This segment of the video just makes some of those hateful comments about him even uglier, imagine if we all tried to pick each other up when others were falling instead of calling them maggots, it's just so messed up, despicable, even if it doesn't work to try to help someone like Brian it's the only nice thing, goddamn.
It’s the judgmental hillbillies that think they are better than him because their opioids came from a prescription bottle. When they got cut off last couple of years all of the judgmental pricks went to heroin. KARMA.
Brian.. your parents never gave up on you. They just can't be around to see you harm yourself.... honestly it kills them more then anything. I hope you realize one day that they need you. That they can't loose another son to drugs. If they didn't care about you they wouldn't have spent 25 grand for you to go to a rehad that overlooks Monterey Bay. They love you, and so does your brother. Its time for you to do what he wasn't able to do. Its time to prove to yourself. Fight the voice. Fight it.
Sometimes these people actually have huge hearts and hurt more than others. People will say "I lost my brother too and I'm not an addict".. well good on you!!! You have more strength or don't hurt as much, or can handle the pain better. We don't really have a clue what else he's been through too. Instead of looking down at someone like this you should be grateful you didn't live his life or weren't wired the same way. Gratefulness is much better than Pride..
It’s easy to feel sympathy for him as he weeps about how sad everything is, but tragically, at this particular moment he would steal anything he could from you to get his drugs.
I met a guy like this in a few months ago and this guy really changed the way I looked at life. It's one thing looking at videos but its another thing actually know someone and their story like this.
I planned to watch all the episodes in one go, but once I got to this one, my sight gave up and I am zooming 16x the screen to be able to see what I type. Really heart braking, it drove me to tears. I don't know if Brian would ever read this, but I wish I could give him at least 1/1000 of what his brother has ever given him. I hope he will be able to make is life as close as possible to the way he wants it; whatever that is. Best wishes. You'll never be alone.
Better yet, modeling. He looks great for someone who is on drugs. I can only imagine how good he looks in full health. He easily could have been scouted.
Yeah there so tough to kick. I've been trying for a while but I still can't. I'm definitely to a better point then I was. Good luck with you and your sisters battle.
I've been on methadone for 11 yrs. June 27th of 2015 I got smashed by a gas tanker I burned all up, spent few months in hospital getting skin grafts but worst of it killed my Girlfriend, my soul mate, the girl I'd been with 20 yrs. burned alive in front of me as I was trying to get her out.then my lil dog was in the back in his carry case, they both died horrible deaths. I feel like I'm just waiting out the sentence, I sleep as long as I can. Playing music has always been fun for me but since this happened I don't care. I wrote this song about her. www.reverbnation.com/christopherscum/song/26232695-after-the-fire
About drugs. been there because of my sisters scripts, put morphine, percs and vics up my nose a for a minute, mostly vics though. Usually id just mix the vics w/ rids and xanax when I did do nose stuff. Did not get too addicted. benzos were more addictive for me. Had hardly any, like 15 foot balls like three times and did them between four days. All I had was a hard comedown the day after, lol but the 7 gs of shrooms I had like hella latter gave me a deeper depression then the bezo withdraw gave me. W/ shrooms the apex is really intense and that feeling some kids like, but the decent from it is not ok. Lol shit had me wishing that I was never born to begin with. It was the only time I felt strung out to lol. Ur amazing one sec and the next u feel like living hurts. Like life is here just for a second of pain. And u wish u were never born. Lol I remember I have a fear of death to a phobic extent, so when I was tripping hard I was with a bud at the bottom of my low, I was freaking the fuck out and screaming to my friend "am I going to die!?" a few times, he was just like, "ur fine". It fucked me up for a few months. some times that feeling and depression would just hit me harder then any drug can numb.
Lol not sur how screaming singing or doing technical shit will get a man to forget seeing some bitch melt before his eyes. I know it wouldn't work for me. I'd just be screaming and picture that girl burning and it would fuck me up in a couple ways. Idk about u guys but I wouldn't be able to perform for a minute if that happen to me.
