Pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed up on me, now I got 4 kids and twins due In april, got a big ass house to raise them in now and I thank God, sometimes you just gotta go thru the worst to see the best that’s coming
realll, lowkey just feel empty and distant from the world like everything is just a loop like no matter what I do everything is still gonna be the same, sometimes I wanna disappear and I hate how alone I feel in a world full of people sometimes I wonder why I bother to keep on pushing idk
Me neither, i barely feel anything to the situation, i just observe tbh. And no joke i imagine myself and how i would usually react but i dont its like im not even myself
phones so dry felt really lonely watched tt for long hours and zoned out to take a detox from my phone for a few days. Even tho its as lonely as ever i feel much better now. Realised being alone isnt even that bad
when i heard this first time, and i read the text on the video that say "me trying to play it cool like im not abt to burst out crying' it got me a few minutes to think about all my expectations to have someone who understand me as a person and if they feel like they love me as they understand me as the times goes on, but i know that the possibility is not that possible if i think about it. because the people who are understanding me is so rare. i dont know what others will say about this, maybe they'll think that im some kind of a weirdo or something that hard to understand or something like that. but trust me, im always give my best to understanding each other but i dont know how people will understand me, or maybe they won't understand me? i dont know. maybe in my very deep heart, that i want someone to really understand me as a person and they love me because they understand me. and at the middle of this song, there is it. im really crying like a child, and it got me laughed now that it is a very rare moment of me crying because something like this.
I believe deep hearts such as yourself, and me even. Deep hearts find each other very powerfully, like when you start talking to someone that has that depth in their soul, YOU both just simply understand each other and work so well. Look up "the law of universal gravitation" I believe it has to do with how souls with deep feelings and depth find each other so deeply. We simply gravitate towards the other because of that depth.❤️
This song helps me a lot due to me not playing sports for 3 in a half years after my brother passed, In my room day and night thinking I lost everything and everyone but thanks to god for giving me the strength to return and keep going to the gym and practicing to finish my last basketball season for my high school and try to make a difference before I graduate from high school. edit: If you´re going through something remember you change things with a snap of a finger get your head in the game, and finish Your journey the finish line is right there. Love you all and may god bless you!.
I wanted to talk to her. I'm a coward, now i will never see her again. She wasn't just beatiful, she had the best personality i've ever came across in my life. She spread peace and well being to everyone around her. Now it's been a year and still i am thinking about her each time i see another girl. I've never felt so empty and lonely, and unfulfilled.
she was everything, funny, kind, my type of humor, understood me, she gave me multiple reasons to live, it felt so nice when she hugged me for the first time, when she held my hand for the first time, she's so pretty, each time she touched me even in the slightest way I felt good, she did my hair, she motivated me, Debby I love you so so much I wish I said what needed to be said when i had the chance
As much as I try to pretend I'm strong, as much as I pretend that her presence being gone doesn't bother me, as much as i look in the mirror with smile and say I'm okay. I'm not okay. I miss her with all my heart. she was everything and more to me. I miss you jiah
Imma be completely honest, I am not good with girls whatsoever. I invited on of my bestfriends to my birthday, and she brought along another friend. She is beautiful. We hit it off, we had a great time. I made her laugh. I love her laugh. I put my arm around her. I love how she feels. We went into a pool and she climbed on my back. I loved being held. We went in the car back home and we sang together. I love her voice. We then met up later that night to watch a movie at a friends house. She laid on me. I love her smell. I made her laugh some more. I love her smile. And then today I get told that she isn't looking for a relationship.. I'll wait for her. If she likes me, I'll wait for her, If she doesn't like me, I'll still wait for her. No girl will get in the way of how I fell for her because I cant get girls. Maybe that's why I feel so strongly for her. All I know is that I'll wait.
While I listen to this, I’m writing this to see if there are others out there who feel just as lonely and quiet, who are tough on themselves yet kind to those around them. I wonder if there are people with a deep desire to be loved and cared for, who struggle with self-esteem or health issues, and who often feel overlooked but just want to belong. I think about those who transform at night, those who haven’t yet experienced a romantic relationship, and those who hesitate to share their feelings with their mothers to avoid adding to their worries. I also reflect on those who, like me, have come to realize that seeking comfort from emotional pain can sometimes lead to finding it in physical pain. This comment might get buried among the rest, but if you happen to see it, could you let me know if you’re the one I’m looking for?
