PSA if you know someone who's always chipper and happy, check on them for real. Make time for them. Listen to what they are not saying. I'm that chipper and 'happy' person for everyone else. I want to make sure everyone is well but no one knows how sad I am. No one knows that I'm heartbroken because they don't ask. They don't know because I won't willingly share since I don't want to bother them. Also it's a trust thing. Check on your loved ones, even if you don't like them 🙏💛.
Just think about it this way: you have someone who cares how you're doing every single day and who will listen to your problems any time you need to talk. His name is Jesus 🙏🏻 P.S. I also care! I hope you have a wonderful day, and I hope Jesus will reveal something important to you today!
May God bless & keep you, I was the same, then Holy Spirit showed me that I didn't think that I was WORTHY OF LOVE; & SECRETLY FEARED THAT IF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WOULDN'T LOVE ME IF I SHOWED WEAKNESS & VULNERABILITY.❤❤❤
This is the beautiful poem she wrote at the end: Depression and suicidal thoughts became what I knew, Loneliness, confusion and fear were ever so true, Hundreds surrounding me, but I still felt alone, I thought no one understood, I believed I was on my own, I was 15 years old when I died, and, Seeing him laying in that casket I nearly lost my mind, but, I put a smile on my face and pretended like everything was okay, Demons taunting me in my head, whispering, 'End it all.' 'Today is the day.' So I finally listened, And picked up a knife, ready to cut my wrist open, The only way I thought to heal a heart that was broken, I was about to cut myself and bleed out, That's when I heard a voice call out to me in a shout, It said, "Stop! What are you getting ready to do?" "Please don't take the life that I gave you." When I heard that voice I stopped, because I didn't know what it was, But I was still determined to see the end through, So I picked up the knife and put it on my wrist a second time, That's when I heard the voice call out to me, And it was like no other, it was one of a kind, Every voice that tormented me in my head stopped once this one spoke, It had authority, compassion and love, and in that moment I awoke, "Please," it said. "What are you getting ready to do?" I responded, "I'm ending it all, I'm throwing the towel, I'm through." That's when it said, "I know how you feel, Garden of Gethsemane, I've been there too." That's when I felt the loving arms of Jesus, Wrapped around me like a weighted blanket, I was 15 years old on the bathroom floor rescued from the hand of Satan, It was then that I decided to give my life to Jesus but life still wasn't easy, Matter of fact depression still creeps in and I go to on and off therapy, But thanks be to Jesus who saved my life, he is setting me free, Jesus Christ continues to deliver me from depression , Only Jesus can heal and save that's no question, Y'all I'm confessing that there's no other name under heaven, That can remove every transgression and bring forth progression, Thanks be to Jesus who comes to bring new life, He's the lamb of God, the Holy sacrifice, He died on the cross and rose from the grave, It is by his blood that we are all saved, This poem isn't for fame, this poem is to inspire, So I pray that it sparks a flame inside of you, And ignites a Holy Ghost fire. Thank you Jesus for saving me, I dedicate the rest of my life to bring glory to your name, No one and nothing will ever be able to extinguish this fire, Because Jesus Christ lit the flame.
I'm going to share your testimony with my 14 year old. He faced similar struggle the last 2 years. My father passed, he lost a friend to suicide & the enemy told him the same lies! I pray your testimony touches him as it did me ❤
I also never gave my life to the Lord Jesus Christ at a church, or revival centre. I gave my life to Jesus on my bedroom floor, not knowing any Christians or having gone to any church. My life and priorities changed that night. All glory to God, I love Him so much 🙌💕
Her stories about her grandmother are so similar to those I have with my grandmother. I was a lot older, with a family of my own when my grandmother passed. It had a devastating impact on my life as well as my oldest daughters life and for my daughter the impact lasted for years!
