Goodbye Charlie

It's been a month since I filmed this video and still my heart aches everyday for Charlie. He was honestly my best friend and without him Louis and I both feel so lost.
I want to thank you guys for loving Charlie over the last 5 years, your messages and comments about him have seriously helped me through this process, and I think we all know Charlie loves all the attention because he was so insanely spoiled by all the love☺️.
I wanted to give you a quick update on Louis because I had mentioned in the video that he was really struggling with the loss of his brother and best friend and it was affecting his health, and I don't want to leave you hanging on that. He is doing much better, he is eating again (he had stopped for a few days, which was very concerning), he is getting back into playing, and is enjoying his walks again. He still looks for Charlie at the grooming station and in the car, but I am taking him to those places regularly so that he can come to terms with Charlie's not being there.
He is still on medication for his stomach because during his high stress time he lost all of the good bacteria from his gut and that made him more sick so they are giving him a special probiotic that he takes every few hours, and he hates it lol.
Again Thank you for your love, your kindness, and your patience, I know I was gone for a month and half, but every time I tried to get back into filming I honestly felt like I was betraying Charlie, I still feel that way, but I also feel like Charlie wouldn't want me to give up on life, if anything he was all about living life in the most comfortable way possible 🤣❤️