Carlito Good for you, honestly, no sarcasm. However, it’s not as easy for a lot of addicts. I had an issue with opioids for 2 years and after I became and stayed clean, I have a relative (that introduced it to me) that is still addicted 4 years later. It’s amazing that you were able to conquer such a feat but not everyone has the will power you may have. Some need outside help, and that’s okay. Again, just to reiterate, it’s fantastic that you were able to stop by yourself, I apologize if you take my comment as being passive aggressive.
why don't you go down to your local skid row and "give a shit" about a real hustler?? or is it only the Nordic, bare chested ones that rouse your sympathies?
He admitted his wrong doings the whole video you sadact!! Bet you couldn't tell the World your darkest secrets like that and if you have none you should feel lucky and be grateful. I bet he is more real than you'll ever be!!!
I think, Some people can’t deal with the pressure of trying to measure up to what their parents, society or they themselves expects of them. They use drugs to escape their thoughts and daily stress in life. Some people can manage their addictions better than others.
Yes, he is now sober and has works. He doesn't want any interview anymore. He wants to be private. Adam is not his real name. God is good for Adam whose heart is pure. Just include him into his prayer that predetsors won't get him back to his old life.
@@kingedward6146 Thank you, Edward - two years on and I occasionally have a thought about 'Adam'. It's kind of you to update me; I'm glad he has work and is living his life - that's truly great news and yes, I certainly will mention him in my prayers each evening. Addiction is a terrible thing, I've friends lost from addiction, watched people's lives collapse. Truly a terrible thing - great to know Adam's okay now. Thank you, Edward.
some people have too much of a conscience to hurt others so they lower themselves to PLEASING others, however perverted that may be.... that is valorious too me.... can you imagine not being gay but having too much of a consious to steal or rob that you shit on some mans chest or piss in his mouth while he jerks off????? THAT IS CRAZY!!! But some people just cant bring themselves to hurt innocent people for money, so they push themselves into depravity rather then hurt innocent bystanders
The most shallow comments I've seen on TH-cam was this comment box on this channel. Mostly EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING HOW BEAUTIFUL HIS POOR YOUNG SOUL IS. IT'S SAD WHEN HE SHARES HIS SOUL TALKING ABOUT HIS INTER DEMONS THAT A ORDINARY PERSON WOULD TAKE TO THEIR GRAVE, ALL PEOPLE SHE IS HIS LOOKS THAT MISSED THE MESSAGE HIS STORY BRINGS
He said 'so I can be liked' and I just couldn't believe it! This guy looks something like the only guy I ever wanted to like intimately and it wasn't to happen.....(but once...which seemed unreal to me) he was bisexual and then who knows what happened to him after college. It is a shame that people you can really like don't see themselves that way.....same thing in my case....he liked the drugs....tall and played tennis with a beautiful baritone voice. I was so sad the relationship didn't grow.
Probably because it's easier. Being an addict, it's hard to make any profit through dealing let alone get enough money to buy more then your habit in the first place. Stealing alone would only be a matter of time before he was caught and beat to death or arrested. Although he did mention stealing from a man who OD'd in a previous video. So when the time is right, theft is a part of it. Prostitution just seems like the fastest and safest way of doing things.
i feel so sorry for him.. the guy need a help.. i know its nt easy but the 1000 miles start with a step..and being in documentary talking about it is a huge step for me.. i hope someone help him.. sorry if my english not that good but this guy and his life forced me to comment and remind me that i should stop complaining about that my life is boring"and i should be thankful that im fine and healthy
It seems like being addicted to H and selling it at the same time would be a really bad move. Hed do his own product and probably be so doped up while dealing hed be an easy target for some zombies to jump and rob.
Brian , why are you following his path ? You can do better, go in a rehab centre for help, not for 30 days. You need at least 120 days of therapy. Please just give it a chance, if I did it so can you.
Easier money and WAY less risky, Its really rare that somebody can get arrested because of being a male prostitute, Nobody gives any attention to those, and even if u r caught u don't serve hard time, But Drug dealing is really hard and if u get caught we may get sentenced for life, It's really dangerous especially also when u r using the shit u sell.
I was just wondering because he have facial features that reminds me of Russian or possibly German features. He have handsome features like a strong square jaw and a noble nose. Personally I think he could have been a model because he have such nice features. It is heartbreaking that he is suffering from drug addition.
“I vowed that I would never do drugs.......But I wanted to be liked so bad.........”. So he broke his “vow”. Weak. What a load of crap! The best expression of compassion that people can give people like this is the cold hard truth: they are in this life because they want to be!