Satan, Lucifer the devil likes to see people suffer or die. 👿Thank God, we have Jesus Christ as our redeemer. Your grand-mom is in a better place today as a believer of Christ Jesus and she left a legacy with you which is the Word of God, we should always read it. ✝
Beautiful testimony. We need more of those. Christians with suicidal thoughts is something we never hear about but its real. I can relate so much to this testimony. Some variations with how things went but still. Parents divorced, my grandmother took her own life and then my suicidal thoughts got so much stronger. Attempted to jump off a cliff but God said Stop. Suicidal thoughts haunted me until delivered me all of a sudden one day. I experienced many people in my life later on take their own life. I became insane thinking that i was cursed and that i needed to stay away from people. Satan messed my head up but thank God he always wins and now im free. You have pure talent with poetry and words. Keep using your mouth for the glory of the one true God, Jesus.
WoW. Goosebumps & shivers durring the poem. & right when you said "Weighted blanket" i pulled a big blanket over me. "HOLY GHOST FIRE" big Goosebumps again. The Lord is over that poem ❤
I love how you put the scripture references. Each time I've seen your videos the scriptures pop into my head where they are at. But to do it for babes is nice ❤
I pray God will lead many young people to see this testimony, and lead them to Jesus Christ. God bless you my sister . Hopefully I will meet you in Heaven. 🙏
Wow im halfway through and im bawling 😭 of empathy of what she had to go through but also bawling 😭 of joy for a life that's changed and redeemed by the Love of the Lord! She is so beautiful and suchba great storyteller, ver articulate and her confidence in Christ is so awesome and encouraging! May God continue tobless and keep her be an instrument of his Glory!!🙏🙏🙏
As a Christian for many years now(since I was a child), I'm going through some stuff and I'm honestly getting suicidal thoughts again, this come at right time. I will watch the video and come back to this comment
God bless you Jneva please keep living for Jesus Please continue to let the Holy spirit kead and guide you God bless you Beautiful sister your testimony is powerful ❤ thank you for sharing
All honor and praises be to GOD. Awesome testimony young young. Depression and suicidal thoughts Loneliness, confusion and fear back to the pits of HELL!
POWERFUL!! This actually started by itself and I decided to leave it on and listen. I’m so thankful I did. So thankful God saved you sister! And thank you for your powerful prayer 🙏🏾
Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world. 1John 4:4. I am so proud of you. God is the same yesterday, today and forever!!! Continue to spread the good news of Jesus Christ. God Bless you!!!
Preach young lady. As a mother of a Gen Z this gives me hope. The enemy will not take our children prematurely. I continue to speak words of affirmation in him. I curse the spirit of rejection and depression from our bloodline. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Stay beautiful and blessed ❤
Thank God for this powerful testimony, i happen to be writing a book about some of the things being discussed. God bless her for sharing and God bless this platform for putting it up
I try to seek God in all important decisions in my life. It never goes well if I don’t. I know because I will have peace about the decision when it’s right.
Thank you very much for your testimony dear Sister of Christ!!! Very moved ❤and touched with your testimony. I had adverse reaction to gabapentin that i was taking for physical pain. Was plagued by passive sucidical thoughts I also have extreme PMS PMDD with that also. It was so intense was thinking about downing a container of pills with water. Dealt with coming to terms that my parents were and are emotionally invalidating and controlling. I felt abandonment and rejection. This lead to a downward spiral too as I’ve been having to reevaluate my relationship to them. Prayed to Jesus and God to lift the depression off me. The thoughts were lifted off me and the anxiety lifted off and I felt immense peace. 🕊️ Yes God and Jesus is real prayer works miracles. ❤❤❤❤That you for your bravery, honesty and vulnerability with sharing. I really needed to hear this. I’m really glad your grandmas faith helped you through your grandma sounds like an amazing lady! ❤❤❤You and your grams are a beautiful soul! I’m Gen Y. Jesus brings new life with everything! Thank you very much for praying for us! I send my love. I’m a women. ❤💯🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Amazing testimony! I tested open! I’m gonna be praying to share to my sister! That Holy Spirit touches her hearty/ mind when she watches this in Jesus name!