Hey man I relate to you, stuff kinda happened to me like that. I hope you’re okay bro. Religion is important, Lord Krishna pulled me out of the darkness. Stay well friend.
been struggling w my faith in God lately, i pray that he can forgive me. im trying to do better, no its not my best and i know i should be trying harder but ive been at such a low point in life n im struggling with self esteem/care. i hate the way i look and i know i shouldn’t because God created me in his own image. i don’t know what im doing wrong. i feel miserable rn. i was doing better but then it all went downhill all of a sudden, idk what even caused all of this.
same everybody migth be feeling like how you feeling i fell miserable i feel ugly even though my future wife think sim beautiful, like all these negative thoughts bro, just know that God will always be there fo you, i genuinely hop you get better bro i love you man like how God loves you, God bless you nd i hope you get better,
@@jamestahaih1755don’t Hope Pray. And bro You are handsome No H! Don’t down talk yourself bro Because we are made in God’s image. Jesus Loves ya Godbless you bro.
Tell God what you are doing wrong and he will show You It Jesus loves ya Bro God is Bigger than your anxiety’s and problems so Give them to him his Burden is Light.
All this pain and sorrow in the comments just got me thinking we all cooked I wish the best for you out there and trust me I’m falling apart too just keep your head up 🙏🏽
Right Now I am praying for myself and my kingdom spouse, for God to heal her heart and to deliver her from the spirits of fear and rejection, as they have been holding her back as well as me too. We recently fell back into the sin of lust, PLEASE PRAY TO RELEASE US FROM THESE EVIL SPIRITS.
Are you okay.. are you alright.. are you really fine..? I know theses last couple of months..hasn't been the best..just keep moving and driving forward..
Don't really know why I'm writing this little message but I guess it's just to write. Anyways, This song relates a lot to me you know. Some people won't get that because they haven't figured it out but once you have it's truly a blessing. Honestly things haven't been going well in life. My friends have been getting further and further away from me. I try to talk to them sometimes but they'll just be so dry and only say a couple of words. Honestly I think it's just because they're doing better in life and their leaving the old stuff behind. Kind of sounds like the toy story movie when Andy moves away. But in the end the toys found someone to play with again. Hopefully that'll be my story. I'm just kind of sick of being alone and want to feel true genuine people that understand me for me. I've used the word hopefully to show how desperate I am but I shouldn't hope. I should believe I guess. Or I guess at the end of the day no one really wants me for me. I guess life really is a pain in the ass huh? I'm so young and only just got in highschool as a freshman but I still feel like they're has to be people to meet but what if they're isnt? Maybe I will find people in the outside world that will get me. Anyways that's kind of my story but anyone out there experiencing this, you might be alone but just remember. I'll always be here to support you because I know what It feels like. Or just maybe you'll find an amazing friend, a little pet you love, Or maybe even a lover for life. Whatever it is make sure it's what you want and YOU are okay with. I have to end the story because if I keep writing ill probably write a damn essay.. Anyways remember whoever is reading this remember what I said. Don't forget that You'll always have me supporting you. And you will find someone, just like I will. Never give up, because you will find someone for you. Even if you don't I'm here. Remember that. Goodnight everyone.
I've got a really complicated life. I was stalked so I was never left alone by this girl who treated me like shit and just was obsessed with me but tried to find every reason to make me die. Now I'm disconnected from people I actually love and my gf hasn't talked to me in 3 weeks bcs of something and idk what's happened. I just hate missing the people I love knowing there's a fat chance rn that I won't talk to them for a while
There comes a time in one's life that we realize that a life without Jesus is no life at all. Life will be more meaningful when Jesus is present, when he is there to carry your burdens and that you won't have to walk and face them alone. ~May you find peace and clarity in whatever situation you are going through~
the fact that ur alive is something to be appreciative for. And the ability to determine the life you want is a blessing in of its self. Never loose hope because you never know how close you are. Good luck bro
Pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed up on me, now I got 4 kids and twins due In april, got a big ass house to raise them in now and I thank God, sometimes you just gotta go thru the worst to see the best that’s coming
You have no idea how much this comment means to me. Thank you.