I pity people that are trying to stop the addiction and get no help from society. I'm an recovered addict being sober for 1 year now and i'm so happy that i live in Iceland. Where there are free rehabs for people that want to quit. Heard brian mention his parent had paid 25000 dollars for him to go to rehab. If that would be the case also here....I would still be using. Well for people like Brian there are AA or NA, but that dosent require the bible, just a Higher Power for you to believe on.
well if his brother was the best and the coolest person he ever knew..he did not know many people then! If he really believes that if his brother was alive life would be sweet, he is looking at it through rose coloured spectacles!!!!
i'm pulling for you brian. my family=bad violent alcoholic dad, battered (but great) mom, little brother AND me herion and crack addicts for years. very similar how my brother and i interacted despite and then because of our using, eventually both in poor mama's basement, grown men weighing fuck all, scheming 24/7. we only pulled through because the canadian government covered most of our treatment. straight the fuck up. american pro-drug-war people can take that however they'd like.
If I knew him, I would "escort" him to help. These people have no one. I know this is an old clip. He may be gone by now. Does anyone know the answer to this: if someone needed help, of any kind, would you get help if you just walked into a church, synagogue, temple, whatever, is a clergyman allowed to seek assistance for homeless or drug addict. Anyone could be a paycheck away from losing it all. It's scary. I would be alone and lost if it weren't for my husband and immediate family. I never did drugs or drink; but we could all find ourselves needing help.😥💏💒🇺🇸
In another part of this the owner of this youtube channel says he spoke with Brian. That comment was 9 months ago so he's still alive anyway. He doesn't say if he's still on drugs etc. But at least he's still alive 🇮🇪🍀🙂
Dear Brian or Reader, As you see this video.. in case you are into this, I humbly request you to say this prayer with your whole heart. Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I believe that you shed your precious blood on the cross for my sins and I request you to forgive and cleanse me from all forms of sins through your blood. I know you can free me from all problems that hurt me. I beg you to give me perfect peace and happiness that is eternal. Come into my heart and be my Lord in Jesus' Name. Amen
I have no idea why TH-cam picked this for me?? I wonder and hope Brian got off drugs, but he has been on them so long, if he did, he was lucky. I wonder if Brian made it?? There is the drug issue and the concern of HIV and the risk of getting in the car with a guy that will hurt you or worse.
and one more thing,there are a lot of things that go on in na/aa that are not in the literature.if you are a member and believe otherrwise you haven't been around that long. how many people would either program attract if they spelled out the necessary evils in their literature ? none.
It's quick,easy and good money. Drug dealing is a long and focused venture with a high risk of getting caught. being a hooker in cali is a 30$ fine. Being a hardcore addict and dealing doesn't work.
Awe poor guy,i no how he feels he is just trying to hide the pain with drugs it only works for awhile till one day it consumes you.I hope you pull threw Brian this video really hit me hard,Brian you can do it your whole life is ahead of you,if you ever wana talk add me to face book thats,y real name im at dondubray@live.come were all human everyone needs help sometimes,You can do it Brian
This guy is a good soul. But he is an addict and he's got a serious problem. Brian is a good person who's got his limits. I've got a two-faced roommate who I'm having a jard time getting rid of. He came in a good guy (I thought) Liar, liar, liar. The best god damn person I've ever met in my life. In the meantime he owes $2000. in back rent and all stolen 1/3 of my CD collection and the Police didn't have enough proof to help me. They say did you see him take anything in your apt.? I say no, if I saw it I would have stopped him. What a stupid question huh! Next time I will always check a person out before I'll have them move in. No this was not a 'gay' thing at all. Just a roommate situaition
If your best friend (brother) died from herion, you destroy your family and ruin their lives, one by one (and you really, really do: insomnia, panic attacks, it's like your son or daughter dying every single day, not knowing if that next shot will be the last), then a cold turkey withdrawal won't change anything. Heroin becomes the only dependable friend in the end. When you are dependant it really is the only meaning of life.