Amen, and amen. May the Lord continue to guide and empower this young woman to serve him in all she does, and glory to the Lord for using such a passionate young lady! God bless 🙏🏼💕
I have such a similar story to this. Thank you for sharing. ❤ please pray that God continues to bring me closer to him and find my purpose in Jesus Christ.
PSA if you know someone who's always chipper and happy, check on them for real. Make time for them. Listen to what they are not saying.
I'm that chipper and 'happy' person for everyone else. I want to make sure everyone is well but no one knows how sad I am. No one knows that I'm heartbroken because they don't ask. They don't know because I won't willingly share since I don't want to bother them. Also it's a trust thing.
Check on your loved ones, even if you don't like them 🙏💛.
Why are you heart broken beloved ?
Just think about it this way: you have someone who cares how you're doing every single day and who will listen to your problems any time you need to talk. His name is Jesus 🙏🏻
P.S. I also care! I hope you have a wonderful day, and I hope Jesus will reveal something important to you today!
How are you doing today?
How are you?
May God bless & keep you, I was the same, then Holy Spirit showed me that I didn't think that I was WORTHY OF LOVE; & SECRETLY FEARED THAT IF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WOULDN'T LOVE ME IF I SHOWED WEAKNESS & VULNERABILITY.❤❤❤
This is the beautiful poem she wrote at the end:
Depression and suicidal thoughts became what I knew,
Loneliness, confusion and fear were ever so true,
Hundreds surrounding me, but I still felt alone,
I thought no one understood, I believed I was on my own,
I was 15 years old when I died, and,
Seeing him laying in that casket I nearly lost my mind, but,
I put a smile on my face and pretended like everything was okay,
Demons taunting me in my head, whispering, 'End it all.'
'Today is the day.' So I finally listened,
And picked up a knife, ready to cut my wrist open,
The only way I thought to heal a heart that was broken,
I was about to cut myself and bleed out,
That's when I heard a voice call out to me in a shout,
It said, "Stop! What are you getting ready to do?"
"Please don't take the life that I gave you."
When I heard that voice I stopped, because I didn't know what it was,
But I was still determined to see the end through,
So I picked up the knife and put it on my wrist a second time,
That's when I heard the voice call out to me,
And it was like no other, it was one of a kind,
Every voice that tormented me in my head stopped once this one spoke,
It had authority, compassion and love, and in that moment I awoke,
"Please," it said. "What are you getting ready to do?"
I responded, "I'm ending it all, I'm throwing the towel, I'm through."
That's when it said, "I know how you feel,
Garden of Gethsemane, I've been there too."
That's when I felt the loving arms of Jesus,
Wrapped around me like a weighted blanket,
I was 15 years old on the bathroom floor rescued from the hand of Satan,
It was then that I decided to give my life to Jesus but life still wasn't easy,
Matter of fact depression still creeps in and I go to on and off therapy,
But thanks be to Jesus who saved my life, he is setting me free,
Jesus Christ continues to deliver me from depression ,
Only Jesus can heal and save that's no question,
Y'all I'm confessing that there's no other name under heaven,
That can remove every transgression and bring forth progression,
Thanks be to Jesus who comes to bring new life,
He's the lamb of God, the Holy sacrifice,
He died on the cross and rose from the grave,
It is by his blood that we are all saved,
This poem isn't for fame, this poem is to inspire,
So I pray that it sparks a flame inside of you,
And ignites a Holy Ghost fire. Thank you Jesus for saving me,
I dedicate the rest of my life to bring glory to your name,
No one and nothing will ever be able to extinguish this fire,
Because Jesus Christ lit the flame.
Wow, wow, wow!!! What a beautiful 🔥 young woman of God. What a difference she is making in this world, what a difference this testimony will make.
Glory to God. Thank you for listening to my testimony. God Bless you ma’am.
Yes and amen!
“You can be in church your whole life and still not know who Jesus is.” So true, it’s about seeking him and having a personal relationship with him.