when you have god by your side, the pain isnt a punishment that will last forever but a lesson. God bless you
The sun always comes back up ☀️
this proves that there is more to life than this moment
god saved u that day never forget
when life so cooked... you sit outside and enjoy nature + this song ( Now i know why the oldies sit outside...)
damn didn't really think about it that way :(
real
real
real
I’ve do that once, its really good actualy
I wish things were different
-Arthur Morgan
Finally someone who knows
@@King_Spidey REAL.
But it weren't us who changed
-Arthur Morgan
Didn't expect Arthur here
Wow, Arthur I really didn’t expect that. (My friends deeply in love with his ugly ah)
Thugging it out (i can’t take it anymore)
reading old message with this one hit hard
fr
Real...
Delete them Asap..its of no good brother
'After he was raised from the dead, his disciples recalled what he had said. Then they believed the scripture and the words that Jesus had spoken. '
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen 🙏
the most beautiful words i have ever read
when the phones so dry and life's so boring so you js zone out and stare at the wall feeling the depersonalization hit you
Real
play games lil bro 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@ekiwee not even games hittin anymore ngl
@@ekiwee fr like smooth said games dont hit the same i only play w friends n they're barely online anymore 😭🙏
realll, lowkey just feel empty and distant from the world like everything is just a loop like no matter what I do everything is still gonna be the same, sometimes I wanna disappear and I hate how alone I feel in a world full of people sometimes I wonder why I bother to keep on pushing idk
i cant even cry no more
real you just sit there and accept it
Real.
Me neither, i barely feel anything to the situation, i just observe tbh. And no joke i imagine myself and how i would usually react but i dont its like im not even myself
@@GardenDemonHRu just explained everything so perfectly🙃
@@GardenDemonHR Jesus helps🙏
phones so dry felt really lonely watched tt for long hours and zoned out to take a detox from my phone for a few days. Even tho its as lonely as ever i feel much better now. Realised being alone isnt even that bad
Finna try dis for a week
I honestly like having my notifications dry and being alone with myself
when i heard this first time, and i read the text on the video that say "me trying to play it cool like im not abt to burst out crying' it got me a few minutes to think about all my expectations to have someone who understand me as a person and if they feel like they love me as they understand me as the times goes on, but i know that the possibility is not that possible if i think about it. because the people who are understanding me is so rare. i dont know what others will say about this, maybe they'll think that im some kind of a weirdo or something that hard to understand or something like that. but trust me, im always give my best to understanding each other but i dont know how people will understand me, or maybe they won't understand me? i dont know. maybe in my very deep heart, that i want someone to really understand me as a person and they love me because they understand me.
and at the middle of this song, there is it. im really crying like a child, and it got me laughed now that it is a very rare moment of me crying because something like this.
You’re not alone
I believe deep hearts such as yourself, and me even. Deep hearts find each other very powerfully, like when you start talking to someone that has that depth in their soul, YOU both just simply understand each other and work so well.
Look up "the law of universal gravitation" I believe it has to do with how souls with deep feelings and depth find each other so deeply. We simply gravitate towards the other because of that depth.❤️
@@son6ta898bru shut up 😭
When u feels like "nobody understand me" look the stars, in same tame probably someone too looking stars who thinks like you...
@@xozo2131 fr dude, i was drunk
Hits hard with headphones in
Fr bro, i got headphones in rn
This song helps me a lot due to me not playing sports for 3 in a half years after my brother passed, In my room day and night thinking I lost everything and everyone but thanks to god for giving me the strength to return and keep going to the gym and practicing to finish my last basketball season for my high school and try to make a difference before I graduate from high school.
edit: If you´re going through something remember you change things with a snap of a finger get your head in the game, and finish Your journey the finish line is right there. Love you all and may god bless you!.