I don't know for sure but most likely because he would do all the drugs before he could sell them, because if he was into stealing he'd be in and out of jail and this documentary wouldn't be possible and because prostitution is easy. He was probably in really rough shape one night and some guy made him an offer he couldn't refuse and away he went into the grips of prostitution.
sad, i lose my unckle o.d. heroin. he was was 5 years older and he was my like older brother. he die with 22 years. and i say i never gona touch that shit. now i have 35 and im heroin, heptanon addict. all sorts of opoids addict, i now more about phamacie that doctors. with age of 19 first try heroin, with 22 i injectetet, with 23 i was fully fucktup junkie. now im on suboxson, but its allways strugle, allways recidivs, same shite, fucking same shit hapening again and again. and yeas he was the coolest person i ever meet. everbody love him never mind he was junkie. he was balls of steeals, nobody fucks with him. i love M.
my uncle also died from drugs he had died in a method lab explosion from a 13 year addiction he changed his looks changed his personality his everything then he started making it and it blew
Guys regardless..it was his brother..it affected him badly..he stills feels his bro inside him..my bro I'd dying has two weeks left..he is my only bro and I am the youngest..painful stuff I tell you :(..gonna take me months to recover
Exactly ^^ Talk about your religion when people ask about it. Cause i dont appreciate it when people shove it in my face. Cause im not a religious person
I wonder how accepting you would be of street logic if it happened to you, Also I thought tips were given freely not taken without consent. Anyway, I don't care.
he's a straight-up mother Teresa, but wait, in part one he admitted stealing from one of his customers that almost overdosed or were you not listening to that part.
totally agree,its like yea we"ll get u clean if u go 2 church everyday,read t bible,go 2 conventions,get up at 6 in t mornin 2pray,blah,blah,blah.......if ur a real christain u wud b satisfied in just helping sum1
Not everyone believes in the bible and jesus ;) I agree with Pointblank802. Using religion is a horrible thing. If people want to believe in it, they should keep it to themself instead of shoving in into peoples minds. I'm happy they don't really do that here in the netherlands
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My heart breaks for him. You can tell he has a good heart, despite his addiction.
Al D Yep. You can feel his emotional pain is brutal.
How the fuck can you tell that ?
@@v.polonez5945 anyone with half a gdamn brain can but I guess speak for yourself
This segment of the video just makes some of those hateful comments about him even uglier, imagine if we all tried to pick each other up when others were falling instead of calling them maggots, it's just so messed up, despicable, even if it doesn't work to try to help someone like Brian it's the only nice thing, goddamn.
It’s the judgmental hillbillies that think they are better than him because their opioids came from a prescription bottle. When they got cut off last couple of years all of the judgmental pricks went to heroin. KARMA.
What a handsome young man, really feel for him. Hope he's doing better.
What a truly tragic story. I am in tears. I hope this guy made it.
I am reliably informed that he has done:
_"Brian has very much turned his life around. He is clean and happy and reconciled with his family"_
Brian.. your parents never gave up on you. They just can't be around to see you harm yourself.... honestly it kills them more then anything. I hope you realize one day that they need you. That they can't loose another son to drugs. If they didn't care about you they wouldn't have spent 25 grand for you to go to a rehad that overlooks Monterey Bay. They love you, and so does your brother. Its time for you to do what he wasn't able to do. Its time to prove to yourself. Fight the voice. Fight it.
♥️♥️♥️
Sometimes these people actually have huge hearts and hurt more than others. People will say "I lost my brother too and I'm not an addict".. well good on you!!! You have more strength or don't hurt as much, or can handle the pain better. We don't really have a clue what else he's been through too. Instead of looking down at someone like this you should be grateful you didn't live his life or weren't wired the same way. Gratefulness is much better than Pride..
Where is Brian today? He looked so good on the last interview after treatment. I hope he is alive and well.
Do you have any idea what his last name is ?
he died of an overdose after all that
It is sad to see people that have potential get caught up in this lifestyle
It’s easy to feel sympathy for him as he weeps about how sad everything is, but tragically, at this particular moment he would steal anything he could from you to get his drugs.
I met a guy like this in a few months ago and this guy really changed the way I looked at life. It's one thing looking at videos but its another thing actually know someone and their story like this.
I planned to watch all the episodes in one go, but once I got to this one, my sight gave up and I am zooming 16x the screen to be able to see what I type. Really heart braking, it drove me to tears. I don't know if Brian would ever read this, but I wish I could give him at least 1/1000 of what his brother has ever given him. I hope he will be able to make is life as close as possible to the way he wants it; whatever that is. Best wishes. You'll never be alone.