I'm going to share your testimony with my 14 year old. He faced similar struggle the last 2 years. My father passed, he lost a friend to suicide & the enemy told him the same lies! I pray your testimony touches him as it did me ❤
Thank you for listening to my testimony. I pray God uses it to Bless your son. I will be praying for you and your son. God Bless you.
I also never gave my life to the Lord Jesus Christ at a church, or revival centre. I gave my life to Jesus on my bedroom floor, not knowing any Christians or having gone to any church. My life and priorities changed that night. All glory to God, I love Him so much 🙌💕
Me too, no one around, just down on my knee
GOD DEFINITELY STILL SPEAKS AUDIBLY. I can attest to that FACT. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Yes God does
Her stories about her grandmother are so similar to those I have with my grandmother. I was a lot older, with a family of my own when my grandmother passed. It had a devastating impact on my life as well as my oldest daughters life and for my daughter the impact lasted for years!
I'm in depression and rejection and I needed to hear this. Thank you
Hugs from Jesus ❤
I pray that the Lord will bring total healing and restoration to your mind, body, and soul in Jesus' name
Thank you for listening to my testimony. Please remain encouraged. God sees you, knows you, and loves you. God Bless you. Praying for you.
I was in that place this time last year. Now things are completely different, in a good way. 😊 have hope.
Just having you here telling your story gives me so much faith,, thank you 🙏
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. Remain encouraged. God Bless you.
Satan, Lucifer the devil likes to see people suffer or die. 👿Thank God, we have Jesus Christ as our redeemer. Your grand-mom is in a better place today as a believer of Christ Jesus and she left a legacy with you which is the Word of God, we should always read it. ✝
AMEN
What a beautiful poem!❤❤❤❤
Your Grandma's prayers & devotion to Lord definitely allowed God to intervene in your life too ❤️
The best friends are the ones who pray for you.
Beautiful testimony. We need more of those. Christians with suicidal thoughts is something we never hear about but its real. I can relate so much to this testimony. Some variations with how things went but still. Parents divorced, my grandmother took her own life and then my suicidal thoughts got so much stronger. Attempted to jump off a cliff but God said Stop. Suicidal thoughts haunted me until delivered me all of a sudden one day. I experienced many people in my life later on take their own life. I became insane thinking that i was cursed and that i needed to stay away from people. Satan messed my head up but thank God he always wins and now im free.
You have pure talent with poetry and words. Keep using your mouth for the glory of the one true God, Jesus.
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. Wow! I’m so glad that God saved you. God Bless you.
@@jnevarae No problem and keep sharing your testimony, God has great plans for you.
I will be released from depression I will not be defeated by my mind in Jesus name. He is with me though it all
Jesus' Beautiful spirit is shinning bright through you!! Amen🕯
Powerful. A much needed voice in this dark age.
WoW. Goosebumps & shivers durring the poem. & right when you said "Weighted blanket" i pulled a big blanket over me. "HOLY GHOST FIRE" big Goosebumps again. The Lord is over that poem ❤
I love how you put the scripture references. Each time I've seen your videos the scriptures pop into my head where they are at. But to do it for babes is nice ❤
This young woman is amazing! Love the poem! I praise God for every testimony, this one brought me to tears 😢😢😢happy tears
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. Remain encouraged. God Bless you.
God is building His kingdom one soul at a time.
Bless be the name of the Lord 🙏🏼🔥❤️🦋
I pray God will lead many young people to see this testimony, and lead them to Jesus Christ. God bless you my sister . Hopefully I will meet you in Heaven. 🙏
Jneva, what a beautiful and powerful testimony! So grateful how you are allowing God to use you for His glory! God bless you, continuously!
Wow im halfway through and im bawling 😭 of empathy of what she had to go through but also bawling 😭 of joy for a life that's changed and redeemed by the Love of the Lord!
She is so beautiful and suchba great storyteller, ver articulate and her confidence in Christ is so awesome and encouraging! May God continue tobless and keep her be an instrument of his Glory!!🙏🙏🙏
Glory to God. Thank you for listening to my testimony and for your encouraging words. Truly whom The Son sets free is free indeed. God Bless you.