Slowly but surely the walls are coming, tumbling down and with it my spirit. I'm trying to stay alive, hell we all are.
hope it gets better for u stay strong
Dont let gang know i fw this shi heavy
rs
what gang 😂😂
rs
Your gang should understand support you lil bro, not judge you. They fake
this songs give mad 2021-2022 vibes
this song reminds me of the past and my old friends. i miss them so much bro id do anything to find their socials again.
I wanted to talk to her. I'm a coward, now i will never see her again. She wasn't just beatiful, she had the best personality i've ever came across in my life. She spread peace and well being to everyone around her. Now it's been a year and still i am thinking about her each time i see another girl. I've never felt so empty and lonely, and unfulfilled.
this might just be my favourite instrumental vid on youtube :)
she was everything, funny, kind, my type of humor, understood me, she gave me multiple reasons to live, it felt so nice when she hugged me for the first time, when she held my hand for the first time, she's so pretty, each time she touched me even in the slightest way I felt good, she did my hair, she motivated me, Debby I love you so so much I wish I said what needed to be said when i had the chance
everything will be okay bro
this what the last week of hs sound like
"Only the real ones know..."
*The cockroaches on my wall nodding.*
As much as I try to pretend I'm strong, as much as I pretend that her presence being gone doesn't bother me, as much as i look in the mirror with smile and say I'm okay. I'm not okay. I miss her with all my heart. she was everything and more to me. I miss you jiah
I fucking hate the way im feeling😂😂😂😂
real (26/7/2024 on friday midnight) 😂😂
@@arin2166 did bro do it
When bad days became years(real)
realest
Man I just want to cryy all the time 🙁😞😔🙁
sitting in class just thinking man life is hitting rn.
Fr
Fr i don't want to burst out crying in front of people, it just makes me looking like i need attention or smth.
me nd u both fr
Everything fits the mood
if that ain’t so
Im cooked without her fr
-1, 000,000,000 Confidence
@eliguahsbwhat now you give donations and they’re all girls or what ever yeah dude what’s your type lemme call about a girl your so imaginative
@eliguahsbyeah right what you gonna send him girls now or something
Look forward in your life bro , there's more things to do rather than just keep struggling for her .
Glorify nature , spend some time alone in forests or mountains and then you'll realise something different, something that's out of this world
I hope the best for everyone out here, stay strong
i miss her.
Me too bro me too … 🫂
Now i know why our Elders sit outside
It’ll be alright.
It won’t
I want to be loved so bad, but when I get it, I feel so grossed out.
Jesus loves you bro
Imma be completely honest, I am not good with girls whatsoever. I invited on of my bestfriends to my birthday, and she brought along another friend. She is beautiful. We hit it off, we had a great time. I made her laugh. I love her laugh. I put my arm around her. I love how she feels. We went into a pool and she climbed on my back. I loved being held. We went in the car back home and we sang together. I love her voice. We then met up later that night to watch a movie at a friends house. She laid on me. I love her smell. I made her laugh some more. I love her smile. And then today I get told that she isn't looking for a relationship.. I'll wait for her. If she likes me, I'll wait for her, If she doesn't like me, I'll still wait for her. No girl will get in the way of how I fell for her because I cant get girls. Maybe that's why I feel so strongly for her. All I know is that I'll wait.
That’s beautiful man.
beautiful man hopes she likes you back, just dont loose hope
It's the same with the guy I like 😢
Slowed to absolute perfection
While I listen to this, I’m writing this to see if there are others out there who feel just as lonely and quiet, who are tough on themselves yet kind to those around them. I wonder if there are people with a deep desire to be loved and cared for, who struggle with self-esteem or health issues, and who often feel overlooked but just want to belong. I think about those who transform at night, those who haven’t yet experienced a romantic relationship, and those who hesitate to share their feelings with their mothers to avoid adding to their worries. I also reflect on those who, like me, have come to realize that seeking comfort from emotional pain can sometimes lead to finding it in physical pain.
This comment might get buried among the rest, but if you happen to see it, could you let me know if you’re the one I’m looking for?
I watched my dad lose his shit in the middle of a long drive... My siblings bawling there eyes out... This image shows how i felt in that moment
What happened gang
bro what happened??