Better yet, modeling. He looks great for someone who is on drugs. I can only imagine how good he looks in full health. He easily could have been scouted.
This boy is breaking my already broken heart.
Feel very sorry for this guy and hope he gets sorted! Makes me realise how lucky I am
My sister and myself are drug addicts too (mainly opioids) I can relate to his story a lot...
Yeah there so tough to kick. I've been trying for a while but I still can't. I'm definitely to a better point then I was. Good luck with you and your sisters battle.
I've been on methadone for 11 yrs. June 27th of 2015 I got smashed by a gas tanker I burned all up, spent few months in hospital getting skin grafts but worst of it killed my Girlfriend, my soul mate, the girl I'd been with 20 yrs. burned alive in front of me as I was trying to get her out.then my lil dog was in the back in his carry case, they both died horrible deaths. I feel like I'm just waiting out the sentence, I sleep as long as I can. Playing music has always been fun for me but since this happened I don't care. I wrote this song about her.
www.reverbnation.com/christopherscum/song/26232695-after-the-fire
scumgod13 I'm sorry for your lost. I play music myself. It helps a lot...
About drugs. been there because of my sisters scripts, put morphine, percs and vics up my nose a for a minute, mostly vics though. Usually id just mix the vics w/ rids and xanax when I did do nose stuff. Did not get too addicted. benzos were more addictive for me. Had hardly any, like 15 foot balls like three times and did them between four days. All I had was a hard comedown the day after, lol but the 7 gs of shrooms I had like hella latter gave me a deeper depression then the bezo withdraw gave me. W/ shrooms the apex is really intense and that feeling some kids like, but the decent from it is not ok. Lol shit had me wishing that I was never born to begin with. It was the only time I felt strung out to lol. Ur amazing one sec and the next u feel like living hurts. Like life is here just for a second of pain. And u wish u were never born. Lol I remember I have a fear of death to a phobic extent, so when I was tripping hard I was with a bud at the bottom of my low, I was freaking the fuck out and screaming to my friend "am I going to die!?" a few times, he was just like, "ur fine". It fucked me up for a few months. some times that feeling and depression would just hit me harder then any drug can numb.
Lol not sur how screaming singing or doing technical shit will get a man to forget seeing some bitch melt before his eyes. I know it wouldn't work for me. I'd just be screaming and picture that girl burning and it would fuck me up in a couple ways. Idk about u guys but I wouldn't be able to perform for a minute if that happen to me.
This story could easily be any of ours...
Quitting cocaine in 1987 was one of the easiest things I've ever done.
Carlito Good for you, honestly, no sarcasm. However, it’s not as easy for a lot of addicts.
I had an issue with opioids for 2 years and after I became and stayed clean, I have a relative (that introduced it to me) that is still addicted 4 years later.
It’s amazing that you were able to conquer such a feat but not everyone has the will power you may have. Some need outside help, and that’s okay.
Again, just to reiterate, it’s fantastic that you were able to stop by yourself, I apologize if you take my comment as being passive aggressive.
M.O'Riley Completely different drugs and physical, emotional and psychological effects and withdrawal process.
It's bad because I started reading your comment thinking you were for religious rehabs, but you surprised me. Thank you for seeing the REAL truth.
I just want to give him a big hug. He's just a kid.
I wish someone would do an update on "Brian" for all of us that give a shit about his well being!!
That's AWESOME!!! So happy for him!!
+Fiona Noble do you have a link to that interview?
why don't you go down to your local skid row and "give a shit" about a real hustler?? or is it only the Nordic, bare chested ones that rouse your sympathies?
Brother dying should have been his excuse to get clean, but a junkie will use that as an excuse to get high, any excuse to justify getting high
rico305305 maybe the pain of loosing his brother pushed him even deeper into it coz he can’t handle facing the pain
its called addicttion dip shit
rico305305 Wish we were all perfect like you, asshole
He admitted his wrong doings the whole video you sadact!! Bet you couldn't tell the World your darkest secrets like that and if you have none you should feel lucky and be grateful. I bet he is more real than you'll ever be!!!
@@KittyKittyBangBang249 You tell him, Kim! Say it!
This film about Brian breaks my heart... I hope he manages to pull himself out of this dark side of life....