Wow, my sis J’Neva from Relentless DC!! So proud of you and excited to watch your testimony! 🎉🙌🏾
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. God Bless you.
Wow you were born for this, the anointing is all over you❤
Wow, what a beautiful testimony. This one has me weeping. Thank you, Jesus.
As a Christian for many years now(since I was a child), I'm going through some stuff and I'm honestly getting suicidal thoughts again, this come at right time. I will watch the video and come back to this comment
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Thank you listening to my testimony. I am praying for you. God sees you, He knows you, and He loves you. Please remain encouraged. God Bless you.
God bless you Jneva please keep living for Jesus Please continue to let the Holy spirit kead and guide you God bless you Beautiful sister your testimony is powerful ❤ thank you for sharing
Glory to God. Thank you for your encouraging words and for listening to my testimony. God Bless you.
@@jnevarae you're so welcome 💕 thank you 😊
Thank You so much! This was very special! Hi from Estonia! :)
All honor and praises be to GOD. Awesome testimony young young. Depression and suicidal thoughts Loneliness, confusion and fear back to the pits of HELL!
I needed this today! Thank you for sharing! ❤
Grandma's prayers opened the door for God to step in!!
Jneva… Wow! What a beautiful testimony and poem. Thank you!
Praise Jesus who is the almighty God 🕊️❤️
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. God Bless you.
Precious and beautiful woman of God!
POWERFUL!! This actually started by itself and I decided to leave it on and listen. I’m so thankful I did. So thankful God saved you sister! And thank you for your powerful prayer 🙏🏾
“Nothing will be able to distinguish this fire , because Jesus Christ lit the flame. “ WOO WHAT A WORD ❤🔥
Okay minister!!!!! You did that thang!!!!!
Whewwww. The tears are flowinggggg! I love you 🧡 Gods glory in your life is such a beautiful thing to witness.
Glory to God. Thank you listening to my testimony. God Bless you.
Yes he does speak to his children amen 🙏🏻 🙌
Oh my! Sister in Christ, you are indeed a Blessing! God's going to use you All the More mightily for His Kingdom, and, His Glory!
When the Lord said I have been with you through all of it. Instant tears
What a wonderful testimony how Jesus saves,thanks so much for sharing.
Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world. 1John 4:4.
I am so proud of you. God is the same yesterday, today and forever!!!
Continue to spread the good news of Jesus Christ. God Bless you!!!
Preach young lady. As a mother of a Gen Z this gives me hope. The enemy will not take our children prematurely. I continue to speak words of affirmation in him. I curse the spirit of rejection and depression from our bloodline. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Stay beautiful and blessed ❤
How beautiful. Thank you for sharing x
A woman with a sword🔥 endtime warrior!! Such a inspiration for this generation Z
Beautiful poem!!
What a powerful testimony! Thank you for sharing.
Hallelujah for The BreakThrough Has come!!
Please dont take the life I gave you ❤ That was beautiful
DATS MY SIIIIISTAAA!
This is amazing life story! I see so much good out of your ministry. You impressed me young beautiful woman. God bless you
Thank God for this powerful testimony, i happen to be writing a book about some of the things being discussed. God bless her for sharing and God bless this platform for putting it up
Thank you for sharing your testimony 🙏 ❤
Glory to God.
Jesus is touched by you Jneva ♥️ and so am i 😁
So glad to hear your testimony Jneva!
I try to seek God in all important decisions in my life. It never goes well if I don’t. I know because I will have peace about the decision when it’s right.
