck us up psychologically...
The anxiety is no joke 5 yrs away and that was almost 20 yrs ago and still affects my life everyday, I can definitely relate with the wanting to avoid crowds and having dreams about being locked up.
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Lols
That’s after you press the thumbs up.
I posted on sites. Sites awesome
Wait what? Click the flag report it then what?
Stand up and get off your knees
I have never wanted to give a hug to someone as much as Cody. Hearing about the anxiety and nightmares he still suffers from broke my heart for him. I can relate to that a lot!! Best of luck to you Cody and thanks for all the great interviews on BOTRW!! ❤
Thank you
That’s everyone who has been to prison.
Chad.. without your show & Book, most "civilians, " would never know all the good, decent people that get railroaded in our totally corrupt & vicious prison system..
Truth
Great interview. Keep up the forward momentum Cody. Ur worth it and deserve the best in life. W/R
Thanks Bam
This is one of the most powerful videos yet. Him talking slow let his words really sink in, can feel the pain in his voice. Best of luck man 👊🏻
Facts.
@@Intent_to_distribute If I had to guess, he may be on benzos for the PTSD and anxiety. I definitely don't think any less of him for doing so
@@shiftclicked I don’t judge either, just an observation. But definitely sounds like he’s in Benzos or opiates.
Honestly I just listened to what whole thing and am very thankful, I’m about to do 5 years in a federal prison camp. And I know I’m not cut out for a maximum security USP. Listening to dudes story puts my shit in perspective.
Honestly I don’t have shit to hide. I do take Benz in the evening for anxiety. But anytime you catch me that’s how I conversate.
@@robertbolles4240 I was on benzos for like 9 years, sober now, just be careful. They truely work for anxiety, but now you’re addicted to a dangerous neurotoxic poison. I wish you the best though, just don’t let it get out of hand. They’re so bad for you.
Cody is a humble guy not sugar coating anything...
Good luck from Scotland Cody 💙 great podcast as always lads 👊
I have lots of family in missouri... seen a cousin of mine chop firewood for hours with attention and strength and precision... tough people
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Great video and interview thank you. Great to see more who manage to stay outta trouble after we been to those places!
Much respect to chad an cody for the view it was a good one
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Another great one. Keep up the amazing job you are doing on and off screen. Love the channel
Glad you enjoy the channel n support living life to it's fullest. We need everyone to rally this thing, share it for us please ❤
I did 50 months in USP Beaumont 06 to 09 on a 922g1. I came in at 24 years old, when I got there it was on lock down and when I left it was on lockdown. I was down there with Bo from Maryland and white boy Sweeney, Italian Richie from Boston and a bunch of other guys. Short Mohamed was Iman for the Muslims. Sweeney was the only white guy on the yard that sat and ate with the blacks. In my opinion he was the hardest white guy on the yard! Hands down. If you know you know!
All the white guys paid dues to Italian Richie from Boston!
This is gonna be a good one !!
Yes sir
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@@Bam_VanCity Bam 💥…. Smh 🤦♂️
This is gonna be a good show! Don't miss it....
Smash that 👍
It was wild to hear those stories about what went down at Beaumont USP back then. Crazy times for sure.
much respect Harwood
@@robertbolles4240 👍
Just for the record I’m not on heroin. I have never tried heroin in my life not one time. That’s just me man. Straight up.
Cody you don’t have to explain yourself to nobody. Pay no attention to the ignorant comments. You’re well spoken and seem like a really solid dude. They wouldn’t last 2 days in a USP. I hope you continue to do well. Thanks for sharing your story with us
Man straight up if I was on the shit I would say it that’s not my thing.
@robertbolles4240 you don't owe any explanations. this is the internet they'll always find something to talk about. If you were talking too fast they would've said you were on coke. Can't win 🤷🏾♂️
You don't have to answer them. If they can't recognize a tired man, leave them be. I'll be dealing with those comments anyways. I appreciate you sharing your story. It really helps! Thank you brother! ❤
I felt same way after reading comments in my interview..Like I need to respond to every comment...they have no clue what real violence is...I laughed at the ones who said I was lying and never was in beaumont lol
Much respect always to Chad from the one and only
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@@figure9607Amy no problem mate!
This might be my favorite episode! Damnn these videos are gripping 😮
Great one Chad ! Keep em coming ! Salute L&R 💯💯
I remember this kid/Man lol .Well I remember his pic in thumbnail..and deff knew Nick from MO was with us in Beaumont..and he was in my unit in Mccreary..