The men who use him while he suffers - they are horrible
Watching this series being a heroin addict myself just hits home cos I can relate to it all. I really hope he kicked it because he’s worth it.
Have you kicked it ?
I'm sorry but what the hell did these parents do to their kids?
Millsy Kooksy I am watching this and thinking the same thing.
I think, Some people can’t deal with the pressure of trying to measure up to what their parents, society or they themselves expects of them. They use drugs to escape their thoughts and daily stress in life. Some people can manage their addictions better than others.
I hope he survived - what depths of despair :(
He survived
Once a junkie always a junkie the urge is always inside you
2018 - is Brian till alive?
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Yes, he is now sober and has works. He doesn't want any interview anymore. He wants to be private. Adam is not his real name. God is good for Adam whose heart is pure. Just include him into his prayer that predetsors won't get him back to his old life.
@@kingedward6146 Thank you, Edward - two years on and I occasionally have a thought about 'Adam'. It's kind of you to update me; I'm glad he has work and is living his life - that's truly great news and yes, I certainly will mention him in my prayers each evening. Addiction is a terrible thing, I've friends lost from addiction, watched people's lives collapse. Truly a terrible thing - great to know Adam's okay now. Thank you, Edward.
@@kingedward6146 i hope you're not lying :(
some people have too much of a conscience to hurt others so they lower themselves to PLEASING others, however perverted that may be.... that is valorious too me.... can you imagine not being gay but having too much of a consious to steal or rob that you shit on some mans chest or piss in his mouth while he jerks off????? THAT IS CRAZY!!! But some people just cant bring themselves to hurt innocent people for money, so they push themselves into depravity rather then hurt innocent bystanders
The most shallow comments I've seen on TH-cam was this comment box on this channel. Mostly EVERYONE KEEPS SAYING HOW BEAUTIFUL HIS POOR YOUNG SOUL IS. IT'S SAD WHEN HE SHARES HIS SOUL TALKING ABOUT HIS INTER DEMONS THAT A ORDINARY PERSON WOULD TAKE TO THEIR GRAVE, ALL PEOPLE SHE IS HIS LOOKS THAT MISSED THE MESSAGE HIS STORY BRINGS
wow. heavy
Heartbreaking
He said 'so I can be liked' and I just couldn't believe it! This guy looks something like the only guy I ever wanted to like intimately and it wasn't to happen.....(but once...which seemed unreal to me) he was bisexual and then who knows what happened to him after college. It is a shame that people you can really like don't see themselves that way.....same thing in my case....he liked the drugs....tall and played tennis with a beautiful baritone voice. I was so sad the relationship didn't grow.
I feel so sorry for him.......he just wants to be happy and be loved.....and his life is just the opposite, alone and unhappy ....so sad :(
your brother wasn't really your friend .
2019, update on this guy? What ever happened to him?
no party wasted in a old building by yourself with a needle in your arm
Well said
When did this come out?
Well done mate :) I dont know ya and I dont mean to sound patronising but im proud of ya! :)
Just wanna help this guy :(((
:( this is terribe, it must be hard for him mentally to cope with trying to recover, so hard
That is true but there could be underlying reasons behind why he took heroin that he hasnt even talked about.
Probably because it's easier. Being an addict, it's hard to make any profit through dealing let alone get enough money to buy more then your habit in the first place. Stealing alone would only be a matter of time before he was caught and beat to death or arrested. Although he did mention stealing from a man who OD'd in a previous video. So when the time is right, theft is a part of it. Prostitution just seems like the fastest and safest way of doing things.
Where is this guy today?
i feel so sorry for him.. the guy need a help.. i know its nt easy but the 1000 miles start with a step..and being in documentary talking about it is a huge step for me.. i hope someone help him..
sorry if my english not that good but this guy and his life forced me to comment and remind me that i should stop complaining about that my life is boring"and i should be thankful that im fine and healthy
did he make it? i know he didnt go to rehab in this video but i want to know if hes still alive and wel...decently ok
Die Sucht zerstört sein ganzes Leben
It seems like being addicted to H and selling it at the same time would be a really bad move. Hed do his own product and probably be so doped up while dealing hed be an easy target for some zombies to jump and rob.
Brian , why are you following his path ? You can do better, go in a rehab centre for help, not for 30 days. You need at least 120 days of therapy. Please just give it a chance, if I did it so can you.