I needed this. Thank you for your transparency. ❤
Amen, never stop speaking for God may God in heaven continue to work in you and for you to fulfill His good purpose in Jesus’ mighty name 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Jesus is so good to us. So thankful to have him
Lit 🔥 You better go head sis! 🙌🏾
I really felt God revel himself to me through your testimony. Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you very much for your testimony dear Sister of Christ!!! Very moved ❤and touched with your testimony. I had adverse reaction to gabapentin that i was taking for physical pain. Was plagued by passive sucidical thoughts I also have extreme PMS PMDD with that also. It was so intense was thinking about downing a container of pills with water. Dealt with coming to terms that my parents were and are emotionally invalidating and controlling. I felt abandonment and rejection. This lead to a downward spiral too as I’ve been having to reevaluate my relationship to them. Prayed to Jesus and God to lift the depression off me. The thoughts were lifted off me and the anxiety lifted off and I felt immense peace. 🕊️ Yes God and Jesus is real prayer works miracles. ❤❤❤❤That you for your bravery, honesty and vulnerability with sharing. I really needed to hear this. I’m really glad your grandmas faith helped you through your grandma sounds like an amazing lady! ❤❤❤You and your grams are a beautiful soul! I’m Gen Y. Jesus brings new life with everything! Thank you very much for praying for us! I send my love. I’m a women. ❤💯🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
shes so poetic in her testimony so beautiful!!! AAAALLLLL Glory to God!!!!!!
Beautiful testimony!!!!❤
Yes. Amen 🙏 ❤
Yes he speaks
Good testmony
God, bless you we need this so many more teenagers need to hear this😭😭😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏
So inspiring keep trusting God he got you
What a great testimony and beautifully articulated.
Wow. The Spirit of the LORD is here. You deserve the praise my JESUS. Bless you all. There is a spirit of ANTICHRIST in the Uk s Universities
I love this TH-cam channel so much! Glory to God 🙌🏾🙏🏾 What a great God we serve!
Wow Powerful God is so good and faithful… I love you Jesus Christ ❤
Amazing testimony! I tested open! I’m gonna be praying to share to my sister! That Holy Spirit touches her hearty/ mind when she watches this in Jesus name!
Powerful testimony!🙏🏾
Thank you God for this testimony ❤ If you’re reading this don’t give up. God will never leave nor forsake you.
Amen. I know that audible voice. My Jesus!! May the Lord continue to bless and keep you in Jesus name.
This is A Amazing Testimony!!!!
Praise to Lord God!!!🙌🏽❤️❤️
Amen praise God he so good all the time 🙏💪🏼😍❤️
Beautiful testimony. Keep preaching the Word of God.
The price is right brought back memories for me as well....life can be so perfect one minute and then hell the next🤦🏽♀️
JESUS LUVS!!! BE BLESSED!!!
Hallelujah Praise Jesus Christ Yeshua Hamaschiach
Amen, and amen. May the Lord continue to guide and empower this young woman to serve him in all she does, and glory to the Lord for using such a passionate young lady! God bless 🙏🏼💕
Thanks be to God for you sister.
Fiery spoken word and testimony !!!🔥🔥🔥🔥
God bless the Delafé team for this !!🙏🏾
The passion that you have for Christ at such a young age is so overwhelming, God bless you as you continue to move in His purpose for your life❤❤❤
Yes only he 😢can save he is faithful 👏 🙌
Thats what the enemy told me ..thank God the Lord didnt let me die
Yes, literally crying while watching He is truly Good and Loving ♥️😭🥰❤️🔥
Proud of u Girl!
This is the most touching testimony I have ever heard! Thank you so much for that.
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I have such a similar story to this. Thank you for sharing. ❤ please pray that God continues to bring me closer to him and find my purpose in Jesus Christ.
Thank you LORD. Thank you Jainie. Thank you Delafe; may the LORD's will be done even if it take until the day He returns.
Amen young woman of God! Thank you for sharing your testimony.
Happy for you that God loves you so much. Would be nice.
@@deblest920 But He loves you no less! Read Matthew 18:12-14. Or the book of Matthew as a whole is even better! :) much love from this child of His 😊
Beautiful story. Beautiful poem.
This is beautiful, thanx for sharing
What a beautiful testimony ❤️ thank you Lord for your goodness and faithfulness 🙏🏼
Blessings for you always keep up the great work for the Lord Jesus 🎉🎉❤❤😢😅
This was a good testimony!