Ok...now I hope you can get Harwood on the show...
Me too
Every time chad post's its fire
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Already got my like outta the way
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Respect to homie..it cant be easy to go to places like Beaumont at such a young age..as he says he has got some issues from it all..i wish him the best 👍🙏
Ponyboy that's the truth. 21 at BLOODY BEAUMONT. Scary. Hey, we really do appreciate your support. It helps. Please share the video... Let's get it rocking like it should be! ❤
Excellent interview Chad.
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I’m going to say this had I been on heroin or any kind of fucked up I wouldn’t have came on Chads Platform knowing what his message is. It would be disrespectful to Chad and his platform. That’s just me and if you don’t like it keep movin.
That’s right fuck em. Thanks for sharing your story with us.
Great interview for borw checking in from Baltimore city
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Whaddup Chad! Back in here. 🤘🏼
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Yeah, Chad, another good show !
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This was outstanding
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I’m from southeast Missouri salute to you 🫡🫡🫡
This is a good one!
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Chad and his guest definitely brought that rawness and the reality of doing time in a USP. Straight vicious! 😬
I did the similar I was in Boston police station over the weekend it was a long weekend before court I pulled a stunt went to Boston medical same thing they did not cuff me I grabbed my pants socks with a hospital gown just casually walked out looked around no cops walked to the elevator went down to the entrance the #1 bus was coming down down the street I got on it took it to Harvard SQ went to a thrift shop boosted shirt some sneakers and was on my way for a good week until they picked me up again ……no new charges because I guess they were so embarrassed I just walked out …just had to answer for my probation violation
Another Heart Checking, Wig Peeling episode, of BOTRW!!!
Appreciate you as always.
Real n Raw as promised ❤ share it ❤
Takes a lot for a person to admit things have caused them issues. Hopefully this guy gets some help and gets some healing.
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that makes alot of sense now
Chad...you're looking pretty chiseled. You on that Ozempic? 😄😄 srsly....great interview!
Cody we have the same name & the same voice ( you know what i mean) keep at it bro ,but the voice would give me away everytime 😊
I been out almost 10 years & i STILL have nightmares about being stuck in prison, esp since i had my daughter its like your subconscious puts your worst fears into your dreams every time u dream and its even worse when youve seen some traumatizing shit
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Good interview man , Today's Guest sounds genuine to me , crazy 🤪 stuff , ✌️ to the BOTRW FAM, in London 🇬🇧 at a family birthday 🎂 🥳 - only catching the shows now , Back to Dublin Ireland 🇮🇪 today , another , great , 1 bro, today's guest had a good memory ov his bid , so we'll done peace out BOTRW FAM
Great interview sorry I’ve been away. I’ve been overseas doing stuff.
Delay sent me here. Glad I came!
This is my nephew he is my sister's son. I'll tell you what I seen this kid do more gangster shitt when he was 17 years old than most f****** hardened criminals I've known. Which I don't say lightly because I've done time in California ,Arkansas and I just did 8 calendars in Oklahoma.
That's nothing to brag about especially for an uncle
The meth game is no joke
Change playback speed to 1.25x for homeboy lmao
Great interview.
Great episode
Hey Chad wondering if you can help me out. I have a friend that not long ago came home from a 12 year bid. He is in Florida I live in Baltimore and haven't heard from him. Thinking he may be locked up again can you tell me how to search it up. I tried and found nothing so far. Thanks in advance.
If you know where he may be at ... Like which state, you can go on inmate finder. County, not so easy
This was a good interview. Not one ounce of bravado or glorification. Dude. To really let you know the truth
🔥 like always bro !!! Keep it up
Its crazy how much this dude talk about the level of violence, when it sounds like he is the one causing all of it
Always a banger
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That was a bad time I was next door at the medium
How long did you do
My brother was murdered at this place in 2007😢
Who was it email me freedomfighterspc@gmail.com
Sorry to hear that :(
A real American badass in my book. Double salute.
Definitely
Buddy sound like he got that frog in his throat
The proper pronunciation of the state is “Mizzurah”. 😂
I have family there. They speak proper. But anyways. We appreciate you commenting tonight. It really helps the channel. Please share this. ❤
@@figure9607Amy Yeah I try to comment on every video. Usually something like this, trying to be funny. Hope it helps. I’ve always liked this channel & Chad seems like a good dude.
@@figure9607Amy yeah I wasn’t saying anything negative about the guest or people in Missouri. Dude in the interview didn’t even pronounce it that way, I’ve just heard it said like “Mizzurah” in country songs. Love the channel.