Hey man I relate to you, stuff kinda happened to me like that. I hope you’re okay bro. Religion is important, Lord Krishna pulled me out of the darkness. Stay well friend.
WOOOOOHOOOO I LOVE LIVING 😹😹😹🙏🏿🙏🏿💯💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️😁😁😁😁😁😁🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😳😳😳😳😳😹😹😹😹😹😹😹
My only wish is to feel like this at least once in a lifetime.
@@ydzhin107 oh you don't wanna feel like this.
@@ydzhin107 nah I actually don’t love living bro Ngl 😹🙏🏿💯🔥
@@ydzhin107trust me he sarcastic
made me smile thx gang atleast we funny
been struggling w my faith in God lately, i pray that he can forgive me. im trying to do better, no its not my best and i know i should be trying harder but ive been at such a low point in life n im struggling with self esteem/care. i hate the way i look and i know i shouldn’t because God created me in his own image. i don’t know what im doing wrong. i feel miserable rn. i was doing better but then it all went downhill all of a sudden, idk what even caused all of this.
How is this the exact situations with mine, are we living the same life
same everybody migth be feeling like how you feeling i fell miserable i feel ugly even though my future wife think sim beautiful, like all these negative thoughts bro, just know that God will always be there fo you, i genuinely hop you get better bro i love you man like how God loves you, God bless you nd i hope you get better,
@@jamestahaih1755 thank you so much ❤️
@@jamestahaih1755don’t Hope Pray.
And bro You are handsome No H!
Don’t down talk yourself bro Because we are made in God’s image.
Jesus Loves ya Godbless you bro.
Tell God what you are doing wrong and he will show You It
Jesus loves ya Bro God is Bigger than your anxiety’s and problems so Give them to him his Burden is Light.
gorgeous work.
I'm so cooked😂😂😂😂
thug it out. 💁♀
Chat its over. Im beyond cooked😂
We are all just some ingredients in the same pot
@@stabo284 real. Sometimes i wish i was outside the pot
@@Simoluvsu you want people in you?
@@stabo284omg no😭, I just want to escape reality.
@@Simoluvsu escape reality?
So you dont want to be real?
why do i feel like this man feel like everything’s over and time just stopped and there’s no where for me to go anymore..
it's good for sleep thank you
you know why i like to comment on youtube because no one will ever find my comment i feel expressed and yet i dont expose myself to others
i saw
i saw
@@bullhuss and i dont know u and u wont even recognize me even if we ever meet in life which is very unlikely
@@arjavjain5671 ik where you live
@@cssquad5505 I’m fucked
Sir Kai, I too is a Kai, and I appreciate for finding you and this video
Just cried so hard thinking abt him. I miss him sm. 😔
Mangoes? M-Mango.. ?
cant let gang know i’m ab to end stuff
real
real
Dont
Real
God loves you. Suicide leads to hell. Joy is waiting to hug you tightly in Heaven. Hang on tight in these last days
Keep goingg
sounds so good
realizing im done growing up with my siblings..
Bro i feel u
Who gaf
i like this
That picture is how I felt when my mom picked me up from school and said our dog is dead and I came back to the school the next day, trying not to cry
im sorry rip. 💔
@@pwarren231 bro this was so long ago but I will never forget that day
@@Leo-jk4xndamn
All this pain and sorrow in the comments just got me thinking we all cooked I wish the best for you out there and trust me I’m falling apart too just keep your head up 🙏🏽
Right Now I am praying for myself and my kingdom spouse, for God to heal her heart and to deliver her from the spirits of fear and rejection, as they have been holding her back as well as me too. We recently fell back into the sin of lust, PLEASE PRAY TO RELEASE US FROM THESE EVIL SPIRITS.
dayum
she cooked me so bad
Are you okay.. are you alright.. are you really fine..? I know theses last couple of months..hasn't been the best..just keep moving and driving forward..
damn i miss her.