Easier money and WAY less risky, Its really rare that somebody can get arrested because of being a male prostitute, Nobody gives any attention to those, and even if u r caught u don't serve hard time, But Drug dealing is really hard and if u get caught we may get sentenced for life, It's really dangerous especially also when u r using the shit u sell.
I was just wondering because he have facial features that reminds me of Russian or possibly German features. He have handsome features like a strong square jaw and a noble nose. Personally I think he could have been a model because he have such nice features. It is heartbreaking that he is suffering from drug addition.
He is the image of our son, Jeremy, who died after taking a speedball.
“I vowed that I would never do drugs.......But I wanted to be liked so bad.........”. So he broke his “vow”. Weak. What a load of crap! The best expression of compassion that people can give people like this is the cold hard truth: they are in this life because they want to be!
Right on Nadia
I pity people that are trying to stop the addiction and get no help from society. I'm an recovered addict being sober for 1 year now and i'm so happy that i live in Iceland. Where there are free rehabs for people that want to quit. Heard brian mention his parent had paid 25000 dollars for him to go to rehab. If that would be the case also here....I would still be using. Well for people like Brian there are AA or NA, but that dosent require the bible, just a Higher Power for you to believe on.
well if his brother was the best and the coolest person he ever knew..he did not know many people then!
If he really believes that if his brother was alive life would be sweet, he is looking at it through rose coloured spectacles!!!!
i'm pulling for you brian. my family=bad violent alcoholic dad, battered (but great) mom, little brother AND me herion and crack addicts for years. very similar how my brother and i interacted despite and then because of our using, eventually both in poor mama's basement, grown men weighing fuck all, scheming 24/7. we only pulled through because the canadian government covered most of our treatment. straight the fuck up. american pro-drug-war people can take that however they'd like.
what ever happened to him? is he clean now?2019 by the way
I want an update is bryan ok i feal so much for him i know his pain plz brrother hang tough buddy ur in my prayers
If I knew him, I would "escort" him to help. These people have no one. I know this is an old clip. He may be gone by now. Does anyone know the answer to this: if someone needed help, of any kind, would you get help if you just walked into a church, synagogue, temple, whatever, is a clergyman allowed to seek assistance for homeless or drug addict. Anyone could be a paycheck away from losing it all. It's scary. I would be alone and lost if it weren't for my husband and immediate family. I never did drugs or drink; but we could all find ourselves needing help.😥💏💒🇺🇸
In another part of this the owner of this youtube channel says he spoke with Brian. That comment was 9 months ago so he's still alive anyway. He doesn't say if he's still on drugs etc. But at least he's still alive 🇮🇪🍀🙂
Dear Brian or Reader, As you see this video.. in case you are into this, I humbly request you to say this prayer with your whole heart.
Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I believe that you shed your precious blood on the cross for my sins and I request you to forgive and cleanse me from all forms of sins through your blood. I know you can free me from all problems that hurt me. I beg you to give me perfect peace and happiness that is eternal. Come into my heart and be my Lord in Jesus' Name. Amen
is this shit fucking real?
I have no idea why TH-cam picked this for me?? I wonder and hope Brian got off drugs, but he has been on them so long, if he did, he was lucky. I wonder if Brian made it?? There is the drug issue and the concern of HIV and the risk of getting in the car with a guy that will hurt you or worse.
I want to see him give his mom a big hug
This guy looks alot like a drugged version Alexander Skarsgard ..... better known as Eric from True Blood. This is very very sad.
and one more thing,there are a lot of things that go on in na/aa that are not in the literature.if you are a member and believe otherrwise you haven't been around that long.
how many people would either program attract if they spelled out the necessary evils in their literature ? none.
You are right actually. My husband is Russian and he is a copy of Brian
probably because it's easier less work involved less risk
It's quick,easy and good money. Drug dealing is a long and focused venture with a high risk of getting caught. being a hooker in cali is a 30$ fine. Being a hardcore addict and dealing doesn't work.
Why didn't this guy go into modelling?
Awe poor guy,i no how he feels he is just trying to hide the pain with drugs it only works for awhile till one day it consumes you.I hope you pull threw Brian this video really hit me hard,Brian you can do it your whole life is ahead of you,if you ever wana talk add me to face book thats,y real name im at dondubray@live.come were all human everyone needs help sometimes,You can do it Brian
This guy is a good soul. But he is an addict and he's got a serious problem. Brian is a good person who's got his limits. I've got a two-faced roommate who I'm having a jard time getting rid of. He came in a good guy (I thought) Liar, liar, liar. The best god damn person I've ever met in my life. In the meantime he owes $2000. in back rent and all stolen 1/3 of my CD collection and the Police didn't have enough proof to help me. They say did you see him take anything in your apt.? I say no, if I saw it I would have stopped him. What a stupid question huh! Next time I will always check a person out before I'll have them move in. No this was not a 'gay' thing at all. Just a roommate situaition
I wonder if Brian has Russian or German ancestry.
Some cold turkey withdrawals in jail will make some people think twice about riding a bull in that rodeo again.
If your best friend (brother) died from herion, you destroy your family and ruin their lives, one by one (and you really, really do: insomnia, panic attacks, it's like your son or daughter dying every single day, not knowing if that next shot will be the last), then a cold turkey withdrawal won't change anything. Heroin becomes the only dependable friend in the end. When you are dependant it really is the only meaning of life.
LOL sorry I meant to say ADDICTION :-D. Oh really, your husband is Russian and looks a lot like Brian? That is really awesome :-).
Why would you think that?
I don't know for sure but most likely because he would do all the drugs before he could sell them, because if he was into stealing he'd be in and out of jail and this documentary wouldn't be possible and because prostitution is easy. He was probably in really rough shape one night and some guy made him an offer he couldn't refuse and away he went into the grips of prostitution.
coz he's pretty
call it any thing you want to call it,na/aa are both programs based on christian principles
uhhh, you know youre only half way through right?
wow you are sooooo in a box . respect to you though
sad, i lose my unckle o.d. heroin. he was was 5 years older and he was my like older brother. he die with 22 years. and i say i never gona touch that shit. now i have 35 and im heroin, heptanon addict. all sorts of opoids addict, i now more about phamacie that doctors. with age of 19 first try heroin, with 22 i injectetet, with 23 i was fully fucktup junkie. now im on suboxson, but its allways strugle, allways recidivs, same shite, fucking same shit hapening again and again.
and yeas he was the coolest person i ever meet. everbody love him never mind he was junkie. he was balls of steeals, nobody fucks with him. i love M.
+djoniMoroni I am gonna pray for you . God bless you
my uncle also died from drugs he had died in a method lab explosion from a 13 year addiction he changed his looks changed his personality his everything then he started making it and it blew
He reminds me of Macaulay caulkin
Guys regardless..it was his brother..it affected him badly..he stills feels his bro inside him..my bro I'd dying has two weeks left..he is my only bro and I am the youngest..painful stuff I tell you :(..gonna take me months to recover
people like different thing thats why !
Go to a Befriender center. You need help fast.
Exactly ^^
Talk about your religion when people ask about it. Cause i dont appreciate it when people shove it in my face. Cause im not a religious person
Slept with Brian at the end of the summer, in Texas. He's a good person
Dont believe you.
If that is true you will be able to tell us wether Brian is clean or not!
see what drugs do
cuz its easier than stealing. Especially if you are a blonde guy...
10;25 not so easy and fast money now huh
would you PLEASE get som help..?!!!! hate seeing another human being suffer like that
amen lol
I wonder how accepting you would be of street logic if it happened to you, Also I thought tips were given freely not taken without consent. Anyway, I don't care.
Well, was it his brother that turned him on to drinking and drugs?
You need kisses and big long loving hugs
how does he get his stuff, pay rent??? that takes more than what you/he makes keeping high so i say mommy and daddy support him every month
he's a straight-up mother Teresa, but wait, in part one he admitted stealing from one of his customers that almost overdosed or were you not listening to that part.
totally agree,its like yea we"ll get u clean if u go 2 church everyday,read t bible,go 2 conventions,get up at 6 in t mornin 2pray,blah,blah,blah.......if ur a real christain u wud b satisfied in just helping sum1
Not everyone believes in the bible and jesus ;)
I agree with Pointblank802. Using religion is a horrible thing. If people want to believe in it, they should keep it to themself instead of shoving in into peoples minds. I'm happy they don't really do that here in the netherlands
His left eye tiny