@@jordanwood183 my 2 little sisters live there. They definitely have an accent lol
Very mellow but one of the better interviews. 👍
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@@figure9607Amy keep up the amazing work!
@@TheOrdinal81 thanks .. we all try here
100%. He’s mellow but I believe every word out of his mouth. Hes a real one.
its great grandson week
amazing
This is almost like an interview with Joe Biden. Somebody get this guy a coffee 😂😂😂
I agree with you but Cody's pain is real and its not exactly easy or exciting for him to talk about the dark world he lived in
Missouri guys really be like that
Was there in USP mccreary for 5 years , remember there was independent shot caller name was dale got stomped out by own whites, it was independent white yard for a while with no white gangs
I was there when Dale was hit. They say he did something that was considered hot. Idk
@@robertbolles4240 who this?
What year was you in Raybrook? I was there 2001 then got sent back to USP Lewisburg
2015-2018
Thats a bad feeling when the feds pick up your case
Hit dat Like button b4 I even watch
Already kno gonna b BANGER
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I remember noddles from Boston he was the tattoo man. I wonder what happened to some of these guys.
I wonder if I was with Cody in McCreary???? I cannot remember for shit. I left McCreary in...2013? Yeah. No. November of 2012. But I was in the Missouri car. Hmm. One never knows... lol....holy shit! MURPHY!!!!!!!!! McCreary ended up as an independent yard...in answer to your question.
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Need someone help who’s been to the Feds if search a inmate and he’s not in the system does that mean he a rat?
No not always
:30 Missouri & White Guys from Boston
See it in this guy what hell he is and was going through feel bad. Must be hell see death andnstabbings daily
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@@figure9607Amy I do a few a week this one I will.
@@wisfanzshawn thank you bro
this guy talks to slow and has to many pauses i literally cant get through the video because of it buddy sound like he off a perc 80
Glad you have subtitles to click on as it was a bit hard for me to understand Cody. But it’s no biggie all good.
Oz🇦🇺💯
Oz we appreciate your comment. He was tired and I'm sorry if you couldn't understand him well. Check out our video on the 9th!! 🔥💯
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Nah mate it’s all good 👍 i don’t want it to sound like i was complaining. It’s just some American accents from different states sound different & being in Oz🇦🇺 sometimes i really have to listen especially some southern states with that twangy southern drool accent. You know like ummm Deliverance those states LOL 😂 . All good Chad 👍
Scary
Real
Was in feds also…from Nebraska but them Missouri dudes r tha craziest and tha toughest in tha system…..whiteboys anyways….
Southwest Missouri is a dump! I live in Kansas City and ain’t nothin down there but meth and heroin
There is no heroin here bro. Everyone is dying from fentanyl
Actually I have family there. N sure there's drugs, but this guy isn't on them. He was very tired. N drugs are everywhere bro. Thanks for commenting. It helps the show❤
@@robertbolles4240truth
@@figure9607Amythey weren’t saying he was on anything. Just saying the area is crappy and drugs have saturated it.
@@HiGlowie I had put that because other peoples comments I got rid of. It's all good but thank you ❤️
Why is it that everyone thinks is so much better going feds than state?
Because of the ol "club Fed" reputation as being like a country club, which it is, yet that's LOW security. Violent criminals go 2 levels above said level, to United States Penitentiary, and that is exactly as Cody described
so thats been your grandson rachy? not its joshuas and steffs kid, duh. lmfao
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Yes
So glad Chad, never did fed time. State 2 bids county bids 10 times. I never had dirt on my name and I ran lone wolf. I never joined the white gangs or any gang.....people can be funny
My man looks like he cruisen
He isn't. It's just him Chad does his homework man. But thanks for the comment. It helps the show ❤
Never said Chad doesn't. Have tons of respect for that man. He is an inspiration to me and I'm sure thousands of others.
Dude sounds loaded asf.
This man needs to get some help, he made several comments about what this time has done for him and it’s not good.
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Chad what's wrong with this guy? why is he like aaahhhhh
Actually he's just a Mellow guy. He was also tired. Plus going on here isn't easy. It brings you back through a lot. Thanks for asking tho
What's wrong you? You been where he has? I have I was with him for 2 years in McCreary. Walk an inch where we've been, bet you couldn't
Bloody beaumont
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@@figure9607Amy i love you amy
@@itzklawing3123 ok
Ay Chad you losing weight??
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