Don't really know why I'm writing this little message but I guess it's just to write. Anyways, This song relates a lot to me you know. Some people won't get that because they haven't figured it out but once you have it's truly a blessing. Honestly things haven't been going well in life. My friends have been getting further and further away from me. I try to talk to them sometimes but they'll just be so dry and only say a couple of words. Honestly I think it's just because they're doing better in life and their leaving the old stuff behind. Kind of sounds like the toy story movie when Andy moves away. But in the end the toys found someone to play with again. Hopefully that'll be my story. I'm just kind of sick of being alone and want to feel true genuine people that understand me for me. I've used the word hopefully to show how desperate I am but I shouldn't hope. I should believe I guess. Or I guess at the end of the day no one really wants me for me. I guess life really is a pain in the ass huh? I'm so young and only just got in highschool as a freshman but I still feel like they're has to be people to meet but what if they're isnt? Maybe I will find people in the outside world that will get me. Anyways that's kind of my story but anyone out there experiencing this, you might be alone but just remember. I'll always be here to support you because I know what It feels like. Or just maybe you'll find an amazing friend, a little pet you love, Or maybe even a lover for life. Whatever it is make sure it's what you want and YOU are okay with. I have to end the story because if I keep writing ill probably write a damn essay.. Anyways remember whoever is reading this remember what I said. Don't forget that You'll always have me supporting you. And you will find someone, just like I will.
Never give up, because you will find someone for you. Even if you don't I'm here. Remember that. Goodnight everyone.
I am genuinely so cooked. Hating on my life rn
While Jesus can HELP you love it again or first time take time to forgive ur self then advance on ward
@@Tyhke969real.
goated
i don't wanna died this night.
whats wrong bro you ok?
r u alright bro? everything’s ok?
I don't want to die this night*
Yeah yeah right fix your English bro
I've got a really complicated life. I was stalked so I was never left alone by this girl who treated me like shit and just was obsessed with me but tried to find every reason to make me die. Now I'm disconnected from people I actually love and my gf hasn't talked to me in 3 weeks bcs of something and idk what's happened. I just hate missing the people I love knowing there's a fat chance rn that I won't talk to them for a while
when ur so dried up, you cant even cry no more, and just be cool with it.
Even though we were never anything serious I still I love and miss her so much
I HATE MY LIFE😹😹💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥
I miss my dad bro🕊️💔
Photo real asf
life is beautiful, we are just too busy to enjoy it
Real shii😂😂😂💯💯💯
when it gets so bad u gotta go to the bathroom just so no one see u
When she said ”i like we just be friends” in rality she dont want a guy looks like u
Damn.
"real" we all say in unison.
real
wow n jus took da hit om....
real
generational run
man we just some ants on a blue dot floating in a bunch of darkness.
There comes a time in one's life that we realize that a life without Jesus is no life at all. Life will be more meaningful when Jesus is present, when he is there to carry your burdens and that you won't have to walk and face them alone.
~May you find peace and clarity in whatever situation you are going through~
its over
its joever, im bidone😔
@@Isayrawrnow132 Dawg
@@remaain what
@@Isayrawrnow132 hi
@@Isayrawrnow132 hi
me because fate decided my love for him was a sin and separated us for enternity even when we were so close yet so far from each other 😂😂💯.
Drunk asf real
Real.
You know you're cooked when you listen to this and think why she or anyone ever leave but keep it p cuz rn don't cry 😂
i lowkey miss her
uk that rare moment when someones soul comes so close to yours, she was my someone.
Nothing good has ever happened to me.
Keep shining brother. Life is strange
the fact that ur alive is something to be appreciative for. And the ability to determine the life you want is a blessing in of its self. Never loose hope because you never know how close you are. Good luck bro
you’re breathing, you’re luckier than you think ❤️
we love you bro^^ you got this.
You guys, he's quoting Thorfinn 😭 that being said I absolutely love the responsive energy and care you lot have.
Yeah, it'll be like that, it's not good, but It's all I know now.
I can't thug it out anymore,just go to my room and just cry the fuck out. Life is just...
I really wished it could've been different
It didn’t
My favourite song for 2024😍
It is what it is (i dont know how much more "it is what it is" i have left in me).... 😶😶
Make the right choice friends, hope in God.
My life is really cooked, I be fruading to myself. I be like "You ight bruh" I'm not ight 😭😭💀💀🙏🙏
Sah 🤍
i found my someone, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me, i wish i could change the way he